dendimaki/v1 · Datasets at Hugging Face

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is there still the fullness and are you still the fullness	lay3	27
i think i can create that illusion the illusion that these sensations are distinct and special from the rest of existence and im looking at space and i tell you the main thing why i tend to kind of think i must be in location one because i remember the early descriptions of it	loc1	17
can totally happen um and when youre deep in that sense of fullness and presence does it feel like you are the presence you are awareness	lay3	27
right and thats not an easy thing for them to do youre not in any different position just because youre in fundamental wellbeing youve got an established life self within this i dont know if you were listening to the last call with annemieke talking to someone who was basically kind of new in location three and had lost it it was there for like you know five days or something and then fell out of it and was interested in getting back to it or whatever but one thing that i thought was really interesting that she basically said is that you know as youre going through the location to to location three to location four theres like this progression of the loss of the personal self at location three and then the loss of the non personal self at location four and so even though youre not thinking of yourself as sort of having a sense of self there is a self that sort of has to die to some degree or has to surrender or has to give way just like ive advised you know a zillion people right over your time of helping them to transition to fundamental wellbeing you know	tfwc	23
being like a container for whats arising and the stuff thats arising	lay2	26
richness of layer three	lay3	27
self detect this and and self assess quite accurately	tfw	22
but its definitely in the direction of layer four and in the direction of location four	loc4lay4	15
when it is only touched upon temporarily it does not necessarily feel as though it is not a state as it does when it is experienced deeply and persistently because the sense of individual self remains partially intact in earlier locations	loc3lay4	11
communicating more directly with reality	lay3	27
centralist again	lay3	27
joyous things	loc3	19
layer three and location two	loc2lay3	6
theres also the path of freedom and the path of humanity	loc5+	16
reduction in selfreferential thoughts both in the direction of layer four and in the direction of location four	loc1lay4	3
pure emotion	loc3	19
location 3 individuals can make amazing partners especially if their fundamental wellbeing deepening did not occur in isolation	loc3	19
pulls everything into it	loc4	20
do you have a single emotion of love and joy and compassion and maybe some other things that are combined and present all the time kind of as one big meta emotion where you have one of those in the foreground at any given point maybe love is in the foreground but theyre all still present and this is a continuous experience its always there for you if they say yes to that then obviously you start to suspect that they might be in location three	loc3	19
it might even feel as if something larger than you is making decisions and taking action through you	loc2	18
meditation	tfw	22
i have this sense of union	loc3	19
for some people this location and layer can feel lonely at first because it feels like there is only this one thing as the experience of a personal self is left behind a sense of meaninglessness or starkness can also accompany this layer and it can bring with it changes in or loss of motivation	loc2lay2	5
in location 1 layer 4 the marketplace is a forum of exchange not just of goods but of ideas cultures and kindness	loc1lay4	3
i was basically doing the layer three thing the whole drive while she was reading one of her stories to me	lay3	27
remaining active describing analyzing	lay1	25
so i decided that i needed to spend more time back in location two and really started focusing on deconditioning	loc2	18
field of love joy compassion	loc3	19
layer two and have an immense amount of activity at layer one	lay2	26
bliss is overrated so thank god that went away	loc2	18
what im wondering about your description there is whether or not one couldnt describe that as still some spaciousness that youre rooted in in terms of maybe not as deep as other spaciousness that youre experiencing but it doesnt sound to me like youre you know very deeply embedded in thoughts and emotions	lay2	26
post transition	tfwp	24
packets of energy	lay3	27
of joy or is it the aliveness	lay3	27
empathic psychic stuff you say probably not related to fundamental wellbeing but who knows since i was a child i often knew what other people were feeling or thinking i assumed this is developed because it was needed to survive later as a pastor things like synchronicity and healing ministry played a big part right now i wonder what the relation is of these kinds of things to fundamental well being	tfw	22
in that moment do you think that youre just moving deeper into layer two	lay2	26
individualized portions of their self going away	loc5+	16
and then you can spend those weeks really using all those methods and the practices we give you to sink into and explore deepen into layer two	lay2	26
the eucharist	loc3	19
frankly and i havent had experiences like that with the exception of one in the last month i dont really have experiences like that anymore but i do sometimes wonder if im kind of when some conditioning is triggered im getting pulled back into layer one theres more discreet conventional kind of emotional experience and then im able to kind of like slingshot back into location three sometimes i have to be more intentional sometimes it feels just like boom boom ive gone in and out really quick other times i think i have to be more intentional about it and i have to it wheres the peace wheres the love wheres that sense of you know god or the divine and then you know i can transition back pretty quickly	lay1	25
flat	lay4	28
the bustling streets of location 1 layer 4 are overlaid with a palpable sense of silence that quiets the mind	loc1lay4	3
the architecture of location 1 layer 4 blends form and function with mindfulness creating spaces that heal and inspire	loc1lay4	3
field of presence	lay3	27
layer three is still and peaceful	lay3	27
would be in the shadow of forms of fundamental wellbeing is to develop	tfw	22
it wasnt empty its all of a sudden full	lay3	27
big distinction is often in the sense of whether or not there is a union or a merging or a dissolving into or a sameness or you know and and no difference from and i am sort of you know that presence that shows up you know you know to borrow your word from a minute ago channeling jesus you know you know is you know is is there a merger or a union with jesus	loc3	19
this produces the sense of a return to the body in location 4 because it is a return to the raw existence of everything	loc4lay4	15
acceptance	tfw	22
depth of nonduality	loc2	18
youve had that awareness presence all that thing fall away which happens in more or less layer four	lay4	28
as you go into location three	loc3	19
predicting	lay1	25
ive been in layer one for so long	lay1	25
so i would save that one for when you do want to explore location four and just not use it until that point	loc4	20
the location four thing happened when i was aiming for location three	loc4	20
you know obviously if youve been in fundamental wellbeing since i think youre you might have said 2017 or somewhere around there	tfwp	24
loss of affinity	lay3	27
memories also tend to arise less because there is an increased focus of attention on the present and because the past is no longer valued as defining the sense of self	loc2lay1	4
a shallow location two with access to layer one	loc2lay1	4
and if weve asked things and youve been like oh it is actually everywhere and it is actually quite centerless so its heading in that direction	lay3	27
fundamental wellbeing we renormalize so quickly you know we have a change and it feels like this amazing thing for like you know a day or a week or you know a few hours or something and then it like becomes the new normal	tfw	22
planning and taking action mostly rely on external stimuli to initiate them as there is no internal drive or energy to do so	loc4lay1	12
pulled out of fundamental object	nfw	21
i would mean that youve already described youve experienced the benefits of layer two to deconditioning and that is something youve you know highlighted as being important to you and something youre working on	lay2	26
right and i think youre going to see probably some continual evolution of that that will bring some more of this location for stuff	loc4	20
um your system isnt necessarily recognizing that what youre experiencing is an entirely different quality of self um of what you are because its kind of like oh well selfs gone	lay3	27
trying to reach beyond this is nothing	lay4	28
location five and six	loc5+	16
fundamental for wellbeing for a long time very deepened got into the no emotion sort of place with it you know perhaps	tfwp	24
you know everyones system has their own way of in a sense translating you know information that its receiving whether thats sort of becomes visual or it becomes thought or some you know sense sensation	lay2	26
did you get a sense that he is going to layer three	lay3	27
and does the vast stillness have any quality that you would describe as spacious or empty	lay2	26
wellbeing	tfw	22
problem solver	lay1	25
empty space in the headless area um but a lot of my time is spent at work right now and work is have a lot of conditioning to do there extensively and theres a lot of things related to that that i think are either pulling me down at some points	lay2	26
hallmarks of location four motion is obviously one	loc4	20
layer two more spacious more distance more space around thoughts and emotions type of thing um	lay2	26
the experience of everything is reduced to raw sense data and it feels as though it is all just existence unfolding spontaneously	loc4lay4	15
location 2 the positive nature of their emotions continues to increase	loc2	18
so the negative thoughts will stop and the negative feelings will become sensation and and not its not that uncomfortable anymore i can stay with the sensation for a long time	lay2	26
so just to let your ego give you a break theres nothing as far as i can tell from your document from where youre at now based on when youve transitioned youve had many deeper experiences	lay1	25
peace	loc2	18
location four and that kind of process	loc4	20
essentially this is a metaawareness of what is happening in the mind but there is no sense of being able to engage with it like there is in previous locations	loc4lay1	12
although they may not be very good at remembering things	loc4	20
is there a union with the divine	loc3	19
sounds and colors and everything just becomes enjoyable	lay3	27
layer two is a sense	lay2	26
stable	loc3	19
its like its got its own gravitational pull	lay3	27
okay great so do you think when that centralist experience shows up that its a transition from location one	loc1	17
sense of of presence	lay3	27
the pieces of the remaining aspects of the narrativeself that fall away in these later locations are often old deep and very complexly embedded in the psyche	loc5+	16
it does come and go yeah yeah but say you like out in the trees probably once a month so thats when its at its peak aw yeah yeah i even felt that in the city actually on the full moon because i went out in the night and rode my bike around the city for 3 or 4 hours and enjoyed the moon over the water	loc2lay3	6
when you land in location five that youre basically playing with fluidity so you sort of laid down a track in a certain direction that your system might follow	loc5+	16
but it does sort of have a permeating quality in the space as well	lay2	26
kind of benevolent existence that pervades the spaciousness	lay3	27
but really as soon as you begin to deepen in location two that self begins to fall away	loc2	18

is there still the fullness and are you still the fullness

lay3

27

i think i can create that illusion the illusion that these sensations are distinct and special from the rest of existence and im looking at space and i tell you the main thing why i tend to kind of think i must be in location one because i remember the early descriptions of it

loc1

17

can totally happen um and when youre deep in that sense of fullness and presence does it feel like you are the presence you are awareness

lay3

27

right and thats not an easy thing for them to do youre not in any different position just because youre in fundamental wellbeing youve got an established life self within this i dont know if you were listening to the last call with annemieke talking to someone who was basically kind of new in location three and had lost it it was there for like you know five days or something and then fell out of it and was interested in getting back to it or whatever but one thing that i thought was really interesting that she basically said is that you know as youre going through the location to to location three to location four theres like this progression of the loss of the personal self at location three and then the loss of the non personal self at location four and so even though youre not thinking of yourself as sort of having a sense of self there is a self that sort of has to die to some degree or has to surrender or has to give way just like ive advised you know a zillion people right over your time of helping them to transition to fundamental wellbeing you know

tfwc

23

being like a container for whats arising and the stuff thats arising

lay2

26

richness of layer three

lay3

27

self detect this and and self assess quite accurately

tfw

22

but its definitely in the direction of layer four and in the direction of location four

loc4lay4

15

when it is only touched upon temporarily it does not necessarily feel as though it is not a state as it does when it is experienced deeply and persistently because the sense of individual self remains partially intact in earlier locations

loc3lay4

11

communicating more directly with reality

lay3

27

centralist again

lay3

27

joyous things

loc3

19

layer three and location two

loc2lay3

6

theres also the path of freedom and the path of humanity

loc5+

16

reduction in selfreferential thoughts both in the direction of layer four and in the direction of location four

loc1lay4

3

pure emotion

loc3

19

location 3 individuals can make amazing partners especially if their fundamental wellbeing deepening did not occur in isolation

loc3

19

pulls everything into it

loc4

20

do you have a single emotion of love and joy and compassion and maybe some other things that are combined and present all the time kind of as one big meta emotion where you have one of those in the foreground at any given point maybe love is in the foreground but theyre all still present and this is a continuous experience its always there for you if they say yes to that then obviously you start to suspect that they might be in location three

loc3

19

it might even feel as if something larger than you is making decisions and taking action through you

loc2

18

meditation

tfw

22

i have this sense of union

loc3

19

for some people this location and layer can feel lonely at first because it feels like there is only this one thing as the experience of a personal self is left behind a sense of meaninglessness or starkness can also accompany this layer and it can bring with it changes in or loss of motivation

loc2lay2

5

in location 1 layer 4 the marketplace is a forum of exchange not just of goods but of ideas cultures and kindness

loc1lay4

3

i was basically doing the layer three thing the whole drive while she was reading one of her stories to me

lay3

27

remaining active describing analyzing

lay1

25

so i decided that i needed to spend more time back in location two and really started focusing on deconditioning

loc2

18

field of love joy compassion

loc3

19

layer two and have an immense amount of activity at layer one

lay2

26

bliss is overrated so thank god that went away

loc2

18

what im wondering about your description there is whether or not one couldnt describe that as still some spaciousness that youre rooted in in terms of maybe not as deep as other spaciousness that youre experiencing but it doesnt sound to me like youre you know very deeply embedded in thoughts and emotions

lay2

26

post transition

tfwp

24

packets of energy

lay3

27

of joy or is it the aliveness

lay3

27

empathic psychic stuff you say probably not related to fundamental wellbeing but who knows since i was a child i often knew what other people were feeling or thinking i assumed this is developed because it was needed to survive later as a pastor things like synchronicity and healing ministry played a big part right now i wonder what the relation is of these kinds of things to fundamental well being

tfw

22

in that moment do you think that youre just moving deeper into layer two

lay2

26

individualized portions of their self going away

loc5+

16

and then you can spend those weeks really using all those methods and the practices we give you to sink into and explore deepen into layer two

lay2

26

the eucharist

loc3

19

frankly and i havent had experiences like that with the exception of one in the last month i dont really have experiences like that anymore but i do sometimes wonder if im kind of when some conditioning is triggered im getting pulled back into layer one theres more discreet conventional kind of emotional experience and then im able to kind of like slingshot back into location three sometimes i have to be more intentional sometimes it feels just like boom boom ive gone in and out really quick other times i think i have to be more intentional about it and i have to it wheres the peace wheres the love wheres that sense of you know god or the divine and then you know i can transition back pretty quickly

lay1

25

flat

lay4

28

the bustling streets of location 1 layer 4 are overlaid with a palpable sense of silence that quiets the mind

loc1lay4

3

the architecture of location 1 layer 4 blends form and function with mindfulness creating spaces that heal and inspire

loc1lay4

3

field of presence

lay3

27

layer three is still and peaceful

lay3

27

would be in the shadow of forms of fundamental wellbeing is to develop

tfw

22

it wasnt empty its all of a sudden full

lay3

27

big distinction is often in the sense of whether or not there is a union or a merging or a dissolving into or a sameness or you know and and no difference from and i am sort of you know that presence that shows up you know you know to borrow your word from a minute ago channeling jesus you know you know is you know is is there a merger or a union with jesus

loc3

19

this produces the sense of a return to the body in location 4 because it is a return to the raw existence of everything

loc4lay4

15

acceptance

tfw

22

depth of nonduality

loc2

18

youve had that awareness presence all that thing fall away which happens in more or less layer four

lay4

28

as you go into location three

loc3

19

predicting

lay1

25

ive been in layer one for so long

lay1

25

so i would save that one for when you do want to explore location four and just not use it until that point

loc4

20

the location four thing happened when i was aiming for location three

loc4

20

you know obviously if youve been in fundamental wellbeing since i think youre you might have said 2017 or somewhere around there

tfwp

24

loss of affinity

lay3

27

memories also tend to arise less because there is an increased focus of attention on the present and because the past is no longer valued as defining the sense of self

loc2lay1

4

a shallow location two with access to layer one

loc2lay1

4

and if weve asked things and youve been like oh it is actually everywhere and it is actually quite centerless so its heading in that direction

lay3

27

fundamental wellbeing we renormalize so quickly you know we have a change and it feels like this amazing thing for like you know a day or a week or you know a few hours or something and then it like becomes the new normal

tfw

22

planning and taking action mostly rely on external stimuli to initiate them as there is no internal drive or energy to do so

loc4lay1

12

pulled out of fundamental object

nfw

21

i would mean that youve already described youve experienced the benefits of layer two to deconditioning and that is something youve you know highlighted as being important to you and something youre working on

lay2

26

right and i think youre going to see probably some continual evolution of that that will bring some more of this location for stuff

loc4

20

um your system isnt necessarily recognizing that what youre experiencing is an entirely different quality of self um of what you are because its kind of like oh well selfs gone

lay3

27

trying to reach beyond this is nothing

lay4

28

location five and six

loc5+

16

fundamental for wellbeing for a long time very deepened got into the no emotion sort of place with it you know perhaps

tfwp

24

you know everyones system has their own way of in a sense translating you know information that its receiving whether thats sort of becomes visual or it becomes thought or some you know sense sensation

lay2

26

did you get a sense that he is going to layer three

lay3

27

and does the vast stillness have any quality that you would describe as spacious or empty

lay2

26

wellbeing

tfw

22

problem solver

lay1

25

empty space in the headless area um but a lot of my time is spent at work right now and work is have a lot of conditioning to do there extensively and theres a lot of things related to that that i think are either pulling me down at some points

lay2

26

hallmarks of location four motion is obviously one

loc4

20

layer two more spacious more distance more space around thoughts and emotions type of thing um

lay2

26

the experience of everything is reduced to raw sense data and it feels as though it is all just existence unfolding spontaneously

loc4lay4

15

location 2 the positive nature of their emotions continues to increase

loc2

18

so the negative thoughts will stop and the negative feelings will become sensation and and not its not that uncomfortable anymore i can stay with the sensation for a long time

lay2

26

so just to let your ego give you a break theres nothing as far as i can tell from your document from where youre at now based on when youve transitioned youve had many deeper experiences

lay1

25

peace

loc2

18

location four and that kind of process

loc4

20

essentially this is a metaawareness of what is happening in the mind but there is no sense of being able to engage with it like there is in previous locations

loc4lay1

12

although they may not be very good at remembering things

loc4

20

is there a union with the divine

loc3

19

sounds and colors and everything just becomes enjoyable

lay3

27

layer two is a sense

lay2

26

stable

loc3

19

its like its got its own gravitational pull

lay3

27

okay great so do you think when that centralist experience shows up that its a transition from location one

loc1

17

sense of of presence

lay3

27

the pieces of the remaining aspects of the narrativeself that fall away in these later locations are often old deep and very complexly embedded in the psyche

loc5+

16

it does come and go yeah yeah but say you like out in the trees probably once a month so thats when its at its peak aw yeah yeah i even felt that in the city actually on the full moon because i went out in the night and rode my bike around the city for 3 or 4 hours and enjoyed the moon over the water

loc2lay3

6

when you land in location five that youre basically playing with fluidity so you sort of laid down a track in a certain direction that your system might follow

loc5+

16

but it does sort of have a permeating quality in the space as well

lay2

26

kind of benevolent existence that pervades the spaciousness

lay3

27

but really as soon as you begin to deepen in location two that self begins to fall away

loc2

18