dendimaki/v1 · Datasets at Hugging Face

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there is still a sense of self but it feels formless impersonal and in union with the allpervading presence	loc3lay2	9
it becomes more difficult access to layer 3 and to return to previous locations	loc4lay3	14
in one spot i am spaciousness	lay2	26
expansion of sense of self	loc1	17
finders often assume this is something to go beyond but it is just the nature of layer 1 and if subjective experience is centered there this quality of a more individualized or personal self naturally arises	loc2lay1	4
its aliveness	lay3	27
there was no agency	loc4	20
actually discovered this because i was following a teacher who was saying that awareness is limitless infinite and so forth and if you extend your attention to the limits of your consciousness you cant find the limit but i can find the limit and uh its actually just this i have a sense that initially when i transitioned i had the sense that the world ended where my perceptions ended so there was nothing beyond these walls and so forth and when i explore that when i initially explored that i had the sense that there was this kind of curved limit like a sphere or like a like a disc and i also feel that if i try to go with my attention to to the limit like try to to sense the end of my consciousness or awareness or whatever	loc2lay3	6
especially the parts where it mixes in with layer two	lay2	26
fullness as a is an attribute of layer three and so you know focusing on sort of a core attribute of layer three is no guarantee that its going to just continue to sort of deepen you further into layer three to the point where that will fall away the safest thing to sort of focus on is a sense of silence or stillness whichever one of those is most relevant to you and that in your experience is sort of thats the thread that sort of runs you know to the deepest point in this particular you know sequence um and so if i were to focus on anything it would probably be um you know to focus on that the other thing that i would focus on is trying to perceive whats on the other side of that boundary	lay3	27
worries about my life in lay one create a vision for my life which i then implement and worry about convinced its right but not at all confident	loc3lay1	8
no creating or dissolving	loc4	20
layer 4 is the home layer of location 4 and later up until this location it tends to be experienced partially and temporarily	loc4lay4	15
something that seems true to a finder in location 3	loc3	19
locations 1	loc1	17
in location 1 layer 4 the morning dew on leaves isnt just water its a reminder of the delicate interconnections within all life	loc1lay4	3
pervasiveness	lay2	26
there is a really kind of deliciousness in that sense of union	loc3	19
thats generally your sense of what you are except when your attention gets very pulled into layer one at which point we dont know for sure whether your identity shifts there or whether just all of your attention is occupied with it and youre not noticing the the space around things	lay1	25
yeah i guess i on my scale was relating the depth of emotion and feeling you know that unpleasant feeling to layer one	loc1lay1	0
layer three in a sense theres i was just having a friend dinner with a friend last night and i said the one thing even layer four i said i which is where i investigate i still have a thing of i care about what people think about me and i say that theres no self well thats just silly but the conditioning and ive looked at it and done spend time with it and its almost laughable in a certain way the way it arises i can see it and i kind of laugh at it but it still shows up so in some sense theres some sense of emotion around that you know so i say yeah so theres what it is for me is freedom um thats why i even say low layer four early location four yeah all of that you know it just continue to deepen and free this to be just whats here	lay3	27
location two	loc2	18
brings a more substantial change and is much harder to miss	loc2	18
mainly joy	loc3	19
life history	loc4	20
it sounds like its a little bit of a mix of each that you can get to the more spaciousness while still remaining in location one	loc1	17
incapable of experiencing personal emotion	loc3	19
personal love there in location two	loc2	18
and its very its not what i am you know like theres no continuity between me and that spaciousness you know i can feel some spaciousness maybe but man theres you know no continuity between me and that and that would be fine that would be a location one layer two type experience certainly fine	loc1lay2	1
layer three thing	loc3lay3	10
you know dangerously out of location two	loc2	18
the personal self has a smoothing function that normally makes distinct processesparts of the mind appear unified or as part of a single coherent self	loc2lay1	4
reported were gone	loc4	20
detachment from the things	loc4	20
then youll be viewing layer three more	lay3	27
just arising	lay2	26
its not always there but as i said a lot of times im just in my mind theres some times that it feels kind of emotionally flat so no its not always there	loc2	18
you dont really have a sense of a look or a location three	loc3	19
i realized that i didnt have to care about that let them just you know have what he wanted and ill have what i want we dont have to have any conflict there just went away	loc4	20
i actually lost it because i was revisiting the material and going to layer two layer three and somehow i couldnt i couldnt go back to to it	tfwp	24
warm summer sunbeam	loc3	19
you know that control structure i think really has to be gone in order for you to which is another reason i think you know you have to its sort of location two layer three	loc2lay3	6
richness thats missing	loc2lay3	6
would you say that a quality of aliveness	lay3	27
location three on a holiday for a week with your kids	loc3	19
background field of presence	lay1	25
powerful love oriented nature of location three	loc3	19
experience of that merger	loc3	19
you can just feel the aliveness	lay3	27
dont feel it	loc4lay2	13
strength of selfrelated thoughts	loc1	17
the extensive compassion and ethical training in some spiritual systems may be designed less for seekers and more to condition finders systems to express these more positive qualities once they are subjectively no longer able to act volitionally	loc4lay1	12
youre in location two	loc2	18
kind of a beautiful all loving its like being held um like a warmth a vibrancy a sparkling its not visible its not visible light but can i can appreciate the term luminosity there is a kind of an implication of a shimmering behind things yeah and sometimes yeah thats the kind of divine flavor of it and i can i can appreciate why people would call that the divine if i then start to probe and look at an object and and then start to penetrate into that object at some point it can flip and it feels like its looking back at me and thats what id thought maybe thats what people mean by the panpsychist	loc3	19
the space size of the spaciousness so that in a silence comes first	lay2	26
emptier	lay2	26
liveness beingness	lay3	27
and so perhaps stillness or silence is one direction spaciousness or that sense of it containing everything everything just arising spontaneously within it whatever it is	lay2	26
though finders at this location remain socially adept	loc2	18
but location four feels very dimensional compared to location 7 or 8	loc4	20
how nonduality is experienced it doesnt feel like you see yourself in everything or that type of thing at all	lay2	26
this is almost always mixed with layer 3 in location 3 which gives it the allpervading and revealing qualities	loc3lay2	9
buddhism	nfw	21
so the sensorless quality of nonduality is very deep	lay2	26
aloneness thing is gone	lay3	27
which you can get where theres sort of a sense of ones self seeing ones self	lay2	26
larger spacious emptiness	loc2	18
im not sure how successful that will be because my spreadsheet mainly has where people are at not oh they were wrong about the fact that they werent in layer one	lay1	25
it sounds it all sounds very fundamental wellbeing but not necessarily celestially	tfw	22
path of humanity	loc5+	16
you can certainly continue sinking into your deeper experiences of fundamental wellbeing up until that point	tfwc	23
between now and once upon a time prior to fundamental well being is that it was a zoom in all the time and thats where identity was always located	tfw	22
involved such a remarkably positive single metaemotion that the absence of emotion	loc3	19
not nothingness	lay4	28
the ego or the annoying roommate in lay one is active and attached to things like thinking emotion and strategizing believing in itself and its importance	loc3lay1	8
and now i think you you know its given you access or just as a function of deepening and fundamental wellbeing whatever it is it has given you access and produced a shift to the to deeper parts of fundamental wellbeing	tfw	22
layer 1 is accessible to a limited degree in location 4 in that there can be a metaawareness of what is happening at layer 1	loc4lay1	12
mind always wants more freedom	loc4	20
here location one has has value for deconditioning but at this point in your process i would be working on really getting established and locations beyond layer one you know after youve got a lot of access and fluidity across the different locations on the matrix you know and youve seen what those can do to that to conditioning you know if theres some stuff that it seems like it might be a good idea to go to location one and see if it can be worked on there and polished off if its like some sticky stuff or it cant be reached for some reason from those higher layers	loc1	17
most of the time grounded pretty solidly there across a good range of it including into experiencing layer three which is fantastic	lay3	27
so pure peace would be have less energy in it less uh because to me peace is more restful whereas this does not feel russell has has energy and its so for pure peace as far as pure joy	loc1lay2	1
i had a big trigger was maybe 2017 2018 and so probably that probably is around when location four became more stable or when i entered i dont know	loc4	20
nonreactive	loc3	19
location three really feels like the peak of humanity and human experience	loc3	19
youve got the spaciousness in layer two which is a very different experience sense of spaciousness or emptiness	lay2	26
layer three has fullness associated with it	lay3	27
in location 1 layer 4 the changing leaves of autumn are not just a sign of the season but a lesson in the beauty of letting go	loc1lay4	3
mindfulness meditation	tfwc	23
lot of divinity going	loc3	19
you know when that goes it sort of it collapses it basically its the collapse of it its what happens just before in a way that that a deeper sense of spaciousness and then the collapse or deeper sense of stillness and then the collapse of the whole you know layer three thing basically	lay3	27
disassembled	loc4	20
it just feels like everything is just here	lay2	26
space or that sometimes full sometimes less full	lay2	26
everybodys frozen	loc4lay2	13
you could be a dominant experience when your mind when youre when your system is just relaxing right it can just be zoomed out into its default location that might be like location two layer two	loc2lay2	5
if they want to go back to location three is theyve often spent a lot of time rooting in to nonduality	loc3	19
tension deconditioning practices deepening in sinking in probably sinking into a location three type of experience	loc3	19
single emotion and it feels like love and joy and compassion and maybe a couple of other culturally or religiously conditioned things	loc3	19
lot of love	loc3	19
its not for you its like driving right but you can imagine like if you know youre like really into some sport or something it can be like a holy crap kind of actually happened to me with location two	loc2	18

there is still a sense of self but it feels formless impersonal and in union with the allpervading presence

loc3lay2

9

it becomes more difficult access to layer 3 and to return to previous locations

loc4lay3

14

in one spot i am spaciousness

lay2

26

expansion of sense of self

loc1

17

finders often assume this is something to go beyond but it is just the nature of layer 1 and if subjective experience is centered there this quality of a more individualized or personal self naturally arises

loc2lay1

4

its aliveness

lay3

27

there was no agency

loc4

20

actually discovered this because i was following a teacher who was saying that awareness is limitless infinite and so forth and if you extend your attention to the limits of your consciousness you cant find the limit but i can find the limit and uh its actually just this i have a sense that initially when i transitioned i had the sense that the world ended where my perceptions ended so there was nothing beyond these walls and so forth and when i explore that when i initially explored that i had the sense that there was this kind of curved limit like a sphere or like a like a disc and i also feel that if i try to go with my attention to to the limit like try to to sense the end of my consciousness or awareness or whatever

loc2lay3

6

especially the parts where it mixes in with layer two

lay2

26

fullness as a is an attribute of layer three and so you know focusing on sort of a core attribute of layer three is no guarantee that its going to just continue to sort of deepen you further into layer three to the point where that will fall away the safest thing to sort of focus on is a sense of silence or stillness whichever one of those is most relevant to you and that in your experience is sort of thats the thread that sort of runs you know to the deepest point in this particular you know sequence um and so if i were to focus on anything it would probably be um you know to focus on that the other thing that i would focus on is trying to perceive whats on the other side of that boundary

lay3

27

worries about my life in lay one create a vision for my life which i then implement and worry about convinced its right but not at all confident

loc3lay1

8

no creating or dissolving

loc4

20

layer 4 is the home layer of location 4 and later up until this location it tends to be experienced partially and temporarily

loc4lay4

15

something that seems true to a finder in location 3

loc3

19

locations 1

loc1

17

in location 1 layer 4 the morning dew on leaves isnt just water its a reminder of the delicate interconnections within all life

loc1lay4

3

pervasiveness

lay2

26

there is a really kind of deliciousness in that sense of union

loc3

19

thats generally your sense of what you are except when your attention gets very pulled into layer one at which point we dont know for sure whether your identity shifts there or whether just all of your attention is occupied with it and youre not noticing the the space around things

lay1

25

yeah i guess i on my scale was relating the depth of emotion and feeling you know that unpleasant feeling to layer one

loc1lay1

0

layer three in a sense theres i was just having a friend dinner with a friend last night and i said the one thing even layer four i said i which is where i investigate i still have a thing of i care about what people think about me and i say that theres no self well thats just silly but the conditioning and ive looked at it and done spend time with it and its almost laughable in a certain way the way it arises i can see it and i kind of laugh at it but it still shows up so in some sense theres some sense of emotion around that you know so i say yeah so theres what it is for me is freedom um thats why i even say low layer four early location four yeah all of that you know it just continue to deepen and free this to be just whats here

lay3

27

location two

loc2

18

brings a more substantial change and is much harder to miss

loc2

18

mainly joy

loc3

19

life history

loc4

20

it sounds like its a little bit of a mix of each that you can get to the more spaciousness while still remaining in location one

loc1

17

incapable of experiencing personal emotion

loc3

19

personal love there in location two

loc2

18

and its very its not what i am you know like theres no continuity between me and that spaciousness you know i can feel some spaciousness maybe but man theres you know no continuity between me and that and that would be fine that would be a location one layer two type experience certainly fine

loc1lay2

1

layer three thing

loc3lay3

10

you know dangerously out of location two

loc2

18

the personal self has a smoothing function that normally makes distinct processesparts of the mind appear unified or as part of a single coherent self

loc2lay1

4

reported were gone

loc4

20

detachment from the things

loc4

20

then youll be viewing layer three more

lay3

27

just arising

lay2

26

its not always there but as i said a lot of times im just in my mind theres some times that it feels kind of emotionally flat so no its not always there

loc2

18

you dont really have a sense of a look or a location three

loc3

19

i realized that i didnt have to care about that let them just you know have what he wanted and ill have what i want we dont have to have any conflict there just went away

loc4

20

i actually lost it because i was revisiting the material and going to layer two layer three and somehow i couldnt i couldnt go back to to it

tfwp

24

warm summer sunbeam

loc3

19

you know that control structure i think really has to be gone in order for you to which is another reason i think you know you have to its sort of location two layer three

loc2lay3

6

richness thats missing

loc2lay3

6

would you say that a quality of aliveness

lay3

27

location three on a holiday for a week with your kids

loc3

19

background field of presence

lay1

25

powerful love oriented nature of location three

loc3

19

experience of that merger

loc3

19

you can just feel the aliveness

lay3

27

dont feel it

loc4lay2

13

strength of selfrelated thoughts

loc1

17

the extensive compassion and ethical training in some spiritual systems may be designed less for seekers and more to condition finders systems to express these more positive qualities once they are subjectively no longer able to act volitionally

loc4lay1

12

youre in location two

loc2

18

kind of a beautiful all loving its like being held um like a warmth a vibrancy a sparkling its not visible its not visible light but can i can appreciate the term luminosity there is a kind of an implication of a shimmering behind things yeah and sometimes yeah thats the kind of divine flavor of it and i can i can appreciate why people would call that the divine if i then start to probe and look at an object and and then start to penetrate into that object at some point it can flip and it feels like its looking back at me and thats what id thought maybe thats what people mean by the panpsychist

loc3

19

the space size of the spaciousness so that in a silence comes first

lay2

26

emptier

lay2

26

liveness beingness

lay3

27

and so perhaps stillness or silence is one direction spaciousness or that sense of it containing everything everything just arising spontaneously within it whatever it is

lay2

26

though finders at this location remain socially adept

loc2

18

but location four feels very dimensional compared to location 7 or 8

loc4

20

how nonduality is experienced it doesnt feel like you see yourself in everything or that type of thing at all

lay2

26

this is almost always mixed with layer 3 in location 3 which gives it the allpervading and revealing qualities

loc3lay2

9

buddhism

nfw

21

so the sensorless quality of nonduality is very deep

lay2

26

aloneness thing is gone

lay3

27

which you can get where theres sort of a sense of ones self seeing ones self

lay2

26

larger spacious emptiness

loc2

18

im not sure how successful that will be because my spreadsheet mainly has where people are at not oh they were wrong about the fact that they werent in layer one

lay1

25

it sounds it all sounds very fundamental wellbeing but not necessarily celestially

tfw

22

path of humanity

loc5+

16

you can certainly continue sinking into your deeper experiences of fundamental wellbeing up until that point

tfwc

23

between now and once upon a time prior to fundamental well being is that it was a zoom in all the time and thats where identity was always located

tfw

22

involved such a remarkably positive single metaemotion that the absence of emotion

loc3

19

not nothingness

lay4

28

the ego or the annoying roommate in lay one is active and attached to things like thinking emotion and strategizing believing in itself and its importance

loc3lay1

8

and now i think you you know its given you access or just as a function of deepening and fundamental wellbeing whatever it is it has given you access and produced a shift to the to deeper parts of fundamental wellbeing

tfw

22

layer 1 is accessible to a limited degree in location 4 in that there can be a metaawareness of what is happening at layer 1

loc4lay1

12

mind always wants more freedom

loc4

20

here location one has has value for deconditioning but at this point in your process i would be working on really getting established and locations beyond layer one you know after youve got a lot of access and fluidity across the different locations on the matrix you know and youve seen what those can do to that to conditioning you know if theres some stuff that it seems like it might be a good idea to go to location one and see if it can be worked on there and polished off if its like some sticky stuff or it cant be reached for some reason from those higher layers

loc1

17

most of the time grounded pretty solidly there across a good range of it including into experiencing layer three which is fantastic

lay3

27

so pure peace would be have less energy in it less uh because to me peace is more restful whereas this does not feel russell has has energy and its so for pure peace as far as pure joy

loc1lay2

1

i had a big trigger was maybe 2017 2018 and so probably that probably is around when location four became more stable or when i entered i dont know

loc4

20

nonreactive

loc3

19

location three really feels like the peak of humanity and human experience

loc3

19

youve got the spaciousness in layer two which is a very different experience sense of spaciousness or emptiness

lay2

26

layer three has fullness associated with it

lay3

27

in location 1 layer 4 the changing leaves of autumn are not just a sign of the season but a lesson in the beauty of letting go

loc1lay4

3

mindfulness meditation

tfwc

23

lot of divinity going

loc3

19

you know when that goes it sort of it collapses it basically its the collapse of it its what happens just before in a way that that a deeper sense of spaciousness and then the collapse or deeper sense of stillness and then the collapse of the whole you know layer three thing basically

lay3

27

disassembled

loc4

20

it just feels like everything is just here

lay2

26

space or that sometimes full sometimes less full

lay2

26

everybodys frozen

loc4lay2

13

you could be a dominant experience when your mind when youre when your system is just relaxing right it can just be zoomed out into its default location that might be like location two layer two

loc2lay2

5

if they want to go back to location three is theyve often spent a lot of time rooting in to nonduality

loc3

19

tension deconditioning practices deepening in sinking in probably sinking into a location three type of experience

loc3

19

single emotion and it feels like love and joy and compassion and maybe a couple of other culturally or religiously conditioned things

loc3

19

lot of love

loc3

19

its not for you its like driving right but you can imagine like if you know youre like really into some sport or something it can be like a holy crap kind of actually happened to me with location two

loc2

18