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it may still feel like you have a lot of individualness and you know thoughts and emotions and things like that and thats perfectly fine because all of that can continue to exist at layer one	lay1	25
much less affected by self	loc1	17
i looked into a bit of attachment theory and then i so i sat down the first of the month you know to do the exercise you know i literally got an airbnb in the forest for a week and said i would just go through the finders book go through the wheres the locations book and just start writing stuff down so i started writing stuff down and then i kept just getting super triggered so i just took a pillow and i just like hugged a pillow for like ten hours a day for the whole week and i think it was must have been an attachment theory thing because when i started feeling safe certain triggers started coming up and then boom instead of the trigger you know me like going into safety mode it just ended up releasing and then i must have been a week ago found myself in location three four and you know not for a few minutes but for a more consistent period of time a couple of days so now i think im a little further back down in location two later three	lay3	27
loneliness	lay2	26
that fullness is basically permeating and infusing the experience	lay3	27
mind	lay1	25
the reintegration of layer 3 on the path of humanity allows these finders to return to feeling more human while those on the path of freedom continue in the direction of location 4 which feels profoundly alien and out of phase with the world	loc4lay3	14
and i can if i want to i can play with layer one more be more active with	lay1	25
because of the profound experience of love joy and compassion in location 3 the mind tends to be biased by the very positive affective state	loc3lay1	8
flow of movement	loc4	20
huge fullness	lay3	27
from a location two perspective	loc2	18
so much so that it made me think its almost unusual for someone to have this nice a deconditioning process without having jumped over to location two and maybe not knowing it	loc2	18
and then when i drop in when im in nature which is every day i live in the jungle and i go down to the river every day and when i drop in and i dont have all the practical kind of oh i have to schedule this or do that then theres a deepening of the stillness that happens and an expansion	lay2	26
and i liked your suggestion of start doing mini as youre walking around or driving or parked at the lights or something just do mini in and out too because with a strong layer one which i had for a long time i can see how i really need to be on the ball with this	lay1	25
sympathy	loc3lay2	9
in layer three that youre able to access now and really sinking into those as much as you can um do you have like can you sink into the direction of that meta emotion like are there qualities of love joy compassion that are accessible to you in layer three	lay3	27
layer two standpoint	lay2	26
you know darkness is never really described as darkness unless its just absolutely pitch black its just described as dim and the objects that are still in perception to somebody in location five	loc5+	16
you experience layer two what is it that makes you say oh no im pretty sure i experienced at least some of layer two	lay2	26
hard to see their perspective or to know what they want or feel if they dont state it directly	loc5+	16
i just am or you know whatever people however they kind of put words to that but youre describing it as well the self is just gone because your reference point for the term self is your ordinary sense of kind of individual or personal self at layer one	lay1	25
joy is always my weak spot	lay3	27
further in locations	loc5+	16
location 1 finders often become much less interested in the stories the people around them tell	loc1	17
spaciousness emptiness	lay2	26
so in location three its generally one wouldnt have personal emotion so that includes most you know basically negative emotion even things like personal love um theres really just that impersonal or universal love joy compassion that composes that meta emotion so thats what im sort of digging into	loc3	19
me vastness and spaciousness feel equivalent um emptiness you know i just really like the sound of it i like the descriptions of it you know even im a long time buddhist practitioner and i wont say scholar but ive done a lot of study and i remember hearing teachings that if one feels a spontaneous joy and affinity to the teachings on emptiness and thats a sign that you have past life experience and thats thats considered a very good sign	loc2	18
sense of christ god andor the holy	loc3	19
silent beingness that is observing experience	loc4	20
it feels like it is everywhere there is nowhere it is notyet it is not localized anywhere and it does not have spatial dimensionality so also feels like it is nowhere	loc2lay3	6
in location 1 layer 4 the journey of selfdiscovery is honored each persons path seen as vital to the weave of the whole	loc1lay4	3
awareness have spaciousness	lay2	26
and no apparent sense of agency or ability to	loc4	20
spaciousness and the emptiness being accessible and then you know	lay2	26
using words like emptiness	lay2	26
strategizing	lay1	25
divine quality	loc3	19
spaciousness	lay2	26
despite these reports none of this seems to impact their ability to perform at very high levels	loc4	20
to layer one	lay1	25
if theres a sense of more of a field of presence or and um kind of all pervading field or fullness then that could be um some aspects of layer three	lay3	27
when youre even when youre just using like if youre using for instance theres a method where like somebody just comes and holds you in a very loving way and eventually you find yourself sobbing in their arms you have no idea why youre sobbing and you know whatever else and its its just sort of this preverbal thing and theres really not that many people in the world that can even get somebody to you know have that experience	loc3	19
makes them even less reactive	loc2	18
theres a very spaciousness quality to that moment	loc2lay2	5
layer one more accessible strangely	lay1	25
i saw in your document you said its been ten years since your first glimpse of fundamental well being	tfwp	24
transitioned to location 1	loc1	17
from a purely nondual sense and location	loc2	18
most of the time curious and open rather than fearful	loc1lay1	0
obviously there is a locus for the scene and for the hearing but you know youve been through that before with many people	loc2	18
it becomes more difficult to access layer 3 and to return to previous locations this is even more so the case for location 5 and later finders	loc4lay4	15
if your attention is more on what youre doing or on the mind doesnt necessarily mean that your perception has gone nondual as has gone dual you could still be experiencing it all as one field of experience arising but have your attention primarily on the mind content in that field of experience	loc2	18
location 3 does not have this divine component for everyone	loc3	19
recently some christian finders have started to discuss it for decades the noted catholic mystic bernadette roberts 19312017 documented some of this later territory because she found it largely lacking in the christian mystical literature her writings catalogue a personal struggle to make location 4	loc4	20
also really just making a very hard and stressful and abrasive work environment slash job feel completely fine	loc3	19
with the peaceful	loc1	17
i dont think youre sensing anything	loc4	20
theres a deep peace but it can be suppressed by triggered conditioning which is indicative of just the layer four but not location four thing	loc1lay4	3
felt correct regardless of whether it seemed to	loc2	18
exercise layer one verbal logical rational facility	lay1	25
isolated there or kind of not really aware of layer one um and you you are still aware of layer one then it would show up	lay1	25
its like things are appearing in it its like the water in the pool but without the the edges of the pool the waters just there	loc4	20
wonderful life	loc4	20
location three brings other ancillary issues with it	loc3	19
boston retreats are so great for glimpses theyve got that down i really do	tfwp	24
so theres just these ranges of different types of experience and theyre all you know theyre all perfectly fine	loc2	18
thats that combination of love and compassion and joy	loc3lay3	10
i think its layer two we dug in as much as we felt we needed to until we were convinced okay theyre talking about layer two you do that until you reach that point period so youre always always going for clarity with people until youre sure that youre understanding what theyre talking about and that youre matching them up with in this case the matrix	lay2	26
it feels just kind of like it is what it is	loc1	17
nondual way	loc2	18
this is a complete openness of everything that that that is happening around and just to complete okayness with that and trust that that things are just developing in the way they should and its so less less agency its just its just just happening and its yeah its good to be there yeah	loc3	19
if the only reason youre doubting it is because it was temporary then it probably just was a temporary experience of location four um its all you know youre not saying anything that sounds vague or uncertain theres no sense of the divine a sense of self no sense of agency no emotion including no love	loc4	20
peace and silence	lay2	26
its accessible when im in a deeper silence and stillness its accessible	lay3	27
something is triggering you and you mentioned the triggers that you do describe that happen very infrequently	loc4	20
blister action more like what is the very foundational stillness within it and the senselessness of it um so those are kind of the qualities of the really the deepest reaches of of layer three	lay3	27
fighting the gravity of layer one in your system at the moment because its triggering it	lay1	25
so even in fundamental well being its so funny	tfwp	24
seeking control	lay1	25
can kind of manufacture emptiness if i say this is a so this may be maybe this is going back to layer two um emptiness	lay2	26
the remaining psychological conditioning at layer 1 keeps the peace of fundamental wellbeing pushed to the background most of the time especially when someone has recently transitioned	loc1lay1	0
be like it was before it could never be because that was out of fundamental wellbeing to begin with	tfw	22
you talk about having space around the motions watching them come and go	lay2	26
where someone at location 1 on the continuum might have a short outburst and make a brief hand gesture individuals	loc1	17
like ill do if im trying to do location three at the same time i guess thats why you guys recommend just devoting	loc3	19
if youre in location one you dont want to be locking yourself into layer one right	loc1	17
this refers to experiencing the world as no longer colored by the narrativeself from the new viewpoint of fundamental wellbeing especially from location 2 on	loc2	18
layer one is probably just trying to hold them back with what its doing	lay1	25
one of the things most finders notice first is a reduction in their interest in nearly all stories	loc1	17
so what youre describing there is primarily rootedness in layer one which might be happening in location one	lay1	25
remained unconscious or who had serious difficulties with the function of their bodies for periods of days weeks and even longer after moving into one of these locations	loc5+	16
theres a significant amount of richness in the human experience	lay3	27
so it comes on immediately i can sink straight into it but its subtle and faint at first and then it begins to to deepen um it starts off as a stillness but just a gentle superficial stillness and and then the then the the feeling of well theres a theres a feeling of presence which is there all the time anyway	lay3	27
psychic intuitive empathetic type of awakening	nfw	21
layer 4 will initially be sensed as an even deeper stillness or silence than that of layer 3	loc3lay4	11
mist	lay3	27
i noticed like i was a little concerned when you said it might be location one im like oh no i want location two so there is this kind of things that come up all the time and even though ive become like really aware of them its just it just still comes up and i still experience it and there is like there is some a little bit of a feedback loop if there is some frustration with that oh again so thats that feels like layer one at layer two	lay2	26
the unfolding does not happen in anything rather it is total and complete in itself	loc3lay4	11
they often value helping others and work to maintain social graces that allow them to do that	loc3	19

it may still feel like you have a lot of individualness and you know thoughts and emotions and things like that and thats perfectly fine because all of that can continue to exist at layer one

lay1

25

much less affected by self

loc1

17

i looked into a bit of attachment theory and then i so i sat down the first of the month you know to do the exercise you know i literally got an airbnb in the forest for a week and said i would just go through the finders book go through the wheres the locations book and just start writing stuff down so i started writing stuff down and then i kept just getting super triggered so i just took a pillow and i just like hugged a pillow for like ten hours a day for the whole week and i think it was must have been an attachment theory thing because when i started feeling safe certain triggers started coming up and then boom instead of the trigger you know me like going into safety mode it just ended up releasing and then i must have been a week ago found myself in location three four and you know not for a few minutes but for a more consistent period of time a couple of days so now i think im a little further back down in location two later three

lay3

27

loneliness

lay2

26

that fullness is basically permeating and infusing the experience

lay3

27

mind

lay1

25

the reintegration of layer 3 on the path of humanity allows these finders to return to feeling more human while those on the path of freedom continue in the direction of location 4 which feels profoundly alien and out of phase with the world

loc4lay3

14

and i can if i want to i can play with layer one more be more active with

lay1

25

because of the profound experience of love joy and compassion in location 3 the mind tends to be biased by the very positive affective state

loc3lay1

8

flow of movement

loc4

20

huge fullness

lay3

27

from a location two perspective

loc2

18

so much so that it made me think its almost unusual for someone to have this nice a deconditioning process without having jumped over to location two and maybe not knowing it

loc2

18

and then when i drop in when im in nature which is every day i live in the jungle and i go down to the river every day and when i drop in and i dont have all the practical kind of oh i have to schedule this or do that then theres a deepening of the stillness that happens and an expansion

lay2

26

and i liked your suggestion of start doing mini as youre walking around or driving or parked at the lights or something just do mini in and out too because with a strong layer one which i had for a long time i can see how i really need to be on the ball with this

lay1

25

sympathy

loc3lay2

9

in layer three that youre able to access now and really sinking into those as much as you can um do you have like can you sink into the direction of that meta emotion like are there qualities of love joy compassion that are accessible to you in layer three

lay3

27

layer two standpoint

lay2

26

you know darkness is never really described as darkness unless its just absolutely pitch black its just described as dim and the objects that are still in perception to somebody in location five

loc5+

16

you experience layer two what is it that makes you say oh no im pretty sure i experienced at least some of layer two

lay2

26

hard to see their perspective or to know what they want or feel if they dont state it directly

loc5+

16

i just am or you know whatever people however they kind of put words to that but youre describing it as well the self is just gone because your reference point for the term self is your ordinary sense of kind of individual or personal self at layer one

lay1

25

joy is always my weak spot

lay3

27

further in locations

loc5+

16

location 1 finders often become much less interested in the stories the people around them tell

loc1

17

spaciousness emptiness

lay2

26

so in location three its generally one wouldnt have personal emotion so that includes most you know basically negative emotion even things like personal love um theres really just that impersonal or universal love joy compassion that composes that meta emotion so thats what im sort of digging into

loc3

19

me vastness and spaciousness feel equivalent um emptiness you know i just really like the sound of it i like the descriptions of it you know even im a long time buddhist practitioner and i wont say scholar but ive done a lot of study and i remember hearing teachings that if one feels a spontaneous joy and affinity to the teachings on emptiness and thats a sign that you have past life experience and thats thats considered a very good sign

loc2

18

sense of christ god andor the holy

loc3

19

silent beingness that is observing experience

loc4

20

it feels like it is everywhere there is nowhere it is notyet it is not localized anywhere and it does not have spatial dimensionality so also feels like it is nowhere

loc2lay3

6

in location 1 layer 4 the journey of selfdiscovery is honored each persons path seen as vital to the weave of the whole

loc1lay4

3

awareness have spaciousness

lay2

26

and no apparent sense of agency or ability to

loc4

20

spaciousness and the emptiness being accessible and then you know

lay2

26

using words like emptiness

lay2

26

strategizing

lay1

25

divine quality

loc3

19

spaciousness

lay2

26

despite these reports none of this seems to impact their ability to perform at very high levels

loc4

20

to layer one

lay1

25

if theres a sense of more of a field of presence or and um kind of all pervading field or fullness then that could be um some aspects of layer three

lay3

27

when youre even when youre just using like if youre using for instance theres a method where like somebody just comes and holds you in a very loving way and eventually you find yourself sobbing in their arms you have no idea why youre sobbing and you know whatever else and its its just sort of this preverbal thing and theres really not that many people in the world that can even get somebody to you know have that experience

loc3

19

makes them even less reactive

loc2

18

theres a very spaciousness quality to that moment

loc2lay2

5

layer one more accessible strangely

lay1

25

i saw in your document you said its been ten years since your first glimpse of fundamental well being

tfwp

24

transitioned to location 1

loc1

17

from a purely nondual sense and location

loc2

18

most of the time curious and open rather than fearful

loc1lay1

0

obviously there is a locus for the scene and for the hearing but you know youve been through that before with many people

loc2

18

it becomes more difficult to access layer 3 and to return to previous locations this is even more so the case for location 5 and later finders

loc4lay4

15

if your attention is more on what youre doing or on the mind doesnt necessarily mean that your perception has gone nondual as has gone dual you could still be experiencing it all as one field of experience arising but have your attention primarily on the mind content in that field of experience

loc2

18

location 3 does not have this divine component for everyone

loc3

19

recently some christian finders have started to discuss it for decades the noted catholic mystic bernadette roberts 19312017 documented some of this later territory because she found it largely lacking in the christian mystical literature her writings catalogue a personal struggle to make location 4

loc4

20

also really just making a very hard and stressful and abrasive work environment slash job feel completely fine

loc3

19

with the peaceful

loc1

17

i dont think youre sensing anything

loc4

20

theres a deep peace but it can be suppressed by triggered conditioning which is indicative of just the layer four but not location four thing

loc1lay4

3

felt correct regardless of whether it seemed to

loc2

18

exercise layer one verbal logical rational facility

lay1

25

isolated there or kind of not really aware of layer one um and you you are still aware of layer one then it would show up

lay1

25

its like things are appearing in it its like the water in the pool but without the the edges of the pool the waters just there

loc4

20

wonderful life

loc4

20

location three brings other ancillary issues with it

loc3

19

boston retreats are so great for glimpses theyve got that down i really do

tfwp

24

so theres just these ranges of different types of experience and theyre all you know theyre all perfectly fine

loc2

18

thats that combination of love and compassion and joy

loc3lay3

10

i think its layer two we dug in as much as we felt we needed to until we were convinced okay theyre talking about layer two you do that until you reach that point period so youre always always going for clarity with people until youre sure that youre understanding what theyre talking about and that youre matching them up with in this case the matrix

lay2

26

it feels just kind of like it is what it is

loc1

17

nondual way

loc2

18

this is a complete openness of everything that that that is happening around and just to complete okayness with that and trust that that things are just developing in the way they should and its so less less agency its just its just just happening and its yeah its good to be there yeah

loc3

19

if the only reason youre doubting it is because it was temporary then it probably just was a temporary experience of location four um its all you know youre not saying anything that sounds vague or uncertain theres no sense of the divine a sense of self no sense of agency no emotion including no love

loc4

20

peace and silence

lay2

26

its accessible when im in a deeper silence and stillness its accessible

lay3

27

something is triggering you and you mentioned the triggers that you do describe that happen very infrequently

loc4

20

blister action more like what is the very foundational stillness within it and the senselessness of it um so those are kind of the qualities of the really the deepest reaches of of layer three

lay3

27

fighting the gravity of layer one in your system at the moment because its triggering it

lay1

25

so even in fundamental well being its so funny

tfwp

24

seeking control

lay1

25

can kind of manufacture emptiness if i say this is a so this may be maybe this is going back to layer two um emptiness

lay2

26

the remaining psychological conditioning at layer 1 keeps the peace of fundamental wellbeing pushed to the background most of the time especially when someone has recently transitioned

loc1lay1

0

be like it was before it could never be because that was out of fundamental wellbeing to begin with

tfw

22

you talk about having space around the motions watching them come and go

lay2

26

where someone at location 1 on the continuum might have a short outburst and make a brief hand gesture individuals

loc1

17

like ill do if im trying to do location three at the same time i guess thats why you guys recommend just devoting

loc3

19

if youre in location one you dont want to be locking yourself into layer one right

loc1

17

this refers to experiencing the world as no longer colored by the narrativeself from the new viewpoint of fundamental wellbeing especially from location 2 on

loc2

18

layer one is probably just trying to hold them back with what its doing

lay1

25

one of the things most finders notice first is a reduction in their interest in nearly all stories

loc1

17

so what youre describing there is primarily rootedness in layer one which might be happening in location one

lay1

25

remained unconscious or who had serious difficulties with the function of their bodies for periods of days weeks and even longer after moving into one of these locations

loc5+

16

theres a significant amount of richness in the human experience

lay3

27

so it comes on immediately i can sink straight into it but its subtle and faint at first and then it begins to to deepen um it starts off as a stillness but just a gentle superficial stillness and and then the then the the feeling of well theres a theres a feeling of presence which is there all the time anyway

lay3

27

psychic intuitive empathetic type of awakening

nfw

21

layer 4 will initially be sensed as an even deeper stillness or silence than that of layer 3

loc3lay4

11

mist

lay3

27

i noticed like i was a little concerned when you said it might be location one im like oh no i want location two so there is this kind of things that come up all the time and even though ive become like really aware of them its just it just still comes up and i still experience it and there is like there is some a little bit of a feedback loop if there is some frustration with that oh again so thats that feels like layer one at layer two

lay2

26

the unfolding does not happen in anything rather it is total and complete in itself

loc3lay4

11

they often value helping others and work to maintain social graces that allow them to do that

loc3

19