dendimaki/v1 · Datasets at Hugging Face

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the dynamic energy of location 1 layer 4 is balanced by a profound inner calm like the eye of a storm that moves but remains still	loc1lay4	3
so the sensations of energy rising gets really strong like a bliss rising that starts to happen again and it gets really strong	lay3	27
subjective experience is centered in a deeper layer and is watching the processes at layer 1 happen rather than being embedded within them resulting in mental activity feeling more impersonal and spontaneous this means that it typically feels more equanimous and spacious than in location 1	loc2lay1	4
it sounds a little bit like you might in a way you sound like almost locked in to layer two	lay2	26
trust in how things are arises and the boundary or maybe even sometimes a little over into that experience becomes less salient but sometimes god takes the last step and thats relevant for layer four	loc1lay4	3
yes so it not lasting long that isnt necessarily an indication of it not being location four because you could have just had a temporary experience of location four	loc4	20
youre experiencing it	lay3	27
true thats a tricky name okay well all that all that comes up to say would be related to that self dropping away which i think because of your experience with helping people shift out of the personal sense of self um and seeing that from the other side um you can probably um sense into in some way uh so theres the personal sense of self which is really constructed conceptually and what youre experiencing is what one could consider an impersonal sense of self in that there is beingness or presence you wouldnt say that theres you know that you dont exist or something um but its not personal in nature its universal in nature it is you know in union with all being with the essence of all being um and when that disappears theres obviously a disappearance of even the quality of being or beingness theres like just existence without that condition because being is then perceived to be a condition that would imply that you know what what existence is subject to a condition of being and it feels just more fundamental or absolute than that but the the self is essentially what remains is that which reflects on experience so im not talking about the mind having an interpretation of experience but simply that which kind of reflects on experience and has therefore got the sense of i exist i am but also produces relationship and so thats this is really	lay3	27
for the most part you might be touching on you know an aspect of layer three if theres really a strong sense of aliveness thats not just in the body but thats pervading you know that spaciousness or that space so the space has a quality of being infused with aliveness if thats your experience then that may be touching on you know beginning to have a smear of layer three	lay3	27
even in solitude residents of location 1 layer 4 feel a profound connection solitude serving as a bridge to universal oneness	loc1lay4	3
much lower energy pretty absent motivation um just kind of its i associate the emotionless with just drifting um but not in a distasteful way but just in a feel very downshifted um unmotivated um low energy just kind of a blob but not unpleasant	loc4	20
sensory experience	lay3	27
the sense of safety so theres just a sense like something is going to go wrong at any minute or is going wrong	loc1	17
i have the general general idea of how that works but its exactly its with love	loc3	19
primarily centered in layer three	lay3	27
and the same with location four would seem less nondual in some	loc4	20
its like a its a way it can be a way of pulling your attention almost back into that more foundational layer of of awareness	lay3	27
in location three fundamental okayness is almost always in the foreground describing a sense of the divine with a mystical experience throwing me into ecstasy	loc3lay1	8
merging	loc3	19
i was going to say that the stillness feels like home	lay2	26
feels transparent	lay2	26
not the nothingness	lay3	27
the relentless pace of life in location 1 layer 4 is counterbalanced by moments of timeless being where nothing needs to be done	loc1lay4	3
sensory and motor and motor glitches	loc5+	16
mix of personal and impersonal emotion whether people can sense that or not depending on how deep they are	loc4lay3	14
how do i do anything	lay4	28
its more like spaciousness and yeah when im deep in there its like im this space im just this space and everything is arising in it even me	lay2	26
so like a sense of just being more present with the body	lay2	26
still some emotionally charged thoughts	loc1	17
then you probe for nonduality	loc2	18
seekers	tfwc	23
ive been conscious of energy increasingly for a while but i used to feel like a separate entity and now i just feel like theres a field of energy and i am also energy that is part of that field but i can also pass through the energy its	lay3	27
meta emotion of love joy and compassion	loc3	19
then really the differentiator for location five is the visual effects	loc5+	16
it isnt heavily invested in protecting the narrative sense of self	loc1lay1	0
oddness	lay2	26
location four layer two when youre really locked into it just feels like some intense dark night of the soul you know maybe the most intense dark night of the soul experience that you could possibly imagine	loc4lay2	13
the freedom at location four	loc4	20
they are the universe not a being who is confined to a body to them it makes perfect sense that if this is true they should be able to perceive as the entire universe	loc5+	16
so many people who think that theyre either not experiencing fundamental well being	nfw	21
layer three is going to add so much more freedom	lay3	27
moments and so basically when you come out of the narrative mind you start to fill the mind moments that the narrative mind filled with sensory mind moments and so that can also account for the for the luminosity thing it doesnt necessarily have to be it can be a combination of what you said but when you when you were talking about it i was like oh it could be a mind moment thing just because you know theres more moments of sensory experience in the conscious experience	loc5+	16
more comprehensive form of nonduality occurs at this stage	loc4	20
deconditioning and reconditioning	loc1	17
then because theres enough of the mind of the mind or layer one still active and still kind of youre still associated with it that its kind of like reacting to its own perception	lay1	25
like im actually experiencing some of that right now im experiencing some of that anxiety right now i feel it like theres some sort of its like a performance anxiety kind of thing	lay1	25
if you compare any of those experiences to location four it will they will see much less nondual than if you in location four	loc4	20
so you can absolutely experience that if theres a strong enough trigger it can be very intense and you can experience that without identity and necessarily shifting into it it can just be something thats so strongly triggers conditioning in the system that it sort of absorbs all of your attention and it strongly impacts the system you know whether its your physiology or your cognition all of that its still a biological system somethings triggered it you know its some button thats been pressed in terms of probably safety survival and the systems reacting and that can be very intense but it doesnt necessarily mean that youve shifted into layer one in terms of your identity being	loc1	17
yeah its definitely not going to reach your level but that doesnt mean its not impacting your actions and the decision making lower down at layer one	lay1	25
i think youve got good access to layer two already and you can be fluid to it if you want to	lay2	26
encased in gelatin	lay3	27
can imagine that as you are rooting and layer three	lay3	27
merging feeling	loc3	19
the stillness is simultaneously infused with a profound quality of fullness especially in location 3	loc3lay3	10
so in layer two i think sometimes im affected by my sister has also taken this course and her descriptions of that sense of unity	lay2	26
fundamental well being feels like resisting	tfw	22
temporary peak experiences	tfw	22
and layer three when your eyes are closed	lay3	27
layer three its like you go there and its just immediately gone	lay3	27
does the joy feel personal	lay3	27
if perception you know if it doesnt go to all of a sudden theres a looker and a here and theres a you here highly localized and everything else is way out there and its at a distance and its all separate objects	loc2	18
fluidity into layer three	lay3	27
perceptual abilities that that can show up for some people whether theyre in or not in fundamental wellbeing	nfw	21
so its always functioning from a kind of separate perspective if youre paying attention to it	lay1	25
in location 1 layer 4 the physical boundaries that confine us seem less rigid inviting a sense of expansion beyond the tangible	loc1lay4	3
more pervading	lay3	27
changes in goals and motivation and expanded sense of self are more present moment focus and theres a mix of positive and negative thoughts	loc1lay4	3
often this sense was in the background	loc1	17
joy or love or any emotional components	loc3	19
location four youve had a lot of exemplar stuff and tlc stuff and you know	loc4	20
single positive meta emotion of love	loc3	19
a temporary experience of fundamental wellbeing	tfw	22
location three layer three	loc3lay3	10
all pervading field or beingness or a type of business or life	lay3	27
and everything arises is objects and the subject is this space which is me so it is the	loc2lay2	5
theres a quietness theres a vividness to the visual field things look more beautiful theres more appreciation was kind of a question that kind of had for you is it feels like for me beauty is a little bit of a gateway when i notice and im not talking about something that has to be you know prototypically beautiful but just like the pot sitting in the kitchen that suddenly look beautiful and	lay3	27
is everything	lay3	27
that experience can become one sole experience of any interaction with layer one	lay1	25
layer one from a layer one standpoint	lay1	25
they are watching	loc1	17
emotion isnt gone	loc3	19
empty spaciousness	lay2	26
theyre actually in fundamental well being	tfwc	23
meaningful relationships	loc2	18
i can use love conventionally because it makes sense to other people	loc3	19
intrinsic to the unfolding	loc5+	16
and and to that point so what i mentioned earlier with the teachers ive been working with and really working with one of my buddhist teachers thats the person i was referring to really made a huge difference and also my ability to access nonduality but a big emphasis there was feeling emotions	lay2	26
tilted considerably	loc2	18
space that youre experiencing as kind of the locus of the seeing	lay2	26
layer one i can the thoughts and emotions seems very impersonal	lay1	25
joy and deep peace	lay3	27
sort of the pinnacle of human experience	loc3	19
super joyous and love	lay3	27
and when i go deeper into layer two there is also this really deep sense of quietness its like an inner silence and an outer silence	lay2	26
they could take any action of their own	loc4	20
they just trigger some thoughts that kind of spin around that trigger	loc4	20
you know and you do have very ready access to at least layer two	lay2	26
all pervading quality	lay3	27
i have no idea but i sense sound that doesnt appear to be audible to other people right so its not coming in from here but when im zoomed out im aware that even in these spaces that i move through where think the typical word would be silence theres actually booming sound theres maybe sound isnt even the right word maybe frequencies i dont know so i feel less confined when it comes to processing sound	loc3	19
layer three is sort of the home base for location three	lay3	27

the dynamic energy of location 1 layer 4 is balanced by a profound inner calm like the eye of a storm that moves but remains still

loc1lay4

3

so the sensations of energy rising gets really strong like a bliss rising that starts to happen again and it gets really strong

lay3

27

subjective experience is centered in a deeper layer and is watching the processes at layer 1 happen rather than being embedded within them resulting in mental activity feeling more impersonal and spontaneous this means that it typically feels more equanimous and spacious than in location 1

loc2lay1

4

it sounds a little bit like you might in a way you sound like almost locked in to layer two

lay2

26

trust in how things are arises and the boundary or maybe even sometimes a little over into that experience becomes less salient but sometimes god takes the last step and thats relevant for layer four

loc1lay4

3

yes so it not lasting long that isnt necessarily an indication of it not being location four because you could have just had a temporary experience of location four

loc4

20

youre experiencing it

lay3

27

true thats a tricky name okay well all that all that comes up to say would be related to that self dropping away which i think because of your experience with helping people shift out of the personal sense of self um and seeing that from the other side um you can probably um sense into in some way uh so theres the personal sense of self which is really constructed conceptually and what youre experiencing is what one could consider an impersonal sense of self in that there is beingness or presence you wouldnt say that theres you know that you dont exist or something um but its not personal in nature its universal in nature it is you know in union with all being with the essence of all being um and when that disappears theres obviously a disappearance of even the quality of being or beingness theres like just existence without that condition because being is then perceived to be a condition that would imply that you know what what existence is subject to a condition of being and it feels just more fundamental or absolute than that but the the self is essentially what remains is that which reflects on experience so im not talking about the mind having an interpretation of experience but simply that which kind of reflects on experience and has therefore got the sense of i exist i am but also produces relationship and so thats this is really

lay3

27

for the most part you might be touching on you know an aspect of layer three if theres really a strong sense of aliveness thats not just in the body but thats pervading you know that spaciousness or that space so the space has a quality of being infused with aliveness if thats your experience then that may be touching on you know beginning to have a smear of layer three

lay3

27

even in solitude residents of location 1 layer 4 feel a profound connection solitude serving as a bridge to universal oneness

loc1lay4

3

much lower energy pretty absent motivation um just kind of its i associate the emotionless with just drifting um but not in a distasteful way but just in a feel very downshifted um unmotivated um low energy just kind of a blob but not unpleasant

loc4

20

sensory experience

lay3

27

the sense of safety so theres just a sense like something is going to go wrong at any minute or is going wrong

loc1

17

i have the general general idea of how that works but its exactly its with love

loc3

19

primarily centered in layer three

lay3

27

and the same with location four would seem less nondual in some

loc4

20

its like a its a way it can be a way of pulling your attention almost back into that more foundational layer of of awareness

lay3

27

in location three fundamental okayness is almost always in the foreground describing a sense of the divine with a mystical experience throwing me into ecstasy

loc3lay1

8

merging

loc3

19

i was going to say that the stillness feels like home

lay2

26

feels transparent

lay2

26

not the nothingness

lay3

27

the relentless pace of life in location 1 layer 4 is counterbalanced by moments of timeless being where nothing needs to be done

loc1lay4

3

sensory and motor and motor glitches

loc5+

16

mix of personal and impersonal emotion whether people can sense that or not depending on how deep they are

loc4lay3

14

how do i do anything

lay4

28

its more like spaciousness and yeah when im deep in there its like im this space im just this space and everything is arising in it even me

lay2

26

so like a sense of just being more present with the body

lay2

26

still some emotionally charged thoughts

loc1

17

then you probe for nonduality

loc2

18

seekers

tfwc

23

ive been conscious of energy increasingly for a while but i used to feel like a separate entity and now i just feel like theres a field of energy and i am also energy that is part of that field but i can also pass through the energy its

lay3

27

meta emotion of love joy and compassion

loc3

19

then really the differentiator for location five is the visual effects

loc5+

16

it isnt heavily invested in protecting the narrative sense of self

loc1lay1

0

oddness

lay2

26

location four layer two when youre really locked into it just feels like some intense dark night of the soul you know maybe the most intense dark night of the soul experience that you could possibly imagine

loc4lay2

13

the freedom at location four

loc4

20

they are the universe not a being who is confined to a body to them it makes perfect sense that if this is true they should be able to perceive as the entire universe

loc5+

16

so many people who think that theyre either not experiencing fundamental well being

nfw

21

layer three is going to add so much more freedom

lay3

27

moments and so basically when you come out of the narrative mind you start to fill the mind moments that the narrative mind filled with sensory mind moments and so that can also account for the for the luminosity thing it doesnt necessarily have to be it can be a combination of what you said but when you when you were talking about it i was like oh it could be a mind moment thing just because you know theres more moments of sensory experience in the conscious experience

loc5+

16

more comprehensive form of nonduality occurs at this stage

loc4

20

deconditioning and reconditioning

loc1

17

then because theres enough of the mind of the mind or layer one still active and still kind of youre still associated with it that its kind of like reacting to its own perception

lay1

25

like im actually experiencing some of that right now im experiencing some of that anxiety right now i feel it like theres some sort of its like a performance anxiety kind of thing

lay1

25

if you compare any of those experiences to location four it will they will see much less nondual than if you in location four

loc4

20

so you can absolutely experience that if theres a strong enough trigger it can be very intense and you can experience that without identity and necessarily shifting into it it can just be something thats so strongly triggers conditioning in the system that it sort of absorbs all of your attention and it strongly impacts the system you know whether its your physiology or your cognition all of that its still a biological system somethings triggered it you know its some button thats been pressed in terms of probably safety survival and the systems reacting and that can be very intense but it doesnt necessarily mean that youve shifted into layer one in terms of your identity being

loc1

17

yeah its definitely not going to reach your level but that doesnt mean its not impacting your actions and the decision making lower down at layer one

lay1

25

i think youve got good access to layer two already and you can be fluid to it if you want to

lay2

26

encased in gelatin

lay3

27

can imagine that as you are rooting and layer three

lay3

27

merging feeling

loc3

19

the stillness is simultaneously infused with a profound quality of fullness especially in location 3

loc3lay3

10

so in layer two i think sometimes im affected by my sister has also taken this course and her descriptions of that sense of unity

lay2

26

fundamental well being feels like resisting

tfw

22

temporary peak experiences

tfw

22

and layer three when your eyes are closed

lay3

27

layer three its like you go there and its just immediately gone

lay3

27

does the joy feel personal

lay3

27

if perception you know if it doesnt go to all of a sudden theres a looker and a here and theres a you here highly localized and everything else is way out there and its at a distance and its all separate objects

loc2

18

fluidity into layer three

lay3

27

perceptual abilities that that can show up for some people whether theyre in or not in fundamental wellbeing

nfw

21

so its always functioning from a kind of separate perspective if youre paying attention to it

lay1

25

in location 1 layer 4 the physical boundaries that confine us seem less rigid inviting a sense of expansion beyond the tangible

loc1lay4

3

more pervading

lay3

27

changes in goals and motivation and expanded sense of self are more present moment focus and theres a mix of positive and negative thoughts

loc1lay4

3

often this sense was in the background

loc1

17

joy or love or any emotional components

loc3

19

location four youve had a lot of exemplar stuff and tlc stuff and you know

loc4

20

single positive meta emotion of love

loc3

19

a temporary experience of fundamental wellbeing

tfw

22

location three layer three

loc3lay3

10

all pervading field or beingness or a type of business or life

lay3

27

and everything arises is objects and the subject is this space which is me so it is the

loc2lay2

5

theres a quietness theres a vividness to the visual field things look more beautiful theres more appreciation was kind of a question that kind of had for you is it feels like for me beauty is a little bit of a gateway when i notice and im not talking about something that has to be you know prototypically beautiful but just like the pot sitting in the kitchen that suddenly look beautiful and

lay3

27

is everything

lay3

27

that experience can become one sole experience of any interaction with layer one

lay1

25

layer one from a layer one standpoint

lay1

25

they are watching

loc1

17

emotion isnt gone

loc3

19

empty spaciousness

lay2

26

theyre actually in fundamental well being

tfwc

23

meaningful relationships

loc2

18

i can use love conventionally because it makes sense to other people

loc3

19

intrinsic to the unfolding

loc5+

16

and and to that point so what i mentioned earlier with the teachers ive been working with and really working with one of my buddhist teachers thats the person i was referring to really made a huge difference and also my ability to access nonduality but a big emphasis there was feeling emotions

lay2

26

tilted considerably

loc2

18

space that youre experiencing as kind of the locus of the seeing

lay2

26

layer one i can the thoughts and emotions seems very impersonal

lay1

25

joy and deep peace

lay3

27

sort of the pinnacle of human experience

loc3

19

super joyous and love

lay3

27

and when i go deeper into layer two there is also this really deep sense of quietness its like an inner silence and an outer silence

lay2

26

they could take any action of their own

loc4

20

they just trigger some thoughts that kind of spin around that trigger

loc4

20

you know and you do have very ready access to at least layer two

lay2

26

all pervading quality

lay3

27

i have no idea but i sense sound that doesnt appear to be audible to other people right so its not coming in from here but when im zoomed out im aware that even in these spaces that i move through where think the typical word would be silence theres actually booming sound theres maybe sound isnt even the right word maybe frequencies i dont know so i feel less confined when it comes to processing sound

loc3

19

layer three is sort of the home base for location three

lay3

27