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to equal rights and equal freedom of speech, and the idea of a kingly
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government which respects most of all the freedom of the governed;
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I learned from him also consistency and undeviating steadiness in
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my regard for philosophy; and a disposition to do good, and to give
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to others readily, and to cherish good hopes, and to believe that
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I am loved by my friends; and in him I observed no concealment of
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his opinions with respect to those whom he condemned, and that his
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friends had no need to conjecture what he wished or did not wish,
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but it was quite plain.
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From Maximus I learned self-government, and not to be led aside by
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anything; and cheerfulness in all circumstances, as well as in illness;
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and a just admixture in the moral character of sweetness and dignity,
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and to do what was set before me without complaining. I observed that
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everybody believed that he thought as he spoke, and that in all that
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he did he never had any bad intention; and he never showed amazement
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and surprise, and was never in a hurry, and never put off doing a
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thing, nor was perplexed nor dejected, nor did he ever laugh to disguise
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his vexation, nor, on the other hand, was he ever passionate or suspicious.
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He was accustomed to do acts of beneficence, and was ready to forgive,
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and was free from all falsehood; and he presented the appearance of
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a man who could not be diverted from right rather than of a man who
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had been improved. I observed, too, that no man could ever think that
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he was despised by Maximus, or ever venture to think himself a better
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man. He had also the art of being humorous in an agreeable way.
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In my father I observed mildness of temper, and unchangeable resolution
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in the things which he had determined after due deliberation; and
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no vainglory in those things which men call honours; and a love of
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labour and perseverance; and a readiness to listen to those who had
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anything to propose for the common weal; and undeviating firmness
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in giving to every man according to his deserts; and a knowledge derived
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from experience of the occasions for vigorous action and for remission.
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And I observed that he had overcome all passion for boys; and he considered
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himself no more than any other citizen; and he released his friends
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from all obligation to sup with him or to attend him of necessity
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when he went abroad, and those who had failed to accompany him, by
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reason of any urgent circumstances, always found him the same. I observed
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too his habit of careful inquiry in all matters of deliberation, and
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his persistency, and that he never stopped his investigation through
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being satisfied with appearances which first present themselves; and
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that his disposition was to keep his friends, and not to be soon tired
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of them, nor yet to be extravagant in his affection; and to be satisfied
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on all occasions, and cheerful; and to foresee things a long way off,
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and to provide for the smallest without display; and to check immediately
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popular applause and all flattery; and to be ever watchful over the
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things which were necessary for the administration of the empire,
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and to be a good manager of the expenditure, and patiently to endure
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the blame which he got for such conduct; and he was neither superstitious
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with respect to the gods, nor did he court men by gifts or by trying
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to please them, or by flattering the populace; but he showed sobriety
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in all things and firmness, and never any mean thoughts or action,
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nor love of novelty. And the things which conduce in any way to the
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commodity of life, and of which fortune gives an abundant supply,
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he used without arrogance and without excusing himself; so that when
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he had them, he enjoyed them without affectation, and when he had
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them not, he did not want them. No one could ever say of him that
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he was either a sophist or a home-bred flippant slave or a pedant;
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but every one acknowledged him to be a man ripe, perfect, above flattery,
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able to manage his own and other men's affairs. Besides this, he honoured
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those who were true philosophers, and he did not reproach those who
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pretended to be philosophers, nor yet was he easily led by them. He
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was also easy in conversation, and he made himself agreeable without
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any offensive affectation. He took a reasonable care of his body's
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health, not as one who was greatly attached to life, nor out of regard
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to personal appearance, nor yet in a careless way, but so that, through
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his own attention, he very seldom stood in need of the physician's
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art or of medicine or external applications. He was most ready to
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give way without envy to those who possessed any particular faculty,
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such as that of eloquence or knowledge of the law or of morals, or
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of anything else; and he gave them his help, that each might enjoy
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reputation according to his deserts; and he always acted conformably
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to the institutions of his country, without showing any affectation
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of doing so. Further, he was not fond of change nor unsteady, but
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he loved to stay in the same places, and to employ himself about the
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same things; and after his paroxysms of headache he came immediately
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fresh and vigorous to his usual occupations. His secrets were not
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but very few and very rare, and these only about public matters; and
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he showed prudence and economy in the exhibition of the public spectacles
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and the construction of public buildings, his donations to the people,
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and in such things, for he was a man who looked to what ought to be
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done, not to the reputation which is got by a man's acts. He did not
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take the bath at unseasonable hours; he was not fond of building houses,
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nor curious about what he ate, nor about the texture and colour of
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his clothes, nor about the beauty of his slaves. His dress came from
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Lorium, his villa on the coast, and from Lanuvium generally. We know
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how he behaved to the toll-collector at Tusculum who asked his pardon;
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and such was all his behaviour. There was in him nothing harsh, nor
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implacable, nor violent, nor, as one may say, anything carried to
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the sweating point; but he examined all things severally, as if he
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had abundance of time, and without confusion, in an orderly way, vigorously
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and consistently. And that might be applied to him which is recorded
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of Socrates, that he was able both to abstain from, and to enjoy,
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those things which many are too weak to abstain from, and cannot enjoy
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without excess. But to be strong enough both to bear the one and to
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be sober in the other is the mark of a man who has a perfect and invincible
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soul, such as he showed in the illness of Maximus.
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To the gods I am indebted for having good grandfathers, good parents,
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a good sister, good teachers, good associates, good kinsmen and friends,
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