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2020-05-28 16:52:13 | Hey Unihorse
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So i always thought of suicide and i tried but today felt like i really need to get away from all this things I've been holding everything inside for the past years i don't know myself i mean I don't know my purpose yes i believe in God but it's hard and hurts so much so i grab a knife to cut my wrist before that i tried to poison my self but i couldn't find anything at home so i go along with what i have but when i am about to do it i felt scared of surviving what if i didn't die and everyone think I'm crazy or pity me so i stopped myself just by slicing my finger slowly it didn't bleed and it doesn't mean i don't want to die i just want it to be simple no suicide note and everything i don't want help I'm tired of everything i just need letting it out | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.991117 |
2020-05-28 19:37:52 | Hey guys pls help me or give me idea ..i really need it..my father die 3 month ago. my mom did not have a job ..she is suffering alot..she is 5 month pregnent and i have little bro ..u have no idea how hard it is this 3 months and i have to work to help my mother ..im just 18 (collage student )soon i will be 19 .. pls tell me how can i get really money fast (if i can)i need to work hard for my mom but i don't know what to do . i heard some ppl make money using there phone how..?or other things ..pls help me i don't know what to do | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.999383 |
2020-05-29 08:59:14 | hi guys. i really wanna know how life feels without any anxiety. being super calm is my forever wish and i kept using weed to be calm, alive and be present at the moment.but i can't use weed anymore cuz weed actually mess up ur face,ages u fast. fuck up ur face and skin.
so for people who have no anxitey. can y'all tell me what life feels without anxitey so i can atleast imagine it. | desire | NEGATIVE | 0.98661 |
2020-05-29 08:59:56 | So the thing is I can't be alone ...I get scared when im alone in a room i feel like there is something around me....yehone minkesakes neger yale yimeslegnal or demo demts yisemagnal even at night bichyen metegnat alchelm yikebdegnal as if something is around me and b/c of some voices or movements i hear so i usually sleep with my sister she is younger than me i hug her when i get scared i feel like she will protect me ....sometimes i'm fine being alone gn yinesabignal ena roche wetalew ....and im almost 21 and im acting like im 5.....i dont think there is a help to this ... I just wanted to let it out....my friends will obviously make fun of me if they knew | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.992121 |
2020-05-30 07:58:20 | Hey im a girl
My problem is sewochn alsemam whether is a good or bad i can only hear my voice i didn't mean that i can't communicate with people no im pretty good at it gn i never wondered what if their right?
When im given an advice i might say okay but i never try it and i think its messing my life coz they sey "ብልህ ከሰው ይማራል" i only use this way to advise(which most of my friends agree im good at) other people
Their still a high probability i might not get what u will advice me but if you know any books to recommend
Thank you i appreciate that | confusion | NEGATIVE | 0.994558 |
2020-06-01 08:15:03 | Hello ppls out there, how are you? It might sound silly. I am a dude early 20s. I was in med school before quarantine. Now i am in my home town. I spent most of my time at home. Coz i kinda have no friends(close) out here. No GF. And spending most of my time at home is making me feel less of a grown up man. And is making me a bit depressed. I mean l have close friends in campus but I don't wanna call and make a lot of speech about how lonely i am. so what should i do, tried academic study, books, movies. But they didn't replace friends to hang out with.
If anyone having the same problem? | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.998929 |
2020-06-02 17:34:52 | Hi there everyone I'm a girl and a uni student I have an issue that is I'm afraid of everything being perfect ..not that I have a perfect life but if I'm happy and excited I get too scared that something might go wrong and make me sad does this happen to any of u or is this just me ?? I imagine how things will go and get scared what if my imagination gets ruined by something bicha its really scary and how can I over come from this thing ??
Thanks y'all for ur time | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.997474 |
2020-06-02 17:36:51 | i am one of those campus students who was about to graduate this year,so the thing is this lockdown is forcing us all to sit with ourselves and think but as a guy who is abt to go look for jobs i was wondering how many ppl believe in the "serche erasen elewtalew" mindset after being employed ( if a job is available) with a small payment in ethiopia considering the nuro wdnet like rent,food and stuff. | surprise | NEGATIVE | 0.995214 |
2020-06-03 07:51:47 | Hi everyone...lately I haven’t been able to tell anyone how I feel because I don't even know how I'm feeling clearly...I don't even know if I'm sad or anything... I feel empty. I'm from a broken family and had no siblings to grow up with. I think that affected me in many ways. I didn't have an easy past but looking back, I don't hate it that much thinking things might have been worse. But whenever I think about what should have been, how my family had to be I fall into some depression. I sometimes wish I wasn't born at all but I've never had suicidal thoughts. I used to think too much when I was in high school. About everything. I used to feel everything deeply. I could remember what everyone has done or said to me.. I had ideas, I was into philosophy and I was always sad. Then I became attracted to nature... I was a lonely creature but I think I've found something that made me feel less lonely in it. But it can't take it all away. The problem is I feel more lonely when I'm with people. That feeling is deep and I think those who ever felt it are the only ones to understand. As I grow up more my sadness turned to some empty feeling. I don't know what I believe in and what I don't, I don't trust anything. I don't know what I support and what I don't. There's nothing I'm sure about. Those bigger questions and ideas I used to think about are lost and replaced by silly ones. Everything is blurred. I forget things so much. I was a good student I used to remember what I've studied but now everything goes away after an exam, the grades ain't bad but there's nothing in my mind. And I don't care about grades and stuff as much as I used to. I feel like everything is pointless... everything.. I always try to act normal I always try to learn something to keep me busy but I procrastinate a lot and everything goes unfinished.. I've lost my old friends and I'm not that close with my new friends. I always want to be alone. And now staying at home, everything makes me angry, I don't pay attention too. I don't know what I'm becoming. | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.998692 |
2020-06-04 05:16:42 | Hey guys it's me... the girl that got raped by my mom's friend. I vented about that a while ago and u guys told me to report her to a police mnam so I took ur word for it and I did. I was to scared to tell my parents so I went alone to file a report. God!!! You have no idea how the police treated me I wanna put it in quote "sera yalebin sewoch nen lendanchi aynet chemlaka lejoch ena ehe homo people ( he used another word which I prefer no to say) geze yelenim. Mejemeria techemalekuna mewcha tatalachu medre (another insult..... alot which some of it I don't even know)... I cried ezaw hogne and he said ahun anchi selasazenshign wedebetish heji enji lelasew behon mn endemaderg asayish neber mnam belo aswetagn. So now all I've left with is a embarrassment. Police endi mel kehone can u belibe what would people say if they find out. I can't even tell my boyfriend which he is planning on proposing after all this pandemic passed. Kena beye mehed alchalkum menged ly meyayegn sew Hulu ya police endalegn kefafi sedeb mesedbegn or ene endeza endehonku meyawku ena metelugn eyemeselegn nw... please tell me what to do | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.999165 |
2020-06-04 05:21:42 | My father has been diagnosed with schizophrenia which is a really rare case on old people he doesn't take any food and he is not willing to take the medications if anyone has had an experience with such scenario please help me out what shall I do he doesn't trust anyone in the house which is creating a really hard situation for us | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.998956 |
2020-06-04 05:22:49 | Hey Unihorse
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I need to vent
Hi i am 22 and college student. I wanna ask you Guys sm thing... I m kind of guy who is easily inspired, bcoz of this i have developed some skills so far. For example i play music instrument, I write (short novels and ወግ), and im into photography and graphic designs... My problem is i couldn't find myself in specific way and i couldn't develop my skills for better. I don't know what to don't for the future I can't choose to which direction should i go... Nowadays I couldn't find something to be passionate. What should i do? | confusion | NEGATIVE | 0.99745 |
2020-06-08 06:56:38 | Do you guys ever find it hard to decide which is real and which is not? Which sound is in your head and which isn't? Cause I do I don't like self diagnosis but I can't have access to medical therapy so I had to a lot of times. And the symptoms are the same with a lot like a lot of mental illness. Now deep down I know I have them but I don't want to decide it by my own. I can't afford therapy too. My parents don't know anything about this. And most of my life I have lived with depression. And I really need your help is guys if you have anything to help me with be welcome to comment. | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.998307 |
2020-06-08 15:38:26 | Hey admins please approve my vent please...so the thing is I hate my self I really do because no body wants I am sure I know you going to say that's not true but I am sure my mom only feels sorry for me but she basically feels ashamed of me ,I can see that people don't consider me as a human being and I am repulsive for some reason I don't know what it is about me but it makes people feel that I am not a person and that the should ignore me and get away from give me looks of disgut ,and I have been feeling really depressed about it I feel incredibly sad ,please guys how can I change my personality or what ever that's wrong with me please is it ever going to go away? | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.998599 |
2020-06-10 17:06:33 | Yeah hi guys this is going to be short and if possible I want answers from people who have actually experienced this problem.... So I have anxiety and on top of that hyperhydrolysis it has been tough and well I was thinking maybe there was someone who had experienced the same thing and learned to deal with it or overcame it. | nervousness | NEGATIVE | 0.99944 |
2020-06-11 11:49:09 | Hope admins will approve my vent . pls do. Never thought that I will actually find my self venting ...here it goes . had serious family issues . but let's just say that I am 75% settled now . lost a person who rly meant lot to me . u guys can imagine how losing ur mom totally ruined you. Sometimes i found my self thinking that i am actually alone and no one would care about my existence at all. So if u guys went through this shit ...i would love to talk to you and be friends eventually. | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.999503 |
2020-06-11 15:56:08 | Hey guys. I'm freaking the fuck out right now. Last month, a friend of mine told me that she had depression and i tried to help her by giving her numbers of psychiatrists online and sharing some methods to fight depression and telling her im here for her. We talked for a few days after that, and then we just kind of stopped talking... For weeks. This morning i got a call saying that she had committed suicide. My whole world is falling around me, because i know it is my fault and i know i could have stopped it by hitting her up, or calling her but we weren't talking for a whole month. I thought she had her family and best friends and her boyfriend and her psychiatrist to help her in this quarantine.. We weren't best friends or something, just friends who talk occasionally, but on the times that we talked, she opened up to me, and i tried to lighten up the mood, to share my experience at that time, but i could've done more, i should've tried to keep the conversation going, i can't stop thinking about how it's my fault. The guilt is killing me and i feel like the monster i am doesn't deserve to live while she's dead. As long as i have known about her condition, i shouldn't have relied on anyone else in her life to make her feel better. She needed all the help she could get and i let her and her family and friends down. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I don't know who to call and talk to, because I'm afraid they'll see me as a monster who took a part in her suicide. Please approve this asap | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.998124 |
2020-06-11 22:09:42 | So I found out I was bipolar 2 years ago when I was a high school senior I didn't tell my parents b/c they are rly religious and to them the answer to any mental disease is getting baptized or praying and stuff (I mean nooffence but I think u rly have to believe in those things in order for them to work) and am not that religious. They don't even think depression and anxiety are real things they think they are things that come and go, and ppl who kill thems selvs b/c of them are possessed or something. So here is my problem, mood stabilizer were prescribed to me and till this lockdown I bought em my self I got friend that know about my situation so they help out to but now we ain't doin' things to get money so I've stopped taking them for like a month so now am on a serious depression phase and am scared b/c last time I was like this was in 11 grade and I almost committed sucide. and with this lockdown I am loosing it. So what should I do. | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.998891 |
2020-06-12 03:10:17 | Does anyone in here have insomnia cause I do and I usually drink lots of coffee to go through the day. But now I don't. I don't sleep at night like at all. And I sleep at day cause I have nothing to do. But my parents are getting mad at me for that. Like it's my fault or sth.... Anyway the question is what do you do to survive though the day? | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.998542 |
2020-06-12 16:24:29 | I was molested at 5. I'm 21 now. I have a little sister who is 6 now. Most Ethiopian parents refuse to talk about this with their children cause it is seen as taboo. but I've always believed that with all this
evil and perversion in the world that having this talk is necessary. I plan on doing it with my kids menem teyake yelewm. I believe they need to know and be aware where it is appropriate for someone to touch you and not to touch you (with the exception of a few people like your mom, dad when I say this I mean the good, decent fathers not the creeps we hear about on the news who rape their kids) and to tell their parents immediately if someone touches them on said area. My question is how to go about it without really going too far and using language a 5 or 6 year old can comprehend? | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.737087 |
2020-06-14 07:45:00 | Hey unihorse
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So I gotta get this off my chest,here’s the thing in our neighborhood there’s this forest which is pleasing to spent time and 3days back i have been there with my homie talking and passing time and thats when everything that make me doubt my eyes took place.
I saw it first and I looked over my friends face to cope any kind of astonishment and when I know that he saw it too I was praising God for I aint insane or mentally ill or sth,I wonder you guys want to know what I did saw back then believe it or not
We saw four ball of lights hovering over the sky, and this orbs(ball of lights)move like anything on earth couldn’t put close to their speed in comparison,I have never seen anything like that moving so fast .First all 4 of them aligned and scattered in different direction and gone thin air before our eyes FYI I am not UFO ENTHUSIAST but what I am seeing ever since changed. I even saw perfect circle made by the cloud surrounding the moon that night.
DO THEY REALLY EXIST so called (UFOs)OR WE BOTH HALLUCINATING ? | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.912326 |
2020-06-14 11:22:33 | Hey ppl, there's sth i hv been thinking...when u decide to hv sex with somebody what is the first thing to do to keep urself from STD i mean would u ask ur partner to checkup for HIV or sth...it's kinda weird right? And if u just go for it what if u get HIV.....so pls tell me sth useful abt this | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.997051 |
2020-06-15 08:29:43 | well here is the thing I have fluid it comes from my vagina it has kinda gas smell it doesn't but but sometimes it etches and it acidic I think cuz it changes ma pants colour to kinda white changing pants daily can't even help and my period is not regular it comes like after 2 and 3 months
I saw doctors 2 times and they said nth just change ur pants daily
pls if u can help
and stay safe | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.996136 |
2020-06-15 08:30:12 | Hiii,
So I've been lost almost my whole life & it sucks. I have had depression since I was thirteen (wc from my diagnosis points to home/family related issues). Started medication treatment & realized it won't work from me...blah blah blah so had to quit. I'm 20 now, still depressed and still lostly going through life. What I recently discovered tho is that I have many similar traits to ADHD or ADD & I was wondering if there r people here that felt similarly to those traits? | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.999376 |
2020-06-15 19:32:31 | Hii....I'm really tired of everything. For the last around 6 or more months I'm having mood swings like Soo much it makes me physically ill. It's so hard to get up and not know how I feel every minute cause it's always changing. It's so fucking hard to not know or have any clue of who u are everyone around knows what they want who they are their goal but me I don't know it's always changing like I'm being a total different person everyday. It's making my friends confused but no one is as confused as I am. I gat angry fast and I shout at people I break things I literally start a fight with big dude while I'm just a girl I dont know what I'm doing or saying at that moment. And after a whole bunch of guilt fills me with fear of them hating and they are going to leave and then I apologise but I can't stop doing this. After that I still fear being alone and I feel completely empty and I try to fill it up with food,people and other stuff but I can't and that leaves suicidal thoughts in my brain and self harm it becomes so hard to not cut at that time. I wake up the next day and I feel happy like nth happened it's starting to scare me. Help | nervousness | NEGATIVE | 0.99244 |
2020-06-16 02:39:44 | Hey guys, since this lockdown I am having the worst anxiety, panic attack my head hurts almost every day. Am always taking medhanit because of it I do belive my worries are something that doesnt even exist but what if it did beye I stress and worry so much. am giving my self a hard time. I know I should use this time to make the better version of myself, do thing that I wasn't able to do before gn I can't even if I want to my mind won't let me..... I need someone to talk to. Thanks | nervousness | NEGATIVE | 0.994323 |
2020-06-17 21:46:27 | managed to make a mess of my life in the last couple of years. Ive had depression since I was teenager and it got worse when I got older & the therapy just didnt work. Teachers, parents... everyone told me i had potential but what ive achieved so far is unimpressive. I'm unhappy at work. I pushed family and friends away. Now that i'm starting to see things clearly... I know i screwed up. I wish i did better at school. I wish i surrounded myself with good friends. I wish i made choices that weren't destructive. I'm afraid i won't be able to start over | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.998729 |
2020-06-19 05:34:26 | So where should I start I am 20yr old guy that has hiv I had hiv when I was born and like I am in good condition tho sometimes I get sick and tired so the thing is I am a lonely guy that doesn't go out that has social anxiety, been depressed to many times I don't don't talk to people , I had gf the best that has ever happened to me tho after 3months being together I told her I had hiv and she left same with other girls I meet I know am probably gonna die soon or later who knows am sad I just wasted my life tried killing my self didn't work so yeah hivwu yigdeleng biye tchewalehu,kezi buhala I know I ain't gonna get a girl that would love me for who I am trust me I tried so eski what's my hope? Hiv yalebachew setoch are rare and won't even tell you so how can I get what I want? Should I give up and just stop dating? | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.932965 |
2020-06-19 21:35:51 | Hey,uk there are many things in my mind yemiyaschenkugn mnamn ena drom i wasn't open to my friends telling them wat i feel mnamn gn now it's worst i'm locked down in the house i don't meet with my friend and home there's no body that i can talk and killing meeee.I miss my bf so much and i can't tell that to my family and i hv many other problems but uk i can't express it to anyone ena iy starts stressing me out ena help me pls before i be stressed much | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.999153 |
2020-06-21 09:23:05 | Hey guys , am not here to vent a personal problem but discuss more of a social problem in our society, The other day i was walking from work to my home and i saw some policemans brutalizing three youths, i got closer and started observing the situation and the case was cannabis use. I left the place but it got me wondering why marijuana is illegal while toxic products like cigarette and alcohol are legal, i mean why are they putting people to jail because they used a plant that was created by God, obviously it's not because they care about the health of the people so i was wondering what everyone else think? I say legalizing it is the right way!!! | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.974561 |
2020-06-21 15:34:13 | I am tried of people always judging me cause my beliefs are different than your brainwashed minds .. can you guys honestly tell me the bible is real.. for me the bible has the exact value of a superhero comic book .. there might be someone watching over us but it isnt so called God and the stories in the bible are all bogus I'm not an atheist I believe there is something out there yes but I gave 0% belief in the prophets the world believes in .. it's time to open your eyes .. people in the future will actually tell stories about us and how we used to belive in a book some dude thought of cause he was board so I wont judge you dont judge us cause out believes is different | disapproval | NEGATIVE | 0.981295 |
2020-06-21 17:42:11 | My boyfriends father just passed away and u cant meet him cux so we talk by texts and idk what i should do i told him i was there for him and stuff and should i just talk to him like the old days about random stuff or what should u do pls help me i feel awful that i cant help him share experiances too | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.999494 |
2020-06-22 09:54:34 | I guess everyone knows me by the name called M im guy and im senior high school student and being different from the society in a good way this much waga yasekefelal yegermal im discriminated in my school coz im different coz manem yalmokerewen sele mokerku my life is full of pain abuse betrayals heartbreak & most of my life I was truly alone...I'm tired of all the times I looked at my phone waiting for a call or text from someone who just wants to say hi or check on how my day was... I'm tired of all the forgotten birthdays I had when all you had to do was send a simple wish... I'm tired of all the times I could have went out with someone but stayed home 'cause I didn't have anyone...I'm tired of all the times I just needed to talk to someone but no one was there to even try to care...I'm done being underestimated & unappreciated by all of you who never gave me the chance to show you what I'm made of... You've used me... betrayed me & never gave me the chance to be somebody 'cause obviously nobody cares about a nobody like me...i don't belong to this fucked up generation im not saying that im perfect i know bezu chegeroch yenorubegnal gen being this much different yehen yahel waga yaselefelal? This quarantine is so amazing malet mnm waste salareg lemasalef im trying but since my life is based on social media everything aketognal coz yene melew sew yelem becha This gonna be my last time to vent and to talk about how i feel coz nobody really cares | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.992389 |
2020-06-22 09:57:05 | So,here's the problem I'm seeking help for..I'm 16,girl,a huge overthinker I mean I really overthink over and over again about anything that anybody said to me or something that happened throughout the day excessively to the point that I can't focus in school or during studying.And I mostly think about what a person I met or talked to must be thinking be it my family or my friends and when it comes to the people close to me,I feel overwhelmed for what they're feeling for example if my dad gets a little angry about something,I get excessively emotional and twice as angry as him.Ilost my mother a while back and this behavior of mine has got alarmingly worse and I honestly don't know what to do or if there's a diagnosis for it I just know that it's not healthy and it's really affecting me so guys please help me what do I do to stop? | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.999156 |
2020-06-23 10:00:11 | Hey guys i need advice i am so lost rn i don't know where to start but everything is really not going well with my family witch i'm not close and not talk to... and my friends and i have drifted apart and i don't have anyone to talk to at the moment my bf and i are not talking as well and thats my fault....of course...everything is my fault i am so selfish and i have this problem where i can't think properly when i do stuff and it always makes me pay. it always gets me into fights coz i always do stupid stuff but i just can't control it and also i don't know where i am going with my life i don't know what i want to study or be which i have to decide already coz the time has come but i'm sooo lost like i'm back to point 0...i used to be such a dreamer i always envisioned myself wearing suits and doing business and being a bussy girl and being a boss and everything. i wanted to be a lawyer but everyone told me that it wasn't a good job for me cuz i wasn't a girl that was really social and i didn't really talk a lot and i can't even argue coz when it comes to arguements my lips just freeze and i don't know what to say even if i was right i'd just keep it in say nothing and be yelled at so i guess they were right and now that i don't know what to do i feel so down i have no motivation to do anything i feel lazy to even get out bed to eat i'd rather just not eat at all...so is there anything i could do that would change me? Pls help me? | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.999574 |
2020-06-23 10:00:30 | Hey guys i need advice i am losing my mind. Is it normal to feel so alone and depressed while having everything i ever wanted? I mean sure i am not close with my parents but i've never been close to them since like forever we don't even talk and also my bf is like the best bf a girl could wish for. he is the sweetest, theres nothing he won't do for me. like its crazy coz he is literally my dream guy melk bibal bahari bibal beka everything yememegnewen new yagegnehut gin still esu endemihonelegn lehonelet alchalkum malet i keep disappointing him gin still aytelagnem endezi aynet sew eyalegn why am i still depressed and not happy at all? Is it even possible pls help me out say something to me.... | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.587902 |
2020-06-25 07:33:24 | Why would God punish us ? why would he let us live this cruel? world isn't he the merciful,forgiving God? why would he create as this bad? why would he leave us here were every one is unhappy just pretending ?why are we living this way? why??? Is there really real happy people that aren't just pretending to be? Dose real happiness really exist? | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.999332 |
2020-06-25 18:45:14 | Hey guys I just wanna ask u a question. I'm 20 n I hv been single ol ma life n its not like i hv no one mnamn cause alot of guys asked me to be wiz them like fr.So the problem is me. Im not interested in any of them. Don't get me wrong demo Im straight. Its just zat I lose interest easily like Wheneva I see sth like a lil thing I lose interest & there is always one or more that makes me lose interest in them. I hv so many crushes but they neva last. It keeps changing from one to another then I totally forgot about them. Some times Its like i dont hv any heart cause I've met alot of good guys n all oww I met this guy who I was rly open too usually I'm not, so we talked mmamn i rly enjoyed the time I spent wiz him mnamn that I tot I liked him but I was wrong again. Idk maybe Im lukin for z perfect guy who I dont think exist. Ik Im being stupid but I can't help it. I tried to give them a chance incase my feelings would change but it just caused me too much stress n I hate that. N btw I still dont have my 1st kiss tho alot of attempt was done n all b/c i dont wanna waste it on sm one I dont rly like. So my question is do u think this is normal? hv u guys experienced this before.
plss leave me sm comment txs | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.998833 |
2020-06-26 08:31:32 | Hey,am 20 girl, skinny n tall w/c makes me insecure abt my body, 47. i got no health problem n home's reach in food cuz our fam wants us to get fat.(including my sister) but we always been like this.i know am not good at eating but i guess it's normal so when i get back to my point,i started eating a lot for days since this quarantine started but i read i can only gain 1 or 2 kg per month w/c is discouraging n i lost my appetite at all,lately. anything u guys know helpin to gain waight fast? besides appetizer, it didn't really work for me | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.998728 |
2020-06-26 16:05:18 | What would you do if you find out your bestfriend is in love with you. Note that they didn't tell you,found out and you start noticing all the shit they do for you. but the thought of you together is just too cringy and would most probably ruin your friendship would you Act like you know nothing or talk about it | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.999628 |
2020-06-27 06:24:16 | Hey everyone I am 21 girl here is the thing I lost my mom when I was like 10 yrs old and I struggled to get my life together and to let that staff go but I couldn't it changed my life irreversibly I tried to kill my self so many times before but I didn't go through it I always hope I would let it go but now I don't think I can I don't think I can ever smile again so I kind want to end this pain by ending me I just wanted to know what are the right questions I should ask before I go through with suicide | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.987499 |
2020-06-27 06:24:39 | I love this person soo much and we're kinda falling apart but my heart keeps telling me to wait even if it's meant to be 10 years or so.......He is my Bro my best friend my hubby I mean my everything....He is my gift from God.......does God take away his gift..... | love | NEGATIVE | 0.9486 |
2020-06-27 20:35:32 | I was a good kid growing up. I was somehow the guy that balanced the righteousness with the rebelliousness. All I remember was I had somewhat a good childhood. But one dark thing always followed me into adulthood.
I have a cousin thats just a year older than me. He used to sexually abuse me for years starting from grade 3. He used to bring porn and show it to me and do stuff to me until grade 7. That's when I realized it and started to avoid him.
But even though he stopped that, I went on with the porn. I couldn't stop. Even when I was in relationships, I watch it. The saddest thing is for me it ruined the meaning of sex. It's somehow a tool for me to have fun. I had to get it whenever I want it. So finally it turned into sexual addiction. I was in love with the most beautiful girl on Earth but I kept on cheating. Whenever she's out of town, busy with work or on her period, I cheated. I used to think I have some kind of demon or something because I couldn't understand why I couldn't control myself. She was the best thing to ever happen to me but I lost her because of this.
Now this issue has ruined my life. I don't know if it's related to the abuse or if something's fundamentally wrong with me but it's messing me up. It's damaging me financially, spiritually and most importantly mentally. I can't sit and read something for more than 15 mins. Lately, all I have been thinking about is killing myself. I don't think I am useful to this world. | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.998563 |
2020-06-28 06:23:30 | Hello I am 18 and a girl. Please accept this.
Everyone, my friends and family think that I am sheltered, spoiled and too optimistic for my own good, and they believe that I haven't felt pain in my life, but there is an emptiness that confuses me. I am happy most days but on occasions I am extremely sad and start crying out of the blue and sometimes I get mad at myself that I end up punishing myself. I once cut (it wasn't suicidal) myself with a bobby pin because I felt like I did bad in an exam. I don't know what it is but I am scared it will swallow me one day and my happiness will complete disappear.
I don't know what to do and where to start explaining how it actually feels like. Has anyone ever experienced something like this before? | nervousness | NEGATIVE | 0.996252 |
2020-06-28 18:44:52 | Admins I hope u will approve this
Helloo everyone, actually this is weird but I hope u guys will help me. I am a guy Ma problem is I have one bigger and other smaller balls. Like a lot of differences u have no idea. Both were used to be equal and the right side ball gets bigger and bigger and now it already looks like I have one ball. U can barely see the smaller one. It is scaring me a lot. Guys should I be scared? Or any one who knows about this please help me. | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.994094 |
2020-06-29 11:34:58 | hey unihorse hide my identity hey everyone am Girl who is 20. and i wanted to share this so that i know what am feeling is normal and if there are people going through what am gong through. and i want some advise from who ever is reading this vent. so here is the thing i have been looking down on myself an putting peoples feelings before mine regardless of that people dont care about my feelings i am too scared of peoples opnion about me i cant even be friens with someone unless am sure that they like me for who i am cant engage in normal conversation without overthinking what the other person thinks of me i know i am an outgoing person but i have problem of being my true self in the reality word i just be what people want me to be all the time and i dont even get credit for that people take my kindness for granted and i know this isnt right i mean am better than that so i have diagnosed myself with avpd which is a personality disorder i dont know if u guys know that but most symptoms match mine the thing is i am ready to change this personality. is what am feeling normal? and how can i change please its driving me insane. | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.998491 |
2020-06-30 06:53:06 | Okay here it goes...the thing is I dont think I can be able to have a good sex. I mean I only tried it with one girl and I ejaculated so fast. My penis was just outside rubbing and I cum. And other day the same thing happened and I couldn't get it up for another try. I think it is all in my mind and I couldn't stop it. The other thing is I am so sensitive around girls. Like even when they touch me all I think is sex, what is wrong with me? So know I can say I never had sex before but I masterbate and am scared i wont be having sex again. Ik this feels silly but girls endezh aynet chgr yalebet guy agatmoachu yakal? Beyagatemachus endet new react metaregut? | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.966642 |
2020-06-30 06:53:49 | Hey guys
So here it goes ,how likely is to be a false negative hiv after testing negative in two month ...please guys only people who are familiar or are health professionals answer this I know its three month best | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.99862 |
2020-07-23 09:50:12 | Yo ....first vent ...19 year old male ...poor af....got big dreams ...but lately a lot of ppl been pushing me to the edge ...like they want beef ...and now all i can think is waiting for them in the dark and literally stabbing them to death ....u might think this a joke but i swear it aint ....so if any one had ppl like this in their lives and had overcame it ....pls say smt | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.997728 |
2020-07-23 09:53:01 | Here goes... So me and my brother are really close, we talk about everything. & I have an amazing best friend, can't imagine life without her. Turns out my big bro had a crush on her, long story short they started dating and they are super in love, and I can't be more happy for both of them. They are the best match. But I just feel something terrible I can't even explain. I mean, they were like my best friends (separately) but since they found each other it's just not the same. They don't talk to me like they used to. My bro became distant. When we hang out she never talks about him, same goes to him. It's driving me so crazy,I can't sleep. It's like they started this amazing life and they're leaving me behind. Maybe I'm over thinking things, but she knew me for like 10 years, and when he came into her life, I can't help but feel replaced by both of them. I tried telling her how I felt, she said they would do better and apologized. I know she means well and understands where I'm at. And I'm trying soo damn hard to feel okay about it, but I can't help myself. This may make me sound like I'm jealous, but I'm genuinely happy, they're like my two favourite people. And I'm losing them to each other. I just want to be part of their life and things to be normal. I was this happy confident woman and I'm turning into a whiny little girl. I feel so bad for feeling like this... I need feed back please... | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.731065 |
2020-07-24 08:36:30 | I'm fucked up fuck fuckkk I have the worst panic attacks since quarantine started I'm happy but once in a while i haven't hanged with a single soul who's not my family and we hate each other i dont know how to make money i dont think i have a future and I'm so socially awkward and this quaranite is killing me I'm numb i got out to buy stuff and i ran into some one i knew i forgot how to laugh hula i dont think I'll have future nor get married i dont know i forgot that type of life exists please help any advice please my family are making it worse by telling me i dont have a future i know it's not significant but plz advice | nervousness | NEGATIVE | 0.999401 |
2020-07-24 08:38:02 | I'm doing my £19K masters degree in London. When I started doing the degree I was very inspired and took classes regularly as time has passed I've fucked up everything and after the lockdown I've become a chronic masturbator, I've failed all my subjects in my second semester and my internship opportunity might be hurdled because of that. I don't know how to handle this situation. £19K is big money for me. I'm in huge debt and with a chronic maaturbation habit. What should I do? I want to work in this field that I'm training in and I have skills . But if I dont get a degree how will I be able to convince any employer? I don't want to move back to my parents house and live that life that I could've done without taking this big risk. I need advice and consolation and friends who'll help me break my masturbation habit and motivate me to study and acheive. | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.997601 |
2020-07-24 15:17:38 | This is for doctors or anyone experienced,is there estrogen pills or injections available here?do u guys prescribe?how abt its side effects?i think i've a lack of it,i am flat in front n back..i think ppl would believe am a man if i dress like that | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.999649 |
2020-07-25 08:57:44 | Hey guys
Am here to vent
Idk what is happening I just can't help it b the pushing bag for others n if I decided to think about me n do things for myself everybody thinks am to self-centered n they gang up on me n this has made me be come suicidal the problem is how much I try I still come out off it alive | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.929542 |
2020-07-25 09:03:24 | Hey....um 17 and a girl well ....I kinda vent here sometimes and um here again.....I wonder wat if people really knew my life um depressed and esun admit argiyalehu but wats the use nth changed people call me sakita fendk menamn well I smile like nth is wrong when nth is right I cut to feel I feel like someday I'll die from all the medicines I took thinking it would kill me people would call me dramatic right when they don't know a thing about me except for my name I honestly want relief not death but it's not here I guess it's somewhere else why is my life like this I seriously can't even look at me in the mirror like other girls I like people and try to treat them well but how come I hate me? | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.99839 |
2020-07-26 16:25:53 | I need to vent
Idk how to say this how could ur life go from bad to worst then hell i can't even tell when was the last time I smiled I lost a lot of things since I was a kid
Was being called a murder n more names from my frnds n family I have seen some good people now Idk were they went I just don't think my life is getting better am just facing one hell like day after the another its just to fucked to stay strong Idk becha I wanna sleep forever just b done with it | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.998681 |
2020-07-27 08:08:09 | I really need help i am unhappy very stressed and lonely the only person I considered home(my sister) abandoned me she doesn’t talk to me I tried to fix our problems by taking responsibilities on most things but she just looks for reasons to shut me off i tried to apologize but she always plays the victim and makes me feel like am always at fault so i gave up on that even though i cry my self to bed wondering what I did to deserve this my heart is EMPTY I stay in bed all day because am so depressed nobody checks up on me I have no one that listens to me and ask me if am okay they are too busy telling me their problems and i try and help because i know how it feels to not have someone do that for you! I am drained bro inside out drained i am not a suicidal person but these past months I just don’t see any reason to stay alive I don’t want to die bro but I don’t think i can do this anymore. | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.997953 |
2020-07-27 11:42:55 | Hey y'allI hope you're fine. I have a question for you guys specially for christians (protestants) but I'd be happy to hear from anyone. its about song or also called zefen (I don't think it have a special name in english). anywho the thing is I grew up in a christian family and the bible clearly says thats its a sin but I have this issue....when ever I get sad, happy bored and stuff like that I express myself by writing a short song about it. its my culture every since I was like 9 or 10 although the song was funny and didn't rhyme at all. I really sucked back then but through time I got better. The point is I kinda made a background research and I think.....I think.....on the bible when it talks about zefen it was talking about song written for idols. you know to worship them and stuff. but my intentions are totally different. I only use it to express my feelings and I also sing and play instruments (piano and guitar). so what do you guys think? am I sinning? should I stop? some of my friends also sing and are famous on tiktok and they ask me to collab with them but just because I feared it might be a sin I said no but I really want to do it and I'm seriously confused. I would normally talk to my parents about this things but they're living in ethiopia and I'm in NYC living with friends (the guys who are asking me to be on their video) so I really don't have no one to talk to about this things coz ther're atheist so they can't see from my point of view. see you guys on the other side I guess | confusion | NEGATIVE | 0.981355 |
2020-07-28 07:03:53 | Hey there
I need to vent
The thing is that i am a boy...22 years old and never been in any relationship or never had any sex life it's because of that am afraid to try cause i think am not good enougn in every department..am short,slim and not a good looking guy so my heart always fear that no girl wants to have a date with me. I feel like am left behind coz my friends and even my younger relatives have the life that i always wanted to see...the other thing is i was very obsessed with masturbation while watching porn and now am afraid to have sex with girls.. i have been in bed with two girls for hours and can't even make any move coz i didn't know how..can any one help me please??
girls what do you have to say for a guy like me?? | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.999302 |
2020-07-29 09:23:10 | I'm the type of girl who loves watching shows and browsing the internet. My friends and classmates on the other hand enjoy posting on social media and they're very active. When I see their posts I feel like I'm missing out on something. I also don't text ppl that often and I'm lazy about it even with my bestfriends. I'm also not interested in dating nor have I ever dated. I've had crushes but relationships are a whole different thing. Most times I'm okay with it. I tell myself that I have my own thing going on and don't necessarily have to be like ppl on social media. But once in a while, it hits me. What if I am missing out on something? | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.983968 |
2020-07-30 08:32:44 | Girl,20 Am tired of crying over something I couldn't change. Am insecure about my height, am short. Have you ever thought of your words, have you ever thought how hard your making my life, I know am short but hearing it from you really hurts,hearing it from someone really hurts, it's not me who did this, it's God's work, what can I do,how can I change it. The worst part of the pain is that I still couldn't accept myself. Am not that short, but can be called short. It's a real case, am really suffering from your words, it really hurts. They say that they wish they had my shape n beauty, they say that the world is lucky to have me but this all doesn't come into account when someone says your short. "Out of 10 people if 9 of them told you that your beautiful and the remaining 1 told you that u r ugly, your gonna keep overthinking about this one person." And this is what's happening to me. Planned of talking to a psychiatrist, then asked a friend who once visited a psychiatrist but she laughed and said "it's not something that needs a psychiatrist they're gonna laugh at you, nothing happened to you eko yedelaw muq yagnekal alu" Are you guys gonna say the same, did I really have to wait until something happens to me? Am grateful for everything, am not complaining, I know I can wear heels but it still hurts when someone says shorty. I just laugh and joke with you when you say this but cry to death when I am alone, crying over something you couldn't change it really hurts, it's another level pain. It's really painful. This all happens cause of your simple yet painful words. Please don't say it to your friends, family or anyone. We all laugh with you while dying inside. What can I really reply when you say "your short " other than laughing with you. I couldn't say I know since we're close, or friends or family...I don't wanna reply you with rude words or show you am mad cause that doesn't make any sense for you since you just said it for fun. Think before you speak, words might kill or heal. I know you guys say it for starting conversation or for fun I know you guys don't say it to hurt me but it really hurts, couldn't explain the pain in words. It's fun for you, it's pain for me. Btw am still grateful for everything, I still won't complain though am in pain, am still gonna laugh with you. At least try not to say it...it's just seconds of fun for you while it's days, weeks, months and years of pain for me since I can't change it, I always be thinking about it rather than working for it. | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.997632 |
2020-08-01 08:47:53 | Sup guys ...here is the thing I’m really insecure of my skin complexion I’m dark skin girl and I have always felt like this cuz of the society’s view , the names I get called , and the boys I go after . And what makes things more painful is my friend is light skin with long curly hair pretty face nice body ..she’s the typical pretty girl who all guys go for .. and I’m right here a dark skin with short kinky hair she’s my friend and I love her but I’m supper jealous of her skin hair everything.. even the guys I like go for her she doesn’t even want them but it’s heart breaking for me ..u won’t even believe how people treat her better when we go to shops and stuff ..I can’t help it notice that life is much more easier for her cuz of her skin. As much as I want a light skin ..I don’t think I can get it .but my question is to the guys ..do uu really prefer light skins | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.898838 |
2020-08-02 07:19:00 | Hey unihorse.
Hide my identity.
I need to vent.
Hey! I'm a girl and i have been going through some things lately.when ever i hear about rape my whole body shakes and i get so mad and i always think what if i was in the position of the one who get raped. I already have a big trust issues and i can't sit alone with my dad, i get scared even tho i know he won't do anything to me not only my father but my younger brother too.i just get terrified and i think i need some help.feel free to comment . | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.997359 |
2020-08-04 07:03:13 | I want to know something why do girl lead us on with no intention to be with us ? You get out hopes up with all your flirting and makeups but you have 0 intentions to hangout or be in a relationship with us , do you just like playing with your feelings? Ik people say men don't have feelings but news flash we actually do.
So if your one of those girls who just leads a guy on and have no interest in him please stop that a pretty shitty thing do do NGL.
If you want attention or a higher league in the food chain amongst other girls this is not the way. STOP :/ | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.999206 |
2020-08-04 07:04:30 | This is for all the girls out there who r too insecure about their Bodies either too skinny or too fat or anything for that matter. We all need to stop desperately obsessing over these things. I say we because I am one of those girls who never had that perfectly round booty and those perfect boobs but then I just grew tired of it all. I said the hell with it all and started owning it started dressing the way I wanted to and guess what all I got back is positive feedback. Nobody is like nobody we're all one in a million, I know we heard this like a 1000 times but it doesn't make it any less true. Trust me u being too skinny or u being too fat is not what's keeping guys from dating u, guys don't date u because u're too insecure about your self people pick up on that. They way u treat urself is they way every one else will treat u. Idk maybe someone somewhere out there needs to hear this. Fuck what other people think about u. It rly doesn't matter. It all comes down to what u think about yourself and what u believe u deserve. | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.997855 |
2020-08-06 04:19:58 | i think i have the corona i really am not quite sure but yesterday i met a client i work for and earlier that day he met up with someone who got tested +ve for corona minutes after. He told me they didn't have a serious contact had breakfast on separate dishes and left. No touching no nothing, And that's when he came back and met up with me and we worked we were kinda close physically and i am freaking out please help !! am i in danger | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.998023 |
2020-08-06 04:24:32 | hey guys my problem is i feel uncomfortable calling, texting or meeting my friends especially if i didn't talk them for awhile. if they text to say something, i don't know how to reply. it takes me too long. if they call, my heart starts to race i start sweating and i can't quit the conversation. so it may take too long to hang the phone. so what should i do? | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.998851 |
2020-08-07 06:59:02 | Keep me anonymous please...
I don't know where my life went wrong??
I had a plan graduate, get a job and kickass at your job and change your life...
Now I'm feeling hopeless I don't know where I'm going, which way I'm traveling I've lost all my aims and goals if you don't have a vision or a goal you don't have a life worth living you know I'm in a state of constant confusion I hope I get out of it soon.
It just felt good to just air your issues sorry for wasting your time admins | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.999504 |
2020-08-08 06:45:52 | Please approve my vent
Long story short I was good inoccent girl , who is admired and loved by everyone and people hurted me not once or twice but many times at the end I become this me the one I don't know .... who doesn't care for every one , who uses people , who get bored of people , who is a player ..... the worst part is I like this me the arrogant and egostic me .... BUT
I don't want to be bad person
I don't want to create more of me in others people . | disapproval | NEGATIVE | 0.845042 |
2020-08-10 02:43:30 | Hey guys
Please approve this vent so the thing is I accidentally cut my self with a razor blade the someone in my family used (hiv positive but taking meds)how likely am I to contract the disease...there was no blood on on it but I cut my self not deep but it bled ...doctors what do you say | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.998302 |
2020-08-11 06:50:12 | Hey so i need a help from guys who are committed for their gfs or an advice.. i have gf i love her so much but i cant stop cheating on her i dont know why..i used to have a night club months ago so i had an access to meet many girls still. The guilt is eating my head. I want to commit my self to her but seems like am having trouble i think there is a devil in me..what should i do she is everything that i could ask for | remorse | NEGATIVE | 0.995278 |
2020-08-12 16:15:03 | I don't know if it's aproblem or not but I just needed to get it off my chest so here goes nothing there's my bestie's brother I had crush on him long ago but never acted cos I know he a player and now we got to know each other better and very soon he asked me out and tried to convince me he'll be faithful and all ....of course I said no cos of his reputation but I keep thinking of what if he's changed like he says I wanted to believe him and I talked to ma bestie she said don't even think about it ik she's looking out for me but I feel like she don't think um good for him so I stopped talking to her about it promised I won't do anything but everytime I try it's getting harder to not think about him and I even stopped meeting and all but it's getting impossible to do that sometimes I can't even sleep it feels weird to say this cos I was on of those ladies who does not believe in such lovey dovey things but here I am talking about it and I want to stop it can any one tell me how?? | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.998654 |
2020-08-13 03:32:11 | Hey Unihorse
I need to vent
Am a girl, 19 I am actually a happy person, like real happy. But that doesn't mean i don't have any problems in my life. I have enough reasons to be sad and depressed all the time. But i didn't choose to be like that. I choose to be happy and am happy. It's not that i am feeling less or something but i don't get sad most of the time. But there are moments where i feel like am about to explode cuz i kept all my problems inside and covered them with my happiness, and i hate that feeling. Feeling every single shit of my life for a moment and then it goes away fast. Then am back to smiling and happy me. What i don't understand is my happiness is not fake at all neither is my sadness. Is it okay to feel two different things at once? | joy | POSITIVE | 0.991542 |
2020-08-14 09:33:21 | Hide my identity
Hi am a 16 year old girl. I used to be happy , optimistic the girl everyone loved , everyone at school or home saw a sweet happy girl who was perfect but I wasn’t I had demons and problems and facing them has changed me. I am more dark and plain evil. My father is literally afraid of me and my mother thinks am evil and almost every person I know says I am the coldest person they’ve met yet also they say am the best Person . I don’t like this me , the one that laughs in other ppls misery and I don’t know if I can change so please-help | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.927883 |
2020-08-14 09:35:33 | Hey guys
My identity isn't important. But my story needs an audience. Please approve this vent because I'm convinced I desperately need help.
This all started when I was young . I wasn't even aware at the time that what I was doing was fucked up or considered insane. Almost on a daily basis, I would daydream about hurting my parents and sister It wasn't because I hated them. It was because I thought it was fascinating and I wanted to find out how it would feel. I remember this one time, I was in Sunday school and we were learning about how Samson killed a bunch of guys with just the jawbone of a donkey and I started imagining, in detail, how I would do that to the boy sitting next to me. I even told him about it years later and he laughed. I guess he thought I was joking.
As I grew up, these feelings evolved as well. I began to obsessively dream about hurting every person I saw... On the street, in school, at church, relatives, everyone. Obviously, I didn't act on my feelings. But not out of compassion but the fear of getting caught. I confided in one of my friends once, and she told me that I was probably possessed. I think she was joking. In any case, I don't believe in that BS.
Recently, a friend of mine sent me a video of a man getting hacked to pieces and you can imagine my reaction. For those who lack imagination, it was exhilarating. I started obsessively browsing the internet for similar videos and I now have a folder full of them.
Whenever I'm not watching the videos or deep within one bloody fantasy or another, I'm depressed out of my mind. Surprisingly I have never wanted to kill myself. I even truly considered it once and the thought didn't appeal to me.
I feel like all these emotions are building up to something big, something sinister. I think I require help before I lose my mind and do something I won't be able to regret.
Please Help Me
Or am I beyond help? | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.972045 |
2020-08-15 08:53:57 | Hide my identity
Hope y'all in good health.
I'm 17 and a girl. I'd appreciate it if Christians (protestants) comment.
I used to hate to go to church as a child bc of the overreacting teenagers and a Sunday school teacher that wouldn't stop asking me questions. When I get older I completely stopped attending all services including Sunday's bc i believed everyone was a hypocrite. In the mean time, I'd spend hours reading the bible at night and pray whenever, until I met someone that made me question my belief. Told me that bible has a radicallly different meaning than what we(evangelicans) think. With a full proof that felt so true. So I stopped reading the bible bc, afterwards, it appeared super complicated. A year later i decided to drop the the new belief and join a fellowship. I Became the old me.
Then i started realizing that mojority of People from church never walk the talk. Including church pastors. Congregations are gatherings of hypocrites.
But before I even know it, I myself started drifting away. Found my thoughts far away from God's. I can't even remember the last time I actually read the bible for myself. I Become the hypocrite that I never thought I'd become. I had never doubted God -I still dont- but I'm out of touch with God. I really want to the restore my relationship with him. Any suggestion is welcomed. Thanks. | realization | NEGATIVE | 0.971303 |
2020-08-17 08:32:58 | Hey so I am in this dilemma and I need your help. I was in serious relationship 3 years ago and after we broke up haven't been on a date. I turned every guy who asked me out. But now there is this guy I really like and he has no idea. We are friends, good ones. My feelings for him are getting intense and am planning on telling him( even though my friends say it's a bad idea ) because I might lose him as a friend if he doesn't like me back. But the thing is even if he does am not sure if I want a relationship with him because I think he is out my league and I feel really insecure around him. Am not talking about looks demo I am cute and everything. its just he has an interesting life and he is the kind of person who got life figured out. all i want to know is, is it okay to tell a person you like them and don't want to date them ? HELP ME OUT Y'ALL AM GOING INSANE HERE | approval | NEGATIVE | 0.923327 |
2020-08-18 08:19:16 | How can someone hate himself this much gn? I hate my self. I am insecure about most of my things. My mind betrayed me, I feel like am regarding or something. The ine thing I can tell proudly about my body is that am tall. I am close to skinny, I am black(I dont hate it that much too), I am bald(trust me I am 24 and I am bald), even if I am bald my body has a lot of hair, my leg is hairy. I hate the hair on my chest. I probably have a testicular cancer, my dick size used to be big but for some reason it is shrinking or not idk but it is not the same, let say it is medium. I have a erection problem, which means I dont fuck well. I am not good at bed, may be sometimes I can be good. So everything is wrong with me...I am someone no one wants to be with. Who wants to be with this guy?No one aydel, honestly tell me este am screwed a? | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.998941 |
2020-08-19 07:08:33 | So I vented before and am gonna add one that is ruining my life. I am univ student and since I am bald, tall and with beird for that I look old. Nobody believed my age when I tell em. I believe my so called best friends even doubt that. I freaking look old for my age. So nobody seen me as there ekuya. Yemyayugn somekind of guy sera norot degree lemesrat endemeta new meyayugn. Fuck I hate this. I cant enjoy with my friends with all the people staring at me, I can't get drunk and lose it with them because they see me as an outsider. I justed wanted not to give a fuck about all this and I tried but I just couldn't pull it through. I know u guys will say u just ignore the peoples. I cant ignore there thoughts everyday UK, it is difficult. U will only understand this if u were in my position. There are some good comments from my previous vent, so thank you all guys, j really appreciate that. Am that black bald guy from univ.
P.s | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.99597 |
2020-08-21 09:24:53 | Hey everyone so here is my vent
I've been through many sexual harassment as a kid and dont wanna talk abt it in details now and the thing is i never talked abt it with anyone and i'm really open person to my best friend but cant talk abt it with her cause it brings me a lot of trauma n its easy for me to forget and live my life in peace now and my question is, is it okay to talk abt my previous life with a boyfriend like to open up with him cause i have a friend who did that and her guy broke up with her and told her its her fault and ik this is fucked up but how do you guys feel if your girl open up abt her past sexual harassment experience? | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.991327 |
2020-08-23 03:23:08 | Hello u all,
Well am having this problem with this guy....I literally have no feelings for him but he won' just get it. He is driving me insane and Idk what to do. I mean like he hacked my telegram account to see n all I mean he is taking this seriously n am freakin out. He literally follows me around n send me pictures of wt i did. I am freakin out....how do I tell him that I don't have feelings for him, I mean like I did so many times but he is not buying it.
Jesus....pls help!!!!!!! | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.998109 |
2020-08-23 09:45:24 | i met a guy a year ago and considered him as a great friend. But the thing is, the guy always chases drama. He creates new trouble and later on blames me for it for absolutely no reason. I was quiet for a while but then he only gets worse. He manipulates people and acts like a victim. So I told him to grow up and stop acting immature and blocked him because it's the right thing to do. And it was peaceful for a while until a girl says she was bullied anonymously and he said that I may be the one who did that. Since the guy is popular in our friends circle everyone started attacking me for no reason. Then after all that. I told the guy to leave me alone but he said I'm a bad person for blaming him after doing all of this. did I do the right thing by ending our friendship? | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.997778 |
2020-08-27 20:15:07 | Some guy has a nude picture of my friend and he's threatening her and telling her he'll post it with her face if she won't pay him but trust me she's doesn't have that kind of money and neither me. We tried to go to the police but I can't even explain the way she was treated by one of the female polices lemn laksh sijmr mnamn bla bey ahun semshn kematfat wuchi mnm ataregim erasesh yametashw negr nw alchat. Sijemer lesu alnbrm yelakchw keselkua yhone sew serkobat new mihonw manm gn ayakm. kesua blay ene neg yechecnekgn. koy mn enadrg mskin eko nat ljun enasdebdbew? ene gra gbagn eski mela kalachu ngerugn | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.999008 |
2020-08-28 07:58:02 | Hey how are you guys doing I have to let this out of my system so first before corona happened im the type of girl who would go out by my own I rarely want company but this guy met me on social media so he told me he started falling for me and stuff so I wanted to know him too so we met and he saw and it was corona that time when we first met and it was all distance and stuff so we kept our distance and sat and drink juice and so he stared at me and told me you are the one..so I asked the one for what he told the one who will change his life so I was surprised cause it was the first day we met so I asked how he looked through my eyes and said you are the one who will make me stop the drugs and I wish I met you earlier second time we met in person it was a bit awkward didnt feel like myself around him he wanted to sleep with me weird rightanyways he kept on sending me all this texts then I went stuck in my home cause of corona I was actually starting to like him his late night texts( not worth it by the way noone should be led by this)but then even at this time he told me he is going out to smoke even in the corona season then he asked me naked pics like 3 times so I rejected it 3 times im not dumb I know what boys do with naked pics so I said no like 1 month before he told me we are not meeting up so I let you gooh my god I felt silly so silly then I started to question myself I mean he even told me you are the women of my life and picture myself having kids with you so I felt a bit silly actually very, I felt like I wasnt worth a shot that a person gets bored of me easily god I felt sad deep down my soul I was even planning to make his drug addiction go away and was it worth it koy this generation love is this it all about naked pics?late night useless texts?and lies that gets out of mouth without meaning?what is this? | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.998455 |
2020-08-29 04:25:54 | Hey u all...
Okay so I don't know what to do...pls give me advice.
There is this guy I like and dumbass me ignored him since the quarantine which is like 5 months now...we were like so close back then. I really missed him. Every time I tried to call him or text him...there is this feeling I have telling me am prolly z worst frnd ever. But, I cant help it, I rly want to make things right again...but am stuck on what to do.
Do u think I should call him?
Plsss tell me ur thoughts... | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.999412 |
2020-08-30 09:28:30 | Hey guys, how yall doinnnnnnn....., I wanted you help with something, I have a bit of a crush on my neighbor and I wanted to approach and talk to her but somehow I can't do itttt, I've never approached a girl in my life ( mostly I just meet through friends and then I'll have no problem getting along) and also, we're new here and I haven't really talked to anyone since I came here. She and her other sister and a couple of other kids from the neighborhood go out and hang out out front and all I do is look at her from the first floor balcony and sooooo I'd really appreciate it if you could help me talk to her. Thanks in advance | gratitude | POSITIVE | 0.761785 |
2020-08-30 09:34:01 | 20 Y/O here
And this is for my Protestant ppl
I have decided to get a tattoo ena mn tlalachu I've checked the bible and it specifically says " You shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor tattoo any marks on you: I am the lord " Leviticus 19:28
So it doesn't forbid unless it is for a dead person ena anything I should know before getting one ? | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.997365 |
2020-08-31 06:54:42 | living and competing with people who don't have depression. it feels like I have an unfair disadvantage. | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.999352 |
2020-09-01 06:31:27 | Hey y'all sup?.... the thing is e my uncle dro fela eyeneberku he told me abt sex alot we watch Spartacus together mnamn and when i grow up i watch porn and i addicted i do masturbate....guy now i really susegna to sex but once ke set ga yaderkut sometimes i hate my self for being this but i can't do anything i try to stop but my dick betnsh neger new milew..pls help what can i do | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.995744 |
2020-09-01 06:34:48 | Guys I have a lot in my mind am a rly rly rly overthinker dude
And I want answers
Why do I have to study work hard get up early and study and shit like that , I didn't ask to get born so why are my fam shouting at me day and night why
Why am I the only who is getting stepped on why am I pushover why am I a good friend and everyone around me is trash
Why am I not understood by ppl
Why am I like this
WHY DO I HAVE TO LIVE ? | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.997959 |
2020-09-02 18:34:07 | Hey guys,,am a girl,recently i heard a girl was raped after she was poisoned by someone she knew for 5 yrs,on social media,so i met this guy online,ena we chat for about 4 or 5 month,,keza he told me he wants to meet me gen i told him i cant cuz of this corona thing,gen z real reason behind is zat am scared zat z same thing will happen to me as zat girl,so i dont dare meet zat guy even if corona ended,,,gen z problem is zat now am scared zat am not secure anymore malete bet hogne rasu,i will think zat someone will do something to me,i mean wat if am a victim of such things minamin,,ena so wat should i do bout such feeling,,,,need ur advice thanks in advance | gratitude | NEGATIVE | 0.998722 |
2020-09-04 07:12:23 | Have you ever prayed to God to kill you in a car accident or something? I mean I would commit suicide but I don't want my family, Girlfriend and Friends to be devastated thinking they could have done something. And this isn't a teenage vent. I am in my late Twenties and I am indifferent to Life. I have had good moments and bad moments but I feel like it would be better if I just stopped existing. Can I make my own suicide look like I died of natural causes? I feel like that would be the best way to move on. And Please no advices on how great life can be. I understand but even it's greatness isn't that much appealing to me. | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.998582 |
2020-09-04 07:13:08 | Its that..some part of me wants to be popular and some part of is afraid the idea of popularity and fame...i have a really good voice tbh am good at dancing too...but no body knows about it..i dont even post pics on social media am so afraid of criticism like what if people judge me and they will surely do..social media lay yalu misedebut celebrities if i were them i 'd already made a suicide...betam chgr alebgn alchelm...keza etewewna when i see rasen record arge..."damn am good i should really get out there" elalew...am stuck between this feelings....is there any book or sth that could teach me how to not give a shit about people's opinion..thanks for reading i'm a girl tho | gratitude | NEGATIVE | 0.997426 |
2020-09-05 15:31:19 | Hey unihorse Hide my identity I need to vent I'm a girl and 20.. so the thing is I have insecurities on my knee which is full of scar so that i can't wear any short cloth like that of my friends I used to fall betam when i was a child and my mom used to tell me that i will regert it later...and here i am venting so guys out here if any one has the same problem or if u know any cream that can remove the scar it would be helpfull tnx for reading | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.99739 |
2020-09-05 15:31:30 | A question..why are all (most) women illogical and irrational..starting from my mom my sisters my gf and my friends..most women i know are illogical is it by nature or something? Whats up with u women? | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.998617 |
2020-09-05 15:34:31 | feels weird venting this since I didn't even mentioned this to close friends. but what the heck I'll just give it a try.....
am a man. I'll be 2nd year campus student the coming year. so as a kid girls really hated me. I mean they wouldn't play with the boys if I'm in there team. remember how we used to play abarosh mnamn as a kid. so anyways the boys would kick me out just so they would play with the girls. and then when anyone needs anything from me they'd be like "heyya how u doing buddy" and stuff like that. so techniquely I didn't have a friend growing up. but then I'm a grownup now and I never thought about it through high school. but unknowingly it affected my r/ship with girls. I get super silent and shy around them. I mean I try to talk but its like my body won't cooperate. I literally feel stress on my neck then start looking down while I'm talking to a girl. and I also feel like they're just trying to use me then leave me after they get what they want. I somehow don't even trust my friends either tbh. I'm waiting for the day they'll leave me hanging. but funny thing is literally no one knows about this. not my mom and dad, not my siblings, not even mybestfriend. I was really trying to leave my past behind then move on but sadly it doesn't work that way. I was reading a blog about bad childhood memories and it said that I have to face my fears. I was like haha nice onebut then fr apparently it wasn't jokingand now I have no idea what to do. I mean how do I face my fear? where do I start? how do I end it? I'm super confused. I see all this people talking to girls without fear. I'm like but how do you do that bruhI see them as the scariest creatures ever created. like at first he created adam then when adam was like yeaa eve is like "peek a boo"my bad, not trying to offend the ladiesand the worst thing is the prettier they get the scarier they are. none of my friends would believe me if I told them about my issue. throughout high school I tried getting my shit together and live a normal teenage life but every time I faced them I was like is this moment ever gonna end while acting like I'm enjoying their company. I wanna be normal but how? facing them isn't an option tho. its just a terrifying experience. ena if u guys have any advice let me know. and I'd like to hear from anyone who can relate. thanks for bearing till the end
# stayhome#staysafe | confusion | NEGATIVE | 0.998631 |
2020-09-09 06:44:21 | Any info is appreciated guys,
Do you know where i can buy adderall?
Where i can get prescriptions, and how much it costs?
My major problems are terrible focus and memory, and indecisiveness , does it help with that? | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.99895 |
2020-09-10 17:25:37 | Hi my question is for people having sex do you guys go check out if they have hiv hospital or you just do it by condom and be completely safe what should a girl do before having sex with someone hospital enhidna check enarg teblo new | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.995318 |
2020-09-10 17:25:48 | Give me one good reason why I shouldn't tighten the noose around my neck and let it suck the life out of my useless person. | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.997449 |
2020-09-10 19:07:36 | Hey unihorse
Hide my identity
I need to vent
Hey Am a girl ..18 n the thing is about my height I'm very short like very very short and skinny and I look like small girl it's my biggest insecurity some ppl say atadgeim enda .. others mech new koy metadegiw like endekeld but it hurts me seriously when they say those things n I get depressed and disappointed I need to get rid of this pain by any means even if it can worth my life .i always think about suicide .. is it normal to think about suicide everyday ? so guys what should I do ? | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.998988 |
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