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2020-04-13 09:24:44 | I don't know what to do with my life my gf left me for another guy after we had a relationship for 4 years and I went in to drugs and stuff like that and every time I think about her I start doing things even I don't wanna do and it looks like I have changed but only for the worst and I don't even wanna do drugs but I can't help it and there are days I see her in my dreams and once I get up I can't sleep back and this has been happening since the day she left me and it's almost 2 year's now so pls help me I don't know how to be all good again | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.991987 |
2020-04-13 09:25:54 | Wat is wrong with being 6 or 7 or some say u are a little above average and this kindof comments have been giving me a headache, wats the real cause wats my real problem | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.999173 |
2020-04-14 08:56:28 | Hey unihorse
Hide my identity
I need to vent
This is my first time venting and I seriously do hope that my vent would be approved because I'm about to write the things that disturb me the most, even if it might seem minor. I'm a high-school student and I have a lot of insecurities. I seriously think of myself the way people say I am. And I'm very tall and slim. I don't have a lot of friends and people always make fun of me like whenever I say something they'll be like go find friends. I don't like to hang out with people and just when I think I found some one that's good for me they'll make comments like that person doesn't want u, ur just clingy and believe it or not they say that in front of the person I thought was my friend and that person laughs along. I satarrted crying by myself and I never showed a hint of pain for them. It's all bottled up inside me and I think it's eating me alive. Some people tell me I should be a model and that I'm very beautiful but I don't feel that way because of the people that criticize me. One person even said that I was the prettiest girl in the school but I just thought he was trying to make fun of me and I stopped going wherever he is. And I also have a serious problem, that is I tend to distance myself from people and just I don't listen when they're talking. And I feel bad when they leave me. I have problems with my family. I love them but I can't express it. Sometimes I just storm ot of the room saying bad things and I'll feel bad but I'll be reluctant to apologize. Bcha I seriously want this vent approved and I hope u guys help me to be a better person. | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.83663 |
2020-04-14 09:03:50 | Hey!
I think this venting might help and thats why im here
So its about my mom. My mom do not encourage me or appreciate me for the things ive done or im doing. She's not bad but when i do something silly or unusual she just start to insult me dedeb, matreba, dngay and more worse. So im always upset by this she just want to raise me by the ways she didnt get raised and want to raise me as "sreat yalew" child actually esua mtasbew and i am sreat yalat girl and when i score good or average on exams she would rather search for smth bad than appreciating me. But does y'all's moms do like this? Im one of good childs but i dont know guys i dont know what she want me to be. When i do smth bad she starts to megelamet me n saying bad words and more
Im sick of this sometimes she likes to be treated as a friend and when i treat her like that she again start to protect her pride and as a mom she's good i mean she does almost everything i want but morethan that my psychology is useful and she dont see it that way.
Say some peeps im sad. | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.984402 |
2020-04-14 11:53:55 | Hey everyone does anyone have experience with therapist please tell me I want to go but I am scared cause they deal with real crazy people so what if they misdiagnosed me I want someone to help me see my own mind help me deal with my trauma and negativity in head I want to take my sister there too I think she need help but I don’t know how to tell her what if she misunderstand it guys tell me your opinion ? | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.997982 |
2020-04-15 09:18:18 | I really hope this gets throughSo I used to date this guy it's been like 2 years since we broke up.... When we were dating, I don't think that I have ever met a guy like him! I have always thought that he was toooo perfect for me! I mean, he was! He really was! He never treats me wrong! He always supports me on everything! He was everything that I ever wanted in a guy! But around the time that we were seriously dating, a lot of things started to happen to me! specifically, my family! Well, in Ethiopia, something's are just bound to happen to you just because you're "a girl".... And so, with all those things in my mind, I started to divide my life into, my life with him and my life at home.... So when we talked or met, I don't tell him about what was going on with me and my family. And tbh, he always made me forget about them and I thought that he wouldn't see me the same way if I told him about the darkness of my family... But that wasn't reality! And after sometime, I started to break little by little and I stared to change! I became a pessimist and hated my life plus anxiety and depression were my best friends... But he still had no idea what was happening to me.... I got to the point where I almost tried to kill myself.... He still had no idea.... I wanted to keep what was between us neat and clean!.... Long story short, I realized that I was selfish and that I had to choose between, letting him in or letting him go... And my selfish ass chose to let him go.... That was the worst mistake I have evermade in my life and I still regret it to this day...he is still "the one that got away"....and tbh I don't think that I will be with another person and am okay with it.... I am sure that he is happy rn! And just thinking that he's happy, makes me happy..... | disappointment | POSITIVE | 0.809285 |
2020-04-15 09:24:11 | Meaning is a mode of safety and survival. Culture and religion is what you learned from the cummulative knowledge of your ancestors on how they figured is best for harmony and order.You have an ideology of what is right?? Guess what??? ?Thats a mode of survival that serves you best just as i a have an ideology that is also a mode of survival ......Its alllll a mode of survival for the Ego.....There is No such thing as objectice Truth as perceived by science.Its alllllllll an abstraction of the mind to avoid suffering and disorder!!!!! But the big question is Why is there an existence of tendency to select the best version of something in evolution? Or is the question of "why ???"" by itself is an Error in our species?..... Quarentine though
ts | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.992843 |
2020-04-15 09:28:50 | 24 was confusing to say the least. I never knew who I was, what my dreams were and what I was doing. I spent so much time pleasing people. I didn't make time for myself. I didn't listen to me and my dreams.
I was depressed, still am. Nothing changes in one day, but it showed me what a horrible year would look like. I was also a suspect in the COVID case so had to spend two days in a freaking Ebola Center with just my parents knowing. This thought me the only two people that would understand is them. Next, I think I gained 12kgs this year. Bad eating habits plus no exercise did that to me. Past traumas also showed up everyday of my life. I was sexually abused as a kid so I never performed well in my relationship. I am never satisfied and I don't believe she is too even though she says she is. I also flirted with addiction so much.Sexual,material,substance.....they all crossed paths with me this year. Albezam lol
There were positives in the past year too. Finished major coursework at AAiT but withdrew to start again abroad. I am also on the verge of moving out. My family members are healthy. I still don't know who my true friends are but I have some people that I care about and all are doing ok. I experienced a bit of life through this adventure. I really hope it continues .
My aspirations for 25 are simple. Don't repeat 24. I was lousy, emotional and never made myself a priority. This year I will work harder and smarter. I will protect my emotions from toxic people. And I will make sure I work on myself and only on myself. I want to drastically change my relationship with God. I want to thank him for all he has done for me and ask him guidance in moving forward. I want to lose weight. I want to save money. I want to see new places. I want to make new friends. I want the childhood me back. I want my confidence back. I want my smile back. I want to be that go to friend for everyone. I want to help friends and family. Not be the one that begs for help.
Today, on quarantined and solitude birthday, I promise to stop letting myself down. I will grow up to be a good engineer, businessman, teacher, spouse,father, brother and son. I want to repay my parents for all the faith they have put in me.
I am alone but it's fine.
Happy Birthday to me. 2⃣5⃣ | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.929935 |
2020-04-15 22:20:36 | Hi everyone.
This is my first day venting. After thinking a lot I decided to vent. I hope you guy be positive and help out.
I’m a girl 22 years old I have a BF. We have been dating for about 4 years and half now. I’m like an open book to him I express all my feelings and I’m honest with him.
He know that I love him so much. Knowing this he don’t treat me like before sometimes he makes me feel sad . I think he is thinking that I would never leave him. He is thinking like (she loves me she’ll never leave). I love him and i don’t want to leave him but i want him to fear that he could lose me, but I don’t know how to do that. Guys give me some ideas how to do that. | love | POSITIVE | 0.995073 |
2020-04-15 22:20:51 | Hello my pips, hope ur safe out there.
Well lately i been feeling a little bored i mean it might be the quarantine with half the blame but I started thinking but me bout what i ve achieved through out my 21 years on this planet like nothing that much fun mean my high school life was full of regrets and missed opportunities i was average student and very shy around girls i mean never asked them out been asked 3 or 4 times by them but i bitched out but think im tibaram and college years are worse than highschool im became anti social i dont now what the fuck happened and i sweat during awkward situations and the insecurities don’t go away sooner or later i dont think bout my future no ambitions just PURPOSELESS!!please say something. | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.997014 |
2020-04-16 08:01:04 | Hey guys
Hope y’all are doing good and staying safe:)
Here is the thing, I can’t seem to stay in a relationship. I go on dates lead them on, make them feel like I’m interested and then ghost them. I can’t seem to figure out why I do that?! I keep thinking maybe it’s because I travel a lot and deep down I know relationships are just ideal, or maybe I’m just an attention whore who is afraid of being alone. Help me help my self figure this out guys,please!
Stay safe:) | optimism | NEGATIVE | 0.9871 |
2020-04-16 08:02:23 | I'm 23 .I grew up with my stepmother. I grew up being criticized for the little things. cause of this I am very depressed and irritable.. men would like me first and they will avoid me when they see this behavior. . As a result, I have experienced 3relationship fail. .boys you don't like a depressed woman, right?i hate my upbringing. this has made me lose a lot..i want to change but I know I won't change if I don't get out of that house because I've tried so many times..i don't know what to do | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.999505 |
2020-04-16 08:07:21 | Hey unihorse
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Okey here is the thing...i don't know where i start. It bother me since the day i know about my mom.
She is taking some medicine pills for over 10 years. We start living together 10 years ago...so i know that pills since the day we live together . And i asked her what was those drug and she says it was ( yesamba beshita medhanit) befit yamat endeneber awkalehu....then one day i googled the name of that pills and i found it was for HIV.
I get tested many times coz of some serious health case so i am negative.
The thing is am really scared. Balawek yeshalegn neber....always she try protect me but i asked her why u do this you are my mother eko mnamn. Ahun hulum gebtognal. Too much eyechenekegn nw when ever i see her face and she had diabetes so mnm endawekugn endetawk alfelekum so i shut my mouth. But am really hurt seeing her this much suffering. I don know how to treat her, i don know beka....chenkognal ematat eyemeselegn nw. Help me to managed my mind. I don have anybody to tell i don even have family only me and mom. Thank u for ur help tho | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.998664 |
2020-04-17 09:46:03 | I am in a relation ship i mean we r almost 1 year soon but i am not sure about us .i do like him gn i never trusted him his words and actions never met we even forget each other some times we spend a day mnamn with out communicating and this days i feel literally nothing about us i mean i tell other guys am single i forget him talking to other guys and i am being swayed comparing the efforts other guys make and his but he is way to un attantive he even leaves me on seen i just wanna know how i can know if he is serious about this thing between us or wanna know if i should end it cause i am not attached that much tnx | confusion | NEGATIVE | 0.996488 |
2020-04-17 09:46:04 | i am in very hurtful pain
but i am thinking i am pretending
i am weak
useless
Worthless
Its hard to live here
I need ppl n love the but no one gives fuck
Idk how to continue living | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.998017 |
2020-04-17 09:49:52 | Hey guys
so I'm a med student and recently be TV mnamn they keep telling us that if the disease becomes more than the docs can handle, they will call us in to help and this will be a mandatory service. Semonun most of us have actually listened to the stay at home order from the gov gn there are still people who don't give a shit ena endewm stesheshachew memiteguh neger alachew
Memarbet yeneberw hospital wst demo corona geba sibal I swear they gave masks to the whole staff except the med students and this happened before there was such a shortage of equipments.
So my question is like why the hell should we risk our life for people who don't give a fuck about their own health??? Egnam endeh bekentu benmot meyaleksuln and mekebrun enat ena abat yalen sewoch nen .we don't owe u or anyone our lives eko
So pls before u go out mnamn lerasachu hiwot kalchenekachu think about us, the people u are going to affect by ur actions. please make smarter decisions | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.997473 |
2020-04-17 09:52:29 | Hello unihorse. I am 21 I don’t even know where to start but I got biggest problem of ma life after ma mom passed away she was like ma evt. Things changed a lot after that I my self too ..I just started being so sensitive then I even started messing up ma life. I was in relationship for the past 2 years with guy who is smart and kind bla bla we were sweet couples seriously..but after ma mom I totally changed just through time chkechek betam meta then we insulted each other then I told him that I need some space but he didn’t accept it so we broke up...I regret it tho then I apologized then he say ok but now he is acting differently and he blame me for all but I don’t know what to do I am really confused he told me he don’t want this relationship for now but he said he will come back after smt ena abren enonalen stuff...so what should I do I really need ur help | confusion | NEGATIVE | 0.992502 |
2020-04-17 09:53:12 | I've been a womanizer all my life I've just enjoyed the company of women and they've just enjoyed mine. But I'm 21 yrs old now and I've never had an actuall gf until now. This girl has gone through a lot for me i wasn't always the nicest guy to her in the beginning but she didn't leave. She was always so kind so pure that in time i started to develop some very strong feelings for her. Now she's my everything and that scares me a lot, I've never felt this way about anyone. Ik she won't hurt on purpose but at the same time i can't let go and be with her something inside me just won't let me. Am i too young to settle down? Or is there smth else wrong with me? I'm not a bad guy I've always been respectful of women, this is just the life that I've had | joy | POSITIVE | 0.998521 |
2020-04-17 15:10:09 | Am in desperate need of your help here guys. I need any Psychiatrists you know. Like any. Please leave a comment if you can help me. | desire | NEGATIVE | 0.997832 |
2020-04-18 08:37:41 | Hello everyone mine is more of a question ,im a girl 22 and i have gained some weight since i started university and its been messing up with myself confidence, i saw this comment on one of the vents saying try water fasting and stuff i was just wondering has any one here tried it? | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.994491 |
2020-04-18 08:39:40 | Hi, may your heart be filled with peace.
I just want to let it out.
I looked at the world in a pretty much different way. If people made fun of me or bullied me, it never bothered me, I don't know why. I always felt like this doesn't affect my reality, God knows that's enough.
I never retaliated, I never avenged myself, I always treated people the way I would want to be treated, you know with kindness and all. I never was able to put people through what I've been suffering from.
Yes, maybe I was a people pleaser I don't know. Everyone has a good image of me, apparently.
What always shattered me was how all I did was interpreted as weakness. I was always seen as a weakling. It's not a big deal maybe, it's alright I guess. Even it didn't bother me because I was unknown to myself. I didn't know who I am.
Now that I look at people in eyes, all I see is sympathy. I Don't need it. I don't want to prove I am strong but my reality, nobody knows it. And I'm so much preoccupied by these small things that I've become self absorbed.
I can't help my people, I can't lend a shoulder because I'm not who they think I am, or perhaps I maybe a weakling after all.
Why am I sharing this here? I don't know. | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.693075 |
2020-04-18 08:42:12 | Hey unihorse hide my identity
I need to vent
I really hope they approve this one
I am 23 n i have a boyfriend its been 3yrs n he is 25 n we had all the good times n the bad ones since our 2nd year university lives.but he is the type of guy who is way too much respectful to his fam he would die for them the point is he dont have the free time he want cus he is z 1st child n got all the burdens n i really need the lovey dovey stuff which he didnt do it most of the times he is not the type to cheer me up or to go on a trip w me becus of the fam...am not saying he shouldnt respect them but his is too much to say plus he stops caring abt me at all he starts disrespecting me all the time n i dont think he knws that i will leave him .. u knw he doesnt do wat i want him to do we dont have those romantic times we eat we talk we fucked that all his not my strongest point at all what should i do plsss help me i dont really knw whats going on | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.998791 |
2020-04-18 08:42:37 | Hey go easy on me.. Even tho I don't deserve it. Am 22. And I am fucking addicted to sexting. I know how stupid that sounds. But that's the fucking truth. I don't masturbate to it or anything. But I fucking love doing it. Am told am really good at it. I don't even think I fuck as good as I sext. My dick pic is probably everywhere by now.. I know how disgusting I am. But please help. I want to be a better person. I really do. So please help me. Thank u. And sorry u had to go through my nonsense. | love | NEGATIVE | 0.585549 |
2020-04-18 08:45:29 | My father passed away when i was 16. I didn't even know how to process that. My young heart just ached. I didn't know how to accept it. I kept crying till i couldn't open my eyes. I couldn't stop thinking about how i was the only child out of all 5 to be beside him and tell him "take Heart" look at his eyes and go out and pray and whip for God to not take him away and end his suffering although i was too late and his soul already left by then.
My mom and Dad got sick on the same day i remember feeding them and massaging them one by one. Then my dad kept thanking me saying "God bless you my daughter". He always said that whenever i do something for him but it was strangely a lot that Day. Little did i know it would be the last. After 6-8 hours he started losing ability to speak he kept saying random words i couldn't understand i was even laughing with mom csuse we thought he was joking.Then i freaked out and called my brother and we took him to the hospital (my brother carried him because he said no and couldn't walk). He was laying on my shoulder in the car. I don't remember how many hours but my brother left and i spent a lot of time alone with Him saw his pain as they put thr catetor held his hand and told him take heart.
We then got sent to another hospital. My brothers and cousin left me alone with him there too. Thats where i cried and prayed. I saw his bodily fluid coming out and freaked. When i called my brothers they told me they were looking for a doctor to operate on him and said they're coming asap. They came later and all of us went home only 1 brother stayed with him.
They assured me we will see him in the morning and i trusted them so i went back home to my mom. We found out he has passed away the next morning.
Now that i think abou it my brothers knew the blood in his brain would kill him and didnt want to freak me out thats why they left claiming to look for a Doctor/hospital. But i think they are mean for letting me witness his last hours. Now i don't want to fall in love cause i fear lose and the heart ach. | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.994913 |
2020-04-18 08:49:10 | I am in trouble my brain is trying to explode.....i can't commit suicide but i am desperately wanting it i am in a brocken heart moment of my life.... | desire | POSITIVE | 0.994531 |
2020-04-18 21:40:46 | I dont want to type to write to much.... i just need help .. I'm a teenage dude.. so I have INSOMNIA which is basically some kind of disease which doesnt make me sleep at night for reasons I dont know for sure but its probably the depression and over thinking.. so if anyone can help me who has the same problem just ask me in the comments to request your identity and let's talk .. thanks | desire | NEGATIVE | 0.994141 |
2020-04-19 08:38:11 | please admins approve this
well hello my people whatsup im a 21 old miserable guy and here is a story . well i have this problem you see but first let me paint a picture ... have u ever felt like ur someones toy like they can do whatever they want just because you love them like most of the time malet new men are the assholes in the story like the woman sacrifices so much and stuff gen girls are sneaky sibal i tried to be a feminist and say nooo theyre just as loyal and upholding as we are gen nope they have their way . especially this girl ; just because she knows i love her im her toy . she talks to whomever she wants does whatever she wants irregardless of me being her boyfriend. girls are sneaky , they get their way one way or the other . i just wanna be in a relationship where im the only guy that really exists in the world, where i'm respected enough to not say what i want . i want the girl to make sacrifices for me to just like i sacrifices it all . she cheated on me one too many times and i begged her to stop flirting and letting other guys in . i forgave her while she commited aldultry . she said that i'm the only guy but she still messes around and even though she says she doesn't i always catch her in the act . call me a fool inlove but i always get back to her . I can have any girl at my campus and she knows that and she says shes afraid of it and all but she knows i won't leave her and go to other girls . and thats true miserey in a relationship my people . being toxic and just riding the cycle over and over again . i know i'm cursed people but to all the guys and girls out there that are still not in a relationship, please ke endezi aynet passive agressive torture ameltu . from the people that are saying they love you and treat you like you're not their number one . just escape while you still can if you're not feeling like number one .
Thanks for hearing me out and admins please help my tiny message get to thousands of subscribers | desire | NEGATIVE | 0.935478 |
2020-04-19 08:40:52 | Hey so what up?, just wanted to share some thought I've been having.
And a great way to getting head's off from corona related trends.
I've lately been reading about the horrible life of animals induced by human mistreatment and I started thinking about this. We hardly tame animals, honestly real taming occurs in humans who have minds to think with. We tame each other like the animals in our barns ..we just have better treatment quality. We live with people who we know for at most 7 or 8 yrs to live the rest of our lives with hoping they could make us euphoric till we die. But honestly this is the most misleading propaganda ever orchestrated by the brain.
We tame people like we tame animals. There are many saddened people by their relationship in the world as there are many mistreated animals by humans, and there are plenty of happy couples in the world as there are plenty of well treated animals by caring farmers | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.990838 |
2020-04-19 08:44:20 | Hey everyone im a girl and 18
Im the kind of person who always looks cheerful who have no worries mnamn ena the thing is i think i cant fall in love i had crushes on guys and after some weeks it disappeares and there was one time i really thought I fallen for someone and we started dating mnamn gn we broke up and all the emotions and feelings disappeared he still keeps calling me and ask me to get back and tells me he's hurting mnamn but i don't feel a thing its been almost ayear since we broke up and now i got the same kinda of feeling for this other guy and he asked me out couple of times but im scared of it disappearing again i don't want to go through the same thing twice what should I do should I go for it or not im confused i don't know what to do | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.995055 |
2020-04-19 08:44:54 | Hey guys first time venting here so i might not be that good at it but here goes so I'm a boy 18 and I have this problem like I get depressed over nothing and everything sometimes just out of the blue and it always costs me friends and the people I love I just cant take ma self anymore I just hate myself for that becha I never admited I needed help till now so please help | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.9921 |
2020-04-19 08:45:53 | Hey,so mine is more of a question, I'm a girl and i have this dark spots on ma body like my armpit mnamn and i hate my body because of that and makes me feel insecure so pls ladies help if u know any product or sth to get rid of it. Plshelp | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.998737 |
2020-04-19 08:46:31 | Am in a real problem and I just want other people’s opinion on this. Here is my story.
I am happily married about a year ago to the love of my life and am expecting a baby boy in less than 3 months now. My husband is not Ethiopian we r planning as much as we can to bring us together but something happened about 2 weeks ago. I came to realize he have a son from other woman and the boy is close to 2 now. It’s not that I don’t know the boy but I knew him as his sisters child all along. My confusion is not about the child only but he lied and lied and when u try to hide smthng with a lie u have to lie . And this is lie on lies. Right now am lost and came to a point I no longer recognize the person am married to . Ur opinion matters please.
Thanks | confusion | NEGATIVE | 0.996306 |
2020-04-20 10:09:19 | I have a rather sexual question... just for the ladies tho!! But guys you can answer from experience.. do girls like getting their hair pulled and chocked in bed???? If you tried it | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.982259 |
2020-04-20 10:09:27 | Is worshiping a human normal? Because lately i have started to worship her..my gf.She is the most perfect being. Although God took my everything away from me she brought it all back.she make me feel alive again.she is the God i think..my God | admiration | POSITIVE | 0.999355 |
2020-04-20 10:15:06 | I have had this insecurities but I never really knew where I got them from because wat my friends and ppl around me tell me is different from what I feel inside and today I just realised the source of all my insecurities was my own mother .parents will ruin their children awkewt or saywkut bicha they do .she always says betam things a mother should not say to their own child and she even says that only to me she never says things to my other siblings,she tells me I am ugly ,fat that I ruin shit and am a burden and I will never find sm1 that would love me minmn but I ddn even wanted to b born but here we r she is an angle to outsider like she does things for the sake of ppl opinion but still I love her how can I not she is my only mother figure ...some of you might think I have an kind of entitlement issue or smth but that is not the thing...bicha my mum bullied me my whole life and I ddn know it was because of her that I was this messed up but today wen me and my sister were trying to reason with her about an issue she started opening her mouth on me not on my sister and me but jus on me like other times it just clicked n I was betam broken like the person who was supposed to protect you from the cruel world and shiled is your source of pain and she would be very happy if start crying in front of or smth rasu bicha idk exactly what made her like this bicha I don want to end up like her ....n I needed a friend to talk to so I tried to talk to the one's I think we're my bestest n all of them all of the sudden they are busy and sm of them don want to listen except one of them she is for real a good friend but I ddn tell her much either bcuz I ddn want to lose her too..and my sister was there when she was saying those things and she was just standing there even when I was crying she jus looks at me like I was not there for her before.....so how can you overcome an insecurity u were told since as long as u can remember. Pliz help me out I don want to be the type of person that would let there mind fuck up there whole life because I ve ruined bizu relationships because of this I jus lebled them as lier bcuz I tot they were lying when they tell me I am beautiful and they want to b with me and shit ....I hope u read to the end sorry for the fucked up paragraph | realization | NEGATIVE | 0.996309 |
2020-04-20 10:19:42 | hi, am ethiopian! i have always hated the habesha culture since i was a kid and always intended to be what i see on tv and on the internet and am so obsessed with that culture to the point that i started doing whatever i can to be that person. and now i have realized that i have no social or personal connection with any other habesha. i don't understand them,i think they are lame and i have no experiance of true connection with any habesha and all i see is bullshit everyday that make me keep hating habeshas and their every culture or social norm and now i feel so isolated,lonely,and it feels like the outside people are outthere to get me and am scared ,cuz they always cause me nothing but pain and i hate them. i always hide myself in movies or work hard to always get my achievement and i see habeshas as threat as i go through my journey, not as a community that makes me feel like am part of stg good. and thats sad! | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.998816 |
2020-04-20 10:20:09 | My family lied to me about me having schizophrenia. I went to see a professional therapist but my family wasn't telling the truth. I know that this sounds exactly what a schizophrenic would say but it is the truth and I have made sure it is. Where can I get legal help or any help? | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.854606 |
2020-04-20 10:20:57 | why do i hate fame?
fame is a job, a very exhausting and never stopping job. u have to always do stg to stay relevant and u become the means of people's entertainment ,not a human being. when u r always trying to get attention on the internet,u start to get their attention and approval and when u value their approval. their disapproval will cut u deep. so u r always the publics puppy who play the "like me,approve me" game and u will lose ur real self and start to get jealous over people who have a normal life and real connections. | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.990212 |
2020-04-21 10:33:47 | Heyy
I love my mother to death. She is my everything. She been through alot since her childhood. As a family we passed a lot of things. She been broke many times. N I cant even talk her like you know friends. I feel how much she need someone by her side especially now. But because we are not open to each other i cant do that plus Im very mysterious in nature so she is. I want to talk to her like friend I want to share her pain n share her mine like mother n daughter.. | love | POSITIVE | 0.930922 |
2020-04-21 10:34:13 | Hey y’all need ur help. The thing is im fucked up and i know deep down that i need to change. I seriously don’t know what is going on with me. I’m ruining almost every relationship I have with people. I barely do my work. I’m being less of a human and more like a monster. I’m locked up and even worse , with my mom. She drives me crazy. This is not a mom problem trust me. But she can’t fucking stop yelling at me. Guess what? I yelled back. I had a fight with my dad yesterday because he can’t fucking give time for me. I just need someone to listen to me and help me. Please | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.997397 |
2020-04-21 10:36:03 | Hide my identity
I need to vent
Hey there
Am 20 yrs old(girl), it’s been almost 2 yrs since i hv being single. I never dated or flirted with a guy for almost 2 yrs. ena becha somehow i liked a boy. I saw him in a cafe while Eating breakfast with my friends. Hule hamus or arb arb menged lay or yehone bota ayewalw eneteyayalen gn beka metewawk felge i got soo afraid and shy. Becha gizew behede kutr memokr felku keza my friends ebd yehonch friend astewawkchign keza be social media mawerat jemrn u know what i mean . It’s funny to this but here i go he is z only guy am flirting with. And now i feel like he is flirting back. Gn demo yechenkal eyekeldem eyemeselgn nw becha confused hognalew. I wanna be in serious r/nship with full of love,time,attention,effort and of course honesty.
And i want z r/nship to be official.
Shall i give it a try or what.
Need ur help
Esti sew milewn lesma yeguadegnchem mkr tekebiyalw | amusement | NEGATIVE | 0.986233 |
2020-04-22 09:47:10 | How am I supposed to move on?
How am I supposed to move on when everything in town was "our thing"?
It was our thing to go to cinemas, eat everywhere and enjoy Addis.
How am I supposed to move on when every Teddy Afro is "our song"?
It was our thing to sing to each other in every road trip and never miss his concerts.
How am I supposed to move on, when school was memorable just because you were on it?
5 years of hell were made heaven because you graced it.
How am I supposed to move on when we have been to every cafe,bar, restaurant, club and we made so many memories in them? So many crazy laughs and so many deep conversations.
How can I move on the best part of me with you?
How can I move on when I don't know life without you?
After all, it should be done. You have chosen to move on and be brave. I have also come to understanding why people say "it's better to have loved and lost, than not to have loved at all". Though you have left, in the years we were together, I have built a conscientious personality. I understand I can't rip off all the memories but make peace with them. I am grateful for having met you. I am really grateful for the past 7 years as they have thought me alot. I might need to move to a new city or even country to escape your haunting memory but with time ,I will be ok. I will be that same vibrant, optimistic,cheerful boy only this time I will become a man. A man that has been through a lot and has come out unscathed.
I wish you all the best. I wish you love and happiness. Most important of all, I hope he will see the fire in you and support you in chasing your dreams.
Yours truly | caring | POSITIVE | 0.999305 |
2020-04-22 09:48:31 | All those religious leaders during the time of Jesus on earth, the diakons and monks, they were going in the right path worshiping the true king who they called the God of Elias and Mosses. When Jesus came to this world some thought he was an imposter and others thought he was a man of evil power that can raise corpses from their grave, heal those in sickness and give light to the blind. If Jesus did not come to Earth all these people and religious leaders would have been in heaven, but now they are rather in hell. I would have said he was not a God and i would have asked God of Elias to punish him if i was born in the time of his presence. Most of us would have said like that. What i am trying to say is that God could have sayed the words to do what he wanted to be done without putting all those people in dilemma and doubt without having to come to earth in first place. What is the point of saving Adam and punishing innocent civilians and religious leaders who were praising him before he came to this world??
I am not trying to create a contoversi, I just want to understand why | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.985883 |
2020-04-22 11:25:10 | I'm just some kid out there whith parental problems like anyone else, but recently me and my father have really been getting on each other's nerves and he shouts and insults me a lot while I give him the cold shoulder all the time. He says he wants the best for me and I know e does but that in no way compensates the emotional abuse he's dealt me my entire life. I have no idea whether the problem is with me or him but I am merely asking for advive on the matter.
Stay Home, peeps | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.995906 |
2020-04-22 11:26:11 | # It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all
you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on. And when you want to move on, but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do
is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, do you ever feel this way ? | amusement | NEGATIVE | 0.998146 |
2020-04-22 11:52:18 | Hello every one, I hope y'all doing great, I just wanted to share sth with you all in hopes that i might find sth useful....so am a 24 year old guy and it's been sometime since I had a good night sleep, now adays I just couldn't get that sweet relaxing sleep, idk why am stressed about but it's just I get this anxieties building up about things that I even never stressed about before, am worrying abt the current situation, I was worrying about my self and my future and I can't seem to get out of this stresses and anxieties, the thing is some of the anxieties are irrational and some of them are rational...what do you guys think for me to do to cope with it | nervousness | NEGATIVE | 0.985946 |
2020-04-22 11:53:02 | Am suffering from trauma...... like something happend in z past like 10yr before.... and beginning from last yr it happens to me whenever i see him or heard about him sooo am trying to ignore him but its too difficult to avoid him b/c he's my brother and we live together ..... sooo now a days i suffering alot i always cry it leads to headache z memory happens every night ......
Help me | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.996711 |
2020-04-23 09:41:55 | What z fuck is wrong with u??? Omg y r boys so idk egotistical I have prevented myself from having any feelings for u I did but nooo nooo u just had to drag me to u huh yes I liked u I fell in love with u.i didn't want to but Am still in love with u. The signs r clear but ur too proud to even talk to me. U just want this continuous nourishment like a baby. We hv been best friends for almost 4 yrs now n if I show u any signs u will roll with it cause u just love it don't u me being vulnerable for u. N then u ignore me cause uk I will always come back to talk to u. The fact that I can't tell u that I like u is killing me because ik u will use it against me n will make me beg for it. I can't be hurt again. But I just can't keep it from u kezi belay. Am so confused. Idk what to do | love | NEGATIVE | 0.964798 |
2020-04-23 09:54:14 | Do girls hate giving blow jobs are you going it for our sake? Also after you give us one do you want us to give you one also? | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.998459 |
2020-04-23 09:54:35 | Hey its kind of a question for males hmmm is it me or missionary position is smh difficult than other positions? the size of my thingy is good fr but all the time missionary hasnt been easy for me..any advice or suggestions? | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.994923 |
2020-04-23 10:00:40 | Hey unihorse
Hide my identity
I need to vent
Here is the thing, I lived wiz ma older cousin and wiz her husband. He is so lksks Beka no words esun lemeglets . I hate him so much. He cheats on her and I can't tell her z truth coz they have children . One day she was out of z city and he came at night drunk and I was terrified. He tried to do it wiz me but I shouted and saved ma self .I kept it a secret from all ma fam for 4 yrs bzw it wasn't z 1st time it was for the 4th time ( but God protected me from all). I do not show any changes coz I don't wanna disturb her life (specifically z kids' life). After that day, he became a monster to me. Beka beyesbebu enen medebdeb mnamn. He was afraid that i would tell on him. yesu sigermegn ma cousin stopped believing me. she heard only wat he said and she also hit me. So I couldn't stay there. I went to ma aunt. But everyone in the house loved and respected him and they didn't understand me. then tamemku I started using stress pills. Now everyone knows about him. she found him wiz another woman and I told them the truth about me too. Gn he still lives like a king ena half of ma fam want to punish him while half of them think about the kids and b/c of this eyetetalu plz help me get back the peace that once existed in ma fam and I rly forgave him hlinaw yktaw | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.979144 |
2020-04-24 11:06:12 | Ok so there’s this guy and we were getting into a relationship but it was long distance and he didn’t want to so we decided to stay friends. Begizew eshi alkugn alakabedkum gen thinking back at it it hurts because I was willing to risk it all for him I knew there were things in a relationship he didn’t want until later in life like fr ex lij alfeligim yilal at least not bekirbu and I love kids so much but I was willing to let that go as long as that meant that me and him will be together because that was enough to keep me happy bicha a lot of things in my future I was gonna hold back for him and it hurts to know that he didn’t think I was worth the effort of long distance. We were together for 6 months and although it’s been 5 months I’m still hung up on him. Idk why I’m here I just wanted to let it out | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.992501 |
2020-04-24 11:17:51 | The thing is i think im an attention seeking person i don't care about anything or anyone but i make such dramas out of things that happen to me i don't know when i started doing this or how to stop it i want to stop | confusion | NEGATIVE | 0.998085 |
2020-04-25 10:12:27 | I am irreligious and I love it that way. I dont think there is God and even if there is one I dont take it as one to worship. But everyone seems not to give me the freedom to hold that thought. I say God has nothing to do with this, and there is everyone to call me names. Is it wrong to be irreligious? Thank you l, in advance, for answering with out having to condemn or insult me. | gratitude | POSITIVE | 0.857332 |
2020-04-26 10:03:29 | Okay.. I know its kinda silly but here I go... My parents treat me and my sis like a 5 yo. And we are 20. Very sweet right? No! Mata mentegnabet sehat decide tedergual benesu bc they think we are too dumb to figure out when we get sleepy. And ahun cherash abren nw menwelew and everything is decided by them. Even mesa mnamn belten sencheres sahen asayu mnamn enebalalen. Anbelam kalen they think we will starve ourself to death. Beteley abate beka hule rasachenen hurt mnareg nw mimeslew. So how can we politely explain to them we are old? Kezih befit senmoker they're like we won't let you die mnamn | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.993253 |
2020-04-26 10:04:37 | This is so fucking embarrassing so I never cared about my apperance i was the bubbly type and I met my aunts husband and we got close over the years and he insulted me so so much I stopped going out and it got worse I hated every inch of my body I lost weight intentionally when he said I had a little bigger ass and he says I have no ass he degraded me so much and my family chimed in I just accepted it and I am living with it I get it appearance is important but they are my family wellahi mindnew ende I try my best not to slip up again trying to kill my slef beka that's what I think every single person is going to judge me by my appearance and hate me but it's not true yet I chased multiple guys and girls away because of my weak self esteem idk who would love us if our family insults us this much where do we go for comfort Is there someone out their who relates?beka I avoid people and my family is like sew gar atkelakey minabsh lhoni new you will never have someone beside u thank you for letting me vent it really hurts | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.995908 |
2020-04-26 10:06:37 | I can wear what he want me to wear
I can workout if he want me to hv a good posture
I can do what he want me to do
I can make him happy as he want to be
He will nvr regret what he will hv with me but if our r/nship doesn’t hv an aim.
An aim to get married at z end.
What is z point being together for meaningless moments that ends in wrong way.
Our r/nship has to be serious with full of honesty i want ur family and my family to know about it.
I want to hv u in a real way with freedom.
Ahun endzi aynet r/nship mayfelg sew ale
Esti wendoch mndenw mifelgut kezi wech eeee | neutral | POSITIVE | 0.924116 |
2020-04-26 10:07:56 | Hi ya all. I’m a girl 24 years old
So today I’ve decided to share something with ya all and get some advice I hope ya all be nice and positive.
I have a bf which I’ve been dating for 5 years. I love him he loves me I respect him he respect me, but there is one problem. He got a friend( girl) they have known each other for like 2 years she loves him she threat me that she would take him away from me and she is trying very hard to break us appart. She even talks to me bad things I just don’t respond to her. She is like evil to me but to him she acts like an angel. I don’t know what to do or how to stop her and leave us alone. Plz guys give me some advice how to do this and deal with her. | love | NEGATIVE | 0.73468 |
2020-04-26 10:10:39 | So I have this tendency to anxiously get attached to someone I love. But that being for another day I also have a tendency to get attached sexually here it goes hear me out. So in my last relationship I was overly attached to her emotionally and physically but it got to the point where I can't keep my hands off her and whenever we are alone I grope her at anytime and she was a person that is insecure about her body and I always tried to respect and love her that way but I just can't keep my hands to myself so I tried to ask some girls and most of them don't like it they think it's objectifying them but at any way it's not and at any means nessesary if I offended any of you sorry. But one thing i also want to share is I always feel safe around her and that's my comfort zone. So the question is. Is it normal if I grope my girlfriend at anytime or sleeping and I know some dude also feel this way and feels amazing... And is it considered as if I am a perverted or is it like a compliment and befor you judge me all this is done with open communication with her. And would you date this type of man or would prefer another man. Should I change my personality? Ladies your comments means a lot. Thank's | love | POSITIVE | 0.946115 |
2020-04-27 09:27:01 | Hey so theres this guy betam betam aschegari sew new and im trying my hard to see things positively the thing is he is my friend but he got no intention to be that to me he wants a relation I get that I did understand him but im the kind of person who tells so I told him I cant cause I wasnt ready and my intention from the begining was friendship and respect the guy but then he went all crazy I mean he started using dtugs drinking he changed very much then started stalking me telling my friends endiyamagrugh I repeatdely told him I respect him and even if he wants friendship I still respect the friendship but im sorry nothing more then now he is threatening to kill himself and told me he calls and tells me he will die soon im feeling so confused eskahun rasu yetageskut cause you know guadeghaye seleneber new and the thing is so he called and my mom saw me sechekachek on my phone and took his phone from mine and told him to stop then he promised in the name of his mother he will then weeks passed then boom another call telling me he doesnt want his life and is using drugs threatning me to kill himself mn larg I want advise | remorse | NEGATIVE | 0.996706 |
2020-04-27 09:28:36 | This is to people who have lost their dads. First of all i am very sorry for your loss. And second I have a question. I have a friend who lost his father recently and was just wondering is it wrong to playfully say "mn abah/ mn abash" to someone who lost their dad i mean is it offensive or hurtful? Thank You for your time. | gratitude | NEGATIVE | 0.996396 |
2020-04-27 09:29:08 | I wanted to gent this here for a while... I'm new to dating and other stuff .. so lets say I went on a date can everyone who see's this vent tell me what to talk about to keep the conversation going on dates.. Thanks
This will also help other people just browse the comments and check out peoples great replays and use that for your advantages! I know I'm not the only one who is afraid of that akward silence moments!
So everyone contribute one topic and let's help eachother out!!!! | gratitude | POSITIVE | 0.983501 |
2020-04-27 09:29:50 | hi mom let me tell u is not make u a mom eko seleweledesheg I have never seen a mom like u may be anchi enate batehoge noro I may be a better person u killed me in every sight of ur eyes insult me like I did wrong but I don't.. u hated me u ignored me u leave me alone when I needed u..and punish me like hell .. mom why why the only thing I do wrong is kanchi mewelede.. now I don't what love is ..and what life is mom I can't sleep I can't laugh..bc the only thing u teach me is to be numb and hate my siblings why mom why please aprove this or am gonna die I need advice | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.997673 |
2020-04-29 09:59:13 | Hey Unihorse
Hide my Identity
I need to vent
I'm a boy, 25
Few months ago I was surfing the internet and I found out that there are massage parlors in addis, which provide erotic massage services and a happy ending.
I saw that before in porns and I was so curious. I called one of the numbers I found and ordered the outdoor service.
I never had a girlfriend and I only had sex once before that day. I think that's why I was so curious.
I really felt very bad after that but I can't stop it still now.
It has become an addiction.
Its the first thing that I do after I get my monthly salary.
I know it's a sin and it's no different from having sex with prostitutes.
I really want to stop this and I think the first step is to confess to somebody.
That's why I'm here.
Please don't judge.
Helpful comments are very welcome.
Thanks for reading. | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.853342 |
2020-04-29 10:08:42 | Am 26 years old Man. I dont know if this helps, but God am drifting, Nothing I try to do doesn't work out!!! It really sucks, i was energetic, get inspired, creative...none of the would matter. I try and am failing. And my colleagues are getting in line with their careers, r.ships and .... Mee, i don't even know where i am at any more. What I am trying to achieve? Am starting to lose it. | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.999418 |
2020-04-30 09:45:46 | There's an untold story about beauty, one that is shared and experienced by many, but acknowledged by a few. So here it goes. Being attractive is lonely. I know most of you will roll your eyes while reading this but you'll only be proving my point. If you're attractive, you have no right to complain because your life is supposed to be perfect, so no one will show you empathy. When you claim that you're going through some shit, some will think that you're just seeking attention and others think you deserve it (yes, simply because you're attractive). If you speak with confidence, you'll be told you're arrogant so you always need to appear "unreasonably" humble. People also think that you're dumb, because hey you can't have both, and if you display your intelligence you become more of a threat, especially at the workplace. People expect you to succeed at everything but hope you fail so they can go on saying "of course she or he is just a pretty face". Members of the opposite sex are intimidated by you and when you do get approached, you know that they are not interested in what you have to say because to them you're just an object of admiration. I was not always attractive, I was a late bloomer and I know what it's like on the other side of the attractiveness scale. But before, I knew at least that people liked me for who I was, now I have trust issues. Of course there are advantages to being attractive, I won't list them because they're obvious. However, attractive people know that their looks won't last forever and fear that they'll just be an object that people idolize but one that they will throw away after it gets rusty. I'm trying to show some perspective to those who think that looks will solve their social life, because I was once of them , and look at me where I am today. | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.975742 |
2020-04-30 15:05:31 | We, at Vent Here, always try our hardest to ensure the safety of our members and with that mentality in the works, we are making contact with the venter to make sure that he is safe and sound. We won't stop until we have made progress.
By approving the vent, we're not encouraging him to continue but giving you all a chance to show your support. Please participate in displaying your thoughts as we try our damnest to stop things from escalating. | caring | POSITIVE | 0.999396 |
2020-05-02 07:52:56 | Hey there, i just wanna know sth,am a girl n i've no plan to have sex before marriage z way i grown up n my religious view won't make me to do zat but i heard ppls sayin it might gonna be all weird if i don't know how things goin on wiz him before.what do u guys say | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.997944 |
2020-05-02 07:54:11 | hi guys,someone might get something from this.
most of our problems are rooted from low self esteem.
self esteem is not self confidence. imagin u have a kid,and ur kid failed a test,somebody hurted ur kid. what would u say to ur kid? u would want ur kid to feel like a queen/king and a beautiful creature no matter what right?
yeah! how do u talk to yourself?
do u talk to urself with care,love? how do u treat urself?... life is never an easy road and alot of people are gonna hurt u,u r gonna fail alot but how are u gonna talk to urself after that failure or that heartbreak? its one thing people hurted u ,betrayed u,broke u but do u hug urself and say its okay! do u give the treatment and those caring words that u would tell to a friend to urself? why do u want to kill urself,to abuse urself with drugs. would u want ur kid to be that? please treat urself as if u would treat someone u that love. fuck goal,fuck failure,fuck heartbreak. nothing of this nature don't have to determine ur self worth. u have to treat urself as if u are a new born baby,the world might be cruel to u but u are the one who is standing against urself with the world. | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.994173 |
2020-05-02 07:56:13 | Ok here goes my vent
My problem is with people of religion turning this whole disease as a punishment from God?
Ok so let me lay down my floor plan properly so you understand what exactly I’m on about
An animal disease has emerged from China more than likely because someone ate something foreign this disease didn’t travel on its own it travelled with humans as carriers
Humans have always had problems like war and famine and what not literally one person said that famine was the will of God but a contagious disease is??who told you that you could interpret the will of God? Maybe this is his doing maybe it’s not but it’s by far utterly stupid to create a whole bases for belief over something that isn’t certain? People do this when they are scared I get that but how about you guys be different and actually pray for a change pray that doctors and scientists actually find a cure for this thing instead of hinting at things you clearly don’t know of | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.998882 |
2020-05-03 09:53:14 | More like a question then a vent so I used to be a dancer but last year and this year I’ve just had way too much to deal with haven’t really payed much attention to my dance and shit but last night I found this amazing music and wanted to choreograph something but then I realized my body is stiff as a board so please doesn’t anyone how to to help? | confusion | NEGATIVE | 0.998456 |
2020-05-04 08:12:39 | Hello, Umm I just need to let this off my chest. Umm I have good days in life and some bad days. Seen Good sunshine and hard storms. These storms came to be tougher and really traumatic. Tbh my life is all good rn. And I'm grateful for it. But I keep having sudden flashbacks of these traumatic events. It feels like I've been living unconsciously and I just wake up and it's so shoking & frightening. I get startled every now and then, Its really painful. Makes this reality feel like this reality doesnt seem as real and im stuck in those moments. I really want to seek help but not in the place where I can actually set time and money to go see someone. It's been like this for like the half the past year. I'm just praying it doesnt stay like this | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.99513 |
2020-05-04 08:13:33 | The truth is I don't know anything about myself. I read this book last night, in the book the character is asked what makes her happy in life...I asked myself the same question and by God! I could not mention one single thing that made me happy. and then i started asking more questions like whats my favourite colour... i dont know was my answer.... i just kept asking and reached the conclusion that Me! yes a 21 year old does not know myself! How do u fix that? cause honestly I don't know where to even start. And No I dd not just wake up from a coma. I have been well and functioning all this time... after knowing this though everything I do is filled with anxiety...I question every move. Anyways if y'all have any constructive comment or books/videos...please let me know. | confusion | NEGATIVE | 0.996472 |
2020-05-04 08:20:21 | Hey guys I’m 19 M and I don’t know if I’m schizophrenic or psychotic but I’m one of em I just have this weird feeling that I’m observing life through a glass or how can I say this I’m out of my body and there is this voice in my head that just keeps talking talking I don’t really know what to do help me out | confusion | NEGATIVE | 0.995713 |
2020-05-06 10:15:59 | Hi, please aprove this vent. Idk what to do. I know this sounds something but I really need ur help. So it was like 2weeks ago my mom's friend just got back from abroad and she really likes me like she would send me gifts mnamn ena ezi meta we would spend time together in her house and she's like 40 but looks like 28 and 1 time she wanted to talk and I went to her place and I had a glass of wine but I think she drugged me next thing I know my hands are tied in the bed and am naked and she starts using a dildo in me and it fucking hurts I cried and begged her to stop but she was enjoying her self and used different toys in me like I don't even know their names and when she was done I was there crying and no idea what to do. So am 19 girl and idk what to do. Can u guys tell me if mekses endemechal police ga? | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.970419 |
2020-05-08 08:45:38 | I'm a girl and I have these surgical scars on my leg mainly below my knee. And I've felt insecure about them from a while, I cant wear anything that doesn't cover me up to my ankle, so my question is if anyone have had this type of scars do they really fade away? Is there something i can do the make them? And for guys how do you feel about a girl with these kind of scars | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.994725 |
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2020-05-09 09:08:02 | Heyyyyyy.....I'm writing this here 'cause this is sth I can't discuss with my friends......I really feel like I'm going to die...not because I'm depressed or hopeless or anything like that ofc I got problems in my life,I've gone through some shit, it's been almost a year since I got clear but that's life that's just living.......so this me feeling like I'm going to die has nothing to do with the problems I'm having in life.....ik we live then we die......but I seriously feel like I'll die soon not because of this pandemic,but just die at where I'm sleepin,I didn't want to talk about this with my friends 'cause they told me they had a dream about me n asked me if I was okay like thousand times...I also had a dream n I told my mom about it she thought it wasn't about me n she was like...ion think it's a good thing but tell her to pray or sth......... I'm scared because some people say sth like "tawkuat neber" or "tawkot neber" after someone dies.
some of y'all might say
" so what? We're all gonna die anyway" ik but we don't know when...and when you know when what u feel is different
Some of u might wanna die but there's sth stopping u it could be ur fam or someone who cares about u and some of u just don't care......I was like this before I started feeling this thing out of the blue......ik we're all gonna die so I was never scared, I wanted to die but I also care for those around me, n sometimes I didn't even care.....and now I'm shit scared. ... | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.998336 |
2020-05-10 09:11:46 | Hide my identity
Admin just aprove please
Am a girl and the day after yesterday day( Thursday) I was not normal mentally I was real angry at sth and I took my medicine over dose ......its catenolol I take it for hypertension and to stop the irregular beat of my heart ...... The Dr subscribed for me 20mg because its have a high side effects which is obvious on me ..... And that day I took 17pill in 1time which is 340mg and I thought I was gonna die because I want too but shit happens am alive that day I was unable to sleep in the morning I was afraid what if my hypertension go down and wh if I become hypo so o went clinic and my blood pressure become normal I was happy but I don't know am I real fine or not ...... My parents don't know that story so I have no pill to take since I took the half so I don't know what to do I has been two days I did take no pill I don't know what to do my doctor told me to never stop the medicine before telling him and do some tests but am confused now please if you are a Dr or intern or resident please I really need your help... Asap pleaseeeee | nervousness | NEGATIVE | 0.996834 |
2020-05-11 08:12:38 | Heyy its my first time venting i really hope this gets approved.
I am going to jump straight to the point and i just wanted to ask a couple of questions can humans be trusted to do the right thing, can you truly know some one or the fact that living in this world makes utterly no sense you wake up pass the time struggling not knowing what you do and you get up in the morning like all is good but your slowly dying inside. And fyi its not a cry out for help i just need it to end. Anyways stay safe | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.968542 |
2020-05-12 08:14:26 | Guys I'm a guy and bear with me here is the thing. When I go to funeral I can't let go my tears I mean the person who died can be friend family member mnamn gn I feel my heart broken mnamn gn I can't let it out my tears and I fear people will judge me coz I didn't cry so I avoid going to funeral even if am so so so sorry for the person who died. Is it normal to do not cry and what will u think if someone who is very close for the person who died and didn't cry.. | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.964441 |
2020-05-12 08:15:24 | I always thought I was gonna be someone, someone who influence the world and I found myself as noone and lost. It's scary to find myself in the same place 8 years later still confused of what I should do with my life. When did it all go wrong? When did I become this hopeless creature? No matter what I do, much won't change and it scares me. It scares me too much that I sometimes shut down. I don't want to be and can't ever be insignificant, cause every moment of it is killing me. What do I do? | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.993284 |
2020-05-12 20:53:17 | So im a girl 21 and i just found out that i have genital warts and no not from sex im a virgin and i am freaking out right now i mean i googled it and all i saw was that it can not be cured and it hurts a lot i mean its itchy and all the stuff
I don't even know how i got it im clean,protect ma self so like i really wanna kill my self like really i really don't know what to do and i can't tell my family about it
I don't knw what to do tell me what to do | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.99922 |
2020-05-12 22:05:34 | Hello community
As we all know, we use tags to pinpoint and represent the core idea of a vent. To further specify and scope our vents, we have made updates to our tags. Please notice the tag changes when venting in the future... | neutral | POSITIVE | 0.737522 |
2020-05-14 07:46:39 | I can't afford the messes i done and my entire life is dismissed.. And now i am incapable of doing anything if i commit suicide i know it will be the worest scenario.. If i try to live i can't...i am in capable of living... And if i wait normal death i didn't know when it comes... Wt a messy life i don't want to live.. But i had to live without any reason i am hopless i needed to die.. Wt shall i do.. | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.999605 |
2020-05-16 09:18:51 | If you do not lie to a girl and she agrees to do something that may not be in her best interest and might actually end up regrating it,is it still cool to go for it as along as she is willing to? | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.998505 |
2020-05-16 09:19:41 | Hey unihorse
I need to vent
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Am in early twenties ...which am going to be 22 after two weeks. It's my first time.i feel lonely, depressed , and I feel like I don't have any use ,like I don't have any purpose in this world . Like I don't have anyone who loves me. I became sick,depressed,the girl who cried every night sometimes I really want to die and want to kill my self.
I don't know if anyone passed this kind of feeling please let me know. Please share me how you passed it.
Thank you. | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.989134 |
2020-05-17 08:39:03 | Things that are wrong with me. I can't function like a normal human being. I'm like a failed experiment. And I'm getting worse. I've tried, but I can't find the point of it all. I want out. But suicide isn't an option. So when I think about the future I feel trapped/suffocated. Got no friends. I don't think I'm build to have one. What I wouldn't give to not be this pathetic. | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.999546 |
2020-05-18 09:47:52 | Do you ever take time and see how your life has changed because of a single decision? Does it make you mad that you have gone through your principles for a thing that won't even last ? Do you hate how weak you have become because of a thing you no longer have? Do you ever miss everything, literally everything about the past? Do you see what you gave up and hurt a lot? Have you accepted a pain and it lives with you and it kills you inside? Do you ever hope for a hopeless thing? Do you ever want to believe in a thing because that is how you want it to be? Because I do and I don't know if what I feel while writing this is pain or something else I don't have a word for. | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.995705 |
2020-05-21 03:45:05 | Hi, i experiencing some metal problems.i started talking alone i fear a lot, i almost depressed by everything, i am fearing if i am getting mad or mentally ill.. By saying this don't take it easier. I am over depressed and anxious because of this many people say u r አይነ አፋር. Ene gn i say i am mentally stressed even i didn't have normal sleeping patterns i wake up an i got depressed again.. Wt shall i do | nervousness | NEGATIVE | 0.998451 |
2020-05-24 15:34:47 | Hey guys.... so i have a gf i met her online and shes the love of my life i love her so much and there is this guy she knows yehone ruk zemed and everytime he comes to her house he tries to touch her inappropriately and flirts with her mnamn. She has brothers but im the only one who knows about it because she is too afraid to tell them about it. Im really worried that that asshole might do something bad to her i told her to tell her brothers but she wouldnt and im really stressed out. What if something happens to her? What if he finds her alone? so i ask you guys what do u suggest she does malet if you have any ideas on how she can deal with that asshole so she is safe. Thank you for your time | gratitude | NEGATIVE | 0.993191 |
2020-05-24 15:36:55 | Heyy everyone how r u doin.... what I wanted to vent rn is there's an idea that just popped out in my head every second it's just suicide.... it's not that I wanna suicide my self I'm perfectly happy sooo happy its got nothing to do with killing my self but the idea keeps pooping in my idea and gives me uncomfort, I think this thing happened when my neighbor suicide himself and I was just soo scared I didn't about suicide before so but I'm kinda good now... but what I wanna ask rn is, is there who has experienced this feeling
Tksss I really feel soo good rn | joy | NEGATIVE | 0.533638 |
2020-05-25 07:27:50 | Hey guys i've always had this question in my head. Do we all have the same chance isn't it unfair to those who was born and living in some countries which doesn't know God exist. In Christian's way of view isn't it unfair for Arabs i mean it's hard to believe in Jesus they can't know much about him being raised in a Muslim family with that culture. And the same goes for Muslims isn't it unfair for Christians and jews that lives in a different countries that doesn't know anything about Allah? I feel it is so unfair and makes me kind of judge God(sorry God) to make it easier to understand just think that the religion you follow is not the right one and neither ur friends religion but there is A creater you never know about but is being worshiped in some countries and you never had the chance to know more about that God and you died is it fair?! | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.998878 |
2020-05-25 07:38:20 | Hi I'm...
I'm 19 year old male a campus student
Well the thing with me is I'm sad I'm kinda a military teen all I do is read and workout and I feel sad cause all my life nobody loved me eventho I'm a decent guy like I know that I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life and I fear that ya thanks for hearing | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.991468 |
2020-05-26 08:10:49 | Hey unihorse
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I need to vent
I am a girl n am 20 years old. I was sexually harassed when I was a kid by 2 ppl. The 1st one was my cousin when I was 6 yrs old n he was around 15 yrs old I guess. At that time my mom used to ask him to help me on my studies and what he did was harassing me several times. The second one was our neighbour when I was grade 4. He harassed me once n he chnged his place after that so I had never seen him again. This killed me inside n made my childhood dark. My mom is very serious n aggressive person so we have never been that close. So telling her wasn't an option. Bcha I was very conserved person so couldn't tell anyone. Then after sometime I became busy at school mnamen ena I was unconscious abt it for years. I also kinda forgave my cousin...I mean we've never talked abt it plus he became religious person now. The problem is in this lockdown I started realising how it is affecting me psychologically in my present life...I literally started remembering everything n it's driving me crazy...so how can I overcome my childhood trauma? Pls help | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.995149 |
2020-05-27 07:38:16 | I am lonely i come from a broken family i dont know what it is like to love someone and be loved in return my parents never apologized or felt like they were in the wrong for what they have done i have had a traumatic childhood I have tried to seek help from People but what i got in return was betrayal and an obvious answer that they don’t care so I stopped opening up nd built a guard so high that nobody knows me anymore but i am all ears for those who want me i wont sit here and front like i dont have a plate at my table everytime i wanted food and am grateful for that but that soul food that you need to keep up in life I never had that i am surrounded by selfish people that only want my presence when it’s beneficial to them so I stopped having people around me too but still my problems never end what should i do? I know that I have reached at rock bottom !i am a firm believer that everything passes thru time but now am scared I’ll pass first
I am everyone’s therapist but who is mine? | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.945326 |
2020-05-27 07:38:54 | Hi people I didn't actually realize I was an alchol addict I used to drink with people or alome anything i didn't care I still do it and it took me 8 years to realize it please how do I stop please please tell me how please | realization | NEGATIVE | 0.993737 |
2020-05-27 11:17:04 | So I heard there a psychologists here. This girl ik really thinking of committing suicide ,so if u can talk to her please... | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.996924 |
2020-05-27 17:33:16 | hi there, this is my first time venting here. i am not that type of person that would socially vent problems but here i am. as a child there is a big space almost a year or 2 that i don't completely remember. and some parts that are cloudy. i had a therapist i do but im in quarantine now. trauma is unknown. but also i went through some hard stuff in the years im 15 now,small right? yes but i suffer with a LOT of mental illness and im not self diagnosing its medically or professionally proven. lets list some ; ADHD,DID,ASD,bipolar disorder,severe depression,gender dysphoria,sleep disorder,mania disorder and more. i used to handle is really good but this year i get multiple panic attacks low self esteem and confidence im easily breaking down and for other personal reasons im a lesbian and a non binary. but that's why im here. so i just wanted to know if anyone suffers from these and if you have any advice for me. DON'T TALK ABOUT THE LESBIAN AND NON BINARY PART ITS NOT ON THE TABLE please. thank you | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.993983 |
2020-05-28 09:53:27 | Someone vented about sexual assault and some people were like "you're not alone." Like that should make her feel better. I was a victim too and trust this just made me sad because this happened to so many of us, it is now considered the new normal. .
Everytime we go to school they make fun of us, when we try defending our selves society be like "zem blesh athejim." Not once did people get on my side.
Everytime we were sexually assaulted, we are the ones getting ashamed, not the men.
Everytime a doctor touches you inappropriately, no one takes an action to prevent that from happening.
From tera ye mender lekafi to rapists, why aren't they being punished for what they are doing to us.
I just hope men realize the damage they are causing and learn. | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.994557 |
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