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2020-03-27 09:41:57 | Hey there y'all wats up? I hope ur fine.
I'm here to not to vent actually. I just wanna get things off my chest. But it wouldn't hurt hearing ur comment I guess. Anyways here it goes....
Is it just me or is anybody else feeling hopeless koy. I mean with all these things going on around ena I just entered campus mnamn ena I thought my life was finally having a path and a clear destination keza all of the sudden everything went dark. Ena worst part is my parents.....I luv them soooo bad ena I didn't made them proud gn I always hoped they'd be happy watching the man I become someday. Keza it was yesterday at night we were setting and chatting ena denget my dad started talking like u know humans die and its a natural thing so incase something happen never give up blablabla....I wasn't hearing coz I was panicking at the moment. I mean the man I know, the man who would never give up(at least not me knowing) and the man I'm proud to call my dad is giving up. And there is nothing more scarier than that if u ask me. Long story short will suicide be a gud way to end these? I'm just wondering enji I won't do it, don't worry. I can't stand the pain tiny pain enkuan something big. Gn wats the difference if ur living hopelessly from death aa
Anyways I have alpt going in my head gn I don't have words to let it out so chaw
Ow and one more thing....is coughing a sign of covid 19 bechawen? If u have to know its been almost 2 weeks now kebet kewetaw so I haven't talked to my friends face to face eskahun so there is a chance its not I hope gn my whole family goes out so there is a chance it is. Demo I was sick gunfan yalefew 2 week keza last week it kinda left me gn I started coughing ever since ena demo I have running nose so wat do u guys think
See u on the comment section | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.997786 |
2020-03-27 09:42:42 | I know i sound judgmental when i say this but what is it with the guys this days ?
It's like everyone i see is a carbon copy. They listen to the same kinds of music which always seems to be about some bad bitch with a big ass or about some gangsta nigga and it's gold chain. They have the same boring shallow ass opnion which mostly comes from a quote on telegram (the ones with a rapper on them ) they have the same dressing style and they all wanna be rich but not sure how.
And somehow they all wanna be rappers. Not that rapping is a bad thing but c'mon.
What's wrong with liking music that has a meaning and exploring the endless varieties of it ?
Is being intelligent lame now?
What happned to originality? | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.998939 |
2020-03-27 09:44:30 | Please please accept my vent
So am a girl 22,i got the best family,the best job thank god but their is sm thing missing am not happy i been through every bad obstacles that you could imagine,
When i was like in grad 11 me and my best friend got into misunderstanding which it led us to be not friends again through that process i was in a big family problem i didnt even try to fix us so does she,since she was the only real best friend i had i was hurt and my senior year suck,moving on to gebi coz of my past i didnt really wanna get attached i use to have friends by the way but after i graduated i make my self distant now that i know the things that happened back in highschool is making me not to make friends,i dont even have anywhere to go am depressed about how those bad peoples in high school fucked up my life idk am not okay | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.998753 |
2020-03-27 20:45:09 | Things I can never say volume 1:
You shackled my soul with the weight of your careless words and now I'm stuck. You walked into my life when I never needed you. You demanded that I let you in. You demolished my walls with sweet words and crumbs of encouragement. And I fell for it. I fell hard. I leaped out of my tower to land in the safety of your arms but you turned away. You let me fall and you spat onto my ruins. Now I can't talk to you because you've silenced me. You accused me of trying to tether you forever and slashed my wrists with the tendrils of our bonds. It IS one sided. It IS just me. You DON'T reciprocate. You will leave me. You don't want me anymore.
So now we're acting like strangers again as if our paths were never so entangled. We talk about the weather and COVID-19 as you take back your anchor and drift away from me. | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.963755 |
2020-03-28 10:48:32 | I'm an 18 year old girl. When I was in 8th grade, my mom told me that she and my dad have HIV and that my little brother was negative and that I should get tested too, you know incase I have it. But the thought of finding out I had HIV made me pretty scared so I said no. After that we never had that conversation with my mom again and I don't know why but it never crossed my mind that I should get tested, until these past 2 weeks when I was googling the symptoms of HIV. I've never been more terrified in my life. I've symptoms like rashes, getting tired most of the time, joint and muscle aches and weight loss. I cried myself to sleep that night ena I can't accept the fact that I might have it and I don't have the mental strength to go and find out. I know I have to and will do it as some point but how do I get ready to find out that I'm HIV positive? Encouraging words are appreciated. | fear | POSITIVE | 0.672884 |
2020-03-28 10:49:48 | Thank you vent here team.
People why are we so fragile? I don't understand why in the world do we breakdown when I simple act of kindness comes from anyone be it anyone.
I just want you people to let me know, if we want to heal, how is it that we forget or at least try to forget everything and move on? Won't the pain still be there?
To whom shall I go, I don't want anyone to be burdened by my grief, I'm fed up of breaking and being vulnerable in front of people because they have their own problems. What shall I do? | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.527376 |
2020-03-28 10:52:06 | It feels like the world is ending, so all the dreams, goals seem to be futile. It seems as is there's no fun In doing all this stuff, if we are ultimately going to die. Isn't it beautiful to the that in reality who we are can only be understood when people are around, no matter how much we deny the fact that why should we care about anyone at all, but the ultimate truth is we are because they are. And let's not forget we comprises of everyone, even your own self. So as long as you are, they are, we are. You have no idea who might be living because of you, so don't loose hope yet. Life seems to be lifeless in these harsh times. But it's not the end, all we need to do is focus on our growth, be full of gratitude no matter how bad many times we have seen, but this is not the end. Remember it's not the end, it's definitely heartbreaking to see so many people dying, but let's nut their deaths go to waste, let's take care of ourselves. Because we are the future. Stay home, stay safe.
(doesn't seem to be a vent, but that's how I vent) | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.996379 |
2020-03-28 13:52:22 | Okay so I really don’t know where to start or where this is going. Anywho gen ok so like ene betam eyafekerkut endemwedewm eyaweke let’s be friends bilogn enem eshi alku bcoz I don’t wanna lose the friendship too. Now he’s mejenajening with other girls kissing mnamn but I’m still in love with him to the point where I can’t get myself to like someone else even if I wanted to like sasbew rasu yelele yastelagnal like it’s not even an option at this point and I’m telling myself he’ll come back to me bcoz we’re still friends we talk everyday he’s like my best friend but idk man I don’t know if I should just give up or if I should just wait bcoz I’ve promised myself to love him to the very end and if he doesn’t love me back it’s okay because love is not something you give expecting to get it back but at the end of the day I’m human there’s days where I’m like I need to respect myself and completely cut him off and other days where it’s like he’s so worth it that I don’t mind waiting for him and if it doesn’t happen it’s fine I’m just happy to have experienced this very little time that I had with him anyway and basically tell myself I will never get into a relationship because nothing will be as good. Btw he’s really not a bad person it’s just he doesn’t want to lose the friendship because there’s many things that complicate our possible “relationship.” | love | POSITIVE | 0.983574 |
2020-03-28 15:03:31 | I am 20 YO..guy i live with both my parents my little brother and sister. We live tekerayten 4 kfl bet..we have been here for 11 years akerayochu they are angels from above i have no words lenesu ena last week i asked my mom for the first time kiray snt endemnkefil..she said 1500 i was like mnnnnn rasen amemegn she pays it by her self still ende 4 kfl bet addis ababa wst its not fair akerayochun mayet aferku..my dad shufer nw wchi nw miwlew mata new migebaw they fight a lot..birr aysetatm..ena chinklate bebzu neger lifeneda new over act eyareku limeslachu ychlal no..enaten beredat des yelegnal sra eyeseraw mn endemisera gn idea yelegnim Go | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.99756 |
2020-03-28 19:34:30 | Hey everyone..its my first time venting and need your help.
I am almost 20 year guy and a bit perplexed about someone 'she'..i know my feelings for her and i just didn't figure out what she feels about me. we chat..she sends some awesome pictures of best couples..people who stayed long at their relationship and such stuffs and i thought we have been 'zuriatmtming'..and sometimes i feel she doesn't feel a shit about me..and what should i do? I will wait for ur reply.. | confusion | NEGATIVE | 0.977381 |
2020-03-28 20:46:35 | I’m in really confused bc I’m in a long distance relationship and I really love my boyfriend and all but it’s really hard and I met this guy he had a thing and he knows everything about me and my boyfriend but yet he kissed me and I’m confused should I tell my boyfriend the truth but I’m scared that he will leave me for this | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.989504 |
2020-03-28 22:36:33 | Thank you so much 'vent here admins' I've bpd, though self diagnosed. But each and every word is true, feels like I've been heard and noticed. Thank you so much, thank you so much once again. May God bless you all and ease you affairs. I love you people. | gratitude | POSITIVE | 0.999693 |
2020-03-29 09:05:09 | Heey, am 24 and I am confused neger pls help, so me and this man, has something idk what it is not a relationship because he didn't ask me out and he made it clear he don't want to have it will me, but we still kiss and I am a v and he ask me to have sex Ena I said okay ...when I am ready ( because I am in love with him and keep chatting him, I wanna see his number when he calls me)
But I don't think I will hv sex with him because we have no Future
Gin i want us to have a future gin I don't know how I can do that, he said am a kid and not wife type, but I wanna be.
Even when I text him, am confused to filert or be romantic or talk like friends...Ena I mess up or end up saying nothing
Help pls | confusion | NEGATIVE | 0.989372 |
2020-03-29 09:05:39 | Not a vent but more of a topic that needs opinions.This isnt much of a spoken isssue but i feel like most people atleast see it happen. When people are in a relationship they meet someone else whom they like alot and it just clicks better but they refrain from acting on it since its wrong doing that while in a relationship but then again truth is maybe they would have been a better couple with this new person whom if they went for people would label them "hoe " and their reputation would be ruined and if u stay u miss the happines and kinda cheat ur heart but are loyal to the customary law of the relationship and keep the spouse happy. What do u all think? | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.993003 |
2020-03-29 09:06:17 | Hey I'm 19 yo boy and am In love with a girl and we broke up 2 months ago and I can't move on I Tattooed her name and picture on my body and for the last 2 months silk edewlalew minamin she blocked me on telegram and also she blocked my family's and friends numbers I can't control my mind so help me please | love | NEGATIVE | 0.997713 |
2020-03-29 20:33:22 | For whom it may concern:
From your talent:
I was in this LD relationship and its almost a year now since I've met him we never video chat or Skype even worst all this time we only talked over the phone once for real we only text a lot
We Brock up recently and when I was looking down at our latest messages I saw this other girl in his texts
and I don't know wt too do right now and I think I've been catfished
Maybe that's why he \she didn't come last summer to meet me in person and the reason for why we Brock up is BC I insisted on going to his\rs home
Im completely head over heels for him or her I Don't know whom ever that is
But I've always said to my sis that "this guy can not be lying to me BC this kind of lie can only be formed with 3 boys and 1girl " BC he was everything a girl dreams of loyal kind smart truthful fucking pure toooo good to be true kind of guy
Am only writing this BC if you see this vent and know that its from me and if you truly love me just tell me who you are I don't care if your a boy or a girl all I know is that am madly in love with you
And u know that I do not lie when I swear with my dads name so please tell me who you are
I'm here still waiting | love | NEGATIVE | 0.990621 |
2020-03-29 20:34:51 | hy ppl um a girl my first time here
I'm going straight about my thing so I have this guy friend we've been friends for years and back in school everybody thought we had thing uk and we let them think that the problem started few weeks ago we chat whole night long and the next days he's not there not even a bit sign of him and wn he's back he acts like ntn happened like wtf and when he's a little flirting and even talk about sex like deeply does normal ppl(frnds) do that?? Plus the way he literally remembers everything.... Gives me mixed up feelings like he's just talking to his friend that's why he's like this nd so free and on times I feel like he likes me likes me uk and not that long ago there's this new guy who started talking to me out of no where and the way he talks and acts makes me feel like it's him but then why the fucking hell would he do that?? Any how wt do u guys think um I going nuts or ......
thanks and
stay home stay safe | confusion | NEGATIVE | 0.995211 |
2020-03-29 20:35:25 | Okay hi there it started when I was almost 7 idk what it is or how I felt it was a sense of mental I cant describe it and years later I got depressed and its just a phase your a teenager sibal I have done almost every thing good and bad it didnt change now I'm 21 most of the days couldn't get out of bed time to time I feel normal and happy but the misery afterwards is unbearable and what's more depressing is that I feel like I am going to be like this forever nothings going to change I am addicted to money sometimes i steal it and buy stuff to make me feel good i know it's bad but I dont know anymore I stopped beleving in god that much I dont know | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.997454 |
2020-03-29 22:16:58 | hey unihorse
hide my identity
i need to vent
okay so its my first time to vent here... am 22, female incase u wanna know. i was born from eritrean parents, which wasn't a problen till now but currently i figured out that my parents want me to date or start relationship with some eritrean dude. they are specific about “him” being eritrean! amd my dad has even told me to not introduce him unless he is eritrean. thats how racist they are. and currently there is this guy(ethiopian) i liked so much and we've been dating a couple of times and he wants me to be his girlfriend. am so confused...its like choosing from my family and from someone i curently like, which i dont have guarantee. so guys i need ur help...thanks | confusion | NEGATIVE | 0.995821 |
2020-03-30 08:29:52 | Hey Everyone, So lately am having a sleeping problem. I wake up in the middle of the night thinking about something or when I wake up in the morning I feel tired,depressed and disturbed I also feel like I was working the whole night my body get tired AF. I couldn't find the answer on Google but I think some of you have experienced this or have the answer. | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.99895 |
2020-03-30 08:31:17 | So i don't know how to talk about this, i am loosing my mind. So the thing is i went to my friends house as usual, we always do sleepover at her place. but last night was different we got bored and we started googling dumb stuff for fun one thing let to another we started watching porn then things heated up and we started making out and did stuff. The shocking part is in the morning i liked it but she didn't, she said she don't want this homo stuff and made me promise bot to tell anyone. Now she don't want to talk to me and stuff i am really hurt i just need to get this off my chest. | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.997519 |
2020-03-30 08:34:13 | Please admins approve argulegn
First im so i make it religious thing
I need help from my Muslim brothers and sisters
Im 18 ena due to some problems Quran alaketemkum
The main reason is that lej eyalew yaw summer masjid Quran sengera ene zem beye neber mehedew just lemazag ena familym ayekotateregnm neber ena yane ke guadegnoche ga senker eyezelelen neber mn keraw tolo belen teleku Quran lay lemegebat then yehew salaketem kerww i don't know anything about Quran lemekrat mokerku gen yane barekut neger eyetesakeku zem beye tekemetku so Ramadan sayeweta le maktem fekegalew ena help me | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.997363 |
2020-03-30 20:57:14 | So here is the thing am a guy in the early 20s who had it easy with girls when it comes to only physical stuff but never knew why i never wanted to commit to a relationship and to your surprise that shit actually gets boring after time then I started to actually look more than physical within girls and i met some whom they had their own fair share of issues but then again i started to realize that i had some problems of my own which is my dad actually fucked me up since he never had a good relationship with my mom and seeing that i guess it subconsciously told me i couldn't do any better so why not stay on the surface of every girl after all thats all the love i had to see growing up.Am still trying to settle but that itch and fear kinda never goes. Am just really tired of fooling around. | realization | NEGATIVE | 0.998987 |
2020-03-30 20:57:29 | i need a serious advice for ma case soo im a prep student & im a girl i hv a bff i love her too much were nat the same class but we spend most of our time together n she had a crush on ye class boy hes in ma class n we start talkin we are too close but im attracted to him in a way n i think he likes me too coz he always tries too be romanticc with me but i dont want to be selfish n hv a rp with him but i really like him wht shall i do now | love | POSITIVE | 0.987679 |
2020-03-31 09:40:48 | Admins, approve this pls, c'mon
OK, first of all I'm not going to state how I feel about the matter I'm going to vent about, coz I want you guys to take this simply as an analysis and not an opinion. Okay, now that we're done with the disclaimer, I'll just jump into it....
Do you guys notice that the comments on the "homosexual vents" are getting a little less violent these days?
Because, I remember the first one, all the comments said, "go kill yourself", "you're going to hell" and some thing like that, but lately, people are writing more supportive and, best of all, rational comments...
I hope this gets approved...
Just a trend I noticed, and it's something to talk about... I think | optimism | NEGATIVE | 0.989269 |
2020-03-31 09:40:50 | So nothing special... Just one of the good old love stories. But this one started in middle school. I never thought I would be so deep into someone I used to "hate" (just middle school hate)... But i did fall. And I don't know how, perhaps puberty hit hardest and I started being too expressive. At times even pushing her away. In high school I tried to kiss here, well on the cheeks that is. But still couldn't. When we got to campus, still couldn't kiss her cheeks. But I did get my wish granted and we started calling each other girlfriend and boyfriend, I mean at extended intervals. I had gotten what I wanted. Indeed, she was the thing i wanted most in life. So slowly, I finally got to kiss her on the cheeks. And as strange as it might seem, only that made me the happiest I've ever been. I had the greatest Adrenaline rush for getting to kiss her cheeks. Well, sadly it stopped there. I couldn't accept that and keep it there, i wanted more. Kisses, making out and even sex... So we went apart all because of me. And now I've kissed made out and even slept with girls. But the nervousness before and the delightfulness after I kissed her cheeks is what remains as my recent memory. I can't have her back now, that ship has sailed far. But how does someone forget something like this and truly move on? | sadness | POSITIVE | 0.87052 |
2020-03-31 09:42:15 | Hy please admins approve my vent ..
Am 19 girl and I live with my parents and I have one brother and he is 10 years old . Me and my bro we share a one bed room room and I used to think u knw he a kid so I change my closes even if he in our room like even my bra .. and now a days am feeling like what if this isn't good for him ? I mean can this be a bad exposure for him in such a young age?
I need ur advice guys and tnx | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.99897 |
2020-03-31 09:44:14 | Beka I’m just tired mariamen ene betam dekemegn mechem bihon endemaltelah slemtawk lemen tikeldebegnaleh ewedihalew seleh eko ye ewneten neber why do you think I’ll do fine staying as “just friends” I know kemejemeryam negrehegnal gen that wasn’t what you showed me eko I believed what you were showing me and what you did more than your words but I guess I thought wrong because apparently sex doesn’t mean we’re anything more than friends and I guess when you told me you loved me you meant that as a friend right? I’m mad but I don’t wanna be mad at you because I still love you even though you’ve went and kissed a girl less than a month after you had sex with me and spent valentine’s day giving a hickey to some other girl. But no I’ll laugh it off when you tell me because we’re only friends right? Not really friends with benefits cuz no that makes you sound bad, we’re just friends that had sex but decided it’s no longer good for our “friendship.” Look I don’t wanna make you look bad because I know I haven’t even showed you how I really felt, I have never even told you ewedihalew until you say it first but it’s not because I didn’t love you I just didn’t want to scare you away. Alawkim beka fikirm kalsetehuh eko eninegageralen enji enen ezi ategebeh askemiteh ke lela set ga atijenajenem. Let’s not lie to ourselves, at some point we acted like we were in a relationship please don’t make me feel like I’m going crazy for thinking we could be something. But it’s fine, you know I still love you and that I won’t go anywhere no matter what you do so let me know when you’re done fooling with other girls, I’ll just be waiting here as your friend. | love | NEGATIVE | 0.964182 |
2020-03-31 09:47:27 | Well last summer I have had a great moments with a friend of mine. Like kebet mewtat ayfekedlgnm neber gn kesu ga kehone mannm alferam sefer dres abren meten kesefer demo eshegnew neber. Then I started liking him on the other way around. I don't have the slightest idea about his feelings anyways I kept on liking him. When class started the feelings I have for him doesn't bother me that much It kinda cool down. But we kept in touch we talk on telegram on phone but it wasn't as it was on that summer you won't believe I even started to right our moments as a fiction with a title of Our Summer. I know it's silly . My point is there is no class as we know and he called and asked if I can go out the truth is my families won't let me go not even to the suk but I agree to meet him and tedebke wetche agegnehut as I told you esu ga sihon keyet meta ymallew dfert nw magegnew And after we met the first thing I did was calling my bestie and telling her how cute he become but he kinda mekurat on me after that day and it's killng mebcha Am gonna suffer with those feelings I just experienced in last summer. | love | NEGATIVE | 0.987662 |
2020-03-31 09:47:27 | Hey unihorse
Hide my identity
I need to vent oof like some pressure reliever.
Ok am 19 yrs old boy and my whole view about the opposite sex is wrong the way i see it i have a disorder like some sort of personality disorder that when am around girls it just sickens me. It makes me annoyed for no reason at all. I was raised in a family where they told us having gf or bf is like a sin mnamn since childhood and growing up my mind took everything i do with girls as a sin. And i started exploring my pros and cons since atleast on this aspect i never have to listen to what my parents say. So when i was fighting with myself like this aint easy yemr whenever i see girls the other person kicks in me and i become complete ignorant i never even to understand the situation like to go with the flow but all i do is i change to a whole new me. So recently i felt that i should rly work on that betam since i believed that someday i will marry a girl well yare yare yara.... so i felt i should correct myself but then am now a porn addict ffs like when am free like this time especially when my mind isnt occupied when no school work i become addict like every night even when am not aroused like when someone watches movies i watch porn ik most of u have same problem but i ask u to help me. So pls how can i safely approach girls and how can i get rid of my addiction that has been affecting my view toward girls. Thank you | gratitude | NEGATIVE | 0.994822 |
2020-03-31 20:55:59 | Hey plsssssss admin approve
I have this problem my period ..it comes once a year simeta demo le 4 or 3 wer nw yemikoyw demo the pain is unbearable ena the flow demo betam bezuuu nw like 1 pad be ke eskechers dres kebet rasu mwtat alchelm ..endezi yemihonw since i was grade 9 nw now am 4 year campus student ena hospital sehed pills yesetugal ..or sex nw fix yemiyargw yelalu ...
Enzi aynt problem yalachu girls estill tell me hw r u cooping wz it or any medical students | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.998354 |
2020-03-31 20:57:49 | Hii I am a guy. am from Addis and I go to MK University , So am just going to go to the point here . I think I maybe mentally ill or crazy idk . So am like 20 and I am the best lier ever , it's like I have a few different lives (personalities) with some friends am the one who studies and get good grades , with others I am a stoner , am religious with some friends(at least they think so) , life of the party with others I have been drinking since I started high school, literally I do a lot of things that the other friends do not know, I don't have a best friend. and I am always telling lies it's like I believe my own lies . like I live in an imaginary world , idk what's real or what's not real , I don't give a shit bout hurting ppl physically or mentally , my parents are Orthodox I am too but there are to much questions in my mind which I don't ask because my parents are so strick , I haven't cried in 7 years , I feel nothing mentally except fear , anger and saddness , I do lots of drugs just to feel numb ,I just want to stop thinking . and I manipulate pll every day for stuid reasons am always making ppl Believe my made up stories for no good reason . Last year I talked to a counselor and she told me I had depression . I was sucidal till I had my first crush. so what should I do plz don't say therapy because I can't afford it. | confusion | NEGATIVE | 0.888279 |
2020-04-01 07:09:54 | Hello people so I really gotta vent this and get it out of my back so heres the thing I am a girl univeristy student now I was gonna ask can someone change completly cause thats what completly happened to me.... so my personality is I used to be pushed around even got bullied you know nothing else because people thought I was "too nice"not because of anything that was just my personality I would go beyond for anyone who needed my help so people kind of used that as my weekness and fucked around with me how can I say it really made me question why I was this much used and when I saw myself in the mirror all I saw was a girl who was empty and used many times even by her best friend and pushed around dont mistake me I had no other option other than changing myself completly to the point where I couldnt reconize myself all the people that used me I made them beg for mercy had the courage to only be nice when needed and changed dont you judge me alright that was my only option also had the courage to leave my bestfriend because she used my kindness way too much and now im just to the point where I couldnt recognize myself all the girls that bullied I made them each and one of them hate who they are and it hit me I changed I really did dont mistake me I know im still caring and I know ive got a good heart help too but I now know my selfworth I know who I am and I actually feel you know okay without being surrounded by people and I enjoy too much of my own time like I go to the cinema alone not bothered walk alone and enjoy it and all of a sudden I love my own company too much so my question is was I wrong for not wanting to have my old best friend?am I wrong that I am all of a sudden enjoying being alone you know?was I wrong to make some peoples life hell and not caring no more? | love | NEGATIVE | 0.981952 |
2020-04-01 09:09:14 | Im 18 year university student and im a girl
The thing is i think im naturally cold hearted person i usually feel nothing if i see a person bleeding i will just walk pass him i hate everything i don't know why or when it started but i kinda wana live in a world where no one existed i even wished my dorm mates to be dissmised in the first semester even though there a good people i have a lot of friends im good at communicating and its easy for me to make friends but i neber felt anything for them even though this corona shit is happening i feel nothing im not afraid its more like i don't care if i catch it ive done a lot of bad things i used to steel money from my grand parents now i finally stopped steeling because i was far away from them ive triyed to change my self but it seems so hard and impossible i think i have 2 behaviours or identity one one hand i always offer to help out everyone knows me by this side the honest pure clueless me but the other side is the one i mentioned before
I don't believe in zodiac mnamn but when i read mine(gemini) its says they have 2 different personalities and i was shocked
I want you to help me if there is any way to fix my self or how to be kind | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.996107 |
2020-04-01 09:12:09 | Hi guys....this is my first time so I don't rly know how this goes but let me just get straight to it...am a 19 year old girl and life this past few months have become full of fear to me...I don't even know how to explain this am just simply not living the life someone my age should am becoming stressed and anxiety is hitting me hard....I can't stop thinking about how harsh reality is and the fact that I don't have that much friends adds to me feeling lonely so lonely that it feels like am the only person in this world sometimes I just want to cry and let it all out but I can't even seem to be able to do that.....someone pls help me!! Am feeling like am about to go insane. Just tell me what I should do. | nervousness | NEGATIVE | 0.996713 |
2020-04-01 09:14:17 | Here it is i'm a psychopath. All i could think of is kill'n people. I have a big hatred towards the human race. I even think its better to be an animal than a human being. Watching violent movies makes me comfortable And I'm the only one who considers Corona virus as a positive thing. people always tell me that i'm a monster who doesnt have a feeling,a terrorist and the truth is i LIKE BEING THAT!!!!! | approval | POSITIVE | 0.913269 |
2020-04-01 18:07:07 | Good morning.
Am a 24 year male university student and am a morning guy like 12lt morning, the thing is I used to study or start getting ready for school when there ware class but lately am starting to get bored. I woke early and got nothing to do am no reader tried to watch movies but it would make my day worse. Also the corona thing is making me worried. Thats all I think about, whom am I gonna loose imagine thinking dark at the beginning of your day. now days 'm completely lost and I'm losing interest in whatever I do which is nothing. I have no idea how to overcome this situation. What should I do?
Morning ppl hala at me would live to chat.... I'll request your identities | nervousness | NEGATIVE | 0.999623 |
2020-04-01 18:12:49 | Hello everyone
I haven't been feeling well these days. The doctors said i had typhus,then they gave me some medicine. But Its been 10 days and i think its getting worse. Some of the symptoms are diarrhea, dizziness, headaches and stomach aches. And i don't really know if its the typhus or if these are the symptoms of COVID-19. Even though i dont have either fever or cough I heard that in corona these symptoms might not always be present. Plus i had sore throat before the dizziness started.
P.S - If there is any health professional i would like to get some advices. | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.999334 |
2020-04-01 19:33:45 | Things that should be normalized in Ethiopia by now
- gay parents
- female masturbation
- guys showing emotion
-periods
-women in positions of power
-gender neutrality
- adoption
- Breastfeeding
- men supporting each other emotionally
- fucking reading fan fiction
- Seeing a psychologist
- taking care of mental health
- self care
- solo cinema
- casual consent (because she said yes one time doesn't mean she will forever)
- punching Nazi supporters
- tomboys and female gamers
- stretch marks and belly fat
- adopting teenagers
- disabled actors and actresses and movies for disabled people | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.996363 |
2020-04-01 20:34:06 | i am a girl ena everytime i have a fight with my momshe insult me mayasfelgu kalatoch endedinget my boobs ke libse weto ketaye manin lemasayet nw bila tesedbegnalech ena today she called me a pervert need some advice im loosing my mind | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.998647 |
2020-04-01 20:34:49 | I'm in a bit of a complicated situation. I was a very sexually active guy until very recently. My gf now is a virgin and i didn't mind waiting while i was with her cuz i rly cared about her and we were still doing other stuff. But now that we haven't seen eachother for about a week I can't get the thought of sex out of my mind. Plus a couple of girls I've been with in the past have been testing me, sending me dirty texts and nudes. That coupled with my jacked up sex drive has been driving me crazy. I rly don't want to cheat on my gf but a small part of me wants to be selfish and just give in. Idk what to do if anyone has any suggestions I'm all ears | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.989941 |
2020-04-02 10:14:40 | Hey unihourse
Hide my identity
I need to vent
I'm a girl 21 year old
So here's the thing I kinda have insecurities about myself because of my skin I have this huge part that covered my right side of my hip , it's darker than my normal skin I think it's birthmark I still don't know what it really is, I'm a light skin person and when you see my left side seems normal I was like this since my childhood , the weird thing about it is that my left side was the same as my right side through time it got back normal like my normal skin and my right side stayed the same ,idk what it is tbh I'm looking forward for medication but I'm choosing to do it after my graduation from college because they may ask me to do an operation I mean who knows? Or a laser treatment now my biggest concern is that I'm facing this problem when Im always about to hang out with my boyfriend I always fear that he might see this part of me while we're making out I start to push him away and stuff he still didn't see that part of me yet I always keep on distracting him with something else because we still didn't have sex or anything we're not even planning to go there yet because I believe it should be after our marriage but couple days ago I was like I should know how he would react idk why I kept thinking about it because I know no matter what happened to him I would always love him for who he was and this shouldn't be a big deal actually but I was eager to know if he's going To love me for who I am so I thought of taking a picture and send it to him I told him there's something you should see and he didn't overreact or anything he was so normal he reacted so nicely and sweet made me cry to be honest he said this shouldn't be an issue he said I'm talking about this because I don't know how much I meant to him and That he ever thought of leaving me because of this he doesn't deserve my love and stuff he said " le min gedal algebam bezi yemikerebesh ke honku ene le rebeshileshe" belo liyaragagne mokere he was so gentle I'm thankful that I have someone like him I just hope it won't change the way he was looking at me I mean because he always talks about how I'm perfect for him and stuff I just don't want to disappoint him and want him to know the truth mawekum salemayker I thought he deserves to know what do you guys think about this should I keep worrying? | confusion | NEGATIVE | 0.99336 |
2020-04-02 10:15:30 | I realised my psychological defense mechanism is actually hurting me instead of helping me. When I can't make my loved ones happy I become terribly sad and feel I'm a bad person (though I know that's not how world works, I know it all) but I just tend to find all those memories within my subconscious that make me feel like a victim as if I'm the most suffered person, I turn into the most sad person and become lifeless. When I finally weep and gain their sympathy, I feel normal again.
This shit hurts, I don't want to be like this, I don't know how to overcome it, what shall I do!!! If any of you knows what am I dealing with, please help me.
Thank you.
(I hope it is approved) | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.996968 |
2020-04-02 10:15:57 | Hey 18 guy .vent yehune min yehune alakeme bicha i dont feel any thing malet sew alewede/aletelame like min negere malet nw like min neger yeleme weste family behuneme like badonegen endeza yemesemawe ale weys ene bicha negen.ena betame yekefaganle sew wededeku/telahusele i want those exp in my life | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.988227 |
2020-04-02 10:16:24 | This is not a vent more like an opinion.
Had you known tomorrow is your last day? Or its the last day for ur loved ones what different thing you will do? I've seen people talking about relationship and friendship issues... will it matter then? Chances are we all die in a month or two or half of us will survive. But is this how you want to end things with everyone or is this how you wanna die? Afraid of saying what you feel, guilty for not saying thing for not apologising. Is it worth it?
Say what u feel. You love this guy/girl, tell her/him. You feel bad about something, apologize. You think it's a mistake, quit doing it end ur relation. You don't like how they treat you, speak up tell them you want sth better.
We have too many things to worry about these days with corona and everything . Dont let fear distract you.
And pray we survive this.
With love | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.836335 |
2020-04-02 10:17:38 | Hey guys, this my first time venting
just wondering if any of you got back together with your ex and if things worked out the second time around. I recently broke up with my gf and i was starting to get over her being busy wirh school bur since this whole quarantine started shes the only person i can think about. Ik shes moved well i think she has but deep down theres a part of me that doesnt want to accept that and i try to cling on to anythings as if we still have a chance to relive those memobrable moments we had together. What do you think i should do imma about to go mad | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.976634 |
2020-04-02 10:20:45 | Hey Unihorse
Hide my identity
I need to venvent.
I am a guy, 24, who had quit my Engineering class ,while i was a seconed year student, just to join a high paying and succesful company. The thing is i hate my job like really awufully hate it. I was optimist to the world before me, i,had it all planed, but its all gone now. I am starting to see an angry hopless version of me coming. I want to quit and join a university to study some kind of social science department in order to start all over again . But its so fucking hard for me to quit a job in which every single person around me refers it as a DREAM JOB.So i want your advice please? | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.998831 |
2020-04-02 20:32:55 | I fell in love with the person i saw future with. He made me believe that he wont leave me, he even swore in the name of his mom (the one thing he loves the most) that he will stay forever. The problem is he lives in the other region and I'm from addis. This whole time the plan was clear, i will learn campus there and getting married as i graduate. We even talked about moving in together before that. But out of the blue he told me that he can't take that risk and he was emotional all those times so that we should drift apart. I can't describe how i felt i swear it was like someone you trusted stabbing you for no reason. I begged him cause i was emotional and shocked. To the conclusion, now I'm feeling numb and at the same time missing him is killing me. I cry all night and watch tv all day and play games i can't sleep because i have some health issue which is hard to explain but the point is i cant sleep if I'm crying or nightmares and some other shits will happen. I know im gonna be okay and i got a life to live ahead but i wish it was someone else breaking my heart but he was the one i end up with. This is how much i loved his personality or i wish he was just my dad or part of the family cause he was hella amazing. | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.994632 |
2020-04-02 20:32:56 | I need a help people a HELP in searching a friend who is always recurring in my dreams lately so the story is I had this one friend when I was a child of age 5 or 6 his name was Napoleon he went to Entoto evangelical school aka Mission which is located around Shero meda. I don't know the exact year but we met at that school could be b/n the year 1992-94 Ethiopia calendar...the last thing i remember of him is yelling his name "napi napi" inside a taxi then getting of that taxi then hugging him while telling him his my bestest of friend in the whole white world...bruh if you out here you can always holla at me or if anybody knows his where abt shout out to me JUST LOOKING FOR MY FRIEND.
Ps. I can slightly recall a mutual friend Amado either of you out here can contact me thank you I will request ur identity. | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.991094 |
2020-04-03 09:31:55 | So like i feel like am missing out pretty much every thing i mean i am lonely just a sad peace of shit is what i am like what is the Purpose of living am just tired of waiting that this would be over and i will have a better and fun life endaaaa ere beka i need love I need people’s around me am not saying that i am always at home and just sitting there doing nothing. No I tried I always bust my ass off to communicate but I always fall I might be some weird guy but its who i am and i only can live ones I don’t want it to be like this why God make this hard for me peoples may be toxic but am suffocating without them jezz am so sad i need to be hugged orcuddle or something I don’t know am dying in here | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.998659 |
2020-04-03 20:50:31 | Hey guys 18 year old college applicant here. Okay so long story short...i fucked up. I fucked up big time. I hurt the one person who really cared abt me. Rn she doesnt trust me and i deserve it sure she probably has no love left for me i deserve that too i lost the one person i called my girlfriend and the one person i told everything to so now im just like there and all of it was my fault so im here and i want to kill myself but just to give yall an idea of what thats like i heard this quote once goes like "you never truely understand how you miss sm1 until u rly wanna tell them smt and they not there" ik i deserve the heart break but that doesnt change the fact that it is pain and the thought going thru my head that i hurt her is also adding to everything. No take that back. The fact that i hurt her is the base. How broken i am and how i feel abt where we r rn is all extra so in conclusion i wanna die | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.997769 |
2020-04-03 20:53:59 | Am a girl,22
Today am not my self usually i dont know the reason but now i do am unworthy thats what am feeling,feeling not enough i am broken every fucking possible pieces to the point that cannot be repaired,i feel the pain aching my heart every morning i wake up,i breath i hate waking up all i asked him was not to let me wake up just to end the pain.
I just cant even pretend like am okay anymore just for my mom she always say am strong but am weak behind my doors not i cant even pretend am giving up,
Those peoples that where in my life besides my mom and family all teached me betrayal they said dont be nice you will get hurt i next thing i know they do the same to me ,this has been my life routine and am afraid that this is me for the rest of my life and i dont want that how am i supposed to be exicted for the life i hated the most | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.993043 |
2020-04-03 20:54:14 | This is like my hundredths time venting about different issues.
I'm feeling weird about the corona virus pandemic. Just waiting for the inevitable. My family is not taking it seriously! and i know they will not survive it because my mom has asthma and my dad has blood pressure. I'm so stressed and when i try talking to someone either they say they dont want to talk about it or I'm being dramatic. I just needed to know how does everyone cope with the paranoia? | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.997993 |
2020-04-03 20:54:14 | Hello everyone , I'm a girl 21 and well i meet this girl years ago she made me question my sexuality we connected on so many levels and ever since then i feel lost , i just wanna know if im actually attracted to girls or if it was just something with her , has any of you felt like that? | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.977163 |
2020-04-04 09:04:52 | So I ve vented 2 years ago about my love story and u guys gave me great advices just to remind you about my story I fell in love with my service driver(the one that takes me to school) then I was very stressed about it then I went with it now we ve been together for over 2 yes now and its been amazing I thank God for every single second I had with him, now I am a first yr college student studying dentistry now the thing is when this corona shit happened it hit me like am sacrificing my time with him just to please my mom and the society I am in, my life is literally determined by them I don't even want to study dentistry I want to be a pharmacist so I am planning to move in wiz him(like get married) next year and I kno my mom will go crazy ena demo she has high bp, diabetics but I am willing to take the risk what do u guys think? | love | NEGATIVE | 0.984746 |
2020-04-04 09:06:57 | I deeply regret about it
Year ago I have been in relationship and we broke up because of my chekchaka character.. he's a guy of my dreams,he is just perfect.he's matured guy, he helped me to be a better women.the problem is yhe Hulu yegebang ahun new.. Recently i told him everything n he told me that he stared a new life n U r gona be ok its all for the best blo... I know enem I have to move on, he deserves someone better than me. I want him to be happy. But I couldn't handle this regret thingWhat should I do?pls help me.. | remorse | NEGATIVE | 0.722847 |
2020-04-04 16:55:42 | Hi all of you ene enja if you met me km the most bubbliest person but I kind of still am to the out side world I feel like I have gone crazy and too miserable I feel sick there are days my eyes cant open wide enough because I am too depressed I cry so much sometimes I pass out or vomit I take any drugs I could get my hands on know nothing will change and I am accepting I will be miserable forever I tried to kill my slef multiple times I was going to do it the day corna news popped up but meta sibal I saw it as a sign to take a break and I taught beka there's a lock down sletebale I have time to think about life but no year after year day after day nothing changes I dont know how to feel anymore what gives me comfort is gay porn lezbians to be exact I know it's a sin I know I feel really bad but . | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.991606 |
2020-04-05 09:37:22 | So this is not my first vent and unfortunately it’s the same shit all over again. I’ve been seeing some vents about homosexuality and the comment section is where the problem lies. It’s literally their choice other people being rude doesn’t change shit STOP playing God!! Because u said their going to hell doesn’t mean they are. Wtf do u know about hell. Just leave them be if u have no helpful to say just pass along. Stop judging what u do not understand | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.999501 |
2020-04-05 09:39:35 | Hi pls pls approve this vent
So I dont think ppl r taking this stay at home thing very serious I have got friends going out n meeting n stuff ppl r dying out there eko n UK what scares me the most now we r just reading these numbers of dead ppl like a normal thing like " oh 1000 ppl died in America that's sad how is life gin"just wanna say those 1000, 987,500,100... ppl who died r parents, siblings, grand parents, uncles to someone, ppl who were once very important in one's life. But noooo we can't think of that because it didn't happen in Ethiopia, didn't happen to us. Think about it when COVID-19 spreads in Ethiopia ppl will die, ur loved one's will die. N when all this is over, the government will just declare national day in tribute to the dead n life goes on. But we , no we r gonna be sad n lonley souls without anyone we love or know around just an empty world just because we were too proud to just sit home n stay indoors. Just because of that we will have a miserable life. So please please its not a "give money for this cause" or " do labour work its a must", its a simple thing anyone is capable of. just do what the government said n stay home cause we both know at the end of the day its not gonna be smtn u would give an excuse to, smtn u could say like "it was out of my control couldn't do anything about it" but u could have done smtn . | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.998538 |
2020-04-05 09:42:53 | I'm a senior college student and there is something bothering me at this time than the corona virus. I missed my periods for the third time now and I am really worried. I can not be pregnant now because of family and some other issues can some one give me some advice pls. | nervousness | NEGATIVE | 0.993231 |
2020-04-05 09:44:04 | This might sound crazy n a lil stupid for most of you I jus finished watching "A fall from Grace "and oh my sweet Jesus if I ddn have trust issues I sure have them now begeta ....I jus wanna know wat wud u do if the man you loved n weded to starts acting all devil out of the blue n was not willing to divorce you or give u ur peace beka u r stuck with hin....I think this made me look at things in whole lotta perspective than I did before
Well untill now I am betam loving and caring but I'm the kind to give the tough love typa person ,so u wouldn't really know if I did loved you or not if you hadn't known me for a while (till u get my behari )i will say it but you will have to dig a lil deeper to know from my action .....N I HAD TRUST ISSUES BIG TIME n I have lost a few potential Men bcuz of that but now am on a whole new level ......so please please enlighten me how can u know for sure that u made the right choice ,or how wud u know ...n if you haven't already u should watch the movie | caring | POSITIVE | 0.881127 |
2020-04-05 21:06:58 | I have something to say for all religions people here in this channel.... dont fucking think God will save you just because you are religious the virus doesnt choose religion people from non religious people ... just because you read the bible or do to church or muskid doesnt mean you wont catch the virus .. yes I'm sorry that's the cold heart truth just keep your distance, wash your hands and take care of your self ... going out to church to pray wont help anything and it will make the chance of you getting the virus very high and dont just think about your selves think about your family when you catch the virus .. so I'm just saying just cause you think you have God wont make a difference just follow the safety protocols .. PLEASE | caring | NEGATIVE | 0.95037 |
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2020-04-06 10:57:21 | Hey everyone. am a girl living with my strict parents and am 20 yrs old. It's my first time venting hr
So the thing is I have been suffering from not having a long relationship, since my first relationship didn't work out as I planned it and I got hurt, I used to get my self thinking about him a lot and I was damaging myself mentally, and after a few months I started dating so I could get over him , it distracted me for some time but not for long I was afraid not to get dumbed first and get hurt so I broke up with him before he dose, but after that I have seen my self changing, I mean I can't stay with one person for a long time I just get bored so easily and break up with them somehow, may be that is because I haven't find my actual type and i just said yes to it because they were giving me attention and I didn't want that to go away.
I know that might get the other person broken but I can't help it and get committed to the relationship.......
And lately I have been talking to someone awesome which is giving me a lot of love and all the affection i needed.. but am not that much interested rather I am attached to a guy that I have seen a couple of days before the quarantine which means about before 3 or 4 weeks and like him , I never even talked to him properly am just attracted by his facial recognition and I can't get him out of my mind, and i thought this is what love means and if i could have him may be my problem with not having a long relationship , getting bored and heartbreaking ppl will be away from me .
on the other hand I want to start a real relationship with someone who can give me his best. Well I already have him by my side talking to me but when ever I think I might get a chance with my crush, I feel like not talking to him!
What am I supposed to do ? Am just daydreaming about someone who wouldn't even notice me and giving up on my other healthy relationships I will have , please people help me!
I really want to be a good person that will never dump someone without a reason,
what will you be doing if you were in my shoes?? | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.981578 |
2020-04-06 11:01:58 | Hide my identity
Hey there, first time to vent...so I'm a college girl. I've been in a relationship with this men for 3 years before we broke up before 2 years. Long story short we were in love for 3 years n it was an amazing years. But we broke up for the reason that I don't wanna mention but mostly it was my fault. This happend before 2 years from now then we've started talking now this year but he's not the same because of me. I messed up his life betam ena he just lost him self...he's not the same like before. But the broke up years was not easy for me too. I've tried to reached him , I apologized many times and tried to fix everything. And now we start talking after 2 years this year and we agreed to start everything from the first ...because we love each other betam we just can't let it go everything. Then we started but he's not treating me like before ..ik I messed up before but at least I'm still here trying to fix everything and we agreed on to try our fate but he's not letting go the past times he's not opening up..idk he will need time maybe , but he's breaking my heart.. the little ignorance is breaking my heart , my trust in to pieces. What should I do? Idk how to treat him he's different person now but I love him so much and ik he love me too but he's expecting me to to everything now. I'm even questioning his trust..what do u guys think? I need very mature advices please. Thank u | love | NEGATIVE | 0.893859 |
2020-04-06 11:05:23 | Hey Unihorse
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I need to vent I talk to my dead grandma in my dreams who else talks to dead relatives in there dreams and is it wierd people say it's not right but I feel so peace full when I wake up in my dreams she is not dead I'm either unaware I am sleeping and it just happenes but u go with it cuz it's a dream and in ur dreams nothing suprizes u I dnt know what we talk about but I feel great when I wake up its just a normal reuniune every few months | joy | POSITIVE | 0.992567 |
2020-04-06 11:06:52 | I'm insecure about my self everything i do never seem make me feel better about myself i've lost myself i'm not confident anymore | nervousness | NEGATIVE | 0.99781 |
2020-04-06 11:23:01 | I expect you not to approve this comment.Whatever it is, it is enough if it reach you.
I have seen many vents around here for many months.What I have noticed from these vents is more of them are sexual stuffs.I am fine about that as long as the venters come for help and advice.However, I can guess that many vents are fabricated by the admins to normalize homosexuality in Ethiopia.
What are you doing friends??Don't you know that God is watching you from above.Don't you know that he hates these sexual perversions soo much that he destroyed sodom by fire.These things are the results of human sin and Godlessness.Read Roman chapter one from the bible.God will have wrath on these peoples.
If they are real vents ,allow our Christian biblical perspectives to reach these hopeless God's creatures.Otherwise God's judgment will be up on you. | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.994913 |
2020-04-06 11:28:09 | My gf is 20 and we been together for more than a year. We r college students and we learn Architecture which is really time demanding. Lately we have been doing many sexual things, but not sex til now..i am woried if we have sex we will get addicted to it and lose our grades in school...do u think that having sex is good? Or it will definitely hurt us both? | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.996905 |
2020-04-07 09:07:45 | Question.
How do u make relationships work? I mean like hanging on the edge almost dead relationship.....u have already lied to each other...cheated....fight every waking minute.....Dont know shit about eachother and can't fuck it out because of quarantine But love each other type of relationship.
Any ideas? | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.993002 |
2020-04-07 09:09:21 | Hi everyone Okay I dont know I guess I'm insecure when it comes to rship...the thing is i know I'm not beautiful n im not ugly I'm normal i know n accept that it doesn't affect me gn there's this guy i talk to online ena I like him n I'm afraid he won't like me he thinks I'm beautiful mslegn based on my pictures mnamn bcha how can I get the courage | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.934506 |
2020-04-07 09:12:39 | Hey unihorse hide ma identity first time here..so i am a 3rd year campus student n ma life is falling apart like im so messed up ryt now...i've always had emotional problems since i was a child i felt weak in a way i cried a lot in simple things that was ma way of releasing my anger and ma friends n family used to make fun of me n that fucked me up growing up so i started to hide my emotions n bottle up ma anger it started to make me stressed n depressed as fuck n now its literally eating me inside like my stomach hurts my throat burns n it aint stopping im just 22 i wanna have a good life but i felt like ma hole life was a lie..am blaming God now cuz thinking his the one that made me this weak n just suffer all the way..if things get worse i fear that i might commit suicide someday...just wanted 2 knw if someone else out there relates in a way | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.998315 |
2020-04-07 09:15:10 | Hi. Please help me out. I recently broke up with the love of my life. I cant seem to imagine the so called life without him. The breakup was my initiation since we were not in healthy terms and i didnt want to suffer more than that gin bettam neber miwedew and now i just cant seem to forget him ena i just read our old texts whenever i miss him. The break up betam new liben yeseberew. Mata mata this whole week, i was struggling of sleeping without crying malet kalalekeskugn enkilf aywwsdegnim ena kalalekeskugn anegawalew. ahun option sata the idea of sleeping pills came into my mind. I dont to be dependant on that ebakachu help me what to do | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.988594 |
2020-04-07 09:18:21 | Guys i really need to stop these emotions going in me right now and i really need help
i have a little bro thats 6 month old and i have this feeling of satisfaction when i hold his breath n see him suffer to breath and how i do it is so አረመኔ i put my legs to his hands so he doesn't reach to my hands n i put my hands to his nose n mouth n because i love the look of his begging n crying eyes i don't cover the eyes i release my hands after he መፍጨርጨር a lot with his legs to breath n this is the part where my heart beats n get happy for a moment but then i hug him n cry with him asking him n god to forgive me but again when i see him smile n laugh or sleep አፍኚዉ አፍኚው ይለኛል guys be ewnet i am doing this a lot while mom isnt around and am sure am going to kill him one day i dont know mn aynet seytan endeyazegn i cant go to sleep every night
if he weren't a baby n he knew he wouldnt have smiled becha help me i am struggling what kind of addiction is this i have i my mind
Help me asap | desire | POSITIVE | 0.60966 |
2020-04-07 11:41:30 | Since my teenage years attitude towards my birthdays because they signified another year of my life had passed. Now as a 23 year old guy this feeling of time fleeting has only grown stronger as every person I talk to in their 40’s, 50’s etc always has the same remark: “it feels like just yesterday I was your age”.
I’ve been suffering from somewhat of a quarter life crisis outlined by nihilism, depression, and loneliness. I can’t seem to shake off that thought that all my progress and memories will eventually have a definitive end. These feeling are exasperated by my analytical, introspective, and logical nature. As a software engineer which require me to be critical at my thinking, it’s hard for me to draw then line between which thoughts of mine are helpful and which are detrimental to my wellbeing.
I want to just be like some of my friends who just live life and “do what feels good”, but it seems like I’ve been cursed to overthink things. Has anyone else dealt with similar struggles and if so what helped you? | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.997628 |
2020-04-08 09:19:39 | In Syria childrens were extinguished by acid. Our Muslim sister were raped and killed by american and Russian army because of their hijabs, children's lost their parents and died of hunger in the streets, in berma thousands of ppls were killed and there fleshes were eaten by ppl they even were wrapped up and presented like a fruit in a supermarket, in China their kidney and liver was selled when they were alive, many were tortured to death in Guantanamo bay prison ...
When Libya was breaking apart when each and every one of them were killed , when Iraq was diminishing, when Palestines were killed in their own country, when humans were tortured suffocated til death ....
The world said ntg ..even the so called human right campaigners gave a deaf ear they blindfold their eyes , the world didn't gave a shit uk what's common between all that ppl they were all MUSLIMS, yup indeed that's the bitter truth in a world in which democracy blah blah had the say no ofc their is no such a shit..remember that kid in the verge of dying in Syria who said "I'll tell god everything" he did...
Let's just see how on earth r the so called powerful countries are going to deal with this., coz they are the superiors uk ,
Yeah god is avenging for those ppl who had the unheard cries, those who died of torture and hunger yes he is...the saddest thing here is that the innocent citizens of those cruel governers are taking the results bearing with what those evil humans did . | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.998378 |
2020-04-08 09:20:39 | want to apologize cause Idk where this thing is going so let me start with "A.s" I forgive u man for everything u did to me and am sorry I neglected u.."S.S" am sry for not being there when u needed me z most am sry for where u ended up now.."S.J" am not the person u think I am and am sry for wt I did.."ST" am sry for what I've done to u and u deserve better girl with so much love to give u.."B.E" I wish u'll get wht u want but with not the shortcuts u r taking right now and am sry for not being by ur side.."E" am sry for all the jealousy me.."N" am sry for worrying u.."B&F" am sry for z things I stole from u.."T" am sry for not being honest and all my friends forgive me for my silly mistakes yekerta | remorse | NEGATIVE | 0.998123 |
2020-04-08 09:22:00 | Hi everyone this is ma first vent and the thing is
There is this friend I met on Tg and he used to be religious and a person who is humble who trust ppl kinda person but then he start reading scientific books and the more he reads the more he became less religious and he changed he have doubt in his religion and he came from religious family so this situation lead him to have a distance with his family and like he had a big break up with his first r/ship so those 2 reasons changed him so bad and like rn he can't trust ppl he keeps everything inside and his pain ,questions ,anger and everything and like how could I change this guy ????? I mean I am way much trying ma best and he starts to open up things mnamn but the thing is I have also have ma own big hidden issues and am changed also so I kw how he feels and his struggle I really feel him and when I asked him to let me change him he told me he don wanna hurt me cause he have his own demons mnamn and I really wanna change this guy like fr so any physiology professionals can u give me some advises how to change this person with controlling ma own issues
I really wanna change this dude and it means lot to me if I archive this cause it helps me to ma future I wanna be a psychologist so really need ur advice and ways to change him
Thank u for ur comments | desire | NEGATIVE | 0.99056 |
2020-04-08 09:23:13 | How do I get out from a relationship that is eating me alive
now days I even sleep wz this anger raging through my veins but some how he keeps finding a way to put all the bullshit on me and I always find my self regretting everything I said to him so tell me a way to stop my heart believing a shit that he Say's
I wanna lock him out from my life!!!! | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.966499 |
2020-04-08 13:38:14 | Broken. It's a little word yet it destroys you completely. I'm broken yes, I've been as if forever. But this pain, it's like a blindfold, it's so unfortunate that we forget to see things as they must be seen rather we filter them through our experiences.
This quarantine/lockdown, as much of a disaster as it seems it's an opportunity. Those among us (actually i believe it's all of us) have been suppressing their pains by distracting themselves have nothing else left but to face the pain.
It's a challenge to our mental health, as much lifeless as I feel, it's obvious others feel the same. But pain makes you so self absorbed that we look for a hint of compassion in the eyes of people around us and end up disappointed.
The reality is, we forget to look into their eyes for their sake. If we would, it would be clear that all of them are holding back their vulnerabilities.
Let's not forget, human beings no matter how much full of hatred, seek love and compassion. We can only heal, when we allow others to heal, remember your pain is as of different color and their of different maybe that's why it's hidden, but we all are in pain.
So please, don't feel forsaken, don't feel unloved because we all feel that way.
Please take care of yourself, please love yourself, accept yourself, this is coming from a person who has been through every kind of childhood abuse, not only me but each of my family members has been through some shit.
I swear i mean it, I love you all.
Smile, smile with eyes and let your heart smile. | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.994723 |
2020-04-09 10:59:01 | Okay, here it is. I have a problem. Its just that no matter what I do people don't like me. Don't get me wrong, its not that I try harder to be liked than anyone, its just that when I be myself around people I feel like they don't like the real me so I try to correct what is wrong. I am writing this to say that if this continues, I am afraid I will not be able to find a man who loves me and a friend who will be there for me, what should I do? | fear | NEGATIVE | 0.999161 |
2020-04-09 11:00:42 | 25, male
I think know what I want to do with my life. I've been pursuing a career in the field I'm interested in and all I've come across are dead ends. It sorta forces me to settle for the mediocre job I have now with mediocre pay and basically a miserable life. I know I'll be unhappy if I do settle. Guys my age have accomplished a lot already so maybe I should just suck it up. Do the work. I don't know. I just feel stuck. My family doesn't understand. They think I'm spoiled for wanting other options. But I have been working for a while and I've never been so depressed. Real depression where I couldn't sleep or eat or get out of bed and I was forced to see a therapist. I know my problem pales in comparison to what people face everyday but I just needed to vent.
Hope y'all are having a better month than I am. | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.998824 |
2020-04-09 11:02:17 | So hi , this is my first vent so just don't be hard on me okay. So i used to have a girlfriend and I met her on telegram and we did all sorts of talking including z very intense ones and man I couldn't wait to meet her n when I did I found out she wuz waaayy too young, definitely not like the ones I saw so I broke it off with her telling her other other made up stories ... So it went on like this for awhile and she kinda knows my birthday and she said she wanted to give me a present and that she wanted me to come to her house... I mean i knew what was going to happen so I refused (I swear I did) but then I just went there... Long story short we did it that day and fuck I hate my self! I hate every inch of my body now, idk I thought sex was supposed to be cool , I think it's because I feel guilty but fuck I also think I'm gay(I know it's out of the blue but I'm just venting here) | annoyance | NEGATIVE | 0.990755 |
2020-04-09 11:04:44 | Please Admin Approve My Vent
Hello Dear Sisters And Brothers
Look I've been hurt couple times ... I have no word to explain how I feel that time ... I hated being in a relationship ... feel lonely everytime ... mekefat , mechenek , I feel like I have nothing to be in a relationship ... after all I got somebody at work ... we talk .. I don't know how it happened, I feel something for him .. keza beka mnm gize alfejebgnim wededkut .. yesum simet endene nbr .. mekerareb jemern .. keza and lay honin .. within a short time.
everything is happen quickly .. mnm migodlegn ngr endelele ynegregnal, I go his home, spend great time, gn esunm atawalehu biye eferalehu , demo yechekolkum ymeslegnal gn demo birk honobgn new , esu lene birke new ,, morning lay ydewul nbr even 2 - 3 times/day , and text mnamn keza ketewesene ken behuala gn he stop malet ychalal , sdewul charge , network mnamn ylegnal .. and one night we were chatting and accidentally I ask him that "What I am to him" then he out from online, ena be normal text ltegna new mnamn alegn melslgn alkut and he say "alnegrshm lemn enegrshalehu, mene new mtyiw anchi" alegn , I'm just asking him why he need my answer for my question, bicha I don't know firhate yhun bicha chenekegn , I see Some ignore things .. lihonm layhonm ychlal .. gn he ignore me, he didn't call, no text , no miss u , no love you, I know he has a lot friends .. esun lataw alfelgm .. tolo lemafkerm chekuyalehu betam germognal .. why I fell in love quickly , is it because he says I like u, I love you or why I fell quickly why , so guys please tell me how do I know if he really loves me? Should I call and text him everyday (ene bicha)? How do I test him, enenja bicha beka say something to me dear sisters and brothers. Eyekefagn new I feel like everyone is using me
Thank you for your time | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.994626 |
2020-04-10 08:43:51 | Hey. 3rd year student.
This might not be a life threatening problem i know but i just need some advice from mature people.
So my bf is really caring, nice and smart. He is also very understanding and fun. But for some reason i have been feeling terrified. He is always doing this nice things for me and i never actually enjoy it because i feel pressured. I know relationship is a 2 way thing so whenver he tries to show that he cares i know that i have to do the same. But i don't want too. I'm not in to romantic gestures or even words. I have been feeling really suffocated . This isn't the only relationship that has got to this point where i feel like im under lots of pressure. I don't know whats worng me. Am i broken or what.
If you have been through this please anything you think is helpful will be appreciated.
Thank you. | gratitude | POSITIVE | 0.968251 |
2020-04-10 08:51:39 | This is for the people who have had schizophrenia or had dealt with the person who has it, how do u deal with it, and if possible tell me all of ur story. | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.99779 |
2020-04-10 11:29:24 | Hi everyone, I saw a Facebook post from someone yesterday and it says "why is God a man? " what can you guys say about it why is God a man? Any opinion is welcomed and the man from Facebook if your on vent here please I want to know if you get answers | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.99514 |
2020-04-10 21:35:33 | Hey guys first time here
So I don't even know when I started to feel like this I became to feel lonely I started to not trust anyone and If I tell what I'm feeling to anyone am afraid of what will be the outcome. It's hard to me to get someone to talk to. I think that If I tell to anyone they wouldn't care about it so I'll be unable to face the consequences knowing that I told them for no reason and when someone talks to me my mind keep saying "they don't give a fuck bout u it's for their own purpose" ... and now I'm suffering a lot and I don't know how to talk to someone things are not going as I planned my life has messed up I'm having anxiety there are lot of thing in ma mind and they r driving me crazy .... so if some of u have been through this shit please say something. | nervousness | NEGATIVE | 0.999296 |
2020-04-11 11:04:43 | Hey guys I know my stuff ain't a thing to talk about but I need help see my gf died last year and I didn't know what to do so like any one I tried to forget her and move on but when I did some part of her was steel with me and I couldn't help it her friends tell me that it's my fault that she's gone but I don't see how and I know I can't take it out on people so I take it out on any animal i see and I hate that once I killed a cat with my bare hands and it felt good so I wanted to do it again and I knew I shouldn't so I looked myself up for a full week and now her friends are still trying to make me feel guilty and I'm trying not to can u guys say something to me pls I need this bad | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.992389 |
2020-04-11 11:05:20 | Hellow okay have any of you gone through the loneliness they getting mocked because of not trying new stuff the inability of not saying words I cant most of the time social anxiety of Idk what to say it becomes awkward I cant hold a conversation and people ignore me and most days I dont have the energy to walk or open my eyes bedenb I am really depressed and my family and friends ain't shit I just want some one to help me not go crazy and talk to me so drop yr comment dont say take drugs I took drugs and almost anything but nothing | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.998879 |
2020-04-11 11:05:59 | I its my birthday today and be geta sim my elder sister was like you have grown eko besmab in a shameful way hinted I didnt do anything with my life regarding guys is it a shame tho I know we are supposed to start sometime but I never thaught about it I still play games and watch tv shows all day never in my life tried to look good for a man nor do I try I mean am I the only one out there? and why does it matter ?because the bitch gave me a panic attack | disappointment | NEGATIVE | 0.994896 |
2020-04-11 11:07:34 | Hey unihorse
Hide my identity
I need to vent.
I dont know where to start, i had a girl friend more like wife.we used to love each other so much more than u can imagine..i also made a lot of things for us...and she also did for us....but more likeley i was the one who does things so our relation ship can keep going...but she always does things that could make me feel sad...she just do bad thjngs like chatting with other guys whi tells her how much sexy her body is how much he loves her boobs i dont know why but she just keeps chatting with them..i told her many times that those things make me feel sad...but she just says ok for instance but just keeps doing it after....we been together for over 2 years and some monthes...but before 7 or 6 mothes ago...she just told me she want to break up with me and i just begged her so much i just cried so much so that she can be with me...and after that we been together
Till yesterday....and yesterday she just says she want to break up with me b/c of i made alittle mistake...its just that kind of mistake that u can run over easly....but she says she want to break uo with me...and when i call she just insults me like denez aygebahim ende donkoro minamn...lemin lash atilm...kind of words....i was just calling many times and begging her....
I dont even know what to do right now...im confuced just insulting my self for the things i could have done...please help me i want to move on | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.997288 |
2020-04-12 08:40:16 | People don't understand us. They don't understand me. They think it's black and white, he makes me miserable and I should be with someone else and deserve something else. But it's not black and white at all. It's gray. It's a never ending world of gray. It happened in pieces, tiny turning points. I'll never figure out when it all turned, because it wasn't a single moment. It doesn't matter how many times I look back, how many times I try to figure it out. There is no before and after. Just a year of choices. And even when I stop crying, even when I fall asleep in his arms, this will leave another scar. No one will see it. No one will know. But it will be there. And eventually all of the scars will have scars, and that's all I'll be--one big scar of a love gone wrong. | neutral | NEGATIVE | 0.997093 |
2020-04-12 08:40:59 | I have a question for the guys... When you tell a girl you're in love with her and do everything in your power to make her fall for you, just for sex n you know u won't even look at her after that... Do you at all consider her feelings at all? How what you have done will break her? How you could have missed out on the one person who will love you more than anything in this world? Do you at all consider the other person you're doing it to? Weys u do know the repercussions n sex always comes first belachu tetachehut new? Malet what is the male side of the story? | curiosity | NEGATIVE | 0.994969 |
2020-04-12 09:43:15 | So here it is am I have a bf and we have been together like 1 year mnamn and l love him so much but he is not like the other boys I know means he didn't call me when I call he didn't answer and the worst thing is I meet him once but I see him every day cause we live in the same neabourhood so he thinks ppl will see him and he doesn't want that I respect it but the one thing that bother me is in telegram he askes me to send him nude pictures but I don't want to do that I love him I want to spent time with him but he doesn't want that what should I do | love | NEGATIVE | 0.996481 |
2020-04-12 13:43:33 | Hi there
So ....I don't really know from where to start but might be a long one.
I broke up with my first boyfriend a year ago. We have been together for about 4 years. But then I just suggested that we should breakup cause .... I just reached my limit. The causes were ...he was always telling me I nothing better than him, I can't be accepted by anyone and its a big deal that he let me in his life, he wants to marriage but then left me for 4 years because he wants to go to the US, he chats with bunch of girls and delete messages, I sometimes find the "I love you" and "I miss you" message that he exchanged with other girls that he chat on Facebook and SMS and when I ask him he just says its brotherly sisterly, he never appreciates me, he tells me I should gain weight so that I can get the shapy look, he takes the lead to kiss me and all then he ends up saying he wasn't ready and he regretted it and he didn't wanted it at all the first place, ....ufuuu then I just felt my soul trapped and I wasn't being myself. He never allowed me to be myself or do what I love to do. He always said, " You are not your priority, I am your priority ". I took that sentence positively and out of love for the 4 years we were together but then I find myself in deep depression. I wasn't happy with my life and all. So I broke up with him, and he just couldn't accept the fact that I am gone. He even calls and tell me no man will love me or that they will play with me ....
But then a year passed and then he called and said he needs his hard disk driver. So I went and gave him, and that day he begged me saying let's get back together. But it just feels late, I no longer have feeling. I don't know what to think of if we started again with all that painful and ugly memory. He told me he dated a girl and guess what I know the girl they were always flirting while we were in relationship. Anyway he said he dated her and she just treated him extremely in bad way, she even cheated on him. And he wants to be back and that am only his. And that he improved everything with his character and mindset. And that he learned that I am worthy and all.
I dated a lot of peopl because Ielt lost at the moment. And just found it hard to be stable with any of the guys I dated cause tho they treated me right and they were all good but I wasn't healed. But then I learned how to be alone and enjoy myself. At the middle of that I started healing and just met someone nice.
So anyway I told him that I am dating someone and I am comfortable with the person I am. Even if I wouldn't have been comfortable, I can't get back together as I just released that I was way blind in the past 4 years. Way blind that we are very different people, don't know how we even we made it through for 4 years. I was way blind that I wasn't happy with him, I was filled with abusive thoughts he feed me about myself image. Then he just changed immediately after I told him I am dating and he said he is the victim and his ego and his drama just started. He blocks unblock me every now and then. And texts me he is a Vitim of all the situation.
Guys what do you think ? I really don't feel like this will work out in any way, and I can feel it in my heart that he is not changed. And on the other side, I am really comfortable with the one am dating now.
You might say like there is no use of writing it here. But I just vented cause I felt like talking it out. Its just feels so much better when I let it out.
Thank you | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.999383 |
2020-04-13 09:20:21 | Hey Unihorse
Hide my Identity
I need to vent
21, girl
Hey everyone first time to vent hr.
I've never been in rship before but lately there is a guy that i met him yehone program lay i gave him my number n we did sort of talking on tg for abt 4 months we met once a wk ago i refused so many times to met him but we did anyway. Everything seems going well he likes me n i love him a lot. But the problem is i lied him i told him a lot of story that i made that is why i refused to met him . I did that cause i knw he cant stand some parts of me that i dnt wanna mention it hr. What i mean is he's not gonna talk to me if he knws my real personality. But suddenly i fall for him I've never felt this way before i love him i rlly do he's like the love of my life i guess. Can't even imagine what'll happen if he finds out abt the truth most probably he won't see my eyes again. Please help me out i don't want to loss him he means the most to me Idk wht to do. What do u think guys.
I need very mature advices please.
Thank you. | love | POSITIVE | 0.985518 |
2020-04-13 09:22:21 | Hi everyone I really really want to know if you know a very much skilled therapist I have been in need of one for me and my mother my mother is always escaping from her problems she even abandoned us I am just worried their is so much mental health problem in my family that no one is noticing except me so I want to reach for help before I become my worst nightmare please help me from being lost | sadness | NEGATIVE | 0.99703 |
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