andreagasparini/dreaddit · Datasets at Hugging Face

stress

86ok7h

(65, 70)

I feel terrible because we never do anything fun. We never go to the zoo or go to the movies because it’s usually too late and I’m too drained by the time I pick him up. Needless to say this lifestyle is absolutely killing me. I am miserable. I have zero friends, I see my wife a few hours a week because of our opposite schedules and I’m drained.

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ptsd

70u4ru

[2, 7]

My sleep patterns are erratic because I don't want to sleep anymore. Is it normal to have PTSD with nightmares EVERY time I sleep? Every time? My psychologist has started trying to slowly desensitize me by showing me pictures and videos of what disturbs me: this is currently making things worse. How long until I start to see improvements?

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ptsd

8mjz3t

[0, 5]

Hello. I am new here, but I thought I would share a a bit of my story. I came onto Reddit three months ago for the survivor subs. I have been in therapy five months, and it has helped a great deal. I never sought any help before, I had one bad experience with therapy a decade ago, and never went back, I didn't figure I was helpable.

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relationships

7r7p66

[10, 15]

I (A Minor Male) am posting onto this subreddit, because My girlfriend's (A Minor Female) family has gone through a 'break-up' and an unwanted 'reuniting' of sorts. We'll call My girlfriend "Linda". "Linda's" immediate family consists of Her mother, Her grandmother, and Her sister. The most notable interaction that the Father, Bill, had with the family was drunkenly banging on Linda's mother's window *early* in the morning. Bill walked out for reasons unknown to me about 16 years ago after the birth of Linda .

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anxiety

6efnjx

[0, 5]

I'm fat, unattractive, unmotivated, and best of all six figures in student loan debt and not even graduated yet! I'll never be able to afford living on my own so there goes the last little bit of hope for dating, though relationships don't seem great to me anyway. I've fucked up my future lol. I have constant stomach pains and stiff pains everywhere from all the anxiety I feel on 24/7 basis. Also my health is declining as well, so that's fun.

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anxiety

60b7om

[5, 10]

Friends and loved ones (who don't have anxiety) keep telling me to relax and since it's such a busy place it's nothing personal and to not think it worry about it. Which I'm sure is 100% true but not matter how many times it's said anxiety never believes it. I start my next shift in 30 minutes and stating to freak out and have small panic attacks which haven't happened in a while. I've been so good about keeping my anxiety in control and not putting myself in anxious situations, and this job pushed that (being the public eye and fucking up is one my biggest triggers) but the pay and reputation of the company is widely known and it's one of the most wanted jobs in my town. Does anyone have any advice or maybe gone thru something similar and came out on top?

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anxiety

9a403g

(5, 10)

I don’t know how it’s physically possible to be this anxious on this level of medication. To be fair my anxiety and racing thoughts about going back to the first employer are so bad that I can’t even really watch TV, so healthy coping mechanisms are pretty sparse. I’m really only posting this because I seriously can’t believe that a) I can physiologically sustain this and b) that I still have been going to work every day. I guess I come home and break down every day too, so there’s that. I wish so bad I hadn’t done that, and it’s like my brain is living in this loop of both regret and fear, as well as rage at myself for thinking that would be the answer.

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relationships

7p32fq

[10, 15]

I would never think of having a talk like that with my ex and not telling my GF. It seems to be lying by omission in a relationship where we agreed there would be no secrets. Should I confront her? Suggestions on how to broach this? ---

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homeless

8rf6qi

(0, 5)

I have a short term plan, but nothing long term at all. I’m assuming she’s going to shut off my phone in the next 24 hours, so I’ll have no access to texting or calling services until fiancé can afford to put me on his plan. Unfortunately, he may lose his job because he was living with me and my mom. Today we had a really bad fight and she’s at home while I’m outside... I don’t think I can go back anymore and I have nowhere to go, with the very little money I have on me and only the vaguest sense of what to do.

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anxiety

6wbm9k

(10, 15)

Days where it is really good, and days where you are anxious seemingly out of nowhere? It's like the brain is running on some sort of cycle or something. Like a circadian rhythm but an anxiety rhythm? EDIT: Found this article after posting, it's super helpful and if I didn't put it here some of you may have missed it. Take a read right now, it's worth it!

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anxiety

8kgtzk

(10, 15)

I'm not exaggerating in that I legitimately, 100%, thought I was going to die. I don't think I've ever been so scared. I keep a diary and reading back on what I wrote at that time makes me cry at the memory. Something else new I've been experiencing is numbness. I've never felt numb before but it's been happening more lately.

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anxiety

9sn0em

(5, 10)

I'm sharing this in case it helps anyone else like me. Some other ideas that were suggested by other people when I posted this elsewhere include voting early if your state allows it, and researching the candidates ahead of time (League of Women Voters is good for this: <url> If anyone has anything else to add to this list, feel free! And remember that elections in the US are in exactly one week, November 6. 1. PLAN AHEAD.

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relationships

7opk1h

[20, 25]

Suddenly everyone in the family was doing as she wished to appease her. FH is her youngest and always around when she has 'flares'. She has refused medication which made her flares better for fear of the side effects (palpitations). The flares make her cry and demand death come sooner. His sister is much less involved and appears to have the same POV I do about his mother's illness.

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domesticviolence

96vbit

[35, 40]

I feel so damaged by my childhood that I feel like I could never be fixed. Everything he's said is true about me. I am stupid, crazy, cunt, bitch, whore, and people only want me for my body. I feel so ready to just go. I hate myself so much.

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domesticviolence

75cadq

(175, 180)

She hangs up; told me she was going to; but she leaves. That was a bit frightening. But I guess at that stage the police were already here, because the abuse from him starts. “Oh you actually called the fucking cops did you?” “Why would you call the fucking cops?” “I can’t believe you’d call the fucking cops”. Three days later, I’ve just checked the phone.

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relationships

7pfb4z

(15, 20)

When she was an infant, she would play with her when she was told to leave her alone. She would do things she wasn't supposed to. She often acted like Grace was her child. It didn't help that Anna is mature looking at 5'8", and was often asked if Grace was her baby. Around when Grace was 18 months, I got asked less and less to watch her, and Anna was doing it.

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2

3.790667

-0.077778

anxiety

8sqak2

[5, 10]

My heart races and my hands start to sweat, I immediately feel as if I need to pee and then worry as there’s no bathroom (on the train at least). The unknown is the problem here – how long will I be trapped? I know this is stupid – I know I am fine, I know in all likelihood we will be moving again shortly, but it’s the constant what ifs that set me off. I look around and everyone else looks perfectly calm – perhaps mumbling at the inconvenience, but I am gripped with fear. I hate it.

1,484

1

1,529,570,975

4

2.085465

96

16.07

5.92

98.01

4.56

19.2

14.58

92.71

61.46

20.83

14.58

13.54

1.04

0

6.25

5.21

11.46

10.42

8.33

10.42

1.04

21.88

7.29

3.12

2.08

0

2.08

8.33

3.12

5.21

2.08

0

2.08

0

17.71

4.17

1.04

3.12

4.17

3.12

4.17

5.21

2.08

0

3.12

4.17

0

3.12

1.04

0

1.04

0

18.75

3.12

14.58

1.04

8.33

5.21

0

1.04

0

13.54

4.17

0

1.04

0

2.08

0

2.6667

3

1

1.69358

1.44235

1.86527

1

4

3.105646

-0.153333

domesticviolence

8ttsk1

(15, 20)

Let alone his assault charges from beating her, RIGHT? If it did, what would be her options with the issue of the lease she wouldn't be able to afford? I desperately want to help her with this situation. I feel like if I can help her and choose not to, anything that happens to her becomes my fault. I refuse to let that happen.

4,490

1

0.6

1,529,958,010

9

2.609282

64

22.13

50

1

12.8

15.62

93.75

67.19

28.12

18.75

7.81

0

10.94

0

9.38

3.12

15.62

14.06

0

4.69

3.12

18.75

1.56

0

6.25

0

6.25

1.56

15.62

0

9.38

1.56

17.19

4.69

0

7.81

6.25

0

4.69

1.56

0

1.56

0

10.94

3.12

1.56

7.81

0

1.56

12.5

0

1.56

0

1.56

0

1.56

0

14.06

4.69

0

3.12

0

1.56

0

2.7143

2.8889

2.6

1

1.1429

1

1.73062

1.40984

1.88481

1

12

3.158077

0.061905

assistance

77atp4

[7, 12]

I would also be so grateful if you could just pray for her and our family during this time. Also if anyone is familiar with this type of serious health issue I would be so glad to hear about it so I know more about what she is fighting. They have told us the cultures came back streptococcus pneumoniae one of the most common forms of strep. Thanks for reading. <url>

1,540

0

0.8

1,508,371,758

27

3.557854

71

10.55

92.05

1

52.17

14.2

11.27

91.55

61.97

19.72

12.68

4.23

2.82

1.41

2.82

1.41

7.04

2.82

14.08

11.27

12.68

11.27

0

21.13

8.45

2.82

1.41

2.82

7.04

4.23

2.82

0

1.41

0

16.9

1.41

0

2.82

0

11.27

1.41

0

7.04

5.63

0

2.82

1.41

0

1.41

0

2.82

0

2.82

0

4.23

0

2.82

11.27

1.41

7.04

1.41

4.23

0

1.41

0

1.41

0

8.45

5.63

0

2.82

2.75

2.8

1.1111

1.1818

1

1.68031

1.41231

1.91378

0.85

8

4.511164

0.180208

almosthomeless

8sg6vx

(15, 20)

I'm not mad, but it makes it very hard to compete as I'm quickly figuring out that my school was fairly easy and I did not try very hard. Which yes it is my fault, but I didn't think I was going to have to compete with the best of the best. Just know the course well. I have always been able to apply myself, endless amounts of will power with a drive to learn. So yeah I thought I could learn what I needed to know, but it's more than that, it's knowing EVERY little fucking thing about everything because that's how much everyone else knows.

54,097

1

0.8

1,529,477,309

26

4.439393

107

11.4

1.99

94.95

42.74

21.4

11.21

99.07

61.68

23.36

11.21

0

12.15

3.74

13.08

14.02

6.54

7.48

2.8

25.23

9.35

4.67

2.8

0

3.74

6.54

3.74

2.8

0

1.87

0

1.87

0

26.17

8.41

2.8

1.87

3.74

7.48

1.87

0

1.87

0.93

0

0.93

0

7.48

0

5.61

4.67

1.87

0.93

5.61

14.95

1.87

5.61

2.8

1.87

5.61

0

3.74

0.93

0

1.87

0.93

0

14.95

4.67

0

5.61

0

2.8571

2.8

1

1.72993

1.3802

1.9074

0.9

7

4.803059

0.200641

homeless

83973l

(12, 17)

Needless to say that is all a lie from him, He is here from DSS/Social Services just like I am. What I am worried about is my safety and security. This guy is obviously mentally ill and a drug addict and alchie, and now I am really concerned that he will do something to me because I stood up to him and his nonsense bullshit. How should I proceed....Call Social Services and turn him in? or call the police next time he harasses me?

5,786

1

0.8

1,520,622,241

13

5.681395

86

10.1

59.18

3.96

25.77

17.2

16.28

94.19

63.95

23.26

17.44

9.3

0

8.14

0

5.81

3.49

10.47

11.63

6.98

10.47

0

15.12

3.49

1.16

2.33

0

1.16

5.81

2.33

1.16

0

15.12

0

1.16

0

9.3

0

2.33

1.16

2.33

1.16

0

1.16

0

3.49

0

3.49

0

6.98

2.33

0

2.33

0

2.33

1.16

12.79

1.16

8.14

1.16

2.33

4.65

3.49

0

1.16

0

13.95

8.14

2.33

0

2.33

0

1.16

2.8333

2.625

2.8

1.1429

1

1.66495

1.51169

1.86071

0.85

17

6.622651

-0.153333

relationships

7p2hfn

[35, 40]

I am not even sure what to say. My girlfriend was really, really mad. Not at my family, they're just basing this off what they hear, but at my sister. And honestly, I am really mad too. What the fuck could she be saying about me?

727

1

0.8

1,515,451,737

572

0.807234

46

1.8

9.62

88.68

4.13

9.2

4.35

97.83

73.91

26.09

17.39

13.04

0

2.17

8.7

2.17

10.87

13.04

15.22

4.35

21.74

0

6.52

0

10.87

4.35

6.52

0

6.52

0

19.57

4.35

2.17

4.35

0

17.39

0

2.17

0

2.17

13.04

6.52

0

6.52

0

2.17

0

2.17

0

6.52

0

2.17

15.22

0

6.52

0

6.52

0

2.17

0

2.17

0

21.74

8.7

0

2.17

0

2.17

0

2.5556

2.6667

2.6

1

1.125

1

1.69544

1.40455

1.89349

0.93

178

3.390894

-0.2875

relationships

7os7oj

(0, 5)

Hi Everyone, I've been dating my GF for about 10 months, and everything is pretty good with the relationship. I think the two biggest weaknesses are my clinginess and her sometimes-poor communication skills. I like to express how I feel, and I'd much rather talk about the elephant in the room, whereas she likes to sweep things under the rug. We met at college, and her girlfriends from school have a group of guy friends.

13,367

0

1

1,515,349,050

2

8.790385

76

59.58

90.57

41.67

90.71

19

18.42

96.05

55.26

18.42

14.47

9.21

1.32

0

3.95

0

3.95

7.89

14.47

7.89

5.26

7.89

0

14.47

2.63

1.32

2.63

6.58

5.26

1.32

0

23.68

0

5.26

1.32

11.84

2.63

1.32

2.63

1.32

0

1.32

0

1.32

21.05

13.16

1.32

5.26

1.32

0

2.63

11.84

0

10.53

0

6.58

3.95

1.32

3.95

1.32

0

1.32

0

1.32

0

15.79

5.26

6.58

0

1.32

0

2.63

0

2.8462

2.5

3

1.1667

1.1111

1

1.71112

1.67541

2.02302

1

0

7.445769

0.383333

domesticviolence

8icjvu

[10, 15]

He grew from a short, stubby, orange haired, freckle faced, awkward boy into a seemingly strong, tattooed, pierced, tall, ginger, man I thought I always wanted. From the time I was 13, I thought he loved me. I didn't know why, but he told me often; on the phone, through letter. I was the girl he thought he could never get. I was out of his league (his words).

1,145

0

1

1,525,930,283

3

2.772333

69

46.46

61.42

72.78

52.99

13.8

13.04

86.96

53.62

23.19

13.04

0

10.14

0

7.25

10.14

7.25

4.35

1.45

2.9

18.84

5.8

0

1.45

0

4.35

2.9

1.45

0

21.74

0

1.45

13.04

18.84

7.25

1.45

2.9

1.45

0

1.45

0

5.8

2.9

0

1.45

0

10.14

2.9

0

14.49

1.45

7.25

5.8

0

30.43

7.25

17.39

0

1.45

0

1.45

2.9

0

3

2.4167

3

1

1.1429

1

1.7107

1.67586

1.89901

1

3.12

0.133333

ptsd

9n1jol

(15, 20)

And my nightmares are a terrifying mix of intense body horror and trauma flashbacks. So I wake up even more tired and in pain which makes me miserable during the day. So now I'm having my chronic pain flaring up, my other PTSD symptoms kicking my ass, my other mental illnesses acting up, and on top of that I'm too tired from the nightmares to do anything about it. I just can't fucking win. I'm so so tired.

6,681

1

1,539,192,502

6

5.380244

78

15.66

1.54

94.81

1

15.6

16.67

92.31

60.26

21.79

14.1

0

7.69

3.85

14.1

7.69

11.54

10.26

1.28

10.26

2.56

1.28

0

1.28

12.82

1.28

11.54

3.85

1.28

0

6.41

0

1.28

0

1.28

0

3.85

2.56

0

2.56

15.38

3.85

10.26

1.28

0

6.41

0

2.56

6.41

1.28

0

10.26

0

12.82

0

7.69

5.13

0

2.56

0

15.38

6.41

3.85

0

5.13

0

3

2.8182

3

1

1.76713

1.55758

1.77825

1

4

6.203561

-0.119231

anxiety

7svn0u

(0, 5)

I can get from feeling super bad (aka anxiety) to feeling super good with just one single thought (they're, most of the times, exaggerated). And then, with another thought I can get from feeling super good to feeling super bad. This is a matter of just seconds and these switchs can last for hours, stop and then come back again. When I get the bad feelings it's just awful and the only way I can cope with them is thinking of a way of killing myself. Then, when I get the good ones, I completely forget about the sensation the bad ones gave me and I see the bright side.

46,091

1

0.6

1,516,881,985

6

8.567946

110

56.58

29.26

93.3

42.25

22

14.55

93.64

54.55

12.73

9.09

8.18

0

0.91

3.64

8.18

11.82

7.27

9.09

0

17.27

6.36

0.91

1.82

2.73

13.64

7.27

6.36

0.91

0

2.73

0

9.09

7.27

0

0.91

0

7.27

1.82

0

5.45

0.91

0

14.55

0

3.64

0

6.36

4.55

0.91

13.64

2.73

14.55

0.91

3.64

10.91

0

0.91

0

15.45

4.55

5.45

0

1.82

3.64

0

2.75

2.8

3

1

1.1429

1

1.66673

1.42737

1.85183

1

8.001357

0.018095

assistance

90lqd1

(5, 10)

We could make the money up but by that point the next rent check will be due. We managed to borrow $450 from friends/family but that's all we can get. I'm asking for anyone with a big heart to please lend us support. Like I said up top, I understand $650 is a lot of money. We will repay when we can recover from this blow.

18,956

0

0.6

1,532,137,287

0

2.320845

67

61.48

96.31

39.49

80.01

13.4

7.46

92.54

56.72

19.4

13.43

4.48

8.96

0

5.97

16.42

13.43

1.49

4.48

0

22.39

4.48

2.99

1.49

2.99

0

16.42

1.49

0

11.94

1.49

2.99

1.49

2.99

1.49

0

1.49

0

1.49

0

23.88

11.94

2.99

8.96

1.49

0

2.99

16.42

2.99

11.94

0

7.46

4.48

1.49

2.99

7.46

0

16.42

7.46

1.49

0

2.99

0

4.48

2.7778

2.4444

3

1.3333

1.1429

1

1.69321

1.60339

1.97237

0.33

6

4.074761

0.09375

anxiety

9o75v7

[5, 10]

It can take weeks until the problem is solved or I realise I was anxious over nothing. Recently I'm moving home due to family circumstances and it's something I didn't want to really do yet but I am having to and the place I'm moving to is lovely but I'm really anxious over it and whether I'm doing the right thing. These thoughts I'm having are causing this really dark awful feeling. Is this feeling common? I wondered if this feeling is my intuition but I don't believe it is I think it's purely anxiety.

933

1

1,539,557,256

1

2.292981

95

1

99

1

19

18.95

96.84

66.32

25.26

13.68

0

11.58

3.16

7.37

23.16

4.21

10.53

3.16

33.68

5.26

1.05

0

6.32

1.05

5.26

3.16

0

1.05

0

25.26

8.42

2.11

3.16

4.21

2.11

10.53

4.21

1.05

0

3.16

0

6.32

1.05

2.11

1.05

4.21

22.11

0

12.63

2.11

4.21

5.26

0

1.05

2.11

0

14.74

4.21

0

1.05

0

9.47

0

3

2.8

3

1

1.125

1

1.68427

1.33111

1.91973

1

0

4.577538

-0.079545

ptsd

97jj90

(0, 5)

Hi everybody, I'm a 22 year old male who has had extreme depression and anxiety issues since I was 12 years old. I was also a competitive swimmer growing up and these issues started flaring up when I was moved into an age group with a very strict and demanding groups. 1.5 hour swimming sessions (4k yards) 6 days a week with a 30 minute dryland practice everyday or every other day, I believe. I had swam maybe one meet before getting placed into this group and was completely overwhelmed.

28,467

1

0.5

1,534,349,400

0

10.285989

90

51.43

50

99

1.03

22.5

21.11

87.78

47.78

13.33

6.67

0

6.67

8.89

5.56

7.78

0

16.67

3.33

1.11

2.22

6.67

4.44

3.33

0

3.33

2.22

0

2.22

8.89

0

1.11

10

1.11

0

2.22

4.44

2.22

0

13.33

5.56

2.22

5.56

1.11

0

11.11

5.56

0

27.78

5.56

16.67

3.33

2.22

0

10

4.44

2.22

0

1.11

2.22

0

2.75

2.8

1

1.2

1

1.72631

1.575

1.87588

0.5

2

9.620962

0.00625

anxiety

6qpj1p

[0, 5]

Hi, this is my first Reddit post. I have searched the internet regarding anxiety in online gaming and there seem to be people who have it. That's kind of a relief for me. I would like to play with people with these issues, because I imagine that I'll feel a certain level of comfort knowing that we have the same issue.

1,176

0

0.8

1,501,518,426

7

5.359762

60

46.67

50

54.43

99

15

18.33

93.33

58.33

23.33

11.67

10

1.67

0

11.67

6.67

13.33

1.67

3.33

0

18.33

1.67

0

10

8.33

1.67

0

8.33

0

13.33

6.67

1.67

3.33

1.67

0

3.33

1.67

0

1.67

0

5

3.33

1.67

0

1.67

13.33

1.67

6.67

0

3.33

1.67

0

5

0

1.67

0

1.67

0

13.33

6.67

3.33

0

3.33

0

3

2.8

3

1

1.1429

1

1.70085

1.41961

2.02353

1

2

6.098532

0.266071

anxiety

7agxkx

(0, 5)

Over the past couple of years I've been getting increasingly afraid of road trips. I've been terrified of dying in car accidents. I don't know entirely knowing where this fear is coming from. I was in a super minor fender bender as a teenager but that was it. In college, I lived in a city with insane traffic and regular accidents but I never experienced an accident myself.

5,077

1

0.666667

1,509,680,529

12

5.704085

68

66.07

7.08

99

1.76

13.6

19.12

91.18

54.41

14.71

10.29

0

4.41

7.35

16.18

11.76

2.94

5.88

2.94

20.59

8.82

1.47

0

2.94

5.88

1.47

4.41

0

1.47

0

8.82

2.94

0

2.94

1.47

0

1.47

0

1.47

0

7.35

0

1.47

4.41

1.47

0

8.82

7.35

1.47

22.06

5.88

11.76

4.41

1.47

0

1.47

0

13.24

7.35

1.47

0

4.41

0

2.5556

2.8571

3

1

1.1429

1

1.73516

1.58929

1.76218

0.94

9

7.232507

-0.245833

anxiety

9ua3v9

(0, 5)

This isn’t so much a cry for help but I just want to rant about all my problems somewhere and this seems like the place. I’ve had anxiety for a few years now but this year I’m full on depressed. I’ve considered running away so many fucking time but I always feel bad for those I’m trying to leave. I’ve never self harmed (thankfully) but I’m always bummed out and paranoid. College is surprisingly the only thing that doesn’t make me anxious.

51,304

1

1,541,388,530

2

2.096

82

9.3

1.93

99

1

16.4

14.63

97.56

57.32

20.73

12.2

0

7.32

4.88

12.2

9.76

3.66

23.17

4.88

1.22

0

4.88

13.41

2.44

10.98

3.66

1.22

2.44

0

20.73

3.66

1.22

2.44

3.66

4.88

6.1

1.22

0

1.22

0

1.22

0

4.88

1.22

0

2.44

18.29

0

18.29

2.44

7.32

8.54

1.22

0

1.22

0

18.29

6.1

0

9.76

2.44

0

2.7143

3

1

1.1429

1

1.77342

1.51077

1.80408

1

2.994444

0

relationships

7q3nno

(45, 50)

Perhaps as a result I feel awful about wanting more from him, I feel like it's incredibly ungrateful of me because he does do so much good for me and is really good to me in so many ways. Especially with my depression and stuff he deals with a lot of household stuff in addition to working way more than I do. I feel like shit for writing this post. **TL;DR - SO of over a decade is great to me in many ways and shit to me in other ways, I feel awful when he's shit to me but also feel guilty as fuck about expressing it because of all the times he's amazing to me. Wondering if this is emotional abuse and if it is, what can I do about it?

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relationships

7shd0x

(5, 10)

I also get really painful cramps/periods every month. I do not share this with the people I work with because I do not want to "complain" nor do I think it is any of their business! Today, I asked to leave at lunch time, because I was in a lot of pain, I had terrible cramps, and actually bled through my pants! Embarrassing! The secretary told me it was no problem.

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survivorsofabuse

8jao6w

(0, 5)

<url> 18 And Under is a confidential support charity for young survivors of abuse of any kind. If you want to chat about anything, visit the support forum and hang around to find a member of support staff (such as myself) who will do their best to support you through whatever you are going through. We are based in Dundee, Scotland (UK) but have supported survivors from all over the world. Those who are local, or are willing to make the trip, we have Centre in Dundee where you can talk to volunteers and support staff in person.

18,304

0

1

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5

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relationships

7roxyt

(0, 5)

I need help. My partner's house is a mess. That is an understatement, he has over 60 empty beverage containers on his coffee table, he has over 30 fruit flies flying around, and the odour is disgusting. I don't know what to do, it's getting harder and harder for me to go over there. It worries me because I am a clean person, everything has it's spot.

51,005

1

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ptsd

89lfg3

[15, 20]

And I’m scared all the time. I get flashbacks from ptsd at home, and now my home is full of these spider and insect memories. And I feel like so few people in my life can really handle this and that’s even more isolating. I’m sorry. I needed a place to put this down and try and stop crying.

1,574

1

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relationships

7ozozo

[50, 55]

Both me and him want to keep in contact and still do things together as friends but i find it extremely hard. Also i know there is a big age gap, i am 23 and he is 39 but i have connected with him in ways i never connected with anyone else, and both my previous relationships of 3 and 1 year was with guys that were 11 and 13 years older than me, i just like older men and i am more comfortable with them. Could all this feelings be wrong? Could it be because i have no one here and i found comfort with him to be the reason i developed feelings for him? I am not sure and i want your help!

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0

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homeless

61dzeq

(45, 50)

I go to my dealer and get an 8th of weed, go home a few cities over, toke up, and feel relief wash over me, finally being home, away from this crazy Aryan Brother. I didn't hear from him until a few days later, he called my phone, but I didn't pick up... If he's back at that shelter when I go back it's gonna be AWKWARD!!! ! **MORAL OF THE STORY:** Don't help fellow homeless people with rides, even if they're going in the same direction.

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0

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domesticviolence

7muhol

[22, 27]

Going to chat to my therapist about it next session too. I need to find some sort of balance here, between living my life and keeping my fear in check. God bless all of you who have been through DV and abuse - I truly wish you all the absolute best in your lives and your recoveries. We are all heroes here. xx

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0

0.8

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relationships

7ow2nv

[35, 40]

I’m very concerned that I might never be able to put a condom on, last in bed or satisfy a woman with my penis. The girl was very satisfied and even exhausted and she said that it was the most times she cums in one night and that the previous guys just stuck it in and thrusted ( which I’m secretly jealous honestly since I’m concerned that I might not be able to stick it in right now). she keeps texting me now about meeting up again. She said I’m great with my hands and I’m a great kisser but she kept silent about my penis which I was apparently very bed using it. I kept my cool throughout the night and laughed it off and she was very cool and said that she was expecting it but I’m very concerned that I might have a deformity or something.

1,915

1

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relationships

7q0cv6

[10, 15]

Do you think she's just trying to let me down easy or that there might be something but she's just not ready? Everybody I work with says she likes me. Her close friend from work even said something similar. I'm probably over thinking this, as I tend to do. What do yall think?

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0

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anxiety

704z25

(0, 5)

Last week I had an absolutely fantastic interview. They had a secondary and tertiary requirements that weren't in the job posting, and I fit all of them and then some. I made the interviewers go "Oh, wow!" when I brought up some of the stuff I've done, I've interned at the same place as one of the interviewers did, right around the same time. We laughed and go along great, and the interview was double the allotted time.

51,124

0

1

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anxiety

9hxc3t

(4, 9)

They are 2 hours away and I got to visit them recently and I squealed like a girl most of that drive. Two dudes and two girls are what this group consists of. I don't have to walk on egg shells, as someone who feels like a fuck up always it's nice to see four other people like me that like me. Does anyone else have any experiences like this? Where they have anxiety, whether it be bad or mild, and when around certain people it just melts away?

12,661

0

0.6

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ptsd

7c5n3a

(0, 2)

my abuser is in my family, and i am in the process of healing but every family reunion/holiday i must see my abuser causing me to enter panic attacks, constant crying, and flashbacks, causing an uproar to what could make me so "troubled" I am afraid of coming out to my family in case of being removed for my family forever and damaging relationships. I have younger family members i am trying to protect so i feel alot of weight on my shoulders when i am having a bad PTSD episode around my abuser and my younger family members.

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1

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2

11.388

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ptsd

74inc3

[5, 10]

Also there was an attempted rape on me when I was 21. I never realised how much an effect these events had on me. There is another woman that I like (F32). She is very intelligent and we talk all the time. The problem is that I am married even though my marriage is awful.

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1

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domesticviolence

8k6w02

(20, 25)

Regardless, that didn't last long, maybe half a year. I released that apartment, and most of my belongings (I kept a few boxes of my things from the military, personal effects, but little else). Looking back, there were some signs of emotional manipulation here, but it was subtle... and you know how it is, love is blind. We got engaged. It was quite the affair.

37,207

0

1

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relationships

7sl0r3

(5, 10)

For some reason the niece decided to call us and basically tattle on the ex for how she was living drugs etc..... we kinda already know her situation. We have custody so it's not a huge deal. Well, he invited the niece we will call her Carla and her bf to our home for a bbq. Well, they never left, I don't even understand how it happened but it did . Well, after major issues with the bf we finally were able to get rid of him.

23,757

1

0.8

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1

3.458788

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0

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4.65

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1.16

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18.6

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0.0725

homeless

94nlv7

(34, 39)

I cant function just having a hostile room mate, not needing to work, there's literally no way I can function homeless. I'm barely keeping myself from suicide at this point. I cant go into a residential care facility because they mistreat and abuse people extremely often in the united states, and I cant handle further abuse or I'll end up killing myself. Any ideas on what to do? thanks.

51,185

1

1,533,426,863

12

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1.83

13.8

21.74

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0

1.45

2.9

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5.805

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relationships

7qsrhl

(26, 31)

Which admittedly, I have been catching some feelings for her. But I want this to continue since I enjoy her company and we vibe well together. --- **tl;dr**: I met this cool girl that I might have feelings for but she told me she has no current intention to date, so we're really just FWB that hangout. For somebody who has never done anything casual and have only had relationships or talked to girl to eventually date them, how do I become comfortable having sex and hanging out with somebody without catching feelings for them?

21,801

0

1

1,516,114,118

0

5.380237

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3.86

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23.75

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96.84

66.32

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4.21

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9.47

0

12.63

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20

2.11

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1.05

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24.21

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6.32

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20

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1

1.7335

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1.91904

0.36

17

5.933882

0.227778

anxiety

91wp3e

[5, 10]

I described my symptoms to friends and they would say its normal, or that they have thoughts of their own and that it's all in my head. But I knew this wasn't normal, I'm an optimistic person and I'm not afraid of people, I actually like socializing and meeting people, but my anxiety gets in the way and my fear of judgment.. but even I knew that I wasn't nervous, but my body was reacting in a way... idk how to describe it. I just wished that I could go for drinks with my girls and when guys came over, I wouldnt over analyze and get nervous... and start twitching because of all the rush of blood to my face... I dealt with this for years, and was going to just live like this... but then I went to a bar to meet up with my girlfriends but arrived late. Once in the bar I saw a group of guys sitting with them.

86

1

0.666667

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6.634749

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6

6.68307

0.148052

stress

8a0tyq

(3, 8)

The idea of what ISPs can do once the lack rules are truly active have made me feel sick to my stomach. I can't sleep and it is affecting my school life. I can't afford to pay ransom to the Corporate Fascist Thugs who wish to cableize the internet and I can't stand the idea of the internet becoming like that of China and North Korea. We are still fighting, but I'm still paranoid and every day that gets closer to April 23rd makes me feel more infuriated and panicky. I feel under attack and very life about to be destroyed.

23,518

1

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3

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survivorsofabuse

8ivjas

(5, 10)

I met Zach and James. We were roughly the same age. James was a top-notcher, consistent honour student ever since 1st grade, and had a younger sister who was in 2nd grade at the time. However, Zach wasn't that smart, he was average, yet very decent and very cool. Fast forward to our first quarter test, after finishing all my exams during the day, James asked me, out of the blue, "Saan mo mas gusto?

23,534

0

1

1,526,125,769

9

4.010173

76

70.02

65.36

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3

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anxiety

7yy0ny

(5, 10)

Now the past week, anxiety has hit harder than it's ever hit before. I'm checking snapchat scores, social media activitiy, last active etc which i know is already grounds for unhealthy relationships. The problem is when we were together, and whilst we were texting chat its absolutely perfect until the past week. The texts are shorter, my messages are being ignored (she's online but not reading my message) for hours on end, there's no good night / good morning message, it's all very limited and short. I've tried to challenge her on it as a means of settling my anxiety but this was met with a touch of hostility, in that 'yes everything is fine, i don't need to be in constant communication with you,' but I'm just so concerned that she's pulling away or losing interest and its all falling out of my hands.

27,987

1

1,519,150,117

2

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assistance

60cpir

[10, 15]

<url> Resume: <url> Thank you! !

806

0

0.571429

1,489,961,104

16

-6.62

5

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1

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11

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0

ptsd

9apqlu

(0, 5)

Hey everyone! I've just started sharing my story on YouTube, and I intend to continue building on this channel with more information about cult awareness, recovery, etc. I think it's really important for survivors like myself to be the ones spearheading cult education, instead of continuing to allow cults to be misrepresented and sensationalized in media. Please watch & subscribe! Your support is deeply appreciated \^\_\^

35,461

0

1

1,535,382,675

13

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64

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99

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0

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1

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0.4

survivorsofabuse

7scx4j

[30, 35]

It seemed like there was no recognition of my emotional state and like he just wanted me to be quiet. That scares me. He claims he was trying to help comfort me, but I really am having trouble believing that. This is the second time something like this has happened. The first time was when we were arguing and it was getting really heated.

425

1

0.571429

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26.25

1

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25

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2.8889

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1

1.1818

1

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3

4.610625

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assistance

5vrff0

[0, 5]

I am writing on behalf of my friend and colleague (with his permission) who has watched his daughter Laney steadily deteriorate after suddenly suffering massive strokes due to a disease known as Moya Moya, which is where the body tries to compensate for inadequate bloodflow to the brain by sending capillaries that invariably burst. She is now in terminal condition and the family is facing a staggering mountain of medical bills. The icing on the cake is that the onset of the strokes occured while Laney's mom was 8 month's pregnant. The last year and a half has been horrific. I've posted the [link to a GoFundMe <url> started by Laney's Godmother in the hopes that there may be some of you who would like to contribute.

730

0

0.6

1,487,868,095

77

12.728571

127

91.17

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0

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4

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relationships

7oaae5

(20, 25)

During one of our many discussions, she compared it to me playing with people on my friends list. I explained that usually we are in game friends and only really speak about the game. A few times she offered to talk about in game stuff only with her friends. The last time she offered, I accepted feeling that it would solve my issue. Once I accepted her offer, she backpedaled almost immediately during the same conversation.

2,823

0

0.8

1,515,146,523

5

7.426974

76

55.9

99

50.35

90.71

15.2

21.05

96.05

57.89

25

18.42

7.89

2.63

0

7.89

0

6.58

5.26

15.79

2.63

10.53

1.32

0

11.84

3.95

2.63

0

2.63

3.95

0

30.26

0

3.95

7.89

0

11.84

6.58

1.32

2.63

0

1.32

2.63

0

1.32

0

13.16

11.84

1.32

0

3.95

5.26

0

14.47

0

3.95

10.53

0

5.26

0

10.53

6.58

3.95

0

2.75

3

1.2

1.1429

1

1.7932

1.68169

1.92128

0.65

22

6.951158

-0.086364

survivorsofabuse

8rjm83

(65, 70)

He did threaten to walk out when I tried to crack a third, and I stopped. He says this is so rewarding for him, but is really open about how tough it has been as well. The therapist, though she is more closed mouthed and less personally emotional, has said she has required supervision several times over me. No matter how nice they are, if I fuck up months of progress, decisions about where this is going seem likely. Getting this out seems to have helped a fair bit.

52,515

0

0.666667

1,529,158,652

3

7.050899

89

15.29

41.13

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59.55

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0

5.62

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0

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0

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3

1

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2

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0.095726

relationships

7ovydb

(30, 35)

I told him I’m not using that on my makeup and my contacts stuff! I’m crying and yelling and he is yelling at me and shoving a broom in my face and I just tell him I’m taking all my stuff out of the bathroom so now it’s on the shelves that I just cleared off. So >now the only thing of mine in the bathroom is my toothbrush and tooth paste.   >I can’t live like this.I can’t be here anymore.

50,630

1

1,515,384,315

1

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1

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homeless

6hxabv

[24, 29]

So, my question is how worried should I be about this? Is it likely that this guy will come look for me or cause problems in the future? Or am I overreacting? What would you do if you were in my shoes? Thanks!

962

1

0.6

1,497,751,676

25

0.505116

43

1

32.1

49.53

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19

1.759349

0.083333

ptsd

7edy49

(10, 15)

I grew up believing that everything bad that happened was my fault. I have tried so hard to make something of my life after that hell, but now that everything feels like falling apart again I feel like I am breaking. This must mean that I am truly worthless and a waste of life. I feel like I'm not even allowed to feel like this, because I deserve this hard life. Has anyone experienced horrible burn out because of PTSD/OCD?

43,641

1

0.8

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19

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1

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survivorsofabuse

6dz447

[50, 55]

At 26... it was a roller coaster ride. It was great at the start... then I caught him with someone else at a party. I broke up there and then, realised I couldn't let go... we got back together, we broke up, he became abusive... it went downhill from there. I just couldn't let go of him. I kept hoping it would work out... it never did.

1,173

0

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5

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0.4

relationships

7nfm2h

(5, 10)

Last night, I had a few friends over for New Years', as one does. We all got pretty damn drunk, as one does. Among my drunk friends was my good friend "Lily," someone who I've been friends with for a while. A long time ago, she told me she had romantic feelings for me. I turned her down, being in a relationship, but admittedly I had a small crush on her too.

10,813

0

1

1,514,820,277

77

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56.94

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77

14.4

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95.83

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11.11

1.39

0

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0

2.78

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0

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6.94

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5.56

4.17

1.39

0

1.39

0

18.06

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5.56

0

6.94

1.39

0

2.78

1.39

0

1.39

2.78

0

2.78

16.67

9.72

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4.17

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12.5

4.17

0

20.83

1.39

9.72

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2.78

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1.39

0

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6.94

9.72

0

2.78

0

2.8462

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1.2

1.1429

1

1.77464

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1.91564

0.9

15

3.843726

-0.051745

anxiety

91sogp

(35, 40)

* Weak α2 affinity: triazolam, chlordiazepoxide (stronger affinity for α3), brotizolam, quazepam, tetrazepam (stronger affinity for α3), and a few others. - * High α3 affinity: diazepam, clonazepam, temazepam, lorazepam, tetrazepam, flunitrazepam, nimetazepam, phenazepam, and bromazepam. - * Moderate α3 affinity: alprazolam, adinazolam, estazolam, chlordiazepoxide, clorazepate, and flurazepam.

48,255

0

1

1,532,531,511

1

0

43

90.27

40.82

1

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0

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0

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0

2.33

6.98

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2.33

0

2.33

0

2.33

0

9.3

0

9.3

0

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0

76.74

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0

9.3

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1

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assistance

6nhkiw

(25, 30)

Fun fact: <name> helped me out a bit a few years ago through Twitter. You can check his tweets with/about me around July/Aug of 2014. (I deleted my Twitter account since, but just signed up again.) <name> paid for a month of weekly, remote sessions with a popular, West Coast therapist. That brilliant therapist is the only one I've ever clicked with, before or since.

23,383

0

1

1,500,144,227

7

4.740833

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9.09

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0

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0.255102

domesticviolence

9wgegu

[25, 30]

Also, to answer the million dollar question everyone has, "How does this happen to someone who outearns her abuser by a factor of 6?" I wish people talked more about the other side of financial abuse. We hear all about the men who financially abuse their partners by prohibiting them from having a job, or denying them access to bank accounts, and that sort of thing. There's also the side where they monitor every account and become completely terrifying if their higher earning partner so much as buys one cup of coffee that they didn't approve of. They spend all her money on random crap that they can pass off as household expenses.

66

0

0.8

1,542,046,272

17

9.164029

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42.88

92.15

3.03

1

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17.7

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54.87

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10.62

0.88

0

1.77

7.08

8.85

5.31

15.04

6.19

7.96

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0.88

12.39

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3.54

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5.31

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3.54

0

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1.77

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2.65

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0.88

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1.77

0.88

0

0.88

7.96

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0.88

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4.42

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11.5

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0

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3

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1

1.69974

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1

4

8.507609

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domesticviolence

9wgegu

[30, 35]

If you withhold financial information from this type of abuser, they will get it out of you somehow. Trust me. It isn't pretty. I withheld my credit card numbers for a year, and I paid every day for it. Anyway, I'm totally ranting at this point, but it was seriously amazing to find one person in this entire world who actually confirmed that what I experienced in trying to access help was real.

752

0

0.8

1,542,046,272

17

5.852

73

27.75

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76.42

14.6

17.81

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58.9

26.03

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1.37

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1

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4

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relationships

7tyc31

(15, 20)

I was feeling sick, I had work to do, I was tired, and all I could do was shout that I didn't want to be so close to the next step and get slingshotted back because of something I didn't know was coming. I know it's my fault. I know I should've been more careful, been more prepared. But I can't do this. My boyfriend has been begging me to keep the baby, and it makes me feel torn.

39,315

1

1,517,284,998

20

3.455

79

1.31

1

96.18

2.8

15.8

11.39

97.47

64.56

24.05

17.72

0

6.33

2.53

6.33

22.78

2.53

7.59

3.8

36.71

6.33

2.53

0

3.8

2.53

0

2.53

0

2.53

1.27

0

1.27

20.25

6.33

2.53

3.8

1.27

5.06

3.8

0

1.27

2.53

0

2.53

0

7.59

1.27

2.53

13.92

20.25

2.53

6.33

2.53

1.27

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1.27

0

18.99

6.33

0

6.33

0

2.7143

2.625

3

1

1.72

1.40274

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29

4.166762

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survivorsofabuse

6tpicz

[5, 10]

Nothing was bothering them. Nobody was being a bully at school. Their grades started to slip. I was asking the right questions but they kept saying nothing was going on. Fast forward six months.

8

0

0.8

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8

3.373765

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domesticviolence

9txbgn

(0, 5)

My husband has poor impulse control (his words) especially when he gets angry or frustrated. I've noticed he often will take out frustration on the dog (he's a rescue who is legitimately hard to manage). He's never hit me or hit the dog, but he will often pull the leash too hard and go too far with discipline. For example the other day, the dog was having a lot of anxiety and being bad and barking in the car at every dog we passed. When we arrived home my partner got out of the car and pulled the dogs leash so hard that he fell out the door into his back.

40,276

1

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ptsd

7n91me

(0, 5)

I don’t have anything to ask atm or anything that anyone else need to know, but i cant go to someone when I’m not coping or in a state, I feel like it’s something I have to ride out on my own, that I can’t tell anyone about. I hate going throw this on my own, not that my family don’t try to support me, I just don’t want to see mum cry again because I’m broken and she’s tryed every thing she can but nothing helps. Iv had more 5 therapist and seen at least that again in one off meeting, but I can’t engage and have developed a vague phobia towards them, I used to hide in the house when I knew I had an appointment and only come out if I was promised I didn’t have to go. So It’s been largely untreated, not throw lack of trying. I can’t see my condition changing.

19,808

1

0.8

1,514,734,366

8

2.86539

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6.79

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99

37.02

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24.2

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13.38

0

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0.64

8.92

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26.11

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0

3.82

1.27

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22.29

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7.01

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1.27

0.64

0

0.64

0

0.64

0

15.92

3.18

5.1

0

7.64

0

2.7143

2.8571

3

1

1.1429

1

1.77855

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5

4.527861

0.001429

domesticviolence

9mk6tp

[2, 7]

After I took care of healing my self, my biggest concern has been that he will do it again to another poor woman. He is already dating someone new that is even younger than I am, I was already 13 years younger than him, and I am so worried for her that once she passes the 2 year dating mark he will repeat the pattern of abuse just as he has done in the past. I wish there was a way to at least give women and men the chance to know of what they are getting into ahead of time and then let them make the decision if they think the person is reformed or not before getting trapped in a potentially abusive relationship. It makes me sick that the pattern of abuse can continue without any transparency. I wish there was an online database of domestic abusers similar to sex offenders.

1,161

1

0.6

1,539,042,883

16

13.048627

153

48.81

57.77

58.07

1

30.6

18.3

93.46

60.78

18.3

12.42

5.88

0

4.58

1.96

5.88

6.54

14.38

11.76

5.23

1.31

19.61

9.15

6.54

0.65

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6.54

1.31

5.23

0.65

3.27

0

13.07

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2.61

3.92

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3.92

0

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0

1.31

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0

7.19

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0.65

5.88

11.76

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16.99

0.65

3.92

12.42

0

0.65

0

5.23

3.27

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0

2.7778

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3

1

1.6854

1.50923

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9

11.691712

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relationships

7twhe2

[5, 10]

I didn't have time to text a lot like I used to, and certainly couldn't realistically plan trips to see her anymore. She was plainly unhappy with me for not being as communicative anymore, but things really came to a head when I began dating someone. Lisa was the only person in my inner circle of friends to have a poor reaction when I told her I was dating another woman, which was shocking to me because I trusted her, and because she often used social media to convey her allyship with the LGBT community. She often told me that as soon as I met my gf, I quit talking to her (Lisa). As my relationship with my gf became more serious, Lisa and I became even more distant from each other, and she would often ignore my texts or emails (neither of us were ever much for talking on the phone).

2,412

0

0.8

1,517,267,673

3

13.115844

152

25.76

57.82

59

5.09

30.4

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62.5

23.03

17.76

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0.66

0

5.92

0

5.26

3.95

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7.24

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9.21

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3.95

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19.74

0

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7.89

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1.32

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0

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9.87

7.24

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10.53

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11.84

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0

2.7143

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3

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1

1.73977

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1

2

12.742779

-0.065051

anxiety

8j8g1w

[0, 5]

I've been struggling to work/be employed ever since my first job gave me anxiety 6 years ago but I feel like only now I've finally cracked it. In December I managed to work on a contract full time in an office for 6 weeks with only 1 massive panic attack. But now, I'm about to have 3 part time jobs. They're not the sort of jobs I would love to have $I kind of want a job where I can talk to other people in the workplace$ but I found that social media/community manager gigs are so flexible and are working at home jobs. So I stay anxiety free by setting my own hours and being in control, and I make more money than I would have if I worked at a cafe or at a restaurant.

1,418

0

0.8

1,526,259,687

12

7.910373

138

52.67

9.62

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8.47

27.6

13.77

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55.8

13.77

11.59

0

2.17

5.07

15.22

10.87

7.25

0.72

16.67

3.62

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0

5.07

0

13.77

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5.8

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1.45

10.14

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4.35

0

4.35

14.49

0

18.12

0.72

8.7

9.42

1.45

0.72

1.45

0

12.32

3.62

1.45

0

2.9

1.45

2.9

3

2.8

3

1

1.75955

1.5584

1.90211

1

11

8.558147

0.239103

food_pantry

8sk4lf

[10, 15]

I don’t believe my list is long and I tried to find the cheapest items. I have high hopes I’ll be employed by the middle of July. I’m ready to pay it forward. Don’t want to be in this situation ever again. I’ve attached the link.

1,301

0

1

1,529,515,139

17

0.201176

46

23.89

2.56

99

93.61

9.2

13.04

91.3

58.7

19.57

15.22

0

4.35

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4.35

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30.43

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0

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13.04

6.52

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6.52

0

2.17

4.35

0

2.17

26.09

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13.04

8.7

4.35

0

4.35

0

21.74

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0

10.87

0

3

2.3333

2.6

1.5

1.1818

1

1.66147

1.54054

1.99685

0.92

10

2.733098

0.0775

domesticviolence

7tlt0f

[0, 5]

My Daughter was recently in a domestic violence dispute. The other party was arrested and there was a gun involved. They are both under 21. The sentencing will be soon and the court said he is getting probation and at the time of sentencing the no contact order will be lifted. She has not attempted to move on and is waiting for the order to be lifted in order to reunite with him.

759

0

1

1,517,162,424

5

5.548767

73

78.22

70.83

38.05

25.77

14.6

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86.3

61.64

8.22

6.85

1.37

0

4.11

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15.07

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21.92

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0

1.37

2.74

1.37

0

12.33

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0

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1.37

0

1.37

0

10.96

2.74

0

6.85

1.37

0

5.48

10.96

4.11

19.18

1.37

8.22

5.48

0

1.37

0

6.85

0

2.5

3

1

1.1818

1

1.75167

1.55667

1.69423

1

8

6.914959

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assistance

6ss9gu

(5, 10)

Help me network, help me find a room, please! ISO a room for rent as soon as possible. Looking for a roommate-type situation, a room in someone's house, etc. Not looking for full houses or units. I need as soon as possible--I'm dealing with an emergency situation and am losing my housing on Friday, August 11th.

21,853

1

1,502,358,273

3

3.948644

58

88.83

24.51

95.26

25.77

11.6

20.69

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46.55

10.34

8.62

0

1.72

8.62

17.24

3.45

10.34

1.72

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6.9

0

3.45

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6.9

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12.07

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0

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6.9

5.17

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3.45

0

1.72

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6.9

3.45

18.97

0

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6.9

0

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1.72

0

25.86

6.9

8.62

0

1.72

5.17

0

3.45

0

2.5

2.8889

3

1

1.3333

1

1.83053

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relationships

7qh2kc

(0, 5)

My boyfriend is currently stationed overseas while I’m still in the states with my four year old and our seven month old. It has been very hard for both of us, but I at least have the kids. I often feel guilty for feeling sad or lonely because he doesn’t have anyone there. No friends (yet), family, and he misses our son terribly. He’s having a really rough time with missing all of the milestones of babies first year and is depressed often... when he’s sad he gets angry.

9,432

1

0.6

1,515,987,944

2

5.210645

89

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1

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0

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0

10.11

1.12

6.74

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0

7.87

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0

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0

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1.12

0

1.12

14.61

0

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3

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assistance

7op5oe

[15, 20]

Edit 2: in the wonderful world of good news, the user /u/sexistentialpanic contacted me and wanted to donate two boxes! Thanks to their generosity, we should be able to fulfill 50% or those who poster a request! It was a hard decision, but ultimately we went with users that have extensive Reddit histories, who haven't received other assistance, and whose need was clearly established through their posting history. I'll be sending beauty boxes to: /u/_agent_perk

1,311

0

1

1,515,307,505

53

11.145385

78

42.69

87.57

12.52

99

19.5

23.08

83.33

51.28

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2.56

0

2.56

8.97

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0

3.85

0

6.41

0

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0

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0

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3

1.2857

1

1.72106

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0.96

56

10.47141

0.264815

ptsd

8a1lr2

(55, 60)

  SAR teams, crew and techs, go where nobody else can go. They, Dave and his team, have saved Mounties, have gone where others simply can’t and aren’t trained, or capable of ignoring their surroundings and getting the job done. SAR are a breed apart. I have asked Dave if he can introduce me to a SAR Tech so I can show his story, beside this.

3,248

0

1

1,522,948,760

2

4.071471

66

5.88

32.48

51.41

7.96

16.5

10.61

80.3

56.06

16.67

12.12

4.55

0

4.55

3.03

4.55

13.64

6.06

10.61

4.55

18.18

0

3.03

0

1.52

0

1.52

0

15.15

0

1.52

0

4.55

10.61

0

1.52

3.03

0

10.61

1.52

0

7.58

4.55

0

1.52

0

4.55

16.67

0

12.12

4.55

7.58

0

6.06

3.03

0

22.73

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1.52

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3.03

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2.5

3

1

1.2222

1

1.75367

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1

0

4.290471

0.1

homeless

7sp6by

[0, 5]

A lot of very helpful things can be found here, whether it’s how to get benefits and meals, to finding shelter. What I am concerned about is putting together something for the newly homeless in regards to scams, cons, users, people to avoid. Basic homeless etiquette, unwritten rules. Some of these people will have no “street smarts” or some will have very limited experiences with these situations. Most will be terrified, and could end up trusting the wrong people by not seeing signs that more “street wise” folks might have.

1,433

0

1

1,516,818,484

11

9.615495

90

48.25

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18

21.11

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8.89

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0

7.78

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0

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0

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0

2.6667

2.4286

3

1

1.69198

1.51781

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0.84

17

7.457451

0.180438

anxiety

99jk9r

(15, 20)

If you're stuck and too anxious to move just know that you are always making progress. It's okay to do it in your own way. I'm so grateful to this sub- it was really amazing to see that I wasn't alone in this. Reading other's struggles and accomplishments inspired me beyond belief. So I hope that if you're reading this you can find your own inspiration.

42,489

0

1

1,534,991,443

15

3.21375

66

1.41

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60.61

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0

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1

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1

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3

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ptsd

9x1p7q

[5, 10]

I just never had proper doctors who could diagnose me. There's a very long story there. I suffer from PTSD because I have been abused my entire life. I was physically abused by my teacher when I was 8 years old. My mother physically, mentally and emotionally abused me, up until I left her house at 16.

1,491

1

0.8

1,542,213,627

6

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relationships

7o7619

[5, 10]

I don't feel at all like he doesn't like me or has gone off me, we meet once a week and 'chat' daily but I'm kind of unhappy I'm not getting the 'cant get enough of talking' experience that usually comes along with being enamoured at the start. I nearly always reply within 20 mins if I'm not busy because I'm still in the excited pahse, but I get a lot of 3/4 wait times with a read receipt, with him coming on and off whatsapp within that period before I get a reply. It hardly screams that he's really into me when he is ok to wait that long to reply. I assume he's messaging others so why not me? I'm his new potential gf!

785

0

0.6

1,515,111,231

0

5.219506

126

28.22

13.32

99

39.99

25.2

11.9

92.86

61.11

21.43

16.67

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0.79

0

4.76

0

4.76

5.56

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21.43

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0

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3

1

1.1429

1

1.70128

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0.36

14

7.170966

0.047835

ptsd

6pbw1w

[5, 10]

The truth that sometimes there is nothing more you can do but mitigate the symptoms of your PTSD. That psychotherapy, DBT, CBT and all manner of psychological sciences have limits. That many people do not respond to treatment. That medication is not a cure-all. That scientists neither really understand what neurological mechanisms which cause PTSD, nor how the medications they use to treat it work.

1,472

0

0.571429

1,500,934,968

50

8.577273

66

20.93

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0

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0

22.73

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24

7.973152

0.3

assistance

9efgsq

[15, 20]

I had no insurance but got expensive tests run to confirm that I was not having seizures. When that therapist suggested crystal healing I left and went to another one. After over six different therapists/psychiatrists I have received yet another diagnosis of PTSD, schizophrenia with mania, anxiety disorder, and depression. The meds are not working and I live in a small town where my mental health access has been exhausted. The last therapist told me after one visit that they "aren't really equipped to deal with people like you (me)."

1,623

1

0.571429

1,536,519,508

4

7.513929

91

39.63

13.59

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4.02

18.2

25.27

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0

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0

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0

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0

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0

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15.38

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0

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3

1

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1

1.78488

1.5925

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6

7.492236

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domesticviolence

9fjekg

[6, 11]

The problem is that I have zero support system. I have a job but I couldonly afford this motel room for a week and my dog followed me on foot for a few miles until we somehow got separated. He ended up at someone else's home and I want him back so badly. I have no way to go get him and I'm scared and alone and I'm a Christian but I need someone to tell me it's going to be ok. Please.

1,807

1

1,536,855,575

5

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83

19.52

19.96

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24.1

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0

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0

6.02

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3.61

0

1.2

8.43

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1.2

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3.61

10.84

0

3.61

0

3.61

0

1.2

0

6.02

1.2

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1.2

2.41

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16.87

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1.2

0

1.2

0

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10.84

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2.8333

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3

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1

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1.87988

1

14

2.007189

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assistance

6hajy7

(5, 10)

Most of the residents in San Andres are elderly farmers who depend on the bus to travel to the main market in Oaxaca to sell their produce. I am worried seeing the people depend on taxis who are known to scam farmers out of their hard-earned money. The Go Fund Me page is <url> And there is a Facebook page set up too: <url>

24,562

0

0.6

1,497,475,302

1

3.013043

65

97.13

73.08

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7.8

21.67

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49.23

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0

3.08

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0

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2

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relationships

7pzit8

(70, 75)

Our sense of humor is very similar.. She's gorgeous, funny, smart, and likes some of the same things I do.. She's wifey material.. The way she loves on her dogs and cares for them makes me think she'd make a good mom 8-10 yrs from now. These are some of the biggest reasons I see myself with her. **tl;dr**: Off-and-on heterosexual relationship since we were in high school. She met me and cheated on her highschool BF.

42,170

0

1

1,515,789,598

2

0.99253

81

55.62

95.79

7.47

99

11.57

11.11

92.59

54.32

22.22

19.75

6.17

2.47

0

9.88

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2.47

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0

17.28

8.64

3.7

0

2.47

11.11

9.88

1.23

0

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0

20.99

2.47

1.23

12.35

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9.88

3.7

4.94

0

2.47

0

2.47

1.23

0

3.7

0

1.23

0

14.81

8.64

1.23

3.7

1.23

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2.47

16.05

0

12.35

0

9.88

2.47

0

1.23

0

1.23

0

30.86

12.35

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1.23

0

3.7

0

3.7

0

4.94

3

2.625

3

1.375

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1

1.77106

1.54839

1.97671

0.75

12

2.432542

0.289184

anxiety

6eoij7

[0, 5]

I just can't do it. Some days I think: "You know what, i'll do it!". But I never actually did it. There's a fucking huge wall, a Trump wall, stopping me. All I wanted was a job, now I got a job offer but the wall is stopping me.

1,144

1

1,496,340,059

8

-1.103654

49

2.11

1

99

4.76

9.8

8.16

97.96

63.27

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18.37

16.33

0

2.04

0

8.16

10.2

0

14.29

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2.04

0

2.04

0

8.16

0

2.04

4.08

8.16

16.33

2.04

18.37

0

8.16

10.2

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0

2.04

0

32.65

10.2

8.16

2.04

0

2.04

0

4.08

6.12

0

2.375

2.8

3

1.3333

1

1.75054

1.54419

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0.8

4

2.308308

0.2

domesticviolence

84oi6m

[0, 5]

Im so in love with my wife when she’s happy and herself. We have everything in common. But when she becomes abusive and manipulative it’s too much and she says she will change and she’s taking meds now and she booked a counselor but I don’t know if this is more manipulation and lies or if it’s real? I just don’t know. She’s had soooo many chances to do this but only after we have separated is she ever actually doing anything about it.

1,443

1

0.857143

1,521,136,783

8

2.238478

84

1

68.29

23.51

25.77

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13.1

96.43

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2.38

0

10.71

0

8.33

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7.14

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2.38

25

4.76

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0

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0

2.38

0

19.05

1.19

0

11.9

0

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1.19

0

1.19

0

1.19

0

8.33

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0

2.38

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0

1.19

21.43

1.19

11.9

1.19

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1.19

0

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0

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0

14.29

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0

1.19

0

8.33

0

3

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1

1.70885

1.43529

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11

4.414565

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assistance

6t0vnr

[0, 5]

Long story short: 3 year old American Bully with severe encephalitis (brain swelling) which at this point is believed to be GME (an auto-immune disease). We are fighting for her so even if you don't want to make a donation or don't want to share the link, any positive thoughts are appreciated as well. My wife is 8 months pregnant & I had cancer earlier this year. We're struggling financially and need help. The rest of the story is in the link as well as some photos and videos of her when she was healthy.

535

1

1,502,455,318

4

7.690612

95

51.43

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19

15.79

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0

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13.68

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3

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1

1.6658

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14

7.466245

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domesticviolence

83rccw

[25, 30]

Ask a local representative for help? What are some steps I can take that I haven't yet? I'm scared, and so .... almost annoyed of dealing with this, he was served a protective order way back in October 2017. Also...how has he repeatedly had so much success with the police? It honestly baffles me, which is why I wonder whether he's paying them off (he told me he'd done this while we were together, although that could've been a fear tactic).

809

1

0.8

1,520,818,200

12

4.631434

81

1.64

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41.78

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92.59

65.43

24.69

16.05

7.41

1.23

0

6.17

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8.64

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7.41

17.28

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20.99

1.23

0

6.17

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2.47

6.17

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3.7

2.47

1.23

0

13.58

0

6.17

11.11

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2.47

1.23

3.7

0

3.7

0

9.88

3.7

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3.7

2.47

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8.64

12.35

0

14.81

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7.41

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3.7

0

1.23

0

28.4

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4.94

0

3.7

0

6.17

2.47

0

2.8571

2.8889

2.6

1

1.1429

1

1.71365

1.49041

1.82083

0.99

12

5.64186

0.1

survivorsofabuse

8aqwyg

(25, 30)

But it hit close to home when my own parents have pressured me over the years to reconcile with my brother, angrily demanding how I'd handle their funerals, whether I'd insist on not going (I wouldn't. My brother was best man for our other brother's wedding, which I attended but declined being a bridesmaid, and kept a careful distance. Then I went home, drank an entire bottle of wine and cried while my husband comforted me). 2. I never would have known about my cousin's son if I hadn't been able to make the funeral yesterday.

34,423

1

0.6

1,523,203,863

7

8.348824

96

16.07

12.6

98.01

12.09

19.2

22.92

91.67

55.21

19.79

16.67

14.58

1.04

0

1.04

3.12

5.21

9.38

10.42

4.17

10.42

4.17

18.75

1.04

4.17

1.04

3.12

1.04

2.08

1.04

0

1.04

12.5

8.33

0

1.04

6.25

14.58

2.08

3.12

1.04

2.08

6.25

0

2.08

0

2.08

14.58

9.38

2.08

3.12

1.04

10.42

3.12

2.08

13.54

3.12

4.17

6.25

0

1.04

2.08

0

2.08

0

18.75

5.21

0

6.25

2.08

0

3

2.75

3

1.125

1

1.70819

1.62143

1.90685

0.82

2

8.21502

0.196429

survivorsofabuse

9fbyim

(10, 15)

You try harder to focus on the screen when another turns on. The screen is large enough that you can clearly make out that it is most definitely a memory. The more you focus, the more screens turn on all showing the same memory. The last screen is so clear, the picture so perfect that it's almost like you are there. As you watch, you realize that you aren't watching anymore- you are in the memory again.

51,909

0

0.8

1,536,788,005

5

4.351055

77

34.78

96.52

57.14

74.18

15.4

12.99

94.81

62.34

20.78

10.39

0

10.39

0

10.39

11.69

10.39

5.19

1.3

16.88

11.69

9.09

1.3

0

6.49

2.6

0

10.39

0

18.18

5.19

1.3

0

3.9

6.49

1.3

11.69

10.39

0

1.3

0

3.9

0

1.3

0

19.48

0

15.58

2.6

7.79

5.19

0

14.29

6.49

3.9

0

1.3

0

2.6

0

2.7143

2.5714

3

1.1667

1.1818

1

1.67535

1.44179

1.87777

0.86

4

4.780443

0.234524

survivorsofabuse

6zh3my

[130, 135]

He was furious I'd 'kept' that from him. I had considered doing cam modelling though had never gone through with it (again before we even met) . He accused me of lying and keeping things from him. On top of that, he still expected sex all the time. I still liked it, but I was so stressed from the move and from the constant crying and fighting that my libido was down.

1,255

1

0.571429

1,505,152,902

9

3.344583

71

14.66

55.59

50.85

1

14.2

14.08

94.37

69.01

25.35

16.9

8.45

1.41

0

7.04

0

8.45

4.23

15.49

9.86

8.45

1.41

21.13

2.82

0

1.41

8.45

1.41

7.04

1.41

4.23

1.41

12.68

0

7.04

8.45

1.41

0

1.41

0

2.82

0

2.82

0

2.82

0

5.63

2.82

1.41

2.82

0

12.68

1.41

16.9

2.82

4.23

9.86

0

16.9

7.04

2.82

0

4.23

2.82

0

2.7778

2.8

3

1

1.125

1

1.69442

1.50625

1.77094

1

6

3.84

0.107407

ptsd

9fc7wk

[15, 20]

Woke up 4 days later, intubated and paralyzed. Didn't know if I was locked in, had suffered brain damage from lack of oxygen, I had no idea what was happening. I could hear everyone. No idea how much time passed before someone noticed. The paralytics given to me to keep me comfortable were off and I could move again.

928

0

0.8

1,536,789,908

8

3.352

59

27.64

8.77

96.89

6.73

11.8

15.25

93.22

55.93

15.25

10.17

0

5.08

1.69

13.56

3.39

6.78

5.08

32.2

5.08

3.39

1.69

5.08

1.69

3.39

0

1.69

5.08

0

20.34

6.78

1.69

6.78

3.39

1.69

3.39

1.69

0

1.69

0

5.08

1.69

3.39

0

3.39

0

1.69

0

1.69

18.64

8.47

0

18.64

3.39

5.08

10.17

0

15.25

8.47

5.08

0

1.69

0

3

2.5

2.8

1

1.1429

1

1.75904

1.5037

1.83029

1

6

4.436667

0.2

homeless

9yaadc

[0, 4]

Sorry in advance, just need to get shit off my chest.. This has been a spectacularly shitty year to be homeless, trying to recover from health issues that have me terrified (and cut off from health insurance), facing criminal tresspass charges that turned out to be false, but took 8 months to prove my innocence, dealing with incompetent social services that JUST DON'T GIVE A SHIT, to finally getting into what I thought would be a place safe against the weather, but turned out to be basically living in a refrigerator, and now I'm back on the streets with moldy fucking gear and all options here exhausted. I'm fucking sick, in pain, and nowhere to sleep but in a doorway in a town that hates (and I really mean hates) the homeless, and all I can think of to do is hang on til I can GTFO, without getting the shit beat out of me. Anyway, thanks for listening, and for what it's worth, please everyone have a safe holiday.

494

1

1,542,578,520

12

12.915684

170

79.78

10.85

84.38

1

42.5

19.41

92.94

57.06

11.18

5.88

0

5.29

6.47

19.41

10

5.29

6.47

1.76

19.41

5.29

0

1.18

0.59

1.18

11.76

2.94

8.82

0.59

4.71

0.59

2.35

0

10.59

2.35

0

1.18

2.94

3.53

1.18

0

0.59

8.24

3.53

1.18

0

8.82

0.59

2.94

1.18

2.35

14.71

0

16.47

2.35

11.18

3.53

0.59

1.18

0

4.12

3.53

0

0.59

16.47

2.94

8.82

0

2.35

0

2.7143

2.8

3

1

1.73959

1.592

1.83209

0.85

32

11.547486

-0.112813