andreagasparini/dreaddit · Datasets at Hugging Face

food_pantry

9m6nul

[0, 5]

Hey guys. My girlfriend and I recently made a move from South Florida to Ohio for a change of scenery and a massive cost of living decrease. Due to the unexpected costs of the move and the cost of getting settled into our new home, we are severely in need of some basics to get us and our two pets through until we receive our first full checks from our new jobs. Our original dream was to move across the country to the west coast and start from scratch when we arrived. We had enough for the journey and to get us into a place, but not much else, so we reevaluated our finances and settled down in Ohio instead, about 1500 miles away from our previous home and about halfway to our original destination.

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3

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1

4

10.148889

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ptsd

65zqy9

(2, 7)

If you're interested in being interviewed for a story, please send me a DM. I have OCD, myself, so I can assure you the topic will be treated with the tact it deserves. Note: We are not doing anonymous interviews at this time, so your full name would be published in the story. Happy to answer any questions you may have! Thank you.

26,227

0

1

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9

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24.5

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99

12.6

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0

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1.59

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domesticviolence

6vn0wz

(5, 10)

I cook and clean every night and this is expected now. she berates my family (yeah my family is screwed up! but show me a family that isn't) and will freak out the moment I critiscise hers. she demanded I leave immediately this morning so had no time to pack belongings and arrange somewhere for myself and my cat to stay. today since being kicked out, just over 12 hours, I have received over 300 phone calls and over 1000 texts via all forms of communication.

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1

0.8

1,503,532,076

3

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86

29.83

28.05

95.83

3.52

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88.37

56.98

18.6

13.95

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0

3.49

0

3.49

2.33

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2.33

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4.65

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3.49

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assistance

7ay4vy

(0, 5)

Hey. I turned 18 two weeks ago, and this weekend, I was booted from my parents house. My uncle is nice enough to let me rent out one of his places, but after rent, and utilities, and gas to get to work, I don’t have anything left over. Problem is, the new place isn’t furnished, and I wasn’t allowed to take anything from my house except my clothes. So, if anyone could help me get furniture for my new place, I’d greatly appreciate it.

41,342

0

1

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1.19

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2.38

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1.19

0

10.71

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1.19

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15.48

1.19

7.14

1.19

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2.38

0

1.19

0

22.62

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0

4.76

0

2.7778

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3

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1

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9

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food_pantry

9o89th

[3, 8]

We closed out our list and we are SOOOOOO grateful of everyone's heart who donated. Thank you all so much who openly donated and anonymously donated food and a gift card. This community is full of good people, and we are grateful for it. Can't wait to pay it forward! Thank you again!

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0

1

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0

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0

11.32

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7.55

0

1.89

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1.89

0

15.09

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3.77

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3.77

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2.75

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3

1

1.1818

1

1.6681

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0

4.361818

0.29

ptsd

6gimoo

[5, 10]

It would take until my mid-twenties before I stopped letting people hurt me. But the trauma remains. I've become a successful professional, happily married, with a home and pets (no children, I'll never have children after what I survived). I've been out of therapy for almost 10 years but my coping mechanisms have been failing. I'm having breakdown after breakdown after the slightest trigger and there are SO MANY triggers!

276

1

0.8

1,497,141,165

3

7.7988

71

22.7

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92.35

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14.2

26.76

88.73

57.75

15.49

12.68

0

2.82

5.63

12.68

16.9

5.63

8.45

2.82

19.72

7.04

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1.41

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4.23

0

2.82

5.63

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0

11.27

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1.41

0

1.41

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11.27

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2.82

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2.82

0

21.13

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1.41

0

5.63

2.82

0

2.875

3

1

1.125

1

1.76012

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4

7.724

0.43125

anxiety

8bnhi8

[5, 10]

When people Don't understand and tell you how to be / when you evade all answers and feel like a monstrosity / Shut the blinds / the outside world / hide away / worry about the morning / upcoming day Night arrives / should be fine am I right / turns into a turbulent anxiety night / shake my head / am I the only one who feels this way / Take my meds / daily occurrence of will this ever end / hate this paranoia of internal mindset / Get told it will get better / how to be / change myself for you to try and frankly that's never the good answer

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1

0.6

1,523,506,821

9

6.544033

98

41.61

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97.35

4.76

98

14.29

94.9

52.04

14.29

8.16

5.1

0

3.06

0

6.12

7.14

11.22

10.2

8.16

7.14

2.04

24.49

4.08

2.04

5.1

1.02

8.16

3.06

5.1

4.08

1.02

0

7.14

0

14.29

5.1

3.06

1.02

4.08

0

3.06

1.02

0

2.04

1.02

0

8.16

0

2.04

0

5.1

2.04

1.02

19.39

3.06

23.47

5.1

8.16

10.2

0

18.37

0

2.04

0

16.33

2.75

2.8

3

1

1.1429

1

1.65301

1.53415

1.89721

0.85

2

6.368

0.122487

assistance

8c5ghq

(0, 5)

My nephew came over today and he has a bunch of bug bites on him. His mother is insisting they are flea bites but i posted pictures earlier and was told they look like bed bug bites. Idk what to do. I'm having a mental breakdown or something. I already have crippling depression and this is breaking me.

52,817

1

1,523,681,956

10

3.709153

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8.57

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60.34

24.14

18.97

10.34

0

5.17

3.45

5.17

3.45

8.62

15.52

1.72

8.62

1.72

22.41

3.45

1.72

0

1.72

0

1.72

0

1.72

13.79

3.45

0

1.72

6.9

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0

3.45

0

3.45

0

1.72

0

1.72

0

10.34

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0

10.34

1.72

3.45

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1.72

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1.72

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1.72

0

1.72

10.34

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0

1.72

0

2.7143

2.625

3

1

1.1818

1

1.73568

1.56444

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0.8

13

4.212

-0.05

relationships

7rnstf

[0, 5]

I know I am still young and there is so much more coming in life but sometimes, I just feel this is not where I want to be and I sometimes get sad that I am not doing the things I want to be doing. I really want to travel and it really is hard to find people to go with. I would love to go solo but I am sometimes fearful of asking my parents because I don't want them to convince me otherwise/tell me no. I have this huge wanderlust and I want to see the world and constantly learn. I did apply to a grad program with many global opportunities to fulfill the dream of mine and I am excited as well.

1,086

0

1

1,516,417,847

12

1.218202

126

13.85

2.86

96.31

55.71

25.2

11.11

97.62

65.08

19.84

15.87

15.08

0

0.79

3.97

3.17

12.7

11.9

7.14

9.52

3.17

25.4

4.76

1.59

0.79

0

2.38

4.76

3.17

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17.46

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5.56

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1.59

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0

5.56

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20.63

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11.9

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3.97

4.76

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0.79

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6.35

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0

0.79

0

0.79

3

1.125

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1

1.75592

1.38448

1.97786

0.81

28

3.496555

0.073611

anxiety

5znrtb

[10, 15]

Maybe a couple more days will get me back to normal. Definitely quitting the alcohol. It's an obvious trigger. But yeah, just wanted to ask his thread on your thoughts. Thanks

444

0

0.6

1,489,628,726

1

2.37625

31

62.27

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8.87

99

6.2

19.35

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51.61

12.9

9.68

3.23

0

3.23

0

3.23

9.68

6.45

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19.35

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3.23

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0

3.23

22.58

3.23

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3.23

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3.23

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3.23

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3.23

6.45

0

3.23

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3.23

0

3.23

12.9

3.23

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0

6.45

0

3.23

0

3.23

0

3.23

0

19.35

12.9

3.23

0

3.23

0

2.7778

2.4

3

1.1667

1.2

1

1.71163

1.6

1.87461

1

2

3.131

0.141667

domesticviolence

5xw1g2

[0, 5]

As an aside, it really kind of messes you up when the DA calls and tells you that in less than a week your abuser will be putting in a final plea; if you'd like to attend, please come for at least half a day to see what will happen. So, talked to my therapist about this and I had already told the DA I want him to see jail time not just 2 years of probation with state mandated drug treatment. isn't this also really awful as now they'll just forever say it was because of their addiction and never take full responsibility for their own actions? I digress, I demanded that he gives me a face to face apology. My therapist thinks it might be a bad idea as it's been less than a year and she thinks he will only lie and tell me he's sorry because I've requested it.

1,411

0

0.6

1,488,835,550

4

6.369953

152

25.76

65.36

50.35

5.09

30.4

11.84

92.76

59.87

20.39

13.82

5.92

0

2.63

3.29

1.97

6.58

5.92

13.82

9.87

7.89

9.21

1.97

19.08

7.89

5.92

1.32

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0.66

2.63

0

0.66

13.82

0

0.66

2.63

11.18

1.97

1.32

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1.32

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1.97

1.32

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0

3.95

1.32

2.63

0

4.61

0

3.29

0.66

3.95

13.16

3.29

13.16

2.63

3.29

7.24

0.66

0

1.32

0

1.32

0

10.53

2.63

0

0.66

0

3.95

0

2.7143

2.9167

3

1

1.65804

1.43134

1.82387

1

8

7.152445

-0.119231

survivorsofabuse

9csgdv

(75, 80)

I clearly hold it to such high regards... I would think, "no one's this stupid" but apparently people are. If anyone is wondering why i didn't ignore it, I thought I wasn't being clear in what I was saying and thought if I just bluntly told it, it would understand and go away. When I kept saying it wasn't listening, for some reason, I believed I wasn't communicating clearly or I was being "too nice" by "hinting at it". Turns out abusers do this thing where they deliberately don't listen to people calling them out.

49,574

0

0.8

1,536,035,916

6

5.966568

95

1

8.57

98.22

4.46

19

16.84

93.68

66.32

25.26

13.68

11.58

0

2.11

11.58

0

9.47

14.74

9.47

7.37

6.32

30.53

4.21

0

4.21

0

1.05

4.21

1.05

3.16

0

2.11

0

12.63

0

25.26

7.37

2.11

4.21

7.37

3.16

8.42

5.26

1.05

4.21

0

2.11

1.05

0

1.05

0

9.47

10.53

0

10.53

2.11

7.37

1.05

0

25.26

7.37

5.26

0

6.32

0

2.6667

2.7273

3

1

1.1818

1

1.71214

1.35778

1.87963

1

2

6.747277

0.03875

anxiety

61zip4

[10, 15]

I am so scared to go up to 10mg because I want to still be able to lose weight. My doc has suggested Prozac because it has had more success with weight loss than weight gain with majority of people. I just don't know what I want to do. I thought I was going to be able to get off meds but these physical symptoms which set off my hypocondria are coming back in full swing. Even though I KNOW it's anxiety, I can't break the loop of thoughts.

563

1

1,490,709,820

2

5.443871

89

38.14

5.8

95.93

1

17.8

12.36

93.26

58.43

16.85

11.24

0

5.62

1.12

17.98

12.36

6.74

5.62

2.25

24.72

5.62

2.25

0

2.25

5.62

1.12

4.49

2.25

0

2.25

0

13.48

4.49

2.25

0

4.49

3.37

0

3.37

6.74

0

3.37

0

3.37

8.99

0

6.74

1.12

3.37

2.25

20.22

2.25

13.48

4.49

6.74

2.25

1.12

0

10.11

5.62

1.12

0

3.37

0

2.8571

2.8

3

1

1.71132

1.40476

1.83517

1

5.620989

0.307143

food_pantry

6hx7u1

[5, 10]

I only have about $10 left in my bank account. My new job pays bi-weekly which means i'll be starving for about 3 weeks. While I do plan to visit the local food bank, I figured I might as well reach out to my fellow redditors also. I will leave the link to my wishlist down bellow. If you guys can help me I would gladly appreciate it!

989

0

0.8

1,497,750,712

8

2.984225

69

27.23

15.51

99

93.61

13.8

8.7

92.75

56.52

21.74

18.84

17.39

0

1.45

0

2.9

14.49

11.59

7.25

5.8

0

17.39

2.9

1.45

2.9

0

4.35

0

7.25

0

2.9

0

2.9

10.14

5.8

0

2.9

0

1.45

0

4.35

0

1.45

2.9

4.35

1.45

2.9

0

1.45

8.7

5.8

17.39

2.9

8.7

5.8

1.45

0

5.8

0

2.9

0

1.45

0

1.45

0

13.04

5.8

1.45

0

1.45

0

1.45

0

1.45

2.6667

2.8889

3

1.3

1.25

1

1.70807

1.59649

1.95668

1

4.573352

0.100968

homeless

92lphy

(35, 40)

So many local counties and cities struggle with homelessness and put a lot of resources into fixing the problem. But I feel society as a whole needs to change in order to truly fix the problems at hand especially at the federal level. By at least having these conversations, we can start talking about how we as a nation might be able to change to help our neighbors. I hope this made a bit of sense. I have been up late and wanted to reflect on some of the previous conversations I have had with people trying to change the narrative on homelessness.

41,079

0

1

1,532,780,169

26

9.127573

103

94.53

78.14

64.94

12.81

20.6

16.5

95.15

55.34

8.74

6.8

3.88

2.91

0

1.94

8.74

22.33

7.77

4.85

7.77

0

15.53

3.88

2.91

0.97

0

5.83

4.85

1.94

2.91

0.97

0

9.71

0

0.97

0

19.42

2.91

4.85

1.94

0.97

2.91

0

1.94

0.97

0

15.53

6.8

1.94

5.83

0

1.94

4.85

7.77

1.94

20.39

3.88

12.62

2.91

0.97

0

0.97

0

5.83

4.85

0.97

0

3

2.8889

3

1.1111

1.1429

1

1.76202

1.54565

1.86786

0.87

4

8.826524

0.054167

relationships

7pbuol

[28, 33]

I’m definitely keeping the child. We don’t own our house so will just go our separate ways. I’m totally open to him being part of the child’s life if he wants. I know he would be a good dad despite him turning out to be a terrible husband Thanks for the advice guys.

2,232

0

0.571429

1,515,545,589

376

0.672632

53

33.62

95.5

1.31

89.18

13.25

15.09

92.45

60.38

18.87

5.66

0

7.55

0

9.43

11.32

15.09

7.55

3.77

1.89

24.53

1.89

0

1.89

7.55

5.66

1.89

0

24.53

3.77

1.89

0

13.21

15.09

1.89

0

5.66

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0

2.8333

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3

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47

3.020263

0.1

anxiety

7zbilz

(0, 5)

If you are triggered stop reading but the word is schizophrenia. Just thinking about it freaks me out atm. I keep thinking I will go crazy.... I imagine myself in a mental hospital having panic attacks 24/7 a hellish torture... oh god.... This is because I've always has extreme fear of afterlife and existence, its just so bizarre I've explored every single freaking theory/religion/whatever thats how much I was obsessed with it before.

18,571

1

1,519,267,656

10

4.519231

76

14.15

9.43

81.22

1

12.67

26.32

93.42

51.32

19.74

11.84

10.53

0

1.32

0

7.89

3.95

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13.16

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0

19.74

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26.32

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1

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1

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1

11

5.004808

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ptsd

8bo2g7

(0, 5)

This subreddit truly helped me during my toughest times with PTSD and I just wanted to share my gratitude. You guys are so wise and so strong and so endlessly kind to each other. I'm doing great now. After years of struggling I'm finally at a place where I feel comfortable in my own skin. Sure I still got some issues, but all in all life is balanced and peaceful.

21,855

0

0.8

1,523,513,943

9

3.540833

70

16.23

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98.59

99

14

12.86

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55.71

17.14

14.29

12.86

0

1.43

0

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12.86

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10

0

17.14

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10

0

11.43

7.14

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0

2.86

0

3

2.5

3

1.2857

1.1429

1

1.67405

1.42222

2.01847

1

3

4.331667

0.415833

homeless

8s7y39

(75, 80)

Next morn I did a lot thinking about God and praying and thanking him for blessing me with such a thing called Planet Fitness. And Subway. Made my way back to my part of town and chilled out till daylight. Fin. (Sorry for getting rushy I’ve currently been walking for 8 hours and I gotta get moving again soon so I don’t decide to make a place to sleep.

24,711

0

1

1,529,406,001

6

0.82125

69

54.71

19.23

98.01

52.99

13.8

14.49

91.3

52.17

13.04

11.59

10.14

0

1.45

0

1.45

4.35

15.94

5.8

8.7

10.14

1.45

23.19

2.9

0

1.45

2.9

4.35

2.9

1.45

0

1.45

2.9

0

1.45

7.25

2.9

0

1.45

0

2.9

1.45

0

4.35

0

1.45

2.9

0

5.8

8.7

4.35

21.74

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1.45

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1.45

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11.59

7.25

0

2.9

1.45

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2.7143

2.6667

3

1.3333

1.25

1

1.70822

1.55556

1.87288

0.71

7

1.788333

-0.1

ptsd

9g8dgf

(0, 5)

I saw a professional for a psych evaluation and though there are no flashbacks or nightmares, I still am placed with the ptsd label. I know this isn’t something you just “get over” I just thought I moved on from my “trauma” I watched a few episodes of bojack horseman and it’s thrown me into an episode of depression Idk I’m sad, I’m mad, I get irritable I have no idea what symptoms and triggers are for me, I just keep going because if I don’t I’ll stop and fall apart. I’m like a piece of glass being held together by masking tape. I would’ve rather been told I’m a sociopath/psychopath or a narcissist due to my severe apathy towards everything.

8,267

1

1,537,077,183

2

4.400144

122

17.46

1.11

99

1

30.5

18.85

89.34

61.48

22.13

18.03

17.21

0

0.82

0

4.1

6.56

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1

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1

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1

0

5.219491

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relationships

7r6fsr

(40, 45)

This is all relevant because I'm slowly realizing that **keeping my relationship from my mother isn't sustainable**. I'm not a good liar. Eventually, the truth has to come out, because I cannot live like this. Problem-- my mother would HATE my boyfriend. Being a narcisist, she can't stand when I give anyone more attention or devotion than her.

34,626

1

0.8

1,516,241,948

2

5.728571

58

6.81

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25.77

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93.1

60.34

24.14

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13.79

0

3.45

0

6.9

5.17

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22.41

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6.9

0

6.9

2.875

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3

1.1111

1

1.74889

1.436

1.99002

0.62

19

6.368444

-0.068939

ptsd

8namm6

(20, 25)

Thank you for reading and for your time. Update: I should probably add that I was terrified of my mom and never tried to provoke her. I never snuck out, never got in trouble at school, no drugs, no drinking, no bad friends, tried to keep my grades up as best as I had time for, and never ever back talked; even though I dreamt of serving it to her one day. My siblings would cry whenever they didn’t get what they wanted, they were rather spoiled, and would tell on me if I didn’t do what they wanted. Mom would be in the middle of homework or class and she’d just wail on me for no reason.

40,454

1

0.8

1,527,702,491

1

6.481267

118

6.67

19.85

56.85

6.73

23.6

10.17

96.61

66.1

20.34

16.95

9.32

0

1.69

2.54

3.39

0.85

16.1

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16.1

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2.625

3

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1

1.72357

1.4717

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1

3

6.317975

0.23

survivorsofabuse

6yq1rh

[30, 35]

I had the back up clothes in case my body exploded. I got an aisle seat in the back. I had it covered. I have been traveling on planes ever since for the last twenty years. Fear defeated.

946

0

0.571429

1,504,817,568

12

0.342368

38

81.6

9.43

99

1

7.6

13.16

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60.53

15.79

13.16

0

2.63

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2.4444

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1

1.1429

1

1.70498

1.82581

1.8067

0.94

1

1.968737

0

ptsd

7elq7s

[5, 10]

16 years ago when I was 6 9/11 happened. That's the day everything changed for me. My mom was a first responder she was a social worker in the city and volunteered with the Red Cross the next day. She spent 4 months at ground zero. Some of my earliest memories are of the towers falling.

521

0

0.833333

1,511,302,594

3

3.027368

57

86.18

63.73

96.09

25.77

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14.04

85.96

47.37

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7.02

0

3.51

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3.51

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1.75

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1.75

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5.26

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3.51

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12.28

3.51

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26.32

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7.02

15.79

1.75

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1.75

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12.28

8.77

0

1.75

0

1.75

2.6667

2.4

3

1.2

1.1429

1

1.73613

1.67317

1.84291

0.72

3

3.968281

0.030556

almosthomeless

92pag0

[0, 5]

Hi, I will not have a home in a few weeks . I'm living with an abusive, drug addict roommate whom has constantly stolen from me. I have asked cops etc to help and I'm told restraining order. Well, I figure I'm just going to leave when away from me. I'm mentally and physically exhausted, but I know I cannot endure this.

14

1

1,532,810,648

23

1.910909

61

13.31

5.06

99

7.09

12.2

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91.8

59.02

21.31

18.03

0

3.28

4.92

11.48

14.75

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1.64

0

1.64

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21.31

8.2

6.56

0

6.56

0

2.8333

2.8889

3

1

1.125

1

1.74478

1.5

1.87052

0.9

9

3.89697

-0.175

anxiety

9x8tbb

(0, 5)

Just recently started a job at subway, and during work I always feel immense pressure on me i start sweating constantly. I never thought I had a fear of human interaction but now I don’t know. I get extremely anxious knowing I’m going to have to work the next day. I am losing so much sleep, even now when I’m writing this, I haven’t touched my phone in a few hours but my mind wouldn’t stop rambling, making me feel horrible. It’s 1:33 am and I still can’t sleep.

41,787

1

1,542,264,559

2

1.375938

90

7.05

1

99

1

18

17.78

93.33

55.56

18.89

16.67

0

2.22

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11.11

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6.67

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1.11

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20

1.11

21.11

1.11

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4.44

0

18.89

5.56

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0

7.78

0

2.7143

2.5714

2.6

1

1.125

1

1.77364

1.55946

1.91632

1

3

3.27275

-0.138889

domesticviolence

8fywep

[10, 15]

how is it possible that he can drive and use his fist to punch you? did you do something wrong?". The only thing I got from the police was a worn out looking card to the social work department (and by the way they offer counselling - nothing else). To this day, they have not arrested him because apparently the attack occurred in the middle of two districts (apparently it's really hard to determine which district is responsible) and because of bureaucratic issues, the man has not been taken to questioning. My mother helped me tremendously by arranging the divorce for me, and in the divorce, we did not put any alimony.

474

1

0.8

1,525,089,503

3

10.670625

111

51.94

67.37

17.17

6.05

22.2

20.72

90.99

61.26

17.12

10.81

3.6

0.9

1.8

2.7

1.8

6.31

9.01

12.61

9.91

4.5

6.31

3.6

17.12

3.6

0.9

1.8

0.9

1.8

0

1.8

0

0.9

0

13.51

2.7

0

0.9

3.6

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1.8

3.6

0

5.41

0.9

4.5

1.8

0.9

0

0.9

0

7.21

1.8

0.9

1.8

0.9

7.21

9.01

0

8.11

1.8

5.41

0.9

5.41

0

15.32

3.6

0

1.8

0

0.9

3.6

0

2.6667

3

1

1.1429

1

1.76761

1.53878

1.7529

1

9

10.213857

-0.019444

survivorsofabuse

8v3dym

[35, 40]

I have therapy, I'm on medication. It's so hard to just get through a week without thinking of him and now I can't stop picturing his stupid face. I want to crawl into a hole and just cry and scream. It sucks even more because I won't be able to see my therapist this week because of the 4th of July holiday. I'm so shaken up over this.

1,531

1

1,530,379,661

15

1.622237

68

26.21

5.3

87.63

1

13.6

14.71

97.06

63.24

19.12

13.24

10.29

0

2.94

0

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0

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16.18

1.47

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1.47

0

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0

16.18

7.35

1.47

0

7.35

0

2.7143

2.5714

3

1

1.125

1

1.68688

1.52698

1.81857

0.95

2

3.864589

-0.078333

almosthomeless

8snof0

(5, 10)

The backpack had my social security card, passport, birth certificate, laptop, notebooks, and other important legal documents like my last lease agreement. I am on the street because my landlord in San Diego was making violent threats towards me and I had to flee. Police were called, and nothing was done. I moved to California a few years ago. I left my things with some people I trusted and they all stole them and sold them for money.

13,859

1

1,529,543,033

7

7.504615

78

42.69

26.07

88.5

73.64

15.6

20.51

89.74

51.28

19.23

16.67

12.82

0

3.85

2.56

3.85

10.26

8.97

0

7.69

1.28

19.23

3.85

1.28

0

3.85

7.69

5.13

2.56

1.28

2.56

0

8.97

0

7.69

0

2.56

0

1.28

2.56

1.28

0

11.54

1.28

0

5.13

1.28

5.13

16.67

1.28

0

14.1

2.56

6.41

5.13

0

2.56

3.85

0

14.1

6.41

7.69

0

2.8333

2.6667

3

1

1.1429

1

1.73014

1.62388

1.84312

0.65

18

6.983744

-0.061458

survivorsofabuse

7uhn87

(20, 25)

From across the table their eyes met, and in that instant they saw their future as they held each other’s gaze—a picture of a grand love, and a future filled with hope. In that split second the young teenage boy fell in love with a shy teenage girl. She smiled sweetly while he spoke loudly. He did all he could to impress the timid girl that night. Little did he know she was already taken by him.

54,520

0

1

1,517,477,812

9

3.874093

78

84.3

99

3.7

99

15.6

8.97

97.44

51.28

17.95

14.1

0

8.97

5.13

3.85

8.97

14.1

5.13

1.28

5.13

0

16.67

5.13

1.28

0

1.28

2.56

11.54

8.97

2.56

0

28.21

0

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7.69

6.41

1.28

0

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0

3.85

1.28

0

7.69

3.85

0

2.56

1.28

0

12.82

2.56

3.85

19.23

1.28

8.97

0

10.26

6.41

2.56

0

1.28

0

3

2.6364

3

1.2857

1.1429

1

1.73395

1.65938

1.91688

0.92

0

3.286772

0.131618

ptsd

7sw2hm

(0, 3)

I have a dog that I got during the abusive relationship that led to my PTSD, though I could never prove it there were obvious signs that she was abused by my ex as well. She has always been very sensitive to how people are feeling and acting (when I have an episode with my celiac disease she will curl up by my stomach and won't leave my side) could this be a starting point for me to train her to recognise when I have a major panic attack and just lay with me until it passes? I was going to find a dog training sub to post this on but some of you may have service dogs for your PTSD so I wanted to get your opinion as well!

9,555

0

0.666667

1,516,887,125

13

7.176132

130

18.45

35.01

58.61

7.8

43.33

10

89.23

65.38

21.54

16.15

10.77

0

2.31

3.08

0

5.38

4.62

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8.46

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1.54

20

2.31

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0

0.77

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0

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2.31

0

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0

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0

0.77

0

0.77

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2.7143

2.6667

3

1

1.1429

1

1.73604

1.52931

1.88847

0.94

3

7.337214

0.041625

domesticviolence

7cbb5z

(5, 10)

I'm in a well paid job. I have beautiful friends, and most of the best ones are women. I'm finally at a point in my life where I feel safe, have come to terms with the past, am able to give time and money to help others. And yet despite all these blessings I've been paralysed for the last week, unable to function at work. By a lie.

53,610

1

1,510,437,389

3

2.718873

68

82.62

27.83

97.06

99

13.6

10.29

94.12

58.82

11.76

8.82

0

2.94

8.82

19.12

13.24

5.88

4.41

0

17.65

5.88

2.94

1.47

0

2.94

7.35

0

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0

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domesticviolence

8zqfjc

(0, 5)

I'm male and i live with my partner of 4 years. We have a 12 month old baby boy who is a very loved and cherished child. Early on in our relationship there were a couple of events that looking back i should have treated as red flags, basically my partner reacted volcanically to some fairly normal behaviour on my part such as messaging with a female friend (actually wife of one of my old mates) and me trying to arrange to meet my friends from home for beers (i live a couple of cities away from my home town). I wrote this stuff off as isolated incidents and we eventially bought a place together and decided to start the family we'd both always dreamt of. The pregnancy was kind of a beautiful bubble of love and anticipation and i was (and still am) elated by the arrival of our little boy.

3,769

1

0.5

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9

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4

12.589532

0.199719

anxiety

5zpcdq

[0, 4]

I know this will prob get doe vote to oblivion but every time i see this phrase it just feels so negative. Anxiety can be cured, you can feel normal again and you could even say that managing it is a cure anyway. People without anxiety manage fear and anxiety on a day to day basis it's just it comes naturally to them without even noticing, that's the point we need to get ourselves back to in order to be cured. I'm guessing I'm not the only one that feels de-motivated when they see this phrase so maybe use it less on here guys?

1,586

0

0.8

1,489,651,545

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survivorsofabuse

5z9req

[25, 30]

Even though we did break up I don't know if he's taking it seriously and if he just thinks I'll come home and we'll be ok. I'm so tired of being treated like shit by everyone in my life. I'm not strong enough to take care of myself, to fight back, to leave. And I can't work, I can't even answer phone calls because of my anxiety, how am I supposed to survive? My family doesn't understand my mental issues so I can't get help from them with it, they tell me I need to start looking for a job and I can't even say anything.

732

1

1,489,460,978

2

1.494615

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relationships

7twpw9

[50, 55]

At times, he would get stalker-ish, and she would remove him from her contacts. This would infuriate him, and he would create an alternate character to threaten her, saying how he is going to find her, kill her, and tell me about their relationship. Being scared, my wife would add him back, pretend to be friends, only to repeat this cycle over several times over the next few years. Yes, they somehow remained "friends" for years after this affair. The next stab came when I was sent to an Air Force base for a 3 month training for my job.

1,065

0

0.6

1,517,269,679

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1

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assistance

9ak80s

[10, 15]

It would help so much if I could use my car and not worry about the insurance etc. It would be a huge help! I would also paint a picture for the person who helps, as I am an avid painter. I just want to get this done as food and everything like those necessities is taken care of, but I don't have the funds to get this done before the 7th. If you can help, it would be appreciated so much!

1,704

0

0.571429

1,535,327,916

1

2.56751

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12.53

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ptsd

6eg6pd

[5, 10]

My family thought it was a home invasion so the retrieved their guns and prepair to defend them selves. After the authorities knocked the door down they then announced them selves and threatened to kill everyone inside. My family dropped their guns and surrender peacefully. After several hours of ransacking our house the Feds arrested my little brother on charges that are of the upmost serious kind. He was not allowed to speak or talk to my parents.

13

0

0.571429

1,496,249,014

1

8.772692

78

76.78

84.75

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1.28

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1.28

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1.28

0

6.41

0

2.8333

3

1

1.125

1

1.76228

1.79688

1.81254

1

2

7.740154

0.028935

anxiety

7wzdjo

[0, 5]

I feel like I have no personality or sense of self, and my mind will take sudden turns every week or so. I can get sudden obsessions for things and then drop them and lose interest instantly, because my whole set of core values, ideas and principles changes constantly. And I've seen people saying that it's normal. I highly doubt it's normal to change so drastically and so quickly, because I have to accommodate to a new personality every single week, and it's disturbing. Actually, there were times when I changed from one day to the other and it's so disturbing because I didn't know what was happening to me...I just woke up feeling and being completely different, like something changed everything about me overnight.

1,617

1

0.8

1,518,423,767

17

8.836753

126

4.92

10.22

98.98

3.31

25.2

20.63

92.06

57.94

19.05

11.11

10.32

0

0.79

7.94

1.59

10.32

8.73

15.87

1.59

19.84

5.56

2.38

1.59

3.17

5.56

1.59

3.97

3.17

0

0.79

3.97

0

19.05

3.97

5.56

0

3.17

4.76

3.97

0.79

1.59

0

3.97

0

0.79

1.59

5.56

11.11

1.59

15.87

5.56

0.79

10.32

0

16.67

6.35

5.56

0

4.76

0

2.8571

2.5556

3

1

1.1429

1

1.67857

1.41653

1.90974

0.92

7

8.749134

-0.004171

anxiety

9ddap5

[5, 10]

I saw a shadow figure standing in my bedroom door... so I'm camped out in my mom's room. I have bipolar I as well, so it's likely that's the cause of the hallucinations.  I can't take this. I've had several anxiety attacks in the last few weeks; twice, I was sent home from work about half an hour early.

173

1

0.571429

1,536,197,077

3

1.197273

60

41.99

6.7

99

6.91

12

11.67

95

53.33

20

15

0

5

8.33

13.33

11.67

6.67

5

1.67

16.67

5

1.67

0

3.33

5

1.67

3.33

1.67

0

3.33

1.67

0

1.67

0

6.67

1.67

0

1.67

0

1.67

5

3.33

0

3.33

0

3.33

0

5

0

1.67

0

6.67

13.33

0

18.33

1.67

10

6.67

1.67

0

6.67

0

1.67

0

1.67

0

31.67

11.67

3.33

0

3.33

0

10

0

3.33

2.8333

2.8571

3

1

1.61937

1.67451

1.86035

1

11

3.360606

-0.044444

assistance

9ur9d4

(10, 15)

I have been always told that I was a burden, a waste of space and that I was a fuck up even tho I'm the only one in my family 2 get any qualifications nevermind getting into uni. I'll most likely end up homeless as I can't even work as I have little work experience and I try part time jobs just 2 end up having a panic attack early on which got me fired each time. My friends are all at uni doing well 2 which makes me feel worse while I'm at home being a sack of shit who stays indoors all day with no social interaction other than my parents berating me about life. I don't even know what 2 do and it's killing me. My friends constantly remark about me being a mess.

49,375

1

1,541,531,057

0

4.865332

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1

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5.84

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0

13.14

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8.76

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3

1

1.74841

1.59492

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0.5

2

6.316914

-0.084936

domesticviolence

62evlb

[36, 41]

I don't want a situation to come where she calls the police lying saying I hit her (anytime a domestic incident happens, it's automatically the guy's fault) She's called the police falsely on my dad twice, so I wouldn't put it passed her. So I'm writing this in the parking lot of my college afraid to go home. Awesome

1,803

1

0.8

1,490,889,978

4

5.100231

59

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1

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0

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0

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0

2.8333

2.625

3

1

1.125

1

1.7517

1.7102

1.84783

1

11

6.722885

0

ptsd

6cxcso

[6, 11]

My heart races and palpitates. I've gone on autopilot, but I've never experienced anything like an out of body experience. When this intense part fades I just get stuck in my head for the rest of the day, exhausted. Has anyone experienced something like this? How do you cope when ain't nobody got time for that?

1,153

0

0.571429

1,495,571,714

17

4.427627

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16.87

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3

1

1.1429

1

1.79954

1.504

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1

11

5.012

0.05

food_pantry

8nhard

[5, 10]

Already borrowed what I can from family and friends, living on my own, and rather exhausted that. I'd rather not share my specific adress in public, so PM if you want to help. Got no preferences, but a kebab or pizza with varied stuff in it would be great for nutrition. Hate asking for this, but I'm at a low point and getting rather desperate. If ordering isn't the thing for you, a small amount of money to buy something cheap at the store is just as good.

843

1

0.8

1,527,762,200

11

6.354725

88

40.51

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3

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1.0833

1

1.69933

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0.83

3

6.549758

0.040909

anxiety

77kxv4

[9, 14]

Every minor detail feels just so overwhelming that I feel suffocated and panicky all the time. I imagine others here have gone through something similar, so I wanted to ask about your experience with grad school applications. How did you survive? How did you preserve your mental health, and do the best that you could? Thanks so much.

1,244

1

1,508,490,422

3

6.377069

58

4.13

88.61

6.84

25.77

11.6

18.97

94.83

55.17

20.69

13.79

5.17

0

8.62

0

6.9

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5.17

0

3.45

1.72

0

1.72

0

5.17

0

3.45

1.72

0

6.9

10.34

0

3.45

1.72

0

1.72

5.17

0

12.07

5.17

3.45

0

3.45

0

2.6667

2.625

2.6

1.2

1

1.74807

1.35472

1.92686

1

4

5.616759

0.25

anxiety

8llbgc

(5, 10)

I simply stayed home and did nothing, I was basically a shut-in hiding from the world. I had really awful anxiety at one point, I never went to the doctor for it, but there was a time when I got a panic attack and I had to call a friend, who helped me get through it. Then everything changed, I got an opportunity to work at a really tough (to be honest I would call the working conditions atrocious), minimum-wage job but I learned a lot of life lessons (and it changed my view on society). Then I started reading more books to improve myself, and that was when I started to earn some savings. I returned to school and the first semester back I managed to get As in half of my courses.

19,416

1

0.5

1,527,097,273

14

5.598309

136

58.07

10.58

98.31

15.44

27.2

17.65

97.79

58.82

16.91

12.5

0

4.41

8.09

13.97

5.88

6.62

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17.65

4.41

1.47

2.21

5.88

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1.47

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1.47

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1.47

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11.03

0.74

4.41

2.21

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12.5

2.94

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9.56

0.74

1.47

0

13.24

3.68

5.15

0

1.47

0

2.94

0

2.875

2.8

3

1

1.125

1

1.74464

1.50667

1.90465

1

2

6.570882

-0.100617

relationships

7qoi8d

(50, 55)

She'll order so much food, and binges on it, while downing shots the whole time. The way she orders food and drinks kinda makes me change my eating and drinking habits when I'm with her. It's like I'm binging too. She always excuses herself to the bathroom right after a meal and I know she's purging. The more recent time I hung out with her, I put my foot down a little more and told her i didn't want to pay for so much food, and that I wasn't doing shots (I never do shots, but she always orders them for me when I'm out with her and then is really manipulative in order to pressure me to do them).

47,453

0

0.8

1,516,063,515

1

6.567995

120

13.67

27.99

78.99

14.3

24

7.5

94.17

61.67

24.17

21.67

11.67

0

8.33

1.67

2.5

5

13.33

10

5.83

11.67

2.5

15.83

3.33

4.17

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0

4.17

0.83

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0.83

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11.67

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8.33

0

10.83

0.83

2.5

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2.5

3.33

0

8.33

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1.67

0

7.5

5

0

5

0

2.5

9.17

1.67

19.17

1.67

6.67

9.17

0.83

2.5

0.83

0

0.83

0

0.83

0

16.67

4.17

0

6.67

1.67

0

2.7143

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3

1

1.1429

1

1.73639

1.56226

1.85252

1

4

7.11125

0.174266

survivorsofabuse

6kjn0m

[10, 15]

Why did I have to scream in pain? Sometimes the bashings would be so bad that I would call my mum while she was at work [sometimes my brother and I would be home alone after I returned from school, when he would torment and bash me]. I would run into my room and lean against the bedroom door with all my weight while my brother kicked and punched through it from the other side. Once, the wood splintered and went into my back. Still no-one stopped him.

805

1

0.6

1,498,865,326

5

4.985431

89

21.68

18.44

91.44

1

17.8

14.61

92.13

62.92

20.22

16.85

13.48

0

3.37

0

3.37

4.49

12.36

11.24

5.62

10.11

1.12

15.73

2.25

1.12

2.25

1.12

4.49

0

4.49

0

1.12

7.87

3.37

0

2.25

4.49

12.36

0

1.12

5.62

2.25

1.12

2.25

3.37

0

1.12

2.25

0

1.12

0

1.12

5.62

2.25

1.12

0

2.25

5.62

0

22.47

2.25

8.99

12.36

2.25

0

4.49

0

11.24

4.49

2.25

0

1.12

0

1.12

0

2.25

2.8333

2.75

3

1

1.125

1

1.67465

1.66154

1.87256

1

2

3.718596

-0.275

relationships

7q5gw6

[0, 5]

I have had two or three or more reoccurring dreams of me cheating on my boyfriend.. and they are so real that I actually feel awful when I wake up or like it actually happened. I've been spooked when I've woken up because it's actually felt like he left and it happened.. can someone shed some light on what this means? my boyfriend is 18 and I am 19 I am female he is male. we have been in a relationship for around 6/7 months. Recently me and my boyfriend had been going through a tough stage and I've been carrying a huge amount of guilt and I've been feeling like I'm not a good person at all...

1,475

1

1,515,861,647

0

4.210403

119

6.23

20.05

97.47

6.82

17

15.13

92.44

63.87

21.85

15.97

12.61

0.84

0

1.68

0.84

5.88

3.36

11.76

17.65

5.88

10.92

0.84

24.37

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0.84

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0

10.08

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0

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0

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0

8.4

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0

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12.61

1.68

7.56

3.36

0

0.84

0

15.13

8.4

0

0.84

0

5.04

0

0.84

3

2.4

3

1

1.1818

1

1.72734

1.56038

1.92001

0.38

18

5.205

-0.017063

relationships

7u4b83

[15, 20]

While my friends and myself included, have high hopes that this will work out, I’m petrified because I am putting my feelings on the table. I’m going to be so damn vulnerable. While he’s expressed and shown signs that he’s just as into this as I am, if not more so, I’ve also never done this before. I’ve only been in 1 (college) relationship before this, followed by 3 years of singleness and ultimate casual fuckery. I know my feelings for him are real and I owe it to myself to fight for a chance of a relationship with someone I feel so strongly for.

1,246

1

1,517,346,386

2

8.255405

105

9.27

14.74

86.5

1.91

21

17.14

93.33

66.67

23.81

16.19

13.33

0

2.86

0

7.62

2.86

17.14

13.33

6.67

13.33

1.9

19.05

6.67

4.76

0

1.9

0.95

7.62

1.9

4.76

1.9

2.86

0

8.57

0

0.95

0

2.86

10.48

3.81

0.95

1.9

3.81

0.95

1.9

2.86

0

2.86

0.95

0

0.95

6.67

2.86

0.95

2.86

0

3.81

15.24

1.9

13.33

2.86

4.76

5.71

1.9

0

0.95

0

1.9

0

17.14

4.76

0

5.71

1.9

0

3

2.6

3

1

1.25

1

1.70959

1.4044

1.89889

0.63

21

9.013946

-0.057083

ptsd

8cx609

[45, 50]

That’s it for me. Bye, world. I run and hide inside a key repairs store. The shop attendant give me a worried look. I cannot move, even though I am fully aware I am standing in the door.

606

1

0.8

1,523,977,188

1

-0.7095

38

27.32

3.3

99

2.51

7.6

10.53

92.11

57.89

21.05

15.79

0

5.26

10.53

7.89

10.53

7.89

5.26

2.63

21.05

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0

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0

2.63

0

5.26

0

7.89

2.63

0

5.26

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0

5.26

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2.63

0

2.63

0

21.05

0

21.05

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0

2.63

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0

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0

2.63

0

2.375

2.75

3

1.125

1

1.74269

1.83871

1.93243

0.6

0

1.395

0.15

relationships

7psv5r

[5, 10]

Everything was absolutely perfect. He is always very quiet, but is a complete sweetheart, and very warm and kind once he trusts someone. He’s pretty much the spitting image of what I imagined of the person I would marry when I was young. The one thing about him that would have seemed “off” is that he never really talked at all about his life before the Army. I know what city he is from, and a couple inconsequential details, but nothing significant.

979

0

1

1,515,718,466

29

7.298916

82

12.53

76.78

7.12

99

16.4

14.63

96.34

64.63

21.95

13.41

4.88

0

8.54

0

8.54

7.32

9.76

12.2

9.76

7.32

2.44

18.29

6.1

1.22

3.66

2.44

3.66

7.32

0

18.29

1.22

0

8.54

21.95

3.66

0

2.44

3.66

9.76

3.66

1.22

2.44

1.22

0

6.1

2.44

0

1.22

4.88

10.98

0

10.98

0

3.66

7.32

0

1.22

0

1.22

0

14.63

6.1

4.88

0

2.44

1.22

0

3

2.4

3

1.1429

1

1.62305

1.48

1.95504

0.85

18

7.091229

0.3305

assistance

8vgf4c

(0, 5)

So i was run off the road and needed to repair my car. Took it in and it ended up costing me $600 AU. im just asking for help any amount of money is appreciated. Ive payed $200 off myself but i have until friday to pay this off. I will pay anyone back the money they can loan with an agreed apon amount depending on what you guys are willing to loan.

11,666

0

0.6

1,530,512,196

1

0.769091

73

49.86

39.19

93.59

76.42

14.6

5.48

93.15

58.9

20.55

13.7

10.96

0

1.37

0

1.37

6.85

4.11

17.81

10.96

4.11

6.85

0

16.44

1.37

0

1.37

2.74

4.11

2.74

0

8.22

0

1.37

0

1.37

8.22

1.37

4.11

0

1.37

0

8.22

1.37

0

5.48

2.74

0

5.48

9.59

1.37

17.81

2.74

10.96

5.48

4.11

0

10.96

0

9.59

6.85

0

2.74

2.7778

2.8889

3

1.1429

1.1818

1

1.72858

1.56066

1.85309

0.56

3

3.258442

0.15

ptsd

8c4izr

[3, 8]

Do I force myself to move forward? Am I being ridiculous because I still have ptsd? I feel like they’re so out of line. I’m all over the place. Just someone please help.

582

1

0.8

1,523,671,369

17

-0.166571

33

12.85

18.16

99

25.77

6.6

12.12

93.94

66.67

21.21

18.18

0

3.03

15.15

18.18

9.09

6.06

0

24.24

0

3.03

0

3.03

6.06

3.03

0

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0

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0

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0

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3.03

0

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0

21.21

0

18.18

6.06

12.12

6.06

0

21.21

9.09

0

6.06

0

6.06

0

2.7143

2.8889

2.6

1.2857

1.2727

1

1.87993

1.6

1.99657

0.84

10

0.962857

-0.333333

stress

9or3wy

[0, 5]

 Hey everyone, Being that Hurricane Florence just occurred less than a month ago, my personal experience with Hurricane Florence consisted of having my maternal extended family evacuated from Craven County and coming to stay with my family in Wilson, having to have family members be rescued from their home due to a severe flash flood, and dealing with the shock and emotions of loss once returning. On top of that, two of my family members have been displaced and all of them are still in the stages of recovery. This is the first natural disaster that has left a major impact on my family as far as trying to find resources and dealing with insurance adjusters and etc.

1,386

1

1,539,719,378

1

15.253487

119

90.04

69.29

50.06

1

39.67

21.85

82.35

49.58

10.08

5.88

4.2

0

1.68

4.2

5.04

19.33

8.4

1.68

6.72

0

12.61

7.56

4.2

0

2.52

1.68

5.04

0

3.36

0

0.84

10.92

5.04

0

0.84

0

5.04

0.84

0

0.84

1.68

0.84

0

10.92

5.88

4.2

0.84

0

1.68

2.52

6.72

0.84

14.29

1.68

7.56

5.88

0.84

4.2

5.04

0.84

0

0.84

0

9.24

2.52

4.2

0

0.84

0

1.68

2.8333

2.6364

3

1

1.73575

1.54257

1.8759

0.67

0

13.960399

0.080093

ptsd

9oo2j6

[20, 25]

As a result I had a total burn out. Many months ago the situation with my abuser came up between this friend and I. I explained some stuff but she said it was too overwhelming for her to hear so I never brought it up again. My response to her saying I do nothing was just explaining that I don’t tell people why I’m in this situation because it scares people. It’s often retraumatizing when I tell people and their reaction is either to get scared and shut me down or not believe me at all. Her response was that a lot of people have f’d up things they have to deal with but they still have to do stuff.

713

1

0.6

1,539,699,785

38

3.745528

120

12.41

43.37

86.07

1.03

20

11.67

95.83

67.5

25

15.83

10

0

3.33

2.5

9.17

3.33

15

10.83

7.5

8.33

3.33

21.67

3.33

1.67

0

5

3.33

0

3.33

2.5

0.83

15.83

0

0.83

3.33

0

17.5

2.5

5

0

3.33

4.17

3.33

0

2.5

0.83

0

5

0.83

0

3.33

0.83

0

7.5

12.5

0

14.17

1.67

6.67

5.83

0

8.33

5

0

3.33

0

2.6667

3

1

1.1429

1

1.75058

1.51927

1.81808

0.97

39

4.801789

0.211111

assistance

6c0dcb

[5, 10]

When we returned we discovered that one of our beloved pets' health had taken a turn for the worse and we had to them euthanized, so that was a setback. We still have not been able to pay rent for May. Our landlords are trying to work with us but I believe they are becoming impatient, also since the 5th there is an additional $5 owed for every day that it is late so the amount is growing. We are also still very behind in our utility bills. I was able to negotiate something with the company that I finance my car through so that it would be easier to make the payments but could still use some help paying my insurance this month before it is cancelled again (It was cancelled briefly in April but I was able to get it reinstated).

630

1

1,495,154,467

0

7.957381

143

18.85

81.84

49.86

25.77

28.6

16.08

94.41

65.03

20.28

11.89

4.2

6.29

0

1.4

8.39

5.59

12.59

13.99

9.09

6.99

0.7

20.28

3.5

2.1

0.7

1.4

2.1

2.8

1.4

0.7

0

10.49

0

0.7

0

11.89

2.1

1.4

2.8

0.7

2.8

0

0.7

0

0.7

0

13.29

6.99

3.5

1.4

0.7

6.29

11.19

0.7

13.29

2.8

2.1

9.09

4.9

0

2.1

5.59

0

7.69

3.5

1.4

0

0.7

1.4

0.7

3

2.8889

3

1.125

1.1818

1

1.67183

1.49524

1.86938

0.33

3

7.838413

0.123

relationships

7r5pd9

(0, 5)

My sister lives with her BF and my 2 year old nephew about 30 minutes away from me. A few days ago she asked if her and my nephew can come spend next Monday - Friday with me because her BF is going out of town and she doesn't want to be in the house alone without him (they live with his family so I guess sometimes it gets uncomfortable). I said okay sure. I live in 500 sqft a studio but I have a pullout couch in addition to my bed. I've been with my BF for 3 years and about 5 months ago he unofficially moved in with me (unofficial because we share bills and all of his stuff is here but his mail and whatnot still goes to his parents where he was living before).

28,833

0

1

1,516,235,091

86

2.542211

137

41.92

72.03

55.95

38.77

27.4

8.76

92.7

56.93

21.17

19.71

9.49

0.73

0

8.76

0.73

1.46

2.92

16.06

6.57

4.38

8.76

1.46

16.79

2.92

0.73

3.65

1.46

3.65

2.19

1.46

0.73

0

0.73

18.98

3.65

2.19

4.38

8.76

8.03

0

1.46

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1.46

2.92

0.73

0

0.73

0

2.92

0

2.92

0

6.57

5.84

0

0.73

0

5.11

12.41

0.73

19.71

3.65

5.84

10.22

0.73

3.65

1.46

0

2.92

0

2.19

0.73

0

8.76

3.65

0

0.73

0

1.46

2.92

0

2.75

2.6667

3

1

1.64353

1.61186

1.87607

0.93

37

3.600052

0.084091

survivorsofabuse

8fseme

[0, 5]

Me and my Dad aren't on speaking terms, however we do live in the same house. Mainly because I'm not financially able to leave and live on my own. I do plan on leaving, but until I make enough money to do so I'm stuck here. I want to share what has led to this point, because to be honest I feel like I'm pathetic, weak in incapable of accomplishing anything. Everything I do to move forwards seems to be halted and I feel like I'm being pushed back.

920

1

1,525,019,368

9

2.971839

89

19.41

7.22

99

25.77

17.8

13.48

95.51

61.8

20.22

15.73

14.61

1.12

0

4.49

1.12

17.98

14.61

4.49

10.11

2.25

29.21

4.49

3.37

1.12

0

4.49

2.25

0

1.12

5.62

1.12

0

1.12

16.85

3.37

4.49

1.12

3.37

1.12

4.49

3.37

0

1.12

2.25

3.37

0

3.37

0

8.99

2.25

4.49

3.37

0

2.25

24.72

1.12

16.85

6.74

10.11

3.37

2.25

0

1.12

2.25

0

15.73

5.62

4.49

0

5.62

0

2.7778

2.75

3

1

1.75734

1.47765

1.89584

1

3

4.710973

0.001309

ptsd

9sh9i4

(29, 34)

There is a waitlist to be called when they become available. I do not want to start training an adult dog from the shelter to become a service dog. I think there is too much room for error if I'm not the one who socialized the dog from the beginning. Any advice or notes from those who have them would be great. Thanks.

51,140

0

1

1,540,847,184

11

3.515625

63

49.61

37.54

27.77

82.57

12.6

11.11

84.13

61.9

12.7

7.94

4.76

0

3.17

4.76

11.11

15.87

6.35

4.76

3.17

23.81

1.59

0

4.76

1.59

3.17

0

11.11

0

15.87

4.76

0

4.76

0

6.35

0

1.59

0

1.59

0

1.59

20.63

0

6.35

0

1.59

4.76

1.59

0

1.59

0

9.52

7.94

0

1.59

0

2.625

3

1.125

1.1429

1

1.679

1.51321

1.93323

1

8

3.598875

0.34

ptsd

7u4xjf

(20, 25)

Cigarettes used to help but they don't anymore. Alcohol helps, but then it comes back worse the next day. In the months that it's not happening, I'm well-adjusted. I thrive. But then my luck changes, someone starts listening to music next door or revving an old engine in their yard, and all my progress collapses.

45,695

1

1,517,351,366

7

4.427627

56

20.29

14.19

99

87.2

11.2

19.64

92.86

51.79

19.64

10.71

7.14

0

3.57

8.93

5.36

7.14

5.36

3.57

12.5

3.57

16.07

5.36

1.79

0

1.79

7.14

5.36

1.79

0

10.71

0

19.64

0

3.57

0

5.36

1.79

10.71

3.57

0

3.57

0

3.57

0

3.57

0

3.57

8.93

3.57

1.79

12.5

3.57

28.57

3.57

7.14

19.64

0

5.36

3.57

0

1.79

0

1.79

0

23.21

8.93

7.14

0

1.79

0

5.36

0

2.875

2.8889

3

1.125

1.1429

1

1.77017

1.57447

1.87967

0.75

16

4.012

-0.06

anxiety

5p5n5u

(5, 10)

I have struggled all my life with weight. For the past month I have been dieting like a madman, counting calories, working out, etc. I have lose weight before in mass amounts so I do know how to diet and weigh food. But the scale will not budge, inches will not budge, nothing. So I decided that I am going to talk to my doctor about tapering off lexapro next week when I go in to see her.

7,062

0

0.8

1,484,936,812

1

4.606154

78

46.3

4.8

98.79

2.7

15.6

12.82

88.46

56.41

14.1

12.82

11.54

0

1.28

0

1.28

3.85

16.67

10.26

6.41

7.69

3.85

20.51

2.56

0

2.56

0

2.56

1.28

0

1.28

2.56

0

1.28

0

10.26

2.56

1.28

0

2.56

3.85

1.28

0

2.56

10.26

0

5.13

0

7.69

5.13

0

2.56

0

1.28

3.85

14.1

3.85

17.95

2.56

7.69

2.56

0

12.82

6.41

0

2.8333

2.625

3

1

1.1429

1

1.71342

1.4806

1.86492

0.67

9

4.865795

-0.125

ptsd

8h1rtk

[5, 10]

So thank you. My day got better. I am on medicine so I took my alprazolam and went to a store to try and find a dress for an upcoming wedding party. No luck. Dressing room lady was rude as hell but for the first time, I didn’t really put up with it.

1,119

0

1

1,525,461,049

31

-0.913413

53

59.93

12.88

96.73

89.18

10.6

9.43

94.34

54.72

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0

1.89

0

1.89

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relationships

7sclia

[40, 45]

He doesnt seem bothered about calling me or meeting me unless I initiate. We dont talk for very long as he still lives with his parents and is apparently always "busy" helping his mum. Im mostly available, as I work part time as Im a student but I live in a rented shared flat. We seldom talk about the future. I want to talk about the future, I planned to work abroad this year as I graduate soon but stopped those plans after meeting him as he is only in college and will take another 3 years until he finishes education.

932

0

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10

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survivorsofabuse

72ktl4

(0, 5)

So, long story short my parents are terribly abusive, I'm almost 30 and it took me this long, with the help of my wife to realize this. Lots of things happened, too many to list in a single post, but it got much worse last year when my daughter was molested by my younger brother. We had asked my parents to watch my two daughters due to a medical emergency, and that's when it happened, with my father in the room, his eyes glued to his cell phone. We involved CPS, the police, but my daughter didn't quite tell the police everything, and with their investigation, they could not press charges against him. After their investigation was complete, we informed my parents of what happened, and they called my then 5 year old daughter a liar to her face.

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1

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relationships

7toyzh

(20, 25)

I'm just really scared in general of not living up to expectations my partner may have. A lot of my life is built on trying to be exciting, fun, or entertaining, I'm just scared I won't be able to keep it up for my partner. The last thing I want them is to describe their boyfriend (me) as bland or boring, but I feel like that's how I'll make them feel, and it'll just lead to heartache. So, I've come to the most recent conclusion (after seeing my two best friends get girlfriends and me being the awkward loser who can't get one). That maybe I'm not the type of person who's built for relationships.

54,426

1

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relationships

7rjoy7

[10, 15]

Which now leads me to where I am now. I had a talk with person A and she wants to get back together. Person B really wants a relationship with me. I don’t want to be a douche bag and cut things off with person b and then go back after my ex and have to deal with all the drama in between that. But I don’t really want my ex(person a) to go back and try to get into relationships and talk to all these guys.

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domesticviolence

5u4hq4

(25, 30)

My sister messaged me "CALL ME ASAP" I received her message at 1am when I woke up at my own home to use the restroom. I called my sister at that time, she answered the phone and I heard yelling and screaming. What happened was, My sister gave my father a ride back to wherever it was he came from - to get him out of their home. My father would not leave my moms home unless she also came along.

6,416

0

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anxiety

9164ne

[0, 5]

I was at work today and this guy I just met was just exuding this layer of confidence, he was; to an extent everything I wanted to be when it came to my relationships with others. There was no reason to hate him, but I just felt this serious sense of envy toward him. He just magically knew what and how to talk to everyone, like the people that I wanted to talk to, but could never, he had already been there and done that. Now nothing is stopping me from doing what he has already done, but like, I feel like that entire pathway has just been blocked off, because of this envy. I'm really not sure whether I should start to model myself over him or just remain like this.

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1

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relationships

7o0k89

(10, 15)

We were doing so good.” I’m feel as if I can’t be angry at any of his actions, and my words mean nothing, and my threats are empty. He makes me feel so horrible about myself when I even show the slightest bit of distance from him, he treats me as if I owe him sex. Never forces me to but will bring it up constantly, about how we haven’t and it’s just “makes him feel so bad and self conscious about himself” I don’t know what to do I told him I wanted to move back home and he went in behind me and unpacked my bags as I packed them.

12,620

1

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1

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relationships

7q242z

(10, 15)

That was nice. But now that we're close to the point of no return, with a flight booked so he can come see her(I agreed to travel out of our house for the week), and they seem to be bonding big time(I love you's abound), I'm not sure what to do with myself. On one hand I want to let loose and detach, let her have fun, and do so myself. If it leads to a new LTR for her, awesome. But what kills me I guess is the uncertainty.

15,210

1

0.6

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relationships

7ow1he

[0, 5]

I’ve been in the mood since Friday night, we had a date and when we got tired and I let her go to sleep. Saturday morning I tried doing some forplay and she stopped me and told me to wait till later that night and she would make it up to me. Saturday night rolls around and she just falls asleep. Sunday morning I climb out of bed and start breakfast, and she said “Too bad you were asleep this morning, I tried to wake you up for something special...” Later that day we were getting ready for a birthday party, and she said, “I wish we could be undressing instead, but we got a party to go to...” I took that as a hint that later tonight she’ll finally be in the mood.

461

0

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anxiety

8wcmvz

(0, 5)

Hey guys I just want to hear your opinions on this. So I’ve only had ptsd for about 5 years now after a near death experience and I just want to know if you guys think it is possible for me to be able to get rid of it for good. That fact that I was not born with a generalized anxiety disorder really makes me believe that one day I’ll be able to be the person I was before the incident. The issue is that even when I ask my therapist about this he tells me that my anxiety will always be there from now on, I just have to learn how to deal with it. What are your thoughts?

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ptsd

8a2e26

[155, 160]

  A lot of you reading this are still serving either in the military or first responder, corrections or medical … the ability to stand up and say, “I need to take some time out to handle my PTSD”. In fact it is a guaranteed way to find yourself in JPSU or desk duty til they can boot you out the door. You CAN NOT start EMDR or CBT without telling your employer, your family and your support network what you are about to go through.  

719

0

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survivorsofabuse

6tvtnu

(5, 10)

Part of what makes good writing is having small specific details and the little stories that make up the novel as a whole. This is why I was hoping that, if you are interested, you could send me stories of your experiences in an abusive relationship - whatever detail you choose to send, it doesn't have to be anything "epic" and "grand," it could be the smallest segment that you hold significance to. If you have any questions about what I'm looking for, let me know - though I'm really looking for anything! Feel free to post them here, or private message me. Thank you in advance <3

40,929

0

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1,502,819,426

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relationships

7qh3jm

[45, 50]

If she were honest or apologetic, I could try to understand. But is that naive? I’m just confused. I’ve tried to give it time, but I understand less and less. I signed up for Facebook over the weekend, and Corrine was in my suggested people to add.

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relationships

7q97j5

(15, 20)

And I really don't know what to do. This isn't nearly the first time he lied and there have also been other things (like him being unemployed for 6 months and not looking for a job while his parents pay foe everything and he lives with me). But I get that life can be hard and it sometimes can get you down. But I just feel like my trust is broken over and over and over again. And I don't know what to do.

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2.955993

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assistance

80io65

[5, 10]

We are begging you for **$200** to buy bus tickets for the **4** of us to travel via bus. It is a **14 hour** road travel from our current city. The $200 will cover our travel to there and going back here.   This would really mean a lot for me and my family, we just want to see our grandfather one last time.

6

0

0.6

1,519,696,966

15

-0.748636

64

71.61

97.87

55.79

25.77

16

6.25

87.5

56.25

17.19

14.06

3.12

9.38

1.56

0

3.12

6.25

15.62

6.25

7.81

3.12

0

18.75

1.56

0

7.81

1.56

0

14.06

3.12

0

1.56

7.81

1.56

0

3.12

1.56

0

1.56

0

12.5

10.94

0

1.56

0

14.06

3.12

18.75

6.25

7.81

0

7.81

1.56

3.12

0

32.81

6.25

1.56

0

1.56

0

23.44

2.6667

3

1

1.73051

1.70545

1.89017

0.71

7

2.109318

-0.078125

ptsd

95ozde

[20, 25]

We spoke of Buddhism and karma and about how everything is connected. Turns out, everything is related. My grandmother was a bitch to my mother, my mother was a bitch to me, I had to act out in a way or another. The Perpetrator, the Victim, and the Rescuer interchange positions. I've been told I show symptoms of BPD, ADHD, but I haven't been diagnosed clinically.

876

0

0.8

1,533,755,142

3

5.318235

66

43.68

27.23

90.27

1

13.2

21.21

89.39

62.12

18.18

13.64

12.12

1.52

0

4.55

9.09

13.64

3.03

9.09

1.52

18.18

0

1.52

0

1.52

4.55

0

4.55

0

3.03

0

13.64

4.55

0

4.55

0

12.12

3.03

1.52

0

1.52

3.03

4.55

3.03

1.52

0

4.55

0

4.55

0

3.03

1.52

0

1.52

0

10.61

7.58

0

9.09

1.52

7.58

0

3.03

0

3.03

0

21.21

7.58

10.61

0

3.03

0

2.875

2.4167

3

1

1.1429

1

1.69467

1.61224

1.8711

1

3

7.066941

-0.0375

relationships

7u5vle

[5, 10]

I was venting how pissed off she made me to one of my friends. I didn't know [3M] was listening to our conversation. He asked me and my friend what a period was. My friend took him to his mother who was in the kitchen. She just told us to keep an eye on him while she did some things.

449

1

0.6

1,517,359,658

0

1.330968

60

17.96

95.2

5.99

6.91

12

8.33

96.67

66.67

31.67

26.67

11.67

3.33

0

11.67

0

5

13.33

10

3.33

5

1.67

23.33

0

5

1.67

0

1.67

0

1.67

0

30

1.67

5

6.67

8.33

1.67

3.33

0

1.67

0

1.67

3.33

1.67

0

5

3.33

0

1.67

11.67

10

0

1.67

0

16.67

3.33

0

8.33

0

5

3.33

0

1.67

0

1.67

0

13.33

8.33

0

1.67

0

3.33

2.6667

2.6

3

1.1429

1

1.75487

1.70909

1.88577

0.25

22

2.758903

0

homeless

910q15

(2, 7)

For example, I'm selling something that's worth £50? You can have it for £10. I hate it, I want to cry. I've had items listed for about 2 weeks, they're all responsibly priced or under and I'm having to accept low ball offers as I have no other choice. I would never let myself in a million years do this if I wasn't homeless but the clock is ticking and I need to move.

33,515

1

1,532,290,986

23

0.294878

74

6.34

2.94

89.05

2.3

14.8

9.46

90.54

63.51

22.97

14.86

13.51

0

1.35

0

8.11

2.7

13.51

20.27

2.7

8.11

4.05

28.38

1.35

0

5.41

1.35

5.41

1.35

4.05

0

1.35

2.7

4.05

0

17.57

2.7

0

5.41

4.05

2.7

6.76

0

4.05

0

4.05

0

2.7

18.92

0

10.81

1.35

4.05

5.41

1.35

0

4.05

0

18.92

5.41

4.05

0

1.35

0

8.11

0

2.5556

2.625

3

1.2

1.0833

1

1.70365

1.41818

1.83869

0.93

9

2.797744

-0.022917

relationships

7pxhr7

(0, 5)

Sorry this is so long! Thanks in advance if you manage to read it :) My best friend Grace and I met when we were 10 and became best friends almost immediately. She was always the "leader" in our friendship ever since we were young. I didn't mind it, I actually kind of liked it since I was a very shy kid who had no confidence anyway.

22,961

0

1

1,515,772,827

16

1.563028

66

3.76

81.84

85.21

99

16.5

10.61

95.45

62.12

22.73

15.15

7.58

4.55

1.52

0

7.58

3.03

7.58

10.61

12.12

7.58

3.03

18.18

7.58

3.03

1.52

0

13.64

10.61

3.03

1.52

0

1.52

18.18

0

3.03

1.52

0

16.67

1.52

3.03

1.52

4.55

0

19.7

9.09

7.58

9.09

6.06

0

13.64

3.03

0

16.67

1.52

4.55

10.61

4.55

0

3.03

0

1.52

0

1.52

12.12

4.55

1.52

0

1.52

0

3.03

1.52

0

3

2.4286

3

1.2308

1.1818

1

1.69291

1.48889

1.97805

0.85

17

3.289126

0.27875

domesticviolence

6f5fy2

(45, 50)

She has a temper and some anger issues. I'm the only one that has seen that side of her, maybe I'm just the cause. To add to the story, she left me with scars on my arms a few months ago while I was trying to calm her down while giving her kisses. She dug her nails into me pretty severely. I had pictures which the officers asked to see, which I showed them.

22,935

0

0.6

1,496,548,474

1

3.398684

74

42.98

65.76

10.62

51.03

14.8

4.05

94.59

60.81

27.03

21.62

10.81

0

9.46

1.35

5.41

8.11

12.16

8.11

4.05

0

17.57

2.7

0

2.7

1.35

4.05

9.46

5.41

4.05

0

2.7

0

14.86

0

9.46

0

6.76

0

1.35

0

5.41

0

5.41

0

1.35

0

6.76

1.35

2.7

1.35

0

9.46

8.11

0

12.16

0

6.76

5.41

0

13.51

6.76

4.05

0

2.7

0

3

2.8889

3

1

1.1429

1

1.72736

1.67463

1.85172

1

3

4.311684

-0.072222

assistance

9kop6c

[19, 24]

The link to my gofundme campaign is: <url> I included a video on my Gofundme which explains my whole situation. I thought that recording it will be better than writing it down. Thank you God bless

1,285

0

1

1,538,466,397

0

2.903684

36

53.02

20.24

98.01

99

12

25

88.89

52.78

27.78

16.67

13.89

0

2.78

0

11.11

5.56

11.11

8.33

0

19.44

5.56

2.78

0

2.78

8.33

0

5.56

0

11.11

8.33

0

2.78

0

11.11

0

2.78

8.33

2.78

0

2.78

11.11

2.78

8.33

0

8.33

0

2.78

5.56

0

5.56

0

13.89

5.56

0

2.78

0

5.56

2.5

2.6

1.3

1

1.68984

1.51724

1.98629

0.48

0

3.641316

0.181481

ptsd

87culh

[5, 10]

Writing is one of my methods, and I wrote this and I would really appreciate feedback or any insight on why I am not being able to withhold myself today. “I’m writing this, because I am experiencing and attempting to avoid a full blown panic attack. I am stronger then my negative thoughts, and I do have the power to control them. Writing about it makes it seem less real, and it isn’t. My dream keeps playing in my head like a record and each time i get a glimpse of the record I avoid it.

69

0

0.571429

1,522,099,385

3

4.121633

96

17.96

1.89

88.24

12.09

19.2

17.71

91.67

59.38

21.88

15.62

14.58

0

1.04

6.25

5.21

9.38

10.42

3.12

9.38

3.12

19.79

3.12

1.04

3.12

7.29

3.12

4.17

3.12

1.04

0

1.04

0

14.58

4.17

1.04

3.12

0

4.17

1.04

0

1.04

0

8.33

0

1.04

4.17

1.04

2.08

1.04

13.54

1.04

6.25

0

3.12

5.21

2.08

0

12.5

5.21

4.17

0

1.04

2.08

0

3

2.8

1

1.1429

1

1.73398

1.48333

1.92396

0.81

2

5.282245

0.130556

domesticviolence

7jkjfi

(0, 5)

I’m looking for advice to try to help a relative. She’s going through a very ugly divorce with her husband who’s trying to get sole custody of their three-year-old son. He’s dating a woman with a substance abuse problem and a criminal record. He met her three weeks ago and has been taking their son to sleep at her residence (unbeknownst to my relative till recently). This Monday he told her he’s filing for divorce.

4,166

0

0.8

1,513,183,933

4

6.012073

77

79.25

99

1

15.4

18.18

92.21

49.35

19.48

16.88

2.6

0

11.69

2.6

6.49

16.88

7.79

1.3

3.9

0

19.48

2.6

1.3

2.6

0

3.9

0

3.9

0

2.6

0

29.87

6.49

0

7.79

9.09

3.9

0

1.3

2.6

0

1.3

0

1.3

0

12.99

5.19

2.6

1.3

5.19

10.39

1.3

15.58

1.3

10.39

0

1.3

0

18.18

6.49

0

2.6

0

6.49

2.6

0

2.8

2.8889

3

1

1.1429

1

1.77119

1.68197

1.89536

1

9

6.635268

-0.218333

ptsd

9vpvk0

(5, 10)

It's not really safe for me to be driving. I can't even function enough to do the grocery shopping. Sometimes it goes into an actual panic attack, but not too often. My husband has recently banned me from going anywhere alone unless absolutely necessary (like to work). Is this something a service dog would be helpful for?

13,824

1

0.8

1,541,809,581

3

5.146102

57

38.57

2.72

92.93

6.35

11.4

22.81

91.23

63.16

14.04

7.02

0

7.02

5.26

15.79

12.28

10.53

3.51

5.26

15.79

8.77

3.51

0

8.77

3.51

5.26

1.75

3.51

1.75

0

1.75

22.81

0

1.75

7.02

3.51

10.53

0

1.75

0

1.75

8.77

3.51

1.75

0

1.75

0

15.79

1.75

14.04

5.26

3.51

5.26

3.51

1.75

0

1.75

0

1.75

0

1.75

0

17.54

7.02

1.75

0

1.75

0

3.51

0

2.7778

2.75

3

1

1.125

1

1.72579

1.49231

1.86246

1

7

6.212

-0.05

ptsd

875jal

[18, 23]

Is it different to other occasions such as people/objects that remind you of it (more/less extreme, etc. )? I hope my questions don't come across as confusing (like that last one!) This isn't a bland survey, so feel free to comment anything outside what I ask that you think might be important for this character I'm writing. And again, mods, if this isn't appropriate, just let me know and/or point me to a better sub!

818

0

1

1,522,028,957

21

7.939875

77

11.02

14.93

85.21

90.27

19.25

16.88

89.61

59.74

24.68

10.39

7.79

0

2.6

0

14.29

2.6

12.99

10.39

5.19

9.09

3.9

19.48

11.69

9.09

1.3

2.6

6.49

5.19

1.3

0

6.49

0

18.18

5.19

0

2.6

9.09

0

7.79

1.3

0

1.3

0

2.6

0

1.3

0

15.58

2.6

9.09

1.3

3.9

1.3

0

1.3

0

27.27

2.6

6.49

0

1.3

2.6

0

5.19

3.9

3

2.6667

2.6

1.1

1

1.64153

1.40282

1.85679

0.9

21

7.6975

0.100694

relationships

7nfm2h

[10, 15]

It's been a while so I thought those feelings were long gone. At one point, I asked if Lily would come talk to me in my room, which she agreed to. In there, we made out. I don't remember a ton, but I do remember pulling away and immediately telling Lily "oh my god, I can't believe I just did this." Like a drunk idiot, I called my boyfriend.

766

0

0.666667

1,514,820,277

77

0.14375

69

15.38

9.62

99

25.77

13.8

13.04

97.1

62.32

24.64

18.84

15.94

1.45

0

1.45

0

5.8

4.35

11.59

10.14

5.8

7.25

2.9

26.09

0

1.45

2.9

1.45

0

1.45

0

10.14

0

1.45

14.49

7.25

1.45

2.9

1.45

0

4.35

1.45

0

1.45

0

1.45

4.35

2.9

0

1.45

0

13.04

10.14

0

18.84

4.35

11.59

2.9

0

1.45

0

1.45

0

2.9

1.45

0

1.45

0

23.19

7.25

8.7

0

2.9

4.35

0

2.7143

2.625

3

1.25

1.2857

1

1.74412

1.54603

1.90747

0.9

15

1.522778

-0.45

assistance

8vvat1

(0, 5)

This is so hard to write about for me. Attempting to describe what I've been through cuts me really deep down and spins me through flashes of pain, tears, and the deepest depression. I really feel kicked when I'm already down. So please, forgive me for the winded intro and shaking writing style. It has honestly taken me a week just to get to this point.

29,317

1

1,530,647,812

0

4.902647

66

39.45

8.65

93.94

7.96

13.2

18.18

89.39

60.61

18.18

12.12

0

6.06

4.55

18.18

7.58

12.12

9.09

0

18.18

4.55

1.52

3.03

0

10.61

4.55

6.06

1.52

0

3.03

1.52

0

6.06

3.03

0

3.03

4.55

0

4.55

1.52

0

1.52

0

6.06

0

3.03

0

6.06

12.12

0

12.12

0

7.58

4.55

3.03

0

15.15

7.58

4.55

0

3.03

0

2.6

2.7778

3

1

1.1818

1

1.67117

1.60678

1.82903

0.45

19

4.984588

0.03287

relationships

7nrptd

(0, 5)

My girlfriend has been under major strain since last year when took a new job, she has been depressed and has mood swings for half a year now. She has always been inverted and melancholy, but I feel that the new pressure has pushed it to the verge of disaster. I tried to talk to her, but she responded negatively and she had not done anything to help. In recent months she has said that I am depressed and need help. She told me that I had a symptom or another when she was actually symptomatic.

19,719

0

0.6

1,514,948,272

14

7.451563

96

12.72

58.24

48.89

1

19.2

14.58

97.92

63.54

20.83

14.58

6.25

0

8.33

0

6.25

5.21

9.38

14.58

4.17

9.38

2.08

22.92

3.12

1.04

2.08

1.04

7.29

0

6.25

2.08

0

3.12

15.62

0

1.04

8.33

0

10.42

1.04

2.08

1.04

5.21

2.08

0

1.04

2.08

0

2.08

0

7.29

3.12

1.04

3.12

1.04

11.46

12.5

0

17.71

2.08

3.12

12.5

1.04

0

8.33

5.21

3.12

0

2.5714

2.8889

2.8

1

1.2222

1

1.80449

1.53494

1.79538

0.81

4

7.01675

-0.01643

ptsd

8uvje9

[5, 10]

I was abusive and my mother was scared for her life. This started at a very young age. The first time I remember her telling everyone she was scared I would kill her I was about 7. I had only raised my voice in protest because I was being severely punished for 7 days for “lying”. Me and my sisters relationship has been strained most of my life but recently she had been opening up to me about the neglect and some fat shaming she experienced as a child.

1,205

0

0.666667

1,530,297,570

6

3.978828

89

24.1

50

44.87

1

17.8

19.1

95.51

60.67

22.47

20.22

13.48

0

6.74

0

2.25

4.49

12.36

13.48

4.49

6.74

0

17.98

7.87

3.37

0

3.37

2.25

11.24

0

11.24

3.37

5.62

1.12

14.61

2.25

0

8.99

0

7.87

1.12

2.25

1.12

2.25

0

1.12

0

3.37

1.12

3.37

0

1.12

7.87

2.25

1.12

4.49

0

12.36

1.12

0

12.36

0

4.49

7.87

0

1.12

0

7.87

5.62

0

2.25

0

3

2.6667

3

1

1.3

1

1.78498

1.6625

1.88803

0.88

5

4.615762

0.28

domesticviolence

8t24ey

(5, 10)

Essentially they had a few speakers which ran from people in the organization to the mayor and state representatives. Then they had a short film about the director who was retiring and essentially how she transformed this small barely funded group into an amazingly helpful and essential part of the community. It was without exaggeration insanely inspiring. They then went on to have a slide show with pictures of some of the survivors. Their pictures would appear as the individual told an abridged version of their story and how this organization helped them.

34,092

0

1

1,529,680,516

5

11.42

93

78.03

90.14

6.33

83.22

18.6

24.73

92.47

58.06

12.9

7.53

0

1.08

6.45

5.38

11.83

15.05

6.45

9.68

1.08

12.9

6.45

1.08

4.3

0

4.3

3.23

0

16.13

0

1.08

0

10.75

1.08

2.15

1.08

3.23

1.08

2.15

5.38

4.3

1.08

0

6.45

3.23

1.08

2.15

0

9.68

3.23

2.15

10.75

3.23

5.38

2.15

4.3

1.08

0

1.08

0

5.38

0

2.5

3

1.125

1.1429

1

1.66592

1.536

1.78192

1

10.569376

0.072727

anxiety

5xkdx3

(39, 44)

I feel alone, because I feel like people don't think "I was having a panic attack" as a legitimate excuse to miss something. I don't even feel like others with panic attacks 100% get it, because I don't really get that feeling of a heart attack or anything, I feel like my panic attacks are weird, and all the stuff I read about ways to help seem to be for people who get the heart attack feelings. I get a panic attack, and then get anxious about the panic attack, and it's just a big cycle. I try to open up to people, but they don't really understand. I just want to be normal.

13,146

1

1,488,677,215

3

8.360084

114

43.45

12.71

77.02

1

22.8

9.65

97.37

57.89

17.54

10.53

9.65

0

0.88

7.02

14.04

8.77

6.14

7.89

3.51

24.56

5.26

3.51

0.88

14.04

0

14.04

5.26

6.14

1.75

6.14

0

18.42

7.89

1.75

0.88

4.39

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4.39

5.26

0

5.26

1.75

0

14.04

0.88

8.77

4.39

0

0.88

21.05

0.88

4.39

0

2.63

1.75

0.88

0

17.54

4.39

6.14

0

1.75

4.39

0

0.88

2.75

2.8889

3

1

1.125

1

1.83373

1.57885

1.87585

0.72

2

9.061748

-0.03125

ptsd

79yxek

[5, 10]

A sustained loud noise like music doesn't bother me. Basically, I just scare very easily and have a visible response. It's pretty embarrassing in social and professional settings to the point people think I'm faking but I really can't control my reaction. I was diagnosed Bipolar and BPD however this symptom in particular doesn't really match up with either of those. As far as I know I'm not officially diagnosed PTSD, doctors I've seen have confirmed symptoms seeing as I had a very traumatic childhood.

1,096

0

1

1,509,484,508

21

6.387624

85

18.71

1.77

96.33

3.42

17

24.71

91.76

54.12

15.29

11.76

0

3.53

4.71

11.76

8.24

9.41

4.71

16.47

7.06

0

1.18

7.06

2.35

4.71

2.35

1.18

0

3.53

0

17.65

4.71

3.53

0

1.18

0

8.24

7.06

3.53

0

7.06

0

7.06

0

5.88

1.18

0

4.71

0

3.53

12.94

0

7.06

0

5.88

1.18

2.35

1.18

0

16.47

5.88

2.35

0

8.24

0

2.875

2.5556

3

1

1.125

1

1.79017

1.48169

1.87149

0.97

9

7.877019

0.210303

anxiety

8mvemw

[0, 5]

I'll start of by saying, sorry for my bad English or grammer. English is not my first language. I don't talk to anyone in class. I avoid people and girls who try and talk to me because I get soo nervous and my heart starts pounding. I don't talk to a single girl apart from my sisters and my mom.

1,780

0

0.6

1,527,559,796

3

1.09

60

28.78

20.24

96.21

1

12

13.33

91.67

53.33

21.67

18.33

0

3.33

1.67

13.33

6.67

0

10

5

15

5

0

1.67

3.33

1.67

6.67

0

6.67

3.33

0

1.67

20

3.33

0

6.67

0

10

0

1.67

0

5

0

5

1.67

0

1.67

0

1.67

0

10

1.67

3.33

0

1.67

3.33

0

16.67

1.67

8.33

0

3.33

5

1.67

0

15

8.33

1.67

0

5

0

2.6667

3

1.1111

1.1429

1

1.79299

1.68148

1.94623

1

3

2.739921

-0.170238

ptsd

5n56lm

[60, 65]

I am afraid of anything and everything at the same time I am afraid of what happened or what may happen. I am afraid the world, the earth, the skies, the stars, aliens, humans, animals, whatever fucking bullshit thought that had occurred in my head that makes my skin crawl. I am afraid of what I am or what I might become. I am afraid that I might go crazy or fight that I might become boring, or normal, or average, or weird, or some fucking hippie, or some fucking stupid hard-headed person.

1,455

1

1,484,056,947

5

9.610957

94

13.15

2.19

96.52

1

23.5

12.77

93.62

57.45

23.4

11.7

0

11.7

5.32

13.83

0

9.57

0

19.15

17.02

1.06

5.32

0

3.19

13.83

0

13.83

5.32

0

4.26

0

21.28

3.19

1.06

0

15.96

1.06

8.51

2.13

0

2.13

5.32

2.13

0

3.19

0

2.13

11.7

4.26

8.51

3.19

4.26

1.06

0

4.26

0

18.09

4.26

12.77

0

1.06

0

2.5714

2.8

3

1

1.2857

1

1.81793

1.64324

1.84238

0.69

15

8.387766

-0.507143

assistance

81hnhs

[5, 10]

I have been able to catch up a little bit on my rent that was behind with my income tax return, but I am still striving to catch up completely while I try to find part time work that I can perform. I am unable to work gainfully and I was denied Social Security Disability on the first two levels and have on 12/1/2017 filed for a hearing before a Administrative Law Judge. This is not expected to happen for over a year as the system is back logged and understaffed. In 2000, when I was 23, I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis. Multiple Sclerosis a chronic, typically progressive disease involving damage to the sheaths of nerve cells in the brain and spinal cord, whose symptoms may include numbness, impairment of speech and of muscular coordination, blurred vision, and severe fatigue.

1,044

0

0.571429

1,520,021,738

0

11.665319

143

82

26.45

75.68

4.49

28.6

20.28

86.71

52.45

9.79

6.99

0

2.8

6.29

16.78

9.79

3.5

6.99

0.7

11.19

2.8

1.4

4.9

2.8

3.5

0.7

2.8

0

0.7

2.8

0

6.99

1.4

0

0.7

2.8

0.7

1.4

0

1.4

0

6.99

2.8

4.2

0

11.89

0.7

5.59

4.9

0.7

4.2

9.09

1.4

16.08

1.4

8.39

6.99

4.9

0.7

2.1

0

10.49

3.5

5.59

0

1.4

2.8333

2.8889

3

1

1.1818

1

1.74286

1.55304

1.81723

0.32

2

10.898404

-0.026736

survivorsofabuse

8hmyyb

[5, 10]

Before it happened I had been good friends with him and I admired him a lot as a child. I don't want to ruin his life, and whenever I meet him I act normal and happy. When I talk about him I smile and act normal. Sometimes I feel like I can forgive him for what happened, but sometimes I have nightmares and I feel dirty. I think of what happened a lot.

711

1

1,525,694,685

10

1.295444

73

10.12

34.04

46.99

92

14.6

13.7

97.26

61.64

28.77

24.66

16.44

0

8.22

0

4.11

10.96

6.85

4.11

12.33

1.37

16.44

8.22

4.11

5.48

0

2.74

9.59

6.85

2.74

0

1.37

15.07

0

1.37

0

8.22

13.7

5.48

0

1.37

5.48

0

1.37

2.74

0

2.74

1.37

0

1.37

0

5.48

2.74

0

1.37

0

6.85

12.33

0

6.85

0

6.85

0

10.96

6.85

2.74

0

1.37

0

3

2.75

3

1.3333

1.25

1

1.7762

1.57681

1.99463

1

4

2.724749

0.25

food_pantry

8gcwjt

(0, 5)

I just got a new job and I won't get paid until the 18th. I've only been unemployed for a week now, the company I worked for closed and after bills I have no money. I was already trying to get on my feet from being let go from my long-term job in October. If you could help me I will contribute to this sub when I can, pay you back, reciprocate in any way that I can. I don't have family that I can ask for help (both parents are deceased, no siblings, not close with Aunts and Uncles).

43,931

1

0.6

1,525,217,205

12

5.907885

101

17.35

21.41

97.37

25.77

20.2

8.91

96.04

62.38

18.81

15.84

13.86

0

1.98

0

2.97

3.96

12.87

14.85

5.94

4.95

19.8

1.98

0.99

0

1.98

0

10.89

4.95

0

0.99

4.95

0

1.98

2.97

0

1.98

0

0.99

0

9.9

4.95

1.98

2.97

0

5.94

12.87

1.98

18.81

0.99

8.91

9.9

5.94

0.99

3.96

0

0.99

0

15.84

4.95

0

0.99

0

2.97

1.98

0

3

2.8889

3

1.125

1.1429

1

1.71307

1.50222

1.87315

0.93

18

7.045077

0.009091