You are clearly omitting the most important part of your story.  Are you an alcoholic?  Bipolar?  Do you suffer severe depression where you stop showing up for work for weeks at a time?  Schizophrenia?<p>I wish you the best, but it is silly for you to act like you &#x27;just can&#x27;t deal with it&#x27; rather than just admitting the real issue and trying to get help.