Hi qwertyFish thank you so much for reaching out.<p>I have a close family member, and close friend who both suffer from Schizophrenia. Although I&#x27;d hate to make any type of diagnosis over a medium like this, I feel you&#x27;ve been descriptive enough for me to make an educated guess.<p>Schizophrenia is a fairly complex disorder with varying levels of severity. What you described sounds very close to what a lot of people describe as their first &#x27;episode&#x27;, which commonly comes between the ages of 18-30. It includes what you&#x27;ve described, a long period of being awake, with intense thoughts, paranoia, and a inescapable need to &#x27;do something&#x27; (such as wipe your devices).<p>One of the greatest challenges of dealing with this is finding treatment fast enough before the disease progresses. Often once it progresses, the person no longer is able to realize something is wrong. As you&#x27;ve described it, you still have that sinking feeling that something isn&#x27;t right. Often at this stage general practitioners will not understand the disease enough to make a diagnosis, so it&#x27;s important you see a trained psychiatrist as soon as possible.<p>For your question about evaluating your condition objectively, this is part of the core treatment of Schizophrenia and it&#x27;s related disorders, so it would be best a doctor helps you with this. Adderral is a known to aggravate Schizophrenia as it interferes with Dopamine, I&#x27;d advise to cut down or stop taking it until you can speak to a doctor. There is also a very small chance you are experiencing a reaction to long term Adderall use it&#x27;s self, experiencing a Amphetamine psychosis which has very symptoms to Schizophrenia but is temporary. Do not risk it though, for a lot of people if Schizophrenia advances, they are unable, or refuse to seek treatment.