A simple question is, &quot;What value would someone get from intruding on my life?&quot; If you&#x27;re not a corporate CEO, a politician, a billionaire, etc chances are that the risk someone would target you to upend your life are extremely low. Either way, it&#x27;s good you are documenting your experience. This could help when describing what you&#x27;re going through to a physician. Please seek medical help, you sound like you are a bright individual that just needs a helping hand right now.