I&#x27;m sooooo sorry for you. Here&#x27;s a story and some advice.<p>My grandfather was born in a small village in Poland. He&#x27;s younger brother died in infancy. His older brother was blown up to pieces during the war. My grandfather worked as a foreman in a steel mill. He also kept bees and animals. And he built his own house.<p>To this day, I have the shovel he used to dig the foundations himself. The handle got impregnated with his sweat and body oils. It looks as if someone put varnish on it.<p>Personally, I&#x27;ve been working since being legally able to (16) and only stopped for 1 year of Uni, then found a company I wanted to work with and made anything I was able to to get hired. I haven&#x27;t had a break longer than 1 week since that day.<p>Burnout is only in your mind. Burnout means you never pushed yourself hard enough and that you never really wanted anything in your life hard enough.<p>My advice for you is: stop being sorry for yourself, take a cold shower, drink a coffee and get on with your life. You only get one, achieve something - you can behave burnt out when you&#x27;re old.