Yo man.  Sorry to hear about your situation.  I have been previously prescribed a high dose of Adderall.  For the first 3 -4 months it was incredible.<p>Slowly, but surely, however, it started having negative side effects, namely anxiety and paranoia.  My symptoms and resulting behaviors weren&#x27;t as extreme as yours, but I could definitely feel the crazies coming on sometimes.  That being said, don&#x27;t listen to the people on here telling you that you are schizophrenic.<p>After getting a 2nd and 3rd opinion from other doctors, and reading some stuff on Pubmed, I realized that my dose was very high.  I resolved to just ditch the Adderall and never return to my psychiatrist.<p>I&#x27;d be happy to talk more about this with you if you want.  I am a 23-year-old male software engineer and have spent a lot of time trying to find healthy&#x2F;ier alternatives to adderall.  Drop me a line at [redacted].