oh my gosh this actually made me tear up.. so like weird and creepy but. yeah. girl you def. need to have higher standards when it comes to men! you're worth more than dating a deadbeat! imagine how shitty a father that guy would have been. but yeah. you look SO CUTE babygirl! I haven't watched your vlogs since like.. at least 6mo. and you just look so thin and beautiful.. I love your hair and style and yeah! good for you on looking so beautiful. what an interesting story.. I have lucid dreamed as well. this is so interesting.