It's cross to bear, bear in this case being used in the same sense it is in weight bearing, Greeks bearing gifts or even ball bearing. It refers back to the Biblical tale of Jesus carrying his cross to Golgotha.
Lookin' Out My Back Door. Lookin' Out My Back Door is a song recorded by the American band Creedence Clearwater Revival, also known as CCR. The song was written by the band's lead singer, guitarist, and songwriter, John Fogerty.
If I Could Turn Back Time by Cher. This was written by Diane Warren, who has also written songs for Aretha Franklin, Celine Dion (Because You Loved Me), Barbara Streisand, Tina Turner and Whitney Houston. Heart Of Stone was Cher's first multimillion seller, with sales topping 3 million in the US.