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Please help.. My girlfriend wants to kill her self. Extremely serious.
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Yes, I agree. As betrayal as it might feel you need to call for help. I didn't tell my friend's parents or our teachers about what kind of thoughts he told me he was having and now he's gone. This was years ago OP... That was betrayal. You don't want that. CALL and stay with her.
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To the people who battled with severe depression and won, does it really get better? I genuinely ask this because o know that once you have depression it’ll always ‘follow you’ no matter what. This just makes me not want to even try to seek for help bc I’m afraid it’ll creep right back.. Just tired of looking for answers.
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I don't think I could answer any better than this.... Definitely agree.
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Give me one good reason to not kill myself. dont say 'family and friends'.
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Because you'll miss the beautiful moments ahead of you that are just waiting for you to witness them
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Every good memory I have is obscured by a haze of disgust.. Self loathing pollutes everyone and everything.
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I wonder what the solution is. In my life, I too am encouraged to allow myself to seek support online in a positive way (such as this forum) but this, too, only seems to make it worse and spread negativity.
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My uncle and cousins just got murdered. i don't know, i have no words.
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I'm so sorry. Are u ok
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Apparently my options for dinner are chicken and dumplings or taco stuffed bell peppers.. So I don't care either way. I'm just gonna sob my eyes out then refuse to get out of bed tommorow. Kinda wish I was a little more assertive. But I'm not. Maybe people's be better off without me. But don't want to hurt anyone that might actually give a shit. And whenever I try to eat food that doesn't make me hate my life my family acts like its the end of the world for me to not participate in being a monster. Ugh. Sorry. Just feel like crap.
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It seemed like you're upset because the only dinner options are meat?
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I wish I had a guy spoil me with gifts. That'll be so nice.... I'm a teen and so far I had to work or put in a lot if effort for a lot of the shit I have now...l.
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the typical easy life of a woman in 2018. Made easy by weak men.
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is there any point in trying to improve. i am fat and lonely, and when i picture myself thin and having friends i still feel empty. is there any point?
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Definitely. I know it may not seem like it ,but it's nice when once in a while somebody asks you if you want to go out or have a drink. Besides what do you have to loose ? I've been lonely too but once I started at least trying to socialize I felt much better. I met one of my best friends at a driving school. The only reason we spoke that day is because I said to him ,,That's a cool watch ,what brand is that ?,,. The point I'm trying to make is that you can meet your future wife in the most unlikely of places and all you have to do is ask ,,How you doing ?,,.
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Is panic and helplessness a symptom of depression?. Because that has become my main pain, the lethargy and suffering is something I have actually gotten used to, but the panic is unbearable. Anyone?
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Have you sought any professional help? I used to be depressed and lethargy and a lack of motivation were a large part of that. But to me, panic seems to be indicative of an anxiety disorder. If you can seek therapy and possibly some medication to improve your life, please do so.
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Are physical aches a symptom of depression?. Other than a low mood, fatigue, lack of interest in things I usually enjoy, suicidal thoughts, hopelessness etc, I experience some physical pains. get random jolts of aches in my left arm, fingers or lower abdomen. Is this a part of depression or something entirely different?
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I get headaches, sometimes stomachaches but only in more extreme situations, but mostly my body just feels tired and my back and shoulders hurt more often than they used to despite no major physical overexertion or anything like that
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I'm tired of fighting. I don't want to do it anymore. Doubt anyone will bother reading this anyway
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Anything you want to talk about dude
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Does exercise actually help with depression?. In my opinion, it makes hardly any difference.
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Yeah protein shakes every breakfast, best thing you could do for yourself. Coupled with gym workout every now and then, you're on to a winner
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Anyone depressed cause of loneliness?. I just want someone to love.
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That someone will come into your life when you least expect it. I want to kill your hopes by saying that they cure your depression, because they very well could, but they also may not. I will say, that having someone you love and someone who loves you does help. But remember that you have to put so much effort into looking for someone because the right person will show up without you having to try so hard. beat yourself up if you have anyone yet, it takes time of course. Focus on yourself and doing things that you enjoy, things that help pull you away from depressive thoughts. get through this
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I’ve started mixing drugs and alcohol hoping it will kill me.. At least been helping me sleep. So far I wake up disappointed. Fuck this.
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Don't do it. Tell me your story! I'd love to hear.
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Another lunch period alone.. It seems like this happens to me at least once a month... still don't have any friends, still not sure if I'll survive past high school...
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Thats why i hated high school, the person who sits alone(at least at my old high school) always ends up getting made fun of and laughed at, its ridiculous and stupid. I was always one to ask people who sat alone if they wanted to sit with me and my friends. I can't understand why they would make fun of someone. Hang in there man.
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I'm going to see a doctor tomorrow. I've decided to try medication (lexapro) again. I'm going to the doctor tomorrow. I'm terrified. I don't know what to expect and I'm scared of side effects of medication. What if they don't work? What if they make things worse.
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If they work or they give you side effects, then you can try something else. You always have a say in what you take, and can always say no or tell your doctor what side effects concern you the most and they will work with you on what medications to try based on that. If your doctor one you feel you can talk to easily, maybe try a different one. great that taking a step towards taking care of yourself. I hope it works out and you feel a bit better over time. Also, I started trying to chart my moods and that can sometimes help me reflect on if medicine is helping or not. Best of luck!
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Does anyone else wish that they were never born?. As in, never conceived. You don't have to die if you never lived in the first place. I wish I wasn't here, that way I wouldn't have to go through this and watch my family be in pain because of me.
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Yeah. Why do I even exist lol. I'm useless
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What's the most supportive thing anyone has ever done for you / could ever do for you?. A friend is struggling with depression, and I'd like to help her as much as possible. What can i do to be as helpful and supportive as possible?
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I do landscaping during spring through fall. It's just me, not for a company. Through word of mouth, I started working for this nice couple. They new nothing about my mental illness and made me feel so comfortable, I told them. They have been unbelievably supportive. They've adopted me as their grandson and continuously check to see how I'm doing and to take me to breakfast or lunch. I'll even be going to Canada with them in a few months. It was a wonderful reminder that there are really good people in this world once you get to know them.
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Do you cope well with Bipolar Disorder and if so, how do you do it?. And if you don't, why not?
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Therapy and meds. I go to support groups every Thursday. I avoid alcohol. I read and write everyday.
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Having a will to live is insanity. I firmly belive that wanting to live this hell hole of a struggle called life is completely bat shit insane. Who in the fuck can justify all the misery for the little dopamine Highs we get every so often. Maybe the suicidal ones are the sane ones, the ones who understand that it just dosnt fuckin matter. Life fuckin sucks, it's a fact. How are we the mentally Ill ones for understanding that to its truest extent. We see life as it is, a fucking hellhole that's justified by bullshit excuses.
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what life path are you
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Anybody else trying to drink until they don't wake up tomorrow?. Shit i dont wanna experiecne another day tbh
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Currently? No. But 12 days ago I drank until I blacked out just trying to forget my feelings and forget everything until morning. My subconscious, drunk brain had other plans. I tried to hang myself from a bridge but luckily was too drunk to execute it. I ended up with broken bones in both my feet, a required 5 day stay in a hospital behavior and addiction unit, and no memory of what I had done or even ever feeling suicidal. 12 days sober and have accepted that I have a binge drinking problem. You can only drown your sorrows for so long before they explode outward - one way or another. I am happy to help any way I can.
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Had more nightmares woke up again on the sofa after 2 hours sleep :(. will this ever fucking stop? why can't I fucking relax???
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Jeff sleep album for everyone but really enjoyed it
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It will be my birthday soon, (31). I'm gonna be 20 but if no one is going to wish me a happy birthday, it's just another day I guess. What a depressing thing to think about. Celebrate alone to youtube and Steam like every year then.
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My birthday was last month, that entire day I felt extremely lonely inside.
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Life is $$. I can only afford to die
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Time is money, they say. I've got all the time in the world and Im just throwing it away. Might as well save some other people some time by stopping mine.
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I feel fine during the day, but in the evening depression hits me hard. Can anyone relate? I feel pretty fine during the day, probably because I'm occupied doing stuff but in the evening I get really sad, like really sad and I also feel trapped and lonely...
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Absolutely. Self doubt, drifting thoughts, bleak view of the future, and a tsunami of regret floods my mind regularly every evening. Then I retreat to the Internet which keeps me up all night. It's a little out there, but I've had incredible relief from my insomnia, depression, and chronic pain using an Aerial Yoga Hammock. I hang it from the ceiling right next to my bed/computer desk and usually just cacoon in it for an hour or so. Feeling weightless and swaying back and forth has an incredibly natural calming effect on the mind. They are only $60 on amazon too. Feel better my friend, you are not alone.
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She always chooses work over me. And then claims I'm still important
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I assume that you don't agree that you're important. Are you overlooking things in the relationship that show that you actually are?
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Not getting out of it this time.. It is too much to handle and I'm going to embrace my relapse into drug and alcohol abuse. My goal is now to be as numb as possible at all times, while functioning somewhat in normal life. Trying in life is NOT worth it.
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You may as well do what you want. No one gets out alive.
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Life has it's ups and downs, I get that.. But where the fuck are all my ups right now?
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Every time I dare think I am moving up in any way I get beat down. In any field of life that I try to improve. Its just incredible.
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I woke up feeling great!. I put in my two weeks at my job yesterday. I guess i hated it more than i thought. I was dancing in he kitchen this morning while making my breakfast! I feel so damn alive today! I think i scared my girlfriend a bit... :)
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Good for you! I hope that your day gets even better! :)
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you dont have to kill yourself. it will happen automatically in 70 to 90 years. enjoy this reality while you can, boys and girls
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At least we don't have the horrid fear of our own mortality like non-depressives. I asked a question about aging and losing looks on another and most posted they didn't mind losing their looks but facing mortality was difficult. It really made me think, Wow, so there is an upside to depression. I look forward to dying.
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I am depressed because I am a hopeless romantic. Which should never exist... Life makes love looks so fucking hard. No one wants me. I don't feel reciprocated. I feel self-entitled at times. I just wanna be wanted.
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I'm sure you will see your way through. Just don't do what I did. Don't rush I to a relationship and don't have your head in the clouds thinking that its going to be heaven on earth. Don't be blinded from your emotions and always pay attention to reality.
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If there is no utopia then why even live?. If a perfect society that can't even exist then why even live? Life is pointless.
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People attempt to create Utopia for themselves and those around them that they like - as they have since time immemorial. We get closer collectively bit by bit over time - that's what the experiment of civilization is.
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I gonna beat you down, depression.. And you all gonna do the same.
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missed you a lot! Are you doing well?
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It'll get better!. Said countless times when it only seems to get worse.
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i feel you m8.. been clinically depressed for like 4 years now, it sound long but it feels like been forever. depression be cured. it can be treated. there are so many neurotypicals that try to tell me i will get better, but thats the only way they know how to comfort people i guess.
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26 year old male, living at home, low income job, in school (parents paying for it), want to get married to girlfriend who graduates with nursing degree in 5 months. I feel like a deadbeat
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I see what you mean, but imagine being 26, living at home with no job, absolutely no way to pay for school, and no girlfriend? I'm 26 with a decent job and live alone with no girlfriend. I tell myself that it's because I don't have a license due to a seizure disorder that I'm striking out with girls, which is probably true is some cases but I can't even see that girl being in one relationship for the rest of her life if she's picky like that.
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It never goes away. It always runs in the background. You may be laughing with friends but it's always here. And when you think that it's finally over, it comes back worse than ever.
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We have all kinds of urges, and I treat depression like that. Something to ignore most of the time, and constantly defy to prove myself that those thoughts are wrong. I have come to terms with it and am not wrestling with a monster anymore. I got him in a cage and he's my bitch. Woof. Woof
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Feeling dead inside. For the last 1-2 weeks feeling nothing inside, like most of the other people, dont know what to do. Thoughts in the middle of the night well, i might die, i dont have what to live for. Literally void of nothing, black space.
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As someone who's felt the same, what do you have? And I'm speaking objectively, because I typically don't want to admit that I have what I need when I feel as you do. Not that I'm saying that you do have a lot, but your post doesn't necessarily shed a lot of light on what's going on. It's easy, or it has been for me, at least, to say that I don't know what to live for, in the past. Somebody out there cares, man/woman, small or large. I don't know what your situation is, by your post, but feel free to message me if you want.
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Anyone take mental health days from work?. Do you use vacation, PTO, sick, FMLA?
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Back at my old job, I used sick leave.
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I'm not afraid of dying, I'm afraid that when I try to kill myself I'll accidentally survive.. I can't handle the hospital bills, plus the mandatory 72 hours. I can't have certain jobs after that. I just want to be dead, but I don't have access to a gun (the easiest method). I push away everyone I love and I don't know how to stop. I just want to love. I just want to love and I want to know why I'm so broken. edit: I'm just gonna distract myself as much as possible and go to the gym so often that I begin fainting randomly and maybe I'll take care of myself. Maybe I'll lose some fucking weight in the meantime.
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You writing this & still being here I think that's a good sign,I think it means that deep down there's still hope that things will get better & you'll start feeling happier & less lonely, hold on to that feeling & if you ever feel like talking feel free to message me.
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Just go into my dream school.... But my depressed ass doesn't even care that much. I really want to be thrilled but people keep saying congratulations and I feel nothing. Edit: can't even spell the title right. Got, not go
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What are you getting into?
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Thoughts on SSRIs. Hello, what are your thoughts/ experiences on SSRIs?
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I tried various strengths of Zoloft. It did help a little, but only with certain symptoms for me. I'm also still in the process of getting a correct/official diagnosis though.
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Day off and I have nothing to do. What are you all up to today?
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Looking for people to talk to same as you
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I’ve told the people in my life “I’m not okay” so many times that they think I’m dramatic. Now just become a regular. Oh, just dramatic. She says that all the time. I no longer feel heard. I no longer feel like I can communicate to the people who that not okay.
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Yeah I have gone numb to life while sober and spend my high regretting getting high. When that happens I get even higher to drown out life
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How do you manage to be happy with a full time job?. There's nothing I would ever do 8 hours a day voluntarily. How does one make this bearable?
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Sometimes it's not a matter of choice. But if one stays open for opportunities... sometimes one comes along.
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What do you want to be when you grow up.. Dead. I don't know what to do with my life or what I truly love when all I really want is to not exist.
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Dead but what does fully grown up mean? I have my own house and a job etc. Am I fully grown up now?
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Got called inmature for having suicidal thoughts.. I guess that's what I get for telling people how i feel.
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It's not immature to have suicidal thoughts but it is, however, unfair that you were judged for it. Some people just don't understand how something feels until they experience it themselves. I was always told that my suicidal tendencies were not only annoying, but they were also bullshit. It took me a while to accept that it's not wrong to reach out and want someone to care and help you.
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Thought I bounced back. haha nope. it just gets worse
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if this isn't a mood...
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Depression is [fill in the blank]. Not having enough energy to even flush the toilet
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Having a presention in 15 hours and not preparing for it. and in the next 36 hours of now, an exam in which i have no studied for.
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nothing. at this point it feels I don't have emotions. im just numb. and tired.
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I get it. I had the worst Christmas to date..,.and I just was kind of just on autopilot. Things that normally evoke at least some sadness or happiness or anger or anxiety, even bother me. I felt nothing. like disappearing. No one checks on me. No calls from family, no texts from been days. Everything just seems gray. even the point anymore?
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Does anyone else find it hard to enjoy things because you're constantly worried about being depressed again?. Like it's the only thing on your mind and you feel sort of scared that you're going to be sad again.
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I'm not afraid to enjoy things - but - I'm afraid to stress myself by having expectations of great times or great results from things I plan. I try not to expect anything at all - because if I'm disappointed it could drop me waaaaaaay down.
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Struggling from a breakup. My bf broke up with me a month ago. still heartbroken. I hate myself for not trying harder to make him happy. Now sad and alone, and I miss him so much. I even refer to him as my ex; it hurts too much.
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Wow. It must have meant so much to give yourself to a relationship where that loss hurts this bad. Holy crap, that's quite the level of commitment! Well, that is something to hang your hat on. You have that in you, right? You did it once before. Yea shit hurts right now but you have it in you!!.I cant imagine how happy you will be when you find the next one...maybe one that fits the possibility of a promising relationship? Well, I think you have a good base here. :)
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im so sad and i have no idea why. fuck this, fuck life, fuck everything
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Something's not right up there. Have you seek treatment?
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My friends started to hang out without me and have straight up ditched me. I don't know what to do about it
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are you quiet or shy? that'll be why
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Need Someone to hold me. Feel like I have nothing left
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I would hold the shit out of you
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I forgot what love is. It's been so long. Years. I thought this was supposed to be emptiness, but all I feel is pain. This is no life worth living. I'm so tired
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You are not alone in any of that and my heart goes out to you and I think its important to seek professional help for these types of feelings, im sorry i couldn't help more and hope you get better
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When I’m at home, I get sad that I’m missing the life out there, but when I go out, all I wanna do is get back home. Does anyone feel the same way?
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Staying at home: regret. Loneliness. Going out: pain, anxiety. Even more loneliness when being in a crowd and having nobody to talk to. I forced myself out again and again to _some_ social events that I can do and that also advance me. Where I actually can talk to people.
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How do you know if you have depression?. At what point can someone know? How can I diagnose myself?
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Not to sound harsh here, but do you have medical training? You shouldn't be diagnosing yourself. There are plenty of professionals who can do that for you and provide any help you may need.
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There is no help. Somebody just fucking kill me. There's nothing I can do
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That's a bit dark. How did you get here?
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Anyone else dislike their mother?. Why the hell did she give birth to me?
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I believe your can dislike an individual's attitude or personality or health but the being itself has no cause for dislike (aside from physical appearance)
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I'm going to slit my wrists. I can't go on anymore.
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Look, I don't know you, hell I probably never will, and I'm not gonna pretend to know what wrong in your life, but I'm sure that there's someone out there who cares about you. I've never been at the point where you are now but I've had some hard times, there is a high probability that things will get better. I don't know you but I love you and I know that I can't be the only person who doesn't want you to do this
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I avoid looking at any mirrors because i can't stand what i see. Does anyone else have this problem?
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I think a lot of people have this problem, especially when they are depressed. I know that when I'm especially hating on myself, I don't like looking at the mirror. I think we can be way too harsh with ourselves. It's hard for mew to look at myself when I'm super caught up with how I'm supposed to be at my age and everything. You're not alone in this feeling. We need to be kinder and more forgiving of ourselves.
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Social anxiety makes it so much worse. I can't go a whole day without doing something horribly awkward and it just piles on to the missive stack of reasons that I'm miserable
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I have very bad social anxiety. It's the reason why I'm depressed actually. Every single day, even a simple interaction with someone can make me feel sad. I worry about stupid shit like did I say bye to a friend the right way. Stuff like that and just being a severely shy person is making me feel I won't be able to get anywhere in life. I'm nearly 16, so it might not seem like something I need to worry about. But it seems everyone else around me has everything sorted out. All my friends have partners, a job and are pretty confident in themselves. But with me having none of those things, I feel like the only place my life is going is living with my parents until I spiral into a deeper depression and probably take my life.
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My life is falling apart.. I'm currently a sophomore in high school, and my life is already spiraling out of control I lost most of my friends, and it's really difficult for me to make more. I've been struggling to keep my grades at an acceptable level, and now my mom has taken away the only thing I have left: The Internet. I've been able to get past her filters, but I've been paranoid that she'll find out. There's more, but I honestly don't know where to even begin with the rest of it.
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hey man i am in the same boat with you. Sophomore in high school and life is fucking hell. My parents have raised me to think that anything below an 85 is not reasonable so I'm terrified of going below it and I'm losing friends left and right and it sucks ass. BUT lately i have really learned i only a few friends to make me happy. Things do get better man i promise.
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Holy hell why cant I sleep?!. I just started taking Zoloft a few days ago and since then I can not fucking fall asleep. I'm not an idiot I know it's a side effect but shit this is annoying. I have school in the morning
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been taking Zoloft for a few days and it made me more sleepy then ever. Today I only took half a dose (25mg instead of 50) and I feel less drowsy, but worse.
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Even when you try, it always end in the same way. Does anyone here end up alone always? I mean, even when i gave the best of me and got a lot of people around me and a girl who liked me, somehow i ended up being alone again. Hahahahaha. I'm such a fucking mess
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For me it's not just with girls, but with my career pursuits. I've recently had to stop attending classes on campus because of this and I hate every second of my new situation.
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Dear r/depression, how do you deal with the constant existential dead?. It's been haunting me for weeks now.
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Acceptance. I've been dealing with it for quite a while now. It's really easier said than done, but after realizing you cannot change objective reality, it gets easier. I find comfort in the fact we truly know nothing. Meaning, perhaps there is more to our observable reality than we can sense. I doubt this however. At least we have been dead before, and it's not something entirely too new.
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It's so hard when you have to be the one to tell yourself it's gonna be okay. Especially when you don't believe it.
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That's so true. On the outside I look fine. Always smiling at people and being silly. But inside I empty just going through the motions. I just dont see the point in alot of things anymore. The only thing that helps with me in a way is caring about someone else. The only thing I can feel is loving someone else. Gives me a reason to keep going in a way I guess.
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even when i actually do feel ok for a day, i feel like i'm so used to feeling like shit that i feel like i need to feel pathetic to feel normal. and then that thought like, why do i not feel down right now. why aren't you feeling down, just keeps bothering me. anyone relate?
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Yes, you are not alone. Do you feel guilt or shame - what I mean by that is do you feel like you don't deserve that 1 day of feeling OK? It feels so easy to slip back because it's comfortable, right? It's familiar and easy. Kudos to you for being able to have good days! YOU SHOULD BE EXCITED! Keep enjoying those good days and there will begin to be more and more.
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Early signs of depression?. What are your experiences with early sign of depression?
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For me, I knew something was wrong when I had my first breakdown. I used to tell myself that I was tired or just lazy because I couldn't get things done. In actual fact, I had no motivation left in me. However, after that episode, it got worse for me because I felt all alone as I had no one to confide to, especially when my first breakdown was in front of my family.
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There's nothing special about me.. No titles, no achievements, no special talents some other person can't do better, no striking features, no cause, no direction -- all things considered just nothing memorable.
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What's special about you is that nobody is ever like you! Your personality, your being, your laugh, the lil things you do when people aren't around you are special
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What do you do when you're in an unhappy relationship, but you don't have the personal strength to end it?. Just endure till one of you dies?
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You pick yourself up and you tell your partner how you're feeling. If there's nothing that can be done to save the relationship, tell your partner. Remember that you loved them once and really you don't want them being with someone who doesn't love them either.
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I don't why but I just cut myself out of sheer boredom. I don't know why this happens and how to stop.
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Replace cutting with something else. When you wanna cut do something else. I smoke haha but seriously maybe theres other things that you might enjoy. Before I lost all motivation for anything I used to like running till my body hurt. It releases endorphins and other good stuff. I can vouch, I felt good afterwards.
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Death is on my mind everyday, from the moment I wake up to the moment I fall asleep. I could just be biking to school and I'll have the urge to turn my bike onto oncoming traffic.
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This is me every day...I drive 17 miles down a windy rural road fully lined with large hundred year old trees on my way home. People die all the time on my road. I help but feel like speeding and steering into every tree as I come around a sharp corner... my car is a 2014 Jetta sport...I think die if I crash in it... I stand the thought of not dying all the way. Or just being brain dead. I just take 25 mgs promethazine, 30 mgs Cyclobenzaprine and 75 mgs vyvanse every day just to try to feel something other than the urge of dying...
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Is it okay to drink coffee while on anti depressants. I'm on ciraplex and it might sound like a dumb question but I just wanna know if it's okay to drink coffee.
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I drink a cup a day on Prozac and I don't think I have any issues. It's more alcohol and marijuana that may have bad effects on an anti depressant.
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Could I OD on a bottle of 25mg vistaril (90 pills in one bottle) mixed with 30 50mg luvox. I don't want helpi just want to know if that could be successful. More so than driving my car into a pole as fast as I can or something. Thanks
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I've read that the minimum lethal dose of hydroxyzine is 1650 mg, but that is impossible to calculate correctly because of body weight, differences in absorption, etc. With Luvox, full recovery with minimal effects has been noted at overdoses of up to 9 grams. You might be successful, especially if you are small and don't weigh much, but there is a not insignificant chance you might end up alive and brain damaged instead. I know I'm a stranger, but I am sorry about whatever has brought you to this point. Do consider trying to get help - even if you have before, think about it one last time.
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I opened up to a friend. And lost them because I was too much.
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You aren't too much they are just assholes for leaving you. its horrible for them to just leave you when you are struggling because they don't feel like being supportive. You will find friends who care. Sometimes friends come out and tell you that you can talk to them about anything you just need to find the right people.
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Suicide. I feel like it's closer to happening
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Dont do it. You may feel like it now,but it if you commit suicide you will lose the chance to feel better. Why do u feel bad right now?
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How do you fight tears in public?. I help it. The pain is overwhelming
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I try to focus on my breathing until I can get to the bathroom or somewhere else semi private. Square breathing usually works best for me at least
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Anyone here suppress their emotion?. I feel like if i let myself get to emotional i might kill myself.
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People ask me why I'm zoned out most of the time. I'm not zoned out, I'm just in bot mode so I don't have to be attached to anything. It helps me supress the depressive thoughts but every night, it all just flows back in. I hate it.
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Exam results in a week. and feeling like complete shit knowing i fucked up my A-Levels badly. I just feel so bad because i let my parents down and that i won't be able to get into university. Also fucking embarrassing telling everyone you've failed them..guess its my fault in the end.
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Are you getting your results on the 10th or 17th of August? And did you write AS or A2?
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I get a horrible comedown after fun days of socializing. After good times with friends, I get home and feel exceptionally lonely and empty.. Maybe being an introvert it is just a draining affect? I dunno. It stinks when depression smacks you in the face after a while of feeling ok or even good.
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The same advice applies to them in one regard. Need to know sadness to really be happy. It sucks that depression is part of my life, but it gives my character a unique value that is missing in others. Still would rather feel good without falling back into the void every time.
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Too numb to function. Nothing is real, everything is too real, Too heavy, too much all at once No. I'm not fine No. I'm not pretending. I can't feel
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Same! The pain is way too heavy, I can barely move. so sick of life :(
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Has Abilify made anyone else more depressed?. I think it did to me, but It could just be something else.
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Yes, several years ago I was on Abilify and.. Cymbalta I think? The whole call your doctor if you experience worsening thoughts of depression and suicide thing became a reality.
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Haven't had suicidal thoughts for a week now.. I feel... decent. I haven't thought about suicide even if my mind has been clouded with anxiety and I almost had a panic attack in the middle of class. I guess this is kind of a milestone. Let's just hope next week doesn't shit on me.
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I'm so happy for you! This is definitely a good sign.
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i want die. i will probably give myself the die soon idk
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or you can just waste your life instead
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Terrible way of coping. I know this makes me look like a douche, but can anyone relate when I say I cope by sexting online. It seems like a bad addiction to me, if anybody can relate, can you help out.
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...not sure I see the problem as long as its consensual? But if it's something you want to change, sure, I can try to help. What do you feel like you get out of it? How does sexting make you feel better?
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Please don't end it all.. What it says. You can always seek professional help. You can always make more friends. Please don't kill yourself.
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I know you mean well, but this really help a large majority of people with depression. Plenty of people afford professional help, or it work for them. Some people, myself included, make any friends at all. The negativity, among other things, that comes with this illness is like a poisonous cloud that brings other people down with you and ultimately pushes them away.
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I can’t take this anymore. Life is just pain. I give up.
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got you feeling like this? Can you describe?
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Help me find a will.... My penis is small, not even prostitues will fuck me for money. 34 and a virgin and my penis is really small and everyone calls me a nerd. probably going to kill myself i have much going for me. I wish I had a big dick...
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Is this supposed to be a joke? I apologize if it isn't.. just sort of seems that way to me
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What situations tend to trigger depression when you've been feeling relatively good?. Sometimes I'll be feeling decent, like a normal person and then some stupid thing happens and I become extremely depressed and sometimes suicidal. What situations do that to you?
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Work, and I'm always here :( it's like a big prison.
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Books to read for depressed people? (Both good and sad, anything that you like). Recommend your favorite books for others in r/depression that you think would help them in some way. I note that this does NOT have to be an uplifting/inspirational/how-to-not-be-depressed book - just anything that you've read and think you've learned something from, or struck a nerve as good
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Thus spoke Zarathustra, a book for all and none
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Pros/cons of diagnosis. been taking anti-depressants/anti-anxiety meds for a little over two years now. They definitely help but never technically been diagnosed and I think would really like to find someone who could diagnose me. Any pros or cons of finding a diagnosis?
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I feel like a pro would be validation. When a psychiatrist told me that yes, I do have anxiety, it really helped me to feel like I wasn't just over reacting you know? Another pro would be future doctors that you see understanding your diagnoses. I can't really think of an con to be honest. It's also possible that whoever is prescribing your medication has diagnosed you already. I would ask!
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Would you date someone with..... Would you date someone with a lot of baggages? If the society portray someone as a loser or underprivileged would you date them?
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fuck society, listen to your feelings.
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How to help my depressed friend?. what to do? I dont want him to do something stupid, he doesn't want to go to any therapist since he had bad memories with one. What can I do to help him?
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happy to hear you know your friend is depressed before it gets worse, Did he tell you? or can you just tell? If I were you try going somewhere or just go do something fun then bring up how noticed being abit off in a nice way? sure he get mad or nothing he would be happy to hear that your trying to help (from some who is depressed) then just talk to him and tell him your there for him, and how he can rely on you. sounds like you care so go help him man.
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My cat got shot by plumb and is dead now. I would have loved to never born and now I have to face so many things like that and I am so scared about dying and this world is so unfair
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I'm sorry, that is so sad!!!! It is a cruel world. But you make it better with your kind, sensitive heart.
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Feel like killing myself tonight. What's the best way to go?
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Please don't. Im not going to sit here and preach how things get better and all that bs. But please just dont. Think about everything, every little thing that gives a small spark of joy to you. For example I can be at my lowest but a walk alone in a forest can make me feel calm and content, or my guinea pig brings absolute joy to me. You may believe theres nothing but theres always something. And if you truly believe theres nothing, change that. Change your life for the better, strive for your happiness that you deserve. Talk to someone or go for a walk. Just please do not end your life.
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Goodbye. Edit: still alive for now, because of you guys ^^
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The thing that makes me sad about death is that once you do it, you can't undo it. Like once you do it no one can ever talk to you again, your thoughts, ideas, feelings all vanish. I guess all of that doesn't matter anyways in the big picture, but it still makes me sad. And think about it. I don't know how old you are, but all the time and resources that went into raising you and feeding you and just growing. I feel it's a shame to waste so much. However, on the other side of the coin, you won't have to sustain yourself anymore... I'm just making this worse, aren't I?
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Depression, I'm so fucking sick of you.. Whatever I do, whatever I achieve- You won't let go of me. I'm just so over the limit, I can't take this pessimistic life style anymore. I'm so fucking sick of this shit show. You demonic piece of shit I'm done with you.
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It's like a boomerang; comes back to hit you no matter how hard you throw it away.
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I hate everything right now. I keep fighting and fighting and I just don’t see a point to keep on fighting anymore.. just so fucking done. I want it all over.
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You can talk to me about anything, I won't judge and I'm here to help. Could really use someone to talk to myself
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i want to die.. everything is too difficult and cold. i want to die
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If you quit now, you rob yourself of any chance for life to ever get better.
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