She felt bad, she also felt angered over it.  For she felt it had been foolhardy the gulf second war.  They should have taken care of business in Afghanistan first.   But that is old water under the bridge.  An she is not a passioned person with politics.  What she is thou, is passioned person on people.  An she felt compelled to say something.<br/><br/><em>"I can understand that.  But you do her a disservice.  She would have wanted you to go on with your life completely.  To live it to its fullest.  Not the half life, that is what I believe."</em><br/><br/>She turn towards you.  Wanting to reach out and comfort you. Refraining from doing so.  Realizing the hurt is in the past.  The moment bringing it to the surface.  Yet she also felt her words are right.  That a half life is no life.  An your self imprisonment of piety of her memory is nothing more then suffering guilt.  Guilt that is not yours.  It was just her time to die in the cycle of life.<br/><br/>Of which, she holds from suggesting that she believes in reincarnation.  It is enough that you accept her different views on divinity.