Benny trembles in the seeming eternity it takes for Maddy to read.  Eventually, she manages to still her hand, as she pulls the blanket about her shoulders tight.  Again, her imagination betrays her, as it weaves another vision.  'I don't understand,' Maddy would say as she draws close, 'But I so desperately want to.'  Her clothes would fall to the ground.  'Teach me!'  Then, their lips would lock in one long, passionate kiss, and they would go through page by page as she teaches her companion the meaning of pleasure, and then they would discover a few new tricks.  Her hips begin swaying of their own accord, the vision getting her going all over again.  Her rebellious fingers act up once more, two of them slipping inside as her legs spread without consent.  Even the once-obedient hand starts kneading her slight, sensitive chest.  As her pert, hard nipple is pinched by some alien force, she can no longer repress a small moan, her every motion visible through the poor concealment of her blanket.  Even Maddy's words do not stop her.<br/><br/>"Th-th-that's not what I... m-meant..." Her voice is unsteady, as slight gasps and moans escape, and she cannot keep her face straight.  "I- but- That-  You asked!"  She's in no state of mind for tact, or for forming her own lies.  For a moment, she tries to stop herself, to slow herself down, and silence comes over her until her will breaks again.  "NO!  Th- No, this is... not normal... just... Please, just forget you even sa- ah- Ah~ saw this... please..."