It scared her, but she also knew she could not stop such.   Even if she wanted to resist, she could not.  You really could not afford drawing attention to yourself.   Even with her, if she balked fought back.  It would reflect back on you.   The state looked at owners as ultimately responsible for their indentured servants.  She be deemed a malcontent.   A possible probe, and then perhaps reeducation for her.  However, you would be investigated, watched.  That is what worries her.   Sure it be a long shot, but her point of view is big brother is always watching.<br/><br/><em>"I will be fine."</em><br/><br/>She offer up in response.   As she loath the thought, she was also excited about it.  A real duality of  inner turmoil within her.