"N-n- I do-" Benny tries to deny that she does this often, yet cannot bring herself to lie.  "Not at all- well- maybe a lit-" Her half-hearted confession of how it feels gets cut short by a gasp and a moan, the incredible humiliation only serving to fuel her passions, the knowledge that she's being watched taking her further from her own control.  "I don't- I'm not- Ah... Ah... Ah!  Oh, Maddy~"  She tries to deny her desires, the fantasy that drives her to such a state, yet the sweet, delicious shame pushes her over the edge, and for a brief, ultimately unsatisfying moment, she completely loses control as an insufficient pleasure pulses through her body, tears streaking down her face as her blanket slips from her shoulders, revealing her bare chest.  A moment later, she turns, trying to hide herself.  Even after all this, she so desperately wants more.<br/><br/>"I'm so pathetic..." she mumbles.