I know you sound pretty soured on the whole experience -- but in general, if you think of another idea that you're really itching for -- I might be able to help you with running stuff. I think I can be pretty helpful with 'GM Theory' in helping you present whatever challenges you want and getting the results you want. Only reason I don't run games is that I tend to get ahead of myself and get burnt out pretty quickly. I'm sure I could help out in bits and pieces though!