Zaer, please stop poking the drama stick into this lol. You weren't hounded mate, you made decisions that put other players on edge, and had them needing to find ways to work around your decisions with how their characters responded to the situation, without breaking the party. No one was trying to hound you, everyone gave calm, sensible advice for how you could do what you wanted, while also respecting the other players in your party. Let's not get going in another tangental rant on binding and demons and oppression.