Zitka's face turned red as Avira pressed her chest into her back. She could feel Avira's nipples, rubbing against her. Zitka pulled her legs towards her, holding herself in a ball.<strong>"And w-why would you c-care? I've spent my whole life trying to keep things on my terms. I'm startin' to think there was never any point."</strong>she looked back at Avira, her eyes starting to form tears.<strong>"I have had to strughle every damn day just to stay alive. Do you think I could worry about something as stupid as a lover?"</strong>