There is simply no point to continue this game. I'm having a really bad vibe about this kind of DMing and the challenges you put a level 1 party against, in their first fight no less when we haven't even gotten the chance to learn to work together as a team. If we get this with our first fight already then a TPK will follow soon enough. I joined this game to have fun, I'm having anything but that. I don't want to start a fight or an argument, at this point I simply give up and want to spend my time elsewhere.