After a rather extensive talk with Muse, he helped put my head back on straight. I know it doesn't look good as a DM when I stop a game then start it back up in the span of under twenty four hours. But to quote - "Fuck it." As such, Im am starting this back up and putting in another post right now. I am sending out PMs to all participants that are involved asking them if they still wish to continue. And if some don't, I'll understand and find replacements for them.