Iku did some basic math based on what she perceived to be the size of Hima's length.  Based on her limited knowledge of her internal organs, she decided that she could survive being pierced by this spear.<br/><br/>On the other hand, guys always talked about, when they thought she could not hear OR read their lips, how sex felt so good.  It would probably feel the same for her from the male position.  If her innocence was going to lay bleeding and broken at the end of this day, why should she not enjoy it?  She exhaled slowly and smiled serenely.  "In this case, you are the superior in all respects.  I will respect you the same whether you run me through, or I run you through, and I will learn from either."<br/><br/>She kneaded Hima's buttocks and pondered why she never thought of trying to pass herself off as male.  Even if she could never be a real wife, she could play at being a male lover if she could forgive herself for disguising herself and lying to an impressionable woman for one night.<br/><br/>For that impure and terrible thought, she decided to punish herself a little.  She tried to think of what guys loved, and requested to be allowed to change her position.  She attempted to proceed before receiving permission.  If she could get that far, she got down on her knees, deciding to use the bathing stool to brace her body.<br/><br/>She spoke softly, as if saying it loudly would break her, "take me..."