"No, you misunderstand...  I felt I personally was not made for the life of a monk.  And I know monks do just as much work fighting the true evils of the world as anyone, more than most even.  That is why the immaculate arts are as powerful as they are.  I lacked the patience for continued study in the more metaphysical teachings that lead to becoming a monk.  Please don't think I am in any way disparaging the monkhood, it is more a case of I think I was not strong enough to withstand the requirements of becoming a monk.  I could not wait to get out and hunt evil."<br/><br/>Ibix darkens slightly in a blush, once again her words were insufficient to describe what she truly meant to say, a circumstance she would think she should be used to by now...  The perfect vocabulary always seems to desert her, and she is left with vague words that can be interpreted to mean things she herself did not mean at all.