I should let everyone know, incase my responses get slower than they already are.<br/><br/>I got some bad news last week from the doctor; my kidney is shutting down and it's probably a matter of weeks before I have to start dialysis. I've applied to be placed on the transplant list, but haven't heard anything yet. I[m'm not handling this well and haven't responded to my other threads because it's hard to think about writing right now. I will try to keep up with this thread as best as I can though.