She was silent,  she wasn't wanted here...  it was worse then she expected.  It usually took longer for the wasteland within her to spread to taint the minds of the humans around her.  She could usually sit through a service.  The lord himself must have been growing more, and more angry with her as time went on.  So,  she said her prayers, silently.  She asked for forgiveness in his eyes,  a place in his heart,  and to one day walk the world as a human.  They were childish dreams,  she knew...  but,  she wanted them deeply.  She rose then,  and amongst the prayers of others, she dissappeared out the door.<br/><br/>It would cause problems,  but staying would do the same.  The children of Eve despised her no matter how hard she tried.  Even when she protected them from the beasts that stalked them,  they wanted nothing more then to see her leave.