Yeah, but it pains me that animals have such high pain tolerance. They do not whine nor make any sign they are hurt expect when they are really in agony. So when you see your dog piss blood they have felt pains a much longer than that day :(. So far when we recalled past week he had dropped from eatting and had gone from hard to impossible to stand on his back legs. So pain so far we guess is week old.<br/><br/>But I do indeed hope he understands those things when my father pulls the trigger  :'(. At least good side my father is weapon collector and knows a lot about guns and knows how use them. So he has perfect tool and method already thinked out.<br/><br/>After Poju dies it's first time for 25 years when there is no pet in the house....our first pet, Viiru, lived advanced 19 years (Poju lived 6 years past that) as a cat before he ran off and got himself captured by vet patrol and was put down two weeks early because by paper error (as usual it takes two week grace time before vets put down any found cats). Not that we minded, he was quite weak condittion at that point and we could not afford trip to vet put him down).