It could instead be one that was lost, the slave sold or the like, perhaps parent found out and had her removed. Now your left with an itch you can't scratch in a society that says you should be the one in charge, in all things. It could be a nice little source of distraction, something to tempt you. Especially as a paladin of Conquest, being a sub is almost against your tenants, you have to remember that the sub is the one with the power in a BDSM setting, that they can speak the safeword and the play stops and the power of master is back in your hands. If you ever forget that, you risk falling.<br/><br/>Thats just my idea though