After proper medication and sleep I have reset to a stable state. B I have some psych issues and in any given day I can only be aware and active for a short amount of time before I start to break down and I was required two days in a row to be very aware and active. When I got home earlier I was just out of it I was kept out and I had to be interacting with things memorizing things all that stuff that normal people can do but to me is very mentally stressful, and there was just chaos left. I'm all calm and cool now though and thank you Zaer for the edit.  I will have famine change to the form I sent you just by request. You did get the picture right it's a great picture isn't it? Later I'll post all four of my stud muffins of the Apocalypse. I kept with the color scheme but the Pale Rider and the Red Ryder have been reversed. Red is traditionally war and pale is death but with the way they're looking pale is definitely wore and now we have, poetically, the Red Death. He is really pretty and I'll narrate him myself. Anyway so that was the brief explanation of what all that gibberish I posted earlier was. I'm calm now I still have some things to do but I think everything's going to get done just fine.