Oh my gosh please no. Don't leave because of me. Nastara and I have worked something out perfectly. You by no means are an impediment here! If anyone should be sorry, it is me. I'm the one who left suddenly for so long. And if you go then I will feel _really_ guilty. Believe me, having me on a solo adventure is the best for the group. Honest. If Nastara wants to move us into a larger group, we can do that when she feels ready.