Ok, the short form is that you get either your Caste Yozi (Malfeas) or your Favored Yozi (I'm guessing Cecelyne) for free. So if you have Essence 2, you get the two purchases of one of those two first Excellencies for free. And when you gain a dot of Essence, you get the purchase of that same Excellency for free.<br/><br/><br/>As you have your sheet now, you have four charm picks worth of excellencies, two of Malfeas, two of Cecelyne. You can choose one to get for free in creation and whenever you have to buy more Essence.