Michelle just nodded.  There was something else that was bothering her, she'd been playing with the idea of speaking or not, before she decided that it was probably best.  "I really do care about her," she said.  "The thing that I worry about, though, is that I have a lot of sexual experience, and she really doesn't.  I've never really tried to commit before, and sometimes for pranks and things I have to be able to flirt and all..."  She shook her head.  Seeing Rei showing off her body certainly wasn't helping Michelle think, and she crossed her legs.  "I just worry about what might happen if I can't control myself, if something happens.  I can't bring myself to break her heart, but I don't know if I trust myself."<br/><br/>Michelle looked down to the ground.  It made her feel like some sort of whore to say all that, but it was how she was feeling.  She knew that she had to talk to someone, especially someone who was close to Miyuki, just in case something happened and Miyuki would want to know why.  It just showed how Michelle felt that she was so afraid of hurting Miyuki that she would try to change herself this way.