I don't remember I don't remember what I was going to say I think I just needed to talk I needed to talk and now I'm home and I wasn't home but now I am home and fuck. I just I just can't think for that long why do people need me to think for that long I'm just trying to vent it's not related to the game and I'm fine I will be fine it's just that's the bottom line is everything's going okay it just my fault my fault because I can't think straight for that long and everybody needed me to think straight for that long and nobody's home right now so I don't have anybody to talk to and that's not a problem I'm fine. I'm just trying to talk right now just to just need a little bit to talk to and because nobody's around world I like the game I like the game is a good thing it's a good thing it helps keep me focused but I don't remember much about it right now so I can't really talk about it right now. Everybody needed me to remember things and they told me things and then they ask questions about things and I can do that for a little bit but then they needed it for longer and then they forgot and they need me back. And then I had to go to the other place and the other place too yesterday there was yesterday yesterday mom was off so I had to turn on and I can't be on for that long and I wasn't even supposed to happen it should have been we should just been able to skip yesterday because yesterday didn't do anything it just made it worse it just made us all go out and it was a bad time but it's okay because it wasn't really anyone's fault it was just lack of scheduling it was just lack of scheduling and I'm fine. I'm just mentally mentally in turmoil right now I have so many things to do it's not really that much because anybody would be able to do it and I can do it but I'm not everybody else so it takes me a lot more effort and nobody's home right now so I don't know who else to talk to. But I remember I like the game I like the game what was I going to say I don't remember I remember oh fuck. Maybe I should try to keep on topic maybe if I talk about the game then it won't bother me so much I'll be able to go just to my happy place just go to my house and plus I don't really have a happy place they say that in all the fake media that include psychiatric things but nobody really tells you to make a happy place and go to your happy place that's kind of a myth. I do kind of have happy places though our game World babies one of them what was I saying I was saying the game something about the game you can keep me focused. Really slow I've been working on posting but I work slowly so I can savor it because then I don't have to just wait a whole bunch of days for a reply and then I'm not going to have the internet when I move in not for a couple days and I don't have enough roaming hours to just go oh my God that is so right now. Why does everybody go I mean at my place not in the thread that has nothing to do with anything here and I said I'm okay I'm okay I'll be okay anyway I'm just really chaotic right now I took my meds so it can't be that bad I can't be well it could be oh my God I forgot to call that place. And there's a deadline on that number and no one's going to remember I don't even remember oh my God how many days do I have left please tell me I have more day nevermind. It's really simple I could explain it it's really simple but it would take a long time and nobody really cares nobody needs to hear about it because it has nothing to do with anything thank you for listening