<br/>Hi guys. I know I've been absent without notice for a while and I'm really sorry.<br/><br/>I hit a bad spat of RL difficulties back around august through early october and was too stressed out and frustrated to post. (These games are different from just normal games for me since I try hard to make every post sexy, which means I have to be in a certain frame of mind to write.)<br/><br/>I kind of fell into a cycle of being guilty about not posting, which made me afraid to post, which made me more guilty. This part is totally on me though. In hindsight, I really should've posted about my absence or withdrawn for a while instead of just keeping you guys in the dark.<br/><br/>Things have been much better for me now for a while. I loved my character and loved playing with you all, and would dearly love to rejoin, if that's possible.<br/>