<em>Then I accept your apology... and will accept no more. It was not your fault. I know of no easy way to forgive oneself, aside from accepting the fact that, when as many people depend on us as do, there is simply no way to know everything, do everything, and save everyone. We do what we can, what we must, and learn from the consequences, so we do not make the same mistake twice. It is all that can be done.</em>