"Thank you Alaxender Graham Bell. But this is slightly more serious, though if you don't want more combat goodies, please say so, the constructs will be delighted to get what would otherwise have gone to you."<br/><br/>He kicked the wall, tired and frustrated. "Yes, and I completely enjoyed having to stab myself and carve out a lung. And while I will admit you all had a point, as I tried to say, I am doing these damn Cave runs for all of you. Not because I enjoy it. I hate losing time due to the damage I receive and every time I go in, it gets worse. But I hate the idea of knowing that one of you might get hurt because I was too timid to make another run. I have three dozen death squad construct squads running through that cave, and have for nearly fifteen years, trying to get the constructs outfitted more decently. The items you yourself got from the Cave, Violet would take me at LEAST a few hundred years for me to make, let alone what everyone got.<br/><br/>I know it sounds fatalistic, but death takes everyone in time, and while I might want to die, I have no intention of doing so without forcing it to damn well work for it. I want to enjoy this happiness I have found, even if, no, ESPECIALLY since I don't deserve it."