She looks at Mayae for a long moment "I have seen a dragon in a book I read while we were in the in, although i think it was a gold dragon. " She seams interested in her account of the dream and listens closely "I have not dreamt, well I can’t remember since when but sometimes before..." She pauses and buries her face in Mayae breasts as she sobs lightly, theirs a deep sincere feeling of loss and confusion. Nothing in particular just the lack f something that should be their, like a picture frame without the picture Mayae can tell something is missing but could only guess what "And now I do not dream its mostly just dark and I wake up, and sometimes the magic scarf has slipped and its still dark. And there is no difference " She holds on fast, as if fearing she would loose it all if she lets go of her mistress. Her tears flowing, but she dos not son however trough their deep connection Mayae can well feel her loss and confusion at what it is she lost