But what she'd said was what she thought, wasn't it.  She struggled with him in her mind.<em>Get out of my head</em>she thought as she tried to regain her own thoughts.   "No..." She whimpered as she remained on her back on the floor.  She wasn't going to do this willingly.  She couldn't.  Her eyes moved to Troy.  "If you're going to take me to...just...get it over with..."