Jashah, on the other hand, having seen some of the worst his mind can produce, has become a remarkably steel-minded woman, and is not so easily intimidated. "My mistake," she replies, her words dripping with sarcasm. "I should have been more specific, as I wasn't referring to your move with the blade. I was referring to the fact that you were<em>even there at all.</em>You can try to justify it all you want, but it was an attempt to kill yourself, and risk, as you point out, not just yourself, but also your family, your friends, and everything you have ever known and loved! Why? Why would you<em>dare</em>risk all of that  for your own personal glory?"