He shrugged at her horrified look, but waited until the meal had been served before replying. "I had the power of a god of magic, without any of the control. I was lost in the power I had been forced to accept, and could only blindly wander in search of help. I do remember the few times I... attempted to control it. It wasn't like my sorcerous talents, but that was how I tried to bring it under control. I only did so twice. Both times I came to in the middle of a crater that had not been there before I tried, though the second one was smaller than the first."<br/><br/>He took a few bites of his steak, and sipped at the margarita, humming in pleasure as he relaxed. "But enough about me, I want to learn more about you."