The sudden spank caused her to wince, as her butt had yet to recover from her earlier spanking. "Yes, but I'm afraid of different things. I'm afraid I wounded you and lost your trust. But although I am frightened of my punishments to come, I..." She paused. "I know you want me to take enjoyment from them, too. I think, at least." She blushed and struggled a bit with her wrist bindings just to test and make sure they were secure. "And I'm afraid of what I might do now that I really am helpless."