Raven closed her eyes for a moment.<br/>"Look Spike, I was a total bitch OK? I've hurt and upset you and I am really sorry, but you're not the only one who has a jaded outlook on life and you're not the first or the last who's gonna feel like that."<br/><br/>She turned her head and rested her forhead on him.<br/><br/>"I've been through enough bloody shit to last me a life time, not a hundred odd years worth, but enough for my short time span. But if I've learned one thing, that is to damn well enjoy myself when times are good. So are we going to spend any time we've got together moping around or are we gonna enjoy ourselves?"