He paused, his mouth opening and closing a couple times, before shrugging. "That is the most intelligent questions I have heard asked after such an offer yet. Most say no and start running."<br/><br/>He considered his blue's question for a moment, before shrugging. "Honestly? I can't answer that. All I know is that I am no closer to that Fear for all my lives of charging it, and I suspect that Barid is no further despite the same time of falling back to regroup. But what I can answer is that I have done a lot to help those around me, while Barid has helped organize those around him after discovering that fear. Maybe it is a Fear of failure, maybe death, maybe of survival, or maybe of something else. Worth it? That depends on the person, and I know Verdelet would answer no if she was sane. Me and Barid? Maybe, depends on how bad the day, and what we had to burn to drive the Fear back."<br/><br/>He leaned forward. "But giving my personal, overall thoughts? Yes, it is worth it. But then again, I would rather light a flamethrower and burn my hair off learning what is out there than curse at the darkness of ignorance.<br/><br/>And while you won't become like Barid, Verdelet, and myself, you will become one of the most unkillable beings in the multiverse."