Wolf listened to Hellwhore's commentary, nodding as he told the importance of his meat and how thousands of other man whores in hell's brothel feel as he does and he replies; "Yet from thousands, you were chosen and you chose to make the sacrifice correct? As neither I nor Queen forced you to make the sacrifice and it was a trial in itself to get the cut first place. You're a special kind of whore who did not just cut meat out as a bargain but endured for a said bargain to happen." At least what Wolf presumes there was a trial to take place, a test of worth before castration was done. So that itself tested the worthy nature of Hellwhore.<br/><br/>As Hellwhore told more personal experience and how Wolf does not remember the event, he ignored the comment that his dick and balls are his; he knows they aren't but he sees Hellwhore is distressed and nervous already so he is not pushing him further for now but will remind him later when he's better to state. He replies to Hellwhore; "Indeed, I don't remember, may perhaps never remember it. Nor the adoption, but I can say if I had a son who is so strongly devoted to their holy duties as a priest, I would be proud of such a display of virtue. It can be awkward at the start but I try to do my best to adjust to the situation."<br/><br/>As Hellwhore grasped for confidence to command him and display the position he was usually in, he followed the motions calmly and with grace. His body near instinctively went exact same pose he had done so hundreds of times before. Even if the brain is a clean slate, the body is not. As he starts swinging his cock, he feels not tired doing so and his meat claps in the same old tune that is familiar to Hellwhore, what is strange is the intense gaze of focus on Wolf's eyes as he observes and listens intently to what Hellwhore has to say. Pay attention more to him than usual but it's natural as Wolf is learning who he was before after all. As Hellwhore applies the oils and rubs them, Wolf can feel his excitement soar and grow like the building pressure of burning volcano depths readying to burst. He releases a low rumbling husky growl and says; "Well, the oils indeed make it more challenge to control..." There is the focus, a struggle, in Wolf's face. As much of the control that Andras had was mostly mental and skill which he had learned. Now Wolf has to endure the sensations anew and relearn the mental gymnastics needed to resist blowing his load and splattering the entire room white.<br/><br/>As Hellwhore suggested a prayer, it helped distract Wolf and endure better the stimuli as he replies to Hellwhore; "I think we should pray for continued prosperity for Queen's cock, as even if my mind is absent of memories and ideal that I recover my memories, but overall long term prosperity in any form is better than degradation."<br/><br/>As Hellwhore spoke of oaths and scriptures, he felt a connection, an emotional one, to them and it felt solid firm emotions that made him refuse to disobey the ideals the scriptures present. As Hellwhore spoke of not knowing the Queen, Wolf nods and replies; "Indeed I do not know her, I can feel what she feels though and I am trying to learn much as I can as part of me wishes as to reconnect back to her at all cost." Talking helps distract him from hands on his dick along with the burning effect of the aphrodisiac, diverting the emotions and feelings aside from mental space but yet conscious of the desire but quell it much as he can. The only thing holding back was a desire not to disappoint, which is an immensely strong negative feeling that drowns out the primal desire and controls it, and chains it down.<br/><br/>As Hellwhore spoke of past romantic gestures and asking would he make such an oath, he replies; "To please the Queen, I would. However, it would be a hollow gesture towards my brother, as I feel not yet connected to him on an emotional level to give meaning to the oath. How I can serve as a devoted eunuch for someone whom I don't love and adore? I do adore the Queen and can likely learn quickly to serve her, but need to rebuild what was lost with my brother Ozymandias. So time for such an oath is not yet, also I am lunar and Ozymandias is solar. He needs to learn how to control lunar shapeshifting to have my capabilities, so before he can achieve that, giving my meat would lose much of its potency." Heart was ready but his mind dominated his heart's desires and thought things intellectual level and made long-term considerations on things.