"Because we worry about you! Because there isn't much else for us to do, for you, but worry, and wonder if the next time, you won't come back at all. You scared us, all of us, that day. And don't tell me you wouldn't have done the same, or worse, if the situation had been reversed. Especially since You have done similar; you were willing to take Dispater's tower apart, because of me, weren't you?"<br/><br/>Jashah sits up, moving into a cross-legged position, once he starts talking to her. "Do not blame them, or anyone else, for my actions. They were mine, and mine alone, and I only took the opportunity that I saw presented. Especially since you had been showing increasingly erratic and dangerous behavior, prior; I felt it would have been a worse problem to<em>not</em>act as I did. i know I betrayed your trust, and I am sorry that I felt the need to, but I could not, with a clear conscience, say that I would do differently now, because your survival, your sanity, is paramount to the survival of this existence, of all the countless billions living here, and I consider it my duty to sacrifice whatever I need to in order to see you through to the end."