She nods carefully before answering "I think it’s the loss of control, but if you. If my mistress would help me accept it " She looks at Mayae with something like fear and acceptance in her eyes, swallowing hard she stutters slightly coughs and starts again. You have seen the look on her face a couple of times before, its acceptance or perhaps submission in this case "Will you, can I ..  I have no right to ask this of you but..  will you gently show me my new place " She shudders gently, being truly vulnerable at this moment. She must feel desperate indeed to open her self so fully but in truth she has no other place to go and she knows this