"Kanae, please!"  She pushed on the wolfgirl's shoulders.  Hadn't the shaman always said that if she didn't want it, Kanae would stop?  "Please, I...I really want to, for you, but...I just...I can't.  I just can't bring myself to the idea of it right not, I don't want to feel that way again so soon.  I wish there was a way, but I don't have it."