Andras remained steady in position, as Queen questioned about having no reservations or willing cut smooth he replied; "I view that I have no right denying you claiming your property from my body which just happens to carry it. My chances in love are unrelated to whether I have a dick between my legs or not. It's your choice whether I carry the dick still or not. I would do best what I can as a eunuch."<br/><br/>As Queen exposed herself, asking what he desires or what Queen can do for him, Wolf's eyes look, devouring Queen's form in a manner how original Andras devoured Queen's form when he first met her in person, in a surprisingly similar gaze which hungrily without shame devoured her form but Wolf's words were respectful; "What I desire? Give me time to explore, and find myself anew, but most of all give me chance able win your affection and heart again. What I desire most, can simply be called to make you happy but also with the truth than act or lie as I feel somehow repulsed by the concept of acting something that I am not as it taints something that is meant to be pure. That's how I can explain best my desire and feelings."<br/><br/>Andras listens calmly to Queen's revelation about games and getting hurt and enjoys it, but then sees also Queen's mask of authority crack both physically and mentally. As seems her authority, unreachable by all forces, is breached by her deepest fear which forms the foundation of her flaw as a titan; fear of betrayal and betrayal by love especially. Andras may not wholly understand the reason, why such fear remained in Queen, perhaps all along Queen, had always doubted for genuity of the love of Andras. She did love Andras, but there was always doubt about it because it was love that she had fabricated...and thus was not real. Perhaps in some manner, Wolf-Spider Andras, deep spiritual level understood it, more so he consciously had embraced the lies and fabrication over his real self he understood he embraced the lies because it was beautiful but yet the love was still a fabrication, a creation, of Queen.<br/><br/>As Queen cried against his dick, tears falling as she told what she had planned, telling how she had created, fabricated, an epic saga where she had manipulated Andras for the epic scene to honor HIM than honoring herself. A gift that unintentionally led to Andras self-destructing. Andras broke his stance, so he could reach to Queen and hold onto her shoulders gently and swipe her tears and look into her eyes as he gently smiles, a ghostly echo of the smile Andras had during his tender moments as Wolf speaks to Queen; "My heart aches for learning how grand gift you had planned for my former self, it pains me like a dagger in my heart along with the pain I feel now from feeling how deeply your hurt. I wish I could erase the pain away, but part of me knows you need to go through this pain as you are injured in the heart and sorrow takes time to heal and the scar never disappears completely. You can't truly start to love me, as Wolf, until you complete your mourning. Even Queen like you, needs time to mourn.<br/><br/>"Only what I can say, is I feel my former self would have been deeply moved by the gesture. I may not never wholly understand what thoughts and feelings triggered the response which erased entirely the past self as a means to preserve and protect itself. But what did survive was his devotion and love to you even if his mind did not. So I promise, as Wolf, always love you whether I carry dick or not and promise never to hurt myself to the point it leads to my destruction or death. Even if you command me to do so and thus lead me to defy you. As I feel the pain you feel now and I wish never to inflict you with the same hurt ever again. That will be the only order I will defy against."