The lunar walked, at first pondering the scent but memory of scents can be stronger than events and recognized the source of scent as his own cum. Marveling the odd jade pillars until called in by a strange entity, which appeared first some bug-raping blue man but then realize it was two entities in one. Lunar was relaxed as was the entity; the god in his sanctum. He accepted the pipe and take inhale, the smoke having no narcotic effect on his mind thanks to his physical fortitude but enjoyed the smoke nonetheless. Open to new experiences like a curious child who tries everything at least once.<br/><br/>He listened to the god reveal the whole picture; the origin of Andras, the process of becoming akuma, tricked into it, then events following to arena and how fragile Andras psyche had been. He was all honestly shocked, feeling betrayal that Queen whom he trusted so much had manipulated original Andras so much?! But he kept calm as he listened god's questions and situation overall.<br/><br/>On the question of<em>The Sacred Code of The Alpha Male</em>and being Wolf Spider 2.0 he replies; "Improved in what way? If Queen desires to return all that original had to offer or prior state, there is no progress nor evolution. No change means no chance for improvement. I lack memories of the code, I do have instincts but I feel they were unrelated to the code. Code is something structured and defined in the conscious mind and my mind got swiped clean. Considering the code was created originally by Queen and implanted in, it was never part of the central identity and part of the instincts. It may have guided instincts to certain paths or patterns, but if code was a glass that contained mercury, I am now mercury without glass. So I am not sure I am Wolf Spider 2.0, likely I am not one now, but that can always change."<br/><br/>As the god reveals the nature of the cocks, lunar nods, and replies; "I do agree, I already sensed cock hanging from me was not mine. That much was part of my instincts already and internalized as part of my identity before I think. I am merely a carrier of the cock than the owner."<br/><br/>As god told the ultimatum options to him and asked what his heart felt, he replied; "I feel in my heart a desire to please the Queen, but same time; I feel it cannot be built on lies. As lies were, according to your tale, what destroyed the original Andras. Since the Queen tricked him become akuma, creating a fantasy of lies, it created a glass palace that did not hold against the truth when two Andrases encountered and clashed in the battle to the death and the result of that conflict was a permanently fractured fragile psyche, which then broke apart in the arena when conviction and desire to serve was overcome the innermost instinct and nature of the lunar existence; survival. Lunars, I feel, become exalted because they are survivors at heart and thus falsely build identity facing a true, truth, of the soul that got shattered and erased entirely. This is my theory anyways.<br/><br/>"So my heart yearns to please, but same time, in all honestly, I know I cannot build the pleasing and love onto a lie. Andras, the original wolf spider, was a lie created by the Queen. Unsure exactly why perhaps she viewed the original Andras without altercations as imperfect or dangerous or even outright feared him being a free man. However, even if it was a lie, the experiences, and emotions<em>were</em>real." Lunar touches his chest, over at his heart as he continues; "As the fairy tail, beauty of emotion and bonding and connection it created, remains here if none of the memories remain. However, my pleasing heart also knows I would be doing a disservice if I would submit to become yet another lie and leading to a repeat of the tragedy that already occurred." He removes his hand from his chest and continues; "So, even if I cannot say I know or even feel as an Alpha Male, you can tell me what it was and see if can I embrace it or not. Do my best to fill the void, but if I cannot fill the void by my own free will, then Queen has to accept it as it is."