Spells here were tied to who she was as a sexual person. She wasn't anyone, Leanna realized. She had no experience with sex short of what she'd seen and what she'd felt after her rape by Billy. She hated that - hated that she had to sacrifice so much to get what she wanted, which was power. She wanted the power to defend herself, and to eventually cleanse this plane of its corruption. What was she to do? Would she finally let go of that part of herself? Of who she'd been for so long?<br/><br/>Rathazul too was mentioning the owl Billy had mentioned, which meant that Billy's information had at least been reliable. He also mentioned how he was feeling temptation towards her. An image of Billy's massive phallus flashed in Leanna's mind at Rathazul's comments. Despite herself, she was wondering if everyone here was that big - if Rathazul himself was that big. She thought about the state she'd been in when she'd awoken after her encounter with Billy - the soreness she felt. Would it have felt good, if she'd been awake? She didn't know, though she couldn't see how it would - Billy was so huge she could have sworn he couldn't even fit inside her, if she had not had evidence to the contrary. Leanna was surprised that she was now fantasizing a bit about Rathazul underneath those clothes, and about how it would feel to once more play with herself. But she couldn't let herself - it was wrong. It felt wrong morally, no matter how good it felt physically. She had found herself about to acquiesce to Rathazul's implicit request, but cut herself off.<br/><br/>"No, you know it will provide you no benefit. I am no longer a virgin, Rathazul. Thank you for your advice... I should head to bed, though. It's been a long day for me..." Distancing herself was the only way she knew to avoid the awkwardness she now felt. She tried to lessen the severity of her tone as she spoke - she didn't want to be rude. But she wanted him to know that she was not going to corrupt herself for his enjoyment...