Spike sighed and closed his eyes.  "I've never claimed anyone else.  Or sired anyone, aside from minions, and they don't count. I was with Dru, and I couldn't give myself to anyone else, there wasn't enough left over.  And Angelus..."  His throat tightened.  "I nearly walked into the sunlight when he left me.  If I hadn't had to take care of Dru, I would have."  He clenched his jaw and turned away, walking to the window, looking out.  "But you're right.  Even if something lasts a hundred years, that's not forever, so who the fuck am I kidding?"<br/>