The words stun her,  when she is compared to her mother.   She did want to leave this realm.   She did not want to be like her mother.   The words spoken are denied, she could not accept them.<br/><br/><em>"I do not want to die."</em><br/><br/>How will she live if she stays.   She did not want to be a ghostly apparition like her sister before her and those before her.   She wants to live,  if that meant staying here to live then she would.   But right now the only solution to life she sees is to go back.   To usurp her mothers power and break it.<br/><br/>