With Hathor out of the room, the princess's mood darkened again. She knew this conversation had to happen, but it still was not something she had been looking forward to. "But we both know the consequences that would result in me staying here longer," she completed the thought. Faridah sighed and took a deep breath. "Here I am free of all responsibilities and titles as I am free of my clothing. I have been left naked for days, molested and used in ways that would make street walkers blush, and have enjoyed every last treasured moment of it as my mind was freed of its taboos and inhibitions. Yet..." She couldn't bring herself to look Mellisande in the eyes and instead turned her head away. "I cannot give up my station and responsibilities forever."