She tried to pull out of his arms for a split second before she collapsed against him, her tears quickly soaking his chest.  "I don't have any choice but to forgive you, whatever the bond between us is, it makes it impossible for me to stay angry with you.  I should hate you, you ruined my life, but I can't.  All I keep thinking is that I am lucky that you brought me here, because I would have never been whole without you and you didn't really ruin my life because how could I have life without you in it.  It is crazy, I didn't know you yesterday, didn't even know you existed and now I am pretty darn sure that I couldn't live without you.   And I am sorry that I am crying, but I miss my life and my family.  It wouldn't be so bad if I knew that would get to see them again."  Her words were mumbled into his chest, her voice husky from her tears, her anger and fear spilling out, helping her to calm down some.  A jerky sigh shuttered through her body, there were no more tears left to cry.   "I couldn't figure the ladies room out." she said softly, her face red and pressed into him, hiding her embarrassment.