Alice quieted herself as she looked to Hunte slowly she slid her hands to hunters back as she pressed into her and held her matching sulfurous gaze as she slowly shivered at Hunters non reaciton. Yet she had to do this. "I will say it...because it is. It's...complicated Hunter" ALice said softly as she slowly slid a hand up to gently caress her ivor ycheek with her own ivory finger tips. "I didn't realize, didn't know what you meant to me, before I died. When I woke up...they kept me hungry, starving and  told me. You were a hunter, it explained so manythings about you Hunter. I...I realized...I lost my chance to be with you when they killed me. And me  being stupid enough not to realize what you meant to me. I couldn't let this last chance go, I knew once they explained it the only way we could be together was to be vampires together. It sounded like they might not have even let that happen but I'd planned...to argue, to fight to protect you when you woke..." Alice let her voice fall as she slowly slid closer. "We can't go back. I couldn't let you kill yourself. But we can be monsters together. How much of one we are...we can figure out."  Alice tried to hold her childes gaze.