Kate hissed at him as he stop in the dark alley and was so freely giving up his blood to her, "No.." she said in a weak and dry voice she was not going to give up on living off Dust. There had to be a better way than this...Her fangs come out more as she could see the beatting blood in his neck as she licked her lips as she shiver lightly from the thoughts that ran through her mind. "I can't...I don't know if I could stop...." she said in a low voice as she hissed again in her weak and dry voice as tears fall that was a mix of normal tears and blood. It was a mess all in it's own. She was some night time freak show. Though her head moved on it's own before she could stop herself.<br/><br/>Her body was acting as if it wasn't her but someone's else her eyes close tightly as she bite down hard on his neck just right where his shoulder meet's his neck. The sweet spot, the spot that every victim she had seen be drain from. As the rich tast of his dark elf blood run through her tongue and down to her stomca she wrap her arms around him tightly and turned them where his back was pinned to the wall. Her other side was taking over as she started to feed for the first time...<br/><br/>Kate inside of her head was screaming at Project 343 about what she was doing. This was not right it was not natural. This very act that she was doing felt like a sinnfully act. That it was a mark from the holy man that smiled down at her saying that she was an angle yet still part demon. Though Project yelled back saying that this is the way we must live. Live to fight another day.<br/><br/>She shook more as tears started to fall from the body as she hissed as she feed from the dark elf. Pressing her body against his as she started to get strenght back. She was stronger on nomal blood than on the Dust but she used the Dust to be human. And that is all that she wanted. She didn't wanted to be a Daywalker. She wanted to be normal hunter, a human with normal human needs and wants. She wanted to have a family and not worry about her kids turning out to be freaks like her.<br/><br/><div align="center"><em>I lost my head in the game... and had to have a taste of blood for the first time. It was not my own... it was the dark elf that kissed me. And in the moment that I was feeding I saw my other self, Project 343, the vampire part of me. And it took me off my gaurd and throw me into a loop that I am not sure that I can recover from anytime soon... Blood is better than Dust... yet Dust is better than blood... now I am face with a new conflict that I didn't wanted to face... but knew that the time would come once the caregivers kicked me out of their walls.... this is hell all in one... I am not sure what I should do or could do.. I need his blood or the wound wouldn't had gotten better... Oh, how the gods are testing me...</em></div>