She shook her head against his chest, "No, I think it would be worse, seeing it and knowing it isn't real.  I just have to deal with it, it isn't going to be overnight or in a few days, I am going to cry, and be sad sometimes and that is something that you are going to have to deal with.  I cant just forget everything that I left behind.  But if you can deal with me being weepy sometimes, then I will try to make a new life here with you."  She tipped her face up to meet his gaze.  "If I am going to be stuck here forever, and be yours,  I want to be happy and I want a good life, do you think we can make that happen?"