"..." Yang was silent at first when she came back - hard and fast - with her rebuttals. "Yeah... yeah, you're right." She smiled, satisfied. Yang didn't think anyone could reign her in, let alone have the stones to make an attempt at it. "I guess I just... really count myself lucky to have you as a friend." She tossed her wallet up and caught it. "So! Hungry? I was thinkin' about ordering a pizza, but we could also go out somewhere, if you'd prefer.<br/><br/>So many times,<em>so many times</em>Yang had been close to the only thing she ever considered euphoria. The reason she had told Sveta she was gay in the first place was because... well... her first crush was Sveta herself. She had done so in the vein hope that she was the same way... a pair of lost souls lost amidst a turbulent sea... Christ, now she sounds like a cheesy romance novel. The point of it all was, one of her biggest fantasies, her euphoria, was to cuddle on the couch with Sveta and watch a movie. Just the two of them (though progressivly more impossible with Ruby in the picture) enjoying each other's company.<br/><br/>Sure, Yang's dated a few girls before, but they were all confused. They were awestruck by Yang's physical presence and captivated by her strength, but there was no emotional attachment there. Every single one of them was the same. They started off strong, talking on the phone, holding hands, going places together... but then as time went on, they'd grow slowly apart, until they just stopped seeing each other. Yang only ever tried to go back to one once... it didn't end well. The girls she found... they weren't looking for attachment, or love... they were looking for a thrill. She wasn't even really popular in the same way Sveta was. Sveta was cute, was girlie, had a bubbly personality on the whole and was just... what everyone wanted. Yang... it took a special someone to like Yang for who she was. She wasn't quiet. She wasn't 'pretty' in the societal definition of the word. She wasn't girlie.<br/><br/><em>Don't leave me, Sveta. I don't care if we only stay friends... just don't walk away from me...</em>