Faridah's moans were getting both louder and longer. "It's not as bad as you think there. Until I was to find a suitor I was never that miserable. I know there will be times in the future when I will curse the bonds of the throne, but at the same time I will know the joy of my subjects’ prosperity." She smiled and tried to lighten the mood. "Though that may require giving up being Queen Miriam's dark servant."