Raven pushed her face into the pillow, trust him to come up with something when she had made up her mind, now he gave her a soddin option.<br/>She lifted her head and took a moment before she answered him.<br/>"Spike, I've had a long and bitter arguement with myself.<br/>I'm here, I don't intend not to be with you, I am dealing with all the crap and not getting any of the pleasure. Why the fuck I'm laid here in agony, when I don't need to be is the most stupid thing I have ever done in my whole soddin life......So.....fuck it, lets do it."