She looked at him as he talked about repaying debts and things as she shiver lightly she looked  at her lap. As he move she looked up and he was near her looking her in the eyes and asked question about the beast.  "I don't know what the beast will be like or even a way to stop it...I am going to have to get in touch with my vampire counterpart... The caregivers had told me this the night I had left..." she said as she looked away from him knowing she didn't know what she would be like "I wanted to leave so you didn't have to bear see me like that... I may be lost forever once I let the beast out.... you turned the key before I was ready... Well the Magi had...you just helpped it along..." she said  as she looked down and shiver but she didn't think she was going to really go through with leaving.