Wahida sags down to the ground in a  heap.   Tears begin to stream down her cheeks.  Her voice chokes and breaks as she ushers out the words.<br/><br/><em>"I never wanted power,  I only wanted and still want to be merely a wife, to bare children and be a mother.   I am lost,  I don't want to die. I am forced to be what i am not.   At least not in my eyes."</em><br/><br/>She felt hopeless and lost in the moment.   The odds overwhelming against her simplicity of want of life.   Who she was and  whence she came from all dictated her path in life.<br/><br/><em>"So teach me how to take Mal's power."</em>