He grinned, and pulled out a flaming dagger, and slid it across to her, though the illusions disappeared before it got to her. "Amputation is the recommended treatment at that point. Which reminds me as to the other reason. I can erase anything with an errant thought, part of why I was reluctant to do anything before, because you had no defenses I could sense up during our 'healings.' Which means you would have been deleted if I got annoyed enough. That is not an exaggeration, hyperbole, or threat. It is a fact.<br/><br/>Hell, every day is a strain. Beyonder to my left, madness to my right. Of course, not having a fully functional mind isn't helping, but with black at least partially reintegrated into white, both of them are a bit more stable. White whines and whimpers less, black makes less comments about breaking into something and either raping everyone or killing them all. Or both, by his preference.<br/><br/>Sorry, tangent, anyhow, I was wondering if another mind healer for backing you up during the sessions would be possible. Two shields are more powerful than the sum of their parts, and if she focused on keeping a layer of separation between us during the sessions, it would make me feel much easier about it. I committed unforgivable crimes already, I dislike having to add more to the list."