She could feel tears filling her eyes again - ashamed at what she's become, and that she is now leaking breastmilk all over the place. Words just tumble from her lips in a rush "I got you all wet, and they ache, and I didn't even *have* them yesterday, and I don't know what to do, and you're being nice and I'm scared.." she breaks off and bursts into sobs - covering her face with her hands.