"I wasn't thinking, and I didn't know what was going to happen," she admits. "I was a fool, a stubborn, blind fool... I can't believe I allowed myself to be tricked, but... you're a terrifying individual, and... and I needed enough power to protect myself, if you ever... ever... did something like that, again." She shudders. "She didn't even protest. It looked like she knew it was coming, and she welcomed it."