During the entire process, Faridah continues to sob. Though it is uncomfortable, the sobbing is more from mental anguish than physical. She hated herself so much. Her rational side hated her for not escaping when she had the chance. Her body hated her for not keeping her mouth shut and enjoying the simple pleasure she experienced when she had the chance. Her pride hated her for being so weak and turning into a sniveling little girl. All of that was more punishing than what Mellisande was doing.<br/><br/>Fighting through her tears, she answered the woman, "It is." She would've given anything to go back in time and tell herself just to keep her mouth shut. Soon, she would possibly realize the predicament her body was in, but for the moment she was too distracted.