Razzly struggled to get her body to respond, but the paralysis thing had done its job well.  Unable to move, she focused her attention inward. She had a lot to process.  Her best friend had just kissed her on the lips.  That was surprising. Surprisingly pleasant, in retrospect.  She'd shake her head to clear her mind of that thought, but it wouldn't move.  She endeavored to think of other things, but it kept nagging at her mind.<em>time to prioritize. first off, I need to regain my ability to move. secondly, I can't afford to chase after her, even though I'd like to.  I'll just have to trust that she's doing what she feels is best for her family. I'll have to confront her someday, but today is not that day.  More importantly, I need to warn the militia, if we're about to be attacked by some group, we need to ready the defenses. that sure was weird though, being kissed by.....no, I can't focus on that.  I guess first things first.  I'll focus on my big toe, get that moving. c'mon, move big toe, move!</em>