Dawn lost her sister 4 years ago, to this day she still wishes it would've been her to sacrifice herself for the sake of the world.  Buffy was the hero and was more important that her anyway.  That's how she has felt for a long time and now she's 19 and that feeling still hasn't gone away.  There were times where she would stay up all night crying wishing she could just die and disappear forever.<em>"No one would even care to notice if I was gone."</em><br/><br/>Her sleep schedule now consisted of staying up all night and sleeping during the day, she really wasn't much of a daytime person anyway.  She looked at her phone to read to time<strong>1:00am</strong>she was wide awake in a quiet house.  She grabbed her laptop and just began typing.