I don't know what to do or say. I'm so nervous because I don't wanna hurt my big brother because he has always been there for me and he has been my rock. We are really close and I don't want to upset him but at the same time I really like Michael so I'm extremely conflicted. I get all annoyed and confused that I just run out of the room without saying a word at all.<br/><br/>I run up to my room and I tell myself. "Why does the one guy that I really really like is actually completely out of reach" I groan as I lay back down on my bed.