He had stopped fighting her he could not muster the energy to right now. He squeezed her hand  letting her know he herd her. This was not what he needed nor want he wanted. Has this happen messed up everything she was not even supposed to know he was sick until he started to  get to  the point were he could not care for himself. Kinda silly to think like that, that he could hide anything from her they were twins they practically shared a brain.<br/>He pulled her hand to  his lips  as he started to  wonder if this would be the end of him. He kissed it softly  and looked up  at her. Was this really the end? would he leave her now seeing her cry like this having no idea that his heart had been destroying it's self for years.<br/>He looked up  at the white ceiling to  see the red and blue lights flashing. Help had come but he was not shure he even wanted it now.