Disjointed thoughts filtered through my mind and I pressed against him. I knew it was wrong, didn't I think was Eva and Lyk were doing was beyond stupid? I knew Eric would never let me back in his house if he knew. But I couldn't summon the will to get up and put an end to it, I didn't want to leave. I ran my hand over his skin awed by him by the simple life that still filled him and wished this wasn't doomed. Pushing the inevitable away I smiled and just enjoyed the moment.