"I didn't expect it either, it just sort of escalated. Look Al, if you don't want me to do stuff like that, then tell me. Would you have been more sure of how you felt about it if it had been Ryan I had kissed like that?" She put a hand on his cheek, stroking it with her thumb. "I'm going to tell you something, and I don't want you to overthink it, you don't even have to respond. It's just... I love you Alistair. I have to admit that I got turned on making out with Lulu like that, but I'm in love with you." she was afraid of his reaction, but she had wanted to tell him that so many times, and now was a good at time as any.