He looks at her as she talks.  The wind is a bit chilled, but easy to take.  He hears the sweet words out of her mouth that she wants to be with him.  He smiles a lot hearing that, but the smile is all in his mind.  Yeah, he likes hearing those words, but they're just words.  People, couples had crumpled under less.  Money, friends, family, and miscommunication were all problems that plagued relationships.  Yeah, he was a frat guy and yeah he had made a mistake.  Why did people have to judge him?  She didn't, Madison didn't and that was what made her beautiful to him.  Yeah, he was a guy and getting 'laid' was on his mind, a lot.  He, however, respected Madison's decision cause being with her was better than being without her.   He could go in a bathroom to relieve that 'tension.'  Now, though, he wanted her happiness, he wanted her smile, and he wanted her love.  He didn't care about anything else, not even sex.  He brushed the tear from her face and kissed her so softly.  His soft red lips brushing hers in a tender moment of passion and love.  He wanted her to know that he cared.  He looked at her and said, "They are right; a lot of guys want that sex part that comes with dating.  I am no different from that."  He looked at her seriously, "The difference in them and me is; I respect you and love you."  He smiled to her pleasantly, "I am in no hurry because when we do 'what boys do;' it will be special and the right time to do it."  He kissed her gently again, spreading the warmth between their bodies to the other.