Sent Sat 25 June 19.00<br/><br/>Kat<br/><br/>There is no real need to be worried, she is really cool about people, she does however feel that we both need a new mum since my parents died.  Their death hit her quite badly but she analysed it pretty well we had already talked about her mum dying which is why she wasn't around.  She has a concept of death and its finality and has therefore accepted that she won't see them again.  She feels however that I am lonely (though less so in these last few days I confess) and wants us both to have a new mum, aaargh - its complex explaining anything to a six year old, when their understanding revolves around the one sentence you utter and only the words and concepts that they actually understand within them.  It was easier when kids are 2, they just run riot everywhere as I'm sure you know and they just want their own needs attended to pretty much. She's entered the questioning phase and I'm glad I'm a teacher, otherwise I doubt I would have had the practise at being so patient!<br/><br/>Went into town today and booked the flights<br/><br/>15:00 Depart London (LHR)<br/>Arrive Orlando (MCO) 23:34  Sat 30-Jul<br/>Duration: 13hr 34mn    Air Canada 849  / 922<br/>Connect in Toronto (YYZ)<br/><br/>13:45 Depart Orlando (MCO)<br/>Arrive London (LHR) 07:30  +1 day  Wed 10-Aug<br/>Duration: 12hr 45mn    bmi  4283  /  4466<br/>Connect in Washington (IAD)<br/><br/><br/>When we were together last I think we were too young to contemplate wedding, that was for older people, like our parents. Now we're older more mature and I hope it will be the natural outcome in the future once we have gotten used to each other again.  You might not like me or my the habits I've picked up since we were together.  Whilst I would love to and to an extent I am living a bit of a dream at the moment with the thought of getting back with you I hope reality matches.  I do need to be conscious of DC and I'm clearly not a "free" as I was back then.  Your mum might have to be patient for a little while whilst we recapture and experience our magic together.<br/><br/>I looked at direct flights but they were more expensive and although the  journey time is longer its not that bad a lay over and it least gives us a bit of a break to stretch our legs on the way. Getting excited and DC is getting very excited about the prospect of seeing you and disneyworld appropriately.<br/><br/>Love<br/><br/>Ben<br/><br/>