@lucky, yea I know, but I still feel bad when I go poof for way longer than I should XP Though right now I'm desperately grasping out to any distraction again. With school's fate coming up soon I worry. Debating if we have to sign up the kids for homeschooling or not. I know it isn't want they want, but if the government tries to push them to be open fully, that ain't gonna happen and online it is for us. I'm okay with two days a week there for the kids since that would group them down to 10 or less per each class. But I don't know, and our numbers here have really climbed, in fact we're fighting between first and second place for the most easily spread -_- Then when the numbers where low, I planned for Claire's b-day party, while keeping it small, but now with the numbers just climbing I'm paranoid especially as the parents are now staying and that's just way too many people here. So now I'm contacting outside of family that day, that to come just for about an hour, enjoy food, a game, pinata, cake, and then leave. I just don't know and I hate not having answers. I have to be in control and I felt in control the past 1.5 months but now it's unraveling again and ugh.<br/><br/>@Kenchi: How are you doing? And pfft, yes all eternity we shall constantly post. Ugh I can only imagine how bad my posts are after taking so long off but if I had to post so frequently when not ready, they'd be much worse X'D So take what you will for them lol Honestly though, I wish I could post more.