as he hold me close to him I could smells his blood and hear his heart beating so fast, but the blood it was drawing and yet I can't,,, ~pushies away just a little not out of his arms~ no you don't understand, but I do know to what you mean and understand what you said, but lets just put it away for now ~thinking of how I like being in his arms and so close to him, and he will be here every day working where I will be able to watch him and be near him but why am I being like this or not taking his blood what is wrong with me~ Zane would you like to come in the afternoons to do this work on my home and like I said for when it gets dark you can do things in the house, but I want work you hard ok, and you  can quit at anytime you want too