~while he holding me I am for once enjoying it, liking it, what are these strange feelings that I am have, thinking as I sit down to watch him do more work on the house, but thinking back to when my lords was alive and told me of this strange feelings that I might get one day, but I allways burshed it off, cause no one want a vampire for anything, well maybe to kill, then the look went to a stock look' as I stood up~  Zane someone is ourside trying to spy on us or me, if its one of those killers coming to kill me I want go easy, they do not know to how Strong I am, you see I can not rest and this is the only other time I kill is those who comes after me