"No please don't shut me out James. I did enjoy your kiss it just made me feel strange is all. laying next to you and seeing you wash yourself does as well." hides my face in shame knowing that my feelings are wrong and you more then like do not return them. "Please just say something...anything just to stop me blathering on. Oh tell me to shurt up something please." tears rim my eyes as I pleads with you. Practically begging for attention.