~as I see into his eyes of confusing I backed off a little in hops that he would pull me back, thinking I am trying to let this be, to go as far as normal can get my being vampire but I do remember~ oh Zane forgive me I did not mean to push myself on you like that,,,, its just that I am drawing to you so much, and I do not know why, forgive me I am ashame of myself I will turn in now and talk to you tomorrow ~ wishing he would take me in his arms and hold me and kiss me like no tomorrow~