@Lucky: She really is, and we're all aware of it. I<em>always</em>own up to my mistakes, so she can't blame something on me. I've made a reputation of honesty and if they ask me something I will tell them truthfully what happened. She has created a bad one for herself, lying to everyone and being two faced. They will always take my word before hers. Even the manager is aware of her, we just don't have the means to drop her. She is the top 3 "leads". I'm the 4Th, quickly climbing up and picking up her slack. In the end, it reflects better on me knowing I can take the lead when she doesn't and is being lazy. I just have to be patient and I'll either leave or will rise above her. I'm so ready for it too, I've grown so much more confident in my year there and I will confront her in my own way.<br/><br/>@Cas: I pushed myself a little too far tonight and I'm stupid anxious for it, but I'll be alright. I'm like teetering on anxiety attackish? I'm having a hard time breathing so I'm trying to relax and distract myself. It was just really crazy, everyone from customers to coworkers were asking us for help picking watermelons like we're some produce gods that can magically find the perfect melon. Most of the time we pick it up and pretend we know what we're doing and hand it off. But they were asking for them to be cut and we<em>have</em>to for customers. For other coworkers outside of produce I had to tell the one under me to tell them no, we just don't have the time.<br/><br/>After all this, though, I was thanked and given comments about keeping things as well as I did. I planned to split the "wracks" in two and I was desperately leading one side with 2 people from another store to kinda make up for 2 people being on vacation and trusted my senior member to do her side, only when I went to check up on her a day before the holiday<em>everything</em>was bad and needed to be cleaned. I was<em>so</em>exasperated that when she just crossed off what I said needed to be done it was everything for me not to just go crazy on her.<br/><br/>Sorry guys, it did kinda help to throw it all out on here lol