Annika wanted to enter the room he'd indicated but she just couldn't. Not without making him understand first.<br/><br/>"You can't blame me for all of this!" She said desperately, "I was just a child. Those people.. that family, they gave me everything I wanted; everything<em>we</em>wanted. I was just a child.. if you'd been given the chance you would have taken it, too!"<br/><br/>If he believed her or not.. if he still blamed her or not.. either way she couldn't wait around any longer to find out. With a heavy sigh, she started up the stairs and gently knocked on the first door to ther left, just as her brother said.<br/><br/>"Josh?" She called out, pushing the door openly gently so only a small crack of the inside was revealed. She could see a corner of a bed, but couldn't tell if anybody was on it.<br/><br/>"Josh are you there? It's.. it's Annie."