I smiled sadly "I'm not like normal vampires Rogal. I was given limitations because i was blessed with such a unique gift. My bloodlust is such that I've killed every human I've ever fed on, I loose myself when blood is in the air, it's why I had to leave when you cut yourself for Eva, everything in my screamed to feed from you and in doing so I would have killed you." I stood up and paced away from Rogal running my fingers through my hair an old nervous habit I've never been able to break. "I go feral" I said bitting out my words angry at my own limitation. "I've killed more humans then I know of trying to tame my bloodlust when I was young, but for 75 years I've stayed away from humans. You have no idea how hard it is to resist something I want so much." I said and in seconds I was standing too close to you crouched down so we were face to face, my hair was falling all around us, my eyes were dark with desire and a bit of fear "Do you really think you could stop me?" I ask just above a whisper