"Oh, I'm sorry. And here I am complaining about people who I can always contact at a later time..." She felt guilty now, knowing that her whining was pitiful compared to the loss that he had faced. "She really was beautiful though, and I find myself starting to envy her for it." She laughed slightly but it was much too stiff to be actual humor. Her words were true though, she suddenly felt very self-concious about herself, which is something she hadn't felt since before joining the army.