"Come on sis give me a break." Matthew said trying to stay calm as well but it was getting difficult. It is possible that his sister would never understand, never get why things are they turn out to be. Yet it is worth a shot. Matthew shook his head and said "I was never smart sis, I was never good at school, considering how I barely got out of college and for what; a lame degree that no one even recognizes. Yes what I am doing is wrong but please try and understand. I only turn to selling because its quick and easy money. Yes I could die. I could even up in jail. I could also end up getting seriously hurt but it is worth the risk. Bills being paid for, a house to live in, having food everyday. Why suffer at all?" Matthew said looking for answers. These were answers Matthew was looking for himself but stop trying to find them. Sometimes, questions are not meant to be answered.