"and?" he looked at her there was no hint or jokeing in his voice he sighed and whent on to explane now in abit more tender of a voice.<br/>"If i am going to die in less then a year i want to go out on my own terms. I don't ant to sit down take my meds and let life slip by. I am going to live it. and if that means drinking and doing drugs i don't know why you  want to stop me. why you  have any right to tell me not to spend what little time i have being happy. in place of pondering my death" He tryed to make to sound like her fault he was not liveing his life out