He didn't want to get close to her. He was afraid that once he got close to her he would lose her. Deep down he loved her so much, and after losing one sister it would hurt too much to lose another. So he pushed her away.<br/>He was sitting on his bed, sitting against a pillow propped up against the wall. He had a book open on his lap and was kind of reading, but honestly he didn't feel like doing anything but sitting there. He hadn't eaten much that day, but he wasn't really hungry anyways.