Against his will he calmed, his gaze empty as he watched the blank ceiling.<br/><em>I don't need to be examined...</em>He told himself.<br/>"Thanks." He forced himself the word vomit. Why am I like this?!<br/>He felt enraged. Lost. And so emotional yet so.. emotionless<em>(?)</em>at the same time...<br/><em>I just wanna go back.</em>