Annika found it difficult to try and keep a one-sideded conversation going. But she tried, very hard, for the sake of her brother. She felt completely at fault and terrible that things had worked out this way. If she had known earlier, she would have come sooner..<br/>But instead, she felt like a selfish, horrible person and the only way to make up for it, was to help Josh get through this; to help him become the person he was before.