"We could pay the old duke a visit if you like.  Maybe burn down that castle there." I suddenly realize I am talking about doing the same thing that was done to my family.  Am I mad.  I feel amazing, not mad.  "I am sorry if that disturbed you, I just now you hate the man, and well, you are a terrible creature of the night now." I make a scary noise mockingly and try to get a smile out of you.  But you are lost in thought of what that old, crazy, fat man would have done to you.  "Liliana, come back to me." I say trying to get your attention.