"Everyone thought it was," she said, laughing weakly. "Everyone thought I was a weirdo already so Sam decided for my sake to let them think that." She winced as she tried to move closer to Geri. "There's a cabinet in my kitchen, they're easy to spot, everything else in the cupboard is food." She looked at Geri, tears in her eyes. "If...if you need a bit of space you can go, I'll be..." even as she sat up she felt an instant dizzy spell. "You deserve better than me."