"I know that you came here because you want us again. I'm just scared to let you in again. I love you so much it's just I'm scared of being hurt again. Please don't get mad at me again and leave babe. I know I'm not such a good girlfriend right now but I've been cheated on before. Never you but I have been and I guess it is me just putting up this wall to protect myself from getting hurt again" I tell you as I smile down at you hoping you will forgive me.