<div class="quoteheader"><div class="topslice_quote"><a href="https://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=106394.msg5463818#msg5463818">Quote from: Revenent on 12-11-2011, 20:03:18</a></div></div><blockquote class="bbc_standard_quote">Anastasia blushed a bit from the way Jareth spoke, referring to Jillian as a cocktease (which she couldn't argue, even if the redhead did her best to be the opposite), and from having to discuss what could only by exaggeration be called her sex life with someone she didn't know all that well yet. But he had already proven himself a step above other guys in that he wasn't just drooling over the idea of the polite little purple-haired woman naked in bed with that infamously attractive bartender/boxer/pilot, so she felt comfortable enough gooing on with the conversation. "I can't say it's entirely her fault, though. Sure, she didn't want to stop, but neither did I, and I'm pretty sure I made the first real move when I shoved her face into- u-uh, nevermind." <br/><br/>She coughed awkwardly before continuing on. "It's both of our fault we went that far, I get that, and it's not like I don't still think she's a great girl, and she didn't take my virginity or anything. I'm just really worried what impression that gave, or if she was really only after <em>that</em> in the first place, you know? How can you tell these things?"<br/></blockquote><div class="quotefooter"><div class="botslice_quote"></div></div><br/>Jareth listened when suddenly Anastassia coughed to interupt her own speech he laughed and said jokingly; "Oh please, you could not had needed stop! I was already getting nice image in my head!" Jareth however listened the rest and he replied; "Well, I am sure Jill is big enough woman know her own behavior. She very likely held lot of back with you but when you did your thing on her it was directly pushing her button which is called 'safety is off, go wild!'. I myself would not place that much blame on Jill because you should had known just the way how she fights and being a boxer that once she gets into action she has hard time to stop herself.<br/><br/>Now think a bit; if you know you have certain bad habit but which you enjoy to do and you try control hard keep doing the bad habit. Then you get kind of permission indulge on your bad habit you then happily go do it, but then barked up by same person who gave permission to stop instant doing the bad habit. If asked me I would feel both hurt but also ashamed for having indulged bad habit, besides existing shame for having it in first place. I think I can safely say you both have moral hangover whole affair but Jill has perhaps more bigger one as she had watched herself not to do such thing in first place; not go too fast which is her own tempo in things.<br/><br/>What comes to determine nature of her actions and relationship.....it's tough call. I do not know Jill that well to place any judgement on her but I give you same advice I gave to Mira couple weeks ago; life is far too short for hesitations. In general do not fear to stumble in your life, have setbacks or simply afraid to do something just because you may regret it. I assume your the type who wants commitment? Want to be single partner and preferably with the one who pops your cherry also right? It's nice romantic and all, but simply quite unrealistic in my own opinion.<br/><br/>For overall happy life you should not afraid to go and have partners to be with, even if said partners would not become your rest of life lasting soul mates. But the memories from your past partners can be very golden, even equally golden as the ones you make with person whom you stick with in the end. Also even if you spend single night with Jill and later discover things just do not work out you should not feel bitter for the memory, as great sex can be something what you can cherish even without having a long relationship to go with it.<br/><br/>But overall my advice is just go and try make things work out and not afraid your or hers feelings. You will discover after the sex was that all Jill was after or did she want some more from you? Anyways as all relationships the things do not fix themselves, you both feel bad from it and sooner or later someone needs raise peace flag for truce and talk things over said case even if it's awkward or something what neither does not like talk about."