I didn't say I didn't meta-game, just that it's the first time it's ever come up in an RP that I've done it before.  I understand you're upset Miyr, and why you are so there won't be a need for someone to pull every mistake out of your story.  And as for posting in frustration, and thus causing more issues than anything in the process, it's mostly because most of those posts I felt I needed to get up to keep up with everyone else.  It's not a bad thing that everyone posts faster than I can sometimes, just I've always been in fast moving RP sites that require everyone to get a thing up or risk the thing dying out and being buried under a ton of other ones.  It's not an excuse by any means, just old habits tend to be carried over, and one of those was practically forcing a post out at any cost to keep the ball rolling.