For lack of better terminology, "Life in Insight" is my new domain.<br/><br/>I need none of the physical sustenance's from my old life.  I am nourished from somewhere beyond my knowledge.  I neither seek, nor need food, water, sleep, or mental stimulation.  My life, in fact, is mental stimulation.<br/><br/>My baby renames herself and misinterprets my momentary angst.  She doesnt realize, acknowledge, or feel any of the maternal bonds.  I had that bond with her name.  A name she told me, and me alone.  One tiny wisp of something we shared.  Then, she abruptly changed it.<br/><br/>"Its only a name, Mother".  But in this case, my supreme knowing daughter is wrong.  It hurt that she changed it, but it hurts more that she doesnt know why, nor care.  She will always be Eostre to me.<br/><br/>It has happened.  We move on.<br/><br/>Not needing sleep, I am with the girls all the time.  I share all of this with Chloe.  Her mind is as sharp as ever, only her body links her to the physical world.    I feel bad for her.  That world is just an immense anchor.  One day she will be with me. That day is up to the Goddess.  Her work 'there' continues.<br/><br/>One thing of which Chloe has no concept is the vastness of Insight.  I am only now taking my first tentative steps to explore.  I have gone far away in this realm.  And yet, if I close my eyes and think of Chloe, I am back with her when I open them again.<br/><br/>I hope to learn more about this world with my explorations.  However, at this point, the education and nurturing of the girls is my function.  I know this without being told.  It merely "Is"....I know it and accept it.<br/><br/>If Isis is a knowledge magnet, then Jalejata is a knowledge 'black hole'.  Both of them are absorbing every shread of knowledge that is available.  They've developed their own language, which right now, to me, is unintelligible.  Yet, I am able to pick out certain words and phrases and observe what happens.  Am I translating, or merely guessing?  Its difficult to say.<br/><br/>I know that all of this is part of the Goddess's plan, the war is coming and our daughters will lead it for the Sisterhood.  I dont like being relegated to the periphery and talked down to by my children.  But I accept my role and look for the day when the 4 of us can be together in some sort of familial relationship.<br/><br/>Until then....I prowl Insight, work with Chloe, give my daughters free rein, and exist humbly.   Strangely, I am at peace.