The movement of Christian getting out of bed stirred Serena from her sleep. She lay still waiting for her husband to leave the bedroom. On hearing him descending the stairs she rolled over onto her back. The lust fueled insanity of yesterday had disappeared and for the first time Serena was having second thoughts about what she had done. She now felt stupid falling for Nicholas’ seduction so easily, it was totally unlike her to be so gullible. And then there was the fact she had been unfaithful, betrayed her marriage vows. That thought was probably most poignant since she would be attending church that morning.<br/><br/>Serena looked at the crumpled clothes on the floor. The inappropriate short skirt, the blouse with all its buttons ripped off and the push-up bra. All evidence of her selfish, childlike behavior. Although it was difficult to accept, she had become the kind of woman she despised, using her sexuality for her own pleasure. Even though she was facing the truth of her actions she still wouldn't admit that she had enjoyed it, in fact, has been completely consumed by it.<br/><br/>The sound of Christian ascending the stairs snapped Serena from her thoughts. She felt embarrassed by the way she had treated him yesterday, how she had used him without regard. She smiled when he came through the doorway, carrying breakfast on a tray. “Morning honey… What I have I done to deserve this?” she asked, sitting upright in the bed to accept the tray.<br/>