<div class="floatleft">(https://i.imgur.com/YlYXKf1.jpg?1)</div><strong>Name:</strong><strong>Elsa Nilssöm</strong>(https://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=308599.msg15002936#msg15002936)<br/><strong>Age:</strong>24<br/><strong>Sexuality:</strong>Heteroflexible<br/><strong>Hometown:</strong>Stockholm, Sweden<br/><strong>Date/Time:</strong>3 July, 2019 | random few minutes in afternoon<br/><strong>Location:</strong>Diary Room<br/><strong>Wearing:</strong>as pictured<br/><strong>Coupled with:</strong>hopes and dreams<br/><strong>Tagging:</strong>show audience<br/><hr/><br class="clear_left"/><div class="floatright">(https://cdn.images.dailystar.co.uk/dynamic/117/photos/361000/620x/love-island-couples-619195.jpg)</div>Elsa wandered into the diary room, partly because one of the producers asked her to make an entry and partly because it was to hot outside. The space was cute and so lively on one end with that little beach hut feel to it, the other end was all black with a camera mounted on it. She flopped her ass down into the chair, sprawling out across it and laid down thinking for awhile. Her legs curled up to the side she stared at the camera.<br/><br/><strong>"Well, it's been an interesting couple days. Not really how I saw things going. I thought my first night in the villa was going to involve late night quiet whispers and a bit of get to know you snogging. Instead I laid awake most of the night listening to others whispering to each other in the dark."</strong>Elsa went quiet again, a part they would probably edit out. All the show really wanted was the juicy bits anyways or some of the dirt but she couldn't think of much to tell them.<br/><br/><strong>"Second day is when I really got a taste for how things were going to go here. Aside from passing interactions with people the couples were pretty tight and the singles were all busy with dates and getting a chance to know people. It was a day for getting sun burned."</strong>She stopped to press a finger tip to her forehead and shoulder, taking it away and showing the white print left behind in the glowy sun pink skin.<strong>"No amount of sunscreen is going to protect you from that sun."</strong>Elsa slid sideways into the oversized chair, laying her legs over the other side of it then shuffling uncomfortably until her legs were hanging off the back off it and she was laying with her head hanging off the front of it upside down. Her long blond hair cascading down to the floor.<strong>"Here let me give you a better show because this diary entry is going to be boring and to long."</strong>She wiggled around, untying the knot in her shirt and pulling it up over her head, letting it drop to the ground. Now just her bikini top covered her breasts and the upside down angle gave the camera a gratuitous shot of her cleavage.<strong>"Alright, now that we got the fan service out of the way. I got my turn for some human interaction yesterday evening when I met Mark for a date. You can ask the camera crew how the trip there went or ask Phoebe she knows. The date was... nice. Pleasant may be a better word. Mark is hot as fuck. No doubt. It was pleasant talking to him and the dancing was fun and cute. That band was incredible. Here comes the but. But, Mark was very reserved. I opened up to him and spilled out personal details of my life. You know I made an effort to open up the doors of communication. I even tried to be a little flirty trying to see if he'd respond on a sexual attraction level. Not going to lie, I wanted to jump him. I mentioned that he's hot right? Anyways, I just didn't get the impression that he fancied me. He barely said a word until I spent half the time probing with questions and he wouldn't open up about anything personal. Or at least not much. Finally I just came right out and asked him where he stood. He blew me off. It felt like a bad school dance date where the boy let's you down gently to avoid hurting your feelings. At first I thought he was just trying to be a gentlemen but it wasn't that at all. In the end I was left not really knowing what was going on so the whole experience left me feeling like it was just a pleasant night out but it's not going anywhere. He actually said that he was looking for someone that he felt more of a connection with. So I guess I was being mugged off and I was just to blond to see it for what it was. The whole situation was strange because up until that point I at least thought we were getting along pretty damn good..."</strong>She paused and sighed.<strong>"I don't know. After that I was just starting to feel the emotional weight of the villa. Than going back to the villa and sleeping in that bed alone with everyone whispering around me again. The struggles are real."</strong>A few tears started to drip from the corners of her eyes and she wiped them away.<strong>"It's just really hard being in here alone. All I really want right now is like a hug or something. Someone for some cuddles. Let me tell you, it is not comforting or comfortable sleeping in that bed alone night after night."</strong><br/><br/>There was a long pause, she was glad that her head was upside down for the camera shot. It was hard to look pathetic when you look so ridiculous.  She sniffled a little.<strong>"I miss talking to my mamma and my brothers. I miss my routine, there's a lot of comfort in that you know."</strong>She exhaled a steadying sharp breath.<br/><br/><strong>"Well well... That brings us up to today. What a day it's been and it's not even half over yet.  Was still holding a bit of hope that Mark might be around in the morning to have breakfast with. I figured if he was maybe a little interested he'd at least be looking for me at some point either last night or this morning but that wasn't happening. Silly of me to think that really. Turned out he was outside already with one of the other girls. So, that sort of made where him and I stand pretty obvious. I mean it should have been obvious the evening before but I guess I'm a little thick. We all went to the Excess Baggage secrets challenge. That was mostly amusing."</strong>Elsa held up a hand to her mouth conspiratorially to get out her first sentence,<strong>"These people have some pretty wild secrets. I thought mine would be scandalous. Mark's took the cake though. That was just all sort of gross. Family is so important to me and it sure feels like he has no respect for family at all. I feel like I dodged a bullet or something with that. And then JJ came out of nowhere and kissed me. I'm not even sure what that was about. I can't even remember what the secret was, I was only half paying attention when he walked up to me. Deer in the headlights is a great way to describe me at that point."</strong>Laughing she held her tummy creating a great shot for the camera of her jiggling breasts.<strong>"That boy knows how to kiss. I was totally swept off my feet by him. If there was ever a time when the term a right proper snogging ever meant anything that was it." She mouthed the word, wow. "Moments later Mark was in my face out of nowhere, clearly I was having to much fun and the god of Canada decided to release his wrath on me or something. He stood in front and was scoffing at me over what exactly I'm not sure. At the time I figured it was how upset I was about his secret but maybe it was the kiss. For the life of me, I have no idea. The boy has some serious problems if he thinks judging me for being grossed out by his secret is the right way to behave. I mean... Oof. I don't know if he's got a good explanation or if he's just one of the lads having his laugh at it all. Either way he obviously didn't care to explain himself to me if that was the case."</strong>She sighed and chuckled at the same time.<strong>"Maybe it was the kiss or maybe it was something entirely different that he has in his mind about me. Either way, I have no room in my life for that sort of hot headed judgement... Okay I need to talk about something different. Can we take a moment to appreciate just how hilarious Logan's secret was. The MILF boner incident was the best ever. I plan on Googling that when I get home. I want to see this video... Oh and poor Devon though, right? That whole exposed secret looked gut wrenching. He had sunnies on but you could tell that he was shaken by it. Guess he must not have realized it was going to be used. He deserves a hug. Heard him singing earlier, not sure if he realized we'd hear it or not. He's not half bad though, eh? I wonder what he actually sounds like face to face. Of course he's into that really hard metal stuff. Great for rocking out to I suppose... Hey, the secrets I told them were things that I figured everyone would find out about anyways. Or at least some variation of them anyhow. By the way, big shout out to my roommate from college. Love ya babes. Could seriously use your advice right now, this place is doing me in. I know you all know my secret now. It's not like that, we are best mates. That stuff that happened was long ago and it was all in good fun..."</strong>She bit her lip and thought again about what else to tell the Diary.<strong>"Hey, I got to talk to Owen today. That was pretty cool. He seems like a good guy. Although that girl, Cassie has him wrapped around her little finger... Oh this is a good moment to tell the world that I'm shipping the Corey and Grace romance. Cutest couple ever. He's adorbs and she's a beaut. Wanted to try to talk to her today after the challenge but she got swept up in some other stuff. Here's hoping I get a few more chances to meet people and maybe make some friends before my time here comes to an end. Now I think I'm going to go find a litre of ice cream and see if I can't eat my way down to the bottom of my emotions."</strong>She sighed.<strong>"I can practically hear the guys at the gym telling me to go workout. Okay okay. I'll go workout instead."</strong><br/><br/>Elsa a blew a kiss to the camera and laid there for another five minutes breathing deeply to compose herself before finally rolling over to get up and leave the room.