"I know... I just hate the federation so damn much..." She growled her own issues with the federation were her own though, she wouldn't and hasn't spoken of them to anyone, but there was a lot of spite in her words. But she quickly snapped out of it when Jillian put a hand on her shoulder, I know... It's just at the time I needed some space, losing your entire squad is hard. I was supposed to protect them, if I can't protect my comrades, I should not have any..." She sighed, although the chance of relaxing seemed to be good. "Sorry for being so emo, just hard times you know?" She tried to smile looking at the other ace.