Days pass from the attack.  We dont let up our security.  As Chloe has said, they will come again.  We all know that, we all believe that....the question is when?<br/><br/>I take heart in the fact that since there is a delay in their assaults we have likely done a couple of things to them.  First, shown we are strong.  The probably assumed this first attack, a surprise, would catch us unawares and vulnerable.   But we were not.  Secondly, I have to believe we hurt them as well.  We know not all their attackers returned and there were likely others who succumbed later on.  That would shock and slow them down.<br/><br/>I sit with Huguette every day and learn and study and practice as much as I can.  I move forward in my education, its just that some days are more fruitful for me than are others.<br/><br/>In the same space of time Chloe has thrown herself into her work.  She has an attentive lab and seems to be making great progress.   When we do get some time alone, we sit and hold each other and either talk or just hold each other.  I was during one of those glorious moments of rest that Chloe said to me:<br/><br/>“We are ready to start making your new organs. And it’s time to capture what we can of your remaining sperm. An Orchiectomy is the preferred way followed by a careful dissection to capture the remaining sperm. A Penectomy is also indicated."<br/><br/>I nod.....I smile....my time is approaching.....Harvesting my sperm....my last donation from my manhood....Something I havent see in ages to be honest<br/><br/>"The tissues from both would be used to start the growth of the vagina and uterus. We’ve decided growing ovaries is a bridge too far for quite a few years now. We considered using donated ovaries but that is alien tissue and not your own cells. Full anesthesia, surgical team that has done numerous reassignment surgeries. You’d have a smooth patch down there except for where your urethra is left open. No change in how you control urination but sitting will be recommended and using the bidet to wash too. We don’t need you to get a UTI. So what do you think? Still want to do this?”<br/><br/>I smirk at her.....<em>"You make it all sound so clinical....but I do appreciate knowing the procedures.....I thought you might have asked if I wanted to be a Mommy?.....Same result, less science"</em>....<br/><br/>I reach up and kiss her, then return to my place, head on her chest....<br/><br/><em>"Yes, let's do it for all the right reasons.....let's do it for our daughters who will be sisters.....let's do it for us....and let's do it to keep the sisterhood strong and vibrant...…"</em><br/><br/><em>"What is the timetable for all this to occur?  And, are we dependent on a quiet time from the Shadow to do this??"</em>