Worry not, be at ease… She heard the words but she didn't know how to do that.  She didn't want to worry, she truly didn't, it just seemed to be an impossible feat.  Feeling his cock against her, she realized what was going on and she felt her cheeks flushing.  "I'm trying… I promise I am."  She sighed and looked up at him. "I want to be a good consort for you. I do." She knew that she had to prove herself. "I want badly to make you happy."  She'd do anything that he wanted her to because he'd taken her, however indirectly, from the hell that she'd been serving in.<br/><br/>"I'm very thankful to be here, I wasn't earlier, I was scared, but now I know that I've been blessed. That the gods have blessed me and saw me fit to favor me.  That is one of the reasons that I weep. There is a lot of sadness and loss, and it hard with learning that I am to have a new name and be a new person for my heart still clings to my family who were taken from me… to the husband who was taken… when our village was raided.  I know that I will have to let go of his memory to serve you, and it is his memory that has kept me strong through being taken from my lands.  I've lost everything. I'm sorry for being so weak. I do want you, Prince Tarkus, I promise that I do.  I loved him as much as Aisha loves you.  And he loved me as you love her.  To be able to love you as you deserve, I have to let go of him, and Merit loves him very much. I don't think that I am still her on the inside anymore, not with what has happened between then and now, but I don't think that I am yet the Layla that you wish for me to be."<br/><br/>She was afraid that he'd be angry with her.  "I wish to be able to serve you in every capacity that you desire. Most of my limitations are emotional ones, not physical now."  That had changed quite a bit and she wished that she'd been more adventurous with her husband, even if he had not asked her to be. There were parts of her taken that he'd never possessed, such as anal sex.<br/>