<br/>I hugged Cat and it felt... good, almost like with... I dismissed this idea of Tammy, though this hug felt so warm and tender. I felt like I had needed this for the longest time and it was strangely electrifying, running all over my body. I wanted it to last, but something was strange, I wasn't used to hug Cat like this anymore, and she was a little woman now, and I hadn't touched a woman for so long. I froze and got strangely guilty on my train of thoughts and moved the shift gear so we could depart from this place.<br/><br/>I shivered and it felt like a dog shaking his hair to reboot his mood. Cat seemed to have moved on, and this pitiful scene was now in our past, superseded by this little but important talk. My Cat had grown up and matured, and I wondered how I missed that and why I had felt so afraid. I smiled to her as she told me stories of her school, her friends, more attentive to the feeling he voice carried than the actual conversation. I still felt melancholic with Tammy in the shadow, but in a sweet and pleasant way. Cat  seemed happy, calm, at peace with herself, she exhaled good and caring vibes and I began to think with immense relief that after all things could be very pleasant in the days to come, the two of us. It reminded me the romantic moment we spent with Tammy here.<br/><br/>I took her suitcase and went upstairs to put it in her room, raising my voice as I talked to her from a distance.<br/><br/>"I prepared the pool, thinking you might want to relax, and I was actually also planning on opening a good bottle of wine, put the fire and watch a movie" I realized I was being pushy and as usual ordering her what she should do.<br/><br/>I went down "well, whatever you want to do, I bought food, lots of frozen dishes I'm afraid, so whatever you want" I smile awkwardly "this is your home of course, I shouldn't have to tell you." I went to the dining place "and this is mine too and I've been dying for this glass of wine, what about you then?" Tammy would have gently scolded me for offering alcohol to my girl and I was surprised at my own audacity, I couldn't help adding "there's juice of course if you prefer."<br/><br/>(http://www.trendir.com/house-design/raumati-beach-house-3.jpg)<br/>