It did not turn me on.   Not the way he thought it did.  It did hurt and through it felt good in sick sort of sense.   It is not what I wanted.   I wanted a baby to grow inside of me.  I just now realized.    Not have some one pushing their hand and arm into me..   I shake my head no, in answer as I respond back to Jack.<br/><br/><em>"No more,  stop it now.   We have gotten it."</em><br/><br/>At the same time I go to  disengage from  his hand and arm.   I am suddenly fearful.  That he could harm the newly created embryo.   The egg just fertilize and soon will be attaching itself to my uterus.     The prospect of having a chance o gotten pregnant.  Now is what really excites me.