Shizen blushed as she heard Mhegan mumble, her thoughts racing through her head as she was attempting to think of the right thing to say.<em>Kiss her, tell her it was an accident. It isn't something that she should know. Why did I let myself do that!? Maybe she wouldn't ask, maybe this will just go away. It'll come back, it always does. First Jal and now Mhegan? They'll think I'm a slut and I'll be out of the unit because it'd be a distraction. I'd love being one but then I would only be treated like one... Why did I have to want so much?</em>