Ryouma held N against his chest and teased the boy's nipple as he stroked him a little bit faster. "Tell me N, tell me how you feel." he whispered. He needed to be there for N, and he needed Makoto too... why did Mako have to get so jealous? Didn't he know that no one could ever take him away? But he belonged with N too, he was bonded to both of them.