<div class="floatright">(https://www.mediafire.com/convkey/d80f/21h8ybmnz6cjeh34g.jpg) (http://www.mediafire.com/view/21h8ybmnz6cjeh3/Kimmie.png/file)</div><br/>Chloe comes home as my surgery day draws near.  Im told, and I fully believe, that the organ matches and the tissues are as close as is possible.  Its almost as if I have cloned them myself!<br/><br/>I give a silent prayer of thanks to the Goddess.  Her presence is apparent to me all the time.<br/><br/>Its with this confidence that I go to the clinic early that morning.  I am prepped by a team of Sisters.  All are warm and supportive.  Before the first incision is even made, I feel them welcoming me into their world.  Im going to be a woman, at last!<br/><br/>Chloe sits at the head of the operating table.  I can see nothing that is happening to me.  The anesthetist and Chloe arrange a nerve block for me, just enough anesthesia is used to keep everyone thinking that the medium being used for me.  Chloe distracts me, telling me to relax and think about the places the four of us are going to go together....Chloe and I...and our girls....<br/><br/>“And here we go Kimmie! Just relax and lets think about where we’re going to take our girls when they need to see a warm ocean. I’m thinking Spain but maybe Italy.”<br/><br/>I send her the thought:<em>"Tahiti someday....Goddess willing...."</em>I smile.<br/><br/>She takes me on a trip from her memory....Her parents are there....the ocean....I feel her youthful amazement at seeing the ocean, feeling it, the air, the salt, the relentless roll of the waves against the shore.  I smile when she asks her father, "who makes the waves?"....childish innocence and awe....really beautiful to witness.  Some the very things I cant wait to show, and teach our children as well.<br/><br/>Chloe's mind drifts back to my surgery.  I start to watch through her Insight.  Its fascinating....yet at the same time seeing it makes it also a detached feeling.  No one really wants to see their internal organs.  You want them of course, just as you want the life they bring to you.  But to see them, for me, serves no purpose.  I close off my Insight for a moment.  I concentrate on the future....I concentrate on the Goddess.  I know she is watching.  I know her presence it around me.  I relax....I feel some discomfort, by the Sister Doctors are highly skilled.  And, being women, they know exactly what must happen in my procedure.<br/><br/><br/>It seem abrupt, but the surgery ends.  Im prepped for recovery then wheeled into a room where I am monitored and watched over.<br/><br/>Chloe kisses me as my eye peep open.   Her voice is soft and warm and comforting:<br/><br/>“And now you’re as close to really a girl as you ever can be baby! Rest now and let them monitor your condition. Then back to your room and lots of bed rest. Oh, and they’ll make you walk pretty soon just like last time but no peeing as long as the catheter is in. That has to stay until they say the sutures are all healed and then they’ll take that out and you get to learn to pee all over again.” #Giggle<br/><br/>"Did I get my 2nd X"  I smirk....and squeeze Chloe's hand.<br/><br/>Im tired, and that surprises me.  Even Insight could not hold back all that was happening to me.  I feel really good despite the amount of work that was performed by the medical team.<br/><br/>Chloe opens up her Insight and she is either talking to Huguette or possibly Menon.....Im fading a bit.  I hear voices but they are just that....voices, tones....no words come through....Chloe recognizes my situation and says:<br/><br/>“Take a nap Kimmie. Lunch will be here in a bit and I’m going to go get some breakfast.”<br/><br/>A kiss on my forehead and she is gone.  I close my eyes and open up Insight.  Kind of resting while awake, almost.<br/><br/>I begin to drift....My Insight loses its clarity.  Then, there is a glow in the corner of my vision.  It does no coalesce into a shape or a being.  A voice comes from it.<br/><br/><strong>"You did well my Little One....You will soon be a Sister in every way, you need not think about it again.  Your child awaits....Neither of you are ready yet.....but soon......soon"</strong><br/><br/>My eyes close, my Insight rests.  The Goddess has spoken....