Sarah listened to Ashley,and a lot bough she agreed with everything, she felt a knot in the pit of her stomach that didn't seem to want to go away. She smiled at Ashley as she touched her hand, but her mind was elsewhere.<br/><br/>When Ryan had talked about girls, all Sarah could think about was seeing his erection, thankfully concealed by his pants, that morning. She realized that he was getting older, and with just the three of them, how could it be fair to him if he never got to...well, have sex. She blushed very slightly at that thought, but it wouldn't leave her like the bit of colour that went to her face.<br/><br/>She knew Ashley wouldn't consider it, or didn't think she would. Sex was very hard to talk about, especially with only the three of them. Ryan certainly looked like a man, a young man, but he wasn't the boy they'd taken care of anymore. Evenif there were girls around, it wasn't safe to go looking for them and leave the farm very long. How long would Ryan end up waiting? Another year, or two, or five, before he could even meet a girl around his age and even then, would she be willing, would that even be wise if she was? The risk of pregnancy would be there, a young girl getting pregnant in this world...she thought, sounded like a terrible idea.<br/><br/>Sarah nodded to Ash as she asked her to get the present and she went together it, putting it down in frontof Ryan with a smile. She was co flicked already, realizing that, ultimately, it was probable that it would fall to her, if she believed her own reasoning, to take Ryan's virginity. She felt more than slightly dirty for that thought, and went to sit with Ash again, putting a hand on her leg, and trying to banish thoughts of sex with a man, something that was all too often in her fantasies, for a girl who had only ever had occasion to be with women.