Cassie didn't put up a fight as he helped her to the bench, but she didn't make it overly easy either. Once seated, she wrapped her arms around her legs again, drawing them closer to her in an effort to draw some comfort from them. Then what he was saying registered in his brain and she gave a wet almost manic chuckle. "I'm not planning on killing myself if that's what you're worried about," She managed. "Not that I'd try all that hard to stop it if someone else wanted to do it for me."<br/><br/>"You know how I woke up this morning? With the hangover from hell, and the last thing I can remember is kissing my best friend while we drunk and her not wanting me to. I pulled away, but then I wake up with her hair in my face and we're on her floor and she doesn't have a shirt on," The fact that these were very private moments didn't really matter anymore as she hiccuped her way through the words staring blankly off into the distance. She started talking and now she couldn't seem to stop. At this rate she'd likely be spending the night in lock up anyway, so what the fuck did it matter? "I can't remember what happened. What if I raped my best friend and I was too drunk to realize what the hell I was doing? So I thought that I should probably stay away for a while but I didn't want to just leave without saying anything at all so I went to the bookstore there was a copy of Wuthering Heights first American edition that she'd had her eyes on for so long and I was gonna get it for her for her birthday but I figured that might not happen and so I bought it but while I was there the owner and I got to talking and he asked me to lunch then I got called to work and when I came home I tried not to talk to her because I didn't want to upset her but I didn't manage to sneak past her to leave her the book and then I figured I should tell her so that she heard it from me and then she called me a bitch and whore and kicked me out and now we're here." Cassie drew in a deep breath then, not having realized that she'd said most of that without the slightest pause, which was probably why she was a little light headed at the moment, but that was just as well, at least feeling light headed she was feeling something.