April's eyes turned up to the screen. She felt so bad that she refused him. "I'm just so sorry. You did so much and I can't give back to you. I'll make it up to you somehow I promise." April looked at the clock, it was late, really late, and Chris would probably be home any minute. "Simon I should go, he'll be here soon, I hope you understand. I am still looking forward to being with you, my mind hasn't changed on that. I'll see you this weekend ok?" April then touched her fingers to her lips and then to the screen, she wanted him to know she was still interested even if she was shaken a little.<br/><br/>She signed off and closed everything down. She still felt bad as she climbed into bed. Why was she so upset with letting Simon down, and not Chris? Maybe because Simon gave her what she craved- attention. Now all Sne had to do was get through this dinner. She knew she would be eating alone and was not looking forward to tomorrow at all.