Carmen felt the love her husband gave her... And it felt good. His sweet kisses, his hands, his closeness... Everything felt so familiar and really nice. It felt like love! But right this moment Carmen didn't want to feel love. She'd prefer<em>lust</em>over love! She enjoyed his hands and lips for a while but then her mind drifted away again. 'What is Adam doing right now? Is he alone? Is he with another girl? Is he thinking of me as well?' she was scared by these stray thoughts and tried to concentrate on her husband. But without any luck... All she could think of was Adam, his eyes and his body and what he might be doing right now: She was jealous! Jealous and abstracted. She tried to refocus on making love to David, and forced herself to moan and act a little... "This is so nice, honey!" she whispered, but she felt that she wasn't really attracted to him that moment. She felt sorry and horrible for David, but she couldn't help it. For years with him she was listening to her heart and it has been amazing. Maybe it will all gonna be the same again after their holiday. But at this point, she wanted to listen to her body, not to her heart. And her body screamed ADAM!!!