Carmen remained in the same position for a while... She looked to the side, still that<em>mean</em>smile on her face. "I love you, too!" she said. Adam looked so happy and satisfied. She wondered if he had any idea that there was something wrong with her. That she thought of another man. That she craved the body of this other man, craved to be in his arms, craved to have sex with him. She watched her husband for a minute, not moving at all. Then she got up and went in the bathroom for a quick shower. The warm water running over her perfect body felt great and cleared her mind a little. She thought if all this was right. The wedding thing, the commitment, discontinuing the pill. Maybe he wasn't the right guy. "Of course he is!" she forced herself to think. He is YOUR guy, your soul mate... She had to giggle again. 'Yeah, maybe my soulmate. But obviously not my bodymate.' She went out the showered, toweled down and walked back to the bedroom. There he laid. Obviously sleeping, still a cheeky smile on his face... Carmen watched her husband for another minute... Then she went to bed as well. She tried to think of all the great memories and the amazing time he gave her. But then, once again, her mind drifted away and she started to think what to wear tomorrow night...