Akira didn't know what to say.He saw the scared look she had on her face, it deeply upset him.He wanted her to feel better but he didn't know what to do.The thought of her knowing what he was scared him but if that was what would heal the ache inside her then so be it.He felt her press into his mind and at first he stopped her being far too scared but gradually she let her unlock the multiple doors of his mind.<em>I hope this makes you feel better.Don't stay long or he will get mad.</em>Like a maze she went through them all, each one a memory of something that had happened.His first bite, his mother and father leaving him.The lonely nights he spent on his own.His deep hatred for Japanese, when he first discovered his powers.All the negative and positive things intertwined with him, made him who he was.But really most the positive sides were what he was now, and the negative of what lay in his chamber.A dark steel grey door.<em>You can't go in there.He's in there and I don't want him coming out right now.</em>Some of his negative traits were just accentuated things of his day self.His hate for Japanese would have been more of a subconscious thing only the other side influenced him so much even during the day.<br/><br/>The thoughts Akira gave to Ms.Haylee were quite vague, it was if he was watching himself go through his own mind.It was unintentional but probably quite confusing for her.He showed her especially the first time he drew blood, that was a really important moment for him because it changed who he was forever.It was what awakened the demon inside.It was snowing, he placed her as a bystander in the forest.Akira had tried to abstain from hunger for so long that he had his stomach grumble as if it was going to explode.He thought he could outlast it and then maybe it would go away, he didn't know what it was.He was just short of ten years old, his vampire roots not being realized until then.He knew it was wrong so he had tried to abstain from it, it only seemed to make him more beast like, he was more or less completely insane at this point.<br/><br/>Ahead of him he saw a village, he walked towards it slowly in his his bare feet, the snow reaching up to his knee it was hard for him to traverse.He was so pale from the cold and the little clothes he wore.He stood by the last pine tree from the village, there was not many there but one caring woman there had seen him.He cowered, he didn't want her to come near, but he already knew her fate was sealed."You poor thing!" Being the last words that escaped her lips, her blood painting the snow.He went on to devour the rest of the village without mercy, his dark soul released itself for the first time.<br/><br/>He felt his heart beat fast, as if the moment was happening again.<em>Get out, you can't see anymore, you've stayed too long already.I think hes coming and I want him to stay there in that room forever.</em>There was a knock on the grey steel door from the other side."Hey Catrina!Let me out!It's Akira," it spoke.He felt his mind collapse, he could not kick her out now she had fall reign to alter or manipulate his memories of everything.He lay there on the bed like a vegetable now, his eyes fluttered, having lost all sense of anything mentally.More like a hamster now that just had the bear minimum requirements to stay alive but yet felt every physical touch, taste.