"There is no blame to be taken," she said, putting a comforting hand upon his shoulder. Her heart beat faster at the thought of him not being around, which made her uncomfortable. She pulled a hand through her hair and sighed. "This is something I can't decide for you. I'm sure you miss home... just do what your heart tells you. Of course I would like to remain part of your life, but if you want to go back to Hamburg I'll understand your choice. Will you write to me?" she asked, her eyes big with shock.