The girls continue to mature.  They not only learn their lessons, they teach us as well.<br/><br/>Its been years since I felt betrayed as a mother.....I had envisioned the classic maternal role.  However, giving birth to a sort of superbeing, who is in direct contact with the Goddess and other places and personages that are  unknown to me, changed that.<br/><br/>With Chloe's love and help I realized that my role was to be the mother, to pass my essences to my daughter and then to die, in the classic sense.  But live on in a new dimension that is limitless.  Ive spent years exploring, learning, experiencing things that no mortal could ever do.  My knowledge is less than I would have hoped.  But my experiences are vast.  As I tried to explain to Tangie once:  Its as if I stood before the greatest mountain ever imagined.  I can see it, I can sense it, I can even touch it.  But, I do not know where it came from, where it will go, or for how long it will last.  Such is the frustrations in my new life as I live in Insight.<br/><br/>What has been remarkable is watching the girls.  I am now accustomed to Isis' abrupt dismissals, or her terse: "Sit and learn, Mother".  It simply is her way.  Jalejata, is for the most part unreachable. She still absorbs knowledge as fast as its dispensed and can make leaps of logic that defy most minds.  To say she is cold and unloving is wrong.  Her love is just different than that we experience in our planes of existence.<br/><br/>Sometimes, she will come to me.  Sit for a moment.  No words are exchanged.  We simple "are" for that moment.  She may linger, or she may depart quickly.  But for whatever length of time we share.  Nothing bothers us.  There is a void of noise, knowledge, or any other distractions from anywhere else.<br/><br/>When she "leaves" the other energies return.  Those moments, I hold precious as my "time" with her.  Someday, if she wills it, I may know more?<br/><br/>Now the girls have requested to go to the sea, or as Isis verbalized:  the warm sea.  After that, 'wild places'?<br/><br/>I search the lands with Insight, seeking a place where the lines of energy coincide with the ocean seashore.  I quickly find two such a places.<br/><br/>The first I eliminate quickly.  A deserted stretch of the North Sea along Greenland's eastern seaboard.  There is nothing there....not even a fishing village nor a deserted camp?<br/><br/>The second place holds greater promise and the lines are more focused and stronger.   I pass the name along to Chloe that night....<br/><br/>"My love, this town might serve the girls well as the 'warm sea'  I send her the name:<br/><br/><em>Portmeirion</em>