<div class="floatright">(https://www.mediafire.com/convkey/d80f/21h8ybmnz6cjeh34g.jpg) (http://www.mediafire.com/view/21h8ybmnz6cjeh3/Kimmie.png/file)</div>I must learn moderation in dealing with my gift of Insight.  Both Huguette and Chloe lightly admonish me not to reveal so much.  Somehow, instinctively, I tone it down....I just 'knew' what they meant.  Like a child who turns the faucet on full to fill a cup, so I just did with my Insight. Now, I just 'turn it down' a bit....I sense things closing....so difficult to describe, but it just happens....I make it happen....Im learning.<br/><br/>Once gathered, Chloe speaks to us all:<br/><br/>“What a wonderful day, Sisters! Carlotta is with the goddess this day. We welcome her gifts! What do each of us do in the war, in this battle, in today, to make our world safe for all of us? What can be done humanely and morally with the men who resist? Please all, think about this, as hard as you have time and energy!”<br/><br/>I feel a palpable sense of well-being, strength, resolve.  We all know that Carlotta has passed.  Yet in leaving us, she leaves all of us with her gifts and knowledge. We all share that now.  Amazing!<br/><br/>We resume our normal dining atmosphere.  Chloe describes her visitation to the University:<br/><br/>“So today at the University, we had what appears to be success, right Ulla? Tangie? They were supportive of the research and when the funding comes from Chloe Rulez, we’re in business without having to wait for grants. Of course, with the funding comes The Shadow. We can’t hide and do this work too, simple as that. So extra vigilance please. "<br/><br/>Her next statement literally stops my eating....<br/><br/>"And we found two researchers there willing to try an experiment with Kimmie’s cells to make her a vagina and womb and ovaries. Very bold experiment that will take some time to design and to plan, but they believe this is possible with some biochemistry I was able to share with them."<br/><br/>I blush....but could this be true???  A reproductive system of a woman....for me??   I dont press Chloe for more details here at the dinner table and I let the conversation run its course.  I am, afterall, the only woman here who is 'different' from the others.<br/><br/>Huguette whispers to me in Insight...."The Goddess works in many miraculous ways, Child...."<br/><br/>I nod to her as she sits smiling at me at the table.<br/><br/>Dinner concludes.  We each know that the Shadow will run out of places to look in Cuba.  They may go to Brazil for more clues, but eventually they will come to Sweden.  And if the University work progresses, our presence will become known sooner.   Chloe ends our repast with a light comment for us all....some relaxation of sorts:<br/><br/>“So tomorrow is Saturday. Ulla has offered us a shopping trip. Clothing and necessities primarily. Your expenses are covered so get what you need. See you all at breakfast.”<br/><br/>Back at our room, I wrap myself in Chloe's arms and she in mine....we kiss and cuddle and enjoy just holding each other.  She speaks to me softly as I run my fingers through her hair, making little curls from the strands.<br/><br/>“So how does this strike you Kimmie? Do you want a baby enough to surrender your boy parts? The whole set of surgeries will be painful, you know that right? Lower abdominal stuff messes with the lymphatic system in mysterious ways. Daddy had his prostate removed due to cancer and now one of his leg swells on a whim. And you will have to find a male somewhere else if you wish to experience classic sex. You may do that, you know. I trust you so much!”<br/><br/>I lie my head on her shoulder.....<br/><br/><em>"Ive thought about this for a long time.  I decided that if the opportunity presented itself, I would undergo the surgery required to become a woman.  The idea of having a full reproductive system didnt seem feasible until tonight.  But, yes, I would let go of the final vestiges of my masculinity.  I am a woman in so many ways, I would like to have my physical being mesh with my actual persona....I would like that with all my heart"</em><br/><em><br/>"As for 'classic sex'....maybe?  I dont know....I mean...I wouldnt want to get pregnant unless it was the Goddess' plan for me....I dont know if another blood line needs to be introduced to the Sisterhood??  Would I be that vehicle to the greater good?  I thank you and love you for your trust in me....Right now, I dont know if I would?"</em><br/><br/>We continue to lie on the couch in each others arms until it gets late.....Then I take my love to bed......<br/>