<div class="floatleft">(https://www.tvovermind.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/10/zach-gilford-640x428.jpg)</div><strong>Name:</strong>James Harding (https://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=308599.msg15004164#msg15004164)<br/><strong>Age:</strong>25<br/><strong>Sexuality:</strong>Straight<br/><strong>Hometown:</strong>Stilwater, MN, USA<br/><strong>Date/Time:</strong>3. July 2019| Afternoon<br/><strong>Location:</strong>Inside Villa<br/><strong>Wearing:</strong>What you see in the pic (http://Outfit URL)<br/><strong>Coupled with:</strong>Gwen<br/><strong>Tagging:</strong>Gwen<br/><hr/><br/>The one thing James wasn't expecting as he walked out of the Diary room was to be wrapped up in a hug, looking down he was both surprised and not surprised at the same time to see it was Gwen.<strong>"James... are you okay?"</strong>she asked him to which he put on a fake smile towards her and hugged her back, while the back of his head berated him for doing so. "I'm fine, don't worry." of course that didn't work, it never does with a woman like her.<strong>“You wanna go upstairs and talk? Or we can stay down here on the couch if you would feel better doing so.”</strong>James smiled ruefully this time and nodded "yeah let's go grab a couch, somewhere private, well as private as you can get here anyway, there's something I need to tell you."<br/><br/>A couple of minutes later as they sat on a couch in a room of the villa that, at the moment didn't seem to have many people wandering by, apart from the crew but they were inescapable. "Listen, Gwen, there's something about me and my past I haven't told you, haven't told anyone here, and I don't really know what this is between us, but you deserve to know." he paused, looking at her trying to gauge her reaction so far. "I was married, not so long ago, she... passed... a couple months ago, cancer, terminal, she had it when we met, but we decided that whatever time we had together was worth it, and well remission is always possible, no matter what the doctors say." He started haltingly, trying to find the words to convey the meaning behind them, but as he continued it came out in almost a rush, clearly keeping this hidden from Gwen was doing as much damage as his thoughts about their relationship. "and well, I came on this show to try to promote my books, and some of my buds kinda forced me on to try and like, move on you know? and I don't know what this is between us but I feel like I'm betraying her, and that I'm betraying you, and that I'm leading you on, but I also really like you and you're a wonderful woman, and certainly the one that is making these last couple days enjoyable."