<div class="floatleft">(http://coo4.tuvotacion.com:81/imagenes_opciones/quien-es-mas-linda-2436-1575976.jpg)</div><strong>Name:</strong>Lila Lovegood (https://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=261273.msg12889068#msg12889068)<br/><strong>Age:</strong>17<br/><strong>House:</strong>Ravenclaw<br/><strong>Patronus:</strong>Rabbit<br/><strong>Sexual Orientation:</strong>Straight<br/><strong>Wearing:</strong>Overalls with a white lace shirt beneath them.<br/><strong>Date:</strong>September 2nd 2018, Morning<br/><strong>Location:</strong>Wandering the grounds of the school<br/><strong>Tagging:</strong>Lucan Torit<br/><br/><hr/><br/>Lila couldn't say she heard Lucan coming, frankly the Giant squid could have come out and suddenly grabbed her and she likely wouldn't have noticed, or moved much. She was heartsick in a way that just didn't help when she was so consumed by the pain. So she sat there, thinking about everything when Lucan came up and cleared his throat. It was only when she heard her name that her attention was brought back to the real world and she saw Lucan. Sure, she knew who he was and they'd talked from time to time. Lucan, she'd always thought belonged in Ravenclaw, because from what she'd seen, he was rather brilliant minded.<br/><br/>"Hey." She said as she gave him a sad smile. "I'm as alright as I can be I suppose." She shrugged her shoulders, Lila was a private person a lot of the time, only Kylee her best female friend truly knew the workings of her mind half the time, the other half, well she'd thought Titus knew that well enough. And it seemed he had, he just hadn't seen all of it, or her. "Just boy trouble I guess you could call it." She said finally with a sigh and looked back over the lake. Lucan was a boy, she'd known this all their time at school, so perhaps he could help shed some light on what she should or could do?<br/><br/>"Lucan, what would you do if you were madly in love with someone and that person was showing interest in everyone but you, but you're supposed to be their best friend and they tell you everything, and yet, you become lost in the shuffle?" She said, wondering if that even made sense to her. "Does that even make sense?" She said after a moment laughing a bit as she realized she might have just fumbled on her own trying to figure out what to do moment.<br/><br/>"Sorry it's just, I'm at a loss with someone, someone I love very much and I don't know what to do about him anymore. Especially since he's just proclaimed my best friend could have him right in front of me....am I invisible? Am I just not attractive to boys? I mean, I don't get why he doesn't notice me in that way and yet I'm stuck here pining for something that may likely never come. I guess I just don't know what to do and I can't go to Kylee now for help, knowing he's said she could have him, it's just....I don't know what to do." Sure, Lucan probably knew who she was talking about, everyone knew it was always Lila and Titus hanging around, best friends laughing it up or doing stuff.<br/><br/>So it wasn't hard for him to realize just who she was referring to. She'd asked him if he just didn't find her beautiful and he'd admitted she was the most beautiful person and that's why he was around her, because he always surrounded himself with beauty, but it just didn't sink into him that she loved him, that she wanted to be by his side permanently, in whatever capacity that was to be. "I don't know, maybe I should just be happy he is my friend and move on? I don't know what to do and it's tearing me apart because...I...I kissed him and I thought he would come after me and he didn't, so now I'm left with no ideas on what to do anymore to get him to notice me in that manner and perhaps I'm coming off strong but I've been silent about this for years, hoping that he would see me and I just can't be silent anymore. It's our last year Lucan, our last, when this is over he will be off on his grand adventures and who knows where I'll be, I'll be left in the dirt on the roadside waiting for letters from him telling me what he's been up to."<br/><br/>She'd been doing this for years now, during the summer's he'd be off on his adventures, sending her letters and pictures he'd drawn...her room at home was littered with those pictures. All of them carefully secured with a charm to ensure they wouldn't wilt or fade or anything could damage them. He meant that much to her, and still did.