Will leaned back. He looked hurt and turned his head to look at the movie. It was awhile before he looked back at her and spoke, "What if I don't want one, what if I can't that with the woman I do want." He didn't mind blue balls but he wanted to matter to her, not just be a play toy.<br/><br/>He was happy about what they had done but he wanted to know that she at least understood how much she meant to him.