<div class="floatleft">(http://coo4.tuvotacion.com:81/imagenes_opciones/quien-es-mas-linda-2436-1575976.jpg)</div><strong>Name:</strong>Lila Lovegood (https://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=261273.msg12889068#msg12889068)<br/><strong>Age:</strong>17<br/><strong>House:</strong>Ravenclaw<br/><strong>Patronus:</strong>Rabbit<br/><strong>Sexual Orientation:</strong>Straight<br/><strong>Wearing:</strong>Overalls with a white lace shirt beneath them.<br/><strong>Date:</strong>September 2nd 2018, Morning<br/><strong>Location:</strong>Front Steps of the School<br/><strong>Tagging:</strong>Titus Andrews<br/><br/><hr/><br/>Feeling his hand on her should have made Lila happy and in the end, it only seemed to add to her misery as he asked her what was wrong. How could someone as infinitely brilliant as he was be so completely clueless when it came to her? Was she that good at hiding her feelings? Was she that unimportant that he'd not seen her as anything but a friend? She couldn't possibly know and it killed her inside. "Do you know what it's like to love someone so much that you would do anything for them? Anything at all in the world and they don't even know it? And they make comments about other girls right in front of you, talk about their beauty but never once mention yours?" Sure, he'd told her he'd wanted to paint her, but he'd wanted to paint every girl and boy in this school.<br/><br/>"Then to tell you that your best friend is beautiful and could have him if she wanted him, but never once see you in the same light?" She was sure he'd get the clue if he paid attention to her words here. "Do you know how hard it is to deal with that day in and day out, holding out hope that you might get a look or something that tells you that person feels the same about you and it never once comes, not once. Nothing to give you an idea of if you mean even a miniscule amount of how much he means to you?" She brushed the tears from her eyes as she looked up at the sky, it was sunny and yet she could see clouds moving in.<br/><br/>"That's how I feel day in and day out." She didn't truly know how much more of it she could handle and it was killing her. Not literally, but definitely figuratively, emotionally she felt like she was constantly being torn apart and it all had to do with him. But he was like her personal drug, she couldn't give him up, not in the same sense that everyone else hung on to a drug for, but she could certainly say she was addicted to Titus in a way.