<div class="floatright">(https://www.mediafire.com/convkey/d80f/21h8ybmnz6cjeh34g.jpg) (http://www.mediafire.com/view/21h8ybmnz6cjeh3/Kimmie.png/file)</div><br/>My little walk was akin to a marathon in my current state of physical being.  I can barely stay awake once Im lying down again.  I get so angry too....people are here to see me, to watch over me and I cant stay awake.<br/><br/>Suddenly a little voice comes to me in Insight.  Its baby Isis....."Sleep is all you are supposed to do, Mother"  Then as if by some magical device, I cave into the rest my body demands.<br/><br/>I rest unaware of anything until Chloe's face appears....her voice softly echoes....I know this is real....and I know she is reaching me through Insight.  It must be important....she would not disturb me otherwise.<br/><br/>The Shadow is upping their pressure....Some sisters are succumbing.  Those out of Chloe's immediate circle are vulnerable....listen to any possible solutions.<br/><br/>Chloe takes control:<br/><br/>"Huguette, can we screen our security forces for those who could use Foresight instead of get lost in it? Security has an immediacy about the future, doesn’t it. While I have tended to use it strategically. This is tactics.”<br/><br/>… Huguette concurs …<br/><br/>“Please include me in the training for security leadership. I will sit in back and listen but I need to become better sensitized to how this operates.”<br/>I am more determined than ever to get well again.  Being weak is a burden.  Every sister needs to step up regardless of their situation.<br/><br/>With all my might I will myself to heal....I do it again......I feel a hand on my forehead and a kiss upon my lips.  The sweetest voice I know asks:<br/><br/>“Hey baby. did you miss me?”<br/><br/>I nod....I smile.....<br/><em><br/>"I heard what you said....about the Shadow and the attacks on the sisters"</em>....my voice weak and Chloe instantly gives me a drink of water...I take it gratefully!!<br/><em><br/>"I need to get better.....Im a weak link....Im holding us back...."</em>I also know how foolish I sound.  Even with the Sisterhood, one does not 'will away' bad health or injuries.....healing is a process.....Im frustrated...…A woman less than 48 hours and Im already a bitch!....<br/><br/>I look into Chloe's eyes....I find understanding, warmth and comfort.....my angst subsides to normal levels once again.<br/>