Thank you to everyone for the amazing replies. You all made me cry because of how sincere and supportive you all were. It really shows how strong and caring everyone is here. It has given me a lot of perspective as well as hope in looking at the current stories I have going on and help reduce it so it is manageable. I do enjoy writing and I would say this group has been my most enjoyable writing experience to date by far.<br/><br/>I definitely didn't mean to have my choice of wording as 'chore' be taken the wrong way. With my job I am doing a lot of writing and reports, case notes and whatnot and with such a shortage of staff I've been doing quite a bit of overtime which in hindsight I should have also seen my own limitations since I've felt quite burnt out recently. I guess after writing in patients charts all day the last thing I want to do is sit and write out even more. I guess that's more where I'm coming from and that's my own mentality changing people being flexible and trying to internalize it on myself. Definitely an area of improvement for myself.<br/><br/>It's nice to see that many others have had the same struggles I've been going through lately with my RPs and stories I've been writing. I've been doing this for so long, but only recently have I found out about Elliquiy and I can certainly say the writing here is top notch and it has really pushed me to write better and develop stronger characters for stories. It is nice to know I'm not alone when it comes to feeling frustrated at times with doing this.<br/><br/>There is an amazing group of people let alone writers here that I feel truly blessed to have met. Once I've sorted out where I'm at, maybe find the time for a little vacation from work, and if my muse for writing returns I hope to run into any of you again on here! I'm not sure when/if I will be back, but taking the last day or two to separate myself from things has helped. I know I will get back to where I once was and be enjoying life, work and writing since it has always been a passion of mine and here I've certainly found the best writers the internet has to offer!<br/><br/>Thank you again for a wonderful experience!<br/>(https://media2.giphy.com/media/3o85xopQt8hfhur0bK/giphy.gif)<br/><br/>PS: I hope everyone stays safe that may be impacted by the hurricane!