She sat there staring at him, watching him eat, resenting him. Then she blurted out the thing that was most on her mind. "Why do you love me? I want to know." She was tired of playing around, she wanted to knew why he stayed with her, was it the free ride, the fact that she looked the other way because of his gambling? April's eyes narrowed, she deserved attention, and she was going to start to get it, whether it was from Chris or from someone like Simon.