She was honestly not having this. She loved Chris, lusted after Simon, how did she let her life get this complicated? She kept walking, not wanting to look at Simon in the eye. She kept quiet, hating herself more than anything. She should have been a good wife, not strayed. Yet, she had every reason to, Chris didn't pay attention her her like he did his bets.<br/><br/>She just clenched her fists and kept walking as tears began to form. She hated this! Married to the love of her life, want a man that wasn't her husband. She had to suck it up and just be faithful and miserable. Neither of them would understand her decision anyway. "What I did was wrong, what<em>we</em>did was wrong. I love him, yes he's not everything he used to be, but he's my husband, I should have never gone with you." Tears were beginning to flow. She didn't want Simon to touch her, to comfort her, because she knew if he did, her world would fall apart and she would fall back in his arms once again.