Jillian broke into a small smile, shaking her head gently when Catrina gave her answer... No... Of course she wouldn't understand. It was difficult for Jillian to even explain to herself why she was doing this, it was hard to leave. Nevertheless, she had to follow her own sense of justice, she had to do what she knew was the right thing to do. If the world was tainted, she would fight all of it then. "heh..." She paused, taking in a deep breath before she started to go on a little bit of a spiel. "... Have I ever told you that I was born here on earth? United States, born and raised. I saw it all firsthand, how disgusting the federation could be... Greedy assholes extorting their position to gain more power, just so they could squash the little person into the mud even more. About the time I was seventeen I just couldn't take it anymore, I stowed away on a cargo ship heading out to one of the colonies... Enlisted in the Zeon military. In those days I believed that Zeon, that the Zabi family... I believed that they were different, that they held genuine ideals in their hearts, that they'd make Earth a better place. That's all I want, that's all I ever wanted... Was to clean the Earth of humanity's filth, and make it whole again..."<br/><br/>She looked up at this point, her eyes dead serious. "... That won't happen if Zeon wins the war... Catrina, I'm leaving. Zeon is just as broken and corrupt as the Federation is, and I'm going to destroy both of them with my own two hands."