The sudden withdrawal of the hands was like a gunshot to the heart. Of course she was totally overreacting but then the first words out of Mayson's mouth were,<em>"Oh my god, I'm sorry!"</em>Sana was so sure that this was going to end in disaster that it was all she could see.<br/><br/>Then the lithe little blond pounced her suddenly saying<em>"Yes! Yes!!"</em>She leaped right up onto Sana and practically knocked her over. It was clear now, this was a positive reaction. Mayson was happy too, really happy.<br/><br/><em>Holy crap, I did it,</em>Sana thought.<br/><br/>Mayson's body felt so right in Sana's arms and her kisses just washed away all the apprehension, self doubt, and everything else. Sana's tears were drying up now. Everything really was going to be alright. Nothing could get better then this.<br/><br/><strong>"I'm good... It's good. Everything is great. I was so worried about asking... and then I just knew that I wanted to be with you. I couldn't risk losing you or you not knowing how much I love having you as part of my life. I really need you in my life all the time, it's just better that way."</strong>Sana grinned, she couldn't stop grinning around Mayson. This felt right.<br/><br/>She burst out laughing at herself and glanced around. It was obvious that a few people in the parking lot had stared at the display and one family all smiled at them for a moment before turning to head into the Planetarium.<br/><br/><strong>"So, yeah... Um. Planetarium right and apartment stuff... I know a few good places we could check out? After the show here I mean. You up for it?"</strong>Sana set Mayson back down on the ground and laughed a little nervously.<br/><br/><em>Maybe not all the awkward nervousness had gone away.</em>