I too agree with everything everyone else has said. My relationship with E has been rockier than a sitcom romance. I start games then lose interest, then come back after months and repeat. this time it feels like I will stick around for longer but who knows. I was also in the same place as Capone with group games and feel the same way about LI. But yes, everyone is here to exorcise demons or to pretend to have a different life, some may just be here to write too. take however much time you need. Everyone has been there and E will always be here when you're ready to come back. Or not. your mental health is important much more important than this game. I also echo the sentiments of finding people you can rely on. I have a good group of friends on discord myself that I love and I feel like they have done more for my depression then the anti-depressants have