It seems i am turning off Amanda now as she gets up to leave.<br/>"Puedes quedar.  Por favor."<br/><br/>"Please.  You are my only freind here now and i would feel lost without you."<br/><br/>I look at her but i feel bad.  I am letting others affect how i act.<br/><br/>"Desculpa, i am sorry.  Sometimes i am so wrapped up in my own matters i cant see what is happening to others."<br/><br/>I sit down realizing i cant keep her from doing what she wants or needs to do.