"you're not an ass, you're a guy and I'm not saying it's okay, but it's understandable. Bree is an amazing person, she's sweet and caring and sometimes too trusting, it seems. I honestly don't know how she stayed my best friend for so long...I'm not a good person, Jim. I've done some terrible things, some were really out of my control, but I still did them. I never thought I was doing anything wrong, really, doing what I liked to do and getting paid for it." Ali said that last part without really thinking about it, but when she realized that she's said it...she knew that she had to tell him everything so he'd understand.<br/><br/>"Guess the cat's out of the bag now, huh? You were honest with me so I'm going to be completely honest with you and tell you the whole story. Bree's the only person who I've ever told this so just bear with me, okay?" Ali was trying to think of what exactly to say, but knew it'd have to be the whole truth.<br/><br/>"When I was 15, my dad lost his job and started drinking again and he was mean when he was drunk. My mom wouldn't stop trying to live beyond our means, we never had any money and I didn't want to leave Bree. She was already like my sister and I loved her. I guess you could say that I took it upon myself to start making us a little money, I gave up my virginity for $5,000 and it just kind of spiraled out of control from there. I started hating myself because of what I was doing and I finally told my parents how I was getting all this money, figuring that they'd act like parents and stop it, but they didn't. They started actually setting 'dates' up and made me keep doing it so they wouldn't have to even try to work. The day I turned 18, I kicked them out. I was paying for everything anyways so it was my house and I stopped." Ali had tears in her eyes, she hated talking about this but felt that she had to let him know everything.<br/><br/>"The other day when you and I were talking after lunch and my phone rang, it was some guy who'd gotten my number from one of his friends. He told me that he'd pay me $1500 to spend one night with him and one of his friends, I was weak and I said okay. Showed up to the house and he had his friend tied up and blindfolded, to be honest, it kind of scared me so I wasn't going to say no and find out what he'd do to me. He wouldn't let me take his friend's blindfold off until everything had already happened and by the time I saw it was Will, there really wasn't any way to stop anything because his friend was behind me. That's when Bree showed up. I know I fucked everything up by even agreeing to it in the first place so if you never want to see or talk to me again, I don't blame you." Ali looked at her feet before looking back at him. "You're a good guy, Jim, and you deserve to be happy. You deserve to be with someone who doesn't hate herself." This was honestly how she felt about herself and she didn't know how to really change that.