Amanda's declaration of wanting to be his first in the family surprised Nate, the girls had all shown interest but he had always thought Jason and Jake were more to her preference "you don't need to worry about me Amanda, i think" he paused and took a deep breath "i think i can handle it" one of his hands then reached out and took hold of a small remote that was on his bed, pointing it to his stereo he pressed a button and his old classic rock music filled the room.<br/><br/>he almost chuckled when the shuffle function made his playlist start with Jukebox hero which was the same song that had been playing when Holly.... er he meant "mom" had caught him in bed with his girlfriend at age sixteen. he felt himself harden even more at her words, he leaned in and kissed her once again, his hands once again moving across her soft bare skin.