<div class="floatleft">(http://coo4.tuvotacion.com:81/imagenes_opciones/quien-es-mas-linda-2436-1575976.jpg)</div><strong>Name:</strong>Lila Lovegood (https://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=261273.msg12889068#msg12889068)<br/><strong>Age:</strong>17<br/><strong>House:</strong>Ravenclaw<br/><strong>Patronus:</strong>Rabbit<br/><strong>Sexual Orientation:</strong>Straight<br/><strong>Wearing:</strong>Overalls with a white lace shirt beneath them.<br/><strong>Date:</strong>September 2nd 2018, Morning<br/><strong>Location:</strong>Wandering the grounds of the school<br/><strong>Tagging:</strong>Open<br/><br/><hr/><br/>The kiss probably had been a stupid move by her, she just hadn't known what else to do to make him see what she'd been trying to point out to him and now....she might have fucked up their entire friendship/relationship by being this forward. She didn't know what to do at this point but she couldn't go back and face him, not like this...not right now. If she did, she likely would have yelled at him for being a stubborn ass, and that wouldn't bode well. Moving through the grounds, she heard the roar but she personally figured it was kids playing with stuff and didn't bother to go investigate.<br/><br/>She found herself at the edge of the lake and found a rock to sit by, placing her back against it, she brought her knees up to her chest and laid her chin on it. She'd heard muggle music plenty of times thanks to her muggle cousin in law, she'd heard the songs talk about how much love hurt, but she'd not believed them because something like love was supposed to be pure, and beautiful. But now...now she understood those songs so much better. Tears slid down her cheeks as she looked over the water, her mind going a mile a minute.<br/><br/>A part of her had hoped he would have came after her, but because he didn't, it told her he didn't feel the same way as she did. Because if you love someone, you don't just let them leave right? You try to talk it out, you show them you love them. He'd done none of that and it tore her to pieces, because she...well she hadn't known what to expect when she finally told him how she felt. Yes, their lives were so different, her family wasn't rich, his was, Her family was more carefree, believed in whacky things, even though Lila was more down to earth than her sister and father had been.<br/><br/>But still, she was more carefree about things, which is why she and TItus got along so well, he was more carefree than his stuffy family. But even she was more anchored to the ground than he was. She was the one always telling him to eat, making sure he took care of himself because he never paid attention to things his body needed, especially when he was painting. Some might have seen what she did as "mothering" him, she didn't want that, she wasn't his mother, she just didn't want him wasting away because he couldn't remember to do certain things when he got into the thick of it.<br/><br/>She loved him, more than she should but she did and it killed her inside to see him hurting himself, even unknowingly, which is why she reminded him to eat, brought him things when he was in his tower. He didn't know it, but it also hurt to know he slept with so many others, but she'd never once let him see how much that bothered her. Because they weren't together, how could she ask him to stop seeing other people? Even if they had been together, could she be  enough for him? All of these were quesitons that she always went through in her head and she never seemed to have the answer fully.<br/><br/>Love sucked. That was the conclusion she was coming to at this moment, it just plainly sucked. She was doomed to love someone who didn't want her, which was painfully obvious. Well, she would just have to find a way to move on right? Quesiton was....how?