*Smiles*  Thank you for your concern.  I'll be fine.  My depression will be worse than usual 'til this get's straightened up, but the closest thing to something self destructive I might do is gain a few pounds.  *Sweat drop*<br/><br/>I aim to call my psychiatrist when I wake up and see if he can suggest an alternative.  (One that medicade will pay for.  *sweat drop*  It wouldn't cover the two meds we tried before this one.)