April was lost in the darkness of her own mind as she lay there. Her soul hurt, her mind was tired. April didn't want to fight, she had nothing to fight for. She had a husband that never noticed her any more and her life with him was just short of miserable. Why would she fight to live?<br/><br/>Then there was the lover that she should have never had, the man that gave her all she wanted, but in the end still questioned her love for him. She had no happiness in her life, no reason to struggle to stay alive. There were no kids to take care of, no family to worry about. She didn't even know if Chris would even mourn her, he was probably making wagers if she would live or die. April was ready to give up and let it all go.<br/><br/>The monitors began beeping and blinking, and the staff rushed in and made Chris leave the room. They worked on her, got her heartbeat up and her vitals back to normal. A nurse came to Chris, "You should talk to her, let her know you're here. Poor girl seems like she's not fighting, ready to give up. Give her a reason to stay." They let him back in, and she just lay there. She had no drive to stay alive and she was barely holding on.