Hehe, you know you kind of sound like a tarot card at the end of the first paragraph :-) I like it.<br/><br/>My ego is back up today, however, and I feel less shitty about the hell I went through at work because we had a work meeting today and Becky sang my praises to everyone and thanked me in front of the whole staff and zane (who was there to fill out his paper work) for dealing with as much as I did and coming through for her while she had to be away. Made me at least feel appreciated.<br/><br/>I will do that... does icecream count? Because theres a local creamery that sells a hand blended elderberry&teaberry swirl icecream that makes me orgasm just by eating it... it really is that good. Wish they sold pints, I'd definitely bring some next time I see you. It's just such a fantastic blend of sweet and than nice earth savory flavor along with the kind of mintyness of the teaberry. I think it's my favore icecream every, fallowed in close second by plain teaberry.<br/><br/>You know that could make far to much sense. I mean if Shad was presiding over all the births, and deiter was his second hand man, it would stand to reason that they used dieter for a dna doner at some point... or at least another demon like dieter or from his tribe or something?