Ok bear with me as I am on my phone and medicated as well. I'm sorry for going poof this passed weekend, but I have been in the hospital all week I collapsed and was taken to the ER. It too all night but they dicovered there was an infection of some sort attacking my muscles. By the time I came in it had wrapped from my left lower back to my lower abadmon. You can't even imagine how much pain I was in. They admitted me and started giving me meds try to get white count a d everything else with it down. O ly a few days past the we realized somthing was wrong with my left leg as well. Well to keep a long story short i have been here a week and they still have no idea where I got this infection or really what it is. Apperently something about the way it is prevents them from draining it and stuff. Sorry i have seen so many docotors at this point I'm slightly lost lol<br/><br/>So that is why I have not been about and posting. Thankfully I am awards enough to do the sad face and get my dad to bring me my laptop next chance he gets. Posts may be slow but the will be coming. May poke some to help proof read so I don't post something utterly readable in my many stages of hospitalness lol<br/><br/>Sorry for going poof it was really a sudden attack on my system. Keep faith as I fighting this tooth and nail and hope to be better soon. Though the doctors say I still have a long road for that, silly old men have no idea how stub ur  I really am.<br/><br/>Loves and hugs to you all,<br/>Curvy kitten