Noelle blushed brightly She wanted to stand, feeling at quiet a disadvantage sitting but he was so close.  "I-I... I'm not against exploring.  I've always been a person who believed that if it doesn't hurt anyone why should it matter to the church what you do.  I changed for my father but Deep downs my beliefs never really changed I just ... well I..."  She had thought she was brave, even adventure after all she so desperately wanted to travel and explore distant lands.  but Somehow along with the thrill of feeling sch deep pleasure again there was also a sense of intimidation, once again she felt like the prey... no, the mouse being toyed with by the cat a play thing before she was devoured whole.<br/><br/>"A-alright... But If I say Stop You must stop... i-is that a deal?"