Rachel grinned at Bridget's unintended bit of poetry, or at least she thought it hadn't been intended.  Then again, who knew with Bridget sometimes.  "Are you thinking of changing majors and becoming a poet?" she quipped, though with good humor.<br/><br/>"As for me, I guess I just haven't found the right person yet.  It's not a big focus for me though, and it's not like I'm upset that I'm not seeing anyone."  She also didn't take relationships casually, and had to be serious about someone in order to sleep with them.  She wasn't a virgin, but she'd only been in a couple of relationships, one in high school, and the other her sophomore year in college.  Bridget knew about both, though only had personal experience with the college guy.  He'd been a couple of years older, and had gotten a job offer clear across the country, and accepted it without talking it over with Rachel first, expecting her to just move with him.  She hadn't appreciated not being included, and he'd basically given her the choice of moving with him, or ending things between them.  She'd chosen to stay, not appreciating feeling pressured, or given ultimatums, and she hadn't regretted the decision.  She'd been single ever since then, more serious than she used to be, though Bridget helped keep her from becoming a total hermit.  "Besides, like Bridget said, most of the guys these days are too immature anyway," she said, trying to ignore the sudden melancholy that had come over her.  She didn't think of Jason often these days, simply for that reason.  She wasn't still in love with him, but she wondered what might have happened if he'd stayed, a path she rarely wanted to think about.<br/><br/><br/>"Anyone need anything?" she asked, hoping one of them would, so she could have an excuse to collect her nerves by herself for a minute.  She didn't usually get that emotional, not over something in the past, anyway, but just now she felt tears sting the back of her eyes.  Maybe she'd had more to drink than she'd thought, or today was just one of those days everyone had on occasion.