<div class="floatleft">(http://i276.photobucket.com/albums/kk4/tylercook1777/0fbdbc56-8343-4479-9044-40d70b3e3017.jpg) (http://s276.photobucket.com/user/tylercook1777/media/0fbdbc56-8343-4479-9044-40d70b3e3017.jpg.html)</div><strong>Name:</strong>Orion Shepherd<br/><strong>Tagged:</strong>Matt<br/><strong>Location:</strong>Cabin<br/><br/><hr/><br/>At first Matt's suggestion upset Orion, almost enough for him to push his lover away, but he didn't. He knew that it was going to come up again and he couldn't blame Matt for wanting to be changed. The wolf inside of him wanted to change Matt more than anything. It wasn't to hunt, it was to change and that's why whenever he got the urge to change he never did it around his lover. He was too afraid that he'd bite Matt and instead of changing him it would hurt him. Rion would never be able to forgive himself if he did that. Being a werewolf wasn't something he was fond of and it wasn't something he wanted to push on anyone else, but Matt's last part made a lot of sense. When Matt was old and frail, Rion would still look like he was in his late thirties to early fourties, only having lived out less than half of his life.<br/><br/>"I know what you're saying and it's not like I don't get your part of it because I do want to change you. I want us to be together for a long time but I'm just afraid to do it. I've never done it and if I hurt you or accidentally bite something I'm not supposed to and you bleed to death before you change I won't be able to live with myself. I love you, Matt and I do want to spend the rest of my unnatural life with you but this isn't something I can just do. I have to think about these kinds of things before I do them. Living the rest of my life with you weighed against living the rest of my life without you with the guilt of accidentally killing you are two outcomes where one is more than worth it and the other one... I just can't think about it." Rion hugged himself tightly around Matt, burying his face in the humans chest, trying to calm himself down. Matt was all he had left. He pushed the only few friends he had and his whole family away. Matt was the only one who wouldn't let Rion push him away and became a constant in his life. Changing him wasn't something he could do as easily as he wished he could.<br/><br/>"I think I need to go for a run and hunt something." Rion stated, pulling his head up so he could give Matt a few soft kissing, putting more passion in the last one. "Tell you what. Come watch me hunt. But if anything crazy starts to happen, promise me you'll run back as fast as you can, okay?"