"I am cursed my love, I have been cursed for years...yet...had I not been cursed I have never met you, so I thank yet curse the gods for this."<br/>Holding Bella' closer his body became warmer, his body heaved for air, heart nearly exploding out of his chest  as he confessed his long dark secret.<br/>"It took me years to control it...but every full moon I can not suppress it, I become....I am a lycan." He stopped not wanting to overwhelm her with all this information, his eyes were mournful but serious.<br/>"I...needed to tell you this...I would never hurt you...that is why I get away during the full moons...as far away from you as possible...I do not know what I would do if I ever hurt you...it would rip me apart."