Rachel one of my closest friends is 20, she looks like a god damn model 5'8' all leg and got a real beautiful geek look and she has never done more than a goodnight kiss after a meal with friends. never dated , isn't looking , mind that could be hanging around with me . but still, there are people like in the same situation.<br/><br/>@ kakihara, you kinda figure if its nt gonna work after 10 years . none are gonna work.  which is fine i kinda feel like i grew a lot and now i feel confident to be on my own.