Sarah watched Ariana and Rick get out of the pool, glad to be sun dried and just enjoying the air up here.  She smiled at Jacob's question and nodded as if gathering her thoughts first.  It was a good question, 'why was she here...' and she wanted to be honest if nothing else than spiking someone else's time. "honestly I considered not coming because at first I wante to hurt by boy.. ex boyfriend because he really made a mess of things but I'm starting to realize i'm just as guilty for allowing it.  I've thought about it and I'm here to try to find my old self, and why not start by doing something you'd never think about doing?" she looked up at Jacob and hoped he understood, not confident she explained her feelings correctly but feeling like she was being open.  Sarah took another sip of beer and smiled at bit as Erik announced the food was ready.  She accepted Jacob's offered hand and stood, collecting her feet before letting his hand go with an appreciative smile.  "Thanks for the hand." she said lower being so close to him and she admired his physique and how his abs rippled as he moved, the way his back muscles bunched as her effortlessly helped her up.   'he's hot.' she thought to herself and subconsciously moved her hair behind her, it starting to lighten as the pool water dried.   Sarah adjusted the bottom of her bikini as it had ridden up over one cheek and smiled, "shall we go find the food?"