The paper was a lie.  The statement was a lie.  But damn her traitorous hand, she had to stop her hand from reaching out and taking that pen anyway.<br/><br/>This was not the time to be brave.<br/><br/>And here she was, anyway.<br/><br/>"Do you feel fulfilled, doing this?" Xiaoxing asked suddenly.  "Do you feel as though you are serving Heaven and Earth by your actions here?"