"You should just let yourself cry, it's not like I would judge you. Today isn't the kind of day someone can get through without crying or getting angry. I've done both so far", he said leaning forward in his chair and resting an elbow on his  knee as he propped his head up. "If you're looking for someone to blame", he said before opening his arms, "I'm right here". "This is my fault, I dragged you into things the second I tried to be your friend and for that I am sincerely sorry", he said shaking his head. "I do still want to be your friend, Rachael", he wasn't incredibly used to talking to someone about these things but was trying his hardest.