His eyes didn't even gaze upon what he had just done. He had to throw it away as fast as possible. There would be no feeling of sadness, nor regret. He blackened his heart, and closed it. He couldn't ever commit to anyone, and to be honest he was afraid of commitment. Baring so much responsibility to have. he was about to do that. He rolled on to his side, and stared blankly at the wall. His face couldn't portray any emotion, but the stupidest person could see that he was unhappy.<br/><br/>Punching the wall hard, and then closing his eyes. Breathing heavy, and exhaling softly.