I'll keep this on Notify, but I don't handle playing suicidal characters very well.  Maybe when I wake up tomorrow I'll have an easier time continuing.  Or, we could just fast forward things and say that Rachel tried and she's been sedated and medicated or whatever, so she's being watched in a mental hospital right now, or something.  I don't know.  I'm not sure if that would really be better.<br/><br/>Maybe tomorrow I'll feel a little better about stuff.  I'll see then.