Lugoj stilled his nerves at her tears before leaning down , slicing the last bit of clothing off her top then placing his lips onto her left breast , pulling on the nipple , sucking an licking it in a weirdly gentle way , her tears softening his actions for a bit while the uncovered hand started playing with her other one , easing a bit on her pain that way while knowing it was emotionally harming her all the way 'I might have actually harmed her more by words than actions ' he though for a second , then finally noticing this was feeding his twisted side , more than anything was her pain while in another way if left him empty , maybe it was their bond , maybe something he couldn't quite put his finger on .