She smiled it was so... Liberating, this surge of confidence on powerful feelings, She liked it a lot. all the more because of how downtrodden shed felt lately, stiffled by needing to toe the line.  She didn't regret her decision, it kept her father safe in the only way she could, but it had still been so restrictive.  She Looked at the finger tip seeing what she missed and, feeling wicked Licked the tip gently swiping up the small dot before moving and sucking his whole finger into her mouth and giving a strong suck before pulling back.<br/><br/>When he turned his head and refused she frowned But she wanted... Ah!  She frowned thoughtfully. It was in his right to say no, She herself had made the deal, No meant no... She lifted her hands and stood back a couple steps and smiled a slow curle of her lips. "Alright, that's fair... But I suppose that's just denying yourself in the long run." she said, she remembered the parties what matrons spoke of.  Oh she wanted it now but the want would fade.  Unlike men who almost 'needed' it, a woman could hold out.  He could refuse... for now.<br/><br/>It was a strange and wonderful feeling, to have the confidence to back off knowing it wasn't the end.  To be able to stop and not think she'd failed in someway to get a refusal.  no, He was playing with her.  She wasn't sure why but, she was positive that was the point of his refusal.  And, it made giggle<br/><br/>"I-I'm sorry.. I'm trying to b quiet serious but... I just... I don't know... I feel so Strong right now. it's amazing!  I'm not laughing at you just It's more of a Giddy laughter." she explained smiling.