<div class="floatright">(http://elliquiy.com/elluiki/images/f/f9/Nilofer150.jpg)</div><strong>Name:</strong>Nilofer<br/><strong>Species/Form:</strong>Peranos/Peranos<br/><strong>Players Nearby:</strong>Cirven<br/><strong>Location:</strong>[Myelaie] Bridge connecting two parts of the town.<br/><br/><hr/><br/>Nilofer squeaked when he gripped her wrist, and found herself pinned to one of the tall support posts that ran above their heads. His eyes frightened her and she didn’t fight, not sure that she would be able to anyway.<br/><br/>His hot breath puffed against her ear and she recoiled, or tried to, but wasn't able to get far enough away to avoid his words. "You know nothing about me and assume a great deal!" she squeaked.  His love? Was he mocking her? "Don't lie to me. Don't you dare! I already know that I'm going to be left alone all the time, because you don't want to marry me. I don't blame you, but not for reasons that you probably think!"  She wasn't scared of him, not really. Much. What he said about her father upset her, but she tried not to show it.<br/><br/>When he pulled away, she wrapped her arms around herself. She gritted her teeth together so hard. She didn't believe that he would love her. His words pissed her off.<br/><br/>"I understand that you're defending our people. I don't like the war. I wish that the Centos would just leave us alone and I understand that they won't. The death and… the suffering… It has to stop." She didn't know what to say about him not liking to kill.  "Fine! Fine! You don't like killing!"<br/><br/>She bit her lip. "You'll make sure that I'm properly cared for? What does that mean? You're going to be gone to war… that's what you do. I'm going to be<em>alone</em>." She didn't want to be alone. It was… well… lonely. All he did was make her feel blue, like she was doing everything completely wrong. "You keep talking about my father," she said bitterly. "But all he wants is me to know what it's like to suffer on my own, so that I will welcome you with open arms so that I don't have to be alone and scared. You think that you know everything about me and I'm sure that Comgal told you what a trouble maker I am and how pathetic I am, but I don't care. I'm not pathetic! I'm completely terrified of spending the rest of my life longing for things that I can't have because I was shoved off on a man that doesn't really want me. You tell me that you'll love me but I know that it's not true. I'll be the last thing that crosses your mind."<br/><br/>She watched him walking away and wanted to scream. She wanted to hit him, to knock his smugness down a peg or two. Tears streamed down her face and she wiped them away furiously.<br/><br/>