<div class="quoteheader"><div class="topslice_quote"><a href="https://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=50241.msg2371733#msg2371733">Quote from: Haibane on 23-10-2009, 16:50:51</a></div></div><blockquote class="bbc_standard_quote"> I'm sure it's my fault but I just can't imagine that mindset. I assumed Musco had had something done to him to stop him having human thoughts. Isn't that the game we are playing here? Andrews did something to him, both physically and mentally?<br/><br/>Maybe lobotomised is the wrong word. In fact I'm sure it is. I meant having freewill and the ability to speak and reason removed surgically or chemically. Is that the same thing?<br/><br/>To me having a pet who looks like a gorgeous girl or boy with the addition of sexy but degrading animal parts and who's fully aware of their situation but can't escape it and who is kept in check by the force of my char's personality is much more arousing to me than a girl who actually thinks she's a cow or a boy who thinks he's really a cat. Do you follow?<br/></blockquote><div class="quotefooter"><div class="botslice_quote"></div></div><br/>I follow you perfectly, but Musco was created along different lines.  I mean<em>my</em>creation of him.  To be perfectly honest I had difficulty following all the trains of thought that were colliding throughout this thread, which you already know resulted in my having to edit Musco's background a few different times.  What you're describing in the last paragraph seems absolutely perfect for what the new abducted people are going to be put through.  Just not mine.<br/><br/>Imagine this rather hideous scenario.  You're taken as a child and raised independently from parents, and are "abused" in ways that sicken me to describe.  You are not treated as a person, but as a "thing".  By the time Andrews got his hands on the boy he was about as broken as a human being can get.  Whatever procedures the doctor may have performed in regards to his brain would likely have been to purge some of these memories so that he could have a chance at being functional and even social, but it wouldn't be nearly enough to make him normal.  Musco would probably prefer to embrace his animalistic side, rather than the humanity he was deprived of.<br/><br/>But maybe I'm thinking too in-depth for this sort of roleplay.