She looked at him, shaking her head.  He always had an answer and that was what annoyed her most.  Especially when she felt he preferred his daughter to her.  She had been feeling this a lot recently, was that why he had suggested getting Kayla back?  Was he bored with her?  Tears filled her eyes and she turned away, her thoughts negative.  She wanted Kayla here, she had felt so guilty giving her away.  And now she was frighten ed it was because he wanted the girls over her.<br/><br/>"I'll go then" she said, "check on the girls and Alex" she said, her face pale.  She loved him so much, she would do anything for him, but sometimes, especially where Jodie was concerned, she felt he forgot her.  At least it had felt that way the past few months.  "I love you, don't forget that.  I am you wife, and their mother.  Don't forget me" she said, honestly afraid he was getting ready to dump her for the younger, beautiful twins.<br/><br/>She did enjoy Alex, but he wasn't like his father, the boy had a lot to learn.  And she felt once more her self doubt hit her as she went to leave his office.