Between the fact that Kay's legs really didn't need to be massaged and the fact that this felt different maybe even some how wrong from the first two rounds Jasper made short work of finishing up massaging her legs but instead of getting up he just sat there for a few minutes looking straight ahead.  Then finally he did turn and look at her for a moment then looked away as he asked, "You ever get scared Kay?  I used to think I couldn't be scared... today I found out I was wrong.  Today I was plenty scared for all of us.  Those fucking creatures... what ever they were... they had me scared.  I've seen a lot of shit... starting with my friends going ape shit and eventually munching on each other.  What the thing that had been my mom did to my dad... attacking my mom to save my... my sister but I had come to late... I made through all that, I made it through wading up passed my ass in zombie gore and blood... but those last things we fought.. those fuckers was bad news and for the first time in my life I was nearly scared shitless."  Jasper held his hands out in front of him and it was quite obvious to both of them just how badly he had been shaken and only now that they were all safe was his body reacting to it.  His hands were shaking so bad it started to make the bunk shake until Jasper put his hands under his legs and just sat there on them.  Finally when he did look at Kay again he winked and actually managed a week smile, "Guess you human tank ain't quite all that indestructible after all."