<strong>~Desmond - finally able to get his head cleared up ~</strong><br/><br/>It took quite a while for Desmond to get his head straight, but he got it done. It was plain and simple! Kira wasn't looking for anything serious so he had to back off. He wasn't even clear whether he was himself looking for anything serious. It was just this huge whirlpool of emotion that had hit him back then and he just didn't know how to deal with it. But then it all became clear to him. He had always been a loner at heart and a loner he must remain.<br/><br/>He then decided to head back to camp but took a detour to the forest where it took a couple of hours for him to make a special present for Kira, wishing to apologize to her and to make mends and become friends with her.<br/><br/>It was dark when he headed back to camp and there he saw her sitting - her back to him as he approached her. A skirt of leaves he had made for her in his hands. He didn't know what he was going to say to her as with slow steps he approached her.<br/><br/><br/><em>"Fucking love and romance, screws the whole world up, total bullshit." </em><em>"Stuck on this mother fucking island with mother fucking men, who fucking needs them!"<br/><br/>He stopped in his tracks and backed away in to the darkness - leaving behind the skirt he had made for her in the sand.  May be she hated him now. He decided to go back to the jungle to gather some fruits for himself and then go back to his shattered hut. He shall repair his hut first thing tomorrow and then go back to the old ways of his life. He didn't want to bother her anymore by his presence. <br/><br/></em>