I nodded my agreement as I curled up against him feeling completely contented. My body felt tired in that peaceful languish way you'd feel after a long hike or a marathon. A glance at the clock told me it was late and far to late to do any of the things I planned not that I really had the energy anymore anyway.<br/><br/>"I'm tired" I said sounding fuzzy closing my eyes for a moment smiling lightly. I wondered vaguely if he'd stay all night and without my usual reservation the question was out of my mouth before the thought finished. "Will you stay?" I asked opening my eyes looking up at him innocently sliding my hand down his arm.<br/><br/>Somehow I didn't think he'd stay. I could feel even in my languish state some of my senses returning and it was like two personality's fighting for dominance and the one he was holding in his arms was slowly starting to slip away. My face closed off the smile slipping away into an indifferent look and after a moment I closed my eyes and pulled away.<br/><br/>"I have class in the morning." I said in a flat voice slipping away from him and standing up. Without looking back at him I went to my closet and pulled out a royal blue satin robe it was too short for my purposes only reaching to mid thigh but it was the only robe I had to I slipped it on. Sitting down on one of the chairs I started brushing my hair needed to do something normal.<br/><br/>I felt so out of control, I yearned to slip back onto the bed with him and curl up in his arms but that was the last thing I would let myself do. I needed time and space to think and digest what had happened today. I felt like everything that was me had been stripped away in a matter of hours and it scared me.<br/><br/>"I think I should get some sleep" I said quietly without turning to look at him. I couldn't look at him what fragile grasp on control I had, I knew he could shatter if he wanted to.