Cynthia just nodded, shame at her inability to control herself so far pushing through her, but mixed alongside the uncertainty of whether she could even handle herself right now anyway.  Her body just kept trembling with need, which confused her but excited her.  Even the feel of the doctor cleaning her off made her shiver with delight.  She still found herself fighting for the need for an orgasm, but it made her feel dirty and awful.  She understood a bit how someone could give over to that lust, but the cold feel of the metal helped to calm her down.<br/><br/>"I'm sorry," she said gently, knowing that she hadn't done a very good job of controlling herself throughout the session.  "I tried, I just...it's all so confusing."  She didn't know how to put words to it all.  "I think I just need to lie down for a while and let myself calm down, or maybe go somewhere where I can talk with some friends."  She kept her eyes downward, expecting the doctor probably thought of her as some sort of slut for not being able to handle her urges.