El's smile faded as she looked down, remembering what had happened. She hated that she reacted that way. She reacted before she thought, "come on your just a attraction, so let me enjoy what I payed for." his voice his words flashed in her mind. She hit him away before she could think. Being as big as she was he couldn't hope to force her but still she felt violated. Was she nothing but an attraction, nothing more then some fetish? She fake her best smile her eyes shone with the tears that threatened to break free. "No worries...." was all she could say.