Ali was a little dumbfounded that this was going to be her life from now on and happy that she wasn't going to die, but also disappointed because she'd probably never be able to go back to her old life. Maria seemed brainwashed to actually be happy living this life and Ali didn't want to end up like that. She glanced down at herself and had to fight back tears because she was going to have scars now and her skin would never be as flawless as it used to be before all of this.<br/><br/>There was an amber-colored bead of liquid that came from the tip of the needle and she wondered what it was. She knew as soon as it hit her. Nicotine, Ali wasn't a big smoker but she had smoked before and it made her feel the way she did when she smoked a bit too much. A little light-headed and making her feel that nicotine high. She wondered what was going to happen after she was stitched back up.