"Hmmm...They're dead now."  Daniso said simply, giving the doc a soft kiss as she closed her eyes and became even more comfortable against the other woman.  For while she lacked any kind of emotional treatment, her body was generous in the affection and care her mind could never express.  For Daniso, the thing trying to kill you being dead was plenty enough to put at ease any concerns she might have.  And even if you were simply committing murder, she still didn't lose any sleep over it.  So considering all, the painfully beautiful sociopath was probably the last person Tanaka should be talking about the horrors of war with.  Thank God Church was there though.<br/><br/>The private picked up on the tone in the doctors voice, recognizing it from the exact same thing in the voice of others after there taste of real combat.  He got up from the floor, heading spinning nicely with the sensation before sitting himself on the bed and rubbing one of the doctors incredibly smooth legs.<br/><br/>"Being on that edge is a good thing.  Being afraid is a good thing.  If you aren't afraid there is something wrong."  He gave a look to Daniso who seemed to have fallen asleep, the beauty's breathing having become slower and relaxed.  "The key is to not lose yourself to it.  To not slip into panic.  You have to think fast, plus be completely on action and reaction setting.  It's a wicked balance to find, and it comes natural to some, others not.  You made it through though...As it happens more it won't seem so bad in the aftermath."  He couldn't lie to her and say it wouldn't happen again.  She may be just a medic and somewhat shielded from combat, but she was still in combat.  She would have to kill again, and maybe next time it wouldn't be orcs.  It could rebels, people not that much different than her just fighting for their freedom.  That was when the real tests came.  When the man you just shot screamed for his mother and you too help him.  As if all of a sudden you would just drop the war and help a guy out.  No, he wouldn't lie to her about having to kill again, but neither would he tell her about that.  Better to deal with things one at a time.<br/><br/>"Sound good?"  He said with a smile, his hand still rubbing her leg.  The man trying to provide the kind of emotional intimacy he knew Daniso never could.