Anel blinked slowly as Zara spoke, his lips slowly curling into a slight frown, his eyes lowering to the cool grass beneath his bare feet. He knew that she would have waned to tell the Master; he would have if he was in her position which was the main reason for telling her specifically not to. If anything, he would have to divulge what had happened in order for the auction to be calledoff... Oh Lord, the auction... He hadn't been told the exact amount, but virgins were rather rare to be sold in such a way... Would he ever be able to work off the amount he had just thrown away? "Thanks..." He mumbled softly, continuing to weakly swing back and forth.<br/><br/>"Of course I'll tell them... I'll have to..." He added quickly, running both hands through long hair, tightly gripping the platinum bond locks as he squeezed his eyes shut. "I'm such a fuck up... That was probably my best performance in there... In front of a fucking client..." He said to himself, adding fuel to the fire of depression tat was overtaking his mind. The boy was prone to such periods, and the recent traumatic event gave him leave to feel such.<br/><br/>'You know it's not your fault...'<br/><br/>It was all he could do to not laugh out loud. Whose else fault was it? Gareth's? He couldn't bring himself to blame the man; he had wanted it. Had practically begged for it, even knowing what to consequences would be. "Isn't it?" He asked hollowly, taking the bottle and taking a large gulp. "I thought... It would be like always... Fun, good... I should have been able to handle it. It's my job... I shouldn't have let him get me into such a position... I just... I thought... I thought I could trust him..." He laughed bitterly, shaking his head. "Just like I thought I could trust the 'Master and Atti..." The title was a mockery, the name spat and he took a final swing of the bottle before throwing it viciously against the wall.<br/><br/>"Fuck all of them. Fucking... Assholes and wankers all of them..." He grumbled, leaning heavily against the chain that supported the swing.