To be quite honest, I disliked being put into a situation here I had to OOC come up with narration for things my character was doing while not actually being in control.  If I'm not in control of myself, then I'm not really inspired to keep posting about how I'm not in control of myself.  It actually pissed me off when you demanded we post under those conditions.  That's simply not something I like, I want, or I am especially good at.  It's like being invited to play someone else's character and being told constnatly 'you're not doing it right'.  It's just a bad feeling for me.