"heh" Vernon laughed snapping out of that moment of self hatred "I didn't even get a choice, I was born in a damn test tube. given the best education the company could buy so they could show me off, I used to play symphonies, when i stopped being all cute and childlike..." he let his voice trail off into a laugh, he had to inrodouce himself again. "well long story short most of my abuse was mental and sexual. is it any wonder I snapped? I guess I'm the trator to the lab."<br/>He looked towards the fire, in truth, his desire was split between Luna and Jack, his heart felt all twisted up, between everything that had happened, with mating season on the way, and yes he knew it was coming, the doctors had set a certian time of year. maybe a month from now, into the biological clocks, he'd heard them bragging about it.<br/>"Hey Katlin?" he looked back at the spider, and tore a few peices of meat from the wolf, enough for a meal then tore them up with his hands into peices she could eat. "Have some you look hungry"