Charity - Pool/garden<br/><br/>I sat as he had indicated previously. We were not out in the open and no one paid much attention. I did not want to sit. But the thought of him doing to me what that other person was doing to there dog terrified me. I made sure I was not looking at them.<br/><br/>I don't think I had been naked in front of someone since I was a child. I was horrified at the thought of never being allowed clothes again. I tried to suppress my shame at people seeing my body. I had far more pressing things to be ashamed of. The burn between my legs was steadily growing. every movement I made made me aware of it. I tried to concentrate on other things. That lead me to my breasts. The seamed to be producing milk. I wasn't sure if it was because I was pregnant or not. But they ached like crazy. My breasts were naturally heavy, but they were becoming excruciatingly painful as they filled with.. milk?<br/><br/>I had no idea what to do about it. I sat as still as I could, trying not to draw attention to myself. I chanted my prayer in my head. I focused on the meaning of each word. I looked around me quietly, trying to avoid the obvious disgust. I saw dogs, happy. Mistresses or Masters (demons) going about their daily business like it was an ordinary day. I wondered if the dogs were demons too.. or they were souls like me.. captured and twisted into instruments of lust.<br/><br/>I wasn't completely naive. I knew that the modifications to me were only to serve one ends. I wasn't sure exactly how they were served.. but I did know they were a sin.. in fact one of the worst. The parish would titter when the Pastor would scream from the pulpit.. he would raise his hands and you could smell the brimstone.. and he would thunder<br/>"FUCK!! FORNICATION UNDER CARNAL KNOWLEDGE! The work of the DEVIL!" I couldn't hear it.. just like thunder.. but I sure could feel its conviction.<br/><br/>I didn't know what was going to happen.. but it was going to be soul damningly bad. I stared at Lucifer/William. I studied him.