He had decided not to drink, not to be that man. It was his fault sure, but why kill himself if he od from the reactions of pills. What would that prove? Yeah some man, cant even take care of the sister he loved because he died being a worthless drunk. Well whatever. He was tired of it all aswell. But instead of this, he switched on porn on his one tv, and picked up his Ds, and started playing a game, while three girls tagged eachothers holes with tongues and toys. If she came in she would, see it. For awhile ago he was asleep now, his game chiming as if trying his attention.<br/><br/>His pills open, new ones waiting him.