helps if i was having fun with this one now...i need to figure out how to get this one to be fun for me again. i see posts from this or a PM about it, and i start stressing again thinking i'm gonna get fussed at about something or another because of confusion. all i've felt like so far has been the scape goat. how can a person have fun when they feel this way because of others in the RP and the actual RP hasn't started? All we've been doing is the preshow stuff to get the actual thing started. I've also mentioned i've never been in one this structered so had no idea what to really expect...