Yeah it does really suck.  I wanted to play but my mind just cant wrap itself around Xan's vision for the game.  But really it's not just this game that I've had to cut back on.  Before my father in law's passing I had 30 games going which I've now narrowed down to 21 which is still a bit much for me but I'll try for a while and see what happens.  I'm really not sure what Demik will do so I really wont try and guess taking the chance of being wrong.<br/><br/>Once again I am very sorry about leaving.  I truly do enjoy writing with all of you I just really need to cut back in an attempt to keep whats left of my sanity in place.