Mel looked at Michael, smiling wearily.  "I...I'll be fine" she whispered, "Em...Em" she wanted Emily, she knew she would be feeling guilty, she kenw she always took these things to heart.  She closed her eyes, "please, can I have space, too closed in, too tired" she said, pushing everyone away.  She was tired, so tired, "wanna sleep, sleep and I'll be fine" she muttered, her eyes closing.