Sarah sighed at Cynthia's mention of her mistake.<strong>"I screwed up big time too...I didn't even realize what I was doing until after..."</strong>she pulled her hand away and shifted in her seat. She couldn't even say what she'd done aloud any more. Brushing her hair back she glanced down.<strong>"I...I'm so embarrassed. I don't know that I can..I mean to say, I'm so freaked out by what I've done I don't know that I can share that easily...</strong>she had had to tell the court, and the cops what she'd done and why. But this woman in front of her? No she couldn't possibly.<br/><br/>Shifting in her seat she wrapped her arms around herself. There was no way in hell she'd be able to do this group thing, she was starting to feel trapped, and she felt guilty that Cynthia had told her what had happened, when she herself wasn't willing to share.<strong>"I hurt someone I love...didn't mean to, didn't realize I'd done it, but I hurt them and now I'll never get their forgiveness."</strong>That was all she could say, it was too embarrassing to face the fact that her boyfriend had cheated on her, and she'd nearly killed him. That she'd walked in on him doing some girl she'd never seen before, in their bed. A small tear streaked over her cheek and she swiped it away hoping Cynthia hadn't seen it.<strong>"I'm such an idiot though I should have seen what was happening before it got that far...</strong>she murmured without knowing she had.