Ali wanted to defy him by not screaming, but she couldn't help it. It really hurt and it was like her body wouldn't let her pass out from the pain, her adrenaline levels were rising which made it to where her mind was clear and made her wish that she could just block it out. She had a feeling that this was just the beginning and she tried to stop her mind from running to different scenarios of things that were going to happen to her. There were tears streaming down her face and her mind was throwing the words 'stupid' and 'idiot' all around because she'd actually agreed to come home with him.