Lohanis sighed as he looked over Alex’s form. This is exactly what he didn’t want for her. If it had been, he would have changed her while they were married. He wanted to spare her his life of unknowing, the fear that the humans would uncover them. As much as he had relaxed over the years, he knew no one would understand their life. His own wife didn’t believe him when he told her.<br/><br/>Silently cursing his beta Marcoth for changing her. They had spent the past few days worried about what was going on with her. After the attack by the Blood Runners on her, he knew there was little choice but to change her or watch her die. There was so little life in her that he still didn’t know what would happen. The change itself could kill her, or there have been so little of her left that there was no way it could take hold.<br/><br/>Spending the last few days checking in on her, it was almost a relief when she moved. Standing up from his position in a chair next to the bed, he sighed and looked her over. She was alive, which had to mean that the change took hold. He didn’t know how she would react when she told him. Hell, she hadn’t reacted well when he had told her about himself. Pushing the thought from his head, he looked down at her, sighing softly.<br/><br/>“Feeling ok? Do you need anything?”