<em>~ Maddi going back to Girl's camp ~</em><br/><br/>As she stumbled into camp, Maddi, looked round almost desperately for a sign of one of the girls, but there was none and she walked rather dazedly to the fire, automatically laying down the fish on a nearby stone and setting her fruit down so she could feed the fire, which was almost out.  She had only just carefully placed on some smaller bits of wood when he heard him calling out for her and turning she stood and faced him.<br/><br/>She knew the way she had behaved wasn't logical, but she put it down to the unreality of the setting and the stress of the situation.  She bit her lip, looking at the guy, feeling like a heel. She'd never been a tease, she flirted, sure, and was comfortable in her own skin - sex was normally something she took and enjoyed with no strings, well it had been – fuck, why did she feel so vulnerable and unsure?<br/><br/>"I'm sorry," she said, thinking he looked so dam sexy, even standing there all uncertain and apologetic, "That wasn't very well done of me."  She thought about how hard it must have been for him, why was she even hesitating?  She knew he wanted her, and her body had certainly wanted him, still wanted him. Was is the girls?  It would certainly be complicated – one guy three girls and if she started something with him it could become a real problem. "I don't normally behave like this," she said, smiling, "It has been quite a couple of days."<br/><br/>She wondered if it was the whole debarcle with James, she'd not been near a man since then, and that was quite a time now.  Had she let the pain of his betrayal and the uncertainty of discovering such a new part of herself frighten her away from men, even deny her own needs and feelings?  That wasn't like her, she should have seen this before, she didn't run away from anything.<br/><br/>She felt the decision be made inside her, a snap of the ties which had holding her back.  Whatever happened she had have to sort it out with the girls, and he needed to know this wasn't anything else but need......... no strings, no involvement.<br/><br/>She walked closer to him and let her eyes connect with the need in his, "Perhaps we should start again," she said, smiling, and then before she could change her mind she stepped up close to him, standing on tip toes, and kissed him, her lips soft against his, her breasts brushing against his chest.