My apologies ming, if something like that creeps up again, you have permission to 'roll a 20 on will power' and deal with inner turmoil rather then commit an action you're not comfortable with. goes for everyone.  And please pm or post ooc to explain what it is you're trying to avoid.<br/><br/>Kuno- seeing ming's objection i'll leave it up to a choice. My original intention would make it 9 in character posts, by anyone. Other option is two of your own posts.