<div class="floatleft">(http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3oo3fv7yh1r7wrq1o1_250.jpg)</div><br/><strong>Name:</strong>Lexie Moore<br/><strong>Place within Hierarchy:</strong>New Talent<br/><strong>Role:</strong>Clown<br/><strong>Position:</strong>Trainee<br/><strong>Location:</strong>On top of the Bathing Car<br/><strong>Wearing:</strong>This! (http://www.polyvore.com/lexie/set?id=51900953)<br/><strong>Tagging:</strong>Elizabeth<br/><br/>Elizabeth's words caused Lexie's smile to dim and she nodded slowly. "Maybe." she said with uncertainty wondering for a moment if what Elizabeth said was true. Would it all become routine? She didn't think so, she hoped not. Everyday even on this train new things happened how could the world become routine? the very idea wouldn't settle in her mind and after a moment Lexie tossed it aside deciding Elizabeth was just in a sour mood. The world no matter how much you traveled or how much of it you see could never become boring. It just wasn't so.<br/><br/>Lexie nodded at the end of Elizabeth's story wondering how one became jaded like that? Would she loose her wonder in the world? was that even possible? the idea cause a touch of sadness to settle in her heart. "If their is a a way to avoid it I will mistress. I would hate to look at these fields one day and not feel as I do now like the next moment may be the best one yet." She said softly that easy happiness surging forward once more as a smile found it's way back to her lips her eyes shifting back to the open world around them.<br/><br/>The playful push of Elizabeth's hand caused Lexie to giggle and she listened intently as Elizabeth spoke curiosity gnawing at her until Elizabeth asked her question the Lexie's whole face went aflame as she blushed the brightest pink. "Oh I..." She chewed her lips and for the first time looked truly nervous and out of sorts. "Oh I don't know Elizabeth." She said lifting her hands quickly to cover her face to hide the tears that suddenly sprung to her eyes.<br/><br/>"I don't know what I feel about him, or how I feel when I'm around him. He messes me up." She said shaking her head and trying to calm the riot of emotions that were fighting for dominance within her. "I was mad when he went off with the twins, I was mad when he left me alone so suddenly after tearing my costume and i was pleased when she showed up later to help me out of it. How can I like someone who upsets me so?" She asked shaking her head. She truly didn't understand. She'd never been in a situation where her feelings were so engaged that someone could upset her though she didn't even realize at this point she cared so much.<br/><br/>"I think I'm just tired. That would explain it right?" She asked a hopeful note in her voice as she looked at Elizabeth's calm steady face and bit into her lip again. "Would it be so bad if I liked him?" She asked in a small voice, "There's something about him...It's like I'm always aware he's there and I feel more alive when he's close, looking at me." She was smiling again lost in her own thoughts, "I don't know Elizabeth. I'm so confused. I've never felt this way before." she said her gaze going out to the feilds staring intently as if the answer might be hiding among the waving grasses of the prairie.