<strong><span class="bbc_u">PATIENT:</span></strong><br/><br/><strong>Name:</strong>Stella Havers<br/><br/><strong>Age:</strong>22<br/><br/><strong>Appearance (real pictures only. Also add any other descriptions of your character you would like):</strong><br/>(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v128/indigochild76/kate1.jpg) (http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v128/indigochild76/kate2.jpg)<br/>Stella has long dark hair, blue eyes and pale skin. She stands at around 5'4" and has a slim/medium build with B-cup sized breasts. On her wrists and forearms are several thin scars, which are a result from cutting. Often times she'll also have bruises since when a razor or some other cutting device isn't within reach, she'll resort to wrist banging.<br/><br/><strong>Very detailed ons and offs since as a patient things can get quite extreme in an insane asylum:</strong><br/><span class="bbc_u">Ons</span>-- Being cut (makes her feel both at ease as well as stimulated), minor blood play, knife play, breast/nipple play, forced masturbation, mild exhibitionism, being bitten and scratched, being marked, hair pulling, being made to squirt (Something only a rare few have ever accomplished with her), a strong male who can take care of her, whispered words of dominance as well as reassurance.<br/><span class="bbc_u">Offs</span>-- Toilet play, extreme gore/vore, rape (This is a touchy one. If it's discussed and details hashed out accordingly AND it's important to the plot, it will be considered. However, consideration does not mean it's an automatic 'go'. Coercion is probably a better option all around here.), bestiality, forced homosexuality, multiple partnering (My character will only be with one male doctor, whoever that may be. She will not submit to more than one man and she will not change orientation. Interactions with other doctors, regardless of gender, is fine so long as they aren't sexual.), anything overly squicky or over-the-top (If you aren't sure, ask me.).<br/><br/><strong>Possible actions or things that make your character either calm down or get really excited:</strong><br/><span class="bbc_u">Things that calm</span>-- soothing whispered words, hair being brushed/stroked, cuddling and caressing.<br/><span class="bbc_u">Things that excite</span>-- being erotically cut, the smell/taste of blood, being told to masturbate/touch herself (though she'll resist before giving in), being watched, being bitten, finding that one she can fully trust and fully submit to.<br/><br/><strong>Gender:</strong>Female<br/><br/><strong>Sexuality:</strong>Straight<br/><br/><strong>Personality(s):</strong>She's quiet and withdrawn, a natural submissive. It takes a lot to get her to smile and she has a fairly bad opinion of herself both in personality as well as her looks. Despite being so introverted, she does have a streak of exhibitionism about her. She's also very emotional. Her emotions and her inability to control them are what caused her to begin her journey down the path of self-injury.<br/><br/><strong>Diagnosis:</strong>Self-injurer<br/><br/><strong>Biography:</strong>Born to Richard and Lily Havers, she was their one and only child. She was a miracle, so they claimed, since her parents had had difficulties getting pregnant and she was the result of a 5th IVF attempt. Later on in life, she learned that she'd had a twin sister, Elena, who died at birth. Learning about this caused her to have an emotional lash out at her parents. Disturbed by her behavior, they came down hard on her as a result. Sadly, this only caused a spiral of negative events to occur. She slowly started having a harder time letting things go and keeping her emotions in check. She began to get depressed and think poorly of herself. Then, one day on accident, she cut herself while trying to cut up an apple for herself. It was after that accident that she found solace in cutting.<br/><br/><strong>Medical history that led to admittance:</strong>She is of sound mind and totally healthy. However, her depression brought on by the betrayal she felt from her parents led her down the path of self-injury. Her primary form of injury had always been cutting, but she's been known to bang her wrists as well.<br/><br/><strong>Write your post of how you were admitted to Rosanam:</strong><br/>Stella sat in her bedroom, the lights dimmed and the curtains drawn. She'd had it with her parents. They just demanded too much of her now. Ever since she learned about Elena… Couldn't they see that their actions were slowly killing her? Didn't they care? Letting out a sigh, she stood up and walked over to the mirror hanging above her dresser. She stared hard at her reflection, her pale eyes glazed as a numbness tried to take over and supress the onslaught of emotions that were making her hands shake almost uncontrollably.<br/><br/>Without another thought, Stella opened up the top drawer of her dresser. Inside she had a case of clean razors. Licking her lips, she grabbed one almost furiously out of its case. She held it up and stared at it for a moment, almost scrutinizing how sharp its edge was. Resting her arm on the dresser top, she looked at it through the reflection in the mirror. Her eyes fixed, she brought the razor up and rested it against the skin of her forearm. Gently, she pressed down. The sting was euphoric and almost instantly she let out a sigh. The crimson liquid pooled ever so slightly as she cut a thin ribbon along her milky white flesh.<br/><br/>Stella closed her eyes just then and allowed her body to feel the beauty of the moment, the release. As she did so, she pressed harder. Harder and harder. The cut getting deeper as she pushed against the blade.<br/><br/>"Oh god…" Stella whispered.<br/><br/>Suddenly, Stella's door flung open. "What are you doing? What the…?" Her parents had entered her room, unannounced, unwelcome. Their eyes were wide and their expressions disgusted. Her mother instantly began to cry while her father seemed utterly speechless for once.<br/><br/>Stella looked away from the mirror and at her arm. She'd cut it deeply and the blood was flowing quite profusely from the wound she'd given herself. Suddenly, she felt herself get lightheaded. She was losing blood fast. Too fast.<br/><br/>"I…" Stella stammered.<br/><br/>"You need help. Professional help," Richard whispered.<br/><br/>"Rosanam," Lily mumbled. "I've heard it's highly recommended for people with such…" The woman's voice trailed as she choked on a sob. "Such problems."<br/><br/>Stella just blinked several times, the world around her slowly beginning to spin. Trying to focus, her parents' voices started to become muffled, difficult to understand. Rosanam? Just then, her eyes widened as she realized that the place was an asylum. Opening her mouth, wanting to protest, she fell to the floor in unconsciousness.<br/><br/>When Stella finally opened her eyes, she had no idea how much time had elapsed. But what she did know was that she was no longer in her home, no longer in her room. Her parents had done it. They'd brought her to Rosanam. Trying to gain her bearings, she then wondered if she'd ever get out, if she'd ever have the life she hoped to one day live.<br/><br/><br/>OOC EDIT: I just wanted to let people know that outside of E and my other RPs, I do have a family and I help run Blue Moon Roleplaying. So, as such, sometimes my life can get hectic and take me away. I just wanted people to be aware of that up front since I don't ever want to hold people up on posts and the like.