Name: Miyuki Yoshimura<br/>Age: 22<br/>Appearance (real pictures only. Also add any other descriptions of your character you would like):<br/>(http://i51.tinypic.com/2rwntok.jpg)<br/>Ons: Degradation, discipline and punishment, humiliation, gags, leash and collar, physical restraints, spanking, bathroom control, blindfolds, breath control, choking, fear, hair pulling, objectification, sexual pain. Anything that can stimulate her, especially pain and fear, and keep her from thinking about wanting to die.<br/>Offs (HARD LIMITS): Scat, mutilation, death, vomit, excessive blood, gore.<br/>Things that calm her: Piano music, particularly slow melodic pieces. A strong mug of tea. Gentle physical contact. If she is in a particularly bad state of mind, any physical contact can make her close off even more. The fear and pain excites her and makes her feel alive, but a kind touch can draw her out of her shell on a good day. Once she comes down from the pain or fear, she sinks into a deeper state of depression, feeling dirty and blaming herself for it.<br/>Gender: Female<br/>Sexuality: Bisexual<br/>Personality(s): She keeps her personality hidden behind her depression. Melancholy and a persistent desire to take her own life are what she tends to show on the surface. Miyuki does not talk without excessive force, so no one really knows much about her. Were she not depressed, she would be rather laid back. She doesn't pay much attention to others, and doesn't let them rile her up. The simple beauty of things can sometimes bring her out of her depression, such as the way the sunlight falls in through a window.<br/>Diagnosis: Major depressive disorder, more specifically melancholic depression<br/>Biography:<br/>Miyuki grew up in a series broken home. Born to an alcoholic and a whore, she was seized from her parents' home at the age of five and placed in series of progressively worse foster homes. The first home was nice. Steven and Jamie Parker always had several foster children in their care, and had welcomed Miyuki into their home with warm smiles and open arms. But then came the fire. Miyuki was the only one to survive, due to her being the only one not in the house at that point in time. She was seven.<br/><br/>The Parkers had been from a small, superstitious town. And the townspeople blamed Miyuki. Rumors that she killed the nicest people in the county started to follow her everywhere. And Miyuki began to fall away from society. With such an aura of blame following her, every family she was passed to took to blaming her for everything in their lives that went wrong. Rather than fight it, she internalized the blame, truly thinking herself to be responsible for all of the wrong in the world around her. By the time she was fourteen, Miyuki had stopped talking completely. She went to school, came home, did her homework and chores, listened to her current foster parents berate her, and went to bed. The girl eventually stopped sleeping regularly, only managing to find a few hours of blacked out solace every couple of days. And then came the final family.<br/><br/>Roger and Diana were just like all of the other families, blaming Miyuki for anything and everything. And then came the sexual assaults. Roger, unsatisfied with his wife and knowing the girl would never speak a word of it, took to raping her almost every single night. Things started out slow, almost gentle. She didn't even cry the first time, only reacting with the quietest of noises and gestures. Roger enjoyed having a doll that he could abuse. Over time, he got rougher with her. At first it was just harder thrusts, a spank here or there, a tug of her hair. One night, however, he used a paddle. The sting of the paddle elicited a throaty moan from Miyuki, causing Roger to pause and watch her. The girl's body felt alive like never before, and she slowly turned to look at her abuser, uttering only one word: "More."<br/><br/>Roger watched her, stunned beyond action. Her face was alive with desire, her normally pallid cheeks flushed and her eyes dancing. "More," she repeated, getting a little louder this time. The man slowly started to back away from her, but her attention remained on him. "More. More! MORE." Miyuki began to scream, flinging her small body at Roger, her fists trying to beat him. It took several minutes for the man to subdue the girl, ultimately using the belt of both his and Diana's bath robe. The two seemed to ignore Roger's rape of her, instead immediately calling the cops to report the girl's abrupt change of behavior.<br/><br/>After several weeks of investigation and a trip to the ER, Miyuki found herself in a court room, awaiting a judge's decision about her fate. Not that it mattered to the girl.<br/><br/>Medical history that led to admittance:<br/>Physical, mental, and sexual abuse<br/>Attempted assault<br/>Depressive episodes<br/><br/>Write your post of how you were admitted to Rosanam:<br/>Miyuki sat in her seat next to the lawyer without hearing a word of what was going on. Her wavy brown hair went untamed, hanging in front of her eyes as she stares blankly at the table before her. Clad in the most minimal of clothing - undergarments, a dress, and a pair flats - the girl didn't even seem to notice the chill of the court room. What she did register, however, was the soft voice in her ear and the pair of hands guiding her to stand up and walk out. "Miyuki. You're going to a new home. We're going to get you some help."<br/><br/>Her lack of response was left unprovoked as she was helped into a van, the gentle hands strapping her down securely. She could feel the warmth of a body sitting next to her for the duration of her of the ride, her gaze fixed on the window next to her. The light danced in her vision, and she didn't seem to notice the passage of time. When the van stopped, the person - Miyuki didn't pay enough attention to note whether they were male or female - guided her out of the van, and into the asylum that would be her new home.