"I'm not afraid," she lied.  More truthfully, she said, "I'd do anything for you, Vician.  I love you."  And she would.  She wasn't really sure if she was ready to lose her virginity yet, but if he wanted sex from her, she would give it to him freely and voluntarily.<br/><br/>She wondered if she was being selfish by not giving him pleasure, too, and the thought gave her pause.  A little frown formed on her face.  He seemed to really like what he was doing, even though it seemed gross to her.  She supposed she should do the same for him, but some of the cheerleaders had been talking during practice, and they all said it was disgusting.  She wasn't really sure she wanted to give him a blow job.  She would, of course, if he asked her to, though.<br/><br/>"Vician," she asked as he kissed her legs. "Do you want me to make you cum, too?  With my hand or something?"