Isabella lay in the bed pretending to be asleep ....feeling the covers tug a little as the man she loved made his way out of bed . Without a single touch to her body and she could feel her heart beating as his absence sunk into the woman's mind . Allowing the emptiness to invade her very soul and it pained her greatly this distance that had taken up hold in their lives and seemed to be spreading. Even in this vacation home it seemed no getting away from the cold hard facts that she was unable to please him the way he deserved .<br/><br/>Remembering back was difficult for her as the young boy she sought to receive pleasure from had now emerged into a man and those same wild desires still ran through his veins . Yet when their eyes meet even if across a room there was this underlying quiet passion. She loved him more than anything and even if he had sought his pleasures elsewhere least she believed that to be so ...she knew it was her he wanted . Swallowing as she lay cuddled to the pillow watching as the morning light emerged into the room .<br/><br/>Oh she knew he was reading ...but the hour was too early to stir ..having agreed to bring this woman into their lives to wave some magic wand and fix what was broken in herself . Oh the doubts crept up as what she was about to partake in was crazy , immoral and God forbid a sin she supposed . Yet the woman excited her with the wild curls and the deposition of knowledge , unafraid to show it either ...completely at ease with her sexual nature . The images of laying near the woman , kissing this total stranger brought a stirring between her legs. Some woman had always done that for Isabella , she had never acted upon such things but her visions and lusting was undeniable.<br/><br/><div class="floatleft">(http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y200/babycakes_0765/characters/tat4.jpg)</div><br/>It was true she was a couples therapists ...and to escape the whispered rumors they had agreed to bring Tanya Barding to the vacation home thus keeping it all private. Her father was away and Lord knows he had other homes last she heard the man had taken on a band as his project and rumors were he was more than just the financier to a few of them. Strange that her father had managed to somehow escape the caring of what the social elite thought about him and yet Isabella felt trapped by it all . The words of her mother filled her head about being a lady and maybe it was the fact that Isabella knew if she let go of those rules there was no telling what might happen .<br/><br/>When it got to the point pretending to sleep was no more an option ....she pulled up sitting while gathering the covers around her nakedness . Her eyes falling on Phil as he sat content in the corner reading his latest book as she took him in the man was gorgeous ..the dark curly hair , his unkempt unshaven face but those eyes of his made her heart skip a beat .<strong>" Morning ...Love ..."</strong>her voice spoke out with a softness . He deserved better ....she had managed to corrupt him to her bosom only to fail at continually pleasing him as they both matured . Sure she had helped make him a man of influence and their outer shell seemed perfect to all .<br/><br/>As he looked up from the book ..Isabella licked her lips and smiled .<strong> " You look so devilish sitting there ..." </strong>biting her lip . Not sure exactly where to go past that ...her mind screaming to invite him back to bed and another part of her afraid it would just become the first discussion used when the therapist arrived .  Turning her attention away from him now as she looked out the windows at the beautiful day ...<strong> " The weather seems lovely this morning ...I would of thought you to be by the pool ..."</strong>as the memories flooded back into her mind of their earlier years when they could not seem to keep their hands off each other . She wanted those moments back ...she wanted new ones , Isabella did not want to loose this man . Looking back to him as the helplessness of it all hit her like a ton of bricks .