<div align="center">Amanda (http://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=91133.msg3981857#msg3981857)<br/></div><br/><strong>"Im Amanda."</strong>she sniffed.<br/><br/><strong>"Oh Ethan I hope what your saying is true I really do. I have the best room mate I can imagine and I fear I have stuffed up everything for her before anything even started. She is soooo talented. I heard her play her name is tracy. And"</strong>sniff...<br/><strong><br/>"Well I organized a party which got really rowdy, I thought it was what she wanted as it was her friends, you know the music group ? Anyway she wasn't impressed. I thought because it was her friends they would do things she liked so I just thought she liked that kind of stuff but it turned out she didnt at all... then the dean came and is going to talk with us tomorrow, I hope he doesnt kick us out perhaps he wont but still... "<br/></strong><br/>The cans were righted now and soon the other bags were opened again to take the new load. Something luckily they seemed to have managed.<br/><strong><br/>"I just want her to like me and everything I try and do is something that turns out badly."<br/></strong><br/>Amanda started crying uncontrollably.<br/><strong><br/>"Its never been like this before. My friends say I lay things on too thickly but I don't understand and they refuse to explain what they are saying. Sometimes it feels they have some secret about me they are sharing but dont share with me for a reason. Like they know something but keep me from it. But Im always honest with them ! They are hiding something from me and it scares me. I feel alone. <br/><br/>Soooo alone. This was meant to be a time when everyone gets together and has fun and likes everyone and gets on ... you know like the tv stuff. But its all going so badly and I just dont know why ! Its like .... "</strong><br/><br/>Amanda's eyes welled.<br/><br/><strong>"... its like my angels are not with me." </strong>sniff<strong>"If they are not with me ... why ? What did I do to offend them so ? I talk to them all the time and Im honest with them ! What have I done to make them desert me ?"</strong>