Yes this felt right even if she was crazy, this was so much more preferable …to escape from those horrific deeds that had just been performed on her by a man that she should have trusted, to escape from this shell of a room and from the pain. There was nothing she wanted more. It reminded her of when she was a child, just before they started her various medications, it had been so long, so long since there had been clarity.<br/><br/>When the men came in and cut her soiled and filthy clothes from her Alice struggle and tried to fight back though it was impossible. “I need to go back to my apartment, I need to call someone, my carer is outside. Doctor Richard did terrible things to me. I want a different doctor.” Her voice still remained flat.<br/><br/>It was only when the water struck her did she scream, though even that faded as the girl searched and tried to find somewhere to hide inside her mind until it was over.<br/>