<strong>Candy, at the poolside with Ms. Prideux</strong><br/><br/>The noise left my lips. It was no good. Often with friends we'd joked that in some sort of zombie apocalypse we'd all shelter somewhere, come out when the dust had settled and live off the land, fighting back against the remaining zombies in an epic battle for survival. My treatment here and corresponding actions had shown me how much of a coward I really was, afraid to fight back. I could only keep telling myself that it was to avoid unnecessary punishment, but I knew that was only a fraction of the reason. I was too scared to give up sanity, even at a cost as great as this. I remained looking up to the sky, tears welling up and cheeks burning as she patted me, patting me like the dog I was so easily becoming for her.<br/><br/><div class="quoteheader"><div class="topslice_quote">Quote</div></div><blockquote class="bbc_standard_quote"> <strong>"We're getting somewhere. Now, the kneeling position is next. It is very simple. From the 'Sit' you merely push your haunches up off your back paws and rise up until your back legs are vertical. Do not move your knees or your back paws. Your front paws are moved neatly to be crossed over in the small of your back. Your tits are thrust out more and your head lifted. Let us try it... Candy - Kneel Up!"</strong></blockquote><div class="quotefooter"><div class="botslice_quote"></div></div><br/>Paws. No longer hands. I listened to her words, remaining silent, though my tongue continued to hang out. I started to push up, but ended up applying too much force and lifted my hands a little too early. I wobbled for a few seconds, unstable with the added weight of my chest, and fell too quickly to fully catch myself. The end result was that I half crashed, half caught myself as I slammed into the ground, landing painfully on my tits. I was in agony, and it was all to much to keep in.<br/><br/><strong>"God damn it, why ME?"</strong>I screamed out, though it was more of a pained cry than anything, tears clogging my vision.<strong>WHY ME?"</strong>