How could you not know what you did? I can kind of seeing what you're going for, like 'the loveable grumpy guy who's really a softie on the inside' kinda Gordon Ramsay-ish, R. Lee Ermey-ish role, but, like, there's a difference between that and calling one of your fellow crewmates a c-word and a walking sex toy, then saying you wanted to bang the others all at once. Pretty sure calling your boss a dominatrix is not a good idea either.