Sami dried her eyes and took several deep breathes, trying to calm herself. She was ashamed of the was she had behaved, and her face burned with it. She didn't want any of this. She had been normal once, and she had been happy. Then she found out that she was special and that she could help people, and she was even happier. When she first met her mentor and teamed up with her she was so happy she thought she could float away. But now everything was different. People were dying, being tortured and raped. 'Was the world always like this? Was I just too much of a child to see it?' The thought made her feel as if she had jumped into a pool of ice water. If everything she had done had just been so much child's play, what right did she have to keep going?<br/><br/>"I don't want anybody to die." She said softly, looking at the floor. "I want the people who hurt others to be stopped, and I want the good guys to win. I want a happy ending for everybody, but everything is so fucked up! If I do nothing SPECTRE will keep hurting people, innocent people, but if I help you people will die, and some of them will be good people."<br/><br/>She stood up and started pacing biting her thumb until it bled and she pulled away, wincing. "I'll help you, at least for a little while, but I get to walk away whenever I want okay? And I won't kill anyone, not for me, and certainly not for you. I may be young but I am not a child. I know what's going on and i want as peaceful a resolution as possible. I still don't trust you. Regardless of your reasons or whether or not you care what happens to me you still found me and helped me because you want to use me." She said, staring directly at James. The hostility and frustration was evident in her eyes.<br/><br/>"I feel gross. I need to take a shower, and then you're going to tell me where we're going," She said, stepping into the bathroom and closing the door. She reached for the lock and then stopped, sighing. 'Not much good.' She thought, stripping. Her skirt was torn, and she noticed that even when worn normally her panties were visible, causing a faint blush to creep into her cheeks. 'I'll sew it up later.' She set her jacket aside and peeled her shirt off, standing in her underwear before the mirror. She winced, noticing that she already had a few pronounced bruises.<br/><br/>She turned the water on and took of her bra and panties, which clung to her still sweaty body. 'New underwear is definitely a priority she thought, stepping into the water and letting a moan escape her lips. The water felt good.