Amber sat in her own room, doing some light reading.  After an hour or so she got up and checked on Kenzi.  She saw the girl sprawled out on the bed and let out a soft sigh.  Amber walked into the room and quietly pulled the chair to beside the bed, just sitting and watching her sister sleep.  Her hand softly moved to rest on the girl's head and soothingly stroke her hair, trying to comfort her even in her sleep.  She spoke ever soo softly, not loud enough to wake her up.  "You are prolly going to hate me, but in time I hope you can forgive me.  I hope you understand that what I am going to do is meant to help you.  Help you escape this world of pain and sorrow.  Soo young... such a heavy loss... I will help you,and in time you may even thank me for it."  She very lightly kissed her forehead and went back to just sitting and watching her sleep, still softly stroking her hair.