<strong>Helen ~ watching and knowing</strong><br/><br/>Helen knew the new toys always went through a time of despair.  She had herself, infact she frequently did, but she was able to hide how she was feeling.  She was able to carry on regardless.  She turned from the girl and selected a 3 month contraceptive.  The drug was already in a syringe, she simply had to inject it into the patient.  She did that quickly, and then looked at Emma, stroking her arm gently, she felt for her.  Even though she was here to replace her, she still felt for her.<br/><br/>Helen turned to Mordecai, and took a breath, "Mordecai" she said in a voice only for him.  Rarely she used his name, she usually called him Master.  She called him Mordecai if something was really a concern, "she is at that point now.  You know the point I mean.  She could be remoulded and shaped or you will lose her forever" Helen had seen it before, there were some who just couldnt take this treatment, especially his type of brutality.  "Dont make her run away, dont make her turn into a shell" she begged him, if he wanted Emma in her place she would have to make him see the girl could be lost if he didnt give her some hope.<br/><br/>"Please Master, dont ruin her before she's had a chance to adjust." She begged him, knowing he would be pissed at her.  But she could just see the spark fade in Emma's eyes...<br/><br/>