~ Party Central ~<br/><br/>Maddi shook her head, trying to hold back the tears, "No, it wasn't what it seemed Kira... he just........ it was all a joke to him, he made it very clear that was all it was.  I think, perhaps I just went too far, I told him I loved him, really loved him............"<br/><br/>She stood up, turning to the beach and looking out at the sea, trying to hold back all the churning inside her.  "You know me, I'll get over it........" she said, trying to sound as though she would, "I just need to make the most of the time we have together and try not to dwell on the goodbyes, this Island.......well it isn't the real world is it.....  he must have thought I was joking too, or he was just trying to let me down lightly, probably the latter, I must have really rocked his boat."<br/><br/>She turned and walked over to her pack, pulling out the first things that came to hand, not really in the mood for dressing up.  The bikini and matching soft, sheer sarong were actually one of the few new things in her pack, she'd bought it partly to make the girls laugh as normally she didn't wear very girly things, just things that.....well made her feel good.  But she'd tried the lovely things on more than anything because of the colours, they were a soft delicious swirl of greens and blues, with silver threads that she just hadn't been able to walk by.  She ran her fingers over it, it had given her such a boost when she bought it, now, right now it felt like nothing.<br/><br/>She put the boy short bottoms on and then the bra top that lifted her breasts into tight swelling mounds, "Gotta display those assets haven't you Kira?!   So what do you think of the new girlie me?" she asked knotting the sarong around her hips, "Us girls can play as good as any man, don't you think?"<br/><br/>There was Kira thinking she wanted only fun, and her wanting so much more than that.... what a pair, Maddi thought.  She dug into the side pocket and pulled out her brush, teasing the salt tangles out of her hair and then pinning it up on the top of her head with a wooden comb.<br/><br/>"I'm going to start without them and have one of my beers," she said a little brusquely, the sorrow so deep she could taste it in her mouth, "I need a drink, I don't know about you....." She stalked over to the food and pulled out her beer, snapping it open and taking a few good swallows, the yeasty bubbles seeming to calm her a little.  She pulled out the wine bottle, and held it out to Kira, "Yours I believe....."<br/>