Due to my being castrated, I'm really depressed and can't seem to find my muse easily.  I'm looking at my punishment as a lesson and suffering quietly. I shouldn't have done what I did, and I am well aware of it as well as very remorseful of my actions.  I know that I could have said what I meant in a much better and more civil way.<br/><br/>For this reason, I'm going to take a day or two mostly off of E, which is really odd for me, but I need some time to focus and redirect, get my thoughts straight and recharge.  I'll still be around, trying to force out some posts for the 1x1 games that I've fallen behind.<br/><br/>I'll keep an eye on things and try to post where I'm needed so that I'm not holding anyone up.  I just need some time to read and process my emotions so that I can be back to my usual silly self when I return, just a bit improved.<br/>