<div class="floatleft">(http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3oo3fv7yh1r7wrq1o1_250.jpg)</div><br/><strong>Name:</strong>Lexie Moore<br/><strong>Place within Hierarchy:</strong>New Talent<br/><strong>Role:</strong>Clown<br/><strong>Position:</strong>Trainee<br/><strong>Location:</strong>On top of the Bathing Car<br/><strong>Wearing:</strong>This! (http://www.polyvore.com/lexie/set?id=51900953)<br/><strong>Tagging:</strong>Elizabeth<br/><br/>Lexie's face remained facing away from Elizabeth taking time to think as Elizabeth went through her own little moment. She cared about Kink far too much really. She didn't like the idea it didn't set well. He wasn't the type to be loyal or considerate or caring or any of the other things a prince should be with the girl he picked to be his princess.<em>Why couldn't I fall for a guy like Kep? He's probably an amazing Boy friend.</em>She thought idly remember a moment later why that would be a bad idea Chloe liked him weather she'd ever act on it or not and he had a thing for the flying woman too.<br/><br/>When Elizabeth started talking Lexie kept staring at those fields wondering what it's be like to dance through the high grass her hand clasped in Kinks laughing like nothing else mattered in the world. Th fantasy crumpled in on itself. He'd never do that, not the jaded Kink. She took a deep breath and let it out with it banishing the melancholy dream and everything else that went along with it. "It doesn't really matter does it. Kink will never be who I want him to be. He'll never look into that field." She said lifting her arm to gesture to the field, "And see wonder or opportunity. He's dark and as much as I want to pull him into the light...He likes his darkness and his vices far too much to leave and I can't join him there." She said a single tear leaking from her soft blue eyes to trail down her cheek.<br/><br/>She sniffed and shook her head. "He's not meant for me despite the way I feel it's pointless to think about." She said wiping away the tear and leaning into Elizabeth laying her head on the woman's shoulder taking comfort in the woman strength. "Does it get easier?" She asked softly enough that Elizabeth could ignore her if she chose though Lexie hoped she wouldn't. She needed to know that someday it would feel like being burned by a candle every time Kink took another girl off alone instead of picking her.<br/><br/>The image of the twin and him from the night before danced in her mind before she banished that too promising herself she'd forget about him and this silly infatuation. She just needed today, one day where she could be sad about it, where she could morn for the thing she wanted but could never allow herself to have, for the person that inspire such strong feelings in her she knew she could never let touch her or risk loosing too much of herself, all of herself to them. She knew it's be like this, all consuming when she fell in love. She just didn't think the person her fickle heart chose would be one she could never have.