Location: Sinoe's room<br/>Actions: interacting with Sinoe<br/>Tagging: Sinoe<br/><br/><div class="floatright">(http://www.rexformalwear.com/images/imgWeddCowboy.jpg)</div><br/>Jacob let out a grunt as he landed on the ground in a rather undignified fashion.<br/>He sat on the floor looking down slightly "You know what I am Noe" He said softly. "Inside me lurks a beast, a beast of blind rage and hunger". He said reflecting on his past of the early days after Vivtoria had given him the blood kiss. "No one except Victoria knows this story and my shame." He said looking at Sinoe, his eyes taking on a sheen as he started his emotional confession. He slowly explained that when he became a newblood his hunger was barely controlled and would rise to the surface with nothing but the suggestion of blood. And so it had come to pass that one night whilst working, he had overheard tell of a small band of thieves hold up outside of town. "Who would miss criminals?" He had thought to himself, and disappeared into the night. That was the last thing he remembered until he found himself stood in a room panting. Hands, shirt and face slick with blood. And he realised to his horror that the "band of criminals" were in fact a family who had resorted to petty crimes to just survive. All were dead, their vital fluids strewn across the rooms. He had vomited out litres of blood onto the floor. And it was only as he was leaving that he had heard the cry of the infant girl. He vowed then that he would get control upon his hunger and make sure the girl was cared for. He found a home of a wealthy couple who he had heard tell had not been blessed despite years of trying. And he left the girl along with a note explaining in little detail that she had lost her family and needed a home along with a promise of financial support in her raising. He had returned to Victoria lamenting becoming a monster and wishing death upon himself. Victoria had calmed him and his training had been doubled, and he had vowed from taht day to send 60% of his pay to the new family.<br/>He finished a single tear rolling slowly  down his cheek. "So you see the only thing that stops beings like me from returning to that is true<em>Human</em>blood that is the only blood that can sustain us." he looked up at Sinoe giving her a smile "If we share blood with another immortal. It is an intimate exchange, second only to the intimate embrace two lovers share."<br/>Jacob stood slowly, turning to the door walking slowly. "I'll let them know your getting ready."