Spencer, coming back after missing her flight<br/><br/>She had raced to the airport, well not really raced because she couldn't really see because she was almost hysterical and had almost wrecked a couple of times. Spencer had finally pulled over to calm herself down a bit and popped a few xanax into her mouth before smoking a couple of cigarettes. She had gotten into the terminal just in time to see her plane leaving. She had called her grandmother to tell her that she'd missed her flight and that she'd get on the next one when her mother grabbed the phone and called her a few names, none of them were Spencer either, and told her that nobody wanted her there so not to even bother showing up. That had hurt more than anything that anyone could ever do to her physically. It had shoved its way through the haze that the pills had dropped over her mind and ate at her.<br/><br/>Apparently, Spencer wasn't good enough to be considered a part of her mom's political empire family because they basically told her that she was a white trash tramp and was good for nothing. Even the xanax veil over her mind couldn't keep that from eating at her as she left the airport. She had realized long ago that she had no place in that world and she belonged where she had been for the past year. The club was her family, and as fucked up as things could be there sometimes, they loved and accepted her as who she was. Spencer pulled back into the parking lot of the clubhouse, tears drying on her cheeks and eyes still glittering with them. 'Drop The World' by Lil Wayne and Eminem was what was blaring from the speakers of her car and it would be apparent to the people inside that the girl was high off her ass but most would know that she rarely got that way, it was only when she was feeling useless.<br/><br/>Spencer walked back into the bar slowly and didn't say much as she approached the bar again. As much as she wanted a drink, she knew that Riley sure as hell wasn't going to give her anything to drink in her current state. She barely noticed that the meeting had let out because her mind was somewhere else entirely. She glanced at her phone and noticed that she had a voicemail before lostening to it. Hearing Dan's voice brought the faintest curl of a smile to her lips. She knew it would be stupid to call him back when he was in the same room, but she didn't want to get up so she shot him a text. 'My family hates me... -Spence-'<br/><br/>