She was uneasy as she watched him lie next to her. Though she still did not protest as he wrapped his arm about her. She let her eyes settle in front of her as she delighted in the back rub he gave her. Her overall look though was very closed off. As if she turned into a statue for a moment. When he mentioned her wetness though she tensed before blushing and looking away from him. She shook her head in the opposite direction as she felt stupid for not knowing. Whatever it was, she wasn't sure it was natural.<br/><br/>He was right in everything he said about her school. How did he know things so well? She decided to clear it off as, he was older and wiser.<br/><br/>"Kind of..." She said, which was barely anywhere near what she really felt. But she didn't want to openly admit to loving something she had been told not to even<em>think</em>about for the sake of her soul. She squirmed her legs though as she was reminded of exactly what they did. She bit her lip as she was reminded of another thing. She swallowed hard and closed her eye as she spoke. "I sort of... swore to abstinence." She said as her stomach churned. Why had she done all that she had? She teared up as she wondered if she was possessed by the devil.