Spinning about as Viv entered she tried to calm herself.  It was only viv after all.<br/><br/><em>Does she know?  Does she somehow know?  and what if she does, she'll probably rub it in.</em><br/><br/>Taking a few deep breaths she walks over to a small table and turns back to Viv.<br/><br/>"Mmm nothing wrong really.  I'm just not feeling myself right now....it's um a little embarassing really."<br/><br/>She hated admitting private things about herself but...<br/><br/>"I haven't had the oppertunity to perform in...quite a while now, and I can't perform tonight, not without proper preperation, practice and equipment.  Non of which is in attendance this night."<br/><br/>She opens her hands, palm up in a gesture of helplessness.<br/><br/>"And I didn't want to let the others know.  They would think I was dead weight or something."