I was sitting cross legged on my bunk staring down blindly an the unopened letter sitting innocently on the bed in front of me. The early morning sunlight flooded through the open window turning the envelope a bright blinding white. It looked innocent enough just a standard white envelope with a printed address to me and a return address with no name. But that simple letter was causing war within me.<br/><br/>It's been a few months since I left home and I was lucky enough to meet up and join the already established band Dual Sides. I'd founds real friends, people I liked and for a while was able to forget my Victorian era controlled life but then the calls started, then the emails, now the letters.<br/><br/>I'd ignored them all till now. I'd trashed my cell and email accounts as soon as I'd seen it was them but with the letter so close I couldn't bring myself to just throw it away. Looking at the letter I felt like a little kid who had to run away just to make a point.<br/><br/>The sound of Light singing interupted my thoughts and brought me back to now. I could hear dizzy complaining and laughed lightly as I stood up streaching after having sat there staring for hours at the stupid envelope. I quickly changed into a pair of black boxers and a bright green tanktop and mussed my hair a little so it looked like a slept a little, I didn't want anyone to know I hadn't slept all night.<br/><br/>With a  my hand on the door knob I glance at the envelope one last time silently willing myself to throw it away and forget it but I end up leaving it there basking in the bright sunlight.<br/><br/>I come out into the common area smiling brightly stretching my arms over my head feeling lighter, happier away from the stupid letter. "morning all." I say going to the kitchen and getting a glass of orange juice and start making a pot of coffee knowing I'd need it to stay up all day.