<div class="floatright">(http://i263.photobucket.com/albums/ii130/Chasseybaby/Hayden_P____Suicide_Girl_by_WaltLindsay_zpsba700a8f.jpg?t=1371808678)</div><br/>Jinx sat at the bar alone and ordered a bloody crocodile, one of her cocktail concoctions she mixed together a few years ago as a joke, but found it a hit; to her anyways. The band had stopped playing and had sat down to eat before their next set. They were on fire the crowd was pumped and ready to send the band off with a bang. The lull of radio rock music made her smile as she pulled a red clay dish full of nuts her way still a bit hungry. The bar was pretty full and drinks were served and orders being called every few minutes. She relaxed and slumped back in the bar stool twirling her double infinity thumb ring as she let her thoughts wander in the mist of the noisy bar. She was finally going to be able to travel and see new places, a dream she had planned since high school. And the best of it would be that she was going with her favorite band and would be up close and personal with some of them. She turned in her seat and glanced in Josh way, admiring him over one shoulder as he talked with his band mates. One she really wanted to get to know was the drummer, but knew that a relationship with him or any of the band members, would be a big no, since signing the contract. Emily had made it clear that they needed a driver and not a crazy fan crashing them in the middle of nowhere. It was a small price to pay, but she agreed, wanting to help them reach their goal to stardom. But she knew her attachment to Josh would hinder her and promised herself to be friendly and stay at arm’s length throughout the trip, even if it meant she had to duct tape herself to the driver seat.<br/><br/>She sighed and swiveled but in her seat, flicking the straw in her drink. She wondered if this was what her life would boil down too, being a roadie who dreamed of basing in the light of the rich and famous. It wasnt a bad idea but she knew once they all were signed to a record label they wouldnt need her. The thought made her frown and slump over the polished wood of the bar. Maybe it wouldnt be so bad, she tried to cheer herself up a bit. Maybe she would find a really nice guy there, who would take care of her and love crazy, childlike personality. She smiled to herself and tried to picture at guy crazy enough to date her. None of the guys here would even look her way, knowing any of them brave enough to ask her out would be buried in her back yard by one or all of her brothers. She wouldnt be surprised if her date from prom was dead four feet from her back door. She sighed at the thought of her brothers and contemplated the plan of staying to help them with the garage. She shook her head to back pedal. She loved her family, she really did, but felt trapped and unable to feel free with them hovering over her like a mother hens or roosters for that matter. She felt she had made the right choice and picked up her drink and toasted to her decision to cut the cord and jump.<br/><br/>The door opened behind her letting in a rush of warm air as her attention focused of a car commercial about hammers working out. She giggled at the end and didnt notice someone standing a little too close to her bubble space. Then the guy was bally enough to swipe one of her starburst right out of her back pocket. Her hand came down hard on the bar and the guys hands flew up in a ‘you caught me’ matter. She glared and then laughed at the guy in front of her. "Yo, yo, Cheerio. I swear I wasnt going to eat it." She shook her head at her brother Jaxon and rolled her eyes tossing her the candy. "A goodbye present from me."<br/><br/><div class="floatleft">(http://i263.photobucket.com/albums/ii130/Chasseybaby/tumblr_mmce6jnm741rkypcko1_400_zps6323f85b.jpg)</div><br/>"Awww, Your too kind." Jinx stuck out her tongue at him like an elven year old and went back to watching tv as Jaxon ordered a beer and cheese fries with the works. "Kinda crowed tonight huh?" He asked as he eyed a bleach blond's backside as she swagger by. Jinx flicked his ear as he hissed.  "Ou, Geeze." "Stop looking at ass before I kick yours." "I was just looking, no hurt in... Hello baby..." Jinx huffed as the youngest of her brothers started hitting on a bouncy brunette next to them who was ordering a drink. "She's here for the band, not a one night stand with the five minute wonder." The girl blushed and ran off with her beer to her group of friends and Jaxon growled at her. "Thanks, Sis. Now I know why they call you Jinx." She made a kissie face and giggled as her brother poked at her ribs. She turned her attention to Sole Regret and let her eyes soak in Josh with a happy little smile and daydreamed of a few one night stands with him.<br/><br/>As if picking up on her stare of the drummer he cleared his throat, "So is there a reason for this obsession for this particular band that you would want to follow them cross country?" Jinx jumped as her brother spoke to her and looked up into his deep brown eyes with a sly wink."I wouldn’t call it an obsession, more like dedication to the love of music they make and to help see them reach the top of their profession." "I think your confusing the term dedication with stalker tendencies." "Like the ones you have with Rachel, when she sleeps over?" Jinz shot back knowing Rachel was a soft topic since he caught sight of her naked in the shower one night and couldnt keep his off her when she was around. "Shut up!" he barked and ducked his head to hide the blush when a few people stared at him and she laughed."Your out of luck bro she’s happily taken. Youll have to find another girl to scratch that itch."<br/><br/>Just then Jaxon's food was served and Jinx helped herself to a gooey piece of goodness."Hey, hey,hey," her brother swatted her sticky fingers from his plate,"Stop eating my food, you little pig. Get your own." "I’d rather be pig then eat like one…."she said stealing another fry and munching away. "….Brat." "Oink, oink, I love you too," she smiled and kept on feasting off her brothers plate while he batted her hands away. "Don’t make me put you over my knee." Jinx gave him an 'oh please' look,  "Man of mountain over there will put you over his if you try…. And don’t tempt me, Id pay my whole paycheck to see that AND put it on Youtube." She licked her fingers with a satisfying pop. "Pshh as if he could…" Jaxon stopped eating to glance over his shoulder and raised an eyebrow. "I hope you mean that skinny dude by the musicbox…" A big grin spread over her face as she shook her head.  "Nope, the bouncer next to the booth." "Damn, his the bodyguard?" Jaxon's face was shocked but then nodded in acceptance as few seconds later. "Already doin his job too. Helped handle a pair of frisky hands, if you know what I mean." She winked and took a sip of her drink to defuse the salty taste in her mouth. "Ill tell JR his got a babysitter for you on this trip then. We can all sleep easy if his got your ass and spanking it when your out of line."" Jinx nearly spat out her drink as she rolled her eyes at the mention of her eldest brother and the thought of her having a babysitter to spank her. Which would be so bad if it were another member of the staff "Oh my god…" she whispered to herself as she pinched the bridge of her nose to stop the headache. She wasnt going to get away from this. Till she came back, they were going to hound the hell out of her for leaving and put the staff up to guard her like the secret service.<br/><br/>"You know were gunna miss you… Especially JR." That sobered Jinx from her migraine and she smiled as she turned to her brother. "Yeah? Well Ill make sure his the first one to call when Im in jail in the big apple. Then it will be like Im here. Only bailing me out will be a bit harder to do…" she tried to joke to ease up on the tension of the conversation. Jaxon laughed, giving him those cute dimples that girls went gaga for. "Oh that was an awesome night. I think that was the first time I saw JR move so fast with his pants around his ankles. Justin had to take his date home because he was in such a panic about you being alone with some thugs. Put the garage up for bail too so didnt have to stay over night." Jinx's nose wiggled as she stuck her tongue at the fond memory of sneaking out the house to chill in Rachel's neighbors hot tub. "He wasn’t as mad at me as I was imagining. I thought he would be upset but he was just relived I was okay and cuffed in the office instead of in the pen." She bit her lip as she recalled the look on his face and how glad she was to see him when he came through the door. JR was more a father figure to her then her own father was. Always there for her when she was bullied, for her school plays and staying up till two in the morning to help with her science project. He never let her down and was always the first she called when she was in trouble. "Gave me a big hug and told me never to sneak into other peoples hot tubs again. I couldn’t ask for better brothers then you guys." Jaxon had that look on his face, like he always did when he was going to say something serious and wanted to make sure she was paying attention. "Your more than a sister to him… to all of us. We just want you safe and happy, Jennybean." Jinx had prepared herself for this, and they knew what she wanted but the fact that she was leaving was still hard for them to come to terms with. "I am, and I will be. I just need to do this on my own and see the world for what it is. I cant do that if your all waiting to pick me up when I fall. I got thick skin, I can take it like the rest of you. I mean it takes a woman of iron and steel to do your guys laundry..." She joked and nudged his arm lightly. Her brother shook his head and pulled her into a one arm hug and squeezed her shoulder. "Alright, alright. Just do me a favor…" "Sure," she said looking up at him with a smile. "If you see any hot girls that look like Rachel, pass my number their way." Jinx had to bite her lip to keep from laughing but failed miserably. "Hahaha…Ill be sure to show them the youtube video of your ass being spanked by my hulk hero over there." Jaxon smiled and answered before taking a drag of his beer answered. "Good, I like kinky girls." Jinx closed her eyes and covered her ears as she shrieked playfully and tried to escape her brothers hold. "Ahhhh! Sick…. Its in my head now, so gross." He chuckled and watched some game highlights as his sister tried to wash her mind clean with talk of work and other mundane things as they waited for the next set to start.<br/>