"The 'what ifs' will drive you insane. I do what I can to get by. I read, I watch TV, I drink. Hell, sometimes I get on an adult forum and role play just for the fun of it. Sometimes it just takes being someone else for a little bit. But when it comes to sensing the Gua'uld, you'll find it's much harder to replicate. I don't even do it by choice. I can just feel them in the back of my mind when they're near. And I wont inform the major if I don't want to. And as much as I feel, the ends don't justify the means.<br/><br/>"People must be held accountable for their actions, regardless of what their intentions were. Adolf Hitler was responsible for the near genocide of an entire people, because he wanted to bring his people out of the trouble they were in. To bring them out of the depression that had flooded Germany. Does that justify what he did? I don't think so.<br/><br/>"The United States were founded on certain rights, and the thought that nobody is ever above the law. So tell anyone you want. The Major is free to demand that I submit myself to tests. But I am also free to decline. Order me around all you want, Captain. But as I am not part of the military, I don't have to follow them. Thank you for your time." she said.<br/><br/>Sarah turned, opening a book before she began writing something in its pages. She was obviously angry over what had been said, then again there was no real way to tell. Her face was a mask of serenity, though on the inside she was screaming and wanting to beat the living shit out of something.