What he said made her feel guilty. He didn't<em>have</em>to do all that though. He chose to do it on his own. For whatever reason.<em>Why couldn't he have gone about it some other way?</em>Any other way would have been better, she felt. How was he even released if that was how he went about his time in prison anyways? Had he secretly escaped? Anna shook her head. She didn't want to know anymore. She had to stop thinking about it, and just get out while she still could.<br/><br/>"I don't want anymore of your charity." She said even as her lips trembled. It was difficult not to outright cry, because she'd never had anyone be so kind to her previously. At least... she... was there someone..? It felt like...<em>No</em>. She said to herself. Even the people of her school who had accepted her into their system weren't perfectly kind. They didn't like her. Nobody<em>did.</em><br/><br/>She couldn't accept kindness on these terms. Not when she wasn't sure whether to be afraid or grateful. After all, he made it sound like the others he hung about were rapists as well. She didn't want to chance it. Not with the thoughts of<em>'coral's story'</em>whatever it was. Or with the ideas Goose had placed in her mind.<br/><br/>"No... no he won't be..." She responded as she thought on her father just as Goose spoke of him. She paused. "Wait... sorry.. did you say<em>father?</em>Are you talking about<em>my</em>father? Why are you talking about him like that? I don't get it. You.. do you have some sick infatuation with him? Or... are you some<strong>bastard</strong>child of his?" She spat out as her lips curled. She didn't feel he had any right to be calling her father,<em>father.</em>No matter<em>what</em>the case. It was disturbing. She felt he was mocking her.<br/><br/>She took a deep breath and tried to clear her thoughts. She really and truly didn't want to hear anymore. It was making her sicker with every moment that went by. As she calmed down though, she realized he might have meant something else entirely. "Sorry... I realize you might have just meant Father Thomas of the church... he won't be happy to see me either... how can I even face him like this?" She hit her head against the wall after turning her back to him again.