Rebecca wasn't a sadist, she didn't like hurting people emotionally or physically. What she did with Leanna didn't count, it was asked for, begged for, and the time she'd decked that other woman had been for slipping a hand up her wife's skirt and more than asking for it in another fashion. "Ah, fer fuck's sake, that's not what I mean." Her heart went out to the other woman, it's not like she'd never imagined losing Leanna, she didn't know if it would make her homocidal or suicidal but it would definitely break her. Unfolding her legs, she shuffled across the couch, reaching out to pat Amanda's shoulder lightly. "We're not perfect. We fight, we argue. It's just a bit hard because she gets all hot and bothered when I lose my temper."<br/><br/>Licking her lips, she found herself doing some hard thinking. She didn't like the way Leanna acted around Amanda, it made her nervous for the same reasons Amanda was now heartbroken, and then she felt like a right bitch for having such little faith in the woman she loved. Amanda gone out of their lives would be a blessing, but she knew that it'd mean a little bit of Leanna going with the woman. "I know she still loves yeh. I know yeh love her." Lifting her hand, she brought it to cup Amanda's cheek, making the woman meet her grey green eyes. "I can't let yeh have her." She took a deep breath, and didn't give herself time to rethink the words that were already bubbling up her throat. "But yeh c'n have us, and we c'n have you."