Steph startled at the use of her real name, frowning against his shoulder as he held her. “you never call me stephanie.”She muttered shifting, wrapping her arms around him, holding onto him, fingers tight in his shirt. “….No. No. I don’t….I can’t johnny. I don’t want kids. I never have.’She said starting to cry. “I don’t want to be pregnant.”She said sounding softly horrified. Because well, she’d never actually said out loud that she never wanted kids, but she’d implied it, made sure that kids were so not on her list of things she wanted. But saying it out loud made her feel like a horrible person, even more so because she’d grown up in a time that women were supposed to want to be pregnant, to have families. And even before the serum, she hadn’t wanted any.