“you know she’s right, you absolutely could just tell him.” Lisa admitted, amused. “it’s okay to express your needs. It really is.” she admitted. “and I think Sam would be more into it than you think, I mean. Dean certainly is so it would make sense right? They are brothers.” she mused before blinking a little. “oh… so Meg would be the Dominatrix then? And Cas would be her helpless sub?” she asked, grinning a little as she took a sip of her wine. “it’s not bad. I love it when we play but…” she sighed. “I don’t like the pain. I can handle some. The spankings are fun but I know he needs more. I get scared when he goes too dominant, and I don’t like being told what to do.” she smiled. “he likes things that I don’t like… and I’m beginning to think he needs them more than he’ll admit to me. I think he’s afraid of upsetting me for having needs that I’m not comfortable with.” she admitted. “I just worry…” she sighed. “I don’t want him to think he’s a bad boyfriend for having needs. You know?” she asked. “there are websites, aren’t there Meg? I could sign him up for something.” she mused, just tipsy enough to think that signing her boyfriend up to a kinky dating site without his permission was a fantastic idea.