<strong>Name:</strong>Aqualad (Kaldur'ahm)<br/><strong>Location:</strong>Room #4 (Kal's room)<br/><strong>Tagging:</strong>Open/All<br/><strong>Time:</strong>Sunday night------->Monday morning<br/><hr/><br/>(http://fc01.deviantart.net/fs70/f/2012/178/7/2/aqualad_by_sammyblade1995-d555axi.jpg)<br/><br/>Making his way back to his room he thankfully found it empty of Zatanna. He shook his head.<br/><br/><em>What the hell was I thinking....<br/><br/>What the hell was I thinking....<br/><br/>I wasn't thinking.....<br/><br/>Why did I do that...why why why why why why why.....</em><br/><br/>He closed his door as he leaned against it as he looked up at his ceiling. He was conflicted and confused. He had always longed for Raven ever since he first met her when they were teenagers. In the few meetings between when they grew up and when they joined the league his attraction and his...love?...well how much he cared for her grew. And when the opportunity came to reunite with his friends namely Richard, Zatanna but Raven too he had been more than excited. He had wanted to use this time working so close to Raven as a chance to win her heart. He thought back on what happened between them at the pool and he knew without a doubt that he did care deeply for her and it had fulfilled a boyhood dream. He had seen Raven naked..which was.....without a doubt amazingly awesome. It was the best way to phrase it really. But he knew something was up with her...and he listened to that small part of him that was not busy ogling every detail of her sexy...<br/><br/>anyways he didn't take advantage of her because it was wrong and because he wanted her to want him without any outside influences. Then he found out she began dating Dawn. It had hurt and he mentally kicked himself but he was happy because Dawn found someone else who would make living here worthwhile and because he knew they would be happy. Still he was jealous and he couldn't deny wishing it was him that she wanted.<br/><br/>But what did it mean when he kissed Zatanna....<br/><br/>Other than the friendly flirtations nothing more had ever ever entered his mind nor passed between them. She was a friend..just a friend..a younger sister he never had...his friend's ex girlfriend...he knew she cared very deeply to her very core about Richard..he knew better than most just how much she idolized him. She practically worshipped him. She loved him. What made him kiss her....<br/><br/>Pacing his room he tried to figure out what he was feeling but everything seemed so jumbled up he doubted even if he spent the entire night figuring out his emotions that he'd come up with an answer. He cursed himself because he was sure his internal conflict was being picked up by Raven and he very much wanted this fight to stay inside him. He couldn't help feeling confused and worried.<br/><br/>"Raven...it's always been Raven..it's always been like chasing the moon....beautiful, alluring, and yet always out of reach. Zatanna's always been my friend. My friend. What the hell have I done?"<br/><br/>As he tossed his suit to the side of his bed he lay on his pillow as he made his bed rock him with little waves.<br/><hr/><br/>After a restless sleep which he kept drifting in and out of he finally got up after laying on his bed for a few minutes. Getting up he walked into his bathroom and began washing up. If possible he was going for a swim today he needed a bit of release. He made a mental note to let either Raven or Nightwing know about Alcatraz.