What did all of this mean from her own standpoint? She was kneeling at her husband's feet. Kneeling. It was a strange sensation, perhaps more an emotion. No, more a combination, because her body was reacting. Kate had not thought she would do what he asked, not because she thought it demeaning or that he meant her disrespect, but because she hadn't thought anything of it at all. People snuggled this way sometimes. One of them on the floor, back against the couch or chair... But she was not relaxed with her back against the sofa. She was kneeling facing her husband and she had done so because she had wanted to.<br/><br/>It was all her choice. They were here because Phillup wanted to see if Simon could help them but it had been on her word that it came to be. She wanted her husband happy, desperately. Kate had been at a loss as to how to change her ... problem. It was a problem she could barely think about let alone talk about. Yet here they were. Kate saw it as, she wanted a solution as much as Phillup did. That is what had made her kneel without fully understanding what inside of her had made the choice.<br/><br/>He sounded so thrilled, so excited. Immediately Kate felt she’d made the right choice and glanced up as his hand runs over her hair. She smiled up at him tenderly. He was so concerned about her and she about him. Silently Kate cursed her inability to talk about things that floated in her own mind let alone what Phillup might be thinking of.<br/><br/>There was the question, could she go on with it? She was nodding before she knew how to respond. “I want to see what… yes. I want to go on.” She was curious now. Also not a regular feeling for Kate. Like was good in routine, curiosity was not necessary. This “small taste” was making her curious.<br/><br/>Turning her head, she glanced at Simon as he answered. Only a little bit of pain… Why did that make her more curious? Kate didn’t know how to ask about more and didn’t think she could admit to thinking these things and being curious to know more. Was her kneeling at his feet enough to show that? Time would tell.<br/>