KATSURAGI MISATO<br/><br/>Kaji and I walked for quite a long ways through the maze-like corridors of NERV. It should have sounded crazy - Ritsuko's ideas, that is. Telling these innocent children to give up their sexual freedom. Whether for the sake of humanity or not, it was an intensely personal thing to give someone your virginity... right? I stared at my feet as we walked, mesmerized by the seemingly simple action of walking. It should have sounded crazy. It should have bothered me. It didn't.<br/><br/><strong>"She's really serious, huh?"</strong>I finally said, stopping and leaning against the wall, looking at the scruffy, handsome man I knew too well.<strong>"Do you think we can do this? <em>Should</em> we do this?"</strong><br/><br/>I stared into his empathetic eyes, eyes that I could draw to the finest detail, eyes that had spent more time within an inch of mine than anywhere else, back then. I crossed my arms under my breasts, a torrent of thought sending my head spinning - but it wasn't really about whether or not it was okay to proceed with this plan. It was the fact that I was interested in it. I wanted to do it.<em>What's wrong with me?</em>