She stayed in the corner for his entire talk. Not word was missed. She clasp her hand over her mouth as soon as she heard the main point. Her stomach curled inside her, threatening to heave up what was left inside of her. Which was near nothing since she had not yet eaten that morning, the last time she would have eaten being the day before at mid-morning. How she even managed to go so long was only because of how she was used to starving, and the large in comparison meal she was given. She fell to her knees and rested her head against the wall as she took the rest of what he had to say in.<br/><br/>Letting her arms fall to the side for a moment, she spoke. "You're lying." Before clasping her hand over her mouth again. Shaking her head wildly. She forced herself up and made herself confront him. "You're nothing but a liar." She said as she stared him down. Raising her hand in want to slap him before lowering it again, unable to go through with it. Even if he abused her the same way her father had, she wouldn't have been able to ever hit him. It wasn't something in her. She'd lost her ability to instruct her body into proper self defense ages ago. "Everything you say. A lie." She went on to say as she went over to the door.<br/><br/>"To think, I was going to tell you,<em>I love you too.</em>How could I have been so stupid? How could I have been so<em>blind?</em>" She said, half laughing half crying to herself as she slouched against the door. Staring up at the roof in search of what she believed to be God. "I deserve it though don't I God? For leaving my father behind. For not taking care of him better. For taking advantage of him. Using his water, the clothes he bought for me, and never repaying him. Thank you God. For showing me this. I won't ever stray again." She said with a sob before turning around and fumbling with the doorknob.<br/><br/>She was barely able to get the door open on her own in this state. She started out the door before she tripped and found herself on the ground again. She shook her head. Bringing her hands over her ears as glimpses into the past shot into her eyes every time she let her eyelids fall over them. She gave a loud shriek. She shot her eyes back towards James.<br/><br/>"I don't have a brother! He<em>died."</em>She said, repeating the words back to him that her father had told her so long ago. She hadn't even been able to remember<em> them</em>until now. "You're<em>dead. You died. You <strong>never</strong> saved me. So just leave me alone!</em>" She screamed at her memories more than at James as she cried.