<div class="spoiler_container"><div class="spoiler_header" onclick="hideSecond (this);" role="button">Spoiler: Click to Show/Hide</div><div class="spoiler_body">She looks up as Seth approaches still a bit shook up by Walter, the man always made her fear for her life really and she is glad when he walked away after only a brief exchange of words. She is now sure he has every message intercepted so she makes a note to only use other channels when not on the ship itself. She pushes all such thoughts aside and listens to Seth as he explains himself and when he is done she just nods.<br/><br/>"As I said, I don't do such things. Don't take it personal, but I rather slit my own throat then have some man stick.. a .. thing.. in me. Then again, perhaps that isn't saying much when it comes to me. I am Kuritan after all, we are very good at that." She gives a little smile that is perhaps meant to be teasing but only comes across as another gesture of her fatalistic nature.<br/><br/>"Tell me, why should I stay? I am not part of the team, several people openly hates me. Me and one other warrior pretty much are at within inches of drawing cold steel with the intent of murdering each other. And you saw Walter..." she grinds her teeth in frustration, the one person she has looked up towards since she came aboard now treats her like all the others do. Like a leper, as little contact as possible. She crosses her arms under her small breasts and leans against the leg of her Hawk, she isn't looking forward to the next stage of the trip. She absolutely hates the lack of proper gravity and her mech is already stocked up with food so she has to leave it as little as possible. Her little bunk completely unused as despite orders she refuses to use it.<br/><br/>"I mea.." she looks up to see Elisa and Erich talking with some stranger not far from them.<br/><br/>"I.. need to go, eh.. Ill be in my mech if you need me." Her eyes practically shooting daggers at the other woman and not for the last time she is tempted to get her gun but.. well public murder is usually a bad idea.<br/><br/>"Keep the Go board, learn it... perhaps it will help you to grow" She gives a little sad smile, "to late for me anyway. But you are still young and, optimistic. Its almost cute, almost." She pulls a small knife out of the sheath along her spine and twirls it between her fingers and then with a quick slash drags it across her cheek and blood wells up and slowly drips down along her chin. "Some may be beautiful on the inside, I am not. Only thing keeping me going is hatred, and anger. But.. like all such things, sooner or later they burn out.. or up.. So stay away so you dont get immolated on the pyre as well."</div></div>