Leaning in close to Shinji, but actually looking just past him to Kaji, (Why? Did I want approval?) I spoke.<strong>"It's like I offered to you before, Shinji. I will be your first, if you want, and you can take any hole you like." </strong>What the fuck was this? It was like I was being controlled by some sort of sex demon. But even with full awareness of the situation, I couldn't even pretend to stop myself. I kissed Shinji lightly on the cheek.