<div class="floatright"><div class="spoiler_container"><div class="spoiler_header" onclick="hideSecond (this);" role="button">Spoiler: Click to Show/Hide</div><div class="spoiler_body">(http://th06.deviantart.net/fs6/PRE/i/2005/104/d/9/Tomboy_by_7ANYA.jpg)</div></div></div>It had taken time for me to notice the girl she loved crying, as I further had unwrapped her like a present, drunk on my own lust. but when it finally arrived I squealed and my eyes shot open.... what the fuck was I doing right now... I should stop... but why had no one come... why had no one even said anything... did anyone care... instead I whispered gently,<strong>"I know this is fast... I know this is too much to take in and please don't go Jenny... you are my world... I been unable to sleep without imagining your fingers over me..."</strong>leaning up I continued,<strong>"I used to love sleepover with you and had them after that week, but after our shower I found myself questioning what I was Jenny... I am so sorry..."</strong>I tried to force herself up but instead my legs refused to operate,<strong>"I am coming out the closet... this is what I wanted to tell you... I also wanted our first time to be less rapey, please Jenny I don't care what you have I want you... I need you..."</strong>this time I gave hungering moan but by the end was weeping,<strong>"You hate me don't you Jenny... I really did not want this to happen this way, you changed everything, I was confess to you in my room, it was going to be amazing... if you accepted me I was going to lose my virginity to you, because you are who I love..."</strong>the weeping was much louder... but still my legs refused to operate...<br/><br/>I waited anxiously just completely unable to act or move, this was hell, this was truly hell... I had lost my best friend for sure... why can fantasies never turn out like you want them too? Why... I was angry... despite all this was still horny... the torture the utter pain... what had I done almost raping my bestfriend... I was worse friend ever...