<em>~ Nicci with the girls in Mari's room, and a rather unusual suggestion ~</em><br/><br/>Nicci laughed out loud at Mari's naughty suggestion, "Who's to say we might not all experience it at the same time? " she teased back. Then struck by the sudden feeling of relief that it gave her to say that, and think that, she added, half joking, but also very much half seriously,  "You never know how this will all work out, maybe Mila's got the right idea, the sooner the better.   Perhaps, to stop any of us feeling insecure or left out, we should take the plunge and have a real getting to know you session, all of us together, no-one left out, all of us going with all three of the guys." she looked first at Mari and then at Mila, "I mean.....well........  perhaps things like this are best not left to chance, us girls are capable of doing it better than that."<br/><br/>Her voice became more serious, "I mean I know I am feeling a bit, well more than a bit insecure about the whole thing. If we did it that way there could be no wondering, no feeling you weren't good enough for anyone.  If we led the guys into a sort of relaxed party situation where it happened naturally we could all three of us have a our fears allayed.  We could start this journey as equals with no burdens holding us back....." her voice trailed away, she didn't have a clue how they would take it, but she hoped, hoped so much, they understood what she was trying to say.  And not only that, she really thought it made sense, she knew how much easier it would be than pairing off and the problems that might come of that and she held her breath waiting for their reaction.