"Well I have no reason not to share myself with people Luietent however when one tries even occasionally judgment of those that don't like it sometimes feels more important than love of those who do. Very strange. Arrogant to expect we should be liked by everyone but a part of me feel ... well why not ?"<br/><br/>Alice smiled she liked this girl<br/><br/>"When I was a pilot we engaged in some things, why I was fighting I had no idea of, and it didnt feel I was really making much of an impact on what caused fights to appear in the first place. The enemy was so abstract, people doing things my nation felt war was justified on. Yet I saw documentaries of their reasons and frankly I felt I would do the same as what my enemy did in their position. Something never really added up, I always felt uneasy and never left a mission feeling I have made the world a better place, just added to some flippant momentum which would bite us in the backside later or something.<br/><br/>But the gauld, they are different, very different. How thoroughly they are against the human race is more obvious, if I made their lives difficult or miserable in some manner I would feel glad, I would feel proud. Not for my nation becoming stronger compared to others but for the human race, for all of what any race or culture humanity has or may have.<br/><br/>I think such an enemy is useful in bonding humanity together, we are one when faced with a common goal. That humans will not be slaves to some other creature. Frankly it is very ironic as we enslave cows or fish for food - but recently practice for farming is making their lives more enjoyable than it otherwise would be in the wild. I think many humans would be happy to live in heaven ... and live knowing they will be eaten. The gauld use us as hosts to enslave the bodies and minds and will during all typical days, all waking hours for hundreds or thousands of years.<br/><br/>That is as close to a living eternal hell as any can imagine.<br/>Such facts dispenses of hesitation of what my objective is and aligns my intentions perfectly. Such simplicity is more than calming, such a role feels more "me" than other aspirations I can think of"<br/><br/>