She did want him, she knew that. And she was falling in love with him as well. She was at war with herself as he held her, leaning forward as his lips took her own so completely. She shivered as his finger stroked her cheek, and that loving smile made her resolve to try and resist begin to melt so quickly. "B...but if I....if I'm not a....a virgin I...." she was trying, but it was easy to hear in her voice that as conflicted as she was she couldn't deny her wants. She cried out as he took her shirt off, unbinding her breasts. She shook again, looking up at him. "W...will you leave me...?" she said softly. She didn't want him to leave her, she wanted him with her always.