<div class="floatright"><div class="spoiler_container"><div class="spoiler_header" onclick="hideSecond (this);" role="button">Spoiler: Click to Show/Hide</div><div class="spoiler_body">(http://th06.deviantart.net/fs6/PRE/i/2005/104/d/9/Tomboy_by_7ANYA.jpg)</div></div></div>I stood up defeated, my body slumped,<strong>"Happy birthday Jazz... happy birthday..."</strong>sighing I carried on,<strong>"I thought you of all people would understand... I thought you would know how much you meant to me... But no instead... I spend my sixteenth alone..."</strong>with tears shedding from my eyes, the hot wetness echoing the misery in my face,<strong> "I love you Jenny, I love you so dearly... but... I guess you won't want to see me again..."</strong>with that I started heading towards the door,<strong>"I really don't care how you look Jenny I just wanted you..."</strong>pausing I let long hard sigh,<strong>"Maybe this is all that that is the ending... on my sixteenth I was going to come out to all and be accepted instead my bestfriend... my bestfriend..."</strong>again i sighed,<strong>"Just go tell anyone party cancelled or whatever... I am going to go to my bedroom and just lay there... Jenny... Jenny... I..."</strong>unable to finish I was at the door quivering...<br/><br/>As I reached the exit my hand trembling I just broke down completely my crying impossible to fight now, my pain too tulmoutous... the strife in my soul torture, torture like the thousand needles stabbed into me as I fell down into foetal position whimpering,<strong>"happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you... happy dear Jazz, happy birthday to you..."  </strong>