Amanda started to shake her head. To protest that she knew that was not what Rebecca meant. No, the reason she needed to leave was for herself. She could not continue to be tortured by the two of them, to have Leanna teasing her with things she could never have. She could just go back to Mistress hopping, to hoping that she could find the one other woman who could help her forget that she'd never be with the woman she loves, to make her fall in love with someone else.<br/><br/>She was starting to try to figure out how to explain all of that when Rebecca cupped her cheek and made her look at her.<br/><br/>"Do you really want that? Not just to make Leanna happy, but do you want that? Because there are things you need to know about me if you really want to make that kind of offer." She licked her own lips, tears still on her cheeks, but her eyes steady as she looked into Rebecca's. "For me, this is a lifestyle, it's not about being a part of a lifestyle movement or anything, though I do enjoy that aspect, but this, being submissive, a slave, this is who I am. It's a crucial part of relationships for me. It's also kinda...a necessary part of sex for me." She smiled slightly, "Even in non-scene sex, I need a little roughness. Do you really want that?"