~ Pyjamas and chocolates in Mari's room ~<br/><br/>Nicci was surprised to hear Mila say she wanted to get it out of the way, and have sex almost straight away - and Mari seemed up for it too.  Why was it she still felt uneasy?  The stupid thing was she'd never been possessive in her life - but right now, she was a jumble of mixed emotions.  Neither of the other two seemed to feel this deep-seated longing for the men to care for them.  Why did she feel so vulnerable?<br/><br/>Looking down at Mila's fingers clasping her own, in some ways she wished it was just the girls to begin with, without the complication of men around.  She knew that the hardest thing in all of this was going to be opening herself up to the two girls being with the men.... the men liking them and maybe not liking her or even if they did -  feeling like a third wheel, the bottom of the pile.  They were so lovely, so special she knew how much the men were going to love them.  It looked like the waves of uncertainty weren't going to go away any time soon and she was going to have to find a way of dealing them.<br/><br/>At least she should be able to manage that, she'd had to put on a brave front on all her life........ but she felt... tired of it..... bone weary of it. She realised she'd put too much of her hopes and dreams into her desire for how this might work, she was expecting too much.  She needed to take things one step at a time, keep herself busy and try not to analyse things.<br/><br/>This was the third time tonight she told herself to lighten up, it was about time she listened, she thought smiling softly.  "Yes, sisters........." she said smiling,  "Sisters to support each other and also sisters in crime, sisters in naughtiness too don't you think?  I mean, like tonight: pajamas and chocolates..... we need to make sure that whatever happens we let our hair down together, and have some fun." She grinned up at Mari, "You know there's one thing we haven't mentioned, what about that revelation from Vince?  I mean – his modification, it made me so curious, I can't wait to see what it looks, like and how it feels like, I mean talk about childish curiosity.  Of course, I'm curious to know what they all will be like in that department, just as they must be curious about us, but jeez – it made me so hot under the collar when he told us all that – how about you two?"