He wanted her to go along?  She'd intended for them to go without her.  "I...," she said, her eyes downcast, avoiding Gavin's face.<br/><br/>She knew it upset her husband, her hesitance to wear bathing suits and bikinis anymore.  But he wasn't the one that looked like she did, scarred and damaged.  He didn't understand.  She knew it disappointed him, and she hated that, but she couldn't bring herself to show off her body anymore.  She went swimming sometimes, but only if it was just her and Gavin, and at night when nobody else was around.<br/><br/>"Oh," she said, looking up and at Landon's face, plastering a strained smile on her own, "I meant you two.  I'll go out with you to the beach and watch, though.  Gavin's fun to dunk, too."