The only thing anyone has ever said is that she's acting suicidally...that's not rude, it's accurate. It's a very Kuritan thing to do, a samurai dying before they'll allow their fallen lord to be captured, killed, or desecrated...but it's still suicidal.<br/><br/>At this point, I think you're really overreacting here. It's not too late to change your mind and stay in the game, I doubt anyone actually wants you to leave, but that's going to require you at least understand where we are coming from rather than taking such serious offense this way.