Tess looked up quickly when she heard someone enter the little room. She was slightly surprised as she was sure he would just go on leaving her on her own in her weakness. "Your slave is sorry" she blurted out uncontrollably. "Your slave can't stand it, she is trying but she keeps finding herself thinking wicked thoughts and how she cause this woman pain." she admitted her horrible pattern of thinking to him hoping he would have mercy, knowing she had probably the worst punishments ever coming her way.<br/><br/>As he expressed his needs she couldn't help but feel like a flower withering in the rain and cold. She would lose some part of herself in that moment, while at the same time gaining some kind of inner strength she didn't have before. She felt broken and defeated and her choice was be alone without the person for which she thrives in serving as his slave, that thought was the most empty thought of all. Then the other option, learn to adjust and figure out some way to look at things differently, somehow learn to deal with the sharing of his love and attention. Could she do it she wondered, it really didn't matter it was the only option worth trying.<br/><br/>"Master your slave wishes to give an apology to your slave Jessica and to be punished by her master for acting so unexcusably can you please forgive her and let her back into your room?" He agreed as he helped her up and they walked back to the room where she found Jessica near the bed obediently awaiting his return. Swallowing the small amount of pride she had left she knelt before her and lowered her head . "This one would please ask for forgiveness she is sorry for attacking you."