So...I've been trying to think on this for a few days and I didn't want to rush into anything. I could make up reasons and excuses, but the simple fact is...I just don't think I'm cut out to be a GM. That's not me fishing and I appreciate every bit of faith and encouragement everyone has given me, but in this case I think it took everything that should've gone right (A great cast of talented writers, not a lot of RL distractions, etc.) to realize that I'm not meant to be one.<br/><br/>I sit down and try to put something on the screen and nothing comes out. I worry I’ve missed things. I feel like a jerk or hypocrite when I have to say no wait, or tell someone no. I try and do more and end up doing nothing but staring at the TV. It’s stressy, not fun…which is what gaming should be. I also think it’s hopefully going to make me a bit less…me as a player. I think for me, this is probably going to be the last one I ever attempt, as honestly…I just don’t think I’m cut out for it. I want to apologize again to everyone, I know games come and go on E, and I’m sure everyone is going to find something soon.<br/>