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everyday every minute every second suicidal thoughts attempted before stopping now try happy already given life want end tonight successful try given already

soul tiredim going hurt myself im definitely deep depression idk do marriage dying dont like job lost identity person kids nobody talk causing bottle everything weighing down now plans hurting couldnt bear think loved ones im leaving behind wish rest good theres light end tunnel ive worked way hard life looks good paper leaves many voids know redflag watch im much heartache pain every day feel like im walking cinderblock shoes exist withering away every day ill take advice get needed place could anonymously get weight chest youre reading this thank you

hey broettes im natsuu nice meet ya ampxb already met da bros seemed cool

want existliterally every fucking person life starts hate get know me fucking annoying stupid complete waste energy hate fucking much want end it ive attempted twice even much coward choose method definitely permanent oxy xanax nice way go next time picking something never waste anyones time ever again

give upim tired pain hurt im tired failure im tired alone scared im tired living

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lifes probably simulation cares deathim mentally done want out everyones gonna forget existed probably watched government honestly dont care im hurting people killing myself want die suffering im gonna let anyone elses want live overpower thought im afraid kill myself want dont guts im young teenager

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beginning endso morning gf four months broke up everything me said break still loves me went block social medias one stopped killing months back many times now feel like ive failed person care about person love feels like crap ive failed many people im cried believe appropriate time remove problem myself

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tonight nighti told story sub hundreds times younger brother killed himself life spiraled control person kept grounded broke fucked someone week later tried give every family member good last memories me even ex im coming home christmas want say feel fucking horrible need to get keep thinking fucking bad want this holidays already hard enough told happened knew do cant get matter hard try got accomplish one last thing accepted transfer student college goes to

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users sub unique us turned teenagers us still high school us university us married us kid us house us underage us virgins us arent virgins

hi againi posted something weeks ago anyway felt better days happened since ive waking suicidal thoughts go away yesterday stayed bed day need find new apartment end month im homeless im tired that plan jumping roof friends five story building end month cant fix things life ex said would could friends month since ran even opened email sent tell hes completely moved care im tired anyway thought id write cant talk specifics friends without freaking out

im checking outi think used lethal took mg fluoxetine units quick acting insulin im diabetic seeing takes me truly hope find peace happiness life

always mad day everyday still want kill myself hate family starting hate friends hate still alive died years ago familys problems stem memy mom finally divorced stupid ass dad still dealing bullshit comes it would even left punched him treated like dog never called name instead punching offed right therebest case would blame come hell beat ass forever worst case problems still happen hear iti know guess another teen issues stem father original even sad anymore

seemed like recognition emotional state like wanted quiet scares me claims trying help comfort me really trouble believing that second time something like happened first time arguing getting really heated

simpsons predict future world us becoming dumb copying script cartoon im middle east way better us countrys government breaking apart joke sad truth

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cute girl litteraly bedroom way looks swear im going die knife bit annoying though

life would much easier thinkthis going mess idk else post this format fucked up apologise sometimes cant stop thinking reasons id better dead im barely human cant function like everyone else can im constantly reminded every shitty thing life matter go do ill never able forget this vivid memories every little thing ive fucked up cant get life without self harm thing point boyfriend theres almost nothing life makes happy anymore amp fucking sucks ive tried talk quitting said something want to thats beside point like idk feel lost im trying find something make stop thinking forever amp redflag answer course get temporary release cutting enough amp never be plus ruining life would much easier kill go shit want feel think even exist ill always reminded past experiences like long period sexual abuse amp rape abusive father amp fucked family even live long enough move ill plagued issues rest life get like boyfriend says things like think future itll get better think will things never get better makes happy really enough keep alive next couple years im stuck fucking house know im even writing this im much coward actually end it came pretty fucking close couple months ago course it wish wouldve succeeded

normally happiness others responsibility want commit redflag is whywhy happiness others responsibility sudden want kill myself happiness responsibility

sort liked columbo movie atmosphere real thriller like approach even times reminded filmnoir movie first minutes so really nice done good old fashioned way right camera angles use light mean instantly movie brilliant one though solid enough consider good late columbo movie entry definitely better movie average later columbo movie entrybr br years previous columbo movie appearance george hamilton returns play main lead opposite peter falk murderer total different new role course liked role good columbo villain gave good old lieutenant good competition nice sequences together problem modern new columbo movies always sort feature good well known actor opposite peter falk movie obviously suffer problem must say though movie feature peter falk best certainly played character better performance quite consistent enough within movie probably also due movie director daryl duke also directed really dreadful movie taipan among many projectsbr br it rather good enjoyable story fact sort plot cover murder used earlier columbo movie also help course got used movie columbo playback nevertheless course also still plenty enough original moments story even though course essence every columbo movie less same oh well made columbo series great consistent aint broke fix itbr br it also true within movie clues usual left lieutenant mean movie murderer stupid sloppy see writers overly enthusiastic others make movie story bad fact perhaps even makes enjoyable see columbo hard work discovering kind small important clues luckily movie also filled enjoyable effective relieving columbocomedybr br simply good late columbo movie entrybr br

guys sometimes get panic attacks start thinking future currently work hours day days week earn hour help parents rent pay services keep rest myself spend bit stupid stuff much spend free time watching anime reading manga buying manga playing games friends really enjoy that thing is whenever think ill life start panicking heart goes ballistic want study anything specific want work specific field thing ive got sort figured may interested serving one branches military future want good stable income afford stupid stuff housing myself nice car day buy house knowing life makes seem hard obtain parents want study ged also want keep working help pay rent feel completely lost always find going back playstation laptop forget worries seems like cycle end

im expendablefor stranger im easily replaceable anyone thats obvious guy match ive talking online week im easily replaceable online friends im easily replaceable friend real life definitely know im easily replaceable talk years found depression act like got better even talks me extended family im easily replaceable barely even know me think im dirty sinner anyway would give shit disappeared immediate family im replaceable would get death im sure would theyre resilient would whole load minds worry wasting money anymore wasting opportunities nice enough give anymore starving street anymore waste resources im festering wound someones leg need get cut off stop existing society better without me

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thing left gone continuedeven fucking better girlfriends laughs saying gonna kill myself one person still needed moment getting angry saying wanted to said gonna kill fucking laughed said bullshitting im fucking overdosing dont care anymore honestly theres point

apart family fucking depressingi dont fucking understand dogshit parentsevery sunday keep bringing church knowing hate going plus dad doesnt even listen goddamn messages pastor literally points exact bullshit hes wrongthe pastor talks letting children date non christians sister talks children moving away church parents fault sister doesnt give fuck shows doesnt even fucking listenso drive hour back every week waste hours sunday every week lung cancer ass doesnt even behave like christian mom saves kindness love complete strangers gives fucks mea stranger bringing bike lift quick press lift button keep lift open even though theres fucking sensors already keep door openher thoughts filled childrens safety complete fucking strangers well minewhen tell dont want go church shes like oh thats problem tell dad yourselffuck sake dont enough authority say fuck dont wanna go church really hope dads lung cancer takes life soon cant fucking take shit anymore depression made caused dont give fuckeverybody youre willing actually care child dont fucking breed

ive suicidal lifei want die

anybody vent too idk cant find anywhere else

truly great movie loved dennis quaid entire baseball team jay hernandez also likable actor enjoyable watch chemistry team got things together spectacular goes show accomplish minds unite one one goal team came back brink multiple losing seasons winning everything love movies like really inspirationalbr br on top that dennis quaids character getting place major leagues cant anything root guy seems like someone supposed something going that things happen fall place makes everything clickbr br based true story film really make think fact nothing impossible

want sea want drown peoplemy friend suicidal exhausting yes needs help support always expects get it talk parents get therapist call fucking hotline dump every fucking time really friends whod listen im starting understand why care cant deal practically week burning out even supposed tell him everything complains true yes one likes one cares whether live die exception people maybe yes fat ugly yes unable keep even stupid min wage job yes failing school yes life pointless meaningless theres nothing that sends pics gun tells brain going wall makes feel like hostage helpless afraid leave wants talk listen broken record story night till am hes drunk enough pass out sleep hours afford it hes unemployed give fuck school i hand wake function well hours sleep all think im reaching point soon burnt out tired sleepdeprived enough tell go it almost convinced would best option him anything improve situation change anything makes depressed cant care anymore chipping away remains sanity

anyone join militaryhello fellow redditters depressed lost meaning life joined thought joining military ive looking option time trying enlist snags think might good dedicate something greater focus lifestyle time able travel outside home state try new things meet new people also benefits bad perhaps military life fill renewed purpose ive heard stories however people joining pretty miserable even redflags anyone experience could share airforce way pretty well asvabs need retake them maybe even better time around looking position cyber systems space command

lactose intolerant would tolerate it quite simple actually even simne could it built different needs special lactose tolerant

desperately need job mom pretty much it hey record im rapper take rap shit serious fuck like im willing put time effort money shit problem money guys aware turning months job working twice week making like paycheck mom hardly let work anymore shifts frankly shes lazy mean could drive myself finished driving classes wont let take road test practice hardly takes practice shes protective fuck doesnt want driving back whole job thing old job went corona reopened like months ago never called back chances probably wont hardly making money anyway tried talking mom it made bunch excuses virus dangerous know plenty jobs really good safe health regulations place dont want constantly leave house wouldnt issue let drive already give dollars month thats nearly enough need actually accomplish shit plus dont want use money want get early start career always makes shit difficult stems fact shes protective fuck wants stay inside time im turning months fucks sake know purpose place world know want do let geez

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knew would totally fucking itbut dont god fucking damn it maybe jump front train tomorrow itll going slow anything probably wont fucking fuck fuck

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filthy motherfuckers failed one god damn job hadyou absolute fucking mongoloids shadow banned guy instead offering help im sure subreddit helping people making lives worse go suck shotgun barrel see feels driven point go get shadow banned subreddit designed help people see feels access anymore

people care thats okeveryone thinks theyre bad guy one question everyone bad guy world fucked good like telephone gamechinese whisper someones lying say treat others would want treated the golden rule say bullshit treat others treated you many people treated like shit sure fuck want treated like that its kinda funny true people care responsibilities understand that well responsible ourselves question shown care well mental state left deal suffering because choice responsibility care theirs responsible ourselves reason show care shown any thoughts hours sleep always get philosophical sleep way looking world proof action religious theres bible verse faith without works dead james sums see world hope feel better get well soon

ever stop hating getting helpmods let know proper sub ill best girlfriend years told suicidal last night said tonight would night really know point talking hours phone texted sister gf still lives parents gf taken hospital upset me understand hold anything her blaming stuff control berating every time ive tried talking today im trustworthy anymore according her would lying said hurt lot now trying look bright side taken care family never big fan seem see better light apologise word soup im trouble focusing right now thank reading

im fucking failureeveryone leaves me always have either leave themselves someone else makes them everybody see im worst possible fucking thing ever live hate much literally cannot express it amount words actions ever come close much hate myself need die would generally improve life everybody around me guess anyone else im inconveniencing taking oxygen id write letter asking organs donated theyd probably kill someone know heart black fucking dead try kind people fucking kick ledge lose grip spiral mentally unstable im worth anything im fucking peice shit would shoot think live long enough someone else me

got redflag ocd depression lots different meds feel awful still tied mind knots trying self protect cannot untie them feel like want give really much take cannot get brain unscramble feel like losing touch reality

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biased muppet fan love treasure island christmas carol great muppet caper muppet movie absolutely deserves best them enormously entertaining thanks snappy script jerry juhl film looks lovely beautifully staged musical numbers speaking songs really liked them sure best song score muppet franchise nice listen to especially never before never one favourite muppet songs along first time happens professional pirate muppets usual fantastic particularly always delightful miss piggy chemistry kermit fozzie great brilliant human cast bob hope orson welles madeleine kahnthe wonderful actress brought us hilarious movies like whats doc blazing saddles clue cloris leachman steve martin richard pryor made memorable guest appearances careful overshadow muppets fantastic film bethany cox

im sick itid like say ive dealing lot car accident two midterms taking credit hours courses summer trying expand nothingness social life im looking friends necessarily mean friends cool stuff im much interested something intimate if immodest someone sex with someone try sexual fantasies with im going lie you sex part mandatory thing me appreciate everything else im majorly affected anniversaries going dates weekly wants thats cool sex reasonable time weeks right now nobody seems like hookups wouldnt bad seems put incel land niceguy land god dont ever want compared that im serious say sex could say stay friends benefits would perfectly fine that ive flipped them always acted like big deal said no ive worked courage talk many times isnt girl interested girl date black guys stood prom college girl looking relationship thought college like sex mania something girl gay happy days ago brother told girls thought cute wanted set something up gave number give them would text ghost me well im getting tired shit pardon language dont want around see history repeat itself vital part development celibacy sacrifice willing make life money hookers premium porn connections hookups hate bars clubs entire lifestyle general one thing cant stand seeing right relationships again im getting little heavy worded here fuck every single person relationship shows fucking time dont want see that well anyways thats it want feel way anymore long im alive im gonna feel way so

hate whenyoure looking painless methods kill yourself google shows bunch sites telling it assure you looking for

usa turing s germany people burning bibles people always talk crap christians back germany people started killing jews honestly whats next us blm protesters terrorizing usa im ending police brutality equality going way far needs end this christians republicans christians homophobic racist white pls stop hating christians sadly bad christians use god excuse hate people hurting religion good people

hate birthday year time feel like wasted another year life accomplishing nothing bday dont dare say ting

requirements girlfriend doing bc saw someone else it female nice treat respect and same nothing else really matters

finally agree iphone terrible apple respect customers proved expecting everyone buy chargers headphones separately even lower phone price

yeah man feels aint good right worrying college school life jeez enough make heart drop try think slip every while isnt pretty does though

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cant take morefemale severe ptsd emotional issues live isolated area one trust guy issues hes mentally abusive future would want

bro friend pranked friend dying basically theres friends like offline months like said oh friend died everyones like rip username im thinking sort joke im like wait username died one like yeah bro died cancer n stuff friend like they died u didnt find out cap cap cap im blaming like i got proof say what proof show me send ss fake ass cnn article girl dying cancer like get pranked xd xd xd xdxd fucking hate now blocked rn aint gonna hear long ass time tbh

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tired sick suicidal cant deal itwell ive put almost years feel like ive made good faith effort get better avail im tired dealing this brain damage previous attempt probably shaved good points iq left impaired executive functioning seemingly permanent three years now brain fog hate job dead end job stressful low paying boringbest all requires constant travel really nightmare dread waking morning broke girl alienated friends usual deal pressures putting where relationship going do future together etc desire interact anyone putting time work mostly sleep listlessly watch tv weekends real kicker endogenous depression most likely incurable ive always depressed cant really recall time depressed seriously doubting get better ive therapy since so coming nine years now enormous waste time energy countless medications medication helps ive found test enanthate cruise this run cycles weeks duration every year since helps marginally currently running anything right now though since hitting feel like im borrowed time anyway since mom checked age want end swear ive done everything right nothing helps life going get bearable would done now

im ok im ok im ok im okjust went round house taking eything downing bottle wine idek tok except mg propranolo whats point trying reach tell go hom eand die floor wan dont hope

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hip hop rendition mos def performance according films musical creditsit incredible piece savage consciousness slams violence heart snap anyone tell someplace song live wire snap mos def the ground truth undeniable duty see americans might support mission embrace soul caught inside savage miscalculation purposethey take haunting many us sit back angrybr br live wire snap mos def foundbr br desperate find br br medically unable serve

recover sanitywell ive lately struggling random sanitycordure loss driving crazy used dissociative identity disorder treated got integrated for anyone know imagine disorder fragmentates someones head different people control someones body without even aware since got integrated parts fused complete again happened like half year ago lately random sanity loss breaking mind feel sad cant move bed reduced amount food eat due loss appetite know break pieces again parts might complot possibly kill well actually know alive something good anymore grades going care much like used do got way restore sanity something like that know talking psychologist could help lot ive told mother twice already care enough might even think due age btw struggled years apparently got fixed seems like coming back possibly proper traitment tried deal it entirely myself right now im bed study exams coming week hard even think something remain bed listening music

homeless awful bad tiny bit hope crushedim staying homeless shelter provide meals use computer talk post stuff like this although im lurker anyway years ago rough time talked someone site stopped left reddit came back talk couple years embarrassed eaten week im trying sell steam account working all get funds eat asked favor thisperson couple bucks get food said sure reply did said stalking them help me idea came last message sure help hope humanity ruined hope general swallow pride thing loathe ask help shit face talk killing here cant go food banks right id soup kitchens close lose place sleep indoors travel back due time distance cant afford eat friends family one all last bit hope shredded whats point living im going starve death go hang right fucking now

know feeling get frantically look something lost panickly search entire house realize hand entire time im stupid know

stressed work work dairy queen boss laying people getting enough business cause winter im worried im gonna get laid cause bills pay dont know im gonna

pushed friend slide see happens floor made concrete great idea park fell face first broke nose lol blamed kid nothing bad happened

action horror scifi exploitation director fred olen ray shows talent director character actor william smith one best toughbad guys industry treats viewer best acting performance career randy travis gives best lee van cleef impression hes bad film smith travis make movie rest cast none really stand out ray great job directing flick smith travis good id give b western scale one tenten best seven

beautiful filmjohn garfields character distant relative les miserabless jean valjean detective rains recalls victor hugos javertthe ruthless arm lawbr br like many films noirsthe city epitomizes evil whereas country nature represents sanctuaryredemptionand second chance whose life seems forever doomedbut even luminous daylightdanger may appear suddenlyas excellent scene reservoir showsjohn garfield an actor whoas leonard maltin points outshould rediscoveredive never disappointed films except supporting part gentlemans agreement faultgives heartfelt sensitive performance audience sides soon unjustly accused the first sequence shows rather unkind hypocrite personbut trials redeem feel last scenes detective rainscolorful characters grandma kids add lot joie de vivre necessary humor also present strip poker game dead end brats fleece rich kidbr br i recommend movie

grew town huge high school athletics pretty much every boy expected play something else treated different spectrum sports thing turned wanted escape reality situation ill first admit bit jock status people barely recognized condition least gave pass it played sports dominated ladies man throughout teen years truly top world year school would hold massive pep rally month school year pep rallys day thing would feature multiple events biggest event athletic competition hundreds students boys girls would compete multiple activities would eliminated one one winner crowned competition freshman sophomore junior year year history event student ever three straight competitions fully prepared win fourth straight complete dynasty athletic director told school would gift scholarship fund able win one time usual breezed competition early comfortably secured spot final round yet again surprises there time finals opponent would first time girl happened freshman tall lanky posed real threat naked eye final round would consist basketball shootout first wins basketball best sport felt almost gifting championship me took early lead ended getting lucky hot streak defeated became champion humiliated went massive depression know deserved one holding trophy seeing hoist killed me rest senior year remains blur me put even salt wound girl defeated would go win competition ththth grade years got dynasty denied of pain comes goes really strong recently humiliated never able live down know silly cannot seem let go past know unhealthy upset years later cannot help think night toss turn thinking could prevented won could one completed dynasty lucky little bitch ruined life cannot get something happened nearly ten years ago advice

want get help dont want make things worsetw trauma abuse neglect sh etc first part context feel free skip may important parts so living mom roommatewho obviously lot closer roommate loved torment me brainwashed manipulated mom believing would destroy life would tell he her daughter could live happily picture convinced im useless great job left alone home entire summer returning brief hour drop necessities returning back him point drop food literally nothing eat survived water tea moved month that september really big fight broke thats first time ever told considering redflag called police hospitalized discharged went live aunt months later went live friend februaryish back mom roommate time leading hospitalized another times constant torment lots isolation relapsed old habits staying night sleeping day could avoid see himor her matter started self harming suicidal ideation got worse around everything horrible one night may three us really bad fight dont remember events leading it remember put chokehold kicked shoved onto tile floor head hitting first called police restraining order placed cps got involved thats found abuse neglect moms side removed care placed one aunts barely month hospitalized aunt thought mustve devils son self harming suicidal that went live dads best friendmy exstepmotherfor sake simplicity ill call anne here alright heres now ive annes care since june things gone relatively well ive still dealing depression anxiety suicidal ideation sh whole time felt comfortable opening while last time attempted redflag told pissed called selfish stupid ungrateful etc yelled time let go sleep felt like shit felt worse ever since relationship damaged im scared opening every time since ive told things im bothered ends lecture fight argument lately ive feeling lot suicidal usual much hard even think life without wanting stop existing gotten really bad know need tell someone im scared breaking point finds im still suicidal even tell her shell find im hospitalized someone tells it know exactly would happen likely pictures mind could say im much kick like everyone else could completely revoke privacy have andor trust would damaged ruined bond may had first outcome happens ill completely lost know ill living next two would really stressful deal helpful either way wish could tell whats happening wish would respond way would end well everyone id fine take hospital fact think would best issue worked past probably let happen reason worked past take seriously accept help getting feel like im contradicting making everything much worse wish like that feel really stuck right know go here help appreciated im sorry long post delete allowed

gf contemplating redflag know doive girl almost months sweetest kindest considerate person ive ever met family mess parents divorced father inconsiderate asshole mother narcissistic bitch mother forces everything her including taking care adopted sister age like baby father kicked long ago hated new family feel like wanted belongs place constantly daily fights parents found out last week cries sleep most nights think means every night found couple days ago nightmares want sleep it along sleeps little wakes several times night hinted redflag before met told cut thought redflag see parents would even care never noticed cuts did never mentioned it past couple texts thats sent me tells wants give up given up ive tried give support im professional needs help phone night said wanted help family cant afford it parents freelance dad seems money relationship probably willing spend it help girl feels guilty receiving help went psychiatrist before says one thing parents use guilt trip her im fucking worried know please help me know much longer take this forgot mention living beijing expats unfamiliar most

sorry botheri saw many people posting realized posting probably task choice seeing im already writing might well finish cry help im posting note plan overdosing want people finding note untill already late need couple hours itll over please understand want this ive tried realized ill keep trying untill physically cant so heres note one many drafted notes final official note hey everyone read clicked link posted know late im somewhere able find ive already ingested fatal amount meds know itll hard im sorry already cut communication months hard people whove stuck time id like thank you asked better friends im sorry friendship end like this anyone asked life im sorry lying im sorry saying i could worse brushing question simple good hbu im sorry mom dad shay know haunt years please know im better place anyone ive ever pleasure meeting remember follow dreams forgive always know cliche heck thats honestly best advice think moment people ive hurt sorry hope able forgive me know are im tired hurting im tired hurt want breathe feel love cry feel life beautiful life curse were stuck with depends cope know choice love guys bye ps checking replying comments already made clear posting note

whats psychology redflagi thought necessary asking here since may useful understanding considering it far think is believe brain cannot distinguish reality vs fantasy were talking evolutionary point humans species commit redflag reason commit redflag believe solution ending pain brain thinks redflag solution help survive better reality opposite think happiness choice otherwise would happy think people depressed genetically wired brains stimulated much like adhd person is perhaps evolutionary trait think modern society made difficult depressed people since society caters average person way depression im trying understand better thought giving ideas depression way get better understanding think understanding important trait world

cant keep living like foreverive miserable long time every time think things get better never end feeling even worse cant even things enjoy anymore moments actually fun become ruined get home remember im still alone happiness illusion cant keep going this one seems care feel all keep thwarted every turn try kill myself none people want anything help situation get say anything control life get choose whether born im trapped miserable existence cant anything about completely ridiculous im okay this im okay anything never want be want small things make happy want taken away would rather die terms old die alone one close me refuse let future

feel like need go impatient againbut really dont want to desire cut getting bad cut year half every day urge gets worse urge gets worse life seems pointless

opinion one barbara stanwycks best performances one handful actors now could say single look entire page dialogue lucky enough see original uncensored movie extra minutes additional footage bad movie short lily young woman barely holding together working father illegal speakeasy link anything good friend chico played wonderfully theresa harris though chico african american and white woman best friends black woman back s controversial subject matter movie lily not special bond sexual women stuck shoved situation beyond control lilys father dies know do told power get get wants yes immoral thats entire point movie they go ruin last minutes so last minutes movie superb film worth watching lesson movie still valid today back then im sure years now women awful lily order get wants works men take note

feel like isnt enough posts posting k people online carrying sub hard man

already done waiting works mg diazepam mg alprazolam xanax heineken sick people manipulating me even got kicked lab initially caused alienating me cleaned lab others stuff sentiment even answer phone calls read messages fucking moneylaundering piece shits tried ignore that this done trusted doign financial necessity trusted humane side one fucking cares fuck em die ill die wake liike hours going stop chasing get fancy phds taken away locked up ill see taken away ill make see me live attempt im done im done naive im done trusting people nice me spilled heart person fucking ignores me bitch im done thanks guys reddit reply comments friendish messages get days literally zero friends contact list consists family thats it im done im done trusting im done bullied

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tried boba tea really random tried boba tea hate texture tapioca balls remind fish eyes making physically ill anyone tell purpose appeal are

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might end tonight story want help meso might belong wanted share story name ralph friend since second grade name isebella everybody said identical someone internet called coco queen personally never saw face helps piciture good you isebella hanged like alot even almost lived together always played vieogames watced netfilx time lives families business friends aproved friendship things kind awkward around us parents always made sex jokes us could hear them one night family dinner family father shamed her went outside air followed her cold outside playing still loving scorpians fell accidentely kissed said sorry said ok felt same started daiting hot digidi dog daiting did started drinking together spent time together started even watching horror movies together best moments life like months magic still there however everything come end hedding house netflix found dead card hand freaked out called police family everything investigaded security cameras fount commited redflag fucking panic attack saw killing herself read note left fucking insane made braclet still wear month since event still cant believe fucking self happened started seeing therapist dont think works person really understanded complesity yea truly sucks

want blow brians outgoodbye world im gonna kill myself sweet rest come

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im f super delicate annoying im barely lbs get hurt wicked easily delicate am everyone cheer team injuries angel boyfriend constantly help comfort get hurt feel bad happens much

noticed recently sleeping problems might reason first thought something physical lack iron blood something never thought would something deep post isnt especially discussions really wanted post story course comment would love discuss stuff guys thank reading

need adviceneed help keep getting fleeting suicidal thoughts almost everyday basis now reason havent gone itatleast tell myself imagine toll would take parents gotten little worse late honestly dont know life ever since grade school mentality ok lets get kill peacefully knowing didnt became flustered gave up years thinking like genuinely dont know life didnt plan

sort redflag hotline texting for australiansi need someone unload problems on talking gives anxiety

th day reddit account ive reddit two years now various accounts th day account remember made wasnt great place im posting kinda reminder myself now im happy still yes thats cool thanks make reddit enjoyable place

im finally emotionally better place im still want stay still may commit redflag please read understandi work restaurant industry graphic designer wasnt able get recent samples work poo hit rotating oscillator im sure restaurant business isnt going rebound fast everyone thinks many people think going go away things go back normal im sure think damage done im sure future there even things bounce back im sure ill getting call come back severe emotional issues adhd bipolar asd couple facebookinstigram posts mentiong needing samples work may screwed that ive idea wanted samples get work side goes on im told make look like im coming back ive since deleted them im scared ill end shelving groceries walmart heb kroger homeless mean medication id making minimum wage thats enough money eat cheap maybe pay bill id still sleeping street medication mentally ive preparing fact may walk everything own live street medication help id rather die go back im mentally prepared to want it push comes shove will living dead treatment actually feelings now im going back ever thank reading edited punctuation

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every post see always start hate feel feel see youim done life past week ive planned many times ive stood edge beautiful cliff id love fly really strong urge jump kid dreams jumping getting seconds falling think life die theres turning back even wanted save change mind cant couldnt think better way go ive wanted whole life since dreams started happening cliff edge dont get close really jump ready yet first dreams kid jumped roof house im sure didnt hurt felt good reason dont see living past age im convinced eventually im sure anyone else fantasy jump high places please let know fantasys redflag let know might sound like weird cunt yeah thats friends work drink much days lot problems cant fix haha pretty chill overdosing wasnt fun thought wanted mix try something new work cant fuck matter much fuck things

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thought checking hospital would help nothing put horrid medication gave horrifying reaction stop taking week going go school semester unfortunately able afford payment classes tomorrow clean money job skill future slave wishing could die everyday angry demotivated piece snot oozing way walls room towards rock bottom wish could find way make money music unfortunately nigh impossible practically anyone another dream fucked disgusting planet live on going research finally get actual help ending pointless miserable existence point seems help stand gain anymore life everything try meaningless everything put effort fails every passion fades away every love share torn apart sick rollercoaster sick losing time this gone finding easiest reliable painless way can out fuck shit

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depressed random pointsthis night normally skyping friends talking working homework listening music usual stuff teen does minutes later fighting back tears wanting cut wondering much itll hurt wondering friends get confused ive made many mistakes life wondering normal thing go random intervals happened school eating lunch talking friends know wish emotions would normal