For anyone who has been turned down by 38 companies
The current state of the hiring process in tech companies has really affected me. I'm, by nature, a very shy person who doesn't deal with rejection very well.<p>Because of this, I tend to apply at jobs where my hiring is a slam-dunk because it's so routine and easily within my skill-set.<p>It results in jobs that aren't particularly fulfilling but gives me plenty of time to work on technology I'm interested in my spare time for personal projects.<p>In essence, a day job of simple Linux administration may pay the bills, while in my spare time I'm working on large infrastructure automation, deep learning, developing new blockchain technologies, etc.<p>I don't know how sustainable this is. I have three children and a wife, and I'm getting tired of only being paid for work I can do while asleep just because I'm afraid of rejection.<p>Any suggestions on how to "toughen up"?