Depression Part Two
So what is it called if you have every single one of these symptoms, <i>except</i> actually being depressed? I find myself not caring at all about what others have to say, how they feel, etc. and you can imagine the hurdles that imposes on someone who has to make a legitimate-feeling human connection to sell a product. Social interactions are a game to me (that I've gotten quite good at) but none of it feels real.<p>I haven't felt that need to be dead as described, but definitely concluded that death would be neither good nor bad...and what's the point in waiting, right? Isn't it all the same?<p>And the "everything is hopeless bullshit" attitude i've had many times. I've  just concluded that, perhaps...everything IS pointless. But we can enjoy it nonetheless. Enjoy the pointlessness, since it's all we CAN do.<p>Anyway, is there a name for this besides selfish asshole syndrome? Anyone else like this?