A group of middle-aged whites in the U.S. is dying at a startling rate
I can <i>totally</i> understand why individuals with substance abuse problems give up in their early 50's and commit suicide, as I personally have felt this tug at times.<p>It is very difficult, both emotionally and financially, to look back at a life of wrecked relationships and blown opportunities and not feel an intense disgust with yourself and a deep fear about the future.<p>Also, there is simply no place for you in society anymore.  In your 50's, you are almost completely judged by your status in life; your house, your cars, your relationships...someone fighting addiction for 30 years will have little to none of this.<p>Even super close old friends eventually give up on you and stop returning calls.<p>I often say these days the only real regrets I have in life is hurting those who loved me due to my substance abuse lifestyle.