I’d rather be dead than linger on in an old folks’ home
I honestly can&#x27;t wrap my head around nonexistence, a brief 0-100 year existence, and then nonexistence again. I&#x27;ve lost days when I think about it too much and start panicking. I want to exist dammit. I love existing. I love my life. People act like they&#x27;re going to live forever too, but really life isn&#x27;t that long, and you only live a portion of it in a young body capable of doing all of it.