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Something I&#x27;ve learned is that you don&#x27;t love and connect with people because of who they are; you don&#x27;t often find people you magically feel close to or interested in right at the beginning. You can&#x27;t hold out for that.<p>You love and connect with people because... you love and connect with them. The more time you spend, the more you share about yourself, the more moments you have together- relationships will usually <i>become</i> deep and meaningful as a result, almost regardless of where they started. If you ask questions that tug on the threads of a person&#x27;s life, you&#x27;ll find that almost everyone is interesting. If you take a leap and invest time and energy in people, you&#x27;ll find life-giving connection you didn&#x27;t even know could have been there.<p>It can be hard to bootstrap this process. Like financial poverty, it takes energy to invest in the interactions that eventually lift you out of the lack of energy, which can be a catch-22. But the advice is the same: scrimp and save at first, and then <i>spend</i> strategically until you can get the flywheel going.<p>But I can almost guarantee that the boundary you&#x27;re facing is your own shortage of energy, not a shortage of opportunities for connection. Not to trivialize that; it&#x27;s still a hard place to be in. But I think it would be more productive to re-frame things as such.