Sentence-BERT: Sentence Embeddings using Siamese BERT-Networks
Paper • 1908.10084 • Published • 13
How to use ashercn97/av-v1 with sentence-transformers:
from sentence_transformers import SentenceTransformer
model = SentenceTransformer("ashercn97/av-v1")
sentences = [
"Jack crossed his arms, \"Why would I do that?\" \"Because it\"s over, Jack.\" Declan ran a hand through his hair, \"She made her choice and she happened to choose the guy who owns our bar, not to mention our home. From the first day, he\"s always done right by us. Let it go, Emily isn\"t the only girl in the world.\" Declan checked his watch, \"Look, I need to go. I\"ll catch you later Jack.\" Jack waved as his brother stepped out of the bar, and thought on his words. Unaware of the turmoil over at the Stowaway, Emily followed the sounds of rattling metal and ripping cardboard coming from the guestrroom. She knocked on the door and peeked inside to find Nolan kneeling on the floor, surrounded by connecting pieces and small tools. \"What\"re you doing?\" He looked up at her and smiled, \"This was supposed to be a surprise. Baby will need a crib, I figured mine is still good. I sent an assistant to get this bad boy out of storage.\" Emily stepped into the room for a closer look at the plain wood rails that would come together to make a baby crib. \"This was yours?\" \"Yep.\" Emily ran her hands over the nearest wood frame, \"It\"s hard to picture you as a baby, Nolan.\" \"We were all kids once, Ems. What, you think I hatched from an egg fully grown?\" \"Sometimes I can\"t help but wonder.\" Emily eyed the small pile of screws and bolts he\"d laid out on the floor at his side according to size, from smallest to largest. \"Do you need any help?\" The man shook his head, always teasing her. \"Don\"t let my geek chicness fool you, I\"m a born builder. Even blindfolded, I can put together anything from Ikea.\" \"Impressive.\" \"Thanks.\" Nolan stood and guided her from the room, \"Have a rest and I\"ll show you when it\"s ready.\" \"You\"re always telling me to rest, I feel fine.\" Emily groused. \"The books say you need to rest.\" \"And I say I feel fine. I\"m not going on bed-rest any time soon.\" \"All right, all right. Do your yoga or have a swim.\" Nolan lead her out of the room and promised her, \"Let me put this together, you\"ll see, it\"ll be great.\" After taking Nolan\"s advice and having a lazy swim in the pool, Emily removed her bathing suit and took a shower. The hot water enveloped her, the suds of shampoo tingled over her scalp. She felt great, she felt secure and happy. Nolan was still in the guest room when she\"d come in from the pool, and she decided to leave him to his project. Nolan loved a project; she was not even three months into her pregnancy but the man had made plans to remake his house into a home for the three of them, he\"d already read several books regarding pregnancy and child health and now he was assembling his own crib for the guest room that he had already decided to remake into a nursery. They were going to make a family. Emily warmed every time she saw Nolan, the friend who had become a lover and who would soon become the father to her child. Emily wanted to get through her pregnancy and skip to the end, to where the three of them would share the house and their lives. She combed out her hair and put on a chemise for the night, and over that she put on another of the man\"s t-shirts. \"Emily, are you up there?\" She stepped out of his room and looked down from the upstairs landing. Nolan was down in the living room, \"Come on down here, I want to show off my handiwork.\" \"That crib better not have wi-fi, GPS or a touch-screen,\" Emily teased him as she moved down the stairs. \"Excuse me, it\"s a Nolcorp crib - it has a built-in hologram mobile, high-def surveillance monitors and an incubation system.\" Nolan fired back at her as he opened the door to the guestrroom. He stood aside and let her into the room first. Tears rose in Emily\"s eyes at the sight of it, the polished wood crib. It was old. It was plain. It had been built for Nolan, and he had rebuilt it for the child they would share. Moving forward, she gripped the rail, the soft scent of old wood holding in the air. \"Nolan, it looks great.\" She breathed. He knew she was happy, but all the same he didn\"t like to see her crying and tried to make her laugh instead. \"You sound so surprised, everyone underestimates me!\" Emily swiped away her tears with the back of her hand, \"So sensitive, you know I didn\"t mean it like that.\" He shook his head and then lightly shook the crib\"s railing, \"Feel free to test it, I can guarantee that it\"s structurally sound.\" \"Nolan, this is wonderful. I love it.\" \"Let\"s hope the kid loves it enough to sleep through the night.\" The man had read through a library\"s worth of books on infant and toddler care already - the one thing he wasn\"t looking forward to was a greater lack of sleep. Emily turned to hug him, \"You\"re really getting ahead of yourself with this.\" She could feel the low rumble of his laugh through her chest as he hugged her to him, tightly. \"Says the girl who spent the last decade in vengeance school. I thought you\"d appreciate all this prep.\" \"You know I do, super-dad.\" Emily kissed him. \"I like the sound of that, say it again.\" He gently commanded as he backed her up to the guest bed. Emily moved to lay on her back as Nolan moved to lay beside her, propped on an elbow. \"Nolan Ross, the super-dad.\" \"As you say, so shall it be.\" He bowed his head while intoning the words. \"Is that from a movie?\" \"Of course.\" \"Why am I not surprised?\" They went on, teasing, taunting each other for the rest of the night. Nolan kissed her belly and Emily ran her fingers through his hair, the two of them eventually settling down to sleep. Emily had another charity meeting to host and Nolan had to put in an appearance at the unveiling of Nolcorp\"s latest and greatest gadget. It would be a busy day for them both, it would be the day that broke them. Before the fire, before Nolan, Emily had not allowed herself to dream of a new life for herself. Vengeance did not allow fantasies of lovers and children - not when she had spent a decade planning the downfall of so many people, saving the Graysons for last. After seeing that twisted family ripped apart, as her own family had been, Emily had allowed herself to feel secure with Nolan. She had trusted him in the beginning, but after the fire, in living with the man, her trust and affection had grown deeper, simmering until lust flashed between them, changing everything that they could ever be to each other going forward. It was late. Past midnight, and though the room was dark, light from the city just beyond the glass had managed to slip in between the curtains. Emily rolled over in bed, unable to sleep and unable to focus. She laid a hand over her belly, flattening her palm and spreading her fingers. Tired eyes wandered over the room, settling on the window. The view was different than what she had grown used to: Manhattan greeted her every morning now rather than a view of the Hamptons shore, the noise of a city screamed over gently rolling waves. Emily rolled onto her back, wondering what Nolan was doing in that moment. She hoped he was asleep, or, if his insomnia was keeping him up as hers was, then she hoped he was playing a game or working on his latest invention. That familiar ache pierced her chest and she hoped that, whatever he was doing, Nolan didn\"t hate her. I deserve to be alone. I can\"t face him, not after... Sleep would not be coming to her that night, Emily knew it. With great effort, she pulled her thoughts away from her friend. Perhaps she was meant to be alone, a fitting punishment for the innocents who had suffered for her vendetta. The woman threw back the covers and went to the living room, crossing onto her balcony to feel the early morning chill over her skin as autumn rolled over the city. The hard ache pulsed through her chest as her mind conjured some clever thing Nolan would say if only he was there with her. But Nolan was not, and Emily had to remember what it was to be alone in the world again. It was the dream again, that horrible day when it had all come falling down on them. The man had been tortured for days, powerless to free himself. Powerless to do anything, which tore at him, clawing into his mind with constant recriminations of I could have...I should have...It\"s my fault...Why didn\"t I...? Stripping a man of choice and ability, leaving him powerless but to stand and witness horror is nothing short of living torture. Any man who has had to endure the pain of a loved one can attest: there is no punishment worse than being rendered helpless to stop the pain of another. Nearly every night for the past several weeks, Nolan\"s guilt had forced him to relive the pain of that horrible day. The confusion, the shock, the panic and fear, and finally, the pain of loss, of shattered happiness, of being helpless to stop yet another tragedy from happening to his Emily. Emily, are you all right? No. What are-? My God, is that blood? Emily, don\"t move, I\"ll call Dr. Thorton and an ambulance- Don\"t, Nolan. It\"s gone. It took effort to break himself from the nightmare, but Nolan had managed to do so the last few nights. Yes, he can wake himself, but even in his waking life he is not free of the memories that clawed through his mind, forcing him to see the proof and hear the words that their child would never be. The man snapped awake, his long form spread across the living room sofa, every last inch of him aching, a mind split by the pain of a torn heart and a body flooded by alcohol. \"God, just make it stop,\" he muttered the infantile plea as he moved to stand, begging for a moment free of pain. Despite the cool air flowing in from the back door he\"d left open, Nolan was sweating. He was sick, he knew, but he didn\"t care. He wanted alcohol poisoning, he wanted some horrible disease - hell, if Tyler were to show up with a machete, Nolan would offer his neck. The man staggered to the guest bathroom, vomiting into the toilet, cradling his head on the cold bathroom tiles, haunted now not by the dream but by his memory of what horror took place that day. She thinks it\"s her fault. I know. She said as much to me. Why did this happen? We did everything right... The body has a better knowledge of these things than our medical knowledge ever will. I\"m sorry, Mr. Ross. So am I. \"Stop it!\" Nolan pulled at his hair, pounding his temples to rid himself of the memories. Their life together had ended that day, everything Nolan had never admitted to wanting had been taken from him. And Emily, she... Grunting, Nolan pulled himself up off the floor and he crossed to the wet bar, no longer locked against the child who would never be. It was nearly empty now thanks to Nolan\"s glorious binge. Emily, it\"s me. How do you feel? God, the way she\"d looked at him... Empty. Nolan threw a bottle against the wall, a scream of anger unleashed from his raw throat. After everything, it wasn\"t supposed to be this way - it was our turn to be happy! \"It wasn\"t supposed to be this way,\" Nolan sobbed out to the empty house. It had been empty for days and he hated every inch of the echoing glass building. He stood and staggered out to the backyard, hating Emily, hating his house, the beach, the sun, the Graysons, David and the whole world. Compared to most, Nolan\"s life had seemed charmed by the grace of his genius and the wealth that had been born of it, but his genius had flourished as a direct result of his constant loneliness. For so long, all he\"d wanted was a friend, so desperate for someone who understood and cared for him that he\"d taken Emily\"s every insult like a loving martyr. But that time had passed, everything had changed between them...and yet Emily was gone and he was alone again, friendless and a father to no one. \"You\"re a coward, Emily.\" Nolan said to the empty air. He sank to his knees on the shore as memories rose in his mind to torture him. After the...what had happened, time had stretched on in the house for days. Emily had faded in a way that Nolan had never seen before. She had shut down, crushed under the weight of her own sorrow. Thinking back, Nolan had hated the ghost that haunted his home, the wraith of misery that Emily had become. They had not shared their pain, they had grieved separately, which might have hurt Nolan most of all, that Emily had turned away from him as she so often had in the past. He missed her happy, golden and bright. He wasn\"t used to seeing her in such a state of defeat and he didn\"t know what to do with her. It seemed that the loss had eaten its way down to her very spirit. Nolan had done what he could. He\"d discreetly removed the crib from the room as she slept, silent tears slipping down his face as he went to task with a screwdriver, taking the hated thing apart and calling his assistant to take it back to storage. He made her favorite meals, only to have Emily refuse to join him for dinner. He\"d had flowers delivered, bright bouquets that wilted in the darkness of her room. Then, one day, Nolan had finally had enough of Emily\"s mourning. He couldn\"t take another day of her staying in bed in the dark guest room, he took it upon himself to break the hold that depression had over her. Finding his courage, the man had thrown open her door, ripped down the dark curtains to flood the room with light, and before Emily could demand just what the hell he was doing, Nolan pulled Emily over his shoulder and strode straight outside, jumping into the pool, clothes and all, bringing Emily into the water with him. When they surfaced, Emily had lashed out at him, screeching nonsense, punching and clawing at him like an animal. Nolan took it, absorbing her rage and despair, allowing himself to become the target of her violence. It took several minutes, but Emily\"s fury began to ebb away as fresh despair took its place. Nolan watched as her face crumbled into sobs. \"Oh God, Nolan...Nolan, my baby...\" He brought her into his hold, cradling her head against his chest. There were no words that would comfort her, he knew, and so the man said nothing. It was some time later that found both Nolan and Emily in dry clothes. They\"d showered together, Nolan reassuming his role as caretaker, scrubbing away her sorrow, holding her as she sobbed against him, accepting her kisses of gratitude but not pushing her for more. He set a plate of hearty lasagna before her on the table. He wanted to see her smile, but more than anything, he needed to see her eat. Three silent bites into the meal, Nolan had to ask her, \"How do you feel?\" \"Better.\" He knew she was lying, but he pressed on. \"Emily, I\"m sorry for being rough. I just couldn\"t take seeing you like that anymore.\" She shook her head. \"It\"s all right. You didn\"t hurt me, Nolan. We all need a good kick in the ass sometimes, and you gave me mine.\" He gave her a small smile, \"Interesting twist, huh? Seriously though, are you all right?\" Emily went quiet for several long moments, searching for an answer. \"No. But maybe I will be. Nolan?\" \"Hmm?\" Emily finally raised her eyes to his. \"I\"m sorry too. For hurting you.\" The knot of dread in his stomach had him worried that Emily wasn\"t just talking about what she\"d done to him in the pool. The next morning, Nolan knew Emily was gone before he found her note on the kitchen counter downstairs. He\"d woken up without her beside him and felt it: there was a stillness to his home that he once constantly craved as a haven from the ignorance he faced in the outside world. Now, though... Nolan had taken her letter outside to the backyard, needing the cool fresh air to combat his rising anger. Cold eyes had skimmed the words but it didn\"t matter what she\"d written, that she claimed she\"d come back soon or that she\"d signed it \"I love you, Emily\". All the man could feel was the weight of his failure. He knew exactly where Emily was, but it didn\"t change anything. She was gone. She was gone because he couldn\"t offer her enough to stay. He\"d crumpled her note and tossed it in the pool. Returning upstairs, the man laid his palm on the blanket they\"d shared the night before. The man was tired, a soul-deep weariness that he\"d been carrying since that horrible day of loss. He had worked to pull Emily from her despair, ignoring his own in the process, but without another to focus his energies on, without a project of a sort, Nolan was lost in the tragedy. He made the effort to climb into the bed and sleep, alone as he had for years. Jack raised his brows, so surprised to see Nolan stagger through the door that he forgot his anger with the other man. \"What are you doing here, Nolan?\" Nolan slid onto a barstool and tilted his head, \"I\"m collecting on my investment, Porter. Now, I\"ll have a big bottle of vodka...and a straw. I drank the bar at my house.\" Jack looked at this man, his friend, and he saw ruin. Nolan\"s face was thin to start with, but the dark shadows circling his bloodshot eyes and grim expression made him look positively ghoulish. Jack had seen his share of depressed drinkers, but he knew this was different. It was clear Nolan hadn\"t seen the sun in days, his hair had fallen forward, clinging to the clammy skin of his forehead. There was a yellowing bruise on his jaw and a scratch on his right temple and the edge of his eyebrow. Gone was the sly smile and bright clothes, Nolan was wearing all black, the long sleeves of his wrinkled Oxford were pushed up past his elbows. He couldn\"t help himself, Jack looked his fill of the scars that ate away Nolan\"s left forearm. The comparison of the skin to melted wax was not flattering, but it was accurate. He recalled from when he\"d visited earlier in the summer that Nolan had called the burn the price he had paid to help a friend; Jack had only thought the burn to be on the back of his hand, he\"d never expected an injury so severe. He looked up to see Nolan glaring at him, \"See something interesting?\" Nolan took a $100 bill and laid it on the bar. \"I\"ll have that bottle now, and here, I\"ll pay for it up front. Don\"t want to be accused of taking advantage of you.\" Jack took the money and ignored Nolan\"s reference to their fight. \"You want a whole bottle? Come on, what\"s eating you, Nolan?\" Taking the bottle, Nolan poured himself a shot, and gulped it down. Then another, and one more after that. Finally, taking a deep breath, Nolan was ready to talk. \"Emily took off last night...no, it was three nights ago, I think...I don\"t know, but I\"ve been drinking since then.\" Jack furrowed his brow, \"I get it.\" Nolan blinked tiredly, wondering if Jack actually did, somehow, understand what had happened. \"Do you?\" \"You two got into a fight, right?\" God, Jack, what is it like in your stupid, simple world? Nolan did not voice this thought, of course. He wasn\"t looking for another black eye. \"I wish it was that simple, but no, we didn\"t fight.\" It was there, hovering just out of his grasp, everything Nolan wanted to share with Jack - with someone. But he did as he always did, and kept quiet to protect their secrets. \"We just...we have a whole world of problems.\" Jack leaned in, concern on his face. \"You have any idea where she might\"ve gone?\" Nolan blinked at Jack; it took a second, but then he remembered that most men didn\"t have his tech resources, or if they did, they had no reason to keep multiple locations under surveillance. Again, Jack\"s world was simple. \"Oh, that\"s not the problem, I know exactly where she is. 122 east 27th street, the Big Apple. I have the place wired.\" Nolan pulled out his cell and squinted at the screen rather than zooming in on the figure sitting alone at the kitchen island. He didn\"t want to see her face, he didn\"t trust himself not to throw the phone against the wall. \"She\"s there right now, looks like she\"s eating a...what is that, maybe a bagel? It\"s good that she\"s eating again.\" Jack checked the phone screen for himself and rolled his eyes. \"What the hell, Nolan. You know where she is, so why not go after her?\" Nolan shook his head and gulped down a hard shot, groaning as it burned its way down his throat. \"No. I\"m not chasing her. I\"m going to wait until she\"s finally had enough of running away from her problems. I\"ll be here for her when she comes back...if she comes back.\" Jack frowned, any lingering anger he\"d carried for the man finally slipping away. He had carried a torch for Emily for too long and let his jealousy get the best of him, but in seeing Nolan this miserable, he was able to let it go. The man had seen men drink themselves half to death over a woman, and from what he could see, Nolan was already there. \"I\"m sorry Nolan.\" \"So am I.\" Nolan sighed and bowed his head. \"We both lost our Amandas, Jack.\" Nolan refused to leave Emily\"s side as she was brought into the hospital, save for the treatment given to his arm. Even now, over five hours later, he would not budge from her bedside. He sat in a chair, his long fingers laced with her own, his voice silent even as his mind raced - replaying the nights\" events and making plans for their future. Everything was in the air now, but the moment was upon him: with Emily out of commission, Nolan was in charge. For months he\"d longed for this control, but not like this. Not with the beach house destroyed and Emily injured. He squeezed her hand. No, not like this.",
"\"Than why, if you have no hope left, did you save me? What would it be of your concern what happens to me?\" \"Someone told me to find a reason to life. And I thought I could find it with you.\" \"You could not have been more wrong about this.\" \"Maybe. But we are here.\" Claire paused. \"You know... You are actually one of the first who believed me, that I am no heretic. Even most from the Great Swamps believe, that everyone from the Great Swamp is a heretic.\" \"Is that so?\" There was silence for a while. While they have talked, it started to rain. Large drops hit the ground, making it difficult to see anything. Lightning flashed shortly, illuminating the church and the thunder shock the ground. \"I wonder what happened to Petrus.\" Rhea suddenly asked. \"I broke his nose, last time I saw him. I figured that breaking his nose after he essentially told me to do anything I want with you was a fitting retribution.\" \"Perhaps he realized my weakness all along. Maybe that is the reason, he left me behind. After all, it was my frailty and my ignorance that sealed Vince and Nico\"s fate to end as Hollows.\" \"That is not an excuse. He was supposed to take care for you. He should have done it right.\" \"I can hardly blame him.\" Claire stood up, taking a few steps away. \"He was tasked to care for you and he failed. He made a run back to the Shrine and left you rot for good. How can you be so forgiving?\" At the same moment, something hit her from behind. A morning star, by the feeling of it. Claire staggered, hitting the bench beside Rhea, before she fell to the ground. She hissed in pain, before turning around. Petrus stood behind her, his broken nose swollen and red. \"Oh, it\"s you?\" he asked. \"You saved Milady, did you not?\" \"Seems like it, coward.\" Claire hissed, clenching her teeth. She had broken her ribs yet again, the third time, if she was right. \"Too bad, that you will not save her another time.\" He gave Rhea a short glance. She sat there, unafraid and dignified. \"It will amount to nothing. Without her family\"s name she is worth nothing.\" \"Is that so, Petrus? I wonder what has gotten into you.\" \"Oh, humanity does come in handy in Lordran. You two will die because of this.\" \"Oh, shut up.\" Claire snapped, reaching for her sword. \"In my eyes, you are just a traitor who is escaping his duties as a guard.\" \"And you are a heretic from the Swamps, no matter what you claim to be.\" Claire drew her sword, standing up on shaking legs. Taking her shield would cost to much time and she had to defend Rhea as well. She took it into both hands, before looking at Petrus. She was faster than him, but his armour would be difficult to pierce. Claire stepped aside, before attacking him. Her sword was blocked by his shield and he countered with his morning star. Claire avoided it by a hair\"s breath, but stumbled across a fragment of a statue. Her fall reminded her of her broken ribs and she gave a small cry of pain. Petrus lifted his morning star - probably to crush her skull and end her (Undead) life - but he stopped. His eyes widened, he let his morning star fall on the ground and he looked down on his chest. \"Why... How could I... What the... What did I wrong...\" An ominous, but yet cheerfull voice answered him. \"Thou hast sinned. Fear thine indelible wrongdoings. I shall accept thy next confession, in the hereafter!\" Petrus slumped and fell to the ground, hitting it with a heavy thud. \"You shalt burn his body so he does not rise as a Hollow again.\" The man advised her. Claire could only nod, to stunned to say anything else. Rhea was crying, she could see it from her place. Surely Petrus had meant some sort of comfort to her in Lordran, even after his betrayal. Claire stood up, before she lit a flame. Petrus body was soon enveloped by her flames and as she watched them burn, she almost regretted not to burn him as he stilled lived. He would have deserved it. \"May I ask your name, dear sir?\" Rhea asked. \"My name is Oswald of Carim the Pardoner. You are friends. Sin is my dominion, so do one of you feel the need to confess?\" \"Thank you for saving us.\" Claire said, before turning around. \"Hmm... Thou with the silver hair... Thou art carrying heavy sin as well. Like Petrus thou art drenched in sin.\" \"Yes I do. And I am willing to atone for it.\" \"Thou art? This is rare. Most deny this very fact.\" \"Does it matter? I am willing to atone. My goal is to ring the Bells of Awakening. I need to find a way to Blighttown.\" \"Blighttown! A swamp filled with sin and chaos!\" Oswald exclaimed. \"I think I should get going. I did lose too much time. Farewell.\"Claire turned around. For some reason she was sure that Oswald would not harm Rhea - he killed Petrus so she should be safe. Her sins may have tainted her but she wished to atone for them - alone. It was her objective from the beginning and staying here would not bring her any further. \"Thou art welcome anytime. It is only human to sin and to confess.\"Oswald said in a disturbingly cheerful voice. \"I will remember this.\" Claire said, suppressing a shudder. \"Vereor Nox.\" Rhea quietly said. The street of the Lower Undead Burg was quiet. The only noise was the screaming of someone, who fell prey to the Capra Demon. Next chapter, sorry it took so long (again). I was in Italy for the two last weeks without internet. In the next few days, I will reupload the first few chapters that are better readable and with lesser errors. So far, I\"ve done the story roughly a third. Chapter 9 and 10 are almost finished, still in need of spell checking though, And I would like to thank who recommended my story on TvTropes! Seriously, saved my day, as I waited (and still waiting) for the Skyrim DLC. This chapter is for you! Chapter 8: Maw in the sewer Claire carefully observed the demon before her. It patrolled the streets but had not taken any interest in her - yet. From her hiding place she could see him killing another one of the thieves that lured in the dark. The Capra Demon hold two broadswords in his hands and had the shape of a goat walking on two legs with a skull as its helmet. Even from distance Claire could smell it - blood, gore, dirt and possibly more - but the dogs around it and feeding on everything that the demon left over did not seemed to care. Claire carefully loaded her crossbow, aiming at the first dog, nearer to her. A bolt ended its life and Claire quickly reload. The second one missed - the dog howled in anger and jumped at her. A quick thrust with her sword ended its life but the Capra Demon closed in, quicker than she thought it could even move. Claire stumbled back, trying to get distance between it and her so she could use her flame. It was quick and its swords hit the ground only inches before her feet. Strong and heavy attacks and yet fast enough to make it difficult to gain ground - Claire cursed her rotten luck. But maybe she did deserve it. Finally she was able to create a flame without tripping over her feet and threw it. The stench of burning fur reached her nose and she quickly moved around the goat demon, to stab it from behind and to cut its tensions. Lucky enough, the Capra Demon was distracted by her fire ball and did not realize until it was to late. It fell to his knees and she cut its neck. Blood soaked the partly burned fur as it fell to the ground, limp and hopefully dead. Claire sheathed her sword and started to search for the key to the sewers, looking first at the other end of the small room the demon was in. Finally, she found it: Laying on the ground at the top of a staircase leading to nowhere. She took it before turning around and leaving the small room. Only then she heard the noise of something stepping behind her. Claire turned around, ready for the worst. The Capra Demon, with its sliced neck, stood again, shakingly, but it stood. Claire turned around and run. The Demon screamed in fury and charged after her, while Claire was running as fast as she could towards the door to the sewers. Thugs, dogs and Hollows alike jumped out of the way of the furious Capra Demon while it chased Claire to the door. Upon reaching the door, Claire slammed the key into the lock and turned it around. The key fell from her shaking hands and she turned around ready to face the furious demon. Instead she saw a man clad in golden armour strolling towards her. \"Lautrec?\" she asked weakly. \"You know that there is a Capra Demon after me?\" \"I disposed of it.\" he answered and shrugged. \"While you was busy running away from it.\" \"Thank you then.\" Claire picked the key off the ground and unlocked the door. Cold air touched her face as she took a few steps down the dark staircase. Lautrec followed her down, until she turned around. \"You do not need to follow me around.\" \"You have been running from such a lowly demon like the Capra Demon. How do someone like you know what is waiting in the sewers?\" \"It is not your concern what I do.\" \"My honour as a knight demands, however, that I repay your favour.\" \"The favour is repaid by you slaying the Capra Demon, is it not?\" \"Oh it is. But I took interest in the one who managed to kill the gargoyles so she could ring the bells.\" \"I was not alone.\" \"Oh, that is the reason? A companion, brave enough to do the killing for you?\" \"He only helped me. He did not do the killing by himself.\" \"Help can often lead to reliance. What happens if you rely on the wrong person?\" \"I doubt that he would betray me. He is not the man for this.\" \"Is he? Or is this faith ill-placed?\" \"It is not.\" \"But you need to rely on no one but yourself. Or else someone might think it would be fine to kill someone with humanity in order to survive. Take this little maiden at Firelink Shrine for example... she is easy prey.\" \"She is not easy prey. She is not an animal to be hunted down.\" \"Is she?\" Claire turned around and lead the way to the sewer. She could hear the noise of Hollows. Lautrec continued to follow her. \"It would be an easy kill. So much humanity, so few uses for her.\" \"Please stop it.\" Both of them fought against countless Undead on their way down. Lautrec continued to try to convince Claire of the possibilities that would be open if she would kill people for their humanity but she did not paid to him much heed. In the sewers there were Undead, giant rats, dogs and butchers. Claire was partly glad that Lautrec was with her - without him it would be much more complicated to reach the ground. After Lautrec took down a butcher, Claire heard a quiet cry for help. Curiously she followed the noise to a room full of barrows. A man with a tattered robe gave a bashful smile as she looked at him. \"You! You must help me! Or else she will have me for lunch! So please!\" Lautrec huffed and crossed his arms. \"What a fool. To be caught by such a lowlifes like them. And caught into a barrel! What a joke!\" Claire gave him a sour look. By the accent she could imagine that the man was from the Great Swamps and that he maybe would be a fellow pyromancer. It would feel reassuring having another pyromancer around - a keepsake of her lost home. She lifter her sword, sticking it between the loose planks and broke the barrel. The poor man fell against her, knocking her from her legs. \"Thank you. Without your aid I would be her supper. Being eaten alive! I shudder to think...\" \"You are a pyromancer of the Great Swamp, are you not?\" \"Y-Yes, I am Laurentius of the Great Swamps.\" \"I am Claire, as well from the Swamps. Glad to meet a fellow pyromancer in Lordran.\" \"Yes, yes, fine that you like each other. But this fellow should head up to Firelink Shrine. Not to imagine, what would happen next to him.\" Lautrec huffed again. \"Will you be fine, girl?\" Laurentius asked worried. \"I will be fine. Do not worry.\" \"Sure?\" \"Yes. I will.\" \"Good, then I will take my leave. We will meet again.\" \"Yes, we will.\" \"Don\"t dare to go hollow.\" \"Neither should you.\" Lautrec was silent after that - an ominous silence. Claire did her best to ignore the knight in golden armour, taking out her enemies before they would take her out. Water dripped from the low ceiling, run down the wall and gathering on the floor. Occasionally, a slime dropped down in their way but it was easily killed by Claire\"s pyromancy. Suddenly, Lautrec stood still. \"Someone is following us.\" \"Who?\" \"I do not know. But he is close.\" Claire lifted her own sword. From the darkness of a shadow a knight stepped forward. Claire sighed in relief as she recognized Solaire\"s steel armour. \"Solaire.\" she stepped between Lautrec\"s blade and the sun knight. \"Claire. Good to see you in one piece.\" Claire felt his soft surcoat at her face, as he hugged her, short, but affectionately. \"And this fellow is...?\" asked Lautrec warily. \"Knight Solaire of Astora. A comrade. And you are are by chance the rude knight who departed with Claire?\" \"I might be. The name is Knight Lautrec of Carim.\" \"An honour to meet you and thank you for taking care of Claire.\" Solaire sounded matter-of-factly, but he seemed to be on edge. \"May I take over? I am used to fight alongside Claire. And you seem to be... slightly tiered.\" \"And I still have to repay my debt to her.\" Lautrec retorted. \"Is that so? I think your help until now is enough repayment.\" \"But I am dying to see the one who rang the First Bell of Awakening fighting a real foe.\" \"You saw her fighting long enough. Claire let us go forward - the faster we get out of the sewers, the more lucky we both will be.\" Without waiting for an answer he grabbed her arm softly and forced her going with him. She took a few steps, before trying to free herself. \"Solaire, what has gotten into you?\" \"Later.\" \"No, now!\" \"Later.\" Claire\"s heart seemed to stop - what would happen, if Lautrec was right after all? Suddenly she felt afraid of him. Solaire suddenly stopped and looked around. \"Serious, Claire, you should stop being so trustful. Not everyone is a knight in shining armour.\" \"And what about you, Solaire?\" Claire asked. \"What did he told you?\" \"And what are you doing?\" \"What did he told you?\" \"That it might not be right to trust you.\" Claire turned around. \"And maybe he was right.\" Claire suddenly felt cold steel at her neck. Solaire\"s sword lingered there for a moment, before he withdraw it. \"It may be wrong to trust me, yes. I might cause more trouble for than I am worth. But I had more chances to kill you than I could even count. So, do not trust me if you wish - but be aware that I will not kill you. I could have done it. But I did not.\" \"But you...\" \"I had a reason. And excuse me my worries, but there is something off with this man - Lautrec of Carim I mean.\" \"What should be off with him?\" \"I followed you quite a while. He seems to be... dangerous. Claire, stay away from him at any cost. I do not know what he is up to - yet - but it is definitely nothing good.\" \"I do not think that.\" Solaire sighed. \"Better safe than sorry. I cannot force you - but I will not be always near you to save you.\" \"I can take care of myself.\" \"I know. But I just want to make sure that you reach your goal.\" \"By the way... How did you knew that I am here?\" \"I met Rhea and Oswald. They told me you left for the sewers. Shortly after I went after you I met this pyromancer - Laurentius, was it? - and he showed me which direction you have taken. It was easy to find you.\" \"Why did you came after me in the first place?\" \"I was worried.\" \"That does not seem like a sufficient reason to follow me.\" \"Claire, we are Undead, I actually have a certain interest in you not dying on me and you are a suicidal young girl, who wants to atone by ringing the Bells of Awakening guarded by monsters. I think I have the right to be worried. And you are a still inexperienced. I, too, wish not to see someone turn Hollow.\" Claire was silent. Solaire continued. \"You are a fearful opponent. But Lordran is dangerous.\" \"Solaire? But could you please stop aiding me so much? I know, you want to make sure I am safe but I wish to learn to do things on my own. You said it yourself: You will not be always near me.\" \"Fine. But be careful. No rushing into battles like before.\" \"Fine, fine.\" Claire gave a small smile. After hours of wading trough cold water, fighting of monsters and Undead, a court filled with light came in sight. Light-filled was an exaggeration but in contrast to the dark sewers it was a welcome change. Claire was glad to breath - almost - fresh air and she quickly moved down the stairs followed by Solaire. At the ground level of the court they stood still for a second. The walls were marked by claws and Claire spotted at least four corpses laying at the ground. Additionally, a pool of water had gathered in the other half of the court leaving no other way out. \"Seems like a dead end.\" Solaire said. \"We should head back and find an other way down.\" \"If there is one.\" \"There should be one. I know about a difficult detour via New Londo and the Valley of the Drakes. But it would take a long time and I do not know if we can reach it.\" \"We do not know until we tried, don\"t we?\" Claire sighed and forced herself to smile. \"Yes, right.\" Both Undead turned around and walked back to the door, as they heard small waves breaking at the stones of broken pillars. As Claire turned around, she could see a small head - almost like the head of a crocodile - looking around, fixating then both Undead before rising. Solaire nudged her in the side. \"I guess, we have a problem.\" he muttered. A giant maw opened up. Half of the body of the dragon seemed to be maw - the rest stomach. Claire lit a fire ball in her hand, while Solaire readied a lightning bolt. \"Any ideas?\" she asked. \"Not dying?\" he suggested. \"Besides that?\" The dragon crashed into the ground. Claire\"s fireball crushed against scales, Solaire\"s lightning bolt hit the creature in the maw. A scream echoed from the walls. Claire created another fire ball. Solaire, on the other side of the dragon, lured it to himself. Claire run closer to it, smelling the stench of its maw, the scales and the rotten flesh between the teeth. A fireball hit the maw, teeth blackened with soot. The dragon turned its attention to the woman, while Solaire staggered fell to one knee. He seemed to be exhausted, but got up quickly. Black, quick eyes fixated Claire and she moved back. With surprising speed the dragon crawled towards her and her back hit the wall. The dragon did not stop - and she clenched her teeth, before drawing her sword and took it in both hands. In the last second before the impact she rolled aside and dragon crashed into the wall, falling to the ground. As it tried to regain balance Claire quickly jumped on it - careful to not fall into the maw of the abomination. She reached the head, took her sword in both hands and lifted it. A quick swing was all she needed to behead the beast - it slumped immediately. Claire jumped down, wiping her sword clean of the blood. Solaire approached her, reaching out to her. He affectionately gave a pat on her shoulder, before he examined the right claw of the dragon. \"I think, this is the solution to one of our problems.\" he said, holding up a key. \"With this you should be able to continue towards Blighttown.\" \"What about you?\" Solaire sighed. \"I have my own quest. And you did have proven that you are ready to fight your own battles. You have become strong.\" \"You won\"t come with me?\" \"You asked me to let you go alone, did you not? I think you can do it. Alone. Some say that the fate of the Chosen Undead is one of solitude and I simply know, that you will come back to Firelink Shrine alone. I know that we will meet again. And never forget, there will always be somebody to help you.\" \"And still you distrust Lautrec.\" \"Do not trust everyone. Choose your comrades wisely and you will reach your goal with your friends alive. But now I must bid you farewell - I guess Blighttown is not a place to look for my own sun.\" \"You and your sun. Is there something I should know about Blighttown?\" \"Some say that a powerful Pyromancer is located there. No one I know does know more about this person, so be careful and do not hunt ghosts.\" \"Pyromancers usually get along just fine. We are outcasts of society after all.\" \"It is a shame, really. You magic might be unrefined, but it is everything that is left from the ancient fire sorcery of the Witch of Izalith.\" \"It is?\" \"A pyromancer does not know the story behind his own magic? How sad.\" \"Do you know the history behind every of your miracles?\" \"Oh, no I don\"t. But I would like to.\" \"I would like a lot of things. Knowing more about Pyromancy is one of them.\" Solaire laughed. \"I think I know where the gate fitting to the key is located. You should go - maybe you will find out more about pyromancy than you like.\" \"Do you want to get rid of me?\" \"No, I just want to see you again soon.\" \"Fool.\" \"Likewise.\" Claire laughed. \"Show me your gate, or else we both won\"t fulfil our goals.\" The gate lead down to the darkness. Wooden planks were everything that separated a by-passer from the depths. Claire looked down, before she turned around a last time. Solaire gave her an encouraging nod, before lifting his hand to bid her a silent farewell. Claire nodded back and returned the gesture, before both Undead departed to their respective destinations.",
"\"No. Not unless you go first~\" She growled, now glaring in my direction again. I felt the icy-cold feeling wash over me again. I really wish she would stop with that by the way. \"...Piss off.\" \"Oh, someone\"s getting testy - \" \"Poison!\" Note to self: Try to take Solanaceae wand before insulting her when there is no Professor present. .... ...... \"I leave for less than ten minutes, and in that time -\" \"She raised her wand at me first. I\"d just like to point out.\" Solanaceae whipped her head in my direction, one hand over her left eye, which is probably a black eye by now, \"You\"re pinning this on me? Really, Vita?\" She hissed. I glared harshly in her direction, not regretting what I had done to her one bit. \"You tried to strangle me Solanaceae. Again!\" The purple haired girl turned back to Professor Wu, who has now it seemed was waiting patiently for the two of us to stop bickering back and forth, and snarled, \"Well, Vita invaded my personal bubble!\" \"I did what?\" \"You bloody well heard me - Or should I say it a little slower for you?\" \"You are the scum of the earth Solanaceae.\" \"Hell beast.\" \"Coming from a Necromancer, that\"s almost a compliment.\" \"You\"re a right git Vita you know that?\" \"Hey did you know your accent gets heavier when you\"re mad?\" \"I - What? What the bleeding hell are you on about? It most certainly does not!\" \"It does,\" I said in a sing-song voice, grinning when I noticed her twitch with irritation slightly. I still can\"t figure out after all these years why her voice is a sensitive subject, but hey, I\"ll take what I can get. And abuse the power it gives me. Professor Wu was clearly a woman with ample amounts of patience - Well, I suppose anyone who puts up with the two of us has to. But the Life Professor was watching the exchange with one brow raised. She\"s probably used to it after five whole years of it. If she was annoyed, her voice gave no sign of it. \"Miss Vita, Miss Solanaceae, if you are just about finished?\" I glanced up, licking my lips and tasting the metallic taste of my own blood, but my gold eyes were still fiery. \"Ah, yeah we\"re done here. So can I leave?\" Solanaceae \"tch\"ed, and I tried to ignore her presence altogether. Even though, I let my eyes fall, looking at the Necromancer briefly, I can admire my work, can\"t I? She definitely had a black eye, thanks to my good aim, I also managed to knock her pretty hard in the jaw. Sadly it didn\"t break. I don\"t think. I\"m not sure. I hope so. She\"d have lots of bruises, though, that\"s for sure. Not to mention the blood on her hands from when I had tried to copy her tactics and dug my nails into her skin as hard as I possibly could. Bad day to decide to not wear gloves Solanaceae. That was a terrible idea. Since...well...today apparently was a very stressful day for her. I learned that whenever she gets tired of using her nails, she uses her teeth. Solanaceae actually bit me. Although she would no doubt deny that she ever had, but the mark on my hand was proof enough for me. That bitch. Since I can\"t use magic to try and kill her, I just have to attack her the old fashioned way most of the time. Not that I mind. I\"d say it\"s fun...but then I think that would make me a sadist...if I said that I enjoy hurting others. Fairly sure that\"s a bad thing. Heh. \"No Miss Vita, you cannot leave. When are the two of you going to grow up? You have been at this childish charade for years now.\" I sank lower into my chair and glared. Solanaceae folded her hands in her lap. My Professor sighed. I don\"t know why she lets us off the hook so often. I think If I had any other Professor in charge of me, I\"d have been expelled by now. \"...I now see, at least, that you two should be left unsupervised. The consequences will be higher, however, if it continues at this rate.\" I noticed that her pale green eyes were trained on Solanaceae as she said that. Not me. \"Fine then,\" Solanaceae smirked. \"Understood.\" I felt like I was missing something. But I didn\"t dwell on it for long. I had a book to inspect as soon as I got to my dorm. And Things to practice. Things that definitely didn\"t involve trying to cast Death Spells. Because that\"d be crazy, right? Warning(s): (Realized I should probably have one of these for...erm...future...activities) Warnings for now? Mild language, most likely. Note:As always reviews are appreciated! And I thank those who reviewed last chapter (Virtual cookies for you all) Chapter Three: Two too many The next day, Lilith had learned to never try and get any work done with any member of the Senith family lurking around. Hawk and Fox Senith, were absolutely the worst people in this world. The worst. \"Well,' Lilith thought irritatedly \"Solanaceae is most likely above them on my list of people I need to push off the edge of the world.' But that still didn\"t make her feel better. In her current situation, what would make her feel better was a quick beheading of two certain Balance Mages. The two had a notorious reputation for mischief, they were always getting into something, sticking their pointy little noses places they did not belong, and overall annoying the general population. When they weren\"t too busy annoying each other, that is. \"So...watcha reading?\" \"Snow - don\"t ignore us! That never works!\" \"Yeah, that only works on ghosts.\" \"I don\"t think it even works on ghosts, though.\" \"So, what, even if you ignore a ghost it will continue to haunt you?\" \"Yeah.\" \"Weird -\" Lilith was this close to stabbing her quill into one (Or both) of their necks. She scowled, leaning over her book more and effectively causing her bangs to get in the way of her line of sight. Blocking off the view of the two nightmares perched on either side of her. She was sitting under a tree in the Commons, book perched on her lap and various supplies surrounding her. Luckily there weren\"t many students out today, so she could work in almost peace. Well, you know that was the plan anyways. But oh well. \"Snowbell~ You act as if you don\"t like us!\" Lilith finally snapped her book shut and glared over at the two of them and oh if looks could kill. \"I\"m sorry, didn\"t you two get expelled?\" Hawk, the female twin nodded excitedly, \"Oh yeah we did -\" Fox picked up her sentence halfway through. \" - But we quit when we thought about what the student body of Ravenwood would possibly do without us!\" Lilith blinked, \"You - you quit being expelled?\" \"Yeah -\" \"Why doesn\"t everyone?\" Hawk scoffed, running a hand through her short blonde hair which was dyed a bright (And annoying) pink towards the top. Her green eyes shone - they always seemed to. Even if there was no reason, and Lilith found that annoying all in itself. The two had the exact same eyes, and their faces were similar too, but that\"s the similarities stopped mainly. Fox\"s hair was long, left to it\"s natural color, which was red, and almost always tied back. She sort of found it ironic. \"But anyways, how could we possibly leave our poor defenseless little Snow behind?\" Lilith was very tempted to say that she was six feet tall and could pick both of the siblings up and throw them over a cliff with ease, but she didn\"t get the chance since Fox interrupted. \"You are one of our favorite people, after all!\" And then simultaneously the two leaned over, getting way to far into Lilith\"s personal space for her comfort and wrapped her in what could be described as a half-hug on each side. \"Haha! Get off me you abominations -\" \"Oh hey, I wanted to ask you anyways, what were you doing at the Library at 2 A.M?\" Fox asked suddenly, releasing her and having his sister soon follow suit. Thank the Gods. Lilith paled slightly upon realizing what he had actually just said, though, \"...What?\" \"Yeah, Solanaceae was talking about with some of her Death-buddies earlier. Not like we eavesdrop or anything. Nah, we totally do who am I kidding?\" Solanaceae? But - how? Both of their faces were filled with interest - rather than suspicion. She wondered how naive a person could possibly get. \"Oh, that -? That\"s not - We all know Solanaceae\"s a liar, don\"t we?\" \"Um, well, not really actually that\"s mainly you -\" \"Yeah, so anyways it\"s not true. It\"s not. Don\"t ask around about it just take my word.\" Fox raised a brow, not even remotely serious. \"You sure it\"s not true?\" \"Yeah, we won\"t tell anyone, we\"ve done way worse stuff than that!\" \"Oh haven\"t we? Sister, we are underappreciated in our time!\" \"Clearly! You remember that one time -?\" Lilith stopped listening at the words \"Way worse stuff\". She could only imagine. She suppressed a shudder. Then out of the corner of my eye her she saw her way out. A flash of purple passing in front of her. Aha, perfect. Solanaceae was making her way across the Commons, almost sluggishly. The same black leather-bound book in her hands from the day before in detention, Lilith noticed. She had it in a death grip and looked exhausted. Her dark eyes held less hatred today; that\"s how she could tell she was tired. Perfect. ..... ...... L I knew an escape when I saw one. And well, this just might work for now. \"Hey,\" I cut in on their conversation suddenly, not feeling even slightly sorry for interrupting. \"You know, if you don\"t believe me...why don\"t you go ask someone else about it? My personal life seems very interesting to you two anyways...for some weird reason...\" I added the last part in a lower tone, which seemed to be out of their earshot. \"In fact, Solanaceae - She\"s the one you heard talking about it, right? Go and ask her about it.\" Their emerald eyes lit up excitedly at the idea. They really are morons. \"That\"s a great idea!\" Fox exclaimed. \"Yeah - Oi! Solanaceae!\" The Necromancer stiffened. I felt so satisfied with the world right now. The two were in front of her almost instantly, Solanaceae stiffened. I felt satisfied with life. In no time, Fox and Hawk had surrounded the purple-haired girl. She looked like she wanted to kill them, slowly and painfully. I know that feeling. I could hear them from here, the twins shouting questions, a low growl emitting from the Death student, and then Fox did something that surely only a man with a death-wish would do. Snatched the small leather book right out of Solanaceae\"s hands. Hawk even with all of her stupidity, realized that was a bad move, and her eyes widened. Fox took no notice. A group of students, presumably Death, who Solanaceae was probably walking towards, noticed this as well. One of them looked about ready to burst into fits of laughter, another looked petrified, and one even was getting ready to take a picture. I recognized the three of them. The one who was obviously about to take pleasure in Fox\"s pain was October Felidae. The shorter girls green eyes were lit excitedly. The one looking afraid on the other boy\"s behalf was Cerberus Delta. Not a Death student, strangely. Just a Myth boy who tended to hang around that group often. I didn\"t know, nor did I CARE why. The third one, savoring the moment was Salem Grayson. But all three looked as if this was a common practice. And it most likely was. The expression on Solanaceae\"s face changed from annoyance to homicidal rage pretty damn quickly. Foxs screams filled the commons until Hawk tried to pry Solanaceae on \"Kill Mode\" off of her brother. The reason he screamed? Well, if that satisfying cracking sound had anything to do with it, I\"d say she just broke his nose. I feel good about how today went. Even if I got almost no work done... Salem Grayson knew that when Persephone Solanaceae walked into Nightside later that day, that he should leave her alone. That everyone should leave her alone. Her temper had been off the charts lately. It was almost worrying. So when she hurried past him, he went against his better judgment and spoke to her. \"Hey, Sol. You alright? I think you broke that kids nose earlier.\" She stopped, but only for a moment. Only to glare back half-heartedly, due to her lack of sleep. \"Grayson. Go bother someone else.\" Grayson just looked down at her strangely. \"I would, but October and Cerberus are out in Grizzleheim tonight...you know, mission and all that.\" \"I don\"t care.\" \"I know. Just saying. You don\"t...you don\"t look so well.\" \"Well,\" Solanaceae spat \"Thank you, Grayson, because I so clearly desired your useless opinion!\" The Marleybonian spun on her heel and was stalking towards the graves to the right of the Death School. Solanaceae was aware of him watching, but honestly? She couldn;t bring herself to care when she stepped onto the sigil behind the one of the stones. How pointless it all seemed. I could practically see the blood on my hands. Everywhere. Blood. I hated this. This feeling, I can feel my control slipping. How much longer can I go on? Goddammit. I\"m a puppet now. No. Not if I can help it. I need help. I need a way out. Note: I\"ll continue to switch from first person to third person as needed, it all depends on how important the current thoughts of Lilith are. I also decided that sometime after chapter five or six is when the chapters are going to be completely rewritten because I have a very specific way I want this to go. Chapter Four: Blood Blast and Fire \"I have had enough of this behavior!\" It was just another normal day. The sun shining, the Firebirds singing and me and Solanaceae being dragged off by another teacher. Joy. Of course, me being, well me, I just had to confront the Necromancer. I could have just left her alone, but no. That would have been no fun right? With Solanaceae confrontation equals strangling me. Her hold is getting better though so, good for her. Before we could bloody ourselves up too much, (pity) Professor Drake just had to catch us. Cyrus was in a particularly crabby mood today as well, so before we knew it he was dragging us away into the Myth classroom. Solanaceae muttering most likely very offensive things under her breath as we went. Professor Drake practically threw open the doors to his classroom, and then roughly yanked the two of us inside. After settling down behind his desk, he scowled at us like we were the filth that was polluting WizardCity. I returned the look to my best capabilities. \"I assume, Miss Vita, Miss Solanaceae, you know why your here?\" He said disdainfully. \"Because I was assaulted?\" He focused his hard gaze on Solanaceae, who looked back defiantly, raising and elegant eyebrow she added \"I suspect you have gotten used to this Cyrus? Why bother? Just expel the Filth over there and all of this will subside.\" She said snarkily. \"Filth? I\"ll give you filth you stuck-up arrogant little Pureblood -\" \"Silence Vita! Solanaceae you will address me by Professor Drake at all times -\" \"Cyrus.\" I could practically feel the waves of irritation roll off of the Myth teacher, and even though I despised the Death student\"s very existence, I had to admit. Well done with that... Drake was absolutely fuming at her, though, which hopefully would make him put most of the blame on her... \"Detention. Both of you.\" Drake hissed. \"And if you misbehave while in detention, you will do it again. And again. And again. I don\"t care how long it takes you, you will learn to tolerate each other!\" My eyes widened. I just stared up at him with as much hatred as I possibly could. Detention with Solanaceae was one thing, I could handle it probably, after last time. But- but every day...EVERYDAY? I could not possibly - I glanced over at said girl, who right now (If possible) was even paler than usual, and looked horrified. \"Are you telling me, I am stuck in detention with THAT until - until what we graduate?!\" \"That\"s just cruel,\" I added. Drake sighed deeply, \"Not until you graduate Miss Solanaceae, just until you learn to get along.\" \"Oh so forever then? Bloody fantastic! I can\"t believe this! This - this is - you can\"t do that! I have a life you know! I have things to do you, prat -! \" I snickered. Just a little. I couldn\"t help it. Hearing her voice so hopeless; it was hilarious. Even if I was in the same boat. And besides... \"What the hell are you laughing at?\" She snapped, eyes narrowed. \"I\"m sorry - but that accent when you get mad...\" \"You are obsessed with my voice, you realize? It always sounds like this anyways If you\"d just listen -\" \"Yeah I usually tune out what you\"re saying so...\" \"Oh, you wretched-!\" \"Enough!\" Professor Drake was now looking as though he had a headache coming on, and was trying to keep himself calm. After all murdering students would surely get him fired... \"I,\" He drawled out icily \"Am going to ignore everything you just said Solanaceae. I am being merciful today...Your first detention I\"m sure of MANY starts today after classes. Do not be late either of you. And don\"t give me more reasons to punish you.\" Drake sighed again. \"I tried so very hard to get both of you expelled too...\" I was hoping that, without any issues, of course, I could try and put some of my...ideas to work tonight. Ideas that, of course, involve the place where the old Death School once stood. I don\"t know why, maybe it was the sheer curiosity, maybe it was the strange feeling of a dark thrill whenever I glanced down into the darkness, maybe it was how panic lit Solanaceae\"s features when I mentioned it. Who knows? It was happening, though. I was sure of it. So long that said Death nuisance doesn\"t kill me in detention I should be fine. Speaking of the devil... Just a few yards from the Myth classroom, I ran into Solanaceae. She looked irritated beyond all belief and sent a nasty look my way when she noticed me. \"You just HAD to go and get us detention for life didn\"t you?\" She muttered coldly. I just glared at her. Like it was my fault she tried to strangle me (AGAIN). And so yes maybe I started it, but it was...It...She had it coming. \"It was your fault. Don\"t be modest now.\" \"Bugger off.\" \"Don\"t try anything. We\"re in deep enough as it is.\" \"And who\"s fault is that?\" \"Yours! You bitch!\" Solanaceae then made a very rude and unladylike gesture to me. \"Oh real mature.\" I hiss. Golden eyes narrowed all the while, I couldn\"t help but feel that her energy was strangely off today. Suddenly I wondered if starting something at this particular moment had been such a great idea. I got my answer when she reached for her wand, pulling it out to aim right between my eyes in one quick fluid motion. So this was how it was going to go? I had practice in this certain situation, and I mirrored her movement exactly. There was a tense crackling silence. I was ready, I had a spell on the tip of my tongue. I was almost hoping Professor Drake would show up; last time this happened she hit me full on with a hex that made me grow large bat ears that stayed put for forty-eight hours. \"Mobiarmus Demoenum!\" \"Lumindo Horrendenta !\" We said the spells at the exact same moment, and simultaneously two streaks of light shot out from our wands and clashed violently together in a flurry of green and black sparks. This was not supposed to happen. I know I had just taken a huge risk. That spell; Is the one I learned just in case. I couldn\"t - I couldn\"t help myself. It was in a forbidden spell book. That\"s not all. A forbidden DEATH spell book. One I had gotten from the library. Dammit... Why did I do that? On school grounds - I felt suddenly very lightheaded. I world around me swam. Everything turned to black. All around me, there was nothing but darkness. A color darker than black. Complete void. Until the surroundings formed into place around me. A large elegant room, with marble floor and high ceiling that had deep red tapestries on the walls. I saw a woman walking out, a woman with long dark black hair, and equally as dark eyes, shining strangly. I had never seen her before I was sure of it. But she was so familiar. Alongside her fell a child. A little girl, with equally as dark hair and eyes. They were in a sort of conversation - but it was all muffled to me. I only understood parts \"Do you understand why...\" The woman was saying softly, but I could hear an edge to it that shouldn\"t have been there. \"...No...I dont...Should I?\" The voice was familiar. The scenec dissolved around me once more. I only heard voices this time. No images. \"I will.\" \"You dont undertsand this could cost you your life!\" \"I know.\" \"You can\"t -!\" \"I\"m protecting her! I can and I will.\" Then after that, I saw a scene playing out in front of me very, very clearly.' I could feel this person\"s emotions like I was watching this happen from their eyes... Bright moonlight glistened off of the pale skin of the figure walking stealthily through the corridor. A dark claret hood pulled tightly around their head, and the rest cloaked their body. Dark eyes, the color of amythest, a deep royal purple stared out into the darkness, darting around. Checking for any signs of a guard. A small thin strand of almost black hair escaped the hood, hanging loosly in the way. Just barely. A women, a girl of no more than 14 years of age tip-toed quietly through the corridoor. Stealth was all that mattered. All that mattered was not getting caught. For if she was caught, she would be killed without mercy. But some things, she believed were just worth the risk. Soft black leather boot padded across the marble floors with extreme caution, and the cloak swished silently around her ankles. The risk was all too real for her, but she must do as she was told.",
"Leonidas turned to Gorgo. She had been standing on the balcony, and must have heard him enter their room and begin to approach her. She had not turned to address him. He put his hands over her shoulders. \"Gorgo-\" \"I know it is your duty. As king, you are the first warrior into battle.\" He brought his hands around her waist. \"No, my queen...these are raiders we are facing, not a true army. I go only to ensure that every last one of them is made to pay for the Spartan blood they have spilled.\" At last, she turned to him. He glanced down to the small, rounded mound that was her womb. It had not been long since she had told him of the child that shared her body, but Leonidas was already so eager for his heir. He settled one of his large hands upon her flesh, hoping again to feel his child move. Gorgo held his hand more firmly to her body. \"No, Leonidas. It is too soon for the babe to kick.\" He nodded, slightly disappointed. \"I will not be gone long, Gorgo. Weeks, at most. I will return to you the same man I have always been.\" She rounded on him, \"But I will not be the same woman! I will be bigger, as round as a sphere and as swollen as a melon! You won\"t want what I have become, you\"ll take a slave as your whore, you\"ll take my babe away from me and-\" Leonidas gripped her shoulders and forced her to look at him. \"Gorgo! What is this madness you speak of?! Have you lost your mind? You must have forgotten that I chose you as my wife,\" he bit out. Gorgo had been behaving strangely for the past few weeks, ever since her body began to grow fuller from the child. She avoided him during the day and slept further to her side of their bed at night. When she allowed him to touch her belly so that he might feel for his child, she often insisted that he was not doing it right and would leave in frustration. The midwife brought into the palace had assured them that it was safe for the babe if Leonidas were to take his wife again, so long as he was very gentle. Gorgo had seemed repulsed at the idea one moment and then eager for it the next; as of yet, Leonidas had stopped approaching her all together. His wife began to cry, and Leonidas hated himself for becoming upset with her. He brought her closer into his arms and allowed her tears to fall upon the linen of his robe. Careful not to upset her further, he reached up and stroked her hair. He could not understand why she thought he would be so eager to take another woman; in fact, he could not understand why Gorgo had been so withdrawn and angry with him at all. It seemed every step he took would irritate her to no end, every breath he took lead her into further annoyance. \"Gorgo, Gorgo, you are my queen, my only love...\" He crooned to her. Carefully, Leonidas backed her up to their bed and he had her lay back on the blankets there. Her face glistened with tears, her breasts and belly heaved slightly as she cried. Leonidas moved to lay on his side beside her, propping himself up on one elbow and looked down at her. \"I want no other woman, and I would never dishonor you by taking another. There will only be one queen of Sparta. You and no other.\" He rested his hand over the gentle bump of her belly, then slowly stroking up her body towards her face. Gorgo shivered and gasped when his hand passed over her breast. To Leonidas, the sound was akin to a call from one mate to another. He cupped her face and leaned down to kiss her. To his relief and satisfaction, Gorgo responded to him. They simply kissed for a time, reacquainting themselves to each other. It had been a long time since Gorgo had allowed Leonidas to touch her as a husband, and he had been beginning to feel almosr desperate for the return of his wife. He would take what she would give, and not press her for more. He cared too much for Gorgo and for their child to risk upsetting her. The heir she carried was the future of all Sparta. They parted, and Gorgo moved to present her back to him. Leonidas moved his body to mold her shape against his, and he reached around her waist to lay his hand over her belly. \"I\"m sorry, Leonidas. The midwife warned me months ago that I would become upset at the rustling of a feather, but I hadn\"t believed her- I laughed and told her that I was not the same as the other women she had seen to in the past. This is punishment for my arrogance! I\"ve driven you to chasing raiders across Greece just so that you may find a bit of peace...\" Leonidas laughed softly against her hair. \"No, no, Gorgo. I go because of my duty as king. I go to discourage any others from even thinking of attacking Spartan villages or farms again, to protect the people. I will think of you every day, Gorgo, and beg the gods to deliver me back home swiftly so that I may see you with our babe.\" His woman was silent for a short time. \"Leonidas, do you truly still want me?\" \"Yes. You are...too close to see yourself clearly. You cannot see what I can. I see you, healthy and strong, growing ripe with my seed. You have the mother\"s glow about your face, your hair shines and your breasts have become even fuller. I would have to be a eunuch not to desire you.\" He laughed. Despite herself, Gorgo laughed too. \"Thank you, Leonidas. I think I only wished to hear you say that.\" He drew her closer. \"Then I will tell you every day.\" They slept, yet somewhere in the night, Leonidas woke at the faint, tiny fluttering of the child beneath his palm. Over fifty days had passed since Leonidas and his small band had departed from the city, intent on eradicating the rebels and raiders that had already killed hundreds of innocent Spartans. The days were blistering hot, the nights only slightly cooler. Leonidas and his fellow warriors hardly noticed the weather; they had edured all forms of hardships in their agoge, this was nothing in comparison. As of yet they had found but traces of the raiders. A few footprints, an abandoned campsite, broken spears and arrowheads. In the king\"s estimation, they were perhaps three days from their quarry. Once word had spread that true warroriors, led by the king himself, had come to defend the citizens, the rebels had wisely run off. Their trail was erratic in an effort to confuse the Spartans chasing them, but it would do them no good. The only thing that they had accomplished by prolonging the chase was to enrage the Spartans further. Leonidas was not the only man whose wife was with child. Dilios, the captain, and five of the other warriors were impatient to return back to their women and hopeful sons. Leonidas sat on a smooth boulder, taking his turn on the perimeter watch as the man he\"d replaced went off to sleep. The moon was full and bright in the night sky, it\"s perfect round shape reminding him of Gorgo\"s growing belly. \"My wife waits with child as well,\" Dilios had told him earlier that day. \"Halcyone has born me two sons, and hopes this time for a girl. I think she is lonely for a daughter in the house.\" Leonidas had smiled at his friend. \"This will be my first. I hope for many children; sons, of course, but Gorgo once told me that she would someday want a daughter. I think women are like us- they want a child to take after them.\" Dilios agreed. \"You are correct, sire. Halcyone has told me that if Aphrodite answers her prayers and she is given a daughter, she will teach her all the secrets that she has learned in the kitchen. I hope only for another son.\" Leonidas had raised his brows. \"Why another son, Dilios? I have met your boys. They are large, fast and strong. The agoge will be child\"s play to them, they will be prize additions to my armies. Why not allow Halcyone a girl to share her cooking skill?\" Dilios had laughed then. \"Because, if she should have a daughter, the girl will know the secret of attracting many suitors- Halcyone seduced me with her wonderful food. Once I had a meal with her family and learned that had cooked it all herself, I asked her father to give her to me that very night. If she passed on her secrets to a girl, all of Sparta\"s young men would be begging at my door!\" The men had laughed then, but Leonidas no longer felt so humorous. Gorgo was with child; he wanted to be by her side, not rummaging around abandoned campsites searching for murdering scum. Suppose something happened while he was away? His child could be lost, his wife injured or worse! He had to stop the grim thoughts, he had only to complete the task of tracking the raiders, and then he would return. His eyes burned out into the distance, his anger growing within, urging him to chase the rebels, faster and farther, all the way to the sea if it would only bring him back to Sparta. Gorgo rested her arms on the balcony of the royal bedchambers; the grand rooms where she had slept alone for many nights. She stared at the moon, hoping that somehow Leonidas was watching it as well. It would connect them, in a way, even if neither of them were aware of it. She glanced down and pressed a hand to her bulging womb. The child was within, moving inside of her. It had began shortly after Leonidas had left the city to hunt down the raiders that were slaughtering Sparta\"s innocent people. Gorgo hoped it was a good omen that their child was so restless. It meant that the little boy or girl would be restless in life, always striving for greatness and earning pride. She had once dreamed that Leonidas would return, and kiss her belly just in time to feel their child kick. It would be a great thing if he would return to her that very night, as their babe seemed more restless than usual. Ten more days had passed, and Leonidas had still not returned to Sparta. Gorgo knew that he was Sparta- the world\"s- finest warrior, but how could she not worry? The raider killings might have been a diversion, a way of baiting him to leave the city, taking only a handful of his fellow soldiers. Could they all have walked into a trap? To be ambushed by hundreds? She shuddered at the thought as images of bloodshed flashed through her mind. \"You must think only happy thoughts- otherwise, the poisonous worries of your mind may harm the child.\" The words of the palace midwife were not so comforting. Gorgo knew that worrying over her husband for days on end was not healthy. She had gone about her queen\"s duties the same as she had before, and tried to keep herself as useful as she was able. As she began to swell, it was not so easy as it once was. Still, there was time. Leonidas would return to Sparta in time to see the birth of his child, the future heir to all of Sparta. He had to. \"These were the last of them, sire. Their leader has been captured for interrogation, the rest have been driven to the sea.\" Leonidas turned to face the captain, his expression grim with purpose. \"Good. Then we can begin the return journey to Sparta at once.\" It had been many days, over a hundred, since he had first left his city and his wife. The rebels had been clever in evading them, but no chase lasted forever. They had been caught when Dilios noticed their pattern of hiding during the day and moving along the foothills at night. All of the men had been eager to get back to Sparta, and so they had been eager to cut through the raiders all the more quickly. Leonidas had led the attacks, each strike of his sword leading them closer to home and closer to their wives\" embrace. The raiders had been a strange assembled group of insurgents, all of them hailing from different nations. Obviously, the legends of Sparta\"s warriors had somehow escaped them and they had had no idea what they had been facing. They stood on this plain and taunted us. I\"ve never before seen such fools, Leonidas thought as he wiped the blade of his sword free of blood. Smiling slightly beneath his beard, he glanced around and saw that taking ten other warriors had indeed been unnecessary. One lone Spartan would have been enough to rid the countryside of these raiders. As it happened, Leonidas and each of his warriors had made a few kills, but the battle (such as it was) had been over in a matter of minutes. The raiders were young, poorly trained and despite having robbed so many families, they had been far too ill-equipt to even hope facing off with true warriors. They had been lambs sent to the slaughter, a clear warning to any others that might think to attack Sparta\"s country farms. No matter now, Leonidas thought. The raiders have been taken care of. No warriors of mine have been lost. It is time to return to our city. The journey back to Sparta was not no long. Indeed, most of their time had been spent in pursuit of the rebels but now that the warriors were headed back home, the days passed with ease. The warriors even marched late into the night, greatly aided by the pale silver light of the full moon that hung above them in the midnight sky. He thought of Gorgo again at seeing the moon\"s perfect round shape. He knew that by the time he returned to Sparta and was presented to her, she would have grown much larger than the last time he had seen her. Their last night together, he had felt their child move beneath his hand. Surely by now their babe was moving constantly, eager to be born and claim its birthright as the future king or queen of Sparta. Leonidas smiled softly at the thought, hoping that their child born would be a son. He anticipated fighting with this future king, sparring, teaching the boy how best to hold a spear and how to hunt for deer in the wilds. All would be useful for when the time came for the boy to take to his agoge trials. Yes, Leonidas hoped for a son; he wouldn\"t know what to do with a daughter. What could he possibly do? He could not fight with a girl, he might injure her upon sparring. He knew nothing of female customs and had no true interest in such things. All a princess would be required to learn was how to present herself correctly to courts and then take in lessons of Spartan law and philosophy when she came of age. Until then, all a princess did was play with her precious pet animals and toys. Sparta would fall if its king began to play with weaved silk dolls! Please, Zeus, a beg you for a son...I would be lost with a daughter! Days passed and finally the men came over a hill and saw Sparta. Leonidas allowed them to cheer as they moved down the road leading to the city, their horses\" hooves beating the earth like thunder. Dilios followed Leonidas to the palace once the other soliders were dismissed to their homes. The rebel leader was taken away to be questioned and then killed; there was no room for mercy in Sparta. \"Why do you not return to your wife, Dilios? I\"m sure you must miss Halcyone\"s cooking,\" Leonidas had joked to him as they\"d made their way up the palace steps. Dilios nodded. \"I admit that I do, sire. Halcyone has been staying close to the midwife who resides within your palace; I wish to see if she is here before checking our house.\" Leonidas nodded. \"No bother. Perhaps you might wish to bathe before seeing her?\" The king suggested, gesturing to the both of them. The battle and the journey had made them filthy- dust and dirt clung to their exposed, sweaty skin. Their hair had grown as matted as their beards, the dried blood of their enemy clung both to their clothes and to their skin. Dilios glanced down at himself as if noticing his appearance for the first time. \"Perhaps you are right, sire.\" Servants had been called forward to bathe the king; they washed his body, oiled his skin and attended to his hair and beard. Gorgo had been told of his return, and despite his eagerness to see her, Leonidas was reluctant to allow her to see him as filthy as a common dog. He wished to embrace and kiss her, but no woman would have allowed him to touch her as filthy as he had been! Once he had dismissed the attending servants, Leonidas had felt refreshed and more than ready to see his queen. He went directly to their chambers, but she was not within, wiating for him as he had expected. He stood in their rooms for a moment, absorbing her delicate female scent. Gorgo, Gorgo, my wife and queen... He left their chambers to go down into the gardens; that was a place that had held private meaning to them for years, even before they were married, back when they had had their first meeting. Leonidas ran a hand through his newly cut hair and headed through the courtyard, instinct carrying him toward her. As Leonidas moved, he tilted his head. He had thought he had heard...no, he had heard something. He paused to listen. It was a sweet sound, taking on form and lyrics. A woman was singing. Smiling, Leonidas followed the sound, not at all surprised to find Gorgo sitting on the stone bench before the fountain; this was the place where he had told her of his intention to take her as his wife. Her back was facing him, and Leonidas almost felt content to listen to her for a while more, but could not stand aside from her much longer. \"I have never heard you sing,\" Gorgo turned to face him, her face lighting up as he had never seen before. \"Husband!\" Leonidas moved to her side and embraced her tightly, surprised and somehow pleased to see how large her womb had grown in the time he was away chasing the rebels. Gorgo smiled at him and rested a hand over the large bump of her body. \"Yes, didn\"t I tell you? As round as a sphere and as swollen as a melon!\" He laughed and carefully touched her, hoping to feel the babe move within. He felt nothing, but did not show disappointment. How could he, now that he was back in Sparta? \"I thought of you and our child every night that I could see the moon,\" he told her. \"Its shape made me think of you, being so round and perfect.\" Gorgo laughed, kissing him. \"I am glad that you have come back, for I have been told that it is only a few days more before our child will come forth. I am ready, but also afraid.\" She confessed, holding him as close to her as she was able. He held her. \"You need not be afraid, wife. This child will come, and will be my heir to the throne.\" She nodded. \"Yes, I know. It is only that...while it lives within me, we share the same life. I can protect it. When she-\" \"Or he!\" \"Or he, is born, we will be separate. Anything could go wrong.\" Leonidas shook his head. \"Nothing will.\" \"That is not a promise you can make, my love.\" Leonidas nodded. \"I know it is not. Gorgo, this child will have everything, I promise you. I will lay down my life to protect you and all the rest of Sparta.\" \"And if you die? What will become of us then?\" Leonidas thought for a moment. \"Then I will rage through Hades to come back to you both.\" No more than ten days had passed since Leonidas\"s return to Sparta when he was roused from his sleep by his queen\"s cry of pain. He was awake in an instant, alert to any threat, ready to kill for her. Gorgo had been sleeping beside him, but she had moved to sit up and placed her hands over her bulging womb. She turned to him, her eyes large, glowing with fear and happiness. \"Leonidas, it\"s time. Help me, you must bring me to the midwife.\" Leonidas moved quickly to do what he knew needed to be done. Carefully, he moved off the bed and eased her onto her feet. He was alarmed to see that her thighs were smeared with a strange fluid, but he said nothing for fear of upsetting her further. The king guided her out of their bedchamber and down a short corridor to find the old, experienced midwife that would safely deliver his heir. And she will deliver our child safely, or I will end her myself! He felt his heart pounding, but he indicated no fear or excitement. He was king, and had to keep his composure before all, even with the servants. He called for the widwife, who answered them within minutes with several other servants following suit. Around them, Leonidas could sense the entire palace coming awake. \"Oh, Gorgo, I had expected you at about any time, come on, come into the chamber here.\" The midwife ushered the queen into her chambers, and then ordered her servants to fetch linens, a blade and hot water. Leonidas began to follow the women inside, but the midwife moved to block his entrance. \"No, my lord, you cannot be here for the birth.\" At once, he felt ready to strike her for her insolence. \"What foolishness do you speak? Gorgo is my wife, it is my child to be born this night!\" The midwife stood her ground. \"I am no fool, sire, but I say again: no man will enter.\" \"I am not just a man, I am your king.\" \"You are a man all the same. Your father was just as arrogant and stubborn when I delivered you and your brothers! Sire, you must wait outside this chamber-\" A pained cry from inside drew both their attention away. Leonidas stepped forward to go to Gorgo, but the midwife moved to block his path to her. \"Sire, you must not-\" \"Leonidas, stop,\" He turned to find his father, bleary-eyed from interrupted sleep. Androcles moved forward, flanked by servants and advisors- Cadmus, Gorgo\"s father, was among them. \"You cannot be with her now,\" The midwife took advantage of Leonidas\"s attention being on his father, and slipped into the chamber, locking the heavy door behind her. Leonidas realized that he\"d been locked out and he beat his fist against the door. Androcles moved forward. \"Leonidas, you must stop. Birth is a woman\"s realm where men have no place. Gorgo must do this alone.\""
]
embeddings = model.encode(sentences)
similarities = model.similarity(embeddings, embeddings)
print(similarities.shape)
# [4, 4]This is a sentence-transformers model finetuned from answerdotai/ModernBERT-base. It maps sentences & paragraphs to a 768-dimensional dense vector space and can be used for semantic textual similarity, semantic search, paraphrase mining, text classification, clustering, and more.
SentenceTransformer(
(0): Transformer({'max_seq_length': 8192, 'do_lower_case': False, 'architecture': 'ModernBertModel'})
(1): Pooling({'word_embedding_dimension': 768, 'pooling_mode_cls_token': False, 'pooling_mode_mean_tokens': True, 'pooling_mode_max_tokens': False, 'pooling_mode_mean_sqrt_len_tokens': False, 'pooling_mode_weightedmean_tokens': False, 'pooling_mode_lasttoken': False, 'include_prompt': True})
)
First install the Sentence Transformers library:
pip install -U sentence-transformers
Then you can load this model and run inference.
from sentence_transformers import SentenceTransformer
# Download from the 🤗 Hub
model = SentenceTransformer("ashercn97/av-v1")
# Run inference
sentences = [
'She"d noticed in the center of the room that Cassie was slowing down in her frantic scribbling, focusing on a single sheet of paper for more than a few seconds. That meant she was seeing something clearly. Something that mattered to her. Or someone that mattered to her. That could mean... "What do you see, Cassie? Who do you see?" Agent Hollis leaned down, trying to keep her face open and inviting. Cassie didn"t answer, just switched the colors in her hands, adding tiny details to the object she was drawing. Agent Hollis looked over to the other agents and shrugged at their impatience; they"d learn soon enough it wasn"t easy to hurry this Watcher along. She"d lose the vision if they weren"t careful. Agent Hollis sat back on her heels, and waited. She"d only Push the Watcher if she had too, if she didn"t answer or tried to move to another sheet of paper without explaining. After a long moment of the younger woman choosing one final color and adding her signature in the corner. She still didn"t speak, and Agent Hollis sighed. Plan B it was then. "Tell me what you see, Cassie," she said and pushed, her eyes going blind for a moment as she exerted her will over the other woman. Cassie swayed, her eyes narrowing as she glared for a moment, making it clear she knew full well that she was being influenced. Then the ragged blonde shook all over and shrugged, then held the image out to the agent. "It"s just a lily, Kira. A pendant." She smiled down at the image she"d drawn, and then spoke so softly the other woman almost didn"t hear her. "He gave me a flower..." At her words, the agent felt a ripple of excitement and then vicious jealousy sweep over her, but she ruthlessly buried both before they could affect her. There was too much work to do for her to become distracted. She took the picture Cassie had offered and rose, turning to the agents under her command. "It"s time. He"s coming for her." Hope you enjoyed! I"m probably going to be posting chapters ever day or so - I didn"t want to spam your inboxes! Chapter 1 "Yesterday" has gone,Future"s coming next.So move, clock"s on.It"s a countdown... "In a Row" - Nothink Nick checked his watch again and resisted the urge to drum his fingers on the steering wheel, knowing it would only earn him a sharp comment from the Shadow in the passenger seat. And they couldn"t dissolve into an argument again, not now, not when they sat literally right around the corner from the lab where the Holmes woman and one old friend were being held. He settled for picking up the envelope on the console between them and running his fingers silently along the folds, not opening it, though, not yet. Not until 2:58 on the dot. God he hoped Cassie would be ready. That she even could be ready, considering the cocktail Division likely had her on. "You"re sure she"s seen-" "The pendant up against a digital clock stopped at 3:00 p.m. exactly. As I told you the last time, and the time before that." Mitchell Bryce didn"t bother to turn to look at Nick, but the Mover could imagine the annoyance in the Shadow"s dark eyes. He knew that the Shadow had in fact told Nick more than once now, and knew too that Bryce needed to rescue his cousin and so had every bit of a stake in the success of this mission as Nick did. With that in mind, Nick tried again to calm the impatience welling up within him. He"d have thought the months without word or hint of Cassie"s location would have been worse, but it seemed having her just out of reach was driving him even more crazy. It was just... they were so close. After nearly 6 months of planning and scraping and doing everything in his power to find her, to get some bead on where the hell Division had taken his lover, they finally were in position to begin the rescue, to fight back and take her back from the bastards who had stolen her from him. "God, I hope Emily gets here soon," Nick cringed as the words slipped out, half expecting Bryce to snap. When the expected sarcastic comment didn"t happen, he risked a glance over to see Bryce"s face carefully blank, his hand half-hiding his eyes. After a moment, the dark-haired man sighed and straightened. "The lovely Ms. Hu will be here." He tugged as his tie and smoothed down imaginary wrinkles, the only sign that he might be as stressed as Nick was. "She risks losing too much not to arrive on schedule." Nick nodded, and scrubbed a hand across his face. He knew all too well Emily and Bryce had lost someone, lost the same someone as a matter of fact. And it was unfortunately likely due to the somebody he"d lost. Cassie"s gifts were always stronger when it came to her friends and family, and there wasn"t much chance that one after another of some of their past contacts were getting snatched up after she was taken was just a coincidence. Hook Waters had been only one of those scooped up by Division. At least there was a chance to get Hook back, or as much of a chance as getting Cassie back. He was the only one so far who was actually being kept in the same Division lock up as his Watcher friend. He and their original rescue target, Anna Holmes, Cassie"s mother. She"d been who they were trying to rescue in the first place those 6 months ago when the mission had gone so very wrong. He still wasn"t totally sure what had... He shook his head at himself. He knew exactly what had gone wrong - Ms. Kira Hudson, or Agent Kira Hollis as she seemed to be called lately. They"d thought she was fine after the mess in Hong Kong. She"d rendezvoused with he and Cassie as planned, and for a while the three of them, he, Kira, and Cassie, had done fairly well moving from city to country, laying low and keeping under the Division radar. It had almost been like a family - almost. If not for the sheer bitchyness that was Kira and Cassie alone in a room together for any length of time at all, he might have been perfectly happy, or as happy as a group of psychics on the run could be. But then... Then Kira started Pushing, and not just marks around them, but Nick himself, and Cassie. Pushing them to do things that just didn"t make sense. Petty things, like Cassie refusing to speak to him for days, or Nick locking Cassie out of their current squat in the middle of a thunderstorm. Nick talked to Kira, Cassie screamed at her, and their various friends when they were allowed took turns trying to explain just how utterly invasive being Pushed really was. But Kira didn"t stop. Didn"t seem to want to. And as for the rest of her behavior, it was increasingly erratic, until finally she all but walked back into Division hands. For all he"d once promised to keep looking, to always come for her, Nick couldn"t go after her that time. Not this way unfortunately. In any case, Kira"s little stunt had put Cassie in front of a bullet, and Nick"d had his hands full trying to keep the young Watcher from bleeding out before he could find a Stitch to patch her up. By the time Cassie was out of the woods, Kira and the Division Sniffs and Pushers who"d managed to snag her were gone. Back to the U.S. and whatever facility was deemed proper to re-integrate a psychic and possibly an agent who"d been on the outside as long as Kira had. In any case, Kira"d been M.I.A. for several years, and Nick, he hadn"t missed her as much as he might have expected. He still had Cassie, and in the coming days as they both grew older and somehow wiser, that impractically dressed and ancient-eyed young woman meant far more than Kira ever did. If forced to choose between them, and God knew he really had been forced to choose between them, Cassie came first and would continue to come first, no matter what. He just hoped he wouldn"t have to deal with that choice right now in the midst of their rescue mission. Word on the street had it that an Agent Hollis was likely part of the team keeping tabs and guard on Cassie and Anna Holmes. If it was the same Hollis that Carver had thought Kira to be, they could be in deep shit. Kira"s presence complicated things even more than the rescue itself. With Carver long dead, she was definitely the strongest Pusher on record, and while he and Cassie had some experience with holding her off, no one else on their team did. And even he and Cassie could only hold her off to a point. Worse was the fact that Kira might very well have shared the trick Nick had figured out to avoiding Watchers all those years ago in Hong Kong with her superiors. If that happened, this mission would be over almost before it began. He set the letter back on the console carefully, and then his fingers drifted up to his throat and the pendant he"d taken to wearing under his shirt after Cassie"d been taken. He"d meant to give it to her as both a birthday present and celebratory gift when they"d rescued her mother. That hadn"t happened, obviously. The pendant had come to mean both hope and failure. Just the chance of the former kept him wearing it though, needing that fragile connection with the woman he"d lost. Nick barely heard a slight snort from the other man in the car and he jerked his hand away from the pendant with an embarrassed cough. Bryce didn"t look over, just smirked knowingly out the window. Nick ignored him best he could, and checked the clock again. Almost time to open their respective envelopes. Nick was fairly sure he knew his part in the plan already, but there was no knowing for sure until he read the instructions Emily had written. Instructions she should be wiping from her memory as they waited. But she"d said she"d meet them here after that. So where the hell was she? He shook his head and hoped the other two members of their merry band of idiots were in position. There was no way to check at this point, but if they weren"t... Well that would blow any chance of getting into the facility itself. He glanced at the clock and started: 2:58 p.m. He all but lunged for the envelope again, and this time Bryce looked anything but smug, leaning in to look at the card himself. His wasn"t set to be opened til 3:43 p.m., and Nick didn"t even want to consider the stress that time period would be causing the Shadow. Nick pulled out the card and flipped it over to read. "Drive straight to the gates then drive straight through them - 3:00 p.m." He blinked and raised an eyebrow at his companion. Bryce shrugged, and Nick turned the key in the ignition starting the engine. The clock changed to 2:59 p.m., and Nick felt his blood begin to pound. They had one minute and if Emily hadn"t shown by then, they"d need to go without her. That would make finding their targets in the facility that much harder to track, but they wouldn"t have a choice. He drummed his fingers on the steering wheel as the seconds ticked away, finally not caring if it bothered the man beside him. 10, 9, 8... He flexed his hands and moved one to hover over the gearshift. 3, 2, 1. 3:00 p.m. Nick slammed the SUV into drive and gunned it, slamming his foot down on the accelerator and the vehicle all but shrieked into motion. He barely slowed at the stop sign at the corner, wheeling the SUV right and sending Bryce almost sliding, his hand on the door and his seatbelt the only things keeping the Shadow securely in his seat. They roared down the street and toward the facility entrance at the far end. The massive gate at the entrance was visibly shut, and Nick swallowed as he stepped even harder on the accelerator, pushing the SUV to even higher speeds. As they approached Nick forced himself to let go of the steering wheel with one hand, preparing the Push the shit out of the gate if it didn"t open on its own. At the very last second, he saw the massive pieces of metal begin to slide apart. "Thank you, Matthew," he muttered with a grin and slammed his foot on the accelerator again, sending the SUV flying past the gates and the guard station where he just barely saw the agents beginning to panic. Phase One fucking complete. Nick continued to drive, wheeling through the large parking lot to a side entrance Matt"s intel told them might be the closest way to reach the Holmes women. He glanced in the rearview mirror to see another pair of SUVs barreling their way in behind him. "Seems the ladies have arrived on schedule," Bryce said from beside him, his smirk showing his satisfaction at the turn of events. One of the vehicles followed close behind him, Emily likely at the wheel. The other spun to face the gate almost as soon as it entered and a barrage of fireballs began to fly from the open drivers side window to the guard station. Their favorite little pyrokinetic, Lex, was clearly having the proverbial and literal blast with the distraction role she was playing for their mission. Nick could only hope she"d keep moving fast enough to evade the agents that would soon come storming after her in the absence on any other intruder to follow. She should be fine though, he reminded himself. According to the rumors, Lex had kept herself out of Division hands her entire life using only her pyrokinetic tricks, an impressive set of street smarts, and a kick ass driving ability. Or so he"d heard. He wished her well silently - she was on her own for a while or at least as long as Bryce could pull off Shadowing all three of them as they entered the building. Nick came to a screeching halt with Emily right behind him. All three psychics ran from their respective vehicles, engines still on and running. With any luck, they"d stay that way - facilitating the quick getaway they"d need if the mission proved to be a success. The three of them pounded up the exterior steps to the door, pausing only a moment before the internal lock triggered itself and they entered. Once again, Nick thought a heartfelt "thank you" to the young technopath they"d met only months before Cassie"d been taken. Nick doubted they"d have ever narrowed down Cassie"s location without the Tech"s help, and he was still proving his worth with every damn move they made. It was almost enough to make Nick ignore the younger man"s obvious crush on Nick"s Watcher love. Almost anyway. The hallway the door led to was clear, but the first passageway off to the left definitely wasn"t. Nick didn"t even have time to Push the agents - Bryce was already moving, breaking into a sequence of viciously efficient martial arts that had the trio of Division goons out cold with what looked to be very little effort. That talent had not been something the Shadow had mentioned. Handy little trick. Nick couldn"t help the whistle that escaped his lips, but Bryce barely acknowledged it, straightening his jacket almost casually. Behind them, Emily had used the momentary distraction to strip off her gloves, reaching each into the pockets of her jacket to pull out two objects - a cufflink and a pen, previously owned by Hook Waters and Cassie respectively. With Nick and Bryce guarding her, Emily brought each item up to her face allowing the psychic "scent" to seep into her hands as the Sniff activated her psychometric gifts to the forefront of her mind. She swayed as her gift took her for a moment, and then shook her head to clear it. "Cassie is down that hall and up 2 flights of stairs. Behind the blast doors in the... fifth room on the left. She seems stationary for now." Emily turned her head to blink down the hallway just ahead of them. "Hook - he"s that way... but he"s moving. I can"t get a clear fix on his location." It didn"t take Nick even a moment to make his decision. "Bryce take Emily with you. Head after Hook. I"ll get the women." Bryce didn"t bother to nod, just took Emily by the elbow and set off at a swift jog down the hallway, leaving Nick to set off in the other direction. Chapter 2 I don"t know where we"re headingI"m willing and ready to goWe can"t drive it so fast we just need to slow downAnd just roll Anything that"s worth havingIs sure enough worth fighting forQuiting"s out of the questionWhen it gets tough gotta fight some moreWe gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love "Fight for this Love" - Cheryl Cole Nick burst through the door to the stairwell and started climbing up at a run, knowing he"d need to move fast now that his Shadow was heading to another part of the building. At least Emily and Bryce might get safely to Hook without a Sniff catching on to that goal. He was on his own, not that he"d really thought a Shadow would help much at this point anyway - any Division goon worth their paycheck would know exactly where Nick was headed. He kept climbing, keeping his mind on Cassie as his goal, knowing he needed that mental encouragement. He heard a slam and looked up startled as he reached the first landing and looked through the window slit in the door to see an agent pounding on the door to the stairwell. For some reason the door wouldn"t open even when he swiped his access card. Nick grinned and tossed a quick salute at the camera in the corner then kept climbing to the next floor. He paused at that landing, seeing several other agents waiting through the window, all apparently having the same trouble getting through the lock that their counterparts downstairs had. Nick let out a long breath and twitched his fingers as he brought his power to mind, then he nodded at the camera and hearing the lock disengage with a metallic click, he wrenched open the door off its hinges with his gift and then sent it slamming back through into the hallway knocking two of the waiting agents sprawling. The other few were handled with another quick wave of Nick"s hands slamming into the walls, ceiling, and floor like pinballs. Nick barely spared them a glance beyond a quick check to make sure they were well and truly out cold, before he was moving again and heading through the blast doors down the hall. They slid open as he approached. He paused a little into the hallway, surprised that no one was waiting to attack. Then he just shook his head, chalking it up to the Tech guardian angel watching from through the security system. He half jogged down the hallway, counting doors until he reached the fifth door, still half cringing at the thought of the sound of phantom footsteps around him. He took a deep breath, feeling something inside him tremble in hope that this really might be the door he"d been looking for these past many months. Then he softly pushed it open. "Hey, Nick," her soft voice reached him before the door was even open, and he felt his knees go weak as he finally saw her smile, alive and in front of him. Her eyes were glassy, likely due to some drug Division had shoved through her system, but they were steady despite it. Nick smiled to himself remembering how she"d long ago told him that she and her mother both saw more clearly when drunk off their asses. Cassie had since proven that more than once on their time on the run, and he had a sudden suspicion that held true to just about any type of intoxicant. Clearly the Division goons were even dumber than he"d thought. Though that certainly explained how Cassie"s mom had managed to keep her schemes in motion, even in Division"s hands. "Hey, you," he replied softly, stepping into the room and wrapping his arms around her, allowing himself a slow shaky breath at the feel of her back where she belonged. "You ready to get the hell out of here?" "Oh yeah." The grin was clearly forced, and Nick felt himself cringe inside at the dark circles under her eyes, but something about the tilt of her head said her attitude was still there. That part of her that was always willing to step up against anyone who wanted her to back down. Whatever they had her on, they hadn"t managed to break his feisty little Watcher. With that reminder firmly in his mind, he pulled out of the embrace, his hand finding her"s instinctively as they turned back to the door and slipped quietly out into the hall. They were almost to the blast door when he heard the sound he"d been so paranoid and waiting for, light footsteps with that click of high heels. He stiffened and then turned to put himself between Cassie and the woman at the other end of the hall. The pair of women he realized as a second moved from behind the first, her dark form almost more a shadow that a person. The first, of course, was Kira as he"d known in the pit of his stomach it would be. She strode forward slowly, as if stalking toward her prey. Nick glanced back over his shoulder looking for a way out, but the blast doors were closed, and in any case, there though the glass were at least some of the agents he"d knocked out on his way in, and it wasn"t likely they"d let the pair of psychics past them easily. Not after the humiliatingly easy way Nick had gotten past them to get to Cassie"s room there in the first place. "Well shit," he heard Cassie mutter from behind him, and he heartily agreed. This was not going to go particularly well. "Hello, Nick," Kira said as she paced toward him. Her voice was serene and almost casual, and Nick suddenly remembered the way her voice had been all those years ago back in Hong Kong when he"d gone to find her in Carver"s thrall. She"d been cruel then, and she"d only gotten worse with time. That didn"t seem to have changed either. "So nice to see you again, though not exactly what I would have expected. Not considering your promise to me."',
'A short burst of gunfire brought her slamming out of her reverie, and she noticed Taka passing a single corpse without a second glance. She moved nervously to the side as she and then the pair behind her moved past the corpse in turn. She"d seen no evidence yet that the bastards might move even after a bullet to the brain, but if they could move after looking otherwise dead due to infection, who was to say? In any case, Dannie sure as hell wasn"t to take the chance of standing within reach of one of them. Not if she could help it. She kept closer to Carlos after that, trusting in the leader"s aim and arsenal just the slightest bit more than the others. She needed that reassurance right about now, with each new infected they saw, and then killed, she was reminded of just how helpless she was. She found her hands itched for her tiny little Bodyguard model pistol that she usually kept in her purse. When she"d announced her intention to work with the military overseas, her brother had insisted on her knowing how to use a weapon competently. He"d bought her the little handgun, and he"d then ruthlessly trained her until she could accurately empty the entirety of the tiny weapon"s 6 shots in the clip and 1 in the chamber into the target"s forehead. That she"d never actually used that training during her relief work wasn"t important; the lessons and practice had grown into their weekly Friday lunch sibling date, one she"d never missed since they started the tradition a couple years prior. Carlos opened fire again, this time on a trio of infected huddled awkwardly around an SUV, and it occurred to her that she"d likely be missing that tradition tomorrow. It was all too likely that her brother would end up among the missing, too. She shivered and fought back tears at the thought, hoping the men hadn"t noticed. She forced away the melancholy thoughts, and tried to distract herself by guessing how many different types of weapons the men might had tucked into their uniforms. That didn"t help her mood all that much, as the concept only reminded her that she had exactly zero weapons stored about her own person. She resolved to ask the men to give her a pistol, a knife, hell just something resembling a weapon as soon as they reached a pause in their trek. Finally, she was pleased to see the guard stand at the bottom of the garage, signaling a halt to their slightly dizzying descent from the 3rd floor to the street level. Carlos and Taka approached the booth cautiously, clearly keeping an eye on both the guard stand"s sliding door and the entrance to the street itself. Dannie almost followed close behind them, but Nicholai"s hand on her shoulder kept her still. "Open space could mean an ambush. Wait until they check it out," he whispered down to her, and she nodded silently, moving backwards slightly to place herself in the more protected position between the redhead and Yuri. She kept her eyes fixed on the pair in the lead, feeling her heart rate quicken without warning at her anxiety for the men. It wasn"t that surprising their health had become her problem; if even one of their little band fell, the odds of any of them surviving the night would drop that much lower. And fuck if she didn"t know the odds of survival were pretty damned low to begin with. Carlos inched toward the guard booth with Taka covering him. He was nearly to the door hanging just ajar when a snarling four-legged figure hurled itself out of the booth through the window. "Son of a bitch!" None of them blamed Carlos for the outburst, nor Taka for the spattering of Japanese curses that followed as they fired on the charging creature. Finally the thing lay dead, and almost as one, the five of them crept close to peer at it. "Was that a goddamned cocker spaniel?" Yuri asked, clearly offended by the very idea. "Looks like. Apparently the infection is transferring to animals, too. Great," Carlos answered, his face just as disgusted. He shook his head and straightened. "Come on, let"s keep moving. There"s nothing else here." He moved into the lead again, pausing at the garage entrance, and then waving the others forward. They turned onto the empty street, and Dannie rubbed her arms as the eerie quiet sent a chill down her spine. At least it was the only chill, she noted. She normally got cold easy, but the heat wave was keeping her relatively comfortable even in the skirt and thin cap-sleeved shirt. What almost sounded like the wind echoed down the street, and Dannie paused, barely noting that the men had paused with her. Was that moaning? It only took a moment for the significance of the sound to sink in, and then Carlos was ordering them to move. Together the quintet sprinted for an alley way, ducking down the narrow passage as a crowd of infected turned onto the street they"d just been on. There was no way of knowing if the infected had seen or sensed them, and the group of soldiers and single civilian keep up a brisk pace, running down the alley and then turning onto another, even more deserted back street. They slowed to a jog and then to a walk, and then came to a halt, Dannie stumbling to lean against a wall. "You all right there Dannie?" Carlos called quietly, and she waved his slightly superior concern away, still too winded to reply. She had not signed up for long distance sprinting, and damned if she didn"t need a minute to catch her breath. She didn"t get it; Carlos was turning away, the smirk once again on his face, when Taka let out a strangled shout and a mutilated monstrous something came leaping into their midst. The men opened fire, more on instinct than with a clear clue of what the fuck their attacker was. Under the rain of gunfire, the gruesome thing fell fairly quickly, but another shout, this time from Dannie as she stared upwards in horror warned the men that the monster had not been alone. This one seemed smarter, or at least more agile. It jumped and ducked, avoiding the bullets the men were firing desperately. Dannie just tired to stay clear and out of their way, praying to God she wouldn"t be a distraction to any of the men as they faced off with that thing. She did, of course, but damned if it wasn"t her fault. It was the creature"s. It leapt from one building to another across the alley way, landing and then clambering down the fire escape directly above Dannie. An enormously long tongue whipped out and down, grabbing her knot of hair and lifting her screaming from the ground, pulling her up toward a gaping mouth. Gunfire sounded again, this time terrifyingly in her direction. Dannie didn"t know whether she was screaming about the creature with its tongue in her hair or the bullets flying past far too close for comfort, all she knew was that she was terrified and helpless. There was a garbled roar of pain above her and then she was dropping painfully back to the concrete, parts of a long whippy tongue falling down on top of her. She scrambled backwards just in case the creature decided to chase after its escaped meal, instinctively craving the comfort of the wall, though it hadn"t been much help before. A creak of abused metal suddenly cut through the sound of gun fire, and she looked up again, her mouth open in shock as the fire escape creaked again and began to fall. For just a moment everything seemed to stop, and she could have sworn the world itself when silent as the metal began to crash towards her. "I"m going to die," she mouthed. Then she was hit by a solid dark mass, lunging in and throwing her clear of the collapsing structure. She was tucked under a larger body, and she simply held on as the crash of the fire escape and the hopefully deceased creature slammed into the pavement only a few feet from them. There was another moment of silence, this time genuine, as the survivors collectively held their breath, as if unsure they"d really managed to escape this last round of death and destruction. Finally, Dannie coughed, clearing her throat of the dust the crash had thrown up. As if that was a cue, the men began coughing and cursing around her as well. "Fucking shit," she breathed, too out of breath to really yell. "What the fuck were those things?" From where he"d landed more than half on top of her, Carlos shook his head. "Not a clue." He pushed himself shakily to his feet and offered her a hand. She took it with a faint sense of déjà vu, and stood even less steadily than he had. "I think the file called them "lickers.\'" Nicholai stumbled up from their far side, easing around the fallen monster and twisted metal with a look of distaste. "Lickers. Really." It was far from the title Dannie would have chosen for the monsters, but Nicholai seemed unfazed. "Lickers. For the tongues, you see?" He made the motion of a long tongue falling out of his mouth, and then to her mild shame, Dannie started to giggle. It went on longer than she"d expected, her giggles giving way to hysterical laughter as the sight of yet another creature, this time having met a truly gruesome end right in front of her, sunk in. The laughter dragged on and tears began pouring down her cheeks, and she tried to bring herself under control, knowing she was finally falling prey to shock and hating that the soldiers around her were witnessing it. "At least someone is having fun." Yuri"s voice was cold, and something made her laughter die in her throat. Nicholai glared at the other man, but Dannie frankly was gratefully he"d shaken her out of her hysteria. Still, something in his voice spoke of more than just cruelty. She looked up at the harsh soldier, and then looked around, realizing their little band was one man short. "Taka?" she asked quietly, wanting to be wrong, but already knowing the truth. Yuri shook his head sharply and then glanced behind him. She stepped over to the huddled form he"d indicated, ignoring Carlos"s soft call for her not to look. Taka lay there in pieces, his head less than a yard away from the second of the disgusting creatures" corpses. Dannie couldn"t help it: she took a few faltering steps and then vomited against the wall of the alley. She was dimly aware of someone"s strong hands holding her hair and their leader"s voice softly whispering that it wasn"t her fault. She was grateful to Carlos for the sentiment at least, but she couldn"t help but think he was wrong. "Maybe it is her fault." Clearly Yuri agreed with her. The scowling soldier went on, not caring that the subject of discussion stood right in their midst. "If we hadn"t left the helo for her and the other, our men would still be alive." Carlos waited for Dannie to straighten and then handed her a canteen he"d detached from some portion of his gear she hadn"t had reason to notice thus far. She took it gratefully and unscrewed the cap and took a swig to rinse her mouth out once, and then twice. Only after she took one last actual drink and handed it back did he turn and face his sullen subordinate. "Yuri, think for a moment. Listen." Carlos nodded up and down the alley way. "What do you hear? Not much, huh? Not even from the comm." He shrugged and clipped his canteen back on his hip. "If we"d moved on as ordered, I"m not sure any of us would be left by now." Yuri opened his mouth as if to argue, but instead he let the silence sink over them. Dannie didn"t blame him. Whoo hoo new chapter already up! Give my beta askita a quick thanks, because this was beta"ed at 1 in the morning cuz I was impatient to get this posted lol! Oh! Speaking of askita, she"s got an RE fic up too called Revolt. Only one chap so far but it"s got potential. And no, I don"t own anything. Haven"t we been through this already? Chapter 4: Over Fire The group, now whittled down to a quartet, stood in silence in the wake of Carlos"s admonishment. It was an uneasy silence this time, unlike the focused quiet of their trek through the parking garage. This quiet, Dannie knew, only meant that none of them knew what to say to each other. She certainly didn"t; hell, she wasn"t even sure she knew how to meet the mens" eyes. She turned away, and wiped at her mouth again with the back at her hand, still more than half convinced she could taste vomit on her own breath. Her throat was still raw, even if the taste was all in her head. She shook her head at herself, and her long hair flopped into her face, causing her to frown. The licker had really fucked up her up-do. She pulled her hair the rest of the way down and attempted to pin it back into a knot. It wasn"t as tight as it had been, she realized ruefully, but at least this way it wouldn"t obstruct her vision. She wished absently that she had some kind of a hair tie so she could just braid it back, but those had been in her purse. Along with her phone to call her likely to already be dead brother, and breath mints for her vomit breath, and bandages for the new scrapes on her other knee, and... and... and just something like normalcy. She turned back to find the men pointedly not watching her or meeting each other"s eyes. Her gaze lingered on their weaponry, and for a moment she thought of her purse again, and one other much missed item. "I need a gun." That she"d actually said it out loud surprised her almost as much as it did the men. All three jumped, startled out of their personal brooding. She found herself rather glad the hoard they"d run from hadn"t actually followed them; none of their group had been much up to keeping track of their surroundings. Now they were paying attention again, or at least attention to her. Yuri sneered at her, not that Dannie would have expected anything else; Nicholai looked skeptical; and Carlos, well, Carlos looked calculating. It was much the same look that she"d seen on him when he and Nicholai had decided to take her with them from the roof, and Dannie hoped that was a good sign in this case. Carlos studied her a moment. "Do you know how to use one?" he finally asked, no hint of his thoughts in his voice. Yuri opened his mouth, clearly wanting to argue, but Carlos just shut him down with a single solemn look before turning back to Dannie. "Be honest with me. We don"t have time for more than a crash course, and an amateur with a weapon could be dangerous to the rest of us." Dannie took a breath to settle herself under the weight of his steady gaze and then nodded. "My brother... Derek"s a cop, Dad was military. When I set up to go overseas, they got me a concealed carry course." "Caliber?" ".380 in a Smith & Wesson Bodyguard pistol," she answered without hesitation, then waited for the "manly men" to make the expected quips. Yuri was quick to take advantage of that. "Cute. That"s more of an accessory than a weapon. It would hardly do anything but tickle an attacker." "It will do a hell of a lot more if you aim in the right place, and I do. Are you accurate enough to do damage with something that small?" Dannie shot back, irritated despite expecting it. Carlos shook his head sharply at the scowling pair before Yuri could continue the verbal battle. "Enough." As much as it annoyed her to do so, Dannie obeyed the steely order, vaguely wondering just how she"d managed to end up as subordinate to the dark man as the others were. Carlos flicked his eyes between Yuri and Dannie as if daring either of them to speak again. Then he nodded to himself, and reached back to draw one of his pistols from its holster and held it out to Dannie. She took it gingerly, forcing herself to hide her apprehension. The 9 mm handgun was definitely larger than her little Bodyguard. That hadn"t been all that much bigger than her palm, but this... this had some heft to it. She double checked that the safety was on, and then released the clip to check how many rounds were left. Satisfied that she had more than half a clip left, she shoved it back in smoothly, and then gripped the weapon properly with her right hand ready to squeeze the trigger, but not too close for the safety of those around her. Finally relatively comfortable with the larger handgun, she looked up to find all three men studying her with a considering air. She swallowed, a little unnerved by the attention, but then straightened her shoulders and stared back. "Extra clips?" she asked with as forced smile. Carlos pulled a couple from one of the many pockets on his ammo belt, and handed them to her. Dannie shoved one into each of her skirt pockets carefully, hoping they"d actually stay in. Her pockets weren"t exactly intended to hold anything like this after all. Fairly certain she wouldn"t need to hold anything else now, she wrapped her empty left hand around the bottom of the 9 mm and her right hand, steadying the unfamiliar weight as she"d been taught. Dannie was all too aware that after a while she"d need that extra steadiness. Even the recoil on her little Bodyguard was hell on her tiny wrists after a while. The 9 mm was probably going to hurt. So be it. It was sure as hell better than being unarmed. She took a deep breath and then lifted her eyes to the men again. Yuri didn"t look all that convinced, but Nicholai seemed grudgingly respectful at her competent handling on the weapon thus far. "Alright then. Hold your fire unless you"re sure of a kill shot. We"ll need to save ammo," Carlos said gruffly, his eyes proud though the rest of his face was carefully schooled into impassiveness. Dannie just nodded, encouraged by his words, though she didn"t bother to say so. "Let"s move out. Yuri on our 6, Nicholai and Dannie take the center. I"ll take point." Carlos paused for only a moment by Taka"s body, a solemn look on his face. He muttered something under his breath than almost sounded like an apology, but then leaned down to take the fallen man"s dog tags and refill his own pouches with as much of Taka"s ammo as he could hold. Yuri ground his teeth behind her, but as he and Nicholai passed the body, they did the same. Dannie didn"t have room to carry anything else, but she thought a prayer for him as she passed, though she found she couldn"t actually stand to look at his mutilated body again. Once had been more than enough, and they didn"t have time for her to be sick again. Her head cocked to the side as the now familiar moaning began to fill her hearing. Now they really didn"t have time. The men picked up their pace to a slow jog as they trekked through the back alleys and side streets, barely pausing to gun down the scattered groups of infected they encountered. Dannie gritted her teeth and forced herself to keep up. She hadn"t needed to fire yet; the men"s automatic weapons could drop the infected at a farther distance and with a hell of a lot more speed than her pistol. She just held on and waited; with the way the night had gone so far, there was no doubt she"d need the weapon eventually. The team ducked across a larger street and the moaning grew to a roar. Dannie had only a moment to look, but the sheer number of infected filling the streets had her nearly faltering from absolute fear. Yuri was at her back though, a hand on her shoulder shoving her forward before she could stumble to a halt. "Keep moving!" he ordered, and she snapped back to the present, forcing the panic down with a nod to him over her shoulder. Yuri dropped back into the tail guard position, and as the hoards began to pour down the alley behind them at that painful shuffling run, Nicholai dropped back behind to join him. Carlos turned half to look as the trailing men opened fire, both of them forced to slow to a careful backwards march as they aimed and fired. Their leader slowed too, boxing Dannie back in between them with a bare glance. She now turned her gaze back and forth to either side, keeping track of anything threat that might come from that direction to take her men the way Phil had been taken. She too finally opened fire, the 9 mm bucking into life in her hands as they passed a small cul de sac with a trio of infected shuffling their way. Despite the pain that caused her to grimace at the much stronger kick of the heavy pistol, her aim was true, and each infected dropped with a bullet to the head. She allowed herself to think for a brief moment that her brother would have been proud, but then she had to move again as Yuri and Nicholai almost drew abreast of her, still firing steadily to the rear. Dannie began to wonder vaguely where the hell they were going to go with infected at every turn, but then the sound of squealing tires and gun fire began to echo ahead of them, and she guessed Carlos was likely making his way to that sign of other armed survivors. Voices crackled from the damaged radio in their leader"s vest, a garbled message of something about "rendezvous" and "secure against" coming through, though she couldn"t be quite sure of what she was hearing in the din of gunfire and infected. Carlos seemed to, though; his steps quickened after he heard the message, and he shouted back an order to the men to double time it. They abandoned their attack on the few infected left behind them and began to run with Dannie keeping as close to Carlos"s heels as she dared. Flashing red and blue lights flickered at the alley entrance, and the team burst out onto a busy street into sheer chaos. Carlos immediately opened fire down the street with Nicholai kneeling at his side, his gun blazing too. Yuri turned back to face the alley again, covering their rear against any attack from that end.',
'and remembered the incident the night before. They were probably wondering who he had a crush on. Edward wished that some squirrel scouts had been at marshmallow night; then he wouldn"t have to put up with scouts thinking he was gay. The fact that it was, however, true stung like poison oak. His determined pose began to shrink under their stares. He went from standing tall, chest stuck out- to hunched over, glaring at the ground. The path to Jelly cabin seemed to drag on, and by the time he had reached its door, he was practically crawling. "Hey Edward!" Lazlo said, opening the door before Edward got the chance to work up the courage to knock. "It"s so nice of you to visit!" Edward tried to think of something to say. Lazlo seemed to be dressed in a series of cardboard boxes. "Um....hey Laz-" Lazlo interrupted him. "Do you wanna play "Knights of the Round Table" with us?" Lazlo chirped in. "Huzzah!\' Said Clam from somewhere inside the cabin. "Listen Lazlo, I need to talk to you in private..." "There"s no secrets between friends." Lazlo said, smiling. Edward hated that smile for all the reasons he hated Lazlo. Anger bubbled up inside him. "Why does he always have to make this harder for me!? Why?" "Laaazlooo!\' He yelled angrily, shaking his fist at Lazlo. "When I say "private", I mean private!" "But..." "No buts! I didn"t walk all the way here from Nurse Leslie"s office for buts!" His reddening face seemed to make Lazlo suddenly concerned. "Edward, relax. Whatever"s bothering you, I"m sure we can talk about it..." Edward cut him off. "That"s what I wanna talk to you about..." "Maybe he needs Biryani Rice! I always feel cranky "till I"ve had Biryani Rice!" Raj interrupted. "Huzzah!" Clam repeated. Edward turned on them, the fires of hell burning in his eyes. "Shut up, both of you!" Raj took a step to the side, putting Clam between him and the angry platypus. At this moment, Lazlo had no idea what was making Edward so testy, but he remembered his parents telling him that people acted mad when they were unhappy. It was pretty much this thought that drove Lazlo to pestering people like Edward and scoutmaster Lumpus. He couldn"t stand the thought of anyone being unhappy; and right now, Edward must be really unhappy. Or, at least, that was how his thoughts ran as he watched Edward. Lazlo put a hand on his shoulder. "Edward..." He said, cooing like he was talking to a child. "I know a yoga move that can help you." Edward had been glaring at Lazlo"s hand on his shoulder up to that moment. He looked up as Lazlo"s words reached his ears: stupid, ridiculous words. The anger that had been piling up inside him suddenly sloshed to his knees, leaving him feeling empty. Lazlo got the feeling his suggestion was denied. "Or you could just... talk about your feelings..?" He hesitated for a second, wondering if Edward was about to say something. When no words came, he continued trying to egg Edward on. "It"d make you feel better..." "I hate you." It was hardly even a whisper. The sound of Edward"s voice was even lower than the floorboards" constant creaks, but it cut through the air like a hot knife through butter. Edward didn"t even look up as he said it, his gaze was resting on Lazlo"s black shoes. He wasn"t angry; he felt... detached. He couldn"t even feel the ground under his feet. He tried to gather up all the rage that Lazlo dispersed just to feel in control again. "I hate you, Lazlo! I hate your smile, I hate the way your so frikkin" happy all the time...!" He advanced towards Lazlo. Lazlo took a few steps back as the words Edward said dawned on him. "I hate the way everyone likes you, even though they know you"re an idiot! I hate the way I can"t tell where your shoes end and your pants start!" Edward looked up, because the shoes where mocking him, and right into Lazlo"s eyes. The monkey had backed up right up against the wall now. "I hate your cockamamie definition of fun! I hate the way you always win! I hate that you think I"m a nice person, and I absolutely hate the fact that I"m in love with you!!" Lazlo was right, he did feel better now that he had said it. But only for a few seconds. As Lazlo"s expression turned to one of pure shock, he realized that he had said it. Sure, that was what he meant to do, but now everyone was staring at him. He blushed, embarrassed, and ran out of the cabin before anyone could say anything. Later that day, Lazlo was walking around camp. He wasn"t going anywhere, he just wanted to clear his head. His two friends trailed after him silently. They didn"t say anything- they could tell he was thinking hard about the situation at hand. They both had their own prediction of what conclusion Lazlo"d reach, so they waited... Eventually, Lazlo stopped walking. He turned, and finally voiced his opinion. "Poor Edward." He said, looking toward Pinto cabin where Edward had locked himself in. Skip and Chip were sitting on the doorstep, looking glum. They were wondering where they would sleep that night. "Poor Edward?" echoed Raj in disbelief. "What about poor you!? First he yells at you, and then he declares his undying love for you!" In Raj"s point of view, the latter was worse. "Undying?" Lazlo felt his anxiety escalate. "He didn"t say undying. Did he?" "It"s what we presume..." Raj replied solemnly. Well, then this was more serious than Lazlo had previously thought! Drastic measures were going to have to be taken. He didn"t know a thing about love. Of course, romance was out of his league, but he had to do something to cheer Edward up. "I know what to do!" He said. "Let him down easy?" Asked Raj Lazlo laughed, thinking what Raj said was a joke. "Of course not! I was going to ask him out on a date!" "What?! Why?" "That"s what people who are in love do! Right?" "But you- you"re not in love with him!" The elephant"s eyes suddenly widened. "Are you?" "I don"t know. I"ve never been in love before- have you?" "No." Raj answered back. Clam, who was walking silently beside the two, decided to hold up his side of conversation "I have!" Lazlo was intrigued. "What"s it feel like?" "Bubbly." Lazlo didn"t understand a lot of things. Romance was one of those things, so was hate. He did understand door knocking, but only to a certain point. He didn"t know that at some point you had to stop. Bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok... Inside the cabin, Edward pulled the blanket on his bed over his head, trying muffle out the barrage of knocks. He knew who it was. "Go away, Lazlo!" Bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok..... He opened the door and glared at his oppressor. "What? What do you want?!" Lazlo"s face was so cheerful that it should"ve been printed out on a hippie van against a backdrop of flowers and peace signs. Edward had to squint to look at him. "Let"s go on a date!" Lazlo said, giggling. Edward slammed the door. Bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok bok... Edward opened the door, and growled, "You"re mocking me, aren"t you?" "I"m serious." Lazlo replied. Edward wanted to yell "no" but he couldn"t. He opened his mouth to try again. Nothing. He hated himself for being such a slave to his emotions. After a pause, he said "I"ll think about it.", and shut the door silently. He leaned on the door and sighed. "Let"s go on a date!\'? Seriously? That wasn"t even a question! How was he supposed to reply to that? A date? Sure, he"d go if he wanted to be mortified for the rest of his life! But, then again, he"d never been on a date before...no! Never! Lazlo was the reason he was hiding in here in the first place! "I just can"t believe you!" A voice close to him said. Author"s note: gasp! A cliffhanger! the next parts lame though ... "I just can"t believe you!" A voice suddenly said. Edward whipped around, looking for the source of the voice, ready to pound whoever it was who had sneaked into his room. "...Turning down that cute hunk of monkey!" His jaw dropped. It was his doll; Veronica! And, not only that, but she was talking! Okaaay, he must had just stepped into the twilight zone; "The place where normal things don"t happen very often". Sure, Veronica was his emotional support, and he talked to her a lot, but he never expected her to talk back. She talked in an annoying tone of voice, the type common among teenage girls. It made you want to hit her. She stood up, looked right at him with her little plastic hands resting on her hips, and continued her speech. "I mean, like, don"t you want to be happy?" Edward picked her up. "Happy?" He repeated, confused. She gave him a meaningful look with one of her eyebrows raised. "Duh! Yeah! You"re always complainin" to me about how depressed you are, but you never do anything about it!" Edward couldn"t believe his own doll was dissin" him! "I want you to be happy," She said. "You know you love him, so give him a chance..." and, as though she felt her time of being able to talk and move running out, she blurted out, "And buy a Ben doll; I deserve love, too!" And then she was back to normal, and reality settled its warm fuzzy blanket around the world again. Whether it was just a hallucination induced by a repressed subconscience or had actually happened, there was only one thing left for Edward to do... Lazlo sat on the steps of Pinto cabin, leaning on the door and staring at the sky. There"s a danger to leaning on doors, but Lazlo was leaning on this one on purpose, since he didn"t want to miss it when it opened. It did. Lazlo nearly fell backwards into the cabin but Edward had his weight on the door so he didn"t fall all the way in. Edward glared at Lazlo for his stupidity. Lazlo smiled back. Edward sighed, his glare fading. "Fine." "Fine?" "I"ll go out... with you." He said through gritted teeth. "Really? Oh." Lazlo got up, excited. "Ok! I"ll pick you up at eight. Wear something nice!" He commanded nonchalantly, which was something only Lazlo and children"s show hosts could do. Pick me up? Edward thought. "Wait! Where are you takin" me?!" He tried to yell out, but Lazlo had already hopped, skipped, and jumped across the camp and out of earshot. Edward leaned his head on the doorframe and tried not to think about what the other campers would think. He felt defeated and sort of relieved. He came to believe that he would have to leave whatever happened next to chance, and just hope that Veronica was right. He"d never packed for this. He never thought to himself, Hey! I"d better pack something nice, in case a monkey asks me out to dinner! No, he didn"t! Why didn"t he!? He threw a pair of shorts across the room at Skip and Chip, who, for some reason or another, he had let in. Skip put the shorts on his head like a hat. "Look, I"m Edward!" He said to his brother, who laughed. What did Lazlo expect him to wear anyhow? A suit? A dress? Well... he did have a dress (don"t ask), but he wasn"t planning on letting anyone see him in it anytime soon. He didn"t have a suit. He had a Scab Zombies t-shirt, but what would that say? And... And why did he care what Lazlo would think?! The guy did a gymnastics routine in a sunflower suit, for heavens sake! He wasn"t in any position to judge. Some shorts, after he"d wrestled them off Skip, and a sleeveless t-shirt that was what he ended up wearing. It was good enough, and it wasn"t like Lazlo would find anything better... There was a knock at the door. Lazlo stood in the entrance, grinning. He was wearing a suit. He looked hot! Edward looked down at his shoes, feeling suddenly scruffy by comparison. Lazlo got the feeling that Edward was mad at him. "I like your shirt." He said in effort to lighten the mood. It didn"t really work, but it was enough to get Edward out the door. "So, where are you takin" me?" Edward asked, feeling like he was being taken hostage. In a way, he was. Lazlo had a death grip on his arm. Lazlo put his index finger to his lips and went shhh. He grabbed Edward"s hand and dragged him through the woods. The path they were on took them to a clearing. It wasn"t a particularly interesting clearing; although it had a stump right in the middle of it. Someone had draped it with a checkered tablecloth and thus, with very little effort, the clearing was transformed into a posh restaurant. Standing next to the stump was Raj, looking uncomfortable in a tux. "Please wait to be seated!" He demanded rather than asked politely. Edward felt a cold shiver down his back as he looked at the stump again. One of Lumpus"s scented bath candles had been pilfered to decorate it. Clam was a little ways off to the side, next to a large pot, dressed like a cook. This wasn"t a date; it was a game! It was a frikkin" pretend date! He shot Lazlo a look of simmering contempt. Lazlo didn"t seem to notice, for he was busy smiling at his own handy work. It took a lot of asking around to find out what a date was like, since very few Bean Scouts had experienced one. He pulled up a "chair for his date. Edward pushed him away. "Don"t bother; its a log!" He sat on the aformentioned log with a huff. Lazlo quietly took his seat on the opposite side of the stump. Raj handed them menus. They were just pieces of paper with the word, "soup" scrawled on in an erratic handwriting that one could only guess as belonging to Clam. Edward growled at the lack of choices. After a few seconds, he decided that he"d just have to swallow whatever Clam the cook was stirring up. Ew! Raj came back with a notebook. "May I take your order?" He twittered. Edward crumpled the menu up into a ball and flung it at the elephant"s head. "Fine! I"ll take the soup!" This small act of violence rested his soul a bit. Raj grinned nervously, trying hard to be polite for Lazlo"s sake. Lazlo looked at his menu, cupped his chin in his hand, and went, "Hmmm..." Edward seethed. He tapped his fingers on the stump and waited. Finally he burst out, "There"s only one thing on the menu, Lazlo, pick it!" Lazlo giggled. It wasn"t that he was stupid and didn"t notice that the menu lacked any real choices, it was just that Lazlo thought pouring over a menu was an essential part of a "going to a posh restaurant" experience. Either way, he ordered the soup. Raj carefully wrote down their orders with a somewhat obsessive-compulsive attention to spelling (one could only double check the spelling of the word "soup" so many times...) and took the order to the cook. The cook, Clam, promptly took the paper and dropped it into the cooking pot, giving it a good stir. "This is crazy!" Raj hissed. Clam stared at his own cooking. Raj hadn"t ever judged his cooking abilities before. "I meant this date!" Raj quickly corrected after seeing that look of dismay on Clam"s face. Clam nodded, then shrugged. He poured out two bowls of soup and handed them to Raj. Unlike Raj, he didn"t believe that it was his place to judge their enigmatic leader. Back at the table, Edward had already decided to take out his rage on the service. He grinned sneakily when Raj came back with the soup, deciding that he had always wanted to try what he was thinking about doing... He took some lint out of his pocket and dropped it into the soup when no one was looking. He took a deep breath and declared, "Oh Maître D"! There"s a fly in my soup!" "Where?" Exclaimed Raj, leaning over the soup. "Right there!" Edward yelled, pushing him in. It wasn"t what he was planning to do in the first place, but seeing Raj lean over the soup like that was too big a chance to resist. That, and the fact that he messed up the first line of the joke. Raj slowly lifted his head out of the soup. He was mad. He was so mad that Dumbo"s mother attacking circus visitors and dropping the ringmaster into a barrel had nothing on him. "I"ll kill him!" He raged. Both Lazlo and Clam had to hold him back. "You can"t kill him, Raj!" Lazlo said, trying his hardest to seem calm. "And why not?!" "Because you"re a gentle, peace loving guy." He explained. And, oddly enough, Lazlo believed this with all his heart... "Wuss!" Barked Clam, although he also believed this with all his heart. Raj calmed down. They were right, of course. Edward could take him any day and he wasn"t up to having a fight. Clam took his hand and led him back to the pot, which had now become Clam"s personal cauldron of weird concoctions. "Make soufflé, make soufflé!" He yelled, repeating it ecstatically. Lazlo sat back in his chair. "That wasn"t very nice, Edward..." Despite the fact that he believed that he was guiltless, Edward found himself looking at his feet. "I was bored!" he retaliated. "This so-called-date is boring, Lazlo! It sucks..." "Oh." Lazlo"s pupils dilated with understanding. "Dates aren"t as fun as stagecoach robberies, are they?" Edward didn"t have anything to say to that. "I don"t really know that much about dates..." continued Lazlo. "I asked everyone I know, too. Nobody here knows anything about them." "That"s "cuz everyone here"s antisocial loners!" Edward said. And, like how both Clam and Lazlo believed that Raj was gentle and peace-loving, Edward believed his statement with all of his heart. Lazlo smiled at him, and Edward had to look away. He had always found the monkey"s smile unnerving. Lazlo tried lean back into his line of vision. "What"s a real date like, Edward?" He asked. "Umm..." Edward blushed. "What makes you think that I know about dates?..." ""Cuz you"re so smart, Edward!" Lazlo said, giggling. Encouraged by this, Edward blurted out the only single thing he knew about dates. "Well, my brother said that they start with dancing and end with sex..." He said this with nearly no expression on his face. He knew he"d regret it as soon as he said it. He tried to avoid looking at Lazlo"s face so he won"t blush again. He glanced up. To his surprise, Lazlo seemed pretty mellow. "What"s sex?" Lazlo asked suddenly. Edward fell off his log. "Well, there goes our relationship!" He snapped. The last thing Edward said didn"t make much sense to Lazlo, so he promptly erased it from his mind, but something in the sentence before that one agreed with the happy-go-lucky primate... He got out of his seat, walked to Edward"s side of the table, leaned down, grabbed the younger boy"s hand, and pulled him up. "What kind of dance?" "Guh?" Edward didn"t hear him since he was too shocked. One minute he was on the ground and the next minute his head was buried in Lazlo"s shoulder. He pushed Lazlo away to a safe, manly distance, but he was still too close, and Lazlo was holding onto his hand. "What kind of dance?" Lazlo repeated. "I dunno..." He tried to remember things about dates. Things he"d seen on TV. "The waltz, I think..." and because he didn"t like to seem uncertain in front of someone who thought he was smart, he added, "Yeah, that!" Lazlo"s smile, if possible, grew wider. Lazlo liked dancing. He knew there was something missing with this date thing, and that must"ve been it. Granted, he preferred the robot to the waltz, but the waltz was one of those dances you could dance with someone. He took a step closer to Edward while trying to remember how it went. One of his hands was already entwined with the little platypus"s he put his other had on the boy"s waist, ignoring Edward"s sharp intake of breath. Lazlo started leading Edward around the clearing in small, lazy circles. Edward stumbled along. "I didn"t mean we should dance!" He protested. Lazlo continued to ignore him. "Someone will see us, Lazlo!" He raged. "And..." Lazlo twirled him. Edward growled under his breath, trying to regain his posture. It would be hard to explain a difficult concept like embarrassment to Lazlo. He tried to calm down. It really wasn"t so bad. Dancing. Even if he wasn"t really good at it. Yet something nagged at him. "Lazlo?" "Hmmm?" "Why are you doing this?" "Because you said danci-" "Not that! This date!" "Umm..." Lazlo tried to think back to earlier that day. "It seemed a good idea at the time" didn"t sound like the answer Edward was expecting. "So you"d be happy!" He answered truthfully. Edward"s face went from crème to beet red. "It"s not like I"m your friend or anything..." "It"s okay, I like you!" Lazlo said, grinning. If Edward blushed any harder his head would"ve exploded. Again. Lazlo continued talking, taking a dangerous road. "And you said you liked me!" After a moment of consideration, he corrected himself. "You said you lov-" (Edward coughed, embarrassed) "-ed me. That makes us friends, right?" "Well..." Frankly, Edward didn"t really know what that made them. He hoped it wasn"t friends. He also didn"t want to say that he didn"t know... He decided to throw in a random guess. He stood on his tiptoes. "Not really..." He continued, "It sorta makes us..." Lazlo didn"t get to hear the rest, because Edward"s lips were on his. If anyone is wondering where our overtly cautious pink elephant and beloved albino pygmy rhino were at this moment, here is your answer. Back when Lazlo and Edward were discussing the intricacies of a date, Clam and Raj where walking back to get Clam"s pot when, suddenly, a bear (the very same bear that Lazlo once brought back to camp) jumped out of the bushes! Wowed by the scent of Clam"s cooking, it grabbed the pot and ran. Clam took chase, because that pot was one of Clam"s most prized possessions along with the nose hair trimmer that Lazlo gave him and his toaster. Raj followed, panicking from a safe distance. He didn"t know what he"d tell Lazlo if he ever lost Clam again.',
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He will not voice it, but after Joseph"s little stunt with the gun on the cliffs, he is wary that she is on a similar path, and she disappears so often that the fear that she will be dead the next time he manages to find her is pervasive. Relief floods him when her lips quirk (not truly a smile, but he will take it over the blank, dead gaze), slender fingers lifting to straighten the crooked knot of his tie. From there, they smooth over the lapels of his vest, removing wrinkles and dust as best as they can. He reciprocates by plucking bits of concrete and plaster out of her hair, combing the soft locks over her shoulders. It has grown in her years with the K.C.P.D. When she had joined, one of many rookies, she had worn it in a short, choppy bob, but, due to her self-professed dislike of hair salons, it now grazes the top of her breasts, waved due to the bun it had been it hours before. She huffs at him when he gives the ends a gentle tug, brow furrowing in mock irritation. He cannot pi... |
AN 2: Hey, y"all. I was originally going to publish this Fic as a One-Shot, but I have decided to split it into two chapters. I will start writing chapter two of this FanFic tomorrow. I"ll get back to writing my Attack On Titan: Lovers United: Mikasa x Ymir x Historia FanFic soon. I"ll have chapter four of Attack On Titan: Lovers United: Mikasa x Ymir x Historia either tomorrow or the day after that. I"ll have the second chapter of this Fic out sometime tomorrow. I promise that the second and final chapter will be longer than this first chapter and it have both plenty of smut and plot. I did add an OC character for the second and final chapter. If I have had made mistakes in this chapter, please let me in a review and I"ll gladly fix them. I thank y"all for reading, reviewing, favoriting, and following all of my work. As always please read and review. Until next time. AN 3: Edit: I have edited this first chapter somewhat from the original version. If I have had made mistakes in this ch... |
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Man meet some GPE from GPE, it was tight one was fine and the other wasn't. Man dat would be cool if they went to our schools. Should of got her digits cuz you know. But yeah Chu Preach |
Wut up ORG and Females? Well thinkin bout changing my nickname from Da WORK_OF_ART cuz dat sounds better and im not copying the ORG guy Da PERSON. If anyone is asking why I call myself this. its because I im the Human Beatboxer of GPE. Hella people think so and thats what I love to do. Can you dig it? Well waiting for tommorrow so i can chill wit PERSON haven't talked to her in hella long. PERSON bout changin the song again for like the ORDINAL or ORDINAL time shit. Man DATE was tight. Me and PERSON were boxing DATE. Then we played hit for hit all over our body besides our face. My sides are hurting hella. GPE's mad at me and there's nothin I can do bout it. She wont even talk to me or ORG. That shits hella gay, she's like a little sister to me. PERSON out Da Scientist |
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"So what? I should just let NTAC deal with this?" Shawn spat angrily "Trust you to find him? Cause we all know how much you cared for the guy!" "Hey! That"s enough!" Tom yelled back, rising to his feet "You think I don"t want to find this guy? I do! And more than anything I want this guy to be Jordan Collier! In case you forgot, my son, your cousin, is about to stand trial for killing this guy - and if he"s alive than that trial is never going to happen! They can"t charge Kyle for killing a man that is still alive..." Shawn bowed his head, his anger evaporating. He didn"t think about that, about what this could mean for Kyle. He felt embarrassed for going off on Tom like that. He opened his mouth to apologized but Tom just placed a hand on his shoulder, squeezing slightly, letting him know that he understood. "Besides" Tom continued a few moments later, his tone calm again "People would just get freaked out. You think the see you as a cult now? Wait until they hear that you have your v... |
A muscle twitched, and his face became alive with delight, in his typically mercurial manner. Rose always found those moments a little scary. "Let"s go!" "Go?" Rose asked, the noise of outside turning into an explosive din. What was it that that programme had said? Oh yes, that in Roman times, Vesuvius took more than a day to erupt. Oh great. "Go where?" "Where else? the Doctor said. "To the source of this deranged history." To find the point-source around which the changes revolved in a growing sphere. "Deranged? That," pointing to the closed door, beyond which was a landscape tearing itself apart, "is deranged! Is that all?" Some days, his sense of understatement was overwhelming. "I think that that"s a lot more than just "deranged"!" "You should"ve seen the War. Ah be thankful you didn"t," as he reset the tardis space-time coordinates. And the tardis moved, fading from existence in the physical world as it the tardis began movement more purely in the timestream. "Where"re we going?"... |
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This afternoon ended up not being the productive goals that I was hoping it would be. Sure I got some things done: minor things (like writing a letter to my representative for the General Assembly), inspiring things (like meeting good friends for lunch and catching up with folks), and generally uninteresting things (that end up not being worth mentioning, hence uninteresting). But then there were several things I should have gotten done and been more responsible. I didn't make it to a special lecture or meeting with a potential candidate to be in our geology department. And far worse, I completely forgot to go teach first graders this afternoon with a geology lesson on volcanoes... I even had things planned for this afternoon without even remembering that we had set this up two weeks ago. So much for scheduling far in advance... much better for me to plan the day before! It's definitely a moment of feeling like a complete heel and disappointing twenty kids, their tea... |
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"You"re needed in the village" Airini explains. "It"s urgent. The other huskers told me to come fetch you right away" she says, and Moana glances up towards the village, trying to see if she can make out the problem from where she stands on the shore. Nothing seems out of the ordinary, so Moana blinks, exchanges a glance with Maui before turning back to face Airini. "Okay," Moana says. "Lead the way" Airini nods a wordless response, and without another word, turns and begins sprinting back to the village just as urgently as she had when she approached them. Shooting an apologetic shrug towards Maui, Moana sprints off after Airini to follow her back to the village. Much to Moana"s surprise, when she and Airini make their way back to the village, instead of continuing straight on to the center, Airini takes a sharp turn and leads her to one of the coconut groves, where a large group of people are huddled in a group waiting for her. "Chief Moana," one of them speaks up, even if she"s not ... |
"Relax," He cuts her off. "I know you hate it in here anyway." He offers His hand to her, the same hand that caressed her cheeks just minutes ago. "C"mon." She shuffles, grabbing a jacket (which looks like something owned by her mum, now that she thinks about it) and putting on her slippers. She takes His hand, knowing that this will be in the context of "business." He smiles as Joan does her best to tiptoe and reduce the scuffling sounds that her feet make, especially since His rubber shoes are just making soft squeaks. "Hold on to me," He instructs her, "I wouldn"t want to lose you." She blushes as He tightens His grip. Soon they"re on the street outside the hospital, holding hands. Joan wraps her jacket tightly around her hospital gown with her free hand, shivering from the cool early morning wind. He chuckles. "Yeah yeah, but I was in a hurry, okay?" Joan looks pointedly at Him. She hates it when He"s amused at her expense. "You didn"t let me change!" "Why are you always in a hurry... |
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I then grouped with Alpha and Joe as the first group to run. "Ready? Go!" I started off with my normal running pace, which wasn"t too fast or slow, but just fast enough to keep me running for a while. I seemed to be doing well seeing as how I couldn"t see anybody behind me as I ran. Right when I finished my first lap, I saw the next group prepare to start running. It wasn"t until I reached the 200 meter mark of my second lap did I hear footsteps approaching me from behind. Taking a quick glance back, I saw Alpha"s feet quickly approaching mine. Not wanting to finish second, I then took a deep breath and sprinted the final 200 meters. As I passed the finish line, I looked back and saw Alpha and Joe side by side and a few paces behind. It took a few seconds for them to catch up and by the time they did, they were both breathing harder than I was. "Dang...where did you...get that speed?" They asked between breaths. "Well, I have been running for a while..." I replied, a little surprised m... |
"He"s gorgeous and he"s good," said Hilda, petting the cat. "So, what"s up with Bobby?" asked Gio. "Volunteer work," said Hilda. "Unexpectedly, the team he coaches made it into the league finals and he wanted to stay with them. He hated to come away because the kids love him. They wanted him there." "Wow, dedicated," said Gio. "He chose coaching over your anniversary vacation?" "Yeah," said Hilda, sighing. "But, it"s not like our anniversary"s going anywhere, right?" "Come back anytime," said Gio. "You bet!" said Hilda. "After the baby comes." "How"s it going?" asked Gio. "Good." Hilda patted her stomach. "I hope to have a boy this time." Gio and Betty stared at her. "I mean, a boy that likes sports." "We"re staying at the Azalea Lodge," said Betty. "You know it?" "Of course," said Gio. "It"s the best kept secret on the island. I recommend it to everybody." He"d recommended it to Hilda and Bobby for their anniversary vacation. Hilda stepped back so she could wave at Gio, unseen by Bett... |
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CoSENTLoss with these parameters:{
"scale": 20.0,
"similarity_fct": "pairwise_cos_sim"
}
num_train_epochs: 2warmup_ratio: 0.1bf16: Trueoptim: adamw_torch_8bitauto_find_batch_size: Trueoverwrite_output_dir: Falsedo_predict: Falseeval_strategy: noprediction_loss_only: Trueper_device_train_batch_size: 8per_device_eval_batch_size: 8per_gpu_train_batch_size: Noneper_gpu_eval_batch_size: Nonegradient_accumulation_steps: 1eval_accumulation_steps: Nonetorch_empty_cache_steps: Nonelearning_rate: 5e-05weight_decay: 0.0adam_beta1: 0.9adam_beta2: 0.999adam_epsilon: 1e-08max_grad_norm: 1.0num_train_epochs: 2max_steps: -1lr_scheduler_type: linearlr_scheduler_kwargs: {}warmup_ratio: 0.1warmup_steps: 0log_level: passivelog_level_replica: warninglog_on_each_node: Truelogging_nan_inf_filter: Truesave_safetensors: Truesave_on_each_node: Falsesave_only_model: Falserestore_callback_states_from_checkpoint: Falseno_cuda: Falseuse_cpu: Falseuse_mps_device: Falseseed: 42data_seed: Nonejit_mode_eval: Falseuse_ipex: Falsebf16: Truefp16: Falsefp16_opt_level: O1half_precision_backend: autobf16_full_eval: Falsefp16_full_eval: Falsetf32: Nonelocal_rank: 0ddp_backend: Nonetpu_num_cores: Nonetpu_metrics_debug: Falsedebug: []dataloader_drop_last: Falsedataloader_num_workers: 0dataloader_prefetch_factor: Nonepast_index: -1disable_tqdm: Falseremove_unused_columns: Truelabel_names: Noneload_best_model_at_end: Falseignore_data_skip: Falsefsdp: []fsdp_min_num_params: 0fsdp_config: {'min_num_params': 0, 'xla': False, 'xla_fsdp_v2': False, 'xla_fsdp_grad_ckpt': False}fsdp_transformer_layer_cls_to_wrap: Noneaccelerator_config: {'split_batches': False, 'dispatch_batches': None, 'even_batches': True, 'use_seedable_sampler': True, 'non_blocking': False, 'gradient_accumulation_kwargs': None}deepspeed: Nonelabel_smoothing_factor: 0.0optim: adamw_torch_8bitoptim_args: Noneadafactor: Falsegroup_by_length: Falselength_column_name: lengthddp_find_unused_parameters: Noneddp_bucket_cap_mb: Noneddp_broadcast_buffers: Falsedataloader_pin_memory: Truedataloader_persistent_workers: Falseskip_memory_metrics: Trueuse_legacy_prediction_loop: Falsepush_to_hub: Falseresume_from_checkpoint: Nonehub_model_id: Nonehub_strategy: every_savehub_private_repo: Nonehub_always_push: Falsehub_revision: Nonegradient_checkpointing: Falsegradient_checkpointing_kwargs: Noneinclude_inputs_for_metrics: Falseinclude_for_metrics: []eval_do_concat_batches: Truefp16_backend: autopush_to_hub_model_id: Nonepush_to_hub_organization: Nonemp_parameters: auto_find_batch_size: Truefull_determinism: Falsetorchdynamo: Noneray_scope: lastddp_timeout: 1800torch_compile: Falsetorch_compile_backend: Nonetorch_compile_mode: Noneinclude_tokens_per_second: Falseinclude_num_input_tokens_seen: Falseneftune_noise_alpha: Noneoptim_target_modules: Nonebatch_eval_metrics: Falseeval_on_start: Falseuse_liger_kernel: Falseliger_kernel_config: Noneeval_use_gather_object: Falseaverage_tokens_across_devices: Falseprompts: Nonebatch_sampler: batch_samplermulti_dataset_batch_sampler: proportionalrouter_mapping: {}learning_rate_mapping: {}| Epoch | Step | Training Loss | lovesit_cosine_ap |
|---|---|---|---|
| -1 | -1 | - | 0.7464 |
| 0.0002 | 10 | 2.5944 | - |
| 0.0005 | 20 | 3.0134 | - |
| 0.0007 | 30 | 2.4561 | - |
| 0.0009 | 40 | 3.2699 | - |
| 0.0012 | 50 | 2.7196 | - |
| 0.0014 | 60 | 2.5453 | - |
| 0.0016 | 70 | 2.7383 | - |
| 0.0019 | 80 | 2.674 | - |
| 0.0021 | 90 | 2.6345 | - |
| 0.0023 | 100 | 2.4893 | - |
| 0.0026 | 110 | 2.6716 | - |
| 0.0028 | 120 | 2.5397 | - |
| 0.0030 | 130 | 2.8687 | - |
| 0.0033 | 140 | 3.1419 | - |
| 0.0035 | 150 | 2.6977 | - |
| 0.0037 | 160 | 2.589 | - |
| 0.0040 | 170 | 2.4039 | - |
| 0.0042 | 180 | 2.7016 | - |
| 0.0044 | 190 | 2.4409 | - |
| 0.0047 | 200 | 2.8417 | - |
| 0.0049 | 210 | 3.0504 | - |
| 0.0051 | 220 | 2.1664 | - |
| 0.0054 | 230 | 2.3988 | - |
| 0.0056 | 240 | 2.412 | - |
| 0.0059 | 250 | 2.4363 | - |
| 0.0061 | 260 | 2.4169 | - |
| 0.0063 | 270 | 2.6891 | - |
| 0.0066 | 280 | 2.253 | - |
| 0.0068 | 290 | 2.7243 | - |
| 0.0070 | 300 | 2.3624 | - |
| 0.0073 | 310 | 2.6422 | - |
| 0.0075 | 320 | 2.2467 | - |
| 0.0077 | 330 | 2.1035 | - |
| 0.0080 | 340 | 3.4653 | - |
| 0.0082 | 350 | 2.7597 | - |
| 0.0084 | 360 | 2.21 | - |
| 0.0087 | 370 | 2.3368 | - |
| 0.0089 | 380 | 2.7687 | - |
| 0.0091 | 390 | 2.1202 | - |
| 0.0094 | 400 | 2.2559 | - |
| 0.0096 | 410 | 2.5668 | - |
| 0.0098 | 420 | 2.2449 | - |
| 0.0101 | 430 | 2.5102 | - |
| 0.0103 | 440 | 2.3024 | - |
| 0.0105 | 450 | 1.9128 | - |
| 0.0108 | 460 | 2.7802 | - |
| 0.0110 | 470 | 2.5467 | - |
| 0.0112 | 480 | 2.485 | - |
| 0.0115 | 490 | 2.4132 | - |
| 0.0117 | 500 | 2.026 | - |
| 0.0119 | 510 | 1.7962 | - |
| 0.0122 | 520 | 2.1631 | - |
| 0.0124 | 530 | 2.606 | - |
| 0.0126 | 540 | 1.7712 | - |
| 0.0129 | 550 | 2.131 | - |
| 0.0131 | 560 | 2.3931 | - |
| 0.0133 | 570 | 1.7325 | - |
| 0.0136 | 580 | 1.7221 | - |
| 0.0138 | 590 | 1.7032 | - |
| 0.0140 | 600 | 2.1585 | - |
| 0.0143 | 610 | 1.7992 | - |
| 0.0145 | 620 | 2.0777 | - |
| 0.0147 | 630 | 2.0065 | - |
| 0.0150 | 640 | 2.1058 | - |
| 0.0152 | 650 | 2.3721 | - |
| 0.0154 | 660 | 2.5609 | - |
| 0.0157 | 670 | 2.211 | - |
| 0.0159 | 680 | 1.6896 | - |
| 0.0161 | 690 | 1.8308 | - |
| 0.0164 | 700 | 1.8719 | - |
| 0.0166 | 710 | 1.678 | - |
| 0.0168 | 720 | 1.1682 | - |
| 0.0171 | 730 | 1.8585 | - |
| 0.0173 | 740 | 1.3855 | - |
| 0.0176 | 750 | 2.0952 | - |
| 0.0178 | 760 | 1.7515 | - |
| 0.0180 | 770 | 1.7984 | - |
| 0.0183 | 780 | 1.171 | - |
| 0.0185 | 790 | 1.6282 | - |
| 0.0187 | 800 | 2.1993 | - |
| 0.0190 | 810 | 2.6197 | - |
| 0.0192 | 820 | 1.285 | - |
| 0.0194 | 830 | 2.4359 | - |
| 0.0197 | 840 | 2.0793 | - |
| 0.0199 | 850 | 2.8764 | - |
| 0.0201 | 860 | 1.8479 | - |
| 0.0204 | 870 | 1.5987 | - |
| 0.0206 | 880 | 1.8546 | - |
| 0.0208 | 890 | 2.19 | - |
| 0.0211 | 900 | 2.0776 | - |
| 0.0213 | 910 | 1.2847 | - |
| 0.0215 | 920 | 2.2733 | - |
| 0.0218 | 930 | 1.371 | - |
| 0.0220 | 940 | 1.9001 | - |
| 0.0222 | 950 | 1.6725 | - |
| 0.0225 | 960 | 1.9957 | - |
| 0.0227 | 970 | 1.7202 | - |
| 0.0229 | 980 | 1.8044 | - |
| 0.0232 | 990 | 2.7124 | - |
| 0.0234 | 1000 | 2.2954 | - |
| 0.0236 | 1010 | 1.7451 | - |
| 0.0239 | 1020 | 1.994 | - |
| 0.0241 | 1030 | 1.3109 | - |
| 0.0243 | 1040 | 1.5541 | - |
| 0.0246 | 1050 | 1.6881 | - |
| 0.0248 | 1060 | 1.5355 | - |
| 0.0250 | 1070 | 3.1951 | - |
| 0.0253 | 1080 | 2.517 | - |
| 0.0255 | 1090 | 1.7317 | - |
| 0.0257 | 1100 | 1.9851 | - |
| 0.0260 | 1110 | 1.662 | - |
| 0.0262 | 1120 | 2.1496 | - |
| 0.0264 | 1130 | 2.2939 | - |
| 0.0267 | 1140 | 1.6433 | - |
| 0.0269 | 1150 | 2.1053 | - |
| 0.0271 | 1160 | 1.5963 | - |
| 0.0274 | 1170 | 3.1886 | - |
| 0.0276 | 1180 | 2.7458 | - |
| 0.0278 | 1190 | 1.5274 | - |
| 0.0281 | 1200 | 1.3003 | - |
| 0.0283 | 1210 | 2.0501 | - |
| 0.0286 | 1220 | 2.1368 | - |
| 0.0288 | 1230 | 1.3593 | - |
| 0.0290 | 1240 | 1.0912 | - |
| 0.0293 | 1250 | 1.8123 | - |
| 0.0295 | 1260 | 1.5821 | - |
| 0.0297 | 1270 | 2.1497 | - |
| 0.0300 | 1280 | 1.6359 | - |
| 0.0302 | 1290 | 2.1896 | - |
| 0.0304 | 1300 | 1.9905 | - |
| 0.0307 | 1310 | 1.4126 | - |
| 0.0309 | 1320 | 1.7872 | - |
| 0.0311 | 1330 | 2.1109 | - |
| 0.0314 | 1340 | 1.5177 | - |
| 0.0316 | 1350 | 1.139 | - |
| 0.0318 | 1360 | 1.3178 | - |
| 0.0321 | 1370 | 0.8109 | - |
| 0.0323 | 1380 | 3.0068 | - |
| 0.0325 | 1390 | 1.274 | - |
| 0.0328 | 1400 | 1.8963 | - |
| 0.0330 | 1410 | 2.1892 | - |
| 0.0332 | 1420 | 1.1752 | - |
| 0.0335 | 1430 | 2.2408 | - |
| 0.0337 | 1440 | 2.0859 | - |
| 0.0339 | 1450 | 1.7681 | - |
| 0.0342 | 1460 | 1.0312 | - |
| 0.0344 | 1470 | 1.6119 | - |
| 0.0346 | 1480 | 1.6142 | - |
| 0.0349 | 1490 | 2.6026 | - |
| 0.0351 | 1500 | 2.1832 | - |
| 0.0353 | 1510 | 2.0458 | - |
| 0.0356 | 1520 | 0.9813 | - |
| 0.0358 | 1530 | 1.0634 | - |
| 0.0360 | 1540 | 1.5681 | - |
| 0.0363 | 1550 | 1.9862 | - |
| 0.0365 | 1560 | 1.9151 | - |
| 0.0367 | 1570 | 2.181 | - |
| 0.0370 | 1580 | 1.4365 | - |
| 0.0372 | 1590 | 1.6715 | - |
| 0.0374 | 1600 | 1.5889 | - |
| 0.0377 | 1610 | 1.4578 | - |
| 0.0379 | 1620 | 1.2027 | - |
| 0.0381 | 1630 | 2.4346 | - |
| 0.0384 | 1640 | 3.3239 | - |
| 0.0386 | 1650 | 1.6765 | - |
| 0.0388 | 1660 | 1.6883 | - |
| 0.0391 | 1670 | 0.8937 | - |
| 0.0393 | 1680 | 1.5563 | - |
| 0.0396 | 1690 | 1.6633 | - |
| 0.0398 | 1700 | 1.7766 | - |
| 0.0400 | 1710 | 1.6123 | - |
| 0.0403 | 1720 | 1.8609 | - |
| 0.0405 | 1730 | 0.7779 | - |
| 0.0407 | 1740 | 2.8699 | - |
| 0.0410 | 1750 | 1.8508 | - |
| 0.0412 | 1760 | 2.2949 | - |
| 0.0414 | 1770 | 2.0277 | - |
| 0.0417 | 1780 | 1.7269 | - |
| 0.0419 | 1790 | 1.1726 | - |
| 0.0421 | 1800 | 1.7918 | - |
| 0.0424 | 1810 | 0.9918 | - |
| 0.0426 | 1820 | 1.1583 | - |
| 0.0428 | 1830 | 2.5918 | - |
| 0.0431 | 1840 | 1.354 | - |
| 0.0433 | 1850 | 1.8126 | - |
| 0.0435 | 1860 | 1.3825 | - |
| 0.0438 | 1870 | 0.8482 | - |
| 0.0440 | 1880 | 0.7489 | - |
| 0.0442 | 1890 | 1.9131 | - |
| 0.0445 | 1900 | 2.0677 | - |
| 0.0447 | 1910 | 1.2127 | - |
| 0.0449 | 1920 | 1.873 | - |
| 0.0452 | 1930 | 0.8692 | - |
| 0.0454 | 1940 | 1.643 | - |
| 0.0456 | 1950 | 1.4945 | - |
| 0.0459 | 1960 | 1.0651 | - |
| 0.0461 | 1970 | 2.0009 | - |
| 0.0463 | 1980 | 2.144 | - |
| 0.0466 | 1990 | 1.6773 | - |
| 0.0468 | 2000 | 1.9916 | - |
| 0.0470 | 2010 | 2.3569 | - |
| 0.0473 | 2020 | 1.628 | - |
| 0.0475 | 2030 | 1.2181 | - |
| 0.0477 | 2040 | 1.7905 | - |
| 0.0480 | 2050 | 1.2707 | - |
| 0.0482 | 2060 | 1.4054 | - |
| 0.0484 | 2070 | 2.1218 | - |
| 0.0487 | 2080 | 2.4 | - |
| 0.0489 | 2090 | 1.4919 | - |
| 0.0491 | 2100 | 1.8333 | - |
| 0.0494 | 2110 | 2.5416 | - |
| 0.0496 | 2120 | 1.4399 | - |
| 0.0498 | 2130 | 0.6821 | - |
| 0.0501 | 2140 | 1.5239 | - |
| 0.0503 | 2150 | 1.7891 | - |
| 0.0505 | 2160 | 3.744 | - |
| 0.0508 | 2170 | 2.4568 | - |
| 0.0510 | 2180 | 1.9997 | - |
| 0.0513 | 2190 | 1.4689 | - |
| 0.0515 | 2200 | 2.0232 | - |
| 0.0517 | 2210 | 1.3668 | - |
| 0.0520 | 2220 | 1.388 | - |
| 0.0522 | 2230 | 1.107 | - |
| 0.0524 | 2240 | 2.1677 | - |
| 0.0527 | 2250 | 0.9338 | - |
| 0.0529 | 2260 | 1.2059 | - |
| 0.0531 | 2270 | 1.7474 | - |
| 0.0534 | 2280 | 1.9227 | - |
| 0.0536 | 2290 | 1.1135 | - |
| 0.0538 | 2300 | 0.9489 | - |
| 0.0541 | 2310 | 2.1237 | - |
| 0.0543 | 2320 | 1.9158 | - |
| 0.0545 | 2330 | 2.4958 | - |
| 0.0548 | 2340 | 2.1452 | - |
| 0.0550 | 2350 | 2.2819 | - |
| 0.0552 | 2360 | 1.3945 | - |
| 0.0555 | 2370 | 1.0067 | - |
| 0.0557 | 2380 | 0.9848 | - |
| 0.0559 | 2390 | 0.9342 | - |
| 0.0562 | 2400 | 1.6305 | - |
| 0.0564 | 2410 | 1.3791 | - |
| 0.0566 | 2420 | 2.8958 | - |
| 0.0569 | 2430 | 1.8013 | - |
| 0.0571 | 2440 | 1.2041 | - |
| 0.0573 | 2450 | 0.8088 | - |
| 0.0576 | 2460 | 1.2013 | - |
| 0.0578 | 2470 | 1.6354 | - |
| 0.0580 | 2480 | 0.4395 | - |
| 0.0583 | 2490 | 1.6076 | - |
| 0.0585 | 2500 | 1.5423 | - |
| 0.0587 | 2510 | 1.5253 | - |
| 0.0590 | 2520 | 0.9846 | - |
| 0.0592 | 2530 | 2.0164 | - |
| 0.0594 | 2540 | 1.3746 | - |
| 0.0597 | 2550 | 0.6048 | - |
| 0.0599 | 2560 | 1.968 | - |
| 0.0601 | 2570 | 2.322 | - |
| 0.0604 | 2580 | 1.998 | - |
| 0.0606 | 2590 | 1.7304 | - |
| 0.0608 | 2600 | 1.3635 | - |
| 0.0611 | 2610 | 1.9148 | - |
| 0.0613 | 2620 | 1.0855 | - |
| 0.0615 | 2630 | 2.1719 | - |
| 0.0618 | 2640 | 1.5434 | - |
| -1 | -1 | - | 0.9171 |
@inproceedings{reimers-2019-sentence-bert,
title = "Sentence-BERT: Sentence Embeddings using Siamese BERT-Networks",
author = "Reimers, Nils and Gurevych, Iryna",
booktitle = "Proceedings of the 2019 Conference on Empirical Methods in Natural Language Processing",
month = "11",
year = "2019",
publisher = "Association for Computational Linguistics",
url = "https://arxiv.org/abs/1908.10084",
}
@online{kexuefm-8847,
title={CoSENT: A more efficient sentence vector scheme than Sentence-BERT},
author={Su Jianlin},
year={2022},
month={Jan},
url={https://kexue.fm/archives/8847},
}
Base model
answerdotai/ModernBERT-base