nothing motivates me see point living anymoreever since  things gotten worse worse im   months absolutely nothing motivates me energy anything everything life seems hard pointless bother uk people age level exams pretty much determine future everyone seems care studying them im give shit pass fail find passing worse give excuse continue living cant call redflag line without overhead really option my dad unemployed hear me initially thoughts redflag think it im determined end it thing makes happy slightest imagining dead whenever im class imagine died longer there thought dead genuinely makes happy