lost friend fell pregnanti friends girl since  past years super close spoke day everyday literally everything weeks ago fight wasnt aware even single dollarafter shes started really distant saying shes seeing speaking anyone rn shes tired stressed time  backed off messaged ask okay occasional memes dont talk bar hey alright reply yeah im goodand nothing every days group chat together old work colleagues talks often anyone me shes making plans see people chat breakfast someone else chat clear shes seeing people feel gutted shes pushing away like thisshe friend good one shes world felt worth living for havent spoken seen anyone weeks feel alone dont know go here social skills broken mind body cant work cant go anywhere new feel lost im tired im older ever thought id be im proud think time coming end