feel like fit world anymoresince ive head concussion  years ago struggle lot feeling permeates everything career peers family past times everything used enjoy quickly becomes boring tedious try enjoy take break feel like cant really relate anyone anymore like im constantly faced feeling misunderstood marriage destroyed feel like ive let children father sort present ive lucky fortunate life despite growing abuser stuff got concussion struggle exist here today im session friend another state blue asked opinions different methods redflag trying different depression drugs therapies nothing shakes feeling like im meant here world fit anymore cant figure shake feeling see path forward anymore