im really confused right kinda need rant get chest get grades exams determine wether go college thursday many people stressed shit literally emotion towards them dont want get results means parents going send college  hours away thing im really shy reserved dont think ill able cope living dorm minute leave ill bombarded teenagers nobody know going tbf dont even know im interested course anymore worse thing havent applied anything else considering online course parents that much get irritated mentioned worry decide im wasting away slight chance social life right thought moving away stressful worst part im feeling mentally able cope right feel completely lost nothing makes truly happy ive aiming toward course many years right dont think lot interest it im confused fucking hate education system country has dont even know nobody talk dont understand try explain end argument