think im donei really tried rather small incident today made realise im nothing low key con artist convincing people times im better am smarter nicer worthy anything all im though angsty teen stuff think ive known least  years always cowardly face it even deserve get better deserve familys time money deserve anything thats given fundamentally wrong bad im arrogant talk people im selfish im brat even realise know theyre better without burden like me im scared hell though see way back here thanks reddit blast made smile made feel less alone