feel though theres nothing leftim reasonably young  attempted redflag twice continually reached help friends family doctors seems like noone cares mother refuses believe even depressed something dealing since  recently moved back parents fucking awful quit degree come back care could tell going mental hasnt helped all mother mental bitch stepdad could care less me weekend saw ex boyfriend thing thats kept going havent spoken  months told vulnerable going on slept together tells doesnt time deal shit genuinely feel like im again third time lucky get fuck here dont even know im posting this feel like fucking shit want end everything