excludedi love family dont feel excluded home school everyone battling become famous friendship there feel like dont belong dont like people talk upon others wrong dont like people act friendly arent wrong dont want spend time would ruin social status respect wish respected well fellow human being dont like hanging parties spending time big groups want get know person spend time with them maybe thats weird love people much every evening wish could selfishly die dont live pain loneliness depression have good eveningday dont know time zone 