im guys mental health destroyed life im donewhen  everything live for straight as great relationship ivy league college depression anxiety stole all take two years focus mental health finally managed get degree spent next  years working minimum wage job im strong enough anything more ivy league degree fucks sake love life beautiful doctor stuck  finally broke time shes spent last year calling texting maybe getting back relationship either cancelled every time plans meet anxiety last month started dating guy cant face another day shit medication exercise therapy nothing works bother see hell naturally