id like take easy way others wayim totally fed life come to feel like loser still living parents  unemployed im stuck place little opportunity spain find job temporary bad pay rate demotivates even more besides already burnt stage days go mental health deteriorates more feel trapped alone know people around dont want bother issues results isolation im gym hour day stay shape spend remaining room alone thoughts contemplated redflag however want put parents ordeal need help need someone talk to dont know get either please help tip iceberg