plan dont know im waiting forit sucks waiting around something dont know itll ever come around plan somewhat feasible imagine ever hit point needneed shouldnt issue hope future pulling back likemissing past miss was annoying loud zero self awareness cringe fuck least happy count finger notches many times ive spoken loud today looking old pictures struck circle dwindled little people people cared dumped maybe shitty friend tendencies reared ugly head ones smart enough get fuck away me want over dont want senior year dont want go university honestly want lie never get back up