think might hang latermy dad got fight candlehe like smell its cinnamon told light anymore would fall asleep burn house down despite never laying bed light it watch tv browse internet candle always site light makes room smell better smells humid musty since hardwood floors told fall asleep lite got arguing said useless mooch him called lazy sleep in told lost job blamed anyways sleeping in complained found job yet suck money away also told get feeling sad guess ill get sad hanging myself planning hang closet belt may leave note saying im going wasting money anymore ill later night comes later until goes bed find process it hopefully ill dead soon way im wasting money