would people miss diei start post saying planning kill current time sorry post meant go know else  male currently st year college met people consider friends still connected good bunch old ones healthy relationship parents teachers idea plagued awhile would people miss die sense kill selfwould one miss me understand would sad sure would get me talk regularly friends college playing games still thought back mind says no one would miss would forget soon afterwords guess one main points thinking shit self worth zero social life side college real world also self conscious weight trying fix say think killing time soon thanks responses