hehe life much better unlike thought imagine getting rejected someone love told ex fucks new boyfriend weekly seen manwhore taken advantage of therapist holds many secrets others hears depressing stories time allowed eat dairy meat poison allowed outside all lied friends giving affection getting none return next nothing look forward to thats life past  days almost killed yesterday didnt unfortunately know tequila tastes like though reason never say emotions others one understands feel cuts whenever talk one person lets theyre always busy want happy cant oh congrats spicel congrats world practically stealing tried still try to