ones loveto wife im sorry mental illness hurt you never deserved broken man husband brothers im sorry big brother strong enough bare burden life you again two always better me mother im sorry baby boy grew depressed failure energy wasted me never repay it grandmother im sorry golden grandbaby lost shine unyielding love barely reaches stone cold heart family im sorry faded away im sorry better friends im sorry friend deserved lot left honestly cant blame you reading this im sorry wasted time problems hope stronger am succeed failed climbing debt potential homelessness matter time now better me reddit faith all ive ever faith myself