redflaghello reddit thinking while finally pushed self post this  year old male turn   days now life best worst want talk about want talk is redflag views redflag this like playing game using cheat skip end completed it soon forget entire thing entire time spent playing would pointless constant suicidal thoughts plan enough emotional physical strength bring self it life driven wrong direction good parts left behind future looks bleak best miserable depressed social anxiety constant anxiety attacks ripping emotional strength left get by depression social anxiety bad parts life make think redflag fact see point life see point living lost even live happy life end pointless one day everyone forgotten everything becomes pointless live fear one day soon get tipping point go ahead plans thought post get peoples views mind constantly taunting thoughts feel pointless life nothing help reddit used scared suicidal thoughts longer fear them really consider them tldr hard time getting life view life pointless thing suicidal thoughts longer scare honestly consider going them edit views life want anyone read agree me personal thing feel way please comment maybe help