handling news corona virusi really wonder worried possibility loved ones afflicted it something impacting strongly job also see news clear chinese government hiding way casualties letting transpire news media really depressing thing witness standing seeing unfold beyond eyes allied lack time socialize family really hitting hard allways suicidal thoughts time time seeing something lurks air breath people meet on scary fear me honestly fear others powerless anything standby witness plague spreads grasp everything anyone people know life hard stay safe sake sake love warm hug all