dunno anymorei made account this im sure want this want bother anyone want usual pep talks assume people get even exactly know bad ive felt thought year so good friends good family couple heartbreaks last couple years feel like use anyone actually feel like hinder people now taken one friends spiral drink drugs hes tried me shit see him ive fights arguments mother friends think hindsight behaiour hard tell see ive done wrong time think im right hard done by afterthought seeing others go guess see maybe common problem im one always issue causes issues guess depression latest ex tried get see someone it ive never felt id need that fact  years ago least likely guy ever that ive always one everyone constant happy guy party guy helping guy guy would pick up guy would take in feel like one wants near me drunk drugs now alone anyone talk to ive thought last  hours jumping car fucking finding cliff bridge know really want to might best guess want vent sorry fit here sorry brake rules i read them said want phone number know are thanks reddit