take  mg klonopin ton booze end hospital morgue late work currently taking  dayeverything sort falling apart dont like idea leaving reality situation things probably wont get better dont energy current far know boyfriend upset lack sex drive inability change myself work am afternoon avoid crowds people take lexapro anxiety klonopin thyroid disorder often sends obsessive panic attacks im probation cant smoke weed cure sex drive issue and many others thats mostly driven meds got dui car shop addition repairs court fees deal high risk insurance also cut hours retail job june lost employer health insurance by three shifts next six months ive applied places bus range says change normally dont respond well men telling change know issues need fix reality things control im getting tired myself apparently use others punching bag genuinely want things better money help anyone except thats barely hate doctors hate feeling trapped hospital would hell solution seems like easiest limited supply things wouldnt send uncomfortable eyes ears bleeding slumber know limited time probation guess issue really thought person going side regardless issue ive apparently turned pile human garbage drinks watches cartoons day cant apply jobs car wont able pay insurance car get another job low tolerance people without sex drive diminishing pills apparently huge problem college education way pay one im upset asked change repeatedly fuck it