worried cousinim worried  yearold female cousin ill call rachael horrible childhood neglectful father emotionally abusive mentally ill mother ruined life drugs died rachael  never met rachael wedding family brought us together year ago seemed relatively happy welladjusted given life story although noticed scars wrists cutting which blamed cat caught staring rachael college senior sixth year dropped ton courses changed major many times nobody knows now got load student debt clear career goals began retreat social circle even family believe severely depressed though flatly denies rejects kind help even talking family including me mom sort adopted became mother figure rachael never had even pick phone mom calls rredflagwatch im worried cousin might something stupid history self harm least one redflag family her uncle mothers overdose may intentional too see point view must feel like burden laden debt completely blank future insidious kind self destructive depression kind rationalize know do