hey guys know probably right place ask feeling way idk feel numb atm struggle sleep struggle enjoy anything memory horrendous relationship gf bad place goes beyond us literally nothing work go gym sleep one thing able enjoy absolute slightest gym struggling even go able watch full film without getting bored mind lifes become boring feel like robot lost friends due adult   work full time expected go drinking pm wednesday work full time bills pay lonely shit parents live abroad spain living best life ever stuck miserable  idk anymore feel like destined much life hate atm yeah idk else say depressed