trying find psychiatrist going well allhey sw ive suicidal last months posted sw week ago thought finally going it kind people helped get through im ready start taking responsibility situation told family ive trying find psychiatrist going well all ive called something like  numbers half say this number longer service go straight answering machine wtf psychiatrists doctors right think trying find new dealer finally got someone phone told dr ____ taking heroin addicts right now dude wat person ive gotten phone told take insurance know do someone actually successfully navigated charlie fox give advice thanks