losing hopeevery day feels worse last body failing betraying every way imaginable going get worse much worse even  months ago people say theres hope future science could find way fix this maybe theyre right knows happen happen might     years meantime every day constant struggle barely leave house barely be in house constantly feel hot entire body sweats profusely almost constantly always feel moments away sweating clothes often sweat clothes almost daily would doctors me warn me lie constantly throughout process im canada doctors supposed helpful try profit patients grow believing theyre gods know everything say sideeffects symptoms lifethreatening really care physically lifethreatening left situation want live