place hereim  year old female im hurting im hurting lot im divorced twice friend group im frequently left out ie fb invites events know way going to ex come party  hours away need ride hotel ask ride crickets moving on  im weight balding female super fun im slightly minimum wage job real room advancement  dont see way start over ive single  years now ive got thought cute pics various dating apps still nothing ive  date  years  im lost feel abandoned everyone dont want taking space anymore feel done like lived should