 year old neet several issuesi  year old male struggle depression social anxiety low selfesteem daily suicidal thoughts financially dependent parents job go school many friends never girlfriend family love me hate feeling worthless unwanted hate feeling like disgrace know dad says me fucked driving test got nervous fucked job interviews im scared even apply anymore asked help issues got worse struggle even talking parents know theyll pass off always whenever problem everything fuck up hate feeling rejected hate waking everyday feeling like im nothing always wished never born kid now want end it