hello fiance f mental health struggles long time last night decided write suicide note almost popped  pills ibuprofen ready online therapy good little bit help all really tell therapist needed to tried find new therapist area none available obviously want see psychiatrist get prescribed treatment plans allow sessions unless see therapist first online one count honestly want able help way can know cannot much besides her would love advice tips help her could help herself like listing positive things day something like that thank help tldr need advice help fiance depression need advice depression help fiancee