ive lost everything know else turn days ago everything fine girlfriend  years talking getting ready go pick  month old son left house come back soon laid took bit nap woke suddenly panic felt soetching wrong tried call her answer tried text answer called parents house told there started franking point know going ok not sitting home still waiting something anything hear knocks door ran upstairs see anyone there asked replied policeand coming them opened door went told charged assualt uttering death threatsand fears babys safety know think say anything understood rights put cell tell place cleaning stuff really believe would thoughtthe night ends finally posting bail walking back home get well stuff babies stuff gonethis blue fine happened allowed contact go near families place tried call multiple times understand could even me little boy lawyer appointment set wednsday want se baby sad still want girlthis girl put hell come im scared scared child know do feel like choice redflag point really want se baby bad know