im hitting hard restart life long ive aspiring content creator ive always tried making online presence known recently ive given actions far though ive realised ive faking happy ive done sure believe life far pretty good ive made many mistakes want undo know cant done push button im gonna making new google account new instagram new reddit new youtube new me im sick never fun enjoying myself im sick listen others go making dreams come true want something done im gonna myself one way another includes making sure education get way dreams hinder ability progress education stuff love note im gonna quit school anything im gonna subjects actually enjoy