psychiatrist forgot second appointment row redflag attempt accused wife making allegations said appointments phone literally forgot twice blames me proceedwhat say text call logs missed time expectations double booked first time extremely obvious upset waiting room cut appoint  minutes would listen new medical information had refused give number psychologist told would in hurry told text him never responded texted important is literally asked email text previous text called none information ready calling  minutes late ask allegations wife making saying about wanting work you take walked away phone uncontrollable crying actions went straight professional mode trying ensure responsible anything suggestions fault essentially feeling trying ensure could refuse assistance make sure considering legal recourse closed call wife suggestion that longer work him  days call get assistance anytime needed previously actually demanded text certain times completely forgot never replied voicemail full give email address answer phone call  oclock morning panic phone calls pm  hi doctor want give additional pertinent information ensure forgotten appointment calls texts ive tried ill try someone else hurts much one even people pay listen never even acknowledged said additional medical information him sarcastically asking me what take tests last night mention previous appointment had gone effort get medical professionals digital form make easier him claimed state whenever patient doctor relationships end documentation why stated would unwilling work him readily apparent appointment turned phone call benefit person concern himself even expense feelings health sorry make sense ive gotten  hours sleep last  hours literally tested got literally zero rem sleep study entire night going months im seeing shadow people shaking uncontrollably vomiting dizzy super dizzy know do ive worked lot doctors successfully past im new game insultingly unabashed desire place blame session anymore stay call dropped phone crying sobbing took continuing telling wife responsible feeling litigation something considering medical leave work new psychiatrist give note clear return started leave want situation feel well enough reach back out get needed note attacked knows without additional note let go job allowed return concerned this ive already started reaching doctors saw genuine lack concern health well being ive got direction medical needs world right now set hopes relief back several months need new cpap priority moment understand this could resolved covid happened im tired very tired