update parentswell mom ill provide link previous one so essentially lost remaining shrivels respect mom today lets start school didnt mention previous post im member schools jrotc color guard team beginning felt phone buzzing knew someone calling me however formation teams couldnt exactly pull answer position attention anyways split teams one left side rifles practicing place rifle movementsorder arms shoulder arms port arms present arms etc etc took break minute continuous movements rest arms teach cadets newer color guard around time set rifle wall checked phone turned aforementioned buzzer see mom called  times still couldnt answer phone anyways packed up sanitized riflescovid procedure placed respective rack grabbed bag called mom pick up answered yelling wont say exactly said turned somewhat vulgar digress came pick up forgot practice thursdaysnote id going pt practice every wednesday drill practice every thursday since school came back face face even bit then sitting buddy whose relatively new everything give tips show stuff pulled up got car almost immediately started yelling calmed block later asked asked english teacher missing assignment  period per day block schedule meaning go class every day english yesterday didnt today mention moved class due schools jumble fuck scheduling crisis another english class period told night before see uninvolved careless me son anyways thatll important im say next sitting room hour ago reading boom dad gotten methe white donkey maximilian uriarte wanting weeks bought me gotten stalemate book decided go downstairs grab water time reached base staircase could hear mom talking friend laughing stating sent something funny laughing reading it immediate thoughts already talking another guy already  years marriage no doing fact consider even messed cowardly talking dad stated sms agreeing take doctoranother story messed arm thats another story also involves neglect supervision towards brother statedif read previous post makes sense boys still need father im trying best provide them long prolong divorce wont able end day im sleeping truck im lucky friends couch overheard this base stairs mother reading mockingly shaken voice father friend laughed it laughing fathers plea mercy man serving public since  fire ems service seeing things could ever imagine every day let chance see provide children didnt even balls disrespect like face here hide house still pays bills for behind doors switched locks couldnt come see fucking kids youre reading edit im working getting link added text currently minutes