uh weirdo here just help pleasei actually feel suicidal many people see subreddit but still feel quite lot like it like sure im smarter average yet always get trouble people myself mostly last one tbh like dead suffer anxiety depression hiperactivity matter do always feel like wrong even worth it things matter point part social anxiety think effect redflag would cause people surround me parents little sister girlfriend biggest part feel like everything would better dead even causing death would cause trouble people something cant bear think know theres something worth living everything else makes useless