f u c ki fucking hate myself theres point life fuck everyone fucking cares me didnt exist could die would break stupid fucking hearts cant fucking that also im afraid death parents brainwashed stupid fucking religion im secretly afraid gonna go hell miserable everyday feel like making difference world fact probably making world shittier place want gash arms want punch mirror fuck person reflection want use fucking shards cut deep skin cut vein arteries rip bleed out could drive really fast slam car brick wall fucking hate everything want punch something fucking hate alive fucking wish never born fuck didnt mom abort me didnt mom abort me didnt mom me didnt mom abort me w h n b r e stupid fucking religion thats why fuck fucking religion could non existent without it fuckin hate everything myself fucking hate myself