cant life want dont desire livewell pretty straight forward post probably destroyed randoms whatever im unpassing trans person never life want which literally live life im made fun given weird stares judged daily basis crushing know regardless cant even pass getting surgeries try assist impossible far foreseeable future due fucking money ever living poverty since kicked this feel lost empty dont see transition even helped see still birth gender mirror crushes daily reason keep living ill always fucking hon freak bother trying advice fucking world ever gives find new friends ignore like doesnt fucking help children look fear everyone men women alike make comments stare treat like shit fair life think chose shit cant find point go die alone nothing left give world yeah thats guess