need rant bit ok undiagnosed mental illnesses at least know seems extremely likely them probably neurodivergent parents dont know of course always yell me say im lazy shit like that horrible time somehow ok time management like idk describe kinda like oh ill feel like always know things especially im yelled great parents outwardly express think im lazy better things im sitting like knowing mean cant express mean annoying also friend parents think a gender fluid phase b suspicious im faking im confident c think fake many things hard keep count frustrating parents tell times things hard keep complete shit sense time anyways good day