 ruined felt like reflecting past year heres list nobody asked ways  bitten ass overall less enjoyable school life still gotten better my first amp girlfriend left feels awkward talk covid causes get laid work march still zero sign getting back even though im small town  cases within km longest time nobody area fucking hiring dad walked job due anger boss new job cant afford house need move town people and still are goddamn persistent covid hoax cases area skyrocket tried start twitch stream computer barely run task manager let alone obs computer mouse like fucking broken lmao get rekt seemingly everything looked forward either got cancelled ruined complete letdown was recovering diagnosed major depression keyword was the reputations favourite youtubers get fucked grooming accusations cancel culture makes want knock someone head daily got glasses first thing told look like impersonator dwight office grades start get harder manage my social life starts struggle always less energy see anyone the girl kept trying manipulate relationship attempted manipulate often cut completely graduation half year still plans feel ready fend enthusiasm enthusiasm dissapeared beginning year truck insurance company unfairly bounced bank account  times month costing  overdraft fees truck insurance also went up despite record clean promises would go down fuck my trust gets majorly betrayed friends heartbreaking way possible ace  heteroromantic  fetishism  confusing mess feelings the aggressivecrybaby nature internet cough cough twitter caused close political conversation anyone everyone starting question point alterego turns false personality schools teacher gave free computer without hard drive friend tell  years old useless one already sparked interest initial d talk much toyota sprinter ae trueno eurobeat trying hardest work approx  parts new pc may likely happen my closest two friends years started dating later decided cut things know doing causing look counseling was going featured voice actor nd main character friends indie game later find happening due previous reason why people suck talk general now and top last time drove truck december rock put fucking chip windshield anyway guys doin 