everyday provides new reasoni truly wake days hope something positive happen value little things go way green lights positive conversations daily fantastic peoplepositive feedback email job million reasons overcome sadness fear pretty good fighter put game face many sad events life lately feel like money always pain me lucky many ways but cannot find anything wake anymore strongest remaining family member rock deteriorating rapid rate cannot deal again here need go job underpaid appreciated do need dental work cost much even top notch dental insurance need continue hanging thread need idiot changed jobs many years great company love wrong place wrong time kinda like days good fit pays bills everyday easier justify life cruel