feel lost im tiredhi everyonei hope okay speak mind bit im  years old im england live sweden studywhen around  years old obsessive compulsive disorder really came surface  diagnosed depression ocd generalised anxiety disorder since cannot remember day havent worrying sad upset something craving medication take away numb anxiety sadness im university somehow god knows managed scrape past school wishes family therapist came swedenive year thought moving would help escape old problems followed here real friends here go lectures spend much time bedroom nothing even feel like ive recovered one anxiety another one comes along im freaking ive sleep walking nights ago im worried ive sent snapchat sleepwalking well browsing internet obviously cant tell nature snapchative upset hurt much anyone else ever has happened me deserve this ive thoughts redflag im scared death even think it life aint much better eitherdoes ever get better im tired