thoughtsfeeling pretty low late cold friday night alone brought dark thinking depressionredflag searched internet found many sites saying worth talk theres always someone cares blah blah blah old old found many threads dark times seeing many people going going truly remarkable im sure whether feel happy alone sad everyone else suffer way do i many others post imagine feel alone honestly tired told thing over theres always highs lows life recent highs lows mere  years ago everyone story i whether share keep holder deep thinking sorry wall text