alright goesi  year relationship  months ago found cheating me  guys bought ring going marry her also took  bucks plus ipad fucked thing still love her even shit id still take back got laid days ago im going move back parents leave friends behind first real friends ive  years top off dr says might pancreatic cancer fuck sakes need someone talk to called  suscide hotlines  put hold way long one shitty connction counld hear them last one told teenagers someone fucking message me fucking call me im end here