im becoming content redflag post experiment see voicing changes intentioni go reasons im considering ending life something ive battled  years im angsty teen struggling mountable teen problems im adult whos deciding go due life full confusion bad decisions sadness ive found technique difficult feel sense relief knowing finally exit main fear is well saying goodbye human consciousness ill miss breathing ill miss sense touch ill miss contemplating things wonder ill miss little things make nose chuckle know theres nothing death scares comforts me think im done thats okay it cant function world exiting seems best saddest solution think im becoming content idea