th brithday want die seriously feel horrible atm feel like ive missed lot teenage hood i omg think  yr old  always relaxed cause knew time still dont im ready adult hood omg do bio age far  years less current age think changing age legally  year could help im ready keep thinking im almost  want throw up want die innocence youth never come back world cruel crying almost hour know cope aging funny cause younger also thought im grown old always hated aging now really late cant teen anymore im miserable id anything      even  again anything prayed lot god maybe one day woke older body know anymore 