keep many mistakes know long go like anymoremaybe someone read this apologize bad english im simply native speaker hey rredflagwatch even know writing here maybe need tell someone like title says im someone many mistakes life one serious probably hiding true self everyone love many years many years now around   life day day reason im writing something happend yesterday dont many friends would say  guys would call that yesterday realized forgot birthday best friend day yesterday might sound insignificant people one friend like anchor life since met first time ive often ledge life ready end all one person always dragged back even made soul smile dark times yesterday total breakdown even sleep night felt like greatest sht world able think something different this today talked again like nothing happend cant understand even able hate this worst person world disappointing every single person know nothing ever hurt much know do even deserve live on mean disappoint time many people too also think im enrichment life way