love hurtsi dunno scared love scared love ive interested girl awhile went party recently every time talked said shes way league throughout night chatted chattedbut noticed started flirt first brushed friendly thought genuine confused scared go antisocial type person every time complemented id laugh smile ill walk away conversations tried start toward end night disappeared someone else pretty comfortable end night dont know mad situation myselfive trying month meet first start year guy question also took another love interest mine last yearive replaying night since thinking wish could change it reason wrote friends moving love lifes mines depressing lonely ive consoled always going alone companion reacting would always say ill never able talk anyone really scared loved scared love