work still depressing still feel overwhelmed left behind lot things know one thing always seem forget get deep thoughts awesome people still side one coworker depressed vented tailgate truck break smoked cigar coworker fine hes inviting people outings told ok could still go together days hes goto lot things feel like losing past month making damn sure keeping thing look forward time time love spending time shooting shit know favorite thing cannot our people get picture harder truly vent get things chest people invited cool again lot shit past month friend would understand hope go next weekend long overdue group thing whenever anyway completely depressed trying hang something know everything ok love coworkers know lose buddy crazy lately need forget things