even get virus im gonna survive pandemic anywaythanks making cure worse disease entire world seriously considered redflag since teenager quarantine happened im giving world three weeks get shit together two support friend whos country much worse claim quarantine three weeks watch come excuse extend it everything ever loved cared gone pandemic every single coping mechanism ive ever had everything thats ever made happy ever made realize hey world bad fact actually really good time everything thats ever kept alive might well dead ive got reason stay alive except friendwho may tell  weeks cant justify alive world everything gone go somehow thats harder thought dying ive reached point im willing take chances afterlife covid exist hike trails go carnivals again