hello advice pleasehey guys first up happy easter all im posting tonight sure im right place need get chest ask advice earlier week daily hike mountain trail frequent nearly every day near end hike stopped side hill walk past daily usually never stop at warm particular day exhausted climb sitting taking view immediately noticed couple bags neatly propped sitting right front me also noticed thin rope tied one guard rail posts dangling stairs cut hill however even though mere foot away see edge thought crossed mind might someone end rope seem tense enough holding anything kind weight plus trail busy park attendants carrying repairs maintenance trails guess assumed park workers taken lunch sitting taking lovely day kept coming back scene directly front eyes thought that shit someone going this thats kinda exactly would look like go stick head hill take look sure immediately it blunt exhausted needed rest even petrified might see took another  minutes getting breath back continuing way knew must check leaving scene approached gingerly reaching drop hill saw it top poor souls body rope around neck hanging sitting slouched side step instead checking further sprinted hill rangers station  minutes away raised alarm good  minutes led rangers back scene watched they raised voice addressed victim make sure ranger gave depressing thumbs think ill ever receive confirming yes id seen real there spent next hour waiting emt police arrive take statement also noone else it ward hikers coming past scene admit rough week sleepwise thoughts still there forced return scene next day mainly park love dearly would ruined also pay visit wish farewell right decision im confident trouble hiking area last day two ive feeling incredibly guilty immediately checking side hill maybe still us could done something help incredibly empty police took statement told could go amazingly nothing press all guess opened eyes sadly redflag daily occurrence live keep thinking alone hill keep feeling guilty courage check immediately talking professional expect near term thanks listening sw ive posted wrong place please accept apologies