losing willi went first major bout depression around  im  now waxed waned never truly gone away im tired first response every problem well could kill yourself draining constantly feel like this effect life relationships studies feel like im wasted potential feel like anyone would miss gone one reach to also deal fairly severe anxiety self confidence issues getting much me know else do every day getting harder could think painless method id done something now ive found brink quite times ive always chickened out even so getting point think im going soon im sorry messed post im new here know else go