know life failureim highly considering going music education music performance both admit skilled musician comes academics anymore solid  gpa high school freshman sophomore earned two ds chemistry  cs algebra currently im junior ive earned  potentially f bring months participate music group bands outside school time take private lessons two different people feel like comes academics colleges even look me defense taking  ap classes year junior year rough guess work  hours week feel like shit honestly kill cant get college bad grades in classes unrelated music please someone try reassure chance ahead me tell stop trying late please would college take good musocian even shit school hope chance