cant people suicidal peacei dont understand much stigma redflag everyone think suicidal person needs help understand redflag personal decision death takes make someone happy let it ive fantasized various redflag methods since  im  day gone believe im better planet dead look forward death accept it invite it thing stopped far im scared failure fail kill treated like criminal actually get charged waiting right painless opportunity im jumping right it nothing stop me never happy life good find happiness world need understand dont feel way vent