wanna stop existingive recently alot stressful events happen made life harder handle feel like stress contagious everyone around slowly harder time lives me ive wanted talk therapist many times feel fear theyll think im dangerous others im not want stop existing im really suicidal think extreme urge want stop stress sadness leave all probably sounds like im suicidal tbh im sure im posting all maybe put world say loud figuratively once ive never tried talk anyone mostly fear locked judged feelings