th december  dayso ive decided th december day  years pain finally come end im tired now im always tired mind constantly ravaged thoughts ive managed destroy life greatly feel terribly parents destroy them cant go like longer complete failure im good anything constantly hurt people around letting down let one final time end it early morning th december clear dorm room ill wear favourite sweater woolen one shades red ill roll joint fine marijuana smoke listen nujabes ill rake beauty winter morning north india shall bid adieu peace