cant stand mother school deserve deathmy mom angry person always back everything even enjoy couple moments video games yells me dont anything upset her good grades school good friends see school going home feels shitty now nowhere else go im done hanging out must go home mom yells me even nothing wrong explain myself wont ever listen im trapped nothing good right now want enjoy life like normal person cant mom yells often everything im sorry whatever do brother never yelled at always am hate yelled everything may well end myself dont know solve anything angry immensely selfish too asks everything her going somebodies place dont even know say feel uncomfortable get yelled at blames mother everything does mother angry own looked kill myself app uses lets see everything phone allowed see look kill myself yell me made her concern wanting kill myself want get help cant handle living her considering much treats like shit im done dont want live insignificant waste life nothing matters future anyways might well kill mother live painful emotional scar haunt rest life making feel like worthless trash hate school well want exist please teacher get thrown life helping nothing work replaced far future hate much everything dont know so