would sayif someone thoughts committing redflag would say try convince otherwise not itll get better type crap either sob story pleasant upbringing friends family etc yet feel world painful far much suffering continue day brings pain sadness ive never felt like something wrong me world around suffering offers daily seems end sight things continue way forever whether not sometimes seems like itd easier put hose window drift nothingness finally know true calm peace dont know im posting here dont think itll help comments copy pasted dribble want feel something feel nothing finally