giving upshort story ive depressed yrs pretty bad anxiety weight issues thrown mix didnt seek help till may  since ive on ciprolex symbalta abilify mertazepine nabilone welbutrin most recent im wondering whats going on take meds like say psychiatrist doctor pretty shocked nothing helped one bit mertazapine didnt help depression anxiety one made feel somewhat ok gained lbs month im wlefare since cannot work trying get odsp better benefits little money guess im trying say feel like im giving up want try medical marijuana doctor psychiatrist heavily it change minds rate ill odsp whole life family doctor tells anxiety medication psychiatrist saying ill depend medication suck up stopped taking welbutrin caused break threw deep anxiety attack made effort go back previous meds mertazipane nabalone hopes anxiety go away before im afraid either doctor psych get mad me wellbutrin made want swallow pills bad end thoughts stuck head dont see family doc till  nov hes vacation psych till december rd hopefully feeling goes away know much handle this