posted rdepression became aware belongs hereim tired life heading dark road unsure person consider friend shares opinion pretending satisfy feeling accomplishment im tired lies people say make feel better themselves im tired games people play regard feelings others im tired trying make friends someone hear person go misleading accounts obviously fake stories people one else world want partake bullshit stories exaggerations im also tired working ass pay child support woman loved cant afford live im tired trying everyday wish wake disappointed alarm ringing every morning know much handle already want handle anymore it hate became poor life  plus decades alive im equipped decent life bent backwards called friends im done trying way tiring