matter saying peacei wish say not tried failed want somewhere record tried best gave enough life eh person past near  years lost child her new born daughter congenital diaphragmatic hernia fought lost made almost month doctors said would hours son her wonderful kid bit insane smart clever hell kept hanging while fault all hes good kid almost six now almost ten years meeting recovering surgery mother going cancer took her mother said would here love me forever month ago sticking woman thick thin find shes seeing ex flame ran face book screwing behind back wants move out monday none less reward stay home dad devoted child this hotel room thats even name  weeks tops try sort start new life fuck face takes old one house child things ex part could say hell it this always but due mix ever mother died past years havent birth certificate meaning real id crux matter people identity stolen me mine got one night wandered off sit one day till next morning wake up kiss son good bye go cheap motel mini fridge microwave told to make own even name dollar pocket tried damn try much though want more fair right really hope new guy treats son well mother tells ok guy want this name will tried remember ok thank sorry wall text