dear rredflagwatch christmas card yousuggested repost rreddit ten years ago almost almost killed girl broke me stood bucket rope around neck chickened out stepped down pathetically wept sleep slip step away dying tonight finished baking pumpkin cheese cake beautiful wife sitting couch wrapped fleece blanket watching christmas story five month old daughter lily asleep crib little red reindeer foot pajamas say babys first christmas tomorrow well wake house own ill cook breakfast well celebrate first christmas together family im newer reddit new internet message boards anonymous friends give us somewhere laugh vent cry scream theyve got really dark times wanted take minutes go bed thank you merry christmas faceless friends hard time gets better love yall valjean