helloim bit nervous post here normally hate drawing attention myself maybe help type people see group friends care family loves much love them yet still get feelings hurt inside things going great care world smallest thing set off give bad thoughts im sure stem insecurities brain makes scenarios nobody really likes me theyre pretending probably find annoying obnoxious cling people think care life would probably prefer hanging without me thoughts come mind gives anxiety get worried nothing start overthinking everything chest starts hurting subsides get really sad get suicidal thoughts like maybe would better someone much emotional baggage life know people life would terribly sad died im sure one biggest reasons done anything crazy thoughts head keep coming back driving bit crazy apologize sub posting in thank reading