driven redflagi think partners negativity driving redflag started months ago depression past two weeks reaching help get supportive remarks followed negative conversation example happened today asking last week could help get bed mornings im up wanted make sure wasnt laying left work could get daughter school asked didnt said shouldnt mothering you far worse said past weeks thats started episode said daughter living around needs im school last week trying open talk struggles jokingly said maybe kill already laughed isnt dramatic sounds since said cant get head offers support never gives it im quickly going hill dont eat drink water sleep maybe  hours night havent seen friends months grades going down interest around daughter anymore feel like burden someone help