sorry fit sub feel like need tell people would understand happening always suspicious depressed anxious never felt symptoms physical sensations would read about first panic attack feel like always head worrying next one come cannot even get bed work lot time feel like shit feel like everything feels like limbo watching life go by feels like dreamor get hyper aware bodys functions happen naturally like manually processing everything going brain sometimes think accidentally hit switch brain scares shit me episodes make get existential feel hopeless resulti want die feeling nothing feeling real hyper awareness scares thinking going happen soon hope someone relate know alone first panic attack edibles feel like going die almost everyday