reaching breaking point years ago met girl instantly best friends with inseparable together every weekend together every single day summer eventually became friends everything great  weeks ago started spending time new person would barely talk me asked this got extremely defensive told doesnt want one person time tried explain felt like replaced going leave would rather tell ghost me insisted wasnt leaving crazy stayed one else entire life days nights revolved around her hurt worse anything anyone else let her found sporadically texting ex throughout entire relationship apparently told wasnt fun relationship year one periods got another girl pregnant broke planning raise child him also talking guys found mom also reason believe went date one them texted days breakup didnt respond hasnt tried contact since shes busy boyfriend new best friend hurts bad  years threw away like garbage hurts im hurting doesnt give single solitary fuck feel beyond betrayed lied to ive seen around campus looks directly eyes smirks could someone loved deeply betray like this realize never loved me never saw anything time filler convinced ex get back together her lied face believed her thats hurts most im breaking point barely energy go class anymore mom new boyfriend doesnt care anymore one except best friend lives  miles away would probably better without me im tired existing life doesnt get better gets worse alone ive seeing psychologist helping nothing does dont know anymore tldr best friendgirlfriend  years betrayed me feeling hopeless