ill leaving within next six monthsoriginally going next year as  since im graduating far earlier expecting pathetic degree point staying around long already method location said method know get it im considering june july  least time get far enough away people missing days im tempted simulate murder people think someone else not anyone particular want anyone get hurt behalf think would cool unsolved murder especially bullshit one optimal way go saving someone else taking bullet getting run car something heroic think would cool im writing write it since cant tell anyone irl without getting put away want responses really positive qualities whatsoever future never loved desired human being thats good enough reason go none know pain way know pain