hey never thought would somehow ended here really need let someone guess summarymy dad got covid recently yes shit going wrong mom tried best gave medicine listen always gave reason mom gave medically approved altho many people use medicine mom gave himit days fights quarrel name it there family economy also great since need buy vitamins order make feel better altho listen act whatever wanti want help family tried invest share always make loss nearly impossible start business since feel bad ask money start small business want burden family economy morei knows guys feel like suicide da wae sigh knowi literally plan suicide woud cutting warm water listening rem  end worldanyways guys feel free comment anything whatever is sorry grammar mistakes since main language stay safe guys ltps  agnostic really believe religion people says god provide way know seems way provide suicide least nowi mentally finesorry whining guys dad got covid shit going wrng ever since