please blame anyone else fact unbelievably lucky make far parents always caring brother sister always wanted best me malfunctioning brain makes unhappy time even happy means something terribly irresponsible stupid hurt close me best thing everyone involved bow now say selfish move couple weeks would rather condemn lifetime misery id like send big fuck guys in case interested still love tessa high school girl called bara met drumming circle summer anonymousps daughters abbey amp zoey never you love much want feel like would fault course not people tend blame themselves guess sticking around love abs lt amp zo lt decided not end life today