please turn camera zoom class meetings hi im one english teachers important stay safe understand high schools opted distance learning start new school year still rough im effective before quality instruction ability develop meaningful teacherstudent relationships severely lowered ive never felt useless ineffective teacher before really weighing down want help you empower you inspire change world messed up im trusting responsibility ive spent hours unpaid overtime trying give best strange year im emotional teacher monday first day school cried hours second cry whole career despite stress struggle endured fail to majority students bothered turn cameras even look eyes kids ive made sacrifices for discouraging week please us favor show us face care dirty rooms go ahead curled blanket bed take chromebooks wherever want let us see you