im thinking redflag impulsive way now seems like logical option nowthe last two months uni living hell ive grown despise place every fucking day theres single moment dont think home somewhere else although place given great start field think wont use im alive anymore havent slept well past  months whenever uni moment got home would sleep like baby ive tried make parents understand problem want drop out dont understand tell weather storm think thats possible sleep night im desperate dont know drop option left would study abroad dad would sell real estate really dont know do jumping fourt floor seems like option convenient everyone