typical rantim guessing one read this im ok that lost husband longer loves me refuses admit it touched  months want alone me literally torturing words saying nothing wrong much debt know upset working im loser much pain time back hurts time anyway put plan action slow plan hoping one attribute ignorance rather plan sort took large dose acetaminophen couple days ago  mg taking  mg  twice day since way say pain know difference tylenol ibuprofen know slow going wait last minute say anything pain cant handle anymore tired pain want out