well im back alright last time came basic issues seems worsened first off brother mental ward might get back guess bad really care thats also coping mechanism tune world yeah might never return electricity might get cut out clue ill living next year im lost one person could talk left nobody started flirting girl guess good distraction time still just life downer man know do im  guess im scared want see sister hurt anymore im sick blamed things nothing with mean talk child services want go system want want to take pause let everything go away feel like im climax tragedy family crumble im starting out feel like im going get suffocated problems family thanks listening sw sorry able keep myself