hi im czech republic feel like walking edge cliffbroken english allert true depresion anymore sometimes start shaking  wanna try get drunk lie snow sounds easy really trying get mood watching  anything entertaining meh keeps coming look train little bub kinda angry cuz even trying social kontakt brain probably protect depresion triggers social anxiety skeletons wardrobe whatever got better even learned act public  tried go local nerd comunity nice rich kids idea now one online friend cant go  too far etc etc fuck want someone like me  years good score staing alive alone hope find poison gonna speep today