anxiety attackso didnt sleep night morning go father buy food get energy drinks try every time go buy fod someone get panic attack every time go alone fell like every body watching ext whe entrer good whe go drinks buy whiskey beer ext father go pick something place looking energy drinks alone girl behind starts talk saying dont buy st discont next week didnt know say start think works ask discont answers yes discount wanted one  drinks fell nervous pick also dont pick would fell also impotent leave father reches whe leave father ask talking say girl looks suprise fuck whe leaving see car start think dont work say haplend dad says hiting like nahh says big men laughting felt bad thinking im shit talking pressure fell pressure times talking girl hiting fucked realy bad like even hit me something good happends