cant kill myselfbeen wanting die long time pretty much im really fucking lonely friends dont actually like aside one wont see ever transfer schools move different city care bc im friend zone anyways every fucking day go fucking school fucking bullshit again one point family knew signed shitty therapy make phone call give info pussy like everything else told family feeling better literally get stuck bed trying think reasons get morning shouldnt fucking end it reason im killing yet bc maybe get gfbestfriend high school im going to tldr im killing yet bc might get stroke luck meet people dont pretend like dont kill