things ive learned first relationship and take account uh hi everyone ive really thinking now im feeling like share guys means helping get this people would probably benefit or all information here tldr end post like listening stories which understandable apologize advance long say buckle in anyways lets get this ill start providing context first mentioning names places save harassment last weekend visiting working local event town girl came asked number time pursuing another girl really made moves yet so happily provided which mistake kind flattered excited finally girlfriend course never one before little know first happy talked phone texted hours end next days happiness faded told things think smartest choices example vapes  thats huge dealbreaker me eventually ran mental block although nice enjoyed lunch took on learned personality mine really go well together began run things run about conversations went around circles went bed night disappointed kept feeling disappointed depressed taking free time couldve used learning guitar failing math paper which uncommon me wanted get live life nothing happened happy relationship eventually fell talking texting her all within span of  days now anything did thought told her i made impulse decision thought telling wanted relationship       today mom talked stepdad talked it noticed acting usually act asked another parent her basically told information girlfriend friend group basically found really weird disturbing apparently all vape thc illegal state stayed her couldve possibly exposed got caught it wouldve got serious trouble im innocent told that said think really want girl consider rethinking relationship her       evening think im going break tell really want relationship right now unfortunately going hard im nice everyone im going direct honest ill stand ground ill also allow emotional healing time decide get another relationship ultimately learned experience and take away post anything i weighed pros cons thought minute diving right in compiled list dealbreakers requirements must meet a big one loving animals ive lived learned ill know better next time ampxb tldr  know want relationship diving in  decide really one quick evaluation  happy direct remember live little fun afraid happy whether thats getting or of relationship anyways thanks taking time read did hope nice day 