want end death would better liferight go im  year old girl go topnotch private school aus im like terrible kid slam doors scream try run away things parents punish me right to punisment methods hurt most twice past year dads hit head hard ive gone dizzy thrown up yesterday mum beat shoe back right arm sore begging stop wouldnt also theres verbal punisment parents threaten killhurt continuously mum constantly tells would kill sister loves dearly would never me also tells would like set fire break neck kill etc recently ive wanted end life times seems like nothing get better ever everythings fault everything hurts ive seriously contemplated redflag times though know ill never it yesterday car mum yelled me crying backseat truckie saw me looked me anything he didnt do anything ive thought over time do hurts even worse ive spent nights bathroom know go out leave house back ambulance mostly though parents really nice buy lot things pay heighty school fees stuff happens rarely happens terrible like it im begging life yknow think like seeing beg sometimes force onto knees know im probably another spoilt little kid eyes im old considered child anymore me really serious im actually scared life here one day im sure parents something well regret yesterday called dhs parents found out told theyve done me said stupid ungrateful slut who legal would killed now felt ashamed wanted die again sorry long seriously do im barely teenager yet am hurt please tell do want go cops dhs option