know keep living anymore like die happyi posted rdepression aswell im depressed since im  always like this strong immunodeficiency made fail school everything else since always looked ill everyone school looked bullied me fine kept living till  im  now got girlfriend even work fine everything seemed okay since then always like this everything fine girlfriend suddenly problems boss work i  weeks vacation called said wants fire me never said anything like before far good came work almost everyone work started bullying aswell said things like he doesnt work chills handy hes lazy get place time quit much me several month later still everything fine girlfriend found another workplace  week practical training everyone nice really loved work there yesterday got confirmation accept start working there finally got new job awesome aswell since seems life suck girlfriend broke  years dont even know why never told anything said hey dont love anymore cant anymore much plans even lived together went school it long distance relationship first moved parents house me feel lonely shit honestly dont want live anymore dont know do important thing life alone well thats gone nowi cant enjoy anything without her thing like think right dying even want help