im tired called useless leechi recently began first year college double majoring engineering software engineering total  credit hours semester drive  minutes  back every schoolday immediately go home take online courses homework done look jobs online applied  last  days clean house dishes coean bathrooms week flip fold clothes whatever random task father assigns watched cameras make sure this got learners taught drive made drive  hours straight freeway round trip  week period first taken drive got liscense month ago chores homework try figure dinner sometimes made cook it sometimes ny dad makes gets mad ate without even gets  sometimes treats like retarded ask dinner pay around  month gas insurance spare truck allowed drive hence getting job everyday told useless leech faggot mistake fucking hurts  friend family offered let live them could never that would burden anytime stay close somebody extended period time leave me sorry rant needed get somewhere