revenge redflagdoes thought ever cross mind ever alone isolated uncared for feel like youve reached over over over yet one hears takes seriously ever feel like everyone life given you feel like jumping roof right way anyone ever notice care much pain feel onewill care im dead people finally hear me theyll understand serious theyll understand much pain im right now theyll wish would tried harder listen every time spoke hurting myself ending life past twelve months may dead may never see it butpeople finally care peope finally notice pain itll okay ill dead wont pain wont anything thats really really okay im coward im enormou fucking coward im sitting here roof slowly dosing medication hope wit long enough take enough ativan wont coherent enough feel fear regret second thoughts ill dead near instanstly jump finally gokng over feel happy