dont know much longer im falling close friend im going back school monday which stupid im failing school got rejected art highschool wanted go to want friend love much feel like im obsessed her feel like gets annoyed me conversations usually go hi sup well im tired lol jsjskskkf feel like friendship isnt same keep trying stop talking her matter hard try keep going back im trying thing test see shed talk didnt talk her since always start conversations ends them feel like suddenly everything worthless im worthless feel like dont strength go anymore im goddamn weak dont shower brush teeth brush hair even get dressed anymore dont get up dont exercise dont eat going back school making extremely anxious dont want go back im freaking out im either gonna get covid numbers go again im crying smallest things friend shows slightest bit rudeness ignores me cry people criticize drawings cry tired feeling emotion cry im gonna failure life