probably best place look help going ti selfish attempt validate myself wife cheated online physically trying stay together stupid yes ik happened really hostile easily annoyed her really snappy kind rude sometimes day asked get dido said why please you said sometimes j left work distant asked wrong said hurt said said said attention yesterday watching guys youtube wet reason all today really irritated get annoyed easily want love truly idk do sometimes feel like mentally well physically stuff mind watching rd person view like anymore cannot cry either tried happens get really mad jumbled mess sorry really want someone say fine something idk heart hurts feels empty point could watch bad things happen living things care like emotionless way weird idk going anymore