lost cati came home work today find one cats missing brother wandering around apartment meowing looking her roommate tore place apart looking her think might gone open window backyard apartment building im honestly unsure got out wandered around looking cars different stairways looking hour spoke father friends gave advice morning ie put flyers ask neighbors etc however feel though ive checked mentally logically feel like find her im going give life know live thought cold starving there know extreme hope offend anyone triviality problem fighting deep depression time ive working hard keep busy productive simply know give anymore reasons keep going this