im  friends whats point anymoremy entire life feel like ive one failed friendship another ive close friends end leaving side one reason another im assuming me people tend say im draining talk lot im genuinely overjoyed theres people around me lately work  hours week hang boyfriend who ive year now sleep love boyfriend much feel like let down feel hopelessly sad sometimes cry cry doesnt understand takes getting enough him im enough anyone ive wanting die lot lately cut  years long since ive done it lately driving crazy want friends want people enjoy hanging around me want experience sleepover night party friends even someone come chat im feeling down make friends cant people like me maybe try hard know dying would easy many people dont even know exist