therapy help im  extremely suicidal  years now plan set  wouldve went family came home early felt like real piece shit almost it since ive come realization abusive parents probably care mean negative really dont ive dating girl already year honestly say im love promised ever became threat would finally tell parents deep seeded issues pursue therapy texted dad little bit ago  short text basically seeing need help wanna go it already regret her wanted know helped anyone else im really hoping cause would love happy 