im selfish one asshole calls memom made marry  chester va gave virginity gave herpes quick  minute ceremony lawyers office honeymoon took place sheraton midlothian tnpk specialuntil said took gfs there year later moved grandma save money get house point proud owners ford festiva  month worked local ford dealership needless say couldnt move apartment full furniture micromachine car bought f month move gmas went see cousins baby gma got mad went drinking drove home train tracks two daughters living basement  motorcycles boat bronco  years got hell out second apartment got job cleaning houses bought   something mustang moved trailer bought new  mustang moved  times got job driving school bus went college inbetween moved mother could attend nursing school full time big mistake quit went respiratory school moved east coast va bought bigger boat since chesapeake bayrappahannock river tried several times buy house turn turn down one point nursing school wanted volunteer resque squad wouldnt allow it would around menat night worked hospital full men things done confused patients room woooo guess got fired found job working nigh guessed it me effing hypocrit daughter turned holy terror didnt listen came went wanted  kids take care night put shit trash brought home didnt listen either begged husband quit job needed killed get away shit hated come home work would stay daughter house filed bankruptcy heart attack couldnt work finally left state get away summer  close buying house saw expedition wanted wrong equinox  month  expedition let known would able house again think cared wined like damn kid couldnt take said go fucking get it im living mother law als im dying quick enough married selfish sob ive ever met came place literally hate him want die get away him im perfect night got married exboyfriend who  years found him learned lot didnt know going life wish would talked it showed tits people got play kiss them years ago hubs dick stopped working due meds seems actually loved wife could make lifestyle changes get heart meds use means get wife off think doesnt care got caught sexting redditors didnt go well diagnosed als morning bitched calling everything could afternoon guess given death sentence forgot delete texts want clock tunes hour go mutter museum die house think would either me nope stay bed redflag searches online want die leave miserable life mine love pa  brothers love daughters emily tiffany love grandaughters peyton lucy love future sons law justinand manny  reasons hanging on redflag still crosses mind hundreds time day read thisthanks mariann