do little back story august year lost job due covid graduated secondary school time decided take year gather money get shape going college working while week lost job got lucky found full time job working since fine first sure stress came getting new job fine meet boss first noticed impulsive extremely impatient anything first time little mistake forgot patch one bag soil lashed treating less dirt obviously started take toll first took personally employees tell dislike everyone fear sadness turned anger ive told itonly gets worse confront ive let sitfor while cant spend living moment without angry s o b honestly im starting breakdown everyday im really thinking quitting mean im starting lose motivation drive cant even relieve stress masturbating anymore im constantly pissed off think quitting would good place closes november use money idk advice appreciated thank read far