friend may planning redflag yearshi everyone thank advance reading post buddy close friends since ages time showing hints ending life seriously ill young though doctor time saved life suffering leftovers introduced improper treatment resulting in  appearance changed since looking like tenyearold his joints aging way faster normal years would live wheelchair means viable kind sport including intense computer gaming would easy find job normal jobs aside suggested freelance artist due common interest art simply refused girlfriend though reads lot feel every word reads reinforces desire end life also close family recently told life worth living anymore feels lonely sees little hope also started spending lot money things likes we used stingy duo theres much signs anymore still goes school meets friends fear calm end worst thing is suffering depression really felt understood wish end feeling still lingers onto me literally know persuade him cant even persuade myself guys really considering redflag might showing signs relieve pain either way anything or friends do thank much reading post hope wonderful day keep happy