truly fucked girl morei graduated high school year far terrible me gotten diploma certificate cause parents havent yet paid school fees cant attend college family lot debt taken two huge loans amounting well  two houses already defaulted might lose bank end year fathers business failed owe lot money people too aside developed feelings bestfriend whos girl told so rejected saying wasnt looking relationship immediately stopped talking me used talk everyday night month later found tinder fucking older dudes much stuff happening cant deal see way out alone want end it please help