im going overdose prozac tonightim  ive psych hospital before fucking help ive therapist fucking help hate myself hate life hate every single fucking thing me chance finally someone understood gave two shits gf met hospital allowed talk me probably never will im sick anyone ever gets close ends leaving cant keep friends cant function day day life like normal fucking person want nothing dead thats that reason im posting get final thoughts out last me goodbye update survived still here unfortunately chose get hospitalized again od prozac fucking terrible