everyone say it get betteri remember first time felt depressed around  got first phone talking friends one day told know live anymore felt like given up told chin up  much live for really changed keep hearing answer  get better  get better fuck told this justification wake one day said oh look life better no yes suicidal years one told get suffering cope it look years cant even look one day look telescope glass broken feel angered all depression anxiety everyone telling worry die peace gun head scared pull trigger hope now gone man watching street waiting something interesting actually happen apologize lot chest im done life