im feeling anything right nowim currently unable feel emotion second time happened me im  year old man currently studying but starting hate study job never worked before still live mother girlfriend think im losing her talk nobody enjoy anything daily life last two weeks horrible sister mother got covid grandfather passed away not covid related lived town hrs home seen father brother girlfriend weeks covid everything getting better getting sadder today talked girlfriend feel really sad day crying lot talked im feeling telling feels alone tell also feel alone ended feeling worse got point cant feel anything sad made girlfriend feel like shit im sad care her cant feel anything found friend got engaged happy feel anything im trying cry cant get feel sad work classes feel urge simply feel like it ive feeling like hour straight know do