mthfrdeplin started wear off magic bullet broken krebs cycle norepinephrine fight flight neurotransmitter far much influence present others im getting tunnel vision worst sort go job fair tomorrow collective voice everyone room agree one thing no matter grades matter credentials matter know know offer genetics ultimately make noncompetitive mthfr made depressed unrelatable everyone else room chipper energetic outgoing guy head full norepinephrine liability image bad bottom line stay away us im considering redflag sense physical death solitary outcome alive shit genetics reputational death nothing offer anyone count lucky enterprise attempted cannot fail loan withdrawn cannot owed reputation born cannot die yet dwell tunnel