best friend tried kill yesterday know doim shaking right now im angry scared barely type yesterday best friend left home without telling anyone rode train nearby city seashore tell anybody  pm nobody suspected anything thought walking around city would come back home later however phone since  way contact him tendency panic immediately assumed worst mom went police report missing  pm  hours later found aforementioned seaside city today knew called finally picked up relieved hear voice almost cried told whatd happened turns parents really bad agrument decided much took without telling anybody drank way much alcohol threw sea couple found unconscious beach body temp c called ambulance hes staying hospital friday talked phone said must tell anybody real reason hed went missing anybody asks im supposed tell ran away needed break know seems wrong keep information secret although hes safe now know attempt im really fucking scared him told terrified friends family were know do ive never deal sensitive situation like ever before do worst thing absolutely warning signs hed depressed  talked school monday show unhappiness generally seemed fine also overall pretty positive person sure sometimes got angry apparently reason never talked situation house relations parents whole ordeal surreal me nearly lost friend im shivering writing this sorry long post needed vent somebody throwaway obvious reasons