thought ending many times time come really start consider option day always could convince least something go for one goal achieve work anymoreafter  years finaly met love life really could happier day even hoped forthat last end day though confessed following things purely exhausting single minute relaxation nothing ever meaning her also said meet someone real life connection them build one though chances falling love ever slightly even worse before desired boyfriend neglected her cuddling never felt good way wanted make happy least one moment achieved mind youshe also told know yet even wants see hit hardest all lose hope ever relationship woman love also know much burden even aroundyou might find problems laughable really nothing else life ever go ruined myself know yet pretty sure completed last chapter life bittersweet ending lost last meaning life