wish could make everything life go awayim sick tired living im  years old im failing classes im lazy work im afraid people think me talk people school want hated recently ive thinking everyone class hates me kid friend joking friend partners me kid smirked course sound bad you them really hurts someone want talk you ive feeling depressed year work piles up go away told parents yet im afraid ill upset want put stress want kill myself think id either sit warm water use one razor blades cut open wrists hang myself nothing getting better give crap anything school even act scared know failed test teacher gives back gets reaction me do want talk guidance counselor theyd tell parents