im cry cant even tell mom bad anymore ffirst all open talking pm makes fucking anxious idk why bunch mental bullshit drop regular highschool graduate using independent study failed community college now know dad disappointed like me like either ive sleeping lot lately hard time getting up pass again woke yelling dad yelling mom im stupid failing school blaming kinds stuff know heard shes trying mom said well thats enough dad yelled ok dad like either know im enough mom mental bullshit coming breaking makes worse dad bitched side im dark refusing let worthless ass cry cutting help anymore next step death feel getting close it ive tried cant even please dad cant get shit together im surprised kicked streets threatened able hold job want waste welfare disability money wish mom baby miscarried me instead me edit comments welcome may caused misunderstanding