one might little differentlately ive feeling alone dont many friends besides gf relationship little messy really supportive family makes think shouldnt feel like this feel like im depressed havent told anyone feel days get feeling gut like wanna end it always tell theres way could depressed bc care people feel like theres way could it thing way would anything gun luckily family locks theres hides key probably good measure also dont go seeking end life anything happened stumble gun feel like would actually it ive never told anyone feel dont know ever will mainly feel like people would think im using like depressed angle attention something like that honestly cant tell thats thats main reason dont think im depressed dont know anymore cant tell head actually messed not