heres last words ill dead good half hour lot people gonna wonder im gonna tell save confusion theres number reasons im honest ill go one one lets start fact im incredibly lonely man ive never girlfriend never will ha im fairly unattractive mention repulsive personality surprise it shouldve done sooner im also incredibly fake person lie everyone know sense word general personality little things like liking football reason feel like bit waste keep around another friends theyre great funny cool ill never successful life them problem made actually today friend actually called lazy wanting go get together kind lazy im depressed thats reason time dog sick didnt want leave alone long im sure nan willing look days parents get back holiday much gonna lost die one relied needed me fairly trivial person im hoping death proper meaning people take lesson sort dunno lesson im sure someone come something love you mum love lee nan grandad charlie adam even pip despite reason think depression finally outweighed love leave money buying dogs cool shit