methis fucking hard guess im usually type person shows lot emotion especially negative ones i really know i degenerate lazy piece shit one person family constantly fucks disappoint everyone currently go uni good one family former friends relatives consider shit tier school never much student well almost recently figured one tiny little detail fucked future prospects sorry really know im going this basically worked really hard semester theres one class mechanical engineering constantly fuck matter hard try ended getting d since covid floating around school decided offere passno pass grade anyone struggling me lazy piece shit decided wait little longer missed deadline  days now project due  hours im jaded work got knowhere shit happens life fucking over im even cs major im bio major took dad still clung little hope secret prodigy wanted graduate early could pass mcats go med school lucky enough chance fucked badly ruined life im done already emailed people know attempt fix this theres guarantee might kill seven hours knows maybe im pussy kill parents figures raised failure maybe im pussy live rest life shadow failure fuck me know