tiredi tired tired feeling miserable time tired failing everything do tired feeling lonely tired procrastinating tired crying i tired living thought redflag last year know do enjoy many parts life hate lot others im  want die responsibilites live normal life pathetic spent summer playing games online think school instantly become depressed need s struggle even get s tell family i change next year end procrastinating studying want end good job working me parents want go university think can skipped studying drivers license  years know do really want talk someone embarrassed ask parents think adhd embarrassed ask parents speaking psychiatrist dont know do please help