im stupid screw idiothi like vent emotions rn idk read u want guess cant really change im online class right now honors classes currently failing every single class im sophomore year every grade goes permanent record thing jobs look decide whether hire u really fucking screw im one family  brothers sister failing one grade me hes got straight bs classes today mom said never ask anything good grades right shes letting privileges brothers dont mention birthday  days brain says try already failing late already almost end semester currently crying writing useless notebook so probably helping idk dont know accomplishing dont know im this dont know im earth