love sister sure loves metoday cousin came over me sister cousin hanging outafter awhile went living room watch tvan hour passed decided go back room chat themmy cousin bed sister bed sit down sister rolled eyes continued talk boyfriend facetimei asked about said go die one wants you shockedshe told kill plenty times random like punch facei went tell mom said tell stopwhen went back room sister saysugh annoyingwe even herego kill yourself everyone favorthen walked roomshe always tells this hurtsi usually cry want self harmall mom tell stopshe never anything stop saying harsh thingsi think suicidal thoughts every day lifei want die feel wanted enough stay sister wants die