th birthday today th birthday im drivers test ive stressing past week girlfriend angry stressed tired leave house meet her understand stress gone towards little bit asshole almost every week wanted distract stress seems like wasnt dealing shit much asshole mean started arguments fights arguments stupid shit mean felt like fucks felt like it ive tried tell dont like yet still it started yesterday fucking tired leave house like cmon havent able sleep well yesterday wake am last drivers lesson booked early lesson due school im asshole tired life stressed driving school normal school like like yesterday couldnt come instead well said house boring pack stuff move doesnt allot stuff doesnt pack last two days move usually might end im tired stuff good family plenty pets  cats dog yes every family problems ive told im jealous has allot shit relationship recent ones life going well school going well im home alone i live alone due fact parents moving portugal im really lonely due covid aswell friends dont even contact anymore hope pass exam today borrow dads car drive whole night really thankful loving family feel lonely spent days alone sorry long text want ask anything ask ill answer