something wrong me dont know something wrong not lying like  thinking deaths shit hit me seen many family members die even close friends die always thought would react overwhelming way whenever howeverit doesnt affect all rd grade best friend died asthma attack  gathered us gym honor everyone looking me didnt care all spent long girl didnt care died another time wasnt long ago dog  years old loved him passed told didnt care thought dying figured would freak out didnt  shown picture soldiers heads cut dad didnt want show me stepmom kinda forced too thought id freak didnt gore doesnt bother anyway used look gorey pictures fun  find fake many emotions people dont think im weird situations im practically pro fake tears know anti social personality disorder thing however definitely sociopath im type person feels bad bad guy movie something goes wrong dont know normal not talk someone