want kill myselfi money power abuse got feel everyday like im nothing everyone else me judging me mocking me looking me hate everyone too hate working others making rich getting paid crap hate disgusting rich people act like model universe figured out yet built taking advantage people every area society scam take advantage younot financially emotionally slaves chains dont even realize it getting taken advantage every way think went business good years got injury put business im pulling fair share relationship anymore things new thought would bring success failures debt companies constantly lying charging late fees overcharging me put payment plan decided abandon last month wanted  me charge late fees ever month even though automatic deduction dad emails time telling angry disappointed me mom insults constantly calling fat ugly failure also developed health problems escape drugs im gonna kill myself really will believe god think evil sadist self righteously disguised teacher die hope go straight hell stops people see friends