life hello im  live singapore like many others used extroverted incident became wish would never happen me used talk lot well little much guess primary school sabotaged many times take innocence advantage accusations beating juniors stealing teachers wallet many more tried best say one discipline master resisted so got canned real bad  strokes then secondary school little know would disliked many sabotaged again hyped day orientation hyped still extroverted mind u lot friends secondary school thought way earlier year discipline master secondary school claimed sexually harrass classmate mine sensetive person am resisted much much point discipline master knew lying got canned again ever since then friends left alone social anxiety started increase bunch then comes today barely friends introverted education system putting much pressure knew life would like this could picked another secondary school friends always spread rumors me smoking sexual harrassment tried best ignore avail even try love something kept pulling down barely talk friends ever since social anxiety got bad led depression dont really know do cut myself watch gore listen death metal im sure im going insane normal teenagers do