shit bad im gonna kill myselfi live hong kong theres protests chinese tyranny almost  months way government use police force brutally suppress protesters heartbreaking lose kg many sleepless nights months like hk people do heart aches protesters beaten might already killed police also people redflag could stand government anymore tbh sometimes cant see hope things gonna turn out bad thoughts creep up slogan means we cannot lose anyone anymore motivated carry since day  protesting wish could share yall thinking ending yourself please remember matter bad things you alone always look help whenever feel like youre drowning sadness cuz eventually someone would care understand pain dont isolate yourself take care