im killing self tomorrow valentines dayim gonna kill self tomorrow cant shit anymore im  years old boy hate dad depression told parents doesnt help anxiety even im school class seven grade best friend blocked probably hates dont even know reason dont good friends feel fucking lonely day drinked alchol helped little bit smoked cigarettes crush one girl rejected know life goes doesnt feel like like year cant forget wanted friends  girls dont give change assholes live really smalltown wanna fucking killmyself dont wanna live anymore help pls