guy considered best friend told go kill gutsive suicidal around two years now used self harm daily time yesterday two friends accused selfish problems meant everything care others guy thought best friend told low eq maybe theyre saying true maybe whine around lot im boring sad person trivialises peoples problems deep try help everyone try care others me anyway told reason happens im severely depressedim medication suicidal used cut myself best friend told ive whining long time told go ahead kill myself told guts also said home would trouble then know do attempt it