feel bad husband want set freeim  together  years wonderful man best friend deserve right got together accident caused nerve damage severe chronic pain body takes care alot constant health issues made relationship miserable cant equal partner much end causing many issues deal with im currently locked bathroom crying horrible fight basically knees apologizing hes giving silent treatment looking straight ahead refusing answer literally acting like exist begged answer even say no want talk right nowand turned tv even look me hates me like everyone else grown hate deal with truly believe woke one morning found dead sleep would relieved sad would finally free someone useless miserable broken marriage feel hes pity want set free finally die already life mean anything anymore