honestly fuck mei cant anything right seems like live one embarrassing fuck next cant speak people including family without freezing looking like dipshit feel touch fucking boring self esteem shitter led walked on openly disrespected family members ive never many friends attempts make new ones usually shot oddball am like smell lack confidence weird come across run like fucking plagueit sure aid things im losing hair  acne short skinny social physical issues aside graduation coming soon really know want living im much pressure know fuck do suck eat fucking bullet already one would care