feel different last time attemptedhello so wednesday overdosed went hospital tell anyone hospital  days afterwards people worried stuff obviously want tell want careworry uncle called day after said get sympathy said ever need help call theres anything need hell give me next day order somehttpwwwamazoncouklifeafterdeathelisabethkublerrossdprefsr__sbooksampieutfampqidampsrampkeywordsonlifeafterdeath bookshttpwwwamazoncoukdepressionworkbookguidelivingseconddpxrefsr__ieutfampqidampsrampkeywordsthedepressionworkbook amazon told uncle bought books would like reading more said you get computer get life experience find job instead so gonna lie im bit disheartened amount belittlement obviously sometimes life struggle me feel like ive enough thinking overdosing still pills used day know anymore feel like crying