motivation anything like anything hobbies interest before used like playing video games try play like  mins gets boring used play hours years ago used play basketball interest anymore play probably  mins also gets boring used play hours like years ago online businesses want start impossible literally motivation start it started online ventures past motivationi literally wake up go pc guess browse internet hours time goes fast fuck even though anything time goes fast even pc like guess days go fast feels like time anything even though anything forget much even remember happened weeks remember stuff want stuff feels like wasting time nothing like past  years months go nothing accomplished feels like year started months ago yet already half way year scary know do motivation