hi im  years oldhi know probably thinking point oh hes teenager hormones well no thats all still remember depressed somewhere rd grade somewhere around time see point grades always shit ive barely scraped pass every year mean theres doubt entire future depends grades throughout life cant even see getting local community college around two weeks school left passing no gonna happen cant tell anyone im depressed days friends barely care enough anything im compulsive liar idiot overall failure family point even somehow managed drag middle school high school theres always going grades head constanly reminding shit future waiting me end now save extra bull future time anyone cares me even little move forget time theyre high school thanks reading first post reddit jerk something wrong alright sorry wasting time guess