rejected job interview theres nothing left mei currently work fast food fucking  years old tried college im even halfway useless associates degree never girlfriend friends since middle school drivers license completely terrified drive anything simple lane roads dirt roads debilitating social anxiety prevents even grabbing foodsnacks convenience stores eat whatevers home cant communicate fucking cashier tried one last time apply entrylevel position field thought decent at got rejection email yesterday severe social anxiety ive always struggled school life general im sure fucking interview reason that sad part parents would let leech basement till im  cant though cannot stand burden longer watching younger siblings achieve great things ive never close ending never thought id type person need type guidance parents never gave me want normal functioning adult cant end road me