random thoughts feel like get way excited beginning kind friendship people set disappointment also really love thrill meeting new person like genuinely find knowing new things someone total mystery amazing immediately think omg person like me could literally music taste id literally love them crazy theres people that need accept fact theyre twin something theyre completely different need stop fucking excited rush things fast start might super friendly give people impression wanna friends forever bc moment thats feel slowly time lose interest crazy bc one point person everything could think clicked well suddenly interest talking anymore another completely different note also something ive noticed myself treat guys girls equally like talk guy completely way id talk girl im straight btw actually dont know im genuinely interested guy super weird feel like things start getting sexual something theyd lose interest me im afraid theyd wanna get know anymore dont want used like yea friendship anyone cant help see things like would guy talk lot didnt want relationship dont know makes sense feel weird talking guys sometimes bc feels like reason interest bc wanna something might sound crazy idk