good life think redflag hours every single dayi go much detail snippet many great things life appreciate take granted however think often redflag used come spurts bad things happened anxiety built up then one solid day per week thought logically would it now matter many great things occur life spend quarter day thinking sweet release death sometimes feels like comfort manage least strongest one couple things noticed anxiety huge catalyst constantly feel uncomfortable inside head also hunger tiredness cause bad thoughts anxiety overwhelm me annoying bad mood makes eating undesireable eating makes mood worse work long hours eating forbidden many times even possible im thinking whatever causing shit storm longer matters even want fix point want over bright side trend continues soon spending every waking moment thinking redflag desire surely overcome reservations currently have anyway thanks listening good day