goodbye everyonealas day come dont feel super upset little bit things im gunna miss on like weddings birthdays sorts family events sure wouldve loved stay honestly deserve see them hurt much would like stop soon possible seems unlikely hope die god shows mercy upon anddd get see family heaven esp girlfriend  although wouldve probably gotten  ill probably leave alone hope one feels sorry really deserve it im really good useful anything anyone lose me honesty would make difference lives wish could wake tomorrow super happy time cant be know im sorry way am never thought id grow like this thought id life figured  im confused cannot wait die rid disease me im sorry hope death family take something it dont really care much miss me dont kill tonight done february st