im gonna end fuck lifeguys hard truth islife luck fucking shitty lifeno brothersisterparent divorce have see mom fuck rich man change home every year loose friendsalways first school i wanted go live dadmom break phone smash call brother smash force stay momi usless surgeryadenoidectomieafter loose souli could longer feel anything emotionstiredhungryso could longer sleepeven  hours sport cant sleep secondemy mom throw dad due circunstance marry rich man rise kids leave like rubbishnow im stuck  years old body everweak shit  years sleep alli cannot even get fucking erectionim longer good schoolmy dad call fucking crazygirl etci know life ruined cant anything change nobody helpim gonna kill inhaling  vodka throw fucking body subwaypeace fuck life fuck god fuck everything wish reborn good health family brother alone