dont know anymore hi guys know anymore slightly serious relationship girl kinda ignored me care though big thing happened life go hospital sucked corona started everything wack really hard time deal entirely new scary medical condition left hospital days said might break next days could never say people really anything way saying it although eventually ended could handle tension really broke me around  months ago still feels like yesterday freshman highschool really miss relationship ive since thinned im heaviest kid world flat stomach im skinniest miss someone parent matter what someone talk to main friend would rather play video games online hang person covid lazy sucks play sports usually wind nothing day know future smart work ethic big world know get try without someone side day getting difficult cant even talk friends school make new friends masks divide everyone im masks think agree much harder approach someone wearing mask rather not text girls goes where never text back im really nice guy reason girls decided make trend cool date nice guy makes sense really sucks got bullied alot summer political opinion right made harder show face school again im really sorry half baked scattered paragraph needed tell people im going either need feedback people tho unbiased parent interested getting know dm me still want help out comment post give advice helped guys thanks