cant anymore ill probably kill tonightim  male college im nearing end rd semester learned one thing hate college like never hated anything before majoring comp sci actually hate sure tell looking schedule currently taking bunch stupid religion classes hate awful go liberal arts college want broaden horizions suppose means taking classes absolutely nothing major college dad works means get free tuition blessing really feel trapped quit pissed away free education id get shitty job leads nowhere live home like  minutes away cheaper want share room roommate one shitty dorms campus could afford also means really friends alone hurts really want friends high school found even like going hanging people find stressful expensive ive never girlfriend either bother me fault ive never one never tried always terrified rejection really know say speak girl people say really nothing interesting me anyway ive always assumed college would break miracle made would get job really like eventually decided done alone miserable time life seems like lot hard work cant even enjoy things used like mostly stare tv free time easy enjoy it yeah im done sucks ill die virgin would case anyway prolong inevitable