cant stand alone cant stand around peoplei feel like im slowly eating alive hate light hate noise hate physical contact much near people makes feel like drank litre molten plastic know why know conditioned innate personality me people feel noxious inflammatory im especially volatile least days hate resent anyone genuinely bothered human contact inexplicable reason like standing next unbearably hot fire yet im fucking alone every single fucking day past twenty years go business absolutely fucking one ive managed completely isolate world congratulations me right theres one care one talk to one wholl arsed kill myself thats solution reason selfisolate cant stand people ive tried tried tried connecting others many ways capable of never works one handle someone fucked cant handle anyone else yeah probably die already