i wanna it theres even point anymore life pointless im worthless always fuck every single thing up even able build life wanna tonight im scared work though life pointless point try hard still everything touch fuck cant manage thing holding back hurting family point nothing else left aside that hardly enough hold back anymore though im tired life theyd get eventually im scared right now body turn to part even know im posting this want help anymore im done cry every single night multiple times day nothing live for nothing look forward to nearly friends literally thing holding back family im done