cant see point anymoreill ending life next week still  days say goodbye everyone good deeds even know ill go hell do im tired cant seem find purpose life college stressing friends anymore since former friends left spread rumors me cant go university anymore everyone secretly judges me even professors family seems make feel im burden think im also hindrance girlfriends goals dreams maybe ill this life would much easier people carry without me im tired life cant even express feel without anyone worrying even judge me im dying got  days live