life isnt worth itthe reason havent killed method access right would either take fuck ton commitment result failure ill wake hospital surrounded angry parents stuck huge hospital bill stupid ass want wait buy gun age  life isnt worth living theres nothing it nothing mine least happiness anyone promise wont end getting taken away resulting pain theres fucking nothing fucking failed everything wont fail future redflag attempt good thing cant reversed dont give fuck gets sad sad it sad everything overlooked came me thing im writing redflag note want burned dont want funeral post outside reddit im alone misery misery likes company