even feel human anymoreslowly surely everyone life left alone cant remember last time even felt anything besides sadness care life whats point living cant share experience people sad part ive lost hope ever friends everyone hang never talks even cares me shittiest feeling knowing people called friends six years even like around even trust anyone anymore im terrified im going scare everyone away whenever someone shows even little bit attention know do im scared next person show attention become sole reason want continue living inevitably leave left options days feel meaningless sleep much literally enjoy anything anymore cant bring make sort effort towards anything meaningful cant see point living like this think anything could possibly worse