fuck lonely life im really fed unsatisfied life right now  one worst years life swear life started going downhill since start january lost  closest friends dumbest way ever despite popular kid find wanting  close friends rather big group close friends school ended year feel alone home everyone glued devices ive made lot plans close friends im seriously missing  best friends lets call best friend hanna shes girl best friend literally nicest person ive ever met threw biggest surprise birthday party year much fun think started losing her am everyone went back home leaving hanna chalet booked  drinking party im type people gets high im tired asf wasnt really moment vibing good time her abruptly stopped music basically confessed me figured truly happened  months after idiot right girl best friend straight told like reply yea like too thank much putting youre literally best friend ever thought nothing  months after became cold afterwards giving one liners stopped texting figured schoolshes diff school btw school year ended really wanted hang her reject me asked wrong told bluntly liked romantically got message dumbass lonely dumbass