im dumb worldi make stupid mistakes constantly tonight husband go different town ordered pizza place name one street sure takes long go close hearing call outside place thought ordered waiting emails load phone asking receipt email still waiting load sent dark place know thinks im stupid could not husband damn intelligent never made feel stupid purpose feel like unintelligent person compared him ampxb often notice mistakes made paying closer attention mind usually things deem important like work come home brain fried cant focus much work administrative assistant just started last week love it quite honest im office put energy work im shell end day sometimes takes moments grasp husband saying asking about cant keep days days much like today make feel worthless stupid feel like cant even make sense simple things ampxb thank reading im sorry long post