everything wrong fault fault trying harder fault wanting death better lifei one blame caring getting better anymore fault wanting death better life fault im lazy one im stupid one im childish one even though im child fault lazy stupid chilidhs caring getting better caring dying im terrible person deserve every bit suffering fault dessserve release death im sorry please im asking death please let die im alsking cant make mysel diei cant control that cant stop goduniverse making live beg death give up whatever hope die tonight not maybe godujnverse let succeed plan im sorry im stupid lazy person fault im sorry