know life none cares ask decided talk place still talk year ago started felling empty angry time lost interests everything became boring fake  tried tell everyone know want feel way ignored acted like see me became another person insecuredepressedsad none ever tried ask day bullied that instead helping started self harming myself tried end life many times lately became aggressive mad everything even simple thingsand yesterday severe mental breakdown mom saw teary eyes even aski really cannot fight anymore tired lost really know life except ending itbut religion cannot let itin end sorry talking much nowhere else cannot keep anymore