already know im going it put fight redflag know im going lose like universe yelling get with one wants around anyways overstaying welcomei weird one wants anything me know go now close dont know interact guess im surrounded assholes dont know interact bc im surrounded assholes cares one cares eventually cant deal w this look atm post history see man screaming room full deaf people many say talk theyll listen guess never do tried therapy tried tried find good therapist  yrs tried recently discouraging know talk to trust hotlines anymore either becuase asshole therapists want anymore want live thi life want die