cant wait longer years ago attempted redflag hanging failed im failure endlessly harassed bullied fucking worthless society ever since days junior high end motivated purely hatred twisted irritating people life aspired this people begged kill myself almost entire grade school started thinking this want win stayed told nobody thinking tried fighting went ok while figured pushed limit school get good enough education escape horrific place live in thats wanted free hell hole town canada problem literally worthless stupid studied non stop obtained perfect attendance across years high school meant nothing barely passed classes teachers say im lost cause point im last year high school failed math course berated every single student teacher fucking pathetic me last  years waste time done long ago see win right id rather dead spend rest life horrific town anyways thing stopping right know im gonna it