im defeatedive met people life told im loser pathetic ugly going anywhere life theyre right years trying convince better days arrive true thats way is life completely unfair hate theyre  correct graduate college year ill kill myself incredibly hard making good friends highschool ive heard hard making life lasting bonds outside school alone long gets hard yourself even talking relationship friendships over days dream someone talk daily ever wanted connect someone one wants get know im poison everyone enters life leaves eventually move onto something better everyone moves something better im left behind alive  years nothing show it life added absolutely nothing one better knowing me