want someone talk toevery night thoughts come again im going insane literally nibbling away mind its driving crazy hate admit it im weak know many people subreddit probably deserve attention me people suicidal things way bigger me im probably making storm cup water but know want someone chat bullshit life flings me ive really serious argument she kept saying stuff downright ignoring me probably one tamer arguments had mother today feel lonely wanna curl bed wither away guess feel meaningless well reality guess am meaningless im lump flesh blood robotically following day day life feel like im shard was every day continuous cycle waking up nothing going school coming back sleeping world feels grey mother hates me hate mother boyfriend boyfriend anymore everything just sucks want feel like someone care end killing myself know selfish fuck but wanna feel somewhat important like matter someone ive got lotta friends reddit just feel like burden them everyone really im sorry making read this but thanks did appreciate it