selfdisgust day every daytw  depression redflag possible dysmorphia ive new weird ritual thing past months anonymously go whisper app post photos ask rating look therapist determined im uncomfortable around anyone doesnt consider and thats true cant stand knowing people interact dont think im beautiful makes feel depressed worthless also sides family raised particular standards beauty  standard dont match cant even around dad stepmom without feeling extremely selfconscious refuse let anyone ever take picture me im terrified considered ugly fat even mediocrelooking dont know im going get past one honestly feel like people dont think im  even here