justify livinghonestly dont think anymore friends nobody close even remotely im ghost everyone interact dailyor worse want go fuck away ive destroyed friendships recently beyond repair cant get said friendships destructions also inhibiting new friendships im going dryspell doesnt help im fucking disgusting look and beige personality got handed huge fuck careerwise im studying something college thatll get nowhere life acting really thought thatd useful whole climate world politics us leave fucking disgusted whats point ive harassed people really cared about im trash human literally positive traits im negatives one commitment left thats done two weeks im probably going kill cant justify living im good person contribute nothing society im like apathetic mole asscheek society nobody would care gone theyd take source relief thank god fucks gone shithead im cons pros cant wait december