crazy person hereim sure belongs here think years ive becomestrong guess enough make real attempts taking life thoughts lately thoughts become loud again know society stigma redflag depression get tired fighting tired fighting pass pain ones love know know thats redflag pass pain others get so tired thoughts get loud  years ago friend found getting ready hang myself  years therapy  years trying antidepressant new antidepressant nothing makes thoughts go away makes less vocal them makes shy away people one ever know know never normal think would nice if life could talk someone frankly honestly without fear locked up medicated treated like nut case almost wonder would even help