please help meimy old male obsessed sex got point im mastrubating atleast  times per day started  years ago  years  times day started cutting  month ago cause cant take anymore feel like someone stabbing see hot girl know cant cause im stupid lonely coward cant anything tell im cause makes feel even worse top everything cm belt nail coffin want pick stupid knife instead wrists cut fcking throat need stop agony im currently watching wrists cant stop crying im sorry bad language stupid post sorry wasting time im still piece shit moron deserves burn hell