world fucking cruelit sounds fucking stupid textbooks arriving late getting charged fuck ton money fucking breaking point world fucking cruel nobody cares anybody everyone fucking greedy everyone fucking mean im fucking lonely friends like one loves me mom entirely disgusted reason ive tried getting help wont let me job im limited due transportation bc covid cant fucking find job cant drive keep gaining weight tired it keep going sub ranting ranting never going get better way kill myself would it tried many times always failed take anymore hurts much anyone hurt me wake morning wishing dead make stop much cant this death closest thing peace could ever find shit fucking world