live  years oldso tired every morning woke up another meaningless horrified day life eyes glazed emotions it sit look around meaning life exist room neither world one waiting path front one grate warmly want go home one know land bare foot rest shall find place inflict pains me hate people around me hate people better life hate people suffering cant good life there nothing wrong world one wrong you shout back give birth me shouted loud echo woke up dream wish die age  even one second delay set reminder count days hope find peace