whats pointevery irl friend ever made stopped talking slowly except one dog thing could consistently make happy died months ago recently drop school keep due mix depression anxiety recently diagnosed adhd parents stopped supporting financially way meds even covered health care stop going psychologist cant afford go anymore friends roommates next year said want live them im gonna find somewhere live own enjoy anything anymore  friend left confidence make friends easily always sad night alone own want peaceful nothingness death tried before something stopped me think friend roommate april want one find dead whats point working job enjoy struggle pay life even want live