 mom please tell officer im sorry broke promise youll know one tell emts im sorry wont able make light hearted jokes way hospital please dont let aunt make facebook post shes done please dont let tell sisters hate know cold statement could bring dad back life think ok knew would make everything worse let dad know dont blame didnt mean bit sick dont tell little buddy im gone make something please dont ever let know let therapist know great almost made better please let everyone know im trying selfish need peace please dont mad love really need get better im tired cant get better earth im really sorry thank everything best mom ever please remember bottle doesnt help dont try it love please look notes blue swan box bottom right shelf shoe closet