im verge killing race whitepretty much  reason im suicidal right race spent another night news website vice reading horrible things say white people try white thing would make want live people hate harder harder read vice article saying ariana grande needs painful reminder shes white madame tusauds figure amount tanning change  test exactly imagining youre causing someone pain i doubt ariana gives shit advancing cause social justice all people literally think race biologically genetically cogent real someones race defined genetic test read comment saying transracialism nasty white women like disgusting repugnant human like rotten food vomit existing audacity confused body dysmorphic abused mom mentally ill idea someone wanting change race apparently abhorrent cannot win feel like way find relief would take dna test come even  percent nonwhite thats thing could make want go living point