im tiredthe past three weeks ive many days actually think would make alive help im undiagnosed mental illnesses professional help cant afford it today first ever session free sponsored therapist asked talk things liked think anything spent  mins trying come things kept saying things dislike well thats point girl college committed redflag months ago situation isnt nearly bad terms financial stability social standing etc keep thinking get it see way out would much easier around truly would miss on positives life theyre far worth pain ive lying bed crying two hours head hurts nothing worth this