debating right whether really worth continuing  furtherhonestly idea itll worth continuing  going life ive genuinely considering taking life shortly new year scumbag like left rot shitty year like think way  im burden everyone already  nobody would really miss much people see inconvenience piece shit mostly fault theirs  im already miserable enough incredibly depressed like going get better gets worse even christmas theres much negativity well im making post christmas  ill probably blind  eye doctor fucks surgery theyre cutting eye open correct muscle id rather dead blind  like ill contribute society ill average  loser joe  society going shit anyways rate id rather die terms deal rushed vaccine commit social redflag ive probably already half committed rate im going see folks thats six great reasons commit redflag now reasons shouldnt commit redflag arent many dont even know im gonna yet im probably going decide bit see feel shitty tomorrow hate life