sensitive well im probably call indoors kid never involved sports resulted basically sucking kinds sports ive made fun quite lot it making feeling insecure wanting try due afraid getting laughed at ive trying improve physically past  years although routinely jogging sometimes home aerobic exercises likes well today one best friends asked wanted go play badminton families friends well one crush oof im awkward guy around people im familiar with also obviously suck badminton i catch much  said something along lines well really matter go not honest kinda hurt me said kinda jokingly fashion still cant help thinking it ive wanting find friend willing slowly help improving physically someone give fuck suck sports not basically someone willing accompany help course laugh im already trying best information also went friends circle play badminton while probably counts taking first step improving myself maybe made fun previously due sucking physical activities cant seem take commentremark heart guys think