feel bad got  act first really excited know good score thinking little feel like standardized testing unfair people study test peers working assets off got good scores yeah feel like deserve do also drive all idea want college want go may good grades good scores anything else put resume applications put effort leader passion projects also good work habits feel super unprepared life college basically going good academics makes fee super pressured go high level university want easy life easy job guess ask guys recommendations use good test scores like scholarships do feel like could waste lot potential money lazy senior year