early  feeling particularly empty day reason felt sad emotion felt distant looking sponge bob episode a flea dome saw low quality video sudden started feeling down felt weird nostalgic feeling good one feeling get life goes fast despite fact  crying uncontrollably day long like said emotions felt distant feeling pain deep stomach back throat felt like forcefully exaggerate expressions force sadness honestly know explain it felt empty like emotions distant far off felt removed myself idk explain felt empty inside since malmost i sorry explained horribly remember last time cried