want deathdeath greatest lover one craves one cant wait join him others come quicker others guess come most maybe take self world every day dream cold medal slowly cutting threw skin making valley blood flow times dream tying rope around neck jumping roof brige anything day dream butting cold medal barrel mouth pulling trigger maybe deserve pain suffering life maybe death want yet wants suffer more cant wait meet death make everything better life want death is know death want saved killing maybe again im sure hes ready tonight may find out good fucking peace shit world