suffering depression redflag couple years now rd year university  year left really know that seriously considering dropping out feel know anything good anything feel never get job even do suck it really like study also anything else like done  internships sucked both hated every bit iti supposed another internship part course still able even start applying thinking fact sit interview makes anxious get panic attacks think ever able job every time read job post feel incompetent write cover letter say good anything hence want drop outbut drop out doif finish last year whatuni expensive parents paying it really want pay  year nothingi feel like loser confidence friends always lonely sad crying need advice