going new years resolution end  thinking new year resolution said i dont want introverted anymore shyness want open direct extroverted beginning year changed vocational school focus it knew nothing one chance become wanted become now help always kept one thing head insecure something thought something bit long fucking it phrase mind helped lot starting talk others start conversation going always kept sentence head about fucking time let loose something head sure say thought fuck got head got big mouth love like get words without many backthoughts putting one joke loudly letting loose thinking things like really this would people think different this really makes feel lot comfortable around people becoming open extroverted now makes feel lot comfortable