sure title onei dont care anymore quit job go school wouldnt work school schedule the first time risked anything something myself cant get another decent job im flat fucking broke also drop school dont hope all dont even try job interviews anymore know wont get itive rejected fair amount im anxious fucking time dont want get hopes spiral deeper depression ive become numb go numb bipolar acting fucking symptoms come shit cant kill family shit dont want anymore keep fucking dont want try anymore fucked cant talk dont want bring people know wont help idk let out maybe someone relate