want fall existence nobody sad it thats really see birth nobody asked wanted life obvious practical implications point life said first able consider existence properly already late already become tangled net people care purest wishes cannot fault them coerce life want stop caring could put nobody would distress discovering body would even hesitate anger want life want put effort would take process therapy become functional human being saying impossible happy feel co operate entities us work together fix myself would likely become happy productive actually saying want it want improve myself want cause distress given willing compromise wishes movement this angry like trapped beast am angry myself pitiful weak ridiculous self maybe cruellest trick fate dealt me weakness neither improve end myself simply a complete ass handful people spoken seem think medical profession answer seem think that went doctor would change mind no id co operate id want change not want something impossible want fall existence nobody sad it