son pure kind committed redflag uk  far far home  hours planei lost son eleven days ago committed redflag severe emotional issues ftom horrible mean horrible things happened young diagnosed two months ago severe ulcerative crones disease went europe stelara  crones med there knew hed suffer he thought hed happier far away always thought ok far away never stayed one place long sick flare crones went lbd lbs skelton bones sticking out pictures made cry cry cry felt vulnerable couldnt live power someone evil took power away young someone offered stay house sick gross people thought everyone nice like him also brain damage previous redflag attempt gone wrong son brain damage believed everything anyone said  could force stay home kept leaving home running away himself always going places far away many times dangerous countries travelled before sharp smart aware picked lies bs could smell bad situations one could fool him man wife quite number him health failing knew crones couldnt travel anymore wanted come home us  hour flight away took weak saw hope podcast overdosing loosing it love much sage book smart school smart something scared even though im mom helped me would stay phone hours me talking making sense things wouldnt say good buy saw face ok spoke texted everyday  days want back cant walk dont want see light dont want eat appetite want go join him everything want write barley see screen crying much torture