ever considered fact god real hates youim suicidal oh life sad woe me death blah blah blah way least thought thought would good place ask higher power created entire purpose fuck you mean idea someone created something means love clearly wrong know plenty parents hate kids ever tried cooking something didnt turn right do throw fuck away give shit about toss it got more matter even that force sadistic nature life sick joke humanity chemical reaction creates consciousness soul crushing purpose leaving are course thoughts although would explain suffering world well death religion seems able that im religious though really care idea god hates likely god loves you all cant pleasure without suffering suffering without pleasure exist fact god could either side think it going create something later kill it thats pretty much torture itself like leaving prisoner alive torture instead killing relieving pain pontificating though likeliness god real