uninstalled social media apps except whatsapp reddit days ago asked crush long story short left seen cant say depressed really sad school fake smiles everytime theres one person knows story prepared tell others this one day saw story crush started smoking really fan smoking people tried speak normal way like sending memes kept leaving seen im weeb started watching romancedrama animes make feel better loved sakuta bunnygirl senpai thrown away smartphone distance people following actions yesterday uninstalled social media apps except whatsapp reddit distance people keep distracted reinstalling apps bought manga books read find better me sorry english bad sometimes english native language