im killing sooni want rant know nobody cares entirety sub pity party im damn tired guess want someone else know take seriosly since friends take say joke family maybe want leave note someone knows existed maybe damn autumn afternoons nice wish could enjoy them wonder books end up pet treated well now think it regret recently buying clothes money would handy funeral least hope ill one improbable always loved quiet places redflag alley hometown cemetery never visited human steps maybe someone else decides end all someone dig new hole ground peace again wonder stories ghosts real haunting professor would fun id learn things even afterlife could travel could never life least hope so tired age wish someone watch sunset with someone tell goodbye