useless loserdont know start this hate much wish could restart life wasted much time nothing little thing gives anxiety want kill dont want hurt anybody know much family cares me im biggest failure hate stupid gap teeth feel like everythings waste everyone works boring job die talents wish everyday never born dont know else say want take bunch pills end dont know whens right time every since could remember always felt would end eventually never thought would even make far always depressed lately ive lowest point wish made like everybody else dont enjoy anything life seems like waste matter look it never really posted anything shared anyone needed say this