always alone always lonelyto grave thats empty existence follow me damnable slog working live combined inappropriate coping mechanisms lead this shell vacuous vapid wanting death nothing mourn whoever inside died long ago years unsaid happy birthdays decades even much touch another lifetime alone comprehending one understands surely whoever inhabitated shell died body continue meaningless march oblivion nothing left mind nurture soul save hollow husk pay mind pass by do second might hope cruelest punishment inflict instincts shell knows never loved die allow allow hope otherwise well must inhumanely wicked