im ashamedive accused plagiarism second time course one year due sloppy citations despite working really hard improve feel ashamed want die normally work   jobs time year made possible focus university what poor marks plagiarism sleep slept days sometimes stay close  hours row im anxious weep hours parents knew full story theyd ashamed me fiance probably hates ive put year university planning wedding cant cope all ive officially broken im done almost threw front train yesterday hate everything inside brain go away im massive loser knew cut postgraduate level 