cant even talk someone feelings would live longer like dont mind englishi really dont know say thoughts redflag getting head cant stop thinking it want look help dont wanna live life anymore im best perfect daughter mother perfect sibling every time dont trust searching everything room find use me general cant talk anyone family feelings like taboo household ive got anger issues since couple weeks im getting panic attacks overthink much im stressing much im going walks without anyone knowing want disappear good wont know it reason dont talk feelings friends wouldnt understand pain ive through see feelings weak point dont ever share anyone person im projecting someone doesnt feel affected doesnt much emotions share im alone things getting me officially become much handle dont ever want share feelings im getting bad thoughts end all hope im gone someday finally accept sharing feelings help others learn big lesson voice doesnt count would share feelings them