thought killing myselfso posted multipul times really want kill myself like really everyday shit gets worse either way going say im  now graduated highschool  thinking really wanted kill back didnt thought things could get better today another interview went nowhere thought kill  years ago nothing experienced would regret getting experience except maybe good video games lol said  years nothing good worth noting thats past  years school even worse bullying ontop faliure tell ok head cliff near house want fucking bad said mom still live  isnt world sposed somewhat even arnt supposed get good bad bad bad bad bad bad