getting muchim   completely messed head doesnt know happy happiness cant bring feel anymore even feel bit slightest glimpse happiness feel depression doesnt let happen battling battle im constantly losing years worst thing im youngand way life going dont want live im typing tonight gcses dont go school due head completely holding back im going good future ive completely let parents ive messed whole body mental health even due drugs cant take anymote wish reverse button go back good times unfortunately cant happen say hope u never get much hole im stuck happens best us ur going tbrew hard time keep ur head farewell