feel like grandpa replacing parents tenants son tldr  family moved nextdoor family upstairs boy age tell grandpa enjoys me tldr  so life ive lived two family house split two floors floor  bed  bath me mom dad sister two dogs got upstairs dads parents got downstairs th grade th grade corona messed up grandpa took school almost every day th grade became every day started taking bus love death carry middle name hey hispanic pretty darn close people knew next door moved wanted us take house did left upstairs vacant parents wanted rent someone gonna pick marine staying bit gave family near us whos house burned down come in next door snazzy since im next door high school honors classes come lot less ive trying hard possible visit always squeeze hour wish time mostly dont whenever come kid upstairs grandpa watching football never sporty kid play lot cuz parents anyway hell talking theyll coffee theyll grand old time whenever knock door say hi grandpa basically says hey mildly enthusiastic tone grandpa around  ish well sit talk mostly small talk hell coloring phone tv on well sit there share jokes funny others kinda hurtful two im talking joking grandma saying im grandmas dont love anymore followed used love me man frickin hits hard every time general feel like fun kid upstairs feel like im replaced