 time goi know know worth blah blah im  getting divorce wife going take everything should amazing person ive married  years never loved her married age  guilt took tennessee utah got pregnant anyways chose leave wife still wants home ive multiple affairs current affair recently came light kids   going hate comes fully out plan settle debts selling semi successful construction business make look like disappeared want leave house paid whatever cash left over want die want know easiest way make look like disappeared instead commented redflag im depressed crazied state mind want least painful way family im still around feel like wife never move children suffer going work out