happen mei think im bad person enemies hurt anybody somebody high school ready go college top  started club officer another member many etc ready movein dorm found go dad promised many things considered options since saw feasible awhile ago promised ended going orientation met lot great people met roommate person fell love school plan work ass cover  years taken away  fucking number honestly know im going life wanna nobody sit home want something life thing is parents making even worse ive deal fucking fighting ever since little honestly think make years cried eyes calling national hotline cried years helped alleviate anxiety raging headache feeling nothing gonna get better wanna anything drastic honestly know do everything could everything upsets ive worked hard live summer anxiety depression but guess life fair right