need someoneits  years havent friend nobody call ask im doing person listen take opinion from gotten point im scared socializing dont know act still try put there matter what always mess up family ignores point try say something theyll start talking sentence everyone looks right me im tired it constant dread alone feeling heart stomach cant take it nobody even notices me like im horrible person try best help people part best still universe wants kick ass guess people like brothers house something invites friends look treat like shit brothers fiance fell drunk night went go help low behold got pushed way told move people me cant wait end it hours