im afraid im going end one dayive plan killing anytime soon but im afraid im going point ive highs lows throughtout life cannot take anxiety depression longer hate way makes feel im afraid alone idea im left alone nothing one hang with feel unwanted also overthink like crazy end anxiety attack like theres always something mind insignificant distracting things actually matter life im sick tired use drugs escape feeling mean shit im practically killing already amount ive done dont know anymore im tired feeling always coming back reason dont want end things im starting college end august moving completely new location hopefully make new friends