im disasterim sorry whining advance im  like small two bedroom run trailer two racist parents hate me im fat get mad cannot stop eating get punched bullied school get sent dick pics every signle fucking social network called gay got job pay home school dsl internet lines break fixed  years  got enough money pay sattelite internet rush login restart school parents call dumbass tell everything belongs selling stuff right now parents hate me im  restart school college ever take me nothing get bullied everyday know else go back beaten black blue everyday let win career options ahead nothing lose feel like im thinking clearly first time life