right now feel like im brink iti went counseling yesterday evaluated long struggle past many triggers made decide go ive crisis back may almost voluntarily admitted hospital addition recent breakup almost traumatic mei cry every single day think it three months still cry every day also start grad school monday feeling impostor syndrome feel like im unqualified position  roommates also intervention theyve noticed ive acting strangely lashing out ive noticed too ive isolating avoid complications however taken social withdrawal offense intervention told problems notes above still seemed invalidate felt im sure else look forward future depressed half life now crisis counselor asked baseline was couldnt tell ive depressed long feel like placed medications would probably try overdose them im sure now