cant normali cant anymore life miserable anxiety depression cant handle anymore seeing peers time lives sitting home time even tho go panic attacks feel uncomfortable hate it every single year feels worse worse tried talk people cant people dont feel anxiety talking parents couple friends close play games together sometimes go feel like im gonna lose cause dont want go cause anxiety professors making life even harder cause keep humiliating me ive bullied cant keep going anymore im tired plus im living small town poor country dont know going future feel like