growing up irrational fears start off mom told used terrified deflated blowup snowman i believe said across street lived time apparently screamed bloody murder sight i quite remember really little happened next supposedly scared drama faces mom says funniest part drama faces neighbourhood yet apparently scared getting hit vehicle according sister used get lot nightmares said used weird monsters dreams said used tell shell go beat up apparently used laugh end falling asleep again thinks picturing tiny beating monsters probably made laugh she dwarfism got older remember becoming scared falling used able use escalators fine   suddenly became scared use nowhere use elevators fine though certain kinds stairs im noticeably cautious walking them remember teeter totter someone   fine got older felt nervousscared higher air thats quite yeah developed strange fears growing up