im scared im going like parents need rant im scared ive realizing lately toxic parents much messed up theyre verbal abuse physically abusive too opinions beliefs listened im allowed practice believe make feel like everythings fault im scared im going like get older kids already feel like im toxic towards friends mess someone like theyre messing right now ever want make someone feel make feel do try hard help friends know im constantly pulling making everyone unhappy future family too feel like present so already want around mess already know probably kind jumbled maybe make much sense needed get out thanks listening rant