feel content nowive struggling depression  years now finally came conclusion theres point continuing on talked therapist ultimately nothing me thought seeing another one awhile decided know everything theyll tell already you this that however cant find single reason comes point feel nothing salvageable feel ive reached that everyday essentially same time see family friends whoever  always conversations may well groundhog day ive enough it every time reached someone whether friend family member went nowhere know want do im honest care less theyd think dead im important anyone know people may saythink that cant be true say absolute confidence theres single person keep here feel going woods finish business later best thing possible im  care see people working hard live thats incredibly unappealing want feel like slave take comfort that im sparing years whatever pain could lie ahead also kind comforting tell someone it theres need worry anything now