hate need something do live instead wanting something do livei hate consume food energyi hate spend energy workingi hate work livei hate live workampxbi hate humans slapped price tag everythingi hate life cannot experienced free triali hate way place diei hate dying physically painful experiencei hate death emotionally painful loved onesampxbi tired inputoutput machine slave parasitic bodyi tired going sleep wishing wake upi tired waking hoping life bad dreami tired inspired needs resent idea needingampxbi wish work optional experiencing luxuries desired themi wish labor money pain frustration redflag fear worry redflag disease depression optionalampxbi want dead want exist somewhere freei want stone want experience life freei want bored want learn life freei want lifeless want drink water breathe air eat sunlight freeampxbmaybe next life could big peaceful treeonly cut murdered will remains turned whatever material conveniences themso much dream freedom peaceampxbi hate greatest concepts value imaginary illusionsfreedom illusionpeace illusionprivacy illusionlove illusionsuccess illusiongod illusionillusions ingredients make happinessanother illusion tired