nobody cares problemsnot real life social media platforms amount times ive looked help various mental health subs ignored im female real life nobody even asks youre alright talk all dress nice smell nice take care appearance way could make one single friend college drinking would nice someone come talk nobody ever does college doctors dont really care job prevent ending life attach dont suffocating emailed wellbeing team wouldnt stop messaging coming visit apartment didnt feel natural felt like okay youre dead bye therapist always watched clock one single hour discuss felt like shit signing online hour help wrote long paragraphs issues everything online whatever fuck person tell yeah sign wellbeing team uni good luck people care family burden tell youre going through dont like seeing people sad made way im also terrible person ive affected relationships within family yeah forgave stuff im still person recognize issues cant even change dont know is im really done life boring feels like nightmare everything bad peaks okay never great good