im tiredi never thought  years would enough put knees looks like handle sometimes think im baby trying get comfort tantrum actually thats feel times im sad cause shouldnt know support family couple caring friends decent grades even mind fucked up everything near perfect somehow anxiety always takes maybe dont really love couple friends side pity really wanted could good student ive trying find antidepressant works me im getting tired pills take sleep doesnt seem work anymore come this used depressed functional need least  hour leave bed seriously pathetic geez ive trying im getting tired days weeks go by need good day real smile unexpected hug something remind alive sorry horrible grammar puntiation etc gotta blame autocorrector that tho