please kill nowi dont want live anymore im tired manipulated people lied to nothing ever goes way feel helpless lost cant keep forcing happy im miserable inside lost everyone one left broken numb inside keep cutting legs feel pain feel selfish wanting die cant take anymore whole chest hurts brain hurts eyes hurt crying im fucking mess want fall asleep disappear want painless dont deserve feel way work hard try best im good person everyone intentionally try hurt me dont deserve this whatever did never deserved this want die