dont know resist anymorei suicidal hate could hate anyone else one person gave ripped heart clean chest took spirit took happiness unknowingly took last shred live know much longer this cutting long time stopped bit recently yesterday cut entire left arm one cares enough notice let alone listen me lost sat bathtub using dull knife carve arm sat thought went wrong used driven happy walk day complacency hoping last im sure could ever follow ending pain good people ever seem give fuck people met reddit thank strangers kind words