ruined lifeim already feel dead im pronounced yet first memory dad telling hes moving house although still contact him im forced mother father pick sides one sisters sided dad mom im stuck middle police calls fights lasted years hated every minute life friends could take problems young even think redflag met love life young age  life purpose again told whole life story loved actually cared year year still felt like reason love good memories life along side her  years later broke lied her really died one talk get used it someone talk gone forever fault well get used that im alone life plan ending