long distance boyfriend attempting kill right now boyfriend lives wales tumultuous argument today threatened kill himself paranoia feels depressed times hes tried kill himself cut teenager nearly hung himselfonce hated first took walk slept went back word said loved cared me something stacked top argument flipped tried slitting wrist called laughed like joke said going stab heart hour ive contacted friend could contact parents emergency lines hes busy said worry asked friend times the boy cried wolf  way call police numbers abroad ive got address several social media accounts phone number etc hes online   lives parents wake around   please assurnace me buy time stabbed heart begged stop truly cares im scared know affect us