sure doim twenty years old getting life started graduated highschool  seems like since senior year began everything went downhill parents problem through gotten point cant handle more third time ive written this gone character limit several times times ive tried make post make long story short parents drug addicts past years january  middle senior year parents lost jobs started selling pills pay rent ended addicted things went downhill fast mom got  jobs within next four months fired either stealing strung work got arrested dui graduated used money graduation buy car  all car getting road work it things bought it got job gas station full time  hours week nd shift get keep money parents took pay every week naively allowed thinking theyd pay back agreement borrowing it gave friends job thought right family helping pay bills whatnot time friends worked nd shift  every day tuesdaywednesday off cant make plans days friends working although thought right family reality every dime gave parents went buy pills moved grandparents afford rent house quit job got sick working money point friends stopped speaking me see often depressed hang exactly usual self left car old house since pay insurance it therefore take road parents sold without telling it parents guilted giving  tax return  working rest claiming little sister dependent could get apartment felt like choice because even got taxes parents told entire family going give taxes get us apartment grandparents incredibly relieved wed living sinking afford more got new apartment   tax return rest used buy pills unbeknownst me parents put utilities lease name mom got credit cards name secondary application started popping pills ever strung every day sister fend ourselves ended steal grocery stores fast food restaurants daily feed us every dime parents got went pills entire family knew something wrong point winter early spring  never paying rent evicted apartment august last year point started new job another gas station mom also got job fired three weeks starting stealing pills job taking care elderly alzheimers patient mom thought could make money womans alzheimer meds mom started another job taking care elderly man legs got fired week it stole mans wedding rings pawned them edit  post make sure long yet below around time november  family stolen constantly uncle  guns two rifle barrels stolen him grandmother purse taken uncles house broken computer stolen christmas eve went aunts house lives hour half away get see often  bedroom going use new years vacation stolen could go on thats part ive gone character limit many damn times now quit job gas station because again parents taking money time around father works construction job localgovernment agency provides assistance low income families working womans home govt agency paying  contract all father said needed borrow money materials labor costs said done get dime money back made  months gas station get naive enough believe parents  things worse ever entire family knows everything father gotten act together hes working trying make things right mothers hardcore drug addict continue pop pills found mothers crackpipe tonight apparently pills enough more theyve taken  bills name possessions theyve sold money theyve taken ive given them even stole money bank account  bank tucked away thought know about found bank card treated themselves beyond drugs money theft theres also fact im gay come family yet entire family knows made mistake coming grandmother gossip juicy keep herself mother knows im gay im open it thought accepted it seemed fine gave youre kid love matter what speech comfortable days ago heard talking dad me that disgusting dick sucking faggot choice wording said lot more pretty much says all cant take dealing more theres lot ive left out spending hour writing rewriting continually going character limit said screw tried give short could nowhere else go nothing left money possessions bank account overdrawn  friends family members take in trust parents know more