cant handle living like thisim going junior high school everything already horrible right now know im going live rest life out im depressed small group friends  thy hate me im ever sad know really care they make clear parents enough worry about know burden everyone know sadness pain peoples lives im sure it selfesteem im annoying know people like around anyway paranoid personality disorder gotten worse always think someone trying say something thats me even try best cant help accuse them know im horrible person cant imagine living like feeling like much longer know going get replies either cheers anyone deal post sometime tomorrow