weird situationive got disabled brother fairly rare disability suppose affects similar way syndrome lower mental age friendly struggles speech etc hes teen entirely reliant parents cant leave house own cant left home alone cant cook isnt even allowed run bath told almost everything hate life situation isnt awful fucking hate it dont really friends couple people school theyve moved different colleges got friends whereas one feel really lonely theres nothing want do im tired body feels fucking weak ive wanted die long time tried hang maybe year ago plan didnt work one knows therapy months ended lying therapist frightened happens people suicidal thoughts want die leaves brother makes cry almost every night died hed upset confused would eventually learn forget parents die hell one im brother siblings im supposed take care parents die dont want institution fucking hate life want able die fucking him