keep overthinking hesitating ft girl big argument something stupid wish never  weeks ago arranged apology explanation everything did checked friends see solid know happened said perfect listen really care shes important dont wanna lose stupid drama misunderstood things felt like everyone hates isnt true fault never went people talked trash always tell defended say nice things always second guesses it talked little bit broke friendship cause knows depressed severely something dont know would still answer im glad does  days ago finished apology tried asking ft always told cause busy couldnt asked question around  oclock one time think asked like morning something said couldnt wasnt lying think shes starting go bed early now shes active instagram past  pm see cause shes insta dms dont know makes hesitant nervous constantly overthink worse happen decline makes even want call her im thinking asking ft like   dont know grab attention wanna say something thatll give chance speak her really wanna redeem myself wish could it hesitate dont know though shes instagram non stop day whenever get back something take break little shes always there get feeling chest give courage try least do patient dont like im feeling want talk her