good time allits weird im literally reddit every day yet posted times due massive situation look post history actually funny played ultimately almost everything dropped bought new car even desperate situation this last week massively terrible like massively went back school first time three half years semester okay know happened within last two weeks snapped work overnight job fulltime go school mornings became switch went work school home homework work school etc five days week im already insomniac since work nights always sort handled would drink nights listen music would make happy would inspire five nights option last week bad finals week ended working schedule overnight mothers day came back  hours later mothers day afternoon shift  hours later rush school final presentation finals ended missing tuesday one due oversleeping since literally time able sleep three days wednesday another final went okay wednesday overnight worked thursday morning went home work final get done friday morning well paper online class due friday call work thursday night  minutes shift even though im supervisor literally could get twelve hour extension programming final would allowed sleep since then ive massive disarray got massive argument manager logistics random things even make sense means basically mad called out yet third call four years quit last semester school took  dropped classes time needed needed get done literally call fail course decided go see second favorite band tell username favorite one is headlined skate surf asbury park sunday ended zoning halfway show good time all even got angry decided play extra minutes played songs happy normal day hear also front center  people got front see one favorite bands everyone else attendance behind me felt nothing then festival mainly street parking forgot parked thought knew asbury well never put tag originally parked would funny cases would simply go bar drunk enough go find without worrying gaslight anthem song ends saying we could sleep beach night would totally done happy reason panic attack ran two half miles  blocks see sentence someone extremely shocked even happened started walking wrong direction thankfully officer went pizza shop and though sweaty shaking worst panic attack life drove around found it im here  hours later feeling better know point post was got diagnosed depression three years ago dropped school bad this bad weeks ive usually always able handle it recently umno hurts saw one favorite bands band countless times made feel good even better current situation  feet away even work time