everything hurtsi know fix feel besides getting away transphobic parents since im nonbinary enough money hate go community college kind tried kill last year hate feeling like every day exactly hate im eating healthy working taking antidepressants everything still hurts every day want live like anymore please make stop hurting know deserve want things get better im trying really really hard gotten better think maybe im bad evil deserve it want happy im tired waking every day exactly like last know keep repeating know anymore im tired sad time