broke boyfriend want die so broke boyfriend year half small crush another guy felt unfaithful liking guy ended it regret much want back boyfriend know hurt ever before want back really feel like soul mate regret breaking him this im depressed hurting last night accidentally burned burning paper scratched chest scissors thought killing myself hoping would send message really regret prove truly love him puppy watching whole time reason im still here im really scared want end life want make pain stop get back feel like want anymore please anyone anything say please say it im really positive hurt get help