much wrong plan moreso needing talk shoulder starting snowball thoughso im bit strange unfortunately basically im  female college graduate majors bilingual french still live home always cooped house dont drive due back pain run successful webpage large relative interest base filmed feature documentary im strongly featured in oh transsexual medical condition surgery planned may though cannot stand much thisinfertility hating tumor body missing correct childhood theres way fix above thats great it thats matters get complicated started hormones age  lot people say young me ive always known since two denied hormones rather uninformed doctors therapist four years teen years still bitter never getting experience high school true self however fault family extremely supportive transition forth much so im told look inbetween them like  years hormones hurts bit though perhaps understandable due cognitive biases hair grow either though touch recently pretty much people five see female think theyre nice hard tell times that four year old kids think im girl think im playing tricks them crushing probably voice though also say look like one last thing need horrific reallyive told voice sounds like jessica rabbit im dumb enough believe nonsense also worry ability get employed look fact applied fast food places area still hire me interview discussed entire company history plus menu best educated practices applicable corporation cant get hired this reason think succeed desired major finance either all grades sunk past three semesters father died completely unexpectedly really close thus live home friends state talk to im told im mooch leech need get life help things all really sure there want able repay family theyve done me some so way figured would get wheel fortune since area webpages focus disclosure love game shows pathetic hobby is lot really well them seems like would beneficial get on so january  im audition wheel  people probably  make cut show number people room trimmed  one never make mistake play really well get excited heck moreso players genuinely themselves many friends like five game shows hey could help page matters plus family right so wait two weeks mailed letter if shows poolmine come course lots friends made on feel inadequate life including chorus director family pretty close with happy him course always support people get something good life ive got going kind positive emotional state days mental instabilities always rooted internal processing mother claims because they tell trans thats  percent it help asked name exactly appeared social security screwed since documentation officially changed march year appearance common name changed seven months point then told try first time thanks words encouragement like life dream anything silly sounds so let everyone down family page etc say otherwise thinking could done parties absolutely did tell didnt could given site information could gotten move heck here could paid surgical expenses told given one chance show id make it lets face it less show financial independence im told time much happier ill get jobam house sure much thats true even likely happen rather peculiar ending disclosure here im usually end things typically try help save peoples lives part im working documentarys media like help people become themselves even me larger scale heck presented friend jazz jennings last year front hundreds help encourage similar message im loser surely going blow potential worth nothing like many others sigh thanks reading this got far sorry wasted time dealing inane diatribe wish solutions many problems seem possible dead ends