advice deal lonelyness tldr lonely due lack romantic relationships advice deal covid  year old virgin never even came close ever relationship lately effecting way usual feeling lonely worthless someone never find love partialy closely resemble whale human social awarness grace brick thrown window biggest problem is covid even though think trying fix former issue hoping find someone ignore latter pity week give me cause covid dont want go around trying meet strangers point less rambling actual question comes out deal kind lonelyness covid