life feels messythis going sound absolutely ridiculous computer messed up phone broken think mantain decent grades anymore im lazy work keep spending gross   hrs porneven blockers feel addicted it many things read thing type lot work im lazy hell made bit fatter annoyed feel annoyed angry irritated sleep feels messed up cant stay finish anything spend way much time avoiding work sites face feels extremely oily acne active im unable get shave properly skin feels bit bad feel conflicted many things time feels like moves fast suck lot things subjects im lazy feel extremely unproductive honestly kind wanted vent probably unless something big happens really really want to