im ending life postedi done life  parents dead family siblings cousins aunt rent room trying save car bought car last year got scammed dealer bought is nothing getting  thousand back tried ten years get ged cant learning issues causing impossible get ged would go back learn rd grade th grade failed everything done life trying get woman with failed get shallow women care looks physicalsexual attraction money person are cant work anymore arthritis back rheumatoid arthritis knees beginning stage cataract dominant eye cant much except manual labor cant anymore back knees aunt takes disability check get tries to black mails giving supposed rent leaves  dollars left try save made go fund account  years try get donations buy van live one would donate get  month rent bills   dollars left cant save that even friends made facebook joined groups made posts trying find friends got guys commenting saying scammer women commenting saying profile new must bot bitching saying posts account on deleted account nothing get ahead fail everything do ends blowing face cant take anymore cant take living life anymore rejected catfished car aunt supposed mine dads got sick changed will sign notary know changes town time got hospital death bed came back side passed days later going get lawyer found changed proof original like would mattered aunt staying aunt stole dads car would thing his even give pictures had else stay stay streets homeless cant again done age   cant again unless van big car live in going end life done everything tired fighting everything failing life backfiring blowing face