im deeply depressed alonei friends hometown moved across country hoping would force get meet people problem im still awkward fuck dont know socialize all used least work friends dont even fit people new job though hard meet people go everywhere alone everyone already big groups friends least one person even met another person idk talk about dont even know people age anymore im miserable dont even family around anymore except sister came me shes starting drive fucking crazy cant even go home im stuck new lease next october spent entire savings account get here im fucking stupid thinking could make work want start cutting again honestly hope dont wake tomorrow