point idk feeling looking little help guess  months draining cycle wanting disappear even disappear guess like never existed feel alone honestly weird tried explain one person months ago cannot exactly stitch together correct sentences make comprehensible feel like everything paper flimsy like fall fly away everything draining even idea sleeping much body handle weird thought depressed people loved sleep somehow sleeping makes things worse feel stuck bubble feel anything worse fog see things around feel like apart them also totally separated everyone socially never one many friends recently deleted removed accounts friends said accounts blocked numbers besides two people honestly feel remorse even though known several years also things bothering good describing them thank whoever listens depression