anyone listen me im sick deserve thisive sick years one listens doctors rush door im often sick barely make appointment let alone fight proper treatment respect patient bankrupted currently homeless cant fixed  minutes pill sort one seems care family everyone else life abandoned time need normally would okay im sick help myself feel drugged eating im sick barely move days enrolled school attempt save life cannot work cannot learn material debt wasted time disappointment hopelessness nice genuine caring person thrown curb deserve this millions people make bad life choices get proper treatment yet someone always done right thing cant get help needed sick alone several years help anyone listen anyone anything help me beg plead help one cares never begged anything life one time need help im left rot sick  years now im  years old prime life spend every waking minute looking answers cant get help