trusting peoplehey i uh want share story well first redflag attempt mine last summer details matter thing went rambling venting friend mine internet friend one considered dearest that mightve mistake supportive first ignored time rambling depression tough understand never told fine it nowhere your redflag attempts make laugh ass off was know apparently joke joke see ill react see serious suicidality not know stab someone sorry wanted see react many things said way gtdo even know much hurt me gtget shit together already gtugh know whats problem go fix it duh gtoh cant fix it well continue onwards slump currently are waiting miracle happen gtlook couldve told irl friends that didnt last one racket going chantage dealing suicidal person wrong them well half year passed still fixed that still want friends person really do talked one time recently either want hear all hostile hurts cant leave it well dear friends great ones turn back supported thanks them im still here unfortunately incident even want tell parents mental state im scared wish one would face someone like that