one dayi personally think redflag set happen like know im gonna bc dont see another way misery matter hard try know ill always abusive mothers control everyday gives reasons end it recently point wanna commit redflag hurt her bc hate bc want feel pain puts daily basis dont think anything would hurt much losing me losing precious obedient kid know leave painful scar also know shell never blame bc doesnt see depressed shes made every day life doesnt believe mental health know shell feel pain