need people please talk high school student great grades everything went virtual dont neccesarily think lockdown reason sething it barely get anything like fighting myself two opposing ideas head one me fighting everything failing almost every class feel innaddequite tried watch couple shows friends recomended ended watching stuff getting nothing done people still think answers almost everything sent school counsler bc failing opposite helpful demanded yes answer vague questions put spot said high schooler capable talking adults didnt get immediate response feel inadequate unintentionally disassociated everything nothing feels real want stop cant figure it is sure good way put it attempt edit dont respond commentmessage definitely read it im great words probably couldnt think anything respond sry