wish could stop everything momenti like feeling like this wish could go sleep never wake up im tired pretending happy everyone thinks im annoying honestly too im fucking boring person people hate around me wanna kill myself wanna stop everything know do people wanna around think im either annoying boring both feel like people wanna around anytime try talk people seem give fuck would they ever them even try best nice person everyone wants shut up im scared ill something ill regret like scream person really think them tell someone this start talking shit me im scared ill tell one good friends theyll start seeing differently wanna die want someone hug tell everythings gonna right without judging thinking im looking attention wanna die feel like options im scared people think depressed girl anytime try talk someone really want get know usually push away overthink fuck up want everything stop wanna kill myself might another option though anyone else feel like this im sorry needed rant