know right place thisback story born renal disorder required kidney transplant nine must take extremely expensive cocktail medication daily prevent rejection probably say im  living parents attending community college jobless feel clueless great piece info advice everybody got highschool missed on everyone know plan lives idea want im going study computer science appease father kind hate it understand ifwhen graduate college im going need job health benefits help pay meds cant find anything enjoy studying kid wanted soldier like granddad two brothers plan had cant soldier one functioning kidney im aimless ive playing idea taking meds left road trip get car get hell hole go somewhere different see something beautiful expire