whats least painful way kill myselfhi names hannah im  years old turning  november th  days today im currently suffering ptsd depression amp anxiety  professionally diagnosed want explain whole life story fact im currently abusive crappy household ive cutting past  years way get weight pain thats dumped onto everyday shoulders im tired crying everyday im tired getting called every horrible name book starving make mom happy im tired everything life general want kill badly im afraid death crazy anyone know semi painless ways could end life deal little pain get beatings everyday ive learned deal little hurt please give your life precious please survive live another day loved bullshit thats is bullshit get enough cheap crap therapist bottles pain meds antidepressants anxiety pills also ibuprofen basic meds overdose painless like overdose go sleep die peacefully second option jump school  stories tall building would probaly feel impact head splats concrete done always kept idea mind ampxb please dont reply dont genuine answer questions thanks anyways thats it tysm u help get fast possible cant deal life day further want fucking die happy