pointless rant dont know botherdoes anybody else ever feel like werent ever meant here guess think much dont think ill ever comfortable living dont ever see growing old family shit think im meant miserable rest however long life be even im happy still feel like enough feel like more dont know describe oceanic void feel  anybody else feel it fucked up doomed like im robot going motions scavenging tiny drop feeling find used want travel things whats point reality wherever go space used think job making unsatisfied leaving feeling completely hollow every day even got new job nothing changed feel numb everything want feel people feeling dont understand got fucked up half ass brain feel incomplete living miserable fucking bitch