im lonely losttoday contemplating redflag yet again thinking lonely sad pathetic life is real friends one lean on im always crying alone night dont know anymore go therapy anti depressants noting working im tired guy people come talk problems like helping people dont appreciate fact treat like shit right after ive always annoying one thats probably everyone hates me im told im hated one wants around everyday thats im alone room one lean talk to one could cry on one could hug tell everything alright im asking friend seems like one wants that im complete embarrassment go redflag please theres anyone there help slightest glimpse hope hope im