tinnitushey everyone ive tinnitus two half years now condition continually getting worse time like every month new sound drilling brain im unable pursue dream bartending music making bodies reaction loud sound like every moment brain constant torture gotten bed days theres literally rotting garbage bedroom top off people would normally see support cannot lock due covid  whats hard even lost everything life job friends home even hearing could always pick things start over pain ears never go away change circumstance working hard make body go back healthy again anyways thanks reading  