im  think im done alreadyi feel like choice adult world seems impossible scary part of im like anyone know family oblivious ive feeling since middle school feel lost like many responsibilities idea handle never even childhood ask point even trying fix everything im  body aches stress feel everyday scared drive get job even make friends feels like im late many ambitions ill let someone else dream up obviously wasnt supposed one go them dont know else say dont know reach to im scared might actually carry real soon used feel confident wasnt like people resorted redflag want close eyes different life know wonderful experiences there reach end day finally find wtf side whether ghosts real dream something scary af hate cutting chase way