reasoning im cut life im prepared end itmy sensitivity keeps wrapping black hole making want end it fear living much stronger fear existing think fear nothingness anymore people born equipped handle existence truly believe cant even handle myself struggle purely emotional everything seems take huge emotional toll me get attached people always end getting hurt im talking romantic relationships im talking relationships general cant trust anyone anymore people move things im convinced never will led prefer loneliness ironically loneliness leading want end life seem like logical path me cant handle life led loneliness led want end it makes complete sense me