everyday like warim  live england since got thrown home done take drugs become shell former self dknt want get anymore called friends steal make jokes expense decided show them pm gmt today going kill myself dint want talking it wanted leave trace somewhere know wont remembered people hearts due harm caused drug habit stealing mostly miss girlfriend sad things us idea dark cloud carry around understand why thanks guys edit landlord found blood broken glass sink cutting myself proceeded scream call worthless fuck care three pm today fuck it im going leave im going start sliding everywhere can people like give fuck make want even more