need shoulder cry im aloneits happened again another girlfriend cheated me point im thinking really getting anymore relationships dont know anymore everything going fine fucked  stopped giving attention stopped treating nice things stopped taking dates fucking faulti classes today didnt feel like going park day fuck wrong cheat me coincidence two times means fault do day always knew lonely past months fine side weeks ago best friend nearly  years moved country would share verything one person could really let everything to getting lonely reddit dont know long keep act together ive pretending happy long know really am gaming nice distraction even lately cant seem get fully game constant battle feel like shit lying people around friends ive made reddit today pretended someone wasnt pretended happy pretended problems stupid things happened chat dont want pretend anymore stop like me browse rdepression everynight browse new section make sure always comment threads comments im wondering right now going anyone me might actually hurt tonight reddit know stop myself im always saying ill listen others one listen me might actually hurt tonight ive crying much last hour eyelids hurt much eyes puffy cant see shit really need someones shoulder cry reddit need someone hold me need someone hold me one want friends read this want chat read this really am shambled broken piece shit im brave im happyim think am im piece shit ive tried hard make life worth something happened today fucking broke me im really hope someone finds post dont want die alone