reddit survived redflag attempt  months agoa months ago wife asked divorce finally got around talking realized treated poorly really messed up wanted make things right already moved want try option felt atone done wife amazing person theres excuse way treated her felt appropriate punishment death i rather hard myself took  inch knife stabbed chest missed heart i aiming heart puncture lung going take hour wouldve died punctured lung complications herehttpimgurcomwhqb warning hairy man chest picture right now knife wound upper middle portion picture scar left side inserted chest tube vacuum chest cavity reinflate lung and suck stray blood wife called police found shortly stabbed drifting consciousness taken hospital patched sent inpatient psych im medications really help course im lot therapy well two months later im feeling ok im still here forgive acted marriage feel good around thing want people take away crisis get help get medication resistant drugs first literally took pit despair make therapy effective