see hope  considering ending itim sure nothing unique subreddit might even check responses figure nothing lose talking here goes girlfriend three years broke days ago person ive ever felt true connection built trust anyone time full impact really taking toll kind forced take look life really point time short answer complete shit social anxiety worst ever getting worse ive unable socialize healthy amount like people age get job normal everyday stuff like conversation someone without feeling like im going full fucking meltdown im afraid rate im even going able function normally ill completely left behind real world in every aspect imaginable mention school stressing worst time year theres added pressure also figuring im going uni next year and fear uni completely new environment extends even overall fear future something thats way broad concisely sum let alone get head around worse considering originally started whole post long story short imagine one thing leads another selfesteem basically nonexistent try view things objectively logically possible cant help feel as cliche frankly cringeworthy sounds im either burden mean nothing people around kind relationship with past years ive tried counselors medication ever done make hopeful short time actually improve anything long run person actually make feel genuine happiness girlfriend  series complications us go  ended breaking clingy im mentioning slander demonstration character holding high regard must resulted behavior troubled enough break me im feeling right  feeling lost someone never able replace matter hard try feel like ever trying hopeless long run  even together still serious doubts occasional breakdowns anxiety fear over well everything least someone would listen  id willing open  would actually understand personally relate degree feel like talking anyone state things lost cause im even typing anyone particular  subreddit popped googled something efficient redflag methods something im still seriously considering option criticize usual attempts comfort it gets better redflag never option even though theyll likely make difference whatsoever ill try overly cynical pessimistic personal anecdotes probably much impact unless theyre something super relatable connect kind emotional level professional advice better might coming wrong way one obligated try sway direction thats choice  figure setting least people take step id dumb attack feel concern remorse anything happens after time feel little conflicting last cry help it maybe temporary benefit attempt clearly cohesively map everything im still struggling make sense inside me one last written confirmation everything turned shit happened come across subreddit time felt necessary ill let words sit now thank reading really