learned helplessnessaccording wikipedia learned helplessness is gtlearned helplessness behaviour organism forced endure aversive painful otherwise unpleasant stimuli becomes unable unwilling avoid subsequent encounters stimuli even escapable presumably organism learned cannot control situation therefore take action avoid negative stimulus learned helplessness theory view clinical depression related mental illnesses may result perceived absence control outcome situation organisms ineffective less sensitive determining consequences behaviour defined acquired learned helplessness last  years wife leave me diagnosed bipolar disorder got addicted drugs family essentially disown me life hard rarely happy ive gotten by month ago lost career said emotionally consistent enough lead team fired me great ill survive right got job delivering chinese food signed take classes go better field old ass motherfucker wrecked car parking lot hes saying fault even though car even moving im certain insurance company fuck me drop me cant leave house beyond bicycle go no public transportation town cant earn income job relied car  bank account  bills coming due end month mention  deductible cover it ive trying hard happy everyone else makes look easy wish so even friends talk with dont im fucking failure deserves alone miserable im starting think whatever do never get better want pain stop feel like option