plain ole depressioni point thinking everything everyone bullshit get reddit share opinion get told eat dick bitch annoying patrons work get dogged coworkers complaining shoving people aint bad man come stop way throat fuck me express transparent observation world around me get told brothers im negative fuckhead im miserable relationship someone coddles me im like literally fuckkng pure selfishness deeply sensitive failure boyfriend important relationship shes  months pregnant still wish early abortion easiest life ever hate it body dysmorphia dwell body  hours day even tho im  lbs weight would take  months gym correct physical issues im stuck fuckin floor dis satisfied everything like look around see system see games play im aware lights clockwork theres nothing special shit like emotionally im dead please dont mistake tone crying words out bland dull im shrugging around flip guess anyways hey