rantlike even gf exhausting overshared sometimes reaction pleasant cautious much thoughts displaying keep rambling bad feel feel bad people seem either  run bullshit npclike script able deal depression everything fine  snap apparently keep whining shitnot words gfi glad joined self help group people suffering depression least rantvent people still hurts tho like would gf like that would feel feeling right would understandable could rude sometimesbefore guys ask yes happy her moments feel like would need somebody talk frustrated depression well hello upset feeling like well people acting like could flip fucking switch happy mode people close exhausting need wear happy mask