much coward textcrisis help lines amso yeah idk good time try help lines go idk im anymore want quitkms ive suicidal thoughts since  family thinks everything fine everyday thing dont see shouldve lived long  yo now voices tell im worthless cant take anymore keep thinking things might get better miss baby black cat named bibi much reason live hes gone honestly think ineed emotional support cat something dont space cat anymore miss much cant take loss another pet keep losing sight life whats point family didnt want least dont show much need you barely talk people dont many friends cant it