 confusedthis may seem like random rant anything else im really confused right now im  really bad depression  years now aswell mild conditions im feeling suicidal almost every day feel like cant stop myself ive getting help started taking pills depression sleep recently make worse usually losing appetite stomach pains dizziness etc make worse get pretty bad anxiety educationwork since dropped months ago i idea want do one day ill feel perfectly fine somewhat happy next ill terribly depressed suicidal feel like giving up really interested music psychology distract life anyone advice do cope yourself anything general