calming feeling made mindonce path forward becomes crystalclear mind calm peaceful feeling feel less anxiety right ive felt  years feel like could lie sleep like baby path forward clear news got morning doubts washed away mind almost like baptism rebirth cleansing soul go really truly exactly thought was never just depression talking the lies depression truth people aint good live world shit never ever ever put trust faith another human person messed head are angel thought found sent rescue depths hell always always turn another demon waiting drag hell people cruel way survive world cruel heart made iron soul world made you one big joke hope laugh right goes black life funniest sickest cruelest goddamned joke ever seen heard