anyone thinks alone redflag optionin  days first month since lost best friend redflag  days would turned  amazing didnt think really was thought alone one cared told us first time tried eventually wouldnt care one would come funeral two years went am th november got call changed life broke me disbelief got call didnt believe gone got house like would back later day call every one friends listen hearts break broke news them next night went crash site seen done started feel real seen shattered blue car parts everywhere night  people stood around tree tears weeks go im reminded littlest things ill see something want message remember heart breaks again tuesday funeral worst day life started open coffin viewing family heart dropped finally real seen almost unrecognisable month old body beautiful best friend every time close eyes think gone image seen haunts me later funeral started listened everyone made impact short life hearts break brother held front coffin walked car every face room looked tears walked cemetery looked back people behind us  people hurt cared beautiful man thought one lowed coffin took white rose hole said final goodbyes love fucking hurt everyday go lay grave hour everyday talk things missing looking forward to want everyone remember redflag doesnt end pain passes ones love remains