tell parents tried kill long story short struggling depression anxiety  years now got phone call randomly mum yesterday saying dad they split young wanted meet together talk must picked last couple years realised something right  months prior though actually went holiday friends went home early one night intention killing ending all wrote notes drunk time actually slipped tile floor hotel knocked unconscious wake friends back hotel room gathered around me feeling stupid said slipped left early drunk since decided end came round read notes left parents couldnt stop crying thinking mum reading it question tell keep 