want die cant iti nothing live for friends many enemies im disappointment family im social outcast without future still cant bring coward am fantasise people loving famous standing face danger super confident myself however could never this freeze thought pain im coward cant even bring give pain deserve ive done stupid things coward would do ive betrayed many people without knowing physically cant look anyone eye anymore im disappointment coward and all horrible person want make everyone taking life cant hate everyone everything yet cant leave all