basically bioso  years time got told parents separating didnt see dad months accompany mom tribunals fighting tutelage i guess thats word im looking for missed dad much couldnt believe separated tried stab belly kitchen knife spent days hospital next time happened felt useless reason recall anymore drinked bleach whatever thing was pair days hospital back home think  time two months later went excursion forest shit got hella pissed girl whatever reason think something activities started yelling her teacher started scolding treating girls like that threw hill scratches broken leg  years old lovesick tried cutting wrists bleed death got caught put useless psychologist grab dads cash years old long distance relationship girl visit first time sexual intercourse like raw week went back town started saying afraid pregnant didnt wanted bother s kid blocked everywhere wanted back would loved indeed pregnant kid would definitely meant something wake mornings for able withstand situation going jump bridge gor mugged way police saw half naked street middle night brought back home parents werent home never knew this  years old days birthday discussion gf same one blocked thinking pregnant kept going around guy knew cheating even though said guy played league legends with one day flat back living town around minutes walking her sleeping phone started getting messages guy saw basically sext time stuff night went cliff near home jump grabbed behind hugging me nowadays cut wrists bit feel pain sad havent really tried killing myself may change soon im trying find perfect location isolated enough hang tree nobody ever find unless actually looking corpse