feel like this assaulted kid redflag anythingso fuck dysphoria debilitating every day want get bed less less knowing people see girl even want die want live want thrive minister love others want man life worth living way now fucking hate fact religion cannot ever anything many people tried convince bible condemn transgender people trans christian fuck that man literally evidence people cherry picking parts bible support want do time wish god would come sky one second tell me hey okay this thinks choice except keep living woman id rather kill myselfi plan cut enough bleed death tomorrow work going take nice peaceful sit railroad outside house wait end want live like anymore gender dysphoria fucking unfair