happens tell therapisthey hope okay place post question im wondering would happen told therapist suicidal thoughts ive always deep fear telling people suicidal thoughts lately theyve gotten worse ive figured couple specific plans would relatively easy carry out ive gotten place twice past week ive felt need contact crisis line ive suicidal past ive attempted twice im scared time problems multiplied theyre bigger feel like im collapsing weight life dont care enough stop it thats scares most past ive cared least bit time around im asking friends family support im unable verbalize bad am thank help