im tiredim tired going on im tired know ill never good enough know ill never mean anything anyone matter what always second matter what someone always choose girl blond hair big tits big ass tanned skin me know it please dont tell truth im tired lies im fucking tired want leave earth one love ive accepted it wasnt easy have im ugly anyone skinny pale anything anyone dont want thing every fucking day cant fucking count amount times tried kill past month wished wished would worked please take away world going shit hope