therapist read message respond make appointment cooli fired due world events get enough unemployment monthly live kicked house dog family turn would let stay stay mentally healthy andor keep dog boyfriend said live together bit lost job too gets pretty short me always upset him think actually wants move  feel like downfalls last  weeks changed feels me annoy much get it ive always annoying ill probably end living car pretending like found room somewhere pay storage unit remaining money keep things safe reached therapist  days ago need appointment please im afraid im slipping read it nothing reply appointment even therapist wants talk me annoy too want die want be way worry annoying anybody burden anybody anymore constant dog without him could leave him want be