want people like understand meim la convention help run booth there never done before nervous decided try care people think me people started coming talk them pretty much everyone understand saying guess voice fucking soft fucking speak damn fast even tried speak slower louder sometimes still understand me annoying want heard want socialize normally want friends make friends way im motel room teary eyed like previous post rself trip la fun happy im not considering redflag im posting instead cant family cant afford therapist btw wish internet self like outernet self