gonei cant take thes anymore gone older sister died cuple years ago move orgen kentucky friends got made fun dad whent crazy started beating mom work beat killed hisself cristmas eve aunt cuzin grandma died  years ago great uncle killed hisself right met year ago cuple moths ago friend killed hisself bf metal hospitel suicidle thoughts cutting friend going jail want end iv cutting sints waas  thare nothing live anymore im done plz someone help