please tell gets betterim  fired best job ever  months ago reasons fault even unemployment judge agreed decided case favor took huge cut pay find work barely pay bills cant afford real food eat regards cant afford go socialize means cant meet new people date almost  years cant even get people im interested talk me im roundly ignored everywhere go never finished college cant afford go back owe crippling amount debt university unpaid fees cant attend anywhere else almost friends old job none ever speak unless initiate conversation even leave soon can two real friends roommates spend time playing wow together ignore part one got interview job told also applied get interview one seems interested say one shares interests talk like im uneducated idiot people even know half things love talk like im ignorant cant seem catch break anymore since beginning last year life fallen apart things going faded away feel like peaked long time ago prospects ever getting better matter hard try get hole im afraid sitting welfare hospital somewhere dying alone unloved im  friends family funeral none now please someone tell gets better please