im suffering inside badim  almost  mild cognitive disability iq around  ocd major depressive disorder severe anxiety officially diagnosed potentially bipolar disorder psychiatrist said severe anxiety cant drive lose control bladder operate motor vehicle difficult cognitive issues ive sex  havent sex almost  years dont job live rural area dont drive keep getting rejected remote jobs positive side best supportive family entire world love much basically sleep day havent wanted survive anymore really need game plan do ive tried going office vocational rehabilitation help worth jack shit