another fight wife feel worthless hopelessshe complaining earlier problem work always paint villain know much blame anyway started talking loudly problem kindly told calm down tell though her told getting worked up making mountain mole hill told simply wanted relax big mistake alcohol came home work telling calm caused explosion size atomic bomb badgers badgers back do wants doormat say yes dear like spineless jellyfish vowed got married make happy talks like belittle feel worthless guess im going make happy relieve burden me maybe carry decision end life maybe soon know make happy end pain cant talk her im alone know do im lost wish saw hurts me ive said previous posts sex give affection tied job hates takes me might add im punching bag go away one less problem has maybe it know