thought killing escape would say  people world good life feel like kill end right back cycle suffering whether another world dimension universe reality etc feel like i take another form existence knows where believe god feel like something higher power send lower part reality reality one destroying my current consciousness buddhism says reincarnate piece bacteria something abrahamic religion says suffer eternity fire anger redflag shame atheism sounds like best one exists anymore like dreamless sleep forever sounds good true cannot see something disappear nowhere really cannot see dying old age one smoke two feel like everything go shit climate change exponentially increasing rich getting richer poor getting poorer ww probably going start decade two would wish scientist would hurry fuck making ai mini black hole feel like escape