wtf pointthis first time posting anywhere ive depressed like  years im  now graduated high school summer parents raised giving attention id come home school sit computer bed drinking pill popping whole childhood school miserable brother got house ive getting help couple months teen help center nothing changed put zoloft take every day feel nothing get drowsyi hate human beings every friend group ever leave realize dont like anyone dont like human beings hate alone everything hate people say get job like life get better like fuck human beings nothing worth living idk do another thing im asexual never meet someone relate like thought getting relationship never there feel alone also worst anxiety depression