tell good enough hereim going run facts otherwise would entirely long ive chronically ill since age four almost twenty ive almost died twice due medical issues ive never attempted redflag institutionalized sick incurable conditions every waking moment rest life im child single mom busting ass care and great job dad care me feel like biggest burden earth beyond miserable broken sickly body body body failed return feel like failing mom people care me honestly need told im worthy living someone mom help girl out