pathetic like dream hugged role model last night afraid stepdad gonna attack mom like hes steroids panicked ive told many people reddit real life things get bad go adult need advice go adult kids so went exs dad hes best adult ive ever seen mad didnt hit scream throw things people would calmly raise voice not yell scream gain volume say disappointed know consequences actions he bf time front us even shit hit fan never screamed attacked like thought people would made wanna cry disappointed man overshared lot adrenaline gave caring short answers think may told little much abuse continuing they kinda knew wasnt told extent home eventually calmed felt weird texting him dont regret going him hes adult know good person fully but im scared hes shared family which understandable concerning situation may gained disdain mother dad grandma like comfort figures me trust lot people dad role model but ex best friend ex bfs sister wants dead know it dont know ex feels day try erase memory live without crying knowing disappointed whole group people loved dearly finally go bed slept weighted blanket supposed take away nightmares check profile quite often didnt dream ex surprising nightmarish figures dream getting ice cream dad getting hug floated something different without him woke feeling weird said dream ill ask guys weird dream got hug role model happens exs dad weird comforted lot it