want say thank youmy brother jin created account struggled depression undiagnosed lurker subreddit  took life brother always confident person ever met strived help others way possibly could personal demons took better him always open never thought would go far end life would like thank everyone posted continued support others made cling final year life anyone feels like taking life perspective please speak family express struggle something could help with love baby brother dearly miss every day every day reminded kindness intelligence angry decision annoyed closure issue anyone come help please know bleak outlook may seem people spoke to could help darkness