anything live forit seems like every day ask question everyday no home parents constantly fighting whether amongst me amount control want insane added social media ask add someone online internet go pm im senior high school course led missing grades handed online late seems reasoning shoot even make argument ive got  close friends couple others hang school im never really invited stuff really close friends ive tried leaving people looking people actually close give shit me come avail ive couple relationships ended shittiest way possible first one kinda ghosted ignored confronted them looked like asshole one ended cheating another girl half relationship im cucked one still wants guy treats like actual garbage cheats every day matter much time ive spent talking her trying help her recently looked group play video game competitively found one   months lot member grew close take break focus anything said quitting there also lot drama happening want it look here httpsimgurcomazxcu literally everybody ignored message another person left seemed like everybody mom say something like topdog team took break month times like make question even exist head seems like karma world try selfless can somebody asks project them something them find hard say no get pushed lot even inconveniences me still it why believed built enough karma id get back one day seems like never get back sorry long post wanted vent