deal itright im staring clock anxious work im relative average job make lot mistakes hate do always thinking negative things cant happy deal it every time know work day feel like throwing up im mentally unstable nothing really wrong feel like everything wrong bad things going happen going shitty day cant stop negative thoughts want die want world end fuck man cant control emotions either something really wrong me im probably going commit redflag real reason point im useless family probably thinking im selfish id killed myself cant stop it hurts wish world would end please end