gunhello everyone write saying head much time want kill myself gun would dead already afraid feeling pain dying thats need gun tbh ive also considered shocking wires dont die instantly that  im  years old french guy dont feel whole purpose life feel like life simply me hapiness pretty much depends humans dont feel  time dont understand keep staying alive nothing stops getting everything dont trust religions death fact not existing heres question exist simply exist keep feeling pain could simply exist  red posts people lot troubles lifes felt like problem  yo guy supposed nothing compared them mean asking im alive could dead  lets admit gotta wait  years finaly enjoy life whatever try waiting enjoy simply turn forever think brain sick really mean it dont wanna exist anymore thanks ready far tho