 year old romaniam boy currently suffering redflag depressiom existential crysis sometimes wish die never existed suicidewhen talk people age often redflaged anxious behave differently often cannot understand me happens question something wrong society accept me cannot find anyone behaving similar like me feels like stranger avoid peoplethe time feel confortable around people public someone trust me alone makes feel unsafe anxiousi cannot see alone there know dohighschool redflagfull annyoing me classmates talk only important stuff happening  friends basically go highschool feel unconfortable even feel like eating leaving classroom but outside class  friend talk rarely similar all understand like  time makes valuable person and gayi know want life wish normal like everyone else know how spend day home using pc smartphone dissapointed living lifestyle afraid social life