hello first let start saying like all realizing little mean people giving up soon me going break mirror hope one shards big enough stab throat with bleed death probably suffocate okay either one really matter long job gets done cannot stand living endless repetitive regret fun  birthday next month one ever cared abt birthday even alive feel loved anyone alone hate much would rather die continue living like this already self harm stuff big deal right gives shit anymore never really mattered first place born dad could play house mother absolutely disgusting life wasted is good guess want everything end healthy way life huh