voice making suicidali bullied high school every single day problem cant fix voice sounds like blocked nose talk pretty much stopped talking made depressed fat sevre anxiety depression made fail many exams school made gain weight try calling phone voice sounds shit always mumbling talk thousands things mind want say cant physically say it finished high school last thursday im pretty much alone wellive alone single whole life last weeks seem like alone trying kill me tried call gp yesterday last second anxiety attack quickly ended call dads hospital  weeks so mum go every single day everything feels overwhelming know hell im supposed do guys hear next week guess ill gone