worst fking week life hard me dont know start alot dont space energy right mental state put whole story get somehow  closest friends know dont trust anyone else especially sick fucked case vacation norway right hedmark plan visit sisters head back home wednesday night live  hours away roughly everything great nice see again sister even got baby since last time saw her spendt planned time nice said train home little brother felt weird feeling we often get anxious feelings shit thats happened past home tried remain calm sake finally came place dad gonna pick us up two uncles met us police side since brother birthday next week thought kind suprise first didnt take long understand something bad happened dad brother total nerve wreck brutally honest getting understand almost impossible uncles continued inform us case was dad planned redflag every detail going wasnt home past  years started evolve scary relationship alcohol mom didnt bother anymore obvious reasons dont want talk about took pills drank alot caused overdose pass out posted really disturbing picture facebook caught moms attention really quickthankfully noticed barely breathing didnt respond asked state form mind called uncles road fast possible dad went hospital right away mom sat alone corner room panic anxiety attack kept secret brother could nice trip kristiansand sisters live theres alot like whole fuckin lot past days im still trying understand everything even tho do alot prossess quick important note isnt first time dad tries kill himself mom incidense alot secrets debunked clearly dad narcissistic psychopath gambling alcohol problem used moms identity get credit cards loans time weird thing none money used pay house anything like that one else knows money spent on love father much scares me tonight first time week ive seen best feeling ever also worst feeling ive ever life shock could barely see finally could see bit better things saw hallucinations shit worst day whole life short version story get way know reddit dumb place talk stuff atleast im anonymous