ive never felt shitty lifeduring freshman year university tried kill myself bullying experiencing thought ive well since then branched out made new friends went therapy started appreciating lot more key word thought recently experiences made want try again last weekend friend committed redflag feeling depressed long time something none friends ever knew about theres bridge area known redflags jumped it one former bullies started telling friends kill deserved die pisses hell off also bullied one classes done zoom quarter theres group guys class making life literal hell theyre calling retarded cause disability telling sound like cancer calling ugly calling faggot cause im bi telling try killing after opened redflag attempt telling im useless english major theyre business majors lot things professor really supportive even called email whole class found said things me said theyre guys theyre boys perfect definition told struggle mental health went similar things undergrad im lost dont know do advice gave ignore even gets worse things love surround people love helping get today even told life valuable always support nice girlfriend family lot friends supportive reached too wanna try again plan try again dont deserve treated like this feel like id giving people want it