would anyone care killed myselfif killed today family wouldnt even sad theyd probably angry anything since redflag frowned upon n id prolly fuck family honor cuz thats care about theyd prolly try sweep rug n make look like accident save face ive anything need worry bout ive pets immediate care rely me folks would take care least bunnies would safe n thats care outstanding loans debts government individual couldnt come family money bonus least folks cant get mad leaving tax man waiting always quiet one friend group dont rlly notice whenever im gone theyd prolly assume disappeared whatever accord dont blame em fault short dont think anyone would rlly care even notice would prolly mild annoyance worst thank coming ted talk