want die due failure lifei feel like everything ends failure even bother live masters degree cybersecurity turned waste  since trying better myself failure turns degrees amount anything modern era anyone tell college going useless also late bloomer peers well except me always runt litter hate much really want die hate failure unemployed took gigantic risk threemonth cybersecurity contract quit job for fast forward unemployed really want work technology one hiring even masters cyber security do die due failure whos wasted youth