show out today came home shoes dirty got ridiculously angry starting tearing up actually good day sad keep like tension release like energy guess ill mention fasting ate angry anymore still feel sort tension release one main reasons binge eat get adrenaline need release day seems way boring understand sometimes irritable reason like even good day fasting supposed make feel good good day felt pretty get angrysad moods want scream everyone able hide work get angry stupid things get it still sorta feel it know like sadness arousal tension need let outcould bipolar adhd heard bpd feel like bipolar idk think depression lots happy moments fall sadness lot comes eating disorder opinions super angry little things