dear community ever feel like emotionally blackmailedi know little guys like idea redflag legal think understand why just know myself hate here choose myself feel forced living resent people try stop dying resent people tell cause others pain seems like stupid thing say pain matter what people say thing head is their well important yours existence choice unwell woman chose keep thought could provide love denied life beautiful thought it unloved unwanted woman holding tiny baby someone loves is aw baby machine providing validation growing human needs go unaddressed big surprise abused woman one loves shit load psychological issues prevent fit mother fucking baby grown adult dealing result neglect wants die tells people wants die unfair chastise it met hatred even here sub met hatred suggesting allowed life wants commiserating others say want same people belittle challenges tell neglect reason want die mean whatever worst thing happened im saying right now life forced upon want it emotionally blackmailed staying hate it fucking hate it im monster want people care pain guess stay here continue mutilate myself body soul else do