 years ago today uncle committed redflagi thought story might help people see like side  years ago today  enter freshman year high school public pool mom said run errand would back hour sister me  hours later dad comes pick us up strange   afternoon get workhome  never comes gets us pool surprised knew get there get home asks us come outside something tell us confused scared point little brother inside  time would turn  days father told us favoriteuncle killed himself found aunthis sister mother hanging closet house father could handled better little sensitive   year old girls handled next days blur many people started showing house point bringing food soda whatever could think try make us comfortable grandmother lives one house mainly mother dealt aftermath funeral blur soooo many people showed up always life party showed dip chicken nuggets honey drip place let drive lap gave spiked hair cut rat tail  i girl mom happy taught water ski taught flick bottle cap hard enough make dent wall taught put cigarette loads moms cigarettes make explode took camping threw around bean bag chair like burrito many things list tears  years later family gotten would lot better around sister aunt long term abusive relationships would kicked dudes asses uncle brother become raging alcoholic would kicked ass straight brotherhis little buddy become jobless loser would kicked ass straight well daughter two months old left met maybe twice never know father idea it note warning still think pretty much everyday every something kick chest break crying fit never get beer him would awesome party with get see graduate never get see get married sorry rambling want think people effect make decision  years later think time aunt mess today one found still nightmares best friend better days misses much nothing replace brother uncle father wrong subreddit apologize