canti depressed basically whole life bullying help one bit  daughter whos  months old love death world im still dealing post partum depression recently quit job trust anyone watch fiance honestly know anymore nothing helps also anxiety thats add bonus fiance gets mad feel like fault honestly feel like growing apart feel like want anymore anyone talk to tell fiance gets upset cant feel like im good anymore look daughters eyes cry cant leave her cant stay here im stuck im scared even commit redflag honestly want live im really depressed