whymy mom looked stuff phone everyone family knows im gay dad thinks im faking know thinks im sort crazy person im gonna go hell tell brother looks differently saying anything mom hates found messages sent friends private rant written shes kinda abusive block contact friends look rest messages them ive always kinda thought killing idk seems like everyone hates things horrible place right now parents fighting mom gonna try leave take knows where know everybody always kinda annoyed kinda feel like ending done shit good im probably making big deal like always though wanted post vent stuff