im tired crippled birth im fail college hate everything im typing toilet time dieill try get point this afflicted genetic disorder known osteogenesis imperfecta basically body produce bone collagen properly causes bones weak enough unable walk ive gotten older mid s ive slowly realized unable satisfied life long physically disabled resentment grown point find unable care anything fact part wants make life even worse feel deserve see mirror cant recognize thing im looking at feel life stolen somehow logical hate thinking anything occurred past ive adapting life im tired it friends tell im amazing person im inspiration know theyre lying feel way all give great advice relationships life decisions even though get house college yet combination personality compulsion seek truth times keeps spectator level want one things want idiot playing football without go hospital want guy crazy stories girls lives tell tale instead ive designated always take high road better person order keep friends family together im tired breaking bones due stupid mistakes getting yelled it im tired trying improve without getting rewards it im tired living time die note sorry long rant make sense waste everyones time sorry