im stressed want kill front customersi hate working holidays retail much makes want scream hate customers hate dealing them hate entitled snobby attitudes have hate right end getting table clothes clean clueless asstart decides mess again hate customers either cannot read receipts return date imply im idiot cant job way like it store messy right want gut open one box cutters feel stressed feel like may puke pass second barely time mentally emotionally recharge goddamn job grateful coworkers nice hate dealing customers hate forced put fucking extroverted attitude please goddamn customers literally almost snapped one yesterday rude told return policy tried return something bought year ago dont know much take point given chance guts id kill front goddamn customers push breaking point whether directly rude mess something cleaned up want cry guess crying professional end breaking front coworkers want tell boss feel mentally emotionally well would possibly mean either going hospital told nutshell suck up ive working much havent time eat much need to wouldnt surprised end losing weight goddamn holidays point wouldve been screw fucking money health important no want able afford rent bills throw goddamn sanity shitter fake it end working much fucking possible push much end breaking dont know much take anymore