im sorryto parents ive lying college ive faking grades im attending classes anymore wish could say you going half year already completely gave handle pressure anymore stepping inside classroom clouds anxiety every time walk class ill cry immediately wipe tears away everyone might think im going crazybut guess already am im worthless im wasting everyones time parents money theyre hoping nothing im gonna successful mom dad im sorry want thank always trying hardest raise though love guys im sorry ive become failure least put me right friends thank understanding mood swings thank there friends someone like me wish couldve done better someone better im already tired trying keep appearances hope method works smoothly wanna burden anymore