dont think anyone caresim  already think redflag almost every day school friends seem tolerate talk enough isnt conversation times people really talk one else talk know less important wont ignore them worst part theyre right insignificant even though know fake ill still go along even call shit things fat hide emotions everyone always feel terrible think people think im happy joke try make people happy somehow makes feel less insignificant partly matter even though doesnt people talk make plans go im room invite me think might actually go one day dont want drive family insane deep think im much pussy go anyway sorry long text hardly ever tend write lots time