psychiatrist told hed call psych ward me told reddit threw idea psych ward away thankslong story short ive impulses im really really close taking life told psychiatrist one them said ok that called one day later said realize serious wants safe wants someone call first mom told thats go dad another go psych told hed call psych matter wanted sorry it told got reddit safe guardian backed off telling great reddit therefore need psych wanted increase talks week twice week so thank reddit saved psych ward theyre abusive af tldr told psychiatrist suicidal impulses wanted call psych told reddit safe guardian said ok call psych