you look depressedyou look depressed you adhd depression stop making attention stop faking it you right depressed you attention whore words make want end even turned  year confessed ive  failed attempts ever since  try explain whats wrong get told bullshit get ditched hurts more everybody expects others help out friends tell go family family tells get it feel damn hurt like fucking hell were th grade fucks sake people expect psychopath depressed saying may also bpd makes even unaccepting me really hurts cant handle anymore people accept courage talk feel like belong anyone anymore ones trusted ditch me family tells get it hurts want die whats worse depressed since  attempting redflag  treated like dog shit admitting trying get support get even lonelier realized people accept telling trusted felt getting ignored time makes trust issues even worse know care courage im weak world cant handle telling mom truth feel like big fat liar never trustworthy putting trust people thought right huge mistake  months till school ends tell ones truly like me