venthello first off think ive ever seriously considered redflag feel like im heading towards it im  male ive quit highschool  jobs currently unemployed sad story amazing loving family without exception care financially also emotionally mom one amazing loving persons lucky meet fact life great makes hate even more feel like piece shit worthless id hate cause pain family ive living life past  years since quit highschool isolated myself know quit isolated myself im tired watching time pass  years cant stable job commit anything really like said think id kill myself im getting fed up sometimes honestly hope id courage kill myself cause momentary pain family freeing burden me