three months talking one friend could call free pm am due atts gophone policies whenever could get away it texting nokia tracphone the ancient indestructible brick phone sister lashing ungrateful allowed come use internet triggered snapping back due to something cant remember just stopped asking ended losing contact everyone one friend could talk maybe twice week couple hours shed try keep apprised stuff going folks phonecalls ended bring spark bloomed us couple but enough negativity feelings selfhatred selfdisgust believing everything father dumped slowly took over