sure okaydisclaimer think want kill myself im tired struggling force mundane tasks im tired going sleep feeling nothing next day look forward to im tired convincing make better journal get lots sleep study hard exercise things pick up im tired convincing every day smoke little weed take tiny sip vodka feel better able relax function like normal productive member society im tired feeling nothing enough im tired feeling guilty whenever try relax always something improve chances getting job list goes on im tired thanks coming ted talk