young homeless felon ready dieim  x felon homeless time  crime  petty larceny burglary etc hate everyday caught hurt innocent people didnt deserve would like point havent much ticket since ever since released  years ago ive homeless incredibly debt try applying even minimum wage crappy jobs nobody wants hire felon ive tried general labor gigs construction every single job turned nightmare believe guys handy one society makes nearly impossible felons nobody believes second chances wonder many repeat offenders friends family money car home job resources never owned license sick tired people saying itll get better  years ive done everything possibly could lead back im sick tired people always looking like im scum earth purpose life loser fuck honestly desire live anymore ive already made plans end getting things chest