story time frightening moment life ok going sound ridiculous came farm goat visiting dads farm getting back car go home dad said bringing goat along sit next me next thing know sitting next goat back seat parents car terrible goat screaming kicking around scared life dad kept insisting safe certainly didnt feel safe all point crying like crazy screaming let front seat eventually mom convinced dad let go away goat still traumatizing slaughter goat now brb write another post traumatized time slaughter