hate step fatheri worst step father ever ever talk shit me explaining brother luck interviews today day finally got one parents ruined ended missing appointment felt bad mentioned step dad talking negatively customers said called good nothing lazy tub lard believe brother first time said things like me ever since young always something me used beat like father real dad passed started beating way sophomore year hs already lot problems really sucks feels way talks way complete strangers hate everything have cut many times thanks him try helping house always finds something scream for cry idk else do parents put turn comfort afraid kicked take want street dog suffer me