wanna diebut want live either ive trying hang people either always say busy see friends next minute actually busy none try make attempt see even talk me always contact first half time even bother respond usually snapchat saying streaks nothing makes feel wanted earth anymore especially summer feel like im really anything anymore feel worthless maybe temporary though even though felt suicidal past serious reasons people hung constantly highschool thought good thought liked actually am weirdo maybe also chance avoid me ive told someone thought close want kill feel worthless nobody wants see real life more respond guess thats id want get chest really well written serious yet im crying constantly this oh well