while go instagramsnapchat see bunch irl friends reposting things like this user depressed ton depressionmental illness related posts public stories post monthly mood reports happiness level always low redflag level there really try to part thinks faking it though obviously jump conclusions fast also part believes them cannot help envy confidence post things like everyone see give hide feeling every day imagine viewers replying stories like are alright talk frankly makes envious longing someone anyone strangers app talk to makes sick stomach hate it know extremely selfish think way probably suffering much are support not anyone lean on told single person since day started feeling way wish could muster courage tell family member friend thought alone makes sick stomach and probably day die fight depression alone friends confident sharing depression