ive drinking heavily need take pills now finally free terrible lifei feel nauseous know need help ask itd make feel weak life honestly shit idk im posting im never going find someone fuck cheat me ill never graduate high school ill never able enough money move start new city able get dream job friends tell care love me ive told much whenever talk sad explaining slept entire day supposed hangout get annoyed inevitably leave im losing way many people probably sign swallow bottle pills cut arms knife im worth anyones time feel like im obligated post finally though maybe someone help see something cant doubt though lost chance hope fucking long ago feel empty smile public people ask whats wrong im sorry wall text sorry anyone whos read point im wasting time apologize waste human life