tonight night end allits fun ride bois meaning years wanted go ahead  months ago feeling shouldnt nothing lose right get better definitely went downhill much although enough make understand really want anymore ive living hurt others past years despite suicidal tendencies pretty tough made work past year ive ripped possible ways life getting career ostracized hoping could take care mind set right it hurt people maybe genuinely cared me unintentional guess letter ill never leave people know me  sure want death it get better sometimes want around happens maybe get meet yall motherfuckers next life one take care keep rolling can deaths bitch death bitch fuck world make own