know crush typed months months thinking or overthinking thats accurate first heres things me im single extrovert enfp particular one people wonder those whos never relationship anyone yet know way around comes dealing people sorts habit keep analysing every single detail gestures made people way talk etc used like traumatizing experience multiple melancholic ordeals ive life came certain agreement something change became better version despite never going therapy sessions or least thats id like believeyoull find brackets bit used sensitive fuck but like said something change stopped crying every little thing used cry like baby mastered point people known never seen cryingangrynervous face nowadays person fucks me really get affect lifeday way id like dudes got problem whatever basically became familiar horrendous shit people put sometimes or time take hat still reading point probably wondering anything title post patience homie were almost there say im type person deep deep analysis thingswhat expect anyways back point talked crap get people sometimes affect me right well last year got know terrible person irresponsible entitled rude senseless impatient annoying etc really mind becausewho gives fuck him hes worth attention so never gave him actually really need person get needed managed own worked alone made top without him left place see never heard again end story think so flashforward year met person job mean one left difference much patient sincerely passionate duties highkey charismatic sweeter honey even devil would proudly become angel see much hard worker is him turned lazy cow workaholic say im workaholic mean negative definition leads thinking life got ruined it no didnt know why i somehow managed turn willingly person real life magician everyone loves much hes celebrity im saying lots lots people keep surrounding him talking him taking pics even hanging him since ive got know person recently actually saw others faces real life since along online zoom celebrity vibes behaviors met him nowwe get important part post feelings definitely guessing ill asking whether crush love him right man go ahead say wrong remember part said used sensitive said stopped crybaby surprise went back that suddenly became extremely sensitive person was get enough attention person tears would always find way eyes never came rude person moment realized therapy bit problem least thought first since never really got offended anyone else give attention needed made cry hes nothing wonderful person question asking got angry every time talked laughed girl standing there looking them hate anyone id hate girl moment know im stating obvious thought something wrong became sensitive persons presence life cry every day feel like exist world forgets see messages zoom whatsapp broke rules social media accounts installed instagram especially knew replied dms faster there tapped follow button profile took back next thing knew feeling empowered followed follow back seriously absurd still acting weird mean actual fuck exactly met today ended crying moms car again ready cry but mom asked whats wrong seemed upset tears rolled cheeks again get it understand crying get walk building like girl kept walking talking casually knew before know like becauseusually like stated earlier id think silly little shitty thing carry life this nothing shitty begin acting like understand reasons behind actions thats got astonished moms straightforwardness said dear know get crush person time time thats okay butyou cant fall person know love back hurt you yes cliche conversation mom soap operas denying nothing like that saying delusional girls crush me saying saw signs crush theres also  am rethinking everything typing since  pm falling asleep red puffy eyes it started acting weird ever since knew person behaving way never thought would ive never crush person fall anyone before im still single experience relationships even feelings like ones im moment doubting depression something even lost weight days insomniac knew start people always notice existence okay actually adapted things way ruined knowing person so im asking again know crush thought problem first mom said today hit hard thinking throughout day looked back acted since day knew and magically everything revolving around one way another im eating noodles id like does person x like noodles im working out id think how person x work get muscles go cafe usually goes to id imagine meeting coincidentally which amazingly happened two days ago took advantage extroverted side actually go talk aboutanything really somehow managed improvise something spot talked hilariously made laughwhich kinda felt proud reason heres another thing realized person one trembled talking to hardest make eye contact with im saying this anxious person struggles people one knows nothing deal people forced deal daily basis understand id tremble get tickling feeling stomachthe one get come stage perform something front many people weird problem stage talking public capable that capable of however acting normally around person id feel stupid stand front suddenly run things say stairs me eyes full questions id say done wanted tell him know might laughing screen phone reading this listen here laughing probably before more here me no no no no never this never was im sorting everything see people know things would say now crush long take feelings fade away crush supposed it thank actually reading line say somewhere figured sub would best