cant sleepi much mind ik im tired thoughts keeping up im thinking go jail one day seeing warrants me hate life cant understand me others blessed everything could possibly want nothing sure family loves cares u want die wish luck would magically come way miracles actually thing anyone could make life worth living dont want die want live full life kids see kids own right dont see anything bright future darkness hope light end tunnel im tired acting like everything ok im tired saying im sleepy someone ask whats wrong shouldnt wish bad anyone especially mother wish dead could go killing self mom reason im still alive dont want kill self knowing cry years thinking failed me really failed self god hate em much could u watch ur creations suffer much suffering entertainment u u actually love us eyes u pick choose u love bless cant understand people world hell earth want go theres nothing me im fit time would rather born slaver maybe would drive fight