know do redflag would save hellmy fianc stuck poverty loop right now barely afford pay rent currently payment plan defaulted car payments were trying keep roof heads lost car insurance reason morning planned power outage maintenance resolved power kept off neighbors electricity i see wifi networks never returned feel lost know fault happening work providing hours need hes working minimum wage call center job since lost may still cant help feel me fianc mess gone could move back oregon family find something stable live without shackles im ready go anyways world mess feels like theres room anymore