im alone one wants methe people give fuck planet parents cant live life parents cant mommys boy whole life friends never serious girlfriend ive one really really short brief moment keep getting passed girls dudes example found girl turned stating interested dating hooking up fucking guy know blow ol confidence im even good enough fuck girl fucked  dudes time  tinder work out never get matches one two get every never work out fact girl unmatch sent nice little message asking her work shitty job come home parents house go sleep get next day go work weekends typically nothing particular friends girls interested anything me really pathetic existence lead whats point all im unhappy im lonely cant even drown sorrow booze weed face shitty existence called life head way dull pain coworkers tell stories find girls date bang them move on broke girl another one talking within weeks im hearing stories normal male adult life be cant even function adult point this end all die eventually