best friend committed redflagi attended funeral last week valentines always aesthetic way best friend peculiar relationship met mental hospital age immediately clicked roomies month time talked thought life death first time felt someone actually understood me also faced crisis moments felt suicidal episode bipolar bpd worst times always others backs year later still best friends still well due mental health decided redflag pact bailed though haha told therapists didnt want die year course help people mental health issues going graduate studying psychology working part time well finally would text check other told feeling down said too supposed meet dinner next day fell sick two days later ended life cried like ive never cried before couldnt register head gone hugs jokes pranks love yous creating trouble you so ive decided going end life going join well finally happy