throwing awaymy husband going difficulty time now diagnosed severe recurring depression anxiety shortly lost job could afford meds worse started well recently asked divorce acting secretive discussed divorce years ago decided to found seeing another girl kept going several months secret alarming me go crazy go every account look phone records etc found phone call number recognize long periods time working call ask says chick met facebook driving crazy want gone want feel hurt anymore keeps telling love long time want me etc married him married better worse divorce option me death divorce