im fucking stressed cant seem relaxi already feel like piece shit knowing  months ive unemployed ive gotten two interviews didnt get either jobs  years kitchen  year bar backing experience fast paced bar and ive freelance dog sittingwalking fucking  years ask grandmother money asked what again calmly reiterated she one told get bar would pay everything shes going back offer now need find job im seriously even slightly holding well right now im fucking depressed piece shit havent able drag bed walk dog days seems mind much still need odin get groomed tomorrow nails clipped thats money bone chew im taking exam tomorrow disability center one exam today final paper due  pm didnt even read book havent money buy any fucking libraries now totally pull final ass literally passion its deaf culture class im asl interpreting student theres like literally like  online resources even give small synopsis book definitely work with im gonna hate since im super unprepared im piece shit person wants die