feeling like life rut lack better wordsince graduated highschool year ago ive constant depression feeling like im going around around circle every damn day im job hate attempting get working far thats another story friends either moved away plainly talk anymore get see boyfriend week that even were together hes tired hes constantly working nothing exciting anymore cant get school way expensive qualify financial aid ive never seriously considered redflag recently like thought stays back mind cant seem shake theres real way change anything moment feel things make happy slowly slipping fingers honestly know anymore