hate myselfi hate fucking much human garbage vermin must exterminated complete failure every level without talent intelligence personality humor success purpose without anything really without value actually thats wrong negative value waste resources others actual need could use bitch moan expense around me id wasting time anyone reads anyway pathetic sense also thusfar failed myself thusfar failed kill myself understand people could enjoy existence understand one could love themselves atleast could wanna die badly know deserve im destined cant stop fucking stalling time like bitch