practical approachhi im grim thoughts lately im  yo guy gratuate hates major law dont connections looks shrewdness even get hired worked call centers im secretary ended college five years ago live dad tonight said hed relieved without house rent high jobs hard low paid people say im smart ive never clicked office thought would easier cleaner end drama earning living im corporate jobs field job poor motor skills like technology im also gay children think of social stigma pay im is keep living dying looks like practical option jobs rent stigma rejection else grave sorry whine need ideas