give upi fucking givr eeup dpnt care anymore ive gtting wasted tking drugs rying del shit long dont care anymore im sick it cant fake anymore everyone know happy upbeat fucking positive hot popular me cant anymore cant fucking keep carrying on ive put  new scars tonight cant keep it want end hold brother nqd mom cant keep im fucking tired happens time especailly im drunk want shove kinfe throat im done im fucking tired idont know anymore pleqse help