another shit daythey saying one changed instead knew going inside head nowhere close different unlike everyone else maybe forget move ahead walking away life saw friends staring gave look something see told stop suffering eternity end even say back is thank guys friend please forgive never intended best know life put test even tried many efforts chest please forgive put rest remember started life eleven thought life hard till learned heaven remember told make sure life easily condone easy think cant even take care remember kids responsibilities life taken granted till struggles consumed disabilities remember school making sure took notes judging written words mostly despairs quotes here every word say hurts ear make want disappear get love get hate baby girl think took bait love priceless love lifeless thought one wrong reason made song lied cried know anymore inside feel like theres war one cared mean words fill like tumor