someone help pleasei confused state right now badly want end life ive gone past  days attempt keep finding able it made account website cos know decent people good adivce thats probably better advice people trying give real life heres im feeling feel empty inside emotion towards anything badly want cry cant manage it simply enjoy around others anymore today went kill myself razor wrists medication case wanted go option yet still made angry force im scared thing though life bad others attempt redflag proper reason behind apart fact want live anymore want go rest life anymore thats pretty much it makes feel bad know people go much worse every day im razor wrist ready attempt redflag mind set want which end life think change ive thinking years finally decided definitely want end it im asking someone convince im asking someone talk die peacefully least amount pain involved possible know selfish bad sound right apologise deerly sound like selfish prick mind messed right want live someone could help would amazing sorry thanks