run away abusive household become homeless two days family friends tired everythinglife incredibly unfair me tried hard happy find peace love cant even imagine shit go lose mind raised narcissist mother run away home one week ago let sleep days last monday got scammed shitty hostel half money booking give answer like usd left place go become homeless two days im also living third world country luck probably get stabbed robbed first fucking night ask ticket hell life im really tired everything going wrong year year