enough time claw mental health problems k guys need advice dont know do ampxb lot mental health problems might know fixreduce impact them tldr find hobby ie something like brings joy would able better cope problems ampxb think might like writing scripts cuz tried got really inspired really happy like day want get habit so problem takes time dont time lot homework do ampxb im starting get point school everything becomes really important every test take influences final score influences university go in country called atar think comparable sat basically constantly homework do ampxb means cant devote time write scripts since im anything fix mental health im incapable spending time required get homework done ampxb cant ignore homework work fixing mental health cuz ill fail school would make parents angry would make mental health worse im sure ignore trying fix mental health longer cuz im afraid im going wake one day fed everything kill myself ampxb thing think gap year basically taking year away studies high school university im going stage make decision another  years