want die im afraid paini see hope living anymore theres nothing im good at anything left enjoy waste away time watching tv playing stupid games kill time die still every single day like torture want get with im afraid die ive thinking redflag years never courage recently pain become overwhelming thats holding back fear pain dying im failure im parasite worth living fail everything even dying im even worth talk people die lonely fucking corner room im afraid cant stand torment longer edit thank help managed get sleep guess ill try get help