yet another postive posted several times guess good thing bad thing one im still alive thoughts keep coming back theyre coming back day gotten point every breath breathe comes sigh many ways explain why core all im lazy stupid simpler way explain it feel like waste shouldntve born first place wouldntve made difference oh im  ive already told im young end early words last long encompasses thoughts eventually encompasses see future looks fucking bleak want someone me like literally here me feel like make feel little better know practically guaranteed ill go back feeling like regardless form help itd easier go hate thinking like this makes everything worse aaaahhhhhhh fuck me tldr im completely obliterated comes hope pride optimism idea anymore depressed even check spelling grammar last chunk o text forgive errors