tired failure collegei got c important college class might affect future grad school ive gotten another c already important college class know try take again going hard even know going worth career even know worth it like im done feel like im walking life im even sure why even know want want give up life people telling smart going great college came intellect fallen window care care future care grade shows im wow suck im tired im tired want over cant im pretty sure someone sad die wish tried harder feel way wish knew future hold im scared it im scared whats ahead know thing easy well easy simpler trying hate myself im tired im really fucking tired cant believe  failure  couldve stopped this hate want someone tell everything going okay believe it want change know want wait want end things least itll final