today birthday im depressed everive whooping  people tell happy birthday today  friends told happy birthday  family members im posting sympathy someone tell happy birthday guess im vent since one vent reddit ive dealing depression  years ex left didnt feel same im lately im tired alone im lonely old point friends girlfriends getting engaged kids im nobody life shit every single day work gym sleep really getting feel lame unwanted dont think im unattractive shitty personality guess girls see differently