know handle social media anymorei major depression dealing years stopped using facebook brings worst me ive suicidal bouts past years ive trying different social media platforms maybe give up thing is feel lonely without pathetic is guess reddit really best place either seemed okay discovered hunters jerk pages dedicate time witch hunts voting trolling sake it episodes used cry lot cry all tried counseling going doctors even medication nothing seems work cant take internet cant handle real life anymore either way see things thoughts projected online thoughts people actually real life say them makes want withdraw inside myself got attached hunter page like play character video game overwatch heard it ask advice better everyone started attacking telling bad person playing character cant even ask general advice anymore without attacked put phone played game guy got mic started yelling guy playing character like telling bad aiming feel like theres way bad good world days feel really empty even though im happily married amazing husband loves works hard give fantastic life cant stand taking people feel scared letting people know worry know real theyll start hate me told friends depression accused opportunist started reading differently really hurt especially since waited months tell them opportunist would told much earlier even tell suicidal thoughts please talk me tell im wrong im sitting home alone husband cant talk negativity need help