trying best redflag forgive bastard trash destroying life also destroy hisi strategy help committing redflag im stuck im trying best positive love hate myself want kill self bad sometimes every time things go wrong strategy ill post commenthelps lot cant help wonder im letting bastard easily kept quiet happened let bastard live happy life withering luckily know best revenge happy im trying hard happier want cry parents longer close im teenager now destroyed life reveal happen although kept secret long probably wont bc kept secret ever since   happened molested perverted lust crazed pedophile trash uncle dont want mum cry dad go insane anger protected family keeping quiet karma slow hes still living happy life wife child touched couple times like dad like son dammit anyway destroy like bring secret problem grave whats worse id hes thick faced smile innocently molesting young innocent me still contacts parents acting like someone innocent two faced asshle