mom f retired moved back childhood home week ago  years essentially living alone put much weight career worked hard whole life feels like purpose grieving preretirement life depressed cries often try sit her letting know retirement major life change take time get used to anyone experienced know supportivei f single lived alone last almost  years moved feel overwhelmed part moving also fact closest friend one true love died suicide  days ago grieving hard finding hard support need much support myself advice support depressed recently retired parent