dont know theres nothingfuck im alone one ever love me support swear god one fucking person tells ill find someone im going implode one knows like alone really everyone says ill find someone never single weeks decide want get pool again ive single entire life im even allowed pool everyone goes friends hell dont even friends anymore family hates me hate christmas everyone someone loves them friendsfamily so every year despite best efforts get shooed away laughed off etc cant blame it still takes tole ive got nothing else give im gas legs broken ive got nothing live for im lucky wont wake up wont even know name