cant anymorethese feelings keep getting killing become prevalent every single day past month two mum dating man knew  years ago former work colleague passed away dad hes violent thug criminal appears court like job it isnt idea does anything all hes failure man know sees him hes also coming home living  time paying fk all eating food buy complete twat me setting new rules me nothing fucking id rather fuck off yesterday joined gym lose weight cant get without someone mum take me cant go cunt always here infuriates me