think might kill tonighti suffer general anxiety disorder panic disorder panic attacks almost  hardly sleep constantly feel like im die barely get school work im sophomore high school switched online school months ago get stop parents screaming me ive tried tons ssris tons benzos hydroxzine weed even antipsychotics deal stress none anything all prescribed psychiatrist except weed ofc ive seeing multiple therapists none therapy helped anxiety therapy work drugs work ive got fucking idea kill myself im completely miserable even kill idea id possibly get life cant complete even simplest tasks anxiety supposed get job ill end homeless best know else do goodbye