aborted anything myself end myselfhello all  year old chronic pain neuralgia neck also lower back pain shoots left leg kyphoscoliosis cystic acne scars skin back chest shoulders face bad teeth low cognitive abilites psyhical ones too many genetic faults aborted feel like end this low performing unit already started searching best methods lets find anything thisi belive is even nothing that suffering yes also pleasure suffering always greater amount pleasure anyone says good west west se europe barely making money basic costs living