hate complicated fucked lifeim  years old going college next month if make it dad working years cant keep job two weeks bc hes lazy bitches bc sit around nothing ive done whole fucking pathetic life graduated high school diploma went prison  born  got  armed robbery drug running two felonies mom works disabled children loves job minus shitty pay wage grandma  somehow still going grandpa died  brother same dad different mom shows parents house every tonight night im thinking ending all either hanging father  lbs fat ass somewhere via gunshot bc quick painless know else ive single year two cant hold relationship bc personal demons porn addict try stop cant bc get bored hate more drugs hate constant verbal abuse dad talk back im afraid hell kill fight mom takes verbal abuse  calls fat cunt dares call police hell kill us do im son could give shit less neighbor gun cabinet gave  birthday shells never use either im going end life take family care someone world cares me one know matter hopefully meet weird afterlife pussy out put update try get help