intelligent mentally illmy entire life driven near insanity around me everyone says one thing hard go rather using logic reason state argument theyll attack you position sense self worth beliefs must idiot knowing defend constant onslaught peoples delusional beliefs could stop trying ram stupid fucking opinions throat wanting kill daily basis peace quiet ever balls tell im mentally ill take pills maybe me them maybe im intelligent are could mental illness awareness truth everyone want convince im mentally ill try pills themselves everyone uneducated opinion confidently put display arrogant confident makes feel like idiot im confident anything im always questioning myself line thinking actions etc trying come reasonable answer people arrive answers never question anything idiot