people trying help limiting everythingmy mom called police mental health people house im  basically threatened take hospital dont stop depressed suicidalgreat strategy really want hurt know mom find tell take hospital limiting option redflag idiots came house started calling every second day three options everytime felt mad option one acting violently towards object punching holes wall option two cutting another form self harm depending mad am option three killing myself unit mom called eliminated first two options threat made never attempted redflag feel like matter time option let anger really wish painless pill could take killed me