hate alli hate people complain lifes cant buy something really expensive others dont even know theyre gonna eat next day theyre gonna eat all hate people say depression reality sad moments stupid things like boyfriendsgirlriends hate everyone normalized redflag use joke nowadays i wanna die girl same funny wanting die something joked about suicidal waking everyday wishing sun hadnt crept throught window giving anything one day might make happy moment much pain mental stress want escape all worst able it sucks cant actually kill yourself im cowards problably never kill im coward wish courage could escape all