best friend tried kill last night stopped her idea doill get first way fucking love girl fucking love death one best friends help problems talk lot anime fetishes stuff but best times depression before seemed okay addicted cutting afterwards depressed boyfriend dumped last week like piece trash suicidal too bonded that broke up took days school loved guy loved death guy said really loved quite boyfriends gets help therapist even met guy had decide diagnose clinical depression gets depression tablets friday so feel good all make upset ill insist take kick in days tuesday talk lot fun tuesday talked til pm am great conversation then ex gets head texts demand broke her says like anymore find bullshit beautiful mensatier intelligence goes worthless telling let go partially confess feelings her sure serious said loved lot kept telling let go tells godfuckingdammit tall alert best friend this panics tells go going hang herself luckily father downstairs am computer tell drive place let parents know speed down bang hell door parents wake little groggy theyre calm tell exactly happened go upstairs them best friend coming door never seen like this like zombie harrowing immediately hug her say promise me never anything like ever again keeps saying sorry daze kind looks floor shame go downstairs dad there make small talk ex  life shell move weve etc go back home shaking text kik half hour later are feeling better read watching lord rings next morning texted back movie phone off likely away sent message am pm know bit silly worrying  hours normal situation tried commit redflag yknow im fucking worried idea talk about help her really first time ask help regarding her normally know do please reddit need ideas