honestly would love partner problem is cannot push away problems get depression redflag bad life experiences even though trying work myself point could start relationship without ruining least redflaging partner sucksthe problem is even know healthy relationship looks like chances pretty high let get abused learned spot stuff like even worse unknowingly become abuserit sad admit cannot someone else right now sometimes life sucks still try work hearing stuff like thatespecially ask comment like that might find someone long stay also depends me at point find partner worry it yeah no gets sadder often hear it