gone time september overthats plan supposed gone january look back post history see took fuck ton overdoses various attempts spent two months psych ward discharged back community wish people would respect choice life hands know selfish wish die able make choice im fed life anything genuinely feel like me belong here simple really ive written note plan starting fall place ill gone september thats start new academic year ive come far ive many attempts im certain want dreams ambitions ive tried years think future try believe enough make loved ones feel reassured genuinely cant keep wasting resources people desperate future wish rest im hoping ill leave world tiny bit better came im supposed here thank anyone cared read that