haha trans deathwhats point trying know never pass stupid  petite girl even thinking wanting transition man pathetic considering even register even shortest cisgender men ampxb waste hours days weeks months life silence laying bed could studying practicing art improving portfolio im slightly confident may able landing job actively improving considering im highschool but whats point ill still me ill always me always painful body much less literally chronic pain see scoliosis apparently existing ampxb sucks though really im really jealous everyone gets even normal average body much less healthy body im entitled despite deserving bodies thats life is like literally peoples common complaints superficial requires self improvement intelligence sure sucks could least hopes goes functional families friends lover black long honestly care anymore ampxb anyways sucks wait  years get gun feel like would mess rope accidentally face slow painful choking session  degrees mouth go