absolute intenthello redflagwatch quite awhile since first ever post detailing intent myself obviously done it opted instead exhaust options first see anyone could give ironclad reason it one far doubt anyone will many forms therapies ive tried many therapists ive changed anything medications ive taking im inclined believe nothing actually wrong me mind thinkingthey cant fix problem exist fact sign anything might actually wrong want kill myself im going outline reasons desiring again anybody interested check previous posts find ask directly copypasted version bottomline this intend end life im help im really upset it honest happen soon long redflag note compose details organize it point procrastination keeping alive anything else would posting here answer this want feedback want know absolutely certain right way right reasons talk intent discouraging it see wasting time us and one us lot less other expect contribution solely logical critique suggestion encounter logical critique cannot overcome discard plan entirely cant get feedback anywhere else am so countdown begins