life fell apart giving upmy life fell apart short time frame dont know do year ago confident young woman great friends nice apartment wonderful job outstanding university grades skip now friends ditched started dating bf broke boyfriend cheated gave std now forever alone parents divorcing lost home renting dive apartment bad part town lost job due downsizing went highest gpas university poor academic standing failed semester plans graduate studies over dont know life now theres way out help me please tell life worth living go on need something cling to anything please edit holy shit seriously owe guys life last night bad real dark place  completely given life made realize things status gave practical advice reminded come this gave hope decided take sleeping pill go sleep instead something rash im alive today new perspective things know life sucks right now need end get really really rough patch guys