high blood pressure makes want kill myselfi outlined im feeling bad here httpswwwredditcomrselfcommentsibi_hate_summer_days_its_hot_im_in_pain_and_i_want since made post im feeling worse allergies high blood pressure making awake suffering like every day summer keep coughing time feels like something might pop head want sleep body let me every time go doctors theyre fucking clueless too cant figure spiking meds work right type this body feels stiff hands shaking sucks makes want kill myself worst part cant talk anyone nobody cares enough respond back try telling them