failing highschool want kill myselfive honour student since grade  im currently grade  ive  schools moved  times never stay house  years soon  years pass family moves new location hard make friends make im gonna move again mom literally came room one day said were moving dad left kindergarten never seen since hes running cops last year failure year first semester got honours like always second semester went hill transfered completely new district mother transfered school week started sign classes want since classes wanted full highschool supposed go signed ap classes art kids smart school math  slower kids completely died class schopl filled fithy rich drugged white kids coming asian family completely hated it fit in whole year made friends second semester science  new caucasian teacher completely hated guts mother decided would great idea go vacation week summer break hand around  assignments one week panicking thankfully really killed me whole  week vacation panic science teacher gave notes study on friends class would help surrounded classmates copied  person teacher would make jokes like mimicking donald trump saying racist things made joke said see white kids laughing looked directly me shed always forget im class would mark absent shed never give assignments literally everyday would go desk ask it every day shed give tons home work id fail it asked help would always half ass answers shed always talk boyfriend forget something were learning students would always correct her failed me got  needed  pass longer storythis yearskip put science  grades went  last year  marks teacher amazing suddenly kicked class put learning support im good student homework sat class nothing counsiler like all school offers support think  credits last year low asked online courses summer school extra credits counsiler like said hates said everything mom wants take science classes  cores next semester sci eng social next year sci sci need science  graduate shes forcing me first semester almost over huge mental breakdown last year cry front people started crying room mom came running think shes help right no yelled me screamed threw things me said things like  fuck crying huh answer me look me fuck problem threw phone charger me younger sibling  amp  steal swear lie time theres sooo much drama tell all ive depressed long many years gone without killing myself cant fake smiles anymore theres absolutely way ill get enough credits graduate want drop end all care anymore almost am right now cant sleep think killing myself im ready die