helpive  failed redflag attempts past two months mostly slitting wrist two overdoses didnt work im still cutting constantly parents love used well school im failing classes bunch friends yet still always feel alone hate almost everybody know everyone trust betrayed me people lie much hurts constant pain heartbreak used somebody able make friends happy someone seemed little crazy smart ive somebody ruins mood im always sad depressed make everybody feel worse even though many people want help me still fucking hate myself hate much life every second feels painful want kill much unbearable cant fixed cant helped nothing makes consistently happy anymore besides best friend cant school work anymore cant focus class appetite fucked up matter want die im still seeing therapist ive psychiatric unit depression cant take anymore feel hollow inside personality always switches seemingly nowhere dont even know anymore dont know do