im sick tired massive screwuphey reddit im  year old man nothing massive failure masters degree one better schools area cant get job field ive underemployed since  finished school work speaking jobs ones get cant keep recently lost th job last two years recently forced resign threat boss spoke attorney union rep neither helping me recent example someone power harming me every time get bullied threatened intimidated gets swept rug one ever accountable do always get screwed start over dont someone finally try help me apologize tell situation unheard one else problem experiences that words go far home life isnt much better literally friends none people socialize wife friends wife getting annoyed me great job friends everything going way within last two weeks shes picked overtime shifts job last two nights came home  pm last night department christmas party employees only night invited work friends dinner hung them left alone roughly  hours two days think want end this im tired friends work support home im hunter weapons think lot now want drive town outskirts put rifle mouth sometimes fantasize it drive former place employment walk lobby eat gun right there want know did im tired everyone getting away hurting like dont exist like dont matter hurt time one im tired failure constantly messing up wanted good person good life cant