know else doim normal good enough live fuck relationships make things worse anger issues self confidence problems fuck live go college even think succeed all want die feels like good thing world whats actual goddamn point living wreck every single relationship have family romantic family better without me romantic partner deserves better probably going dump soon feel like hurting physically like mentally years cant normal relationships anyway im ugly useless shit head stupid stupid stupid posting thinking im even slightly important im not im fucking useless unimportant worthless loser parents regretted anyways fuck life give someone better again im cowardly go it probably get help that actually go it go back thinking mood swings next hour feel much better thats almost lie still feel negatively myself feels like life always fucking mess mess idea normal killing live fucked up is