would like hear guys opinionssoo dont really know start im eager talk led state im lets say ive knew day would come day eventually fact suicidal since  years old cant set thoughts straight think dark thoughts real dark unsettling rage inside wants burst out emotions gone except rage dont think ive ever loved someone makes feel so empty exhausted lonely ive never attempted redflag done basically wishing someone would kill free feel like waste life didnt ask born wish never was dont know do really dont drive left motivation dreams whatsoever theres emptiness inside me except rage thing kept alive years fuel im tired rage fuel tired dont know posted since internet probably shittiest place open to id like hear thoughts anyone else feeling way know im special theres probably thousand feeling way clue make it im open discuss anyone wants to