im worried friend mine recently expressed suicidal thoughts experienced past help himmy friend week seemed upbeat happy recently told become extremely distraught divorced mother declared bankruptcy grades dumps attempts provide family worried happy college always concerned mom believe may alcoholic maybe probably abusive sent incoherent emails friends many occasions always napping call friend recent call telling i told everything need keep things dark verbatim makes worried road ending thought cannot one help him expert point cannot trust family help me advice help friend immensely appreciated offered number redflag hotline begged get counseling know anything else do edit also add secretive talking me always needs randomly hang randomly log facebook xbox live