never really functional person kid would take everything game joke lazy got older got depressed guess also feel guilty shitty things done th th grade kid annoying af would always getting everyone nerves kids started sort keeping distance telling fuck off th grade new kid came school bully kind guy pretty good friends everyone started bullying kid annoying telling fuck physically too would punch arm stomach lot make homework seemed like bullying annoying kid kept hanging see manipulative kid never punched also nothing stop guy wanted fit guess also remember girl pretty heavy age school girls problems her mostly really problematic always wanted get fight also never actively bullied maybe passively telling girls stop idk feel pretty bad lot things remembered today although details maybe wrong mind plays games sometimes memory gets fuzzy times created memories nowhere guess deserve