im trying besti tried asking friends wanted hang out busy families tried offering go somewhere ive weekend spend time family several times no tried keeping mind busy trying create online business dad starts putting words mouth saying idea silly unenroll extra stuff signed school im math two years grade level yet dad still nerve compare people saying went wrong me hate much im sorry im perfect im sorry im sorry grandma lazy selfish person im sorry wish could better im sorry mom try spending time everyone always wants phones ipads watching tv whatever case is miss you miss family miss spending time family whenever try always end getting hurt someone blames attitude talking much want better im sorry