life bad last  years beg read this hello know subreddit existed im glad found it im sure heard story like many times before know else talk this quite long apologize well written knew sort life would much easier tell story  years old since  life borderline unbearable started fitting school resulted dropping out went another school year knowing anyone older everyone else making feel bad went psychologist found needed change therefore went vacation myself making music years later met love life  reason knew the one pardon tackyness great time together year suddenly told work her absolutely broke heart moved home town get away her moved apartment  people knew one night drinking myself came home talked one girls lived with ended sex month told pregnant going keep it think life could get worse point happened like before moved another city dont worry visit daughter every week live bergen norway met great people ive got good friends here things turned little better never money rent expensive live norway expensive bills addition barely survive money earn job winter realized havent felt happy since  years old completely forgotten feels told parents this expected theres much do except lending money every which would never ask barely support themselves problems might seem big you assure get bad stream problems every little thing adds one drop cup smallest problems enough tilt me one thing theres girl really like class smart pretty share alot insterests taste music boyfriend  years would never destroy relationship know likes makes confused last couple months shared time together stuff enjoy like playing super nintendo going concerts one day actually felt happy again one person makes life worth living boyfriend know problem cant solved way patiently waiting see decides break him hard hold day goes without thinking ending all thing stopping feel responsibility daughter reason also fading away get depressed seing friends graduate getting good jobs happy relationships good economy good lives general feel treated unfairly want feel happy again tldr long story life slowly becoming unbearable please take time read it desperate someone reply edit know why felt like adding link music httpwwwmyspacecomlunsjmusicplaylistslnsjsplaylist