coming homei  want go home parents house also violent rude sister  lives home anymore share kind opinion starts hit scratching me feel safe there bfs home also home feels like whole household job always fight says live without paying rent bc still go school money job feel wanted here feel lost parents understand see sick violent sister is think bf care feelings jas interest ask says loves anything else  rather staying fight get beaten younger sister want anymore one year one damn year start working get home home place welcome feel well know long keep going want place feel loved welcome place want go home cut wrists bleed out bleeding pain out coming home