 years heri anorexic dealing bullshit since  got diagnosed  im  facing hardest relapse ever feel alone ashamed feel like one really understands fucking miserable illness im floating here alone ive abusing adderall ive sleeping lot avoid eating im uni feel like also adds pressure overall feel look overweight cant possible stress enough fucking look overweight im thin rail snap it  pound thinking still  pounds anyways im making post feel lost feel like cant recover ive dealing stupid voice past  years non stop never fucking stops god damn never stops feel like going music eternity haunting die think ive reached point ill anything get voice head cant take anymore constant fight me her food cant anymore  years stupid shit gets tiring im tired want out didnt sign this