feel like mom cares less less abt fell asleep  today woke first time  pm sister asked wanted dinner told wasnt hungry went back sleep woke last time hour ago  pm felt really sad sister come check me mom hadnt done anything went eat mom didnt say anything come kitchen went upstairs ate bed rn im sitting livingroom wanted see mom would say anything hasnt hasnt said hello anything wanted ask didnt check boyfriend really dislike him like im even sorry hard read im really upset lol