desperate  getting life back track hi kind people recently leave school handle load things home making everything worse family sorely depended father everything financially parts africa kids raised investments theres mental health available teenagers long time ive depression anxiety panick attacks first know happening googling symptoms seeing professionals confirmed assumption tried self care thinking positively generally trying make moment better yesterday dad recently released work due downsizing weve drastically change lifestyle first born blamed everything goes wrong house surprise got blamed dad getting fired since day worse before unable cope school failed subjects im extremely introverted person hard share anything life anyone kicked home dreams shattered idk do covid pandemic creating graphic designs clients would go local cyber use phone which old slow work im doing im asking kind souls kindly assist raising money getting laptop i found hp elitebook around  avid graphic designer upcoming programmer mainly works phone hard cant share email according rules anyone willing help dm ill provide email tldr got kicked out depends phone source generating income kindly asking kind souls help fellow redditor raise around 