lost escense  me uncle grandfather suffered form brain damage cant live iti took lsd since  years live chronic headache causes seclude thats difficult suffer borderline personality since also cant stand alone cant function socially fully uncle heart attack june brain damage due lack oxygen favorite uncle hes stuck ina childlike daze grandfather also godfather apparently favorite nephew began suffering dementia dont know trying work uncle break tears gets depressed hehelped first got ill owe himthough doesnt remember me hope us