domy son came home find best friend hanging sons kitchen got attempted cpr latethey  years old night another friend died motorcycle accident less  hours previously firefighterfirst responderemt calls call sons house responded alone information sons address  year old male found hanging kitchen dead responded alone knowing son victim son refusing return beautiful home worked soooo hard for staying father dont know need him dont want leave alone yet dont want smother make feel like hes living parents again anyone lead right direction saw saw im trained wasnt best friend son also isnt one open up shuts down know wont come mom wont want worry im loss proceed