hello name christian going kill year long texti came broken family mom manipulative narcissistic quick anger caricature mother kind mother whod tell regrets face kind mother say hateful things father breath tell reminded him father better parent far much like provide real help mother right were practically person mannerisms interests even look same happens two people breed   respectively money idea raise child get me severally depressed anxiety ridden developmentally stunted jackass morsel self esteem lifetime negative experiences wish early grave ive depressed majority life fact teens completely robbed result it father kicked house  disrespectful cant say unjustified angry little shit also sad well due stress life time developed tmj tinnitus biggest devil life music one  things ive ever loved make fact ive ever really cared about tinnitus cant enjoy music mine any passion stolen from cant anything it tinnitus long apparently cannot cured this life cannot saved check post history see battle mental health happiness im say ive lost battle ive got plan right exact spot im going shoot at right shotgun model right alcohol ill inebriate wait train hope find peace happiness true love way subreddit much love all