todayi feel compelled write this want take time something myself really know post turn out feel like stream consciousness urgency write down im sat here cup tea listening cd im planning go city favourite book chill coffee shop know seems incredibly boring really want it call grandmother long conversation her favourite thing hear past childhood met granddad etc know likes too gets ever lonely maybe ill call parents tell love bullshit cliche id also like write friends note something ever special hand written note think know itll say guess something happen bonfire night uk tonight favourite time year plan wearing favourite cosy hat watching fireworks go home myself know finish post guess get picture thanks reading boring post think make sure enjoy today