cant escapei debilitating anxiety job keep also love unfortunately forces work person hurt traumatized abused everyone life everyone ive ever loved finding recent abuse cant anymore cant quit job cant afford to cant keep job anywhere else anxiety dont want die dont know anymore im trapped im medicated ive therapy psychologists years nothing makes life easier better solutions arent realistic one help me one turn to go could pay house could least know place livethat would step right direction rate still owe  wont paid another  years dont know anymore would much easier give up dont know solution quit job become homeless stay job continue miserable cycle die