getting fucking worsename love much hope know this know rough been future ive messed irreparably recently life please know everything me youre reason got experience lot life deserved even though youve already done much me ask things please im life support let linger know hard know heart right choice please sign dnr please let go worth this anything anything feel promise regret knowing made feel way just best it worth it swear promise much happier without me please make sure pets okay need go vet didnt accomplish this please keep touch family please study much become marine biologist excuse me aquatic biologist know hate salt water please move apartment please dont sad wasnt meant world know disagree statement know sad please know im finally gonna okay anti depressants dont work stupid therapy guilt hopelessness please dont feel anything wrong nothing but called me angel savior please find love again please important wish good husband spread love someone else love much im so sorry know hurt ultimately see best promise im worth tears maybe kids sabotaged dreams person promised would be really sorry hope day future youll forgive me names im worth it