do grew strict christian household dad mom spurred religious stuff siblings recently told believe god still make terrible efforts try convince bible true beliefs interfered education going  without high school diploma unwillingness put school instead give christianbased curriculum ponder rely internet tried best get license  money take it job lost birth certificate cant take first driving test  fucking problems make life living hell wake up try convince im okay over try quelm good time friends like drink too legal drinking like course care admit sometimes like get drunk came home one night parents could smell alcohol today mom asked drink all parents burden life much try say needs get shit together cant help think ill probably happier college own without license right none that except depression religious parents without saying go hand hand young adult problem need leave asap