doim  year old boy feeling  years now started moved mexico lost friends know speak spanish teachers treated like shit one wanted hang lunch spent  year school alone every day made fun mostly failed subjects since sister left living usa mom really mean everyday every day calls use less person know nothing try talk sometimes need ask stuff always brings up im ok school could better since im smart honestly gotten point longer give shit every day im sad im starting think ending stop suffering know kill self mom would probs die holding back ending myself get home school play video games try escape reality go world counter strike dota  great games parents hate gaming always call lazy piece shit like said dont care met really nice people online talk everyday im gaming feel happy feel like im actually worth something get ace csgo win round say good job dude always makes feel good smart dont get good grades school idk ill see u guys later guess thank u reply btw