cant anything righti exist weak disgusting gross ugly cannot allowed continue living worth loving less nothing never anything bring misery coward awkward stupid trapped putrid body end it stop saying stupid bullshit ruining friendships want die want die want fucking die whyy say promised wouldnt die stop hate keep ruining eveeythi ing stupid fucking stupid im sorry didnt mean iy im sorry please forgive im sorry dont want lose another one please dont leave im sorey im sorry pleasse im sorry end stop happening agaii n im sorry please dont want hate friend oly person listrned please dont leave im sorry im disgusting im sorry like didnt mean im sorry please im sorry end keep going nothing anymore reason live end like wanted friends fuckinvstupid killmyself putrid filthy diseas must di e befrore wont bettor worse im sorry one miss im tioo horrible omm sorru goodbye im ssorryh