my life literally soapopera point story full abandonment emotional manipulationabuse with physical abuse w former stepfather mine honestly remember longterm happiness got put meds shit therapist like one day afford anymore im depressed ive ever been parents shit therefore raised grandparents since   covid came around said fuck that grandfather might die grandmother oxygen she was hospitalized thankfully home now ive already promised grandfather dies im going him ive honestly run reasons live hell might even end sooner keep nights like this whats point living makes miserable