ive dealing crappy situation months asked help everone said scamer feel like im finally donne tying got crappy roomate situation trying rebuild life ive trying stay positive ive nearly pushed edge  times week apparently ive reported scammer kept getting messages banned apparently lot subs including hireawriter follow lot writing subs help know write follow one see demand people think im terrible person know anymore people life really current roommates parents got divorced didnt want pick side dont hang friends due situation roomate ive going therapy local charity bad felt like least options kept reminding wasnt fault okay feel like terrible person everyone see terrible dont know anymore life basically mostly gone plants destroyed dog spend months training feel happy anxiety protect her ask step mom helped could brag bio mom thing getting telling myslef wasnt fault im horrible human letting evrything happen dog keeping stuff safe evryone thinks im bad feel like must right dont know anymore feel like giving up