feel like energy left able sleep properly feel burned tired timeevery day dread like nobody peoples life  years could make proper friends tbh relate anyone work academic content writer job like robot feelings emotions nothing boss scolds say nothing feel guilty myself work almost drains mesometimes crave human contact one mei go outside see people good time whereas fucking loner would notice even someone tries talk know sayi self medicate loneliness using rn touching touch starved feel like piece shit even antidepressants work fix somone depressednot fucked individual like mei shame calling degenerate sometimes feel maybe god favor bring others down thank  tired