finding alone bad placehey guess im gonna spill story here read it big deal  feel like head explode put tho life always kinda sucked bad tho people immensly worse really nothing complain about always roof head family that always weird kid never fit in overly emotional loud odd one out course easy target bullying life everyone told high school would better course high school mostly except fact found friends say quotes never truly apart group unless planned something invited always forgotten left out senior year got really close people group friends even though best days life also toxic encouraged others depressed feelings made feel worse never told redflag attempt time attempt made rethink life try turn around happier bit better finding things liked course lonlier ive ever confident okay person am started come lot try help people out wanting feel better made feel like purpose even may insignificant im complete spiral depression im life im done it future one nothing feel like sitting writing long note ending  maybe im coming melodramatic maybe im numb everything know need someone talk world one cant keep 