loneliness might kill mewhen first starting writing post included way much details bullshit ive year life stopped becausei want bore sob story long story short  years life lived fullest battling major depressive disorder ptsd anxiety ive abused forms people claimed love me including family however also traveled created cool art danced lot fast forward today cute lil apartment  cats within walking distance job im sitting thinking much longer take feeling loneliness handful people consider friends far away difficult imagine getting romantically close anyone every recent relationship left traumatized broken coping skills working anymore know going head cant reverse broken heart ive able overcome every single relationship one rough chest literally hurts idk even writing anymore heard sounds nice