coming someone super introverted usually find comfort extra time myself lot literally friends declined scholarship overseas planned year long it supposed sweet escapeif may call like that apparently many applicants grew strict parents extremely narcissistic literally told basically people suck really need anyone else yes happened now  andi literally nobody work   job pay well kills called family pretends get me sad work out self aware unproductivity watch movies considered taking life want die much give however feeling extremely lonely work home pretty much anywhere know want post something instagram absolutely nothing going life overwhelmed even look terrible me feel atrociously lonely