basically gave hints maybe one day could happy someone else mentioned he said want happy someone else respond care replied never said before numb sad surprised life keeps getting worse seems like dealing shit full job damn planet daily routine thought that falling love last time could help me thought time would different not sad quiet lonely shy it empty see that nothing good happens me know heart since kid knew today bones yes nothing good happens get better know yesterday secretly scared boyfriend might like anymore buttoday true know nothing like many facts that conclusion deserve life one bfore never going be nothing drama daily routine