hate texting supposed feel natural something feels natural all cant see fucking person cant hear tone voice cant see body language im supposed understand right thing say dry conversation maybe comes easily people think things  conversation im supposed pretend isnt hate people rely texting much im expected perfect response somehow natural all im given option take time irl im supposed talk isnt time craft perfect response problem words screen hard make words convey feel already hard irl somehow pretend im fucking writer everyone expectations im sick fact cant meet