way outthis might sound ridiculous really bad fight boyfriend im different state visiting family staying moms house mom want stay dont want anymore feel trapped talking like couldnt hear them earlier offered take someone elses house told yes didnt want to house pretty far anyone else could stay with ive asking family get let stay house theyre asleep take medicine soon anti depressants would easy overdose dont escape right now trust know sounds ridiculous kill fight boyfriend literally choice trapped right now feel suffocated want end im sorry everything formatted typed like shit really cant bring correct anything right now id embarrassed redflag attempt survived least would get fucking house dont expect anyone read whole thing feel hopeless trapped want