cant stand life anymore need someone talk tothis throw away account issue recently see this posthttpwwwredditcomrihaveissuescommentsmif_cheated_on_boyfriend_now_threaten_by_ex_lover that tried get ideas guy herehttpwwwredditcomraskredditcommentslxwjyou_are_alone_in_an_unknown_city_no_money_no lastly told thishttpwwwredditcomrconfessioncommentsjkmpvwhen_i_was_yo_i_had_sex_with_my_best_friend_and story im  years old female started think things happen life  half sister abused  emotionally abused sister half sister childhood  im kind ugly overweight lost  lbs now  im socially akward much  im depressive  rosacea hate  im kind retarded aspergers way  nose surgery hated nose in general body issues lot  course low self esteem  emotionally abused current boyfriend years ago  child barely saw parents kind parents talk teach stuff  low self esteem cheated current boyfriend  ex lover threatens follows me even classroom trying improve life got rgetmotivated lost weight tried keep hobbies see im really fucked up almost everybody around bad people end relationship  years something awfully stupid did im studying software engineer im top class generation feel incompetent want get fuck life prefer committing redflag instead hurting boyfriend