everyone around horriblefirst manipulative stepmom second nassisist father third creepy stepmom forth mom denied everything next grandma agreed mom sixth best friend took advantage intoxicated seventh person text back left needed most im tired im scared everyone know do going home mom claimed ive lying friends stepdad sexually abusing also blames getting assaulted ive staying dads draining ive guess im less scared school start cant it motivation ive betrayed everyone around me ever wanna make happy feel sick nothing what im gonna die eventually anyway give now mentally fucked ive weird dreams nightmares assault im nervous everything literally imagine blowing brains everyday