im commit redflaghello ive never made post first last post last  months truly completely lost everything life meaning february went mental break tried hook another girl relationship dumbest mistake ive ever made cant believe it nothing happened fact still counts willing cheat girlfriend girl dreams made every single day worth living made last  months august person post facebook status effectively ruined life every single way shape form accused sexual assault merit police even take case community live apsolutely murdered me cant leave house without feeling scared cant eat cant sleep im upto day  literally  sleep ive started micronap last  weeks ex partner parted ways good terms stop calling got sad every time called manipulative thats afraid me really final straw me ive never hurt anyone life crying emotional angry sad time take single call ive phone many redflag hotlines still even slightly deterring me truly believe nothing left life live now got fired every person ive cried help simply said theyll see tomorrow answered phone cant anymore life going where lost live tried fucking hard smallest bit left dont wish stronger im not