nothing doi work  hours week money gone  days waste juul pods food cant even afford haircut prioritize nicotine addiction look dont car walk  minutes work back every day dont sheets bed im lazy piece shit cant get bed except work im  parents dead sister inherited house sister lives boyfriend hate ive taken food without asking starving trying make dont get money house sell it sister working lawyer havent able talk friends nobody friends someone car money think killing every day walk past train tracks way work whats point living whenever sell house im sure ill homeless less year