 im fucking done everythingwell throwaway brother doesnt see try intervene ive decided im done life ive come point thought death even scary comforting reality tears shed prayers give dropped highschool working ged im cramped house day much arguing cant stand longer im overweight cant convince mother buy healthier things ive looked work everywhere one hire me girlfriend im always put back burner comes needs im always lowest priority ive sitting dark room day trying decide way go want painless god sends hell sacrifice make know could done lot lot love give constantly made feel like dirt older brother like anything outside house me claims time know hes ashamed see public me im done even funny im ready go fear death longer expect get much attention know tried help things cant fixed rredflag watch caring family thank this believe god may watch you believe god wish happiness well world thank you truly love all