m dont know improve ive already done ugly date frustrating demoralizing experience ive done everything power fix it ive lost  pounds bought new clothes bought car ive held job year go college none even matters im still ugly doesnt make sense woman settle find anyone traits arent repulsive ive tinder paying gold since march bumble okcupid hinge since october apps around  matches combined  dates ive friends take pictures me help write bio friends girls pretty experienced dating apps look profiles none matters youre ugly me ive asked girls person well last three people would consider good friends mine three said yes single one showed single one told beforehand werent coming im worth effort guess im good people two different friend groups invite funny guy lots girls great friends ask want nothing me example ive asked three girls good friends last   months theyve said yes time theyve seemed excited go times none even told werent coming im even worth knowing dont want see me im worthless dont even anyone turn to even mom sister told despite losing  pounds im still  else supposed point id get plastic surgery ill never able afford it feel like purpose inconvenience women looking men arent subhuman vermin dont even career look forward decided would good idea take lifelong debt fucking history degree feels like nothing look forward to poverty alone forever do ive therapy since march