drowning people need saving rightme so got tonight something little admit fought feel fucking terrible literally want injurebeat death feel like listen like really really listen feel like tells shit thinks want hear time otherwise get ignored think feelings  time ultimately end shoved apologize ammy depression amount clinginess bddbed self consciousnessresult bded get told constantly work self feelings things fuck literally drowning feelings someone drowning needs help theyre drowning purposely holding underwater trying die struggling need lifeguard yet nothing im tired feeling alone this im tired repetitive saying stuff even guys im sorry im sad seems posts getting closer together eh