feels like im losing mindsome time around december started getting depressed super well life suddenly progress paused sort fell this started feeling sad anxious whole works life started back again great things happened life im getting anxious depressed happens thats affecting whats happening life got accepted prestigious exclusive improv comedy group feel like im spiralling control cant perform anymore feel like im burden group regrets accepting me schoolwork getting affected grades dropping mind always elsewhere worst all cant seem talk people anymore feel like peoplefriends have new old see sort freak right im really struggling talk social mind constantly racing miserable know fix it think could ever commit redflag certainly started thinking decent amount scares me want think it im afraid might actually consider life continues current direction needed get chest thanks