life chipped awayeveryday feel pain tell people need help use situations im happy im never happy im putting happy face know im terrible person doesnt help people say im angel need somewhere painless somewhere dont get bullied punched replaced entire life someone im thought redflag year three sensitive spontaneously start crying eyes hurt want free free pain  smart fail everything  like jesus christ sports team give wrong medal making last apparently im lying  even bother life jumped window ledge finally felt free supposed say  hi mum like jumping buildings  like seriously bothering life tldr want die