im tiredim difficult time need get things written want vent friends anymore preface this tried kill june got hospitalized week got diagnosed schizoaffective disorder depressed type im going community college living home incident going university living dorms also please make fun me im trans nonbinary ie boy girl neither parents pretty transphobic refuse use chosen namepronouns even ive tried explain again want listen get upset trying talk two years since first tried come them living situation im really upset lot time spent  years high school praying able get house express identityindependence person im stuck another years unless come across large amount cash move im working part time college classes enough time earn money would need anytime soon know foolish grateful roof head food eat even medicinetherapy im tired feeling trapped place want everything over even know whats stopping point im tired living every day wishing killed june ill fine tonight im exhausted thanks reading