smh bad thoughts  probably going delete lmao also dont read venting thoughts wont seeing replying comments post dont read especially someone ik read friendship likely ruined fucking dont aaah fucking hell hate bad thoughts background people hurt shit  also humiliated ways worst one  guys ganged andi tried hit sticks cause sick bs grabbed shoved ground punching times tried make say sorry didnt ofc shoved even more schoolyard front everyone afterwards said sorry like wtf still fucking doesnt mean shit anyways end background cause shit like ive thoughts torturing people killing people anger gouging peoples eyes spoon stabbing people musltiple times even theyre dead tearing fingernails etc obviously would never that worst id probably ever assholes ever take far id hit hard nearest thing could hit with fucking hate thoughts feel fucking guilty ive tried many things ignoring them punishing physically bashing head wall burning myself punishing mentally imagining things myself ive got bad habit imagining yay issues fucking annoying wish itd go away wish end shit well cause also weird fucking illusions people read mind shit ik real cant shake away ever think anything remotly sexual thoughts immediately try block cause reason think people tell even though ik cant try block copmes strong fucking strange anyway yeah read fuck reading it yet idc dont think putting stupid shit like need help your fucked up cause yet again wont read it youre friend might well block me told read