feel like failing dog mom every way depression getting worse day time get home work everyday zero patience energy deal him husband month half hes  months old hes incredibly rowdy attentionseeking huge sweetheart cannot seem help jerk whenever hes around feel overwhelmed around him cannot help hate hes feet time constantly trying jump lick anywhere skin showing trying train hes progressing rapidly still cannot seem find leftover patiencei always dog person happened mei feel like worst person world feel bad love much want feel loved know do  horrible dog mom