friend mine trying commit redflagmy friend technically ex told tonight almost  days straight attempting od nyquil reason friend stop  days tonight take home work were talking laughing good time kisses where kisses twice x  hugging lot saying loves me ive remained optimistic us getting back together leaving unnerving feeling final goodbye get home text mom asked check her says asleep okay explain we know emotional times like know lets emotions get better her goes check finds nyquil bottle room wasnt was says half empty tell check make sure still breathing says is said would keep close eye her tldr ex thoughts redflag wondering help alleviate pain break up