prospects pointi unemployed since summer matters much went school got useless degree history gpa low go back school earning shit money past five years live dad almost  career prospects earn decent living dads hospital nd time c diff  recovering probably get sick soon leaving hospital like first time mother died cancer years ago family nothing sell home mom died shortsale years later place worth three times parents initially payed it hate people people live there anyone owns home region friends family dog gone soon loving girlfriend whats fucking point friends move lives family dies living life poverty soon cant ask girlfriend stick around cant earn living latch pathetic guy late s lives dad prospects prospects improve since destroyed future useless major low gpa good first years bout depression disillusionment cratered graduation would already done dad dogboth old girlfriend really care friends would think since resent point resent careers money make fact none seen parent waste away cancer rely ever stumble would never stumble made right choices life right major right career one always stumbles fuckup always makes wrong choices maybe finally make one right choice follow footsteps best friend shot years ago really isnt another alternative wont go past  zero prospects happen today tomorrow dad dog gone ill spare that fuck everyone else