people want live i know question answered everyone differently cant see want alive theres purpose alive ya gonna human live life hate life die whats point would easier skip bullshit kill yourself right life ive battling depression anxiety im lots meds turn   weeks goal turn  kill want skip shit world nobody tell death bad dont know whats beyond it goal life die anyway im really suicidal right ive hospitals multiple attempts life times police getting involved tackling extra human wants die right doesnt matter mental illness physical want kill place country leagally aged walk building write name date birth given pill sort end all fucking hate life fuck everything 