get live flike hole literally thing gives brain slightest bit dopamine serotonin porn life sucks way even surviving rich roommate putting roof head feeding you used want things life goals sort realize goals never end happening idk get motivation want go try something life like going come back point like always does  mental hospitals years happy long time honest partner left half year ago really helped much ether jobless since last december ran away friends family halfway across country literally motivation anything outside sexual stuff least makes feel slightly good awhile hell body would sell hah though blessed great looks sure posting tbh sitting redflag hotlines website  hours que talk someone saying fuck worth waiting on yeah idk end this peace