might finally get independent later month auditions opening states governors school arts bunch artsy stuff like dance drama art creative writing etc whats awesome basically like mini college dorms similar class structure  hours away home thats really excites me get meet new people study writing i wanna become writer someday importantly get wear want im nonbinary love skirts fishnet stockings black lipstick grandparents would never let wear them plan audition hopefully get in get job stay schools dorms save money own whats even better two friends also gonna audition means might completely alone get in know lot people probably wont care post im really excited nervous time