tired againever hear song alone naturally wish could hold people loved dead youre  serious boyfriend four years dies kitchen floor overdosedying age i broken woman always be following year father died inbetween friends mine die overdose many fear best friend die day pray doesnt ive lost much world daily life used be look forward car accident im one killed might want last drunken night somewhere give away poems music art friends bf died young even dad cannot stand existing thought could make difference love abilities drive leftwithout choiceim surprised im physically dead yet