last year attempted switch jobs let go new position due ex gf making false statement online moved away girlfriend cannot find work cannot afford pay debt sold everything make ends meet handed s resumes lot experience certificates trades engineering think ex said previously preventing screening recently relocated girlfriend found employment car mirror vandalized insurer covering repair seems cannot drive work dealt depression redflag suicide before never bad pay bailiff repossess car cannot even drive selling things love like cameras guitars truly lost everything fearful losing partner love much hard even think sure do income redflag even job enough cover costsi never thought id low sure universe trying tell me clean sober smoke treat every person meet respect always help hate seeing girlfriend cry sure else point human young man feel defeated cannot handle anymore staffing companies interviews lead nowhere pay next nothing  applicants seems like cannot get break last option move home mothers factors make less desirable partner really know left do went having house cars everything last thing scared lose her love much think done