suicidal need someone hear meso basically taxes today im hole  made  got  thousand unemployment im single kids money made keep sustainable really doesnt lived parents almost whole year last year apart helping pay bills house bills took care whatever money made wage garnishments shit takes money im always poor sick tired bullshit barely make ends meet im still hole matter do get pissed companies like ge need tax breaks need pay taxes coming scott free right now holding approx  dollars take care gas  weeks two weeks california know anything gas prices think  get  days let alone  weeks then found new garnishment taking effect next paycheck stupid garnishment boy sued car making payments to fired lost touch expensive car approx k im sued much lawyer fees im dirt poor feel like end sight im pissed myself accomplish people take advantage pay shit like ge know im going  last  weeks cant ask parents poor dad worked since  thinking asking advance work thats going cut next paycheck ill use pay rent   bedroom myself new garnishment ill lucky make  let alone little gas close giving disappearing going homeless stop paying bills say fuck all anyone else feeling desperation like am