dont feel like getting everyday anymoreall life felt like nothing ever worked favor wherever applying job getting trying best college still failing im  feel like theres potential me feel like im getting anywhere life always feel like odds every situation girlfriend mother know mental health issues theyre always trying help feel better appreciate feel like cant anymore feels like everyone hates friends want model past  years ive worked ass trying get discovered nothing ever happens want give already feel like nobody understands feel like im complaining think want end life already