hope best prepare worstone day ago tried contact one girl social media really liked school fact already done blocked year ago main account talked her courage alt account add friend access profile because set private private messages they set friends only right even checked not since sent friend request late night i really scared push add friend button entire day scary me worrying outcome possibilities almost day long well really know work not right want check added me declined friend request straight blocked also really scared that so check it declined even blocked again guess try commit redflag going enough reason it stack top problems life really bad stuff like p s sorry related anything posted here wanted share side story guess well see goes