petshonestly want write long pity backstory experienced goes nowhere ill try brief generically nothing left besides pets become anchor life reason live dreams hopeless point family split hardly factor before anyone goes think loved ones none sorry fault frankly know nobody blame myself short definition failure burned bridges disappointments point wound alone cant keep relationships cannot escape scars past dont enough money time keep around happy spills friendship too thats fact aside good way make sure pets  cats taken care of are different one nice doesnt get along well pets is slow slow hes bit chunky sweet uses claws much eccentric litter generally good way making sure taken care of ampxb theyre still pretty young waiting another  years feeling like this really feasible planning immediately done pretty thorough research better get ducks row tips