successmoneyrelationships curei see lot posts people mostly young individuals unhappy lives thinking would depressed money better looking found attractive partner successful used think couple years ago achieved things family went poor attaining decent amount wealth failing student pushed able improve grades attend good university started working lot became attractive opportunity marry amazing person im happy all actually feel even worse realize things illusion really cure suicidal before im suicidal now dark feelings manifest differently people say things get better may true things problem first place us broken individuals struggle day die matter what people care forces keep going feels like blackmail dont try escape pain otherwise loved ones hurt beyond words pray every night wake up hope universe listens someday soon