name junei struggled depression social redflag since  gotten worsei exposed internet  learned well everything know nowjust diagnosed learning disorder depression social redflag diagnosed struggle severe social redflag depressioni  friends  years earlier yearthey assholes glad left themin may admitted special ed school forced attending summer camp following weekit terrible one day tell make outi  friend online friendmy family could never know would person trust taken away mei struggle suicidal thoughts wanted die since turned  hatched plan october never able toi want diethe things keeping alive friend genshin impact lose friend fall apart loud yelling banging screamingit everywhere house loud want everyone shut up family could never understand iti came non binary omnisexual parents early i felt made fun them never ended using correct pronouns me try never actually happensi want kill myself cannot tell anyone elsetldr non binary kid rants abt life want kts lowest point