parents acknowledge struggles depression originally posted rentitledparents recommended post too  going  year im technically teen i struggling depression young age lost friends constantly bullied people telling gay straight closest friends turned me gotten fistfight with others treated horribly trying best keep happy recently gone state depression ive struggling since th grade horrible experiences others treated me sort stopped happy time lost friends became lonely   friends struggling even more online school giving heck time due work assigned told parents  times depressed mom would look horror scream need help like possessed something parents seem believe depression phase sickness goes away days friend believe either calls emo goth clothing hairstyle recommended seek therapist ive already gone  th th grade never felt comfortable mother would use therapy way pry private life without asking herself parents also mindset that if buy something take away somehow bought it even though raised money neighbors feel confined parents bidding like future completely planned me say future like hatred gotten bad point intentionally wanting fail academically socially life want succeed would thing trying force do mom looks like deranged psychopath like im crazy need go goddamn mental ward gained bit coronaweight lot stress family accusing eating everything house mom dad legit calling fat say little chubby lot boxing skating friend mom hears that says im proud you ask says thats really healthy im glad finally working out stable mentally kinda writing seek pointers deal this also recently lost phone hanging friend way contact anyone parents threatening take away source communication friends pc