really fucked dont usually fuck bad im fucking worried best friend calling made group chat told add people added two best friends school could check actually added best friend lou already added whole school started sending weird shit saw videos grossed out one man getting head chopped bunch porn videos went look group realise instead adding two people accidentally added  people remove everyone got distracted gross videos left forgot remove friends luckily lou apologised friends accidentally added along people mean add two replied apology one weirded annoyed one cool it thought kinda weird yet funny rest left read havent read messages yet im fucking worried friends hate think im weird accidentally added group chat suddenly got super weird gross really fast took long many good friends im afraid ill lose closest friends stupid mistakes im super anxious always worry secretly hate im sure do really sorry sounds like mess needed say maybe get help say next something