depressed feel like im stallingi dont know start this ive depressed several years ive tried talking therapist ive taken tablets yet nothing helps decided enough appointments taking antidepressants stopped going taking think every day im stalling redflag want get done with ive attempted several times ive failed far ive gotten ashamed talk anyone now cant even talk friends distanced rarely keep touch havent completely given up try sometimes get urge go end trying getting harder days sure im writing here maybe want someone talk sometimes something