well im sure definitely want anymore ive work  months trying change career hate used do thought go back money terrifying  every single person ive made plans even grab coffee ditched me last straw buddy said hed go fishing me got early dug worms got shit together ditch  min before  cat needs surgery called fho cant afford it tried fundraising nothing  kid asshole understand why makes fun me ever wants money make food  seem clean cook thanks appreciation anything do fuck everything laugh make fun me like ask empty fucking trash bathroom cause obviously overflowing one ever does so threw trashcan get bitched it  nothing good enough  make fun say certain words like adhesive fucking let it friends cant drive cause never taught money nothing im fucking useless lump everytime ask help im let down told im grumpy stop grumpy like wtf man im fucking tired it even get mad stand ground everyone ends pissy nothin g gets solved always turned around me stopped cleaning nothing plus hate living pig pen taken away dishes ffs enough dishware  ppl live still get bitched at im absolutely done ive it know whether scream scream die fucking run time dying seems pretty awesome figure everything themselves im done spend  day staring fucking wall now sometimes theres tears