depressed suicidal man victim addictions genetically predisposed toi going end life read quote joseph stalin found edgy years backnow makes much sense kill myself problems go awayi live whole life middle class wage employeei face eye problems skin cancer teeth decayi feel depressed stupid timedeath solve it end problems deathit escape throughout history many intellectuals philosophers artists even dictators described death wayfor people coward ways outfor some way out quote no man problem makes much sense now