think im done life im sick alive im tired feeling unhappy time summer almost over ill start going school again im supposed junior  think im gonna year ive always social anxiety gotten much worse im quiet girl one school seems like me tried talk realized awkwardweird was understand try damn hard think things say them theyre always gone even giving second chance wish people school could little understanding people anxiety would love sit talk someone anything love hearing people talk stuff people assume im weird freak simply im bit anxious talking first wish people would little forgiving social mistakes know theyll never be unless asshole alcoholic uncle lets homeschoolingwhich never happen im gonna kill myself im afraid go back school feel like ghost might well already dead world fucked sad anyways im tired seeing it