daughters birthday month got unicorn back pack necklaceim looking attention notto seem cold ive heard dad recently gf it get better  years now take responsibility actions blame nothing noone me ill try short can  single air force one nightstand preganancy girl planned didnt know til  years her  marry september th  daughter lillian born september th  life begins  air force marraige falling apart get cuz family theonly thing  childsupport illinois child  every  weeks  marriage ends living inlaws md family left dad tx march st  watch daughter last time person shes crying march st  life splintered limp tx live dad lower support illinois  every  weeks ex support  every two weeks average paycheck without ot   dollars try see daughter ex vindictive infidelity lose hope get video every often dad completely supports company father worked goes buisness gets job walmart greeter possible support now vehicle get rides junky work junky gets junked vehicle junky ride ways go work lost job  months ago splurged got daughter unicorn backpack unicorn necklace ex blocks number  months ago money video chat daughters birthday month mail full notices door covered apt words like vacate failure pay warrant looked mirror saw every rib bone im horrified it daughters birthday month ive caused dad n lose home cannot lower obligation warrants child support dad says hes tired one saves us saves us finds cheap trashed trailer dad says doesnt hate enough us daughters birthday month bought necklace backpack cant even mail worst all im going return get food destroy anything left today think eat couple days weigh  pounds never able afford fly see never find job support long enough gain weight interview think im fucking meth wanted see daughter wanted give daughter shitty fucking  dollar goddamn worthless back pack necklace cant fucking daughters birthday think may make want make til october st dont want ever think fault cant cant fucking it miss goddamn badly rips woth amount taken away dont see way dont want stared anymore dont want see dad slowly resent dont want separated daughter shitty husband shitty person shitty son brother good dad thing good at watched daughter grow sceeen listened cry ask come home kept going ling could im eithergoing die jail didnt mean soill like everytime think fucking fall apart haunting years dont see way dont want fucking sympathy pep talks im done sick hearing it really want help ever meet girl named lillian tells worthless father abandoned her tell rhat daddy loved her couldnt hold anymore nevverr forgot bought unicor bakcipack necklace