plan a run alone city wait nighttime get kidnapped whatever happens happens optionally wear revealing clothes possibleplan b attempt run away again get physical cops hopefully physical enough shoot me optionally weapon sortplan c brutally reject incel may kill himselfmotive constant thoughts financial andor emotional burden parents due autism specifically extreme meltdowns become part plan a addition believe unconditional love exists understand still love everything done even started openly looking groomers again even work well fuck plan b c