well royally fucked today interview scheduled potential graphic design job first one months scheduled pm today dumb ass do fucking mistake  time realized already like  getting ready email interviewer technical difficulties video chat software was degree let on apologized asked reschedule heard them would surprised went throw dumbasses file trash need shitstain company cannot believe fucking again previous interview fucking slept through one got god damn timing incorrect like never fucking going get shit right never wanted harm fucking badly life not thought cold metal blade skin makes squeamish heard much harder stop started god fucking damn want to life waste fuck everything up cannot seem get right