mom wants medication now dad wants smoke pot instead know doi trying show mom video made noticed moving legs table againmy psychiatrist told fidgeting due part anxiety turned video tried simply talking talking incredibly fast heart racing speaking like seventy five words minute told manic episodei told yeah thought bipolar took online test said exhibited symptoms bipolar dad said bipolarthen started moving legs way prove point kept asking is offensive you got mad yelling her said mom mocking me told said nearly tears mom freaking mocking me know hate mock mocking me ended apologizing mocking me hugged bed now legs moving speaking like  words minute heart racing speaking shaking really bad start taking medication go get blood test every three months check liver problems seriously bad trypanophobia cant even think needles without freaking out know want do mom asked drawing blood thing stopping taking medication said yes asked so would rather take medication suffer blood test every three months thats looking like me told things continue refuse take medication find plan b plan b dad wants smoke pot him ive actually done couple times tells im allowed tell mom since moms nurse totally it two options either take medication man up adult say tell mom want smoke weed dad im stuck middle know do