worse tipranthi again  depression anxiety more mentioned yesterday tried kill myself number one regret life could died grief way things after feel like completely different person way people treat me happy people treating better try kill self make love makes want throw roof mum never really sudden me  know im ungrateful come this anyone am could go back time take tablets would hung instead considering redflag tak ibuprofen kill fuck liver  kidneys work live life extra misery im undergoing therapy worrying suicidal thoughts ibuprofen answer