cant take anymoresomeone please talk mei one major fu ruined life  unemployed money living folks help bills expenses chronic depression ive suffered life since ive got older seems getting worse matter many different meds try many therapists see nothing seems make difference complete waste space becoming burden family debt stupid mistakes addictions ive also wasted parents hard earned cash right threatning kick ban bank accounts every right too want die honestly ive enough dont think go anymore better without ruining them could never repay everything done me friends never luck dating always jobs currently im long term unemployed welfare barely surviving cant even get work skills apart retail cant afford go coursesclasses also heavily tattooed visible parts body makes hard get work see really fucked life theres way time cant go anymore huge disappointment family deserve better atleast die sell stuff get money back worry supporting mentally fued daughter anymore