got drunk first time tonight good feeling ive secretly sneaking dads vodka could see feels like really shit feel dizzy wobbly third shot vodka and smaller drinks like cider sick kitchen sink washed away anyone could see sat bathroom like  minutes deciding stick finger doe throat led throwing entire conterntz stomach honestly bad feeling idea peol get drunk  plus side see dizzy felt kinda funny gravity felt really heavy  im cold tired dizzy pyjamas smell like fake lidls malibu almist gagged spat bit owt trying drink lot it advice people never drunk not might seem like cool thing everyone romanticises drinking school honestly bad experience hope makes sense hope dont get drunk long time experience