midnight ramblings volume iii quick side note series call that simply mental vomit whenever feel fatigued usually fallen asleep midnight name simply reflection state mind time drafting new entry high school relationships doomed fail everyone get separated opportunities availability funds pull everyone universities trade schools careers point failure relationships parties involved become seriously depressed while whats point risking happening multiple times high school ends become distant memory shared camaraderie with risk dating even possibility two eventually spending life together thing love first sight everyone including me seems confuse romantic love platonic love damn time personal believe one prerequisites romantic love two people complete belief maximum growth love people beyond fact brains high school aged people rewriting decision making parts said brains everyone high school relationship probably knows subconsciously bound go toilet point causing work hard need keep relationships afloat even long fuck mind destroying garbage otherwise known dating