saw psychiatrist went cat therapy  june  previously counselor recommended try sg enable find job printed piece paper containing information sg enable went sg enable found needed medical report psychiatrist sg enable could accept me today talk psychiatrist issue adult neurodevelopmental service ands department institute mental health imh singapore went imh mother independent yet job yet felt inferior it want people know needed financial help mother pay consultation psychiatrist one day hoped would longer need mothers financial aid pay consultation psychiatrist hope could work use savings help pay consultation psychiatrist future expenses successfully tried shut earphones temporarily imh need continuous loud noise generated earphones feel safe good sign longer afraid strangers  still needed dark glasses though hide eyes strangers needed dark glasses peeped strangers see scrutinizing me would notice it time strangers even look me felt safe wearing dark glasses outside whereby would strangers around waiting consultation psychiatrist time went doctors consultation room psychiatrist politely asked mother go instead staying together consultation able see psychiatrist alone better communicating people now longer needed mother around remind important things must tell psychiatrist could myself good sign  asked whether could wrote medical report stating fit go sg enable find job psychiatrist one charge case another psychiatrist charge case seeing psychiatrist instead usual psychiatrist case manager imh knew needed earlier appointment psychiatrist psychiatristincharge could see month now currently psychiatrist able see earlier date which today psychiatristincharge able that consultation drove mother home going cat therapy later would going peers house cat therapy peer someone mental illnesses like joining support group organized mentor took dark glasses earphones previously another psychiatrist told appropriate wear dark glasses earphones going talk person remembered advice taking dark glasses earphones fear people came again luckily people come cat therapy everything going well could control thoughts emotions behavior good sign  defensiveaggressive cat therapy drove orchard road singapore cat therapy favorite thing whenever free drove home afterwards took bath needed eat late night supper could sleep routine this would able sleep would developed psychological problems eat late night supper still needed mother help take supper delivery man want people know needed mothers financial help one day hoped would able work could money pay supper consultation psychiatrist imh future expenses would like say thank everyone read blog post hoped sincerely would nice day ahead good bye 