say people do people not people sympathize empathize one knows going one can meant live alone yes old texts mention suicide solution well born face crap way live it trying trying face bullshitting people around me everyone selfish one really cares me either dependent attached both issues minei used dreamy ideal life perfectly caring husband parents would supportive everything still try really hard parents kept alive sure would here sad thing solely pity moms selfish really selfish even cares society norms wants oblige demands times people around me fact want live life alone want good people general one two people want worry caring selfish beings around me hurt enough cannot take pain offer everyday one cares