im sure myselfhey guys suffering depression since fourth july the irony met friend got random conversation eventually depression randomly kicked started crying much shit going life started talking people treating like pos somehow dont remember ended psychology session op thinks im little open personal life people make friends with im issues finding close friends even relationship op also says dependent people companionship people get scared tend spill things personal life feel like selfesteem fallen apart know act feel im around people feel like way acting nobody wanted friends me im already shitty position depression came ops mouth everything officially fell apart cant stop crying rn feel like downward spiral never going end