final rejectionthis weird kind long one im sex worker dancer ive job since covid yesterday got group text saying friend needs girls payed vegas trip asked us send photos well today learned texted  us want  knew wouldnt get picked always get rejected im ugly all since childhood ive always rejected found today friends picked not diagnosed borderline personality disorder  treated bipolar since kindergarten ive tried kill self  times since  today never see friends again im kid gets picked last now know may sound dumb ive much rejection cant anymore clicked im researching helium redflag feels like way finally get peace