either blessing disguise maybe worst thing thats ever happen mefor longest time say ive lived life searching reason kill myself family parents breakup friends name it little know one day would maybe cross paths little virus called hsv simply known herpes try tell isnt end something u want end ur life over but honest death dishonor cant host life body makes think ill simply turn walking host virus  think thats want known  no simply cannot bear idea living this test positive dont know hell im going it sense end near didnt want kill std but guess beggars cant choosers 