knowi never thought would typing redflag note reddit ive thinking ending life since long remember finally courage so within exactly  hours ingest poison take life cant take anymore hate life hate living hard everytime want something good end hurting people im disappointment im tired blamed everytime something goes wrong parents curse everyday hate them made way fault im tired hit everytime something wrong young girl wanted lot things become astrophysicist go harvard kind person successful now write this emptiness inside me longer desire live final goodbye hopefully one finds saves me hopefully though havent good world everyone deserves second chances ive given everybody including myself many chances time today im giving second chance ill take last walk read good book last dinner finally  sharp everyone house fast asleep ill take poison whoever gonna reply this thank kind cruel words thank concern time cue goodbye