promise keep thing keeping herei made promise not gonna retype all interested promise feed cant keep it screwed many times burned every one bridges thought done damage irreversible thought would best hurt much okay started talking pain appeared again pain screaming end all made promise ive tried keep it im knife collector see plenty tools cut releasing run blade across arteries arms neck press blade skin till break cant actually cut id break promise time shaking excited end right there single quick push minutes bleeding wouldnt deal anymore im work right one person noticed small cut artery im invisible always good theyd worry theyd watch me wouldnt able get closer breaking free world saying fuck promise dont want break promise dont even reason live person made promise different life track am even worth keeping suffering keep word im sick alone invisible rest world want gone world stop feeling pain im going seek help keep promise till die natural causes damn feels good actually say somewhere