cant anymore one last goodbyei cant like anymore pretend im normal go work work  like everybody else theres everlasting sadness inside me days worse still put shell towards people worry smile laugh crack jokes get home break down crying smashing things punching wall know do get overwhelmed hopelessness wish something could do ive tried long last time knot untied time made sure nice tight guess goodbye im sorry times let near down im sorry normal im sorry giving easily im sorry cant take anymore goodbye thanks everything