think im kill myself ive lost love life family week whole world finished put gone cant go without itim going copy paste happened angela came home today dropped huge bomb me said feeling years bisexual started curious gradually shifted preferring women men now says realized lesbian explains lack intimacy rejection past months theres child involved relationship  i meant  year old little girl ive raised daughter biological child guy previous relationship nothing her love angela mckenna much life ive known planning come crumbling down hurts intensely badly cant even cry ive hardly able draw breath im sitting dark mind racing rage sorrow like that over ill honest idk im going here ive thought staying mckennas life dad honesttogod think strong enough handle that especially mother starts date someone else im thinking remove sake make best decision myself right look well like angela does ive seriously considered redflag multiple times today im falling apart feel torn half regards feel angela one second love anything next feel seething hatred  tldr girlfriend told lesbian obviously ends relationship ive father child entire life obligated do wrong look emotional well remove entirely mckenna good around miserable do cant go life anymore im finished