let tell story relationship till day im  love life pretty disastrous long story short long ass chain rejections mostly due revolting time cut late  im ict assistant school things looking brighter me started focusing life girls less started joking friend mine who teaching cannibal corpse girl right next recognized band might seem like lot eyes practically heart shaped point started talking told shed fell long time ago bit later dated revealed pansexual all dated honestly ive never happier  compatible intimate kids kids even started sharing hobbies all anyway turned exclusively lesbian  months later knowing wasnt either hands accept it absolutely wrecked dated   makes difference things stiff us month half talking like best buds again shes great hard feelings still emotionally scarred breakup like goddamn one time date shattered sense selfesteem turns lesbian and despite wanting move feelings someone else acknowledge im ready new thing wait moral story im really fucking revolting