want hang like tara condells deathi really hate fucking  much and know happened me friends  acquaintances everytime go outside theres fucking couples people saying like youre always alone need stop caring people think adult self loathing get nowhere im fucked lmfao im trying shit fucking getting anywhere shit fucking hard see couples man hate feminine looking fucking patchy beard im hermit cuz im fucking stupid im jacked gotten anywhere friends family deep personal coworkers lovers im isolated down im getting tired this workout read im learning music somehow fucking suck shit im gonna start digging deeper redflag method think cloth whatever im fucking strong enough incel ill never situation im people meeting girls like taller jerk starts talking her one friends starts dating her know cuz thats happened multiple times cuz im fucking ugly mean look like shit cuz job everyone ignores im young so women say look sad like yeah life always shit ok anyway time research method deeper im fucked really look it