dumb storyjust typing form therapy guess tried kill lighting house fire dont remember anything told fifteen days induced coma  months burn unit half body burned arrested arson taken psych ward local jail denied medical attention dragged court seeping pus theres lot story gives fuck charged worst possible level crime equivalent capital murder bargained state jail felony whatever means released jail approximately  months spent almost  years homeless probation court breathing neck expecting pay money dont means get it im disability living apartment provided housing charity still probation officer wants put back jail every day nightmare life keep living it dont know guess point try kill better get done right one cares youll live rot fuck up