theres lot reasons whyschool year   may  last school year high school stdent last year country heading back home messed school year weve ever probably worst grade  student  years old march make long story short apprntly gr nd gr studs boys girls literally selfharm lik cutting arms legs once weeks april one batchmate ended life den next day good friend too everyone felt bad month went gloomy everyones sad trying stay connected possble make sure nobody next calling people know depressed suicidal like didnt really want start drama look like attentions seeker disclaimed need help used open stopped instead open strangers staying anon jonest supposed gone day time vanished wasnt able afford die literally still planning anyway couldnt already bec id looj like im looking attention terrified believe happene im back home far away  miss her im talking abut girl like blocked yesterday trying comfort bec boat meaning shes also dep idk make sure shes fine dandy den blocked cant really anything miss talking know wrong one things sure gonna third attempt im going make happen around dis week want know feeling sad i neverthless still try cheer get blue thumbs cant take anymore ik ive said lot times true feel rn