theres point literallylife pointless thing me work  hours day  days week im  years old mom dad family yalk fall back on city im full people care leaving friends passions whenever id like develop interest get home working  hours pass exhaustion taught life fucking pointless get work whole life get work family even share life want bring children disgusting world us vs them life nothing stress stress payment payment one loves me everyone gone every one else busy want care me even care me never eat constantly high work so fuck might well get high chance get whats shitter im scared pain anything cry beg die