made account post lol  yo guy feel like depressed lot friends loving family great grades ok looks get along everyone usually perceived funny happygolucky guy always smiling even though used true anymore diagnosed depression spring wondering anyone similar situationit started back feeling emptiness started feeling like hole inside would go away matter couple months decided get checked surprise surprise depressed lmao ever since life felt like sort blur get bed go work see friends usually smoke weed ease feeling hopelessnesswhich btw gotten kind addicted recently go bed repeat next day like go around feeling sad day feel kind grey like something inside missingfor really trying best fight it try hang friends go bed fairly early workout seeing therapist seem working id super grateful tips guy guys would feel great ti know alone anyone like there