gave everything livei  already gave everything get live wasting time nothing bed day playing video games stopped eating even anymore im boring im important anyone  friend feelings rejected yesterday feel happiness least  years tried making new friends keep driving people away im depressed boring hell hell even dog hates me considering killing myself want familyand friend feel bad it anymore hope life think ill ever happy way suicidal least  years harm around  years now  years ago abusive relationship got start self harm brother  months ago used hit whenever wanted to im drop highschoollast year cant get room therapist  years nothing changed good way meds help think im worthless nobody cares me people care kill myself right maybe thats option me