really want cat live something so like ive wanting pet long  literally since really really young apartment doesnt allow dogs  grew older  mental health issues started getting worse got psychiatrist decision get therapy dog apartment allows therapy dogs  last moment  decided wanted cat instead  match energy  less stress apartment building staff  really want kitten im suicidal nowadays need something live  problem  first  kittens expensive parents dont type money kk  second all dad saying apparently theres room apartment clearly  hes complaining fur left around im literally going clean  doesnt clean house mom to concerned dont think im going able get cat im really really upset im crying right now anyone advice could give  im really desperate 