idki expect pity answer needed let since feel like cant anywhere else ive thinking killing lot lately school mental health people around me ive always close im much coward finish it girlfriend stopping times still feel like crap still old shit cant escape from im basically stuck know do feel alone maybe empty whenever let emotions say think feel everything turns shit gf id talk suddenly switches gets dry moodysad bc said right place decided go quiet talk anymore feels wrong type this im glad found subreddit feel like nothings bad going happen ended this still feels wrong way hope im annoying smth