failed theres going backi university student scholarship way scholarship works is fail class lose financial benefits  pay back every benefit given last semester got really ill operated class three weeks came back felt completely lost class thought id pass finals came completely failed shortly grades posted called office told case would go academic committee would decide kept scholarship not saved handing medical papers strike one semester almost got results one classes needed  final pass class scored  surely scholarship get annuled yet talked anyone it parents friends think everything ok im well cant face them today first time life im considering killing myself save shame bankrupting parents