kind overdose kill mehi ive intrusive suical thoughts almost month now lost job ive wanted years managed make two shifts last time came broke tears front everyonethe customers boss coworkers etc boss said would best got help trying maintain working im really frustrated working since end july year  months ive let many job opportunities slip away cant bring get bed want die im looking kind attention want know overdose like would kill me ill way took  mg seroquel  mg hydroxyzine  mg lexapro  mg famotidine would kill me id rather life long complications like liver problems brain problems want stop existing right make sure ill gone im going cut arms let bleed