feel like nothing idiot assholei chipped tooth got bruises face tried hang belt thing even think it going motions even thinking stuff like this end kind acknowledgement first thing remember getting tingly blacking random images flashing started focus happened realized lying floor tried kill myself know poor something unconsciously smacked face something calmed enough get bathroom see happened saw bruise chin knot forehead fished around mouth hurting found chunk tooth made feel like shit friend helping promised got bad would talk her even ask help got point give sort final word anything feel like asshole