whats point anymorehello taking mg celexa per day days ago paid debts owe nothing anyone become happy like thought would still feel like shit days time im numb emotions really care anything anymore used take zoloft mg day  months eventually came point actively trying half assed attempts kill light cord bathroom got pissed work took anger bedroom cupboard one ikea ones glass mirror blood hands everywhere smashed pieces realise wife came running pinned stop me anyway im still emotion less days ago became stressed work driving got urges drive death trying see would best brick wall lamp post something really looking forward playing animal crossing later day guess feel like theres escape one days im gonna die unless someone help me