day ago made post planned kill year im going tonighti write title confirm it im going use rope attach wooden plank going across top garage im going use chair finish job havent decided chair yet way fail wont able breathe one check good hour so changed dont really know kind realised im well truly finished th november wish cooler date maybe one god mind me id rather die go back day day life now ive listening lone tyler creator last song ever hear probably ill listen music hour beforehand anyone wants know bit me im  male college never girlfriend couldve didnt due anxiety part wonders couldve different born quite good looking girlfriend know emotional affectionate kinda relationship best friend care about im going die virgin dont think care ever since got acne self esteem plummeted cant shake off dont want say acne killed me think finishing off im passionate football well was ive gotten depressed even look football dont even care watch anymore nothing interests me go gym one thinks anything wrong me ive seeing doctor therapy long wait haha hope dont show school photo memorial me fuckin hate picture shit not im going put redflag note personal message college explicitly put picture big screen im evidently insecure afterlife family dont want talk them love much hate fact im put pain temporary temporary popular kid school thats saying im great cool guy top hierarchy theres single person college hate couldnt friend think theyll react dont know react cry maybe day two theyll fine right funnily enough spent last day ill nothing chilling watched funny videos think im going go xbox later try fortnight battle royale people tell really good plus free making post final message reddit  years so importantly want know you lost anyone redflag want know people reacted afterwards want know whether everyone okay without me attention seeking im sorry that dont want leave said nothing all know used read posts make comments time year ago never life think id side think thats everything thats concerns schoolwork stress future pessimism one judging me judging myself im going go dinner play xbox grab headphones phone turn playlist hang myself  hours story over crazy