girl really loved blocked started develop feelings three years ago projects together schedule struggled talk crushing high school went started opened her ive never opened anyone before started friends good never wanted hang social anxiety never hangs guys outside family parents strict think knows much value her really helped get school started get depressed im army gone  months little communication started ignore me brought blocked me couple days said need see self worth ive nothing supportive caring towards her ive depressed also friends best friend they like family told situation didnt much say hiked couple days later though didnt mention anything it hes kinda ignoring me ive sending sweet supportive understanding messages alt accounts from heart like crazy man hasnt blocked account also hasnt responded them never cared much someone really want talk friends again id anything