unable accept human horriblei believe wanting learn brings peace sharing information amicably surest path happiness ignorance leads confusion resentment hate even loving family members conflict builds confusion hate pain reconciled often boils omg im sorry didnt know even though trying hard explain it want understood understand inept flesh brains primitive psyches fuck bad every time reflect conflict see lesson learned were continually wrong fail hurt other elevate volatile conflict strangers horrifying humans may able grow beyond stupid primitive hate narrow world views ignorance science take long know life time know learn live are want good others fail hate myself fail me resent hate myself know better shit brain ruins it imagine nuanced clever psychology could  years expect ignorant fearful people push back progress delaying even further humans fucking worst fucking hate us much