questioni try explain best possible couple really good friends basically know mental status could mess times tell multiple times need lives still feel like annoying burden them still dont really open much dont even really text check anything feel better things dont want talk dont want anything me dont care also feel like im bothering try talk them constantly remind true still think believe head guess want know people feel way people friends people basically suicidal guys annoyed existence like actually burden would rather deal it dont know makes sense something thats mind feel like right share thoughts feelings anyone