another fucking optionim dreading tomorrow im dreading today im dreading jfucking everything weather nice today partner happy cant enjoy shit cant fucking enjoy feel dumb fucking edgy want die badly dont solid reason fuckkmg exhausted tired hopeless fucking hell dont want anymore im forced dont options ifucking want end please im agoddamn panic attack dont want please let die please kill dont care miss dont care hurts selfish want best dying best option okay okay dont fucking tell selfish im hurting wan best let fucking kill