even ur getting pleasure life  live it youre playing game youre going lose eventually its called death gonna die anyways put effort sustain lifeim tired shit everyday even im good mood dont want keep living know future holds get job work years find hobbies interests make friends relationship on question is whats point gonna die anyways dont wanna live til im   id rather die young least drugs kill me im playing boring game called life want early didnt ask here forced stay alive planet earth whoever made planets solar systems etc clearly whoever made humans life wanted us live here im playing rules ill kill teach god whoever made reality game life shitty fuck clouds fuck mountains fuck animals fuck everything beautiful things simply distractions true reality death im going distracted consumerism materialism bullshit things called hobbies interests  simply call distractions truth