need helpmy girlfriend tried commit redflag last night asleep type one diabetic luckily smell insulin woke up took  minutes convince drink sugar fix sugars know support think know got situation would rather say here im loss everything going well guess says otherwise rd time ive stopped ending cant find way make better im trying get get professional help seems think work considering one year previously deeply love want trying get know something worth living time asked let die last night accept that happy world keep stopping selfish know anymore