pointlessi wake everyday wishing would die life absolutely pathetic wife told wants around friend work women fucking sexually harass me kid sees sort moneybag job work reprimand people say constantly cant leave wife without getting son pulled school since way either could live neighborhood apartments housing district complete conniving bitch would cut custody ive  years learning im loveless marriage ive got  years son enters college always get another job cant quit theres evidence work im fucking drained log every incident concise manner nd commute  hours time look new job literally feel constant pain exhaustion come home coming home joke pick everyones ass  hours dinner tired too watch fucking tv hours time friends friends great lives im barely treading water cant kill myself insurance money take care kid im even active community basically didnt parent social committee would dissolve son neighbor woulnt school activities im left holding bag steaming shit everyone else fun fuck wish everyday transport truck would take out walk bank someone would shoot place probably soon kid college im going find quiet place die overdose disappear even give shit anyone getting closure want fucking endless grind meaningless end