dont feel like get betterthe last  half years really struggling mental health health anxiety gad depression every year seems get worse getting point dont see light end tunnel nan died lock down saw die think may traumatised bit live grandad me bf moved got ill around more like second mother great comfort would feel like this without dont really know turn to ive strong mother grandad think im finally starting crack little good days seem matter im bad days ive thinking alot seriously ever redflag actually starting scare me dont wanna feel helpless guess im looking hope better day