love sounds like love looks like love doesnt feel like love empty mea lot people say kind loving things me say supportive things arent really behaviour fit way kindness supposed sound like etc something deeply amiss element authenticity absent subtile hard explain im tired pretending something wrong able receive love admit now problem yes they somethings missing dont care theories cant receive love im broken that feel truly sincere desire support me trust me itd reach me heal me there said it feels wrong counterintuitive doesnt it say youre pretending im saying youre aware fact youre putting barrier us dont ask much subtle barrier dont blame dressing wall protect ressources simply wish youd acknowledge yes youre supportive support truly need thing dont want share me im important enough you dont blame that really wish could admit longer feel like im crazy feeling way sorry nonsense