im  want live anymoreive never posted online want die exactly know phrase im sorry screw anything necessarily want die like want live anymore im tired everything time ive lost interest everything around feels pointless keep remembering life pointless meaningless know grow ill miserable since nothing live for want end early now know make parents family sad want anymore think depression since ive always felt like this want kill sadness anything wanted end drivers test thats tomorrow little late even enjoy driving even though people age do im basically worthless life goals suck everything im nervous wreck feel main reason im posting view redflag best option im looking advice try commit since cant come back dead im sorry rambling like said first post like this thanks reading