surviving homelessness doritohusseinive homeless greensboro nc since june  mental break lost job plant nc using amphetamines survive isane schedule slip fall blacked eating weeks later tried kill crashing highway fortunately admitted behavioral health center unfortunately discharged streets lived car eventually car broke down moved homeless shelter got job city one would accept voucher find apartment tried jump central library last february thrown shelter lost job hospitalized lost bed months later properly diagnosed bipolar ii stayed friends slept bridges use remission since january  eventually moved salvation army able secure voucher local housing authority struggle stay compliant meds  im making progress now find  secure apartment end fucking nitemare ive everywhere around town please help can im fucking exhausted need little light end tunnel