second time month get screwed landlordim house hunting im disabled cannot find place fucking life me couple weeks ago see place say ill take it dude never contacts despite contacting him hour ago spent  half hours bus go see place see it say ill take it landlord like awesome leave got phone call way back hey really sorry got bad news person living with husband came home wants roommates country sorry cant move in cant keep shit up little week find place end homeless im falling apart fucking seams cant keep this every day something new this believe landlord instant think like gay tone sure changed found out im sitting bus crying general fucking wreck want home want somewhere go sleep thats it hard makes infuriating kept asking questions im disability disability was ended detailing ptsd got satisfy them fucking went nothing whole life like this tons effort zero pay off want stop fucking carrying worrying want break want couple days im worried fucking life