anyone feel like life force throati feel like everything life force upon im forced act way way im forced go school im forced work job passion im forced smile im forced cry im forced get married kids im forced mostly everything ask honest dont want allmaybe eating forced upon maybe hobbies forced upon menothing good nothing enjoyable life enjoyable  wake morning i feel like im damn forced wake go workampschool place hate i want sleep forever thats something desire yet still need feel depressed  years wow