im done care anymore im ending sooni hate myself hate world hate life supposed be ive suicidal since young least th grade always thought things would get better dont everyone everyone get happy ending life shit show shit show brief moments happiness cant seem find makes worth it cant wait old age freak accident free pain want now want know hurt most im fucking alone never special anyone never friends lovers even family closest person ever life straight told tonight never meant shit him hurts much want loved ill never enough something wrong me im cut life ill peace soon know that first time ever im crying tears happiness itll soon feel way anymore