please talk mehi all so things tough lately ill try write coherently im struggling ive going time time lately lots reasons longstanding anxiety depression ocd recent problems university relationship problemsconflictions not word apparently on ive spend last days really much ive trying tidy tip room havent gotten far that ive mainly bed drinking watching youtube simple things tbsg dont tax much yeah im going tough time one thats involved lot alcohol ever life am time sleeping pattern messed up usually anyway especially lately mind mess im struggling lot people talk but dont know please talk me feel alone im supposed visiting parents later today sunday dinner visit enjoy anxiety leaving house things bit much sometimes especially sleeping problems least couple weeks since last visited them know mum misses worried me see sheer number threads started subreddit people truly struggling depressing try help can need something dont know what dont know ill fall asleep go parents later day hope visit them might go drunk somewhat drunk time dont want worry them helps me makes feel better makes forget things bad thoughts dont last long helps sleep chris