hate dependent parentsi wish could fucking shit own need ask stuff parents like ride food cant wait grow ill finally free them job live own maybe shit figured out theyre terrible parents stifling know im awful person annoys much never say anything though try get shut down today mom tried force talk her usually anyways feeling really depressed told tired want talk specifically told past want to would understand let be time exploded me yelling never appreciated anything ungrateful drove everywhere made dinner stuff like that ask that would rather drive pay shit eat dinner friends myself ugh stayed silent want make worse ive never wanted yell moment hate teenager maybe im selfish though