incapable really feeling anythingi feel disconnected mind body world around me live behind brain fog dense im even sure cant grasp gravity situations really care all feel emotions shallow fleeting thing ever feel mind really registers disgust anger think cheating ex felt positive feeling since left her think brain tumor shit like brain fog lingered  years feel like im always little drunk like everything dull lifeless memory sense consequences ability think feel diminished greatly idk even know im writing about depression health relationships dying hope so post make sense goodnight