donei seriously want die like ive seen rest well ive tried hanging myself ive tried taking pills bring slut wrist im tired fucking life everyone around would seriously better off fucked family able control anger love life walked without word took son havent seen  months missed nd birthday missed first science center visit im missing learn new words im this left stupid enough fuck someone else theres way im ever gonna family back top found potentially aspergers theres literally hope change way am ive wondered whole life ive way hitting once cant fucking handle shit anymore get job charges much social anxiety deal people im fucking worthless hopeless sorry poor grammar hard even type people know dont really care appreciate anyone whos gonna try help