im never going good enough realised depressed today looking tie noose get depressed girlfriend two half years going university soon goes im fairly certain end relationship im  nothing life get good enough gcses get sixth form mainly due mother trying commit redflag two days exams started got ec meant levels ended going college music yeah know drop subject finished june year since ive deal father attempting commit redflag lost friends failed get jobapprenticeship ive sat around week seeing old friends make statuses facebook theyve gotten offers various universities hit realised ill never able go university able get grades even able afford pay it ive tried turning life around cant even that researching tie noose im going become organ donor organs may well go good use keep somebody alive use something life anybody advice turn life around may well try more