im gonna fail probably kill myselfyeah know posted last night im back im probably looking attention tried hard last night stayed late looking notes it even focus second math midterm one hour know im gonna fail know im gonna run home know im gonna fucking cry like loser cause loser im stupid pathetic loser say im gonna kill know probably wont never do closest ive ever gotten almost dropping toaster tub god wish badly close im sure today im gonna fucking set im gonna cry ill feel really guilty friend feeling bad ill pussy cause im pussy im gonna sleep wake up fail another midterm repeat im gonna fucking think christmas break hurts god damn much alive energy keep going ill lifeless corpse kind coasting life dont know even bother posting here im gonna end know it im failure every way wish would stop im failure school im disgusting hurts waste time waste flesh im sorry wasting anybodys time shit