ok heres storyill try keep brief here jist really feel need live anymore  days since split girlfriend  years totally fault happened feel like biggest shit ever walk planet right now im  maybe october time friend mines girlfriend called al st birthday party went girlfriend busy concert night think drunk ended sleeping girls  year old mother didnt stop there continued months im young stupid boundries safe say fun fast forward  weeks ago friend splits al girl mayb one hottest girls ive ever seen attitude devil himself shes selfish self centered absoutlly centre attention fucking time scumbag decide start messaging alot arrange meet completely unaware banging mother last months mother finds tells al banging al finds  pictures mothers phone fully naked tags girlfriend facebook girlfriend found feel like reason living anymore feel absoutly terrible girlfriend brain keeps telling end all ill check back work hours