itll eventually get bettereveryone says yeah might take forever itll get better eventually yeah might take  years itll good grateful sit think amount suffering worth might come after thats question think person experiencing answer people cant none can say life ok  years explain agree me say somehow worth suffer long isnt scale put  years absolute suicidal misery one side  average existence tips side misery suffering really worth might come after even best case scenario maybe id depressed long even matter again cant decide