im sure even write this ill regret second post might well delete know ill repost it again again cant handle shit anymore tonight wish dead care how im fucking done middle another borderline breakdown cant anymore feel like deleting social media know people seem worried call whatever know even expect know expect posting anywhere fuck want bpd let die already cant even it wouldve almost attempted twice two years ago state im still alive many regrets everything awful even get back right dose meds ok nothing ok getting covered temporary mental stability cant ok could girlfriend would worried care cat hint sent redflag relating lyrics knows well enough everything wrong wake ill either want die much ill laugh horrible state thing going head twenty one pilots lyrics as always days oh god fucking boss texting me fuck want fuck think song anathema fucking depressing youll never know whats skull say goodnight say goodbye im goner thats episode over ill fucking laugh shit never ok wonder ill delete let stay