people need helpi failed family  stupid brain stupid big mouth  lost job  nobody hiring almost  nw see one option insurance policy jump maybe family wont hungry love daughter wife cant take living  fifth able buy self proper food fucked  cant take  wife says better shithole country crate new jobs paycheck really low im sad  angry im bad bad person know im stupid nice guy im hellping everybody fuck  im tiered jsut cant cat wife pretty lady wll find someone better daughter wont grow knowing real dad stupid man