 year old sister hospitalized past january attempting redflag increasingly suicidal again mom know dothis january sister took entire bottle antidepressants attempt kill herself think panicked told mom took er later week checked mental hospital teenagers week got checked supposed mom feel faked happy never really addressed issues  hours away college able really monitor aside keeping touch however really good pretending ok assumed time spent hospital antidepressants taking helping mom sent link tumblr however shocking talks much wants die meaning kill wimped out one posts put i want die already right now want die want die dont want try anymore dont want find happiness isnt there done already dead let this talked cutting herself posts many things fucked up nobody understands her similar situation   still scars cutting meds saw therapist weekly a forgottensuppressed like feel way b honestly idea got it talking boyfriend boom suddenly see point depressed stopped taking meds next day fine every since know console her talk mom pretends oh happy little background recently realized bisexual became involved church know feeling isolation due fact surrounds people think going hell what im atheist care less talk beliefs feelings anything immediate thought stupid teenage angst grow none matters danger herself going home weekend since mom town able time her require immediate action sit try talk her know say ive tried says fine obviously not all know do anybody advice