im finally emotionally better place im still want stay still may commit redflag  please read understandi work restaurant industry graphic designer wasnt able get recent samples work poo hit rotating oscillator im sure restaurant business isnt going rebound fast everyone thinks many people think going go away things go back normal im sure  think damage done im sure future there even things bounce back im sure ill getting call come back severe emotional issues  adhd bipolar  asd couple facebookinstigram posts mentiong needing samples work  may screwed that ive idea wanted samples get work side goes on im told make look like im coming back ive since deleted them im scared ill end shelving groceries walmart heb kroger homeless mean medication id making minimum wage thats enough money eat cheap maybe pay bill id still sleeping street medication mentally ive preparing fact may walk everything own live street medication help id rather die go back im mentally prepared to want it push comes shove will living dead treatment actually feelings now im going back ever thank reading edited punctuation