would appreciate advice  please take time thank advancein greatest imagination im unable conceive life worth living longer intend die sooner rather later obviously im sure story much unlike many others im going get why feel great depth things stand im looking advice handle actions here this tell people care intend kill myself offer time go feel though id setting intervention want would accept one hand feel id causing pain disappear other feel though owe this understand im depressed  years contemplated redflag great portion life ive sought received professional help psychiatrist ive taken anti depressants intend use nitrogen asphyxiation  think better way im ears am course willing listen suggestions answer questions imagine many ethical problems giving answers questions want drag sordid affair would ask pity kindness matter apologize adding another issue onto pile thank much done people here please help me this took longer punch imagined ill going bed submit this mentioned rush