im tiredevery day wake go exact bullshit every fucking day two years ive felt like two years gotten better doubt ever will everyone says gets better im still waiting please cant wait anymore every day wake wait something faintest shimmer water endless desert yet cant trust myself maybe mirage heat exhaustion im tired chasing endless mirages hope understand believe eyes point latest body water dying thirst too see eyes im tired im tired say theres helicopter coming it ive waited long ive struggled long think coming im ready bury sand suffocate thirst raw agony wait wait die best glimmer water mirage please let sleep