treated like shit  ready end lifemy life easy attempted redflag first age  jumping front car  insulin overdose last time  so overdose opiates antiemetics tied bag around head spent  weeks coma icu swear cant die im  single parent two sons ive tried hard keep together ive faking every day know would better sooner gone work healthcare bullied since day one first sexuality progressed more  people total harassing me went hr fired homophobic nurse others even worse manager told month ago im getting promotion working different site bullying however heard update asked timing told in months believe anything change cant another day this applying jobs year career specific field  openings year medium sized cities like mine bought house march bills pay full custody sons cant leave job dead good hands mother im sorry them promise better im gone get time cant keep living misery day day keep happy im posting way give permission know redflag always end path know when do im relieved im sorry boys