get sort way depressed miserable way get trappedi want end it safe more demons creeping again seeing things corner eye whispers screaming kind screaming sounds like person terrified go away screams heart unsteady ragefilled heart object pedophile nothing real it cant tell cant know sure love family em ive got people never understand me theyre ive got doubt theyre real right nothing real nothing right please forgive me im begging let go death mean think stand alone this blood dripping arms memories peace get cant even anymore savior savior