keep upive always kind overweight obese big guy ive always depressed guess two kind go together eat junk feel bad two months ago er visit told affecting liver coupled family history resolved better changed diet fried food sugar all exercise daily ive really really good first positive change ive ever resolved make proud myself would it id start losing id get confident id feel better moving maybe even id work courage ask someone out todays weighin weigh started ive lost maybe pound know im wrong two months came rushing back im going always big miserable lonely person i im fooling thinking could make better keep up try make change im going end anyway give go back coping easier see point