first timejust need little rant here also posting depression actually googled many meds take it im feeling hopeless ive asked give time need him happens end fighting building house priority me seeing desperately need him maybe doesnt care mean find couple adult networking sites perhaps someone else lined up three months mom died  months ago im torn inside youre reaching love youre ignored find googling ways kill yourself unfortunately world need rethink strategy found nothing helpful appointment physician three different antianxiety  depression meds know got issues fuck need emotional support fucking house