diagnosed bipolar disorder chronic major depression basically crazy bridge burner episodes honestly thought getting better  taking meds managing mood swings enjoying time alone mainly stayed away forming friendships expecting cycle happen again eg losing friends burning bridges episodebut exfriend past messages pretty much hell bent bringing virgos vicious done cry fest hour telling horrible human wanting diesometimes sometimes wish friend could tell suffering sad scared lonely wish dead need comforting words telling okay get better want someone listen know pain handle suffering alone