something always stops meive almost attempted redflag couple times life say almost right followed through always get reminded thing im sharing saved life many times im hoping maybe save someone love know something friedrich nietzsche philosopher whose writings impression complete grasp understanding life value many thoughts ideas outstanding resonant within know move past them digress one central ideas deep down behind every desire simply desire power misunderstood misused justify megalomaniacal psychopathic behaviors attitudes ethics use empathetic loving positive uses especially applied philosophical considerations his im willing expound ideas groundings interested brevitys sake ill cut chase principles implications are firstly means allinall power valuable thing us really power me best summarized two words i can power capacity be desirable ability control do second consequence belief things will power begin feel sense pointlessness redflag nietzsche declaring power utmost desires lie water difficulty truth means must become strong climb abyss weakness far easy everyone it recognizing feel nothing urge say quit ill last moment giving difficulty life want fight tooth nail grow strengthen point longer feel death look forward stronger healthier smarter happier enduring fulfilled life overall better me constant struggle always rooted remembering always struggle abyss weakness pit pity beckons throw in stop telling i want rest i want end going gets rough must find say i better this let life either affirm negate that id rather die trying improve life ending moment weakness telling nothing strongest weakest know far ill go like think last moments exhaust every means change situation better that that welcome death im sorry post nothing lengthy redundancy you im glad hear something resonated inspired made smilelaugh think become least little stronger every day hope whenever get end which anytime soon walking past onto next day better sunshine harder rain say almighty yes everything god among humanity