never wanted kill much right nowbefore say well came help means really want to know know really want able saved theres problem really hard put words guess start basic things me im  listen know im young please begging you please look that teenage girl omg hate life bullshit im suicidal my mom let get new phone guy young anything this amount anxiety everything causing feel way im sure depression caused anxiety anxiety causes depression nothing other know ruining life like said before problem extremely hard put words im even sure im trying get right now im sorry know im feeling like option ive always thoughts never wanted much now please someone talk it need help place think getting quickly