desperate break upim lost desperate break boyfriend  months broke completlt detroyed me im  year old girl good student really feel like ii reason continue living life losng hes first everything world enetered state total desperation dumped me still insistted friends remaining important part eachothers life told hard me hurtful course id never wanan miss him since still feelings him still love anything else got harder harder me felt losing him feeling replacing feeling lover friend two months friendship noticed new girl life snapped u see course cnt focus lectures anymore university one thing kept going cause evry day see much cut contact compeltely im dying im devasted hes fine absoletely fine every time see happier hes always smiling adn said me doesnt love anymore said wants friend cant friend love much never gonna able finds bbetter girl replace im sorry im really sorry know longer together know say behaviour know move byt cant parents done supporting me tell stress out glad hes longer life one reach to dont care anymore want best him obvously negative factor life rn wanna stop