one last chanceim sorry ranting randomly im laying bed looking ceiling killing me basically ive decided give one last chance letting go finally ctb good while people started following content liking im doing ive gotten bit exposure im working one huge project want succeed want live life knowing live thanks work love work hard for honest im scared im terrified fails honest think dying every single day somehow project work keep going however really end failing unable live passion im ending it im tired nothing people know get whatever want snapping fingers im tired all sorry rant