im really edge need talk someone call crisis hotline come get meim bi polar running low meds take mg seraqueal day  oh ya wife tryin best take son away psych blantantly told im amsociopathanti social personality disorder mom caught lies stealing even like im dead her her words friendsand cant go inpatient ruin chances father thats want life severly phiscally sexually abused child long time im nothing maby ben son would better life without me im stupid iq  play read  musical instruments ampi write poetrysongsjournal cant even concentrate eat took  min type this someone please help