end alreadyhonestly see light future see happiness see hope feel im living they time living all im physically alive mentally im already dead im pretty useless far skills go im disappointment im lonely dont see bright side dont see anything going me ones going love me ones going care me dont know whats holding back dying already everyday makes want die even more anything worth it worth keep living world nothing offer nothing offer it worth living hope left you stupid thinking maybe one day things get better day isnt coming all didnt choose alive live world dont think least able leave world choosing didnt choose feel way maybe choose end suffering