waiting dayum hi people reddit first time posting feel like use anybody anything world school life complete shit anxiety adhd combined depression ofc always constant fact wanting end know would almost every time something bad happens fail would think dieing honestly thing holding back girl life everything dating  months guess parents allow date figured ah ha im fucked feel leaves stupid overprotective parents im legit going end know else im going living honestly hate body life want die cant change mind wish could tried talking people cant im done cant take shit world anymore cant think killing feel would take long set everything would think know