wish id itfor every day passes wish die gets intense magic insta kill pill now im sure id say no guts it im afraid regret anything drastic thats constantly wish ill die suddenly unexpected control id contempt that every time go sleep hope wake up passing away dreaming dream life would great could make problems go away but everyone knows life simple want die want face problems life going nowhere im bad person every waking moment im distracting reddit video games wishing dead hate much wish never existed want live life anymore fucking terrible im sorry family know much longer ill keep putting off eventually hope ill it absolutely enough cant distract longer want bad