lost best friend im lonely shit gtgttheres long story behind this one friend amazing person talked time good stuff depression lot issues lives always talk help shitty times hard type whole story really stressed bad anxietyam also lot insecure started really pressuring later on making shitty mistakes made friendship decline eventually really messed stopped contact me way actually talk im school phone used skype removed that months im going really shitty times really miss them know people might think stupid super saddened this saying things like just move on they true friend know fact fault everything got fucked up pretty much deserve this friends hate screwing things best friend ton issues im really close giving hate vv well thats rant hopefully someone give good advice thankful help