get help please helphey guys im sure help feel like might able cheer listen im done life hate ive got many problems like theyre small problems theyre big cant solved easily want run away parents force stuff want do dont get abusive slowly really tearing apart im feel like marionette go school come back home start working mum day swear lasts till night im exhausted cant anything school instead homework go bed day same ive told teacher home nothing happened even sure expected grades school worst parents expect get well paid job know show school certificate applied schools got declined them im waiting get  go away anywhere far away parents still wait year im afraid away id get depressed think redflag want it think life beautiful think get beautiful know ill never able forget parents siblings want go child protective services want parents get trouble know father bring mid east kill hed find out know im germany im  get help please know im afraid thanks lot