hopelessi spent last  minutes phone national redflag prevention hotline aside asking questions are alone planning hurting yourself etc person talked really repeated said id say health issuesliving situationsrelationship affecting drastically said back was sounds like youre healthfinancialrelationship issues ask repeat literally said afterwards offering words advice even a itll get better kept asking repeat myself towards end call essentially said dont think theres much you okay enough right get phone dont know do feel stuck almost every way be im trying hard get license get job help myself keep uncontrolled seizures im scared ill never able help myself anxiety crippled point dont think ill able get job handle appropriately matter badly want to boyfriend says hes going break finances though doesnt pay anything dollars scrape together give continue home im homeless trying pay insulin food meds seizures hsv medication im trying break every second day disappoint dad ending it feel fucking hopeless scared dont think keep this feel brain deteriorating constant stress sadness anger anxiety memory bad cant even remember key parts conversation morning even with im breaking smallest things ive lost  pounds month half dont know do dont want keep living like