im sick feeling like im nothingim really low point im frustrated ive struggled depression years past months feeling like getting better still bad days even bad weeks periods time felt like wasnt making progress general felt like things getting better now since summer started feel like im back square one back two three years ago feel worthless hopeless im sleeping well eating properly hate everything body personality feel unmotivated indecisive feel like im existing without purpose potential im wasting every day feeling horrible energy anything little bursts excitement things used passionate about theyre shortlived im starting feel like ill never get better cant keep living like this know theres something wrong cant get help parents take mental illnesses seriously think positive attitude would never understand im actually dealing with feel like one cares like life uninteresting meaningless compared everyone elses think redflag every day feel like get with