need reason stayplease help me ive bad relationship six years now good really good hes supportive loving helpful bad inner narcissist comes out tried break six months ago it cant stay away him meanwhile friends turning me hes painted exes crazy bitchesits likely hes me now im currently crisis situation hes recently stopped talking me im anxious upset cant sleep eat ive much him thinking hung there said right things stopped arguing him would eventually want back want believe everyone told harmful stay away him right cant imagine killing myselfbut want die want feel pain more thought found love first time life know love me probably never did pain much know die hurt people im tired feeling way please give reason stay