warning rapedsoooooooooio notes folder facts wrote sorry format happened im sitting feeling dirty disgusting awful help please im begging help hung tinder weird texts anothey place didnt know said take whores said didnt want go vehemently many times pulled hair choked called names forced me manipulative didnt submit leave mouth open mind gone pushed head couldnt see w going dick choked scared numerous times terrified begged use condom forced inside said stop pushed room hotel goes behind hotel first literally throws around slaps forced penis leaves let check go get condoms gets car accident was super low gas prob acts like genuinely likes person im genuinely terrified individual reinforces self doubt im sitting clothes underwear inside begged to laughed crying made think overreacting playing game no hes done girls im ashamed also im really mentally messed ptsd things happened afraid nobody believe please help please help happened im still wearing panties so im shaking im shaking dont know