got huge argument little brother pringles said you ruining life diei know said heat moment kept repeating head hurts bad bc family reason still hereand wanted get knife go bathroom smwand got weird excitedlike feeling stomach surprised kind scared mei sat thinking crying  minutesmeanwhile brothers enjoying movie eating pringles probably even remember saidalso thought ab think actually want die yet rn bc want say goodbye first stuffbut want suicide attemptnot like attention family realizes little sadness almost commited pringles