im going kill th birthday havent found girlfriend thenwhats im  years old ways wanted get chest im  literally never much held hands girl might think kisless virgin meme something doesnt exist nope im one ive one girlfriend brief time apparently didnt quite understand intentions found another boyfriend impression dating friday went date tinder felt went really well nope ghosted ive literally never girl express romantic interest me im physically attractive personality good wouldnt consider overly friendly nice core im good person im welder make stacks cash drive fairly nice car fairly nice place im exceptional regard im good solid guy didnt really get short end stick aspect life dont even necessarily want sex want actual relationship someone bring family think im gay nothing gay people im gay sort annoying people dont understand literally cant get girlfriend matter hard try others get relationships like normal thing cant reason dont get relationship time im  fear turn incel nice guy blames women general problems dont want happen therefore killing day th birthday if point relationship even something lasts week call real relationship would satisfactory me unfortunately isnt anything anyone except hope find relationship next two years haha sure im posting first place apologies spelling mistakes drunk monday night writing phone