rejection hurtsi applied job school lowpaying great experience leadership position would look good resum interview went great opinion girl conducted interview told sure id get job unfortunately interviewer one hiring passed notes hirer unfortunately me previous contact lady hiring aware mental illness selfharm previous redflag attempts got rejection email job today vaguely stated i lacked necessary skills job may sound ridiculous cant shake feeling perhaps hired lady charge hiring want crazy person staff team also threatened back october selfinjury continued would ask leave residence may looking deep reason still rejection hurts desperately wanted position knowing part reason get could scars wrist hurts even more thoughts