unable feel love cant get job snap still care  end it lolso fun fact  im chronically lonely yet whenever anyone expresses interest clamp push away get intimate cant sleep someone unless genuinely care or even love exists im sick it someone emotionally stunted also longing deep connection pandemic cut college going times short graduation happening lost job getting cant get one cause industry shrunk  im stuck home mom abused kid keep lashing friendsfamily still care me kill get done  even worth living go bed alone every night genuinely enjoy life like get ppl meant bad days goddamnit get one fucking good day year thats want one