feel like im stuck ruthi all im  years old live united kingdom near dover past  hours ive feeling low unhappy life right im final gcse exams im going get good grades ill probably getting ds es worse try hardest enough im overweight loser whos best enough never seem lose weight ive tried several times past unfortunately always seems fail skinny perhaps id confidence feel like ill probably commit redflag im  im stuck home pretty much everyday school finished friends teamspeak voip talk to couple friends school social life girlfriend heh me girfriend happening id like nice job wife daughter move canada think ive damaged much young child especially weight normal happy healthy weight teenager instead fat one goals life feel like ill never able achieve them feel like crying know do