anyone fear death im little scared aftermath unknowing heaven hell get reincarnated spirit continue living earth consciousness float space eternity spirit doesnt even leave body wasnt good enough heaven get tortured eternity also sort exciting know mean im excited die find out maybe dont particularly fear death though almost welcome it time strangely fear absence being friends family ones love suddenly gone universe im scared friends family laughing fun without me sort like fomo put simply im afraid dying im afraid havent lived enough hope die lot people miss me choose way id die probably murdered ghost killer getting netflix documentary maybe crazy freak accident results new law like illegal drive forklifts highway florida one guy stupid died something id want leave sort impact matter small want hear thoughts