anyone or know anything about dependent personality disorderi formally diagnosed this particular disorderhttpenwikipediaorgwikidependent_personality_disorder although ive diagnosed related problems like anxiety depression strong feeling it tick almost every single box however ive never met anyone else problem cant find anything reddit either except passing references someone ive cornered listening suggested post it many different issues hard know one ends another begins seems like one biggest feel utterly helpless make decisions life without someone else guide care me usually accomplish lowrisk lowpressure things like posting internet own anything that even seemingly simple tremendously difficult me mind constantly occupied thoughts alone year ive lost remaining serious reallife friend almost entirely result overdependence understand tiring others almost relationship family fear recently become reality every day gets harder harder accomplish even basic things lately feel forced circumstance habit like going work anything optional less regular even things like going grocery store become impossible me ambition kind no serious financial educational occupational family desires real goals life except surround people care rely on since desire ability carry myself thoughts frequently turn redflag as many years inability act make decisions makes fearful actually following through motivation might suppressed one issues depression ocd anxiety bodyimage problems maybe worst part words make anyone else understand it tried explain people left life get depression anxiety aspects cant grasp overwhelming feeling powerlessness comes things own think see sort helplessness people often feel depression ive experienced know difference enough peptalking usually motivated things depression something else all short new best friend falling sky cant think way solve becomes completely unbearable theres nobody near fill role need filled nobody ive met even relate it anybody experience this supposed do