cry helpim get story lol one person reads im fine also im  high adhd im medications grades mediocre basic thing dont feel happy sad never one other felt sad felt happy something brain switched th grade never felt thing worth awhile keep saying mental health recover own attention seeking im reacting emotions dont count much peers family hard make eye contact closest friends im losing friends never harder get them ambition sports parents make happy never liked them done anything always closest friends parents sometimes feel like text give something like value car rides food value anyone much husk person feel like would better gone without give anymore im tired able meet eye contact friend ethan th grade im tired things parents im tired feeling sad this im angry happy good im selfish dont deserve have im husk keeps giving feels like dont have presence dont know going kill myself everyday seems like better option