cant take anymoreim  years old hirsutism crazy leg hairstomach hairarm hair chest hair cant take anymore wake feeling disgusting go bed wishing never fucking born hate one ever love me wrote redflag note case ever it want to cant stand anymore everyone else family normal monster life gonna get worse might well leave cant hurt family cant hurt friends cry sleep every night wish day normal hairy disgusting want pain end want stop waking feeling hopeless im starting think way wake feeling hopeless wake all wrote redflag note case wanna wake anymore im gonna lose everyone whats point reason im family friends ill lose too happen me deserve this didbi disgusting fucking gross god ive lost motivation everything want okay ill never able feel happy again im tired im sick want kill badly worst part hair growth gonna get worse im fucking done nothing fucking matters end gets worse im waste space want pain fucking stop