im donei nothing going me money invest music production equipment new phone people house better shit makes feel jealous knowing this also im blind makes everything even worse since cant use apps like tiktok wattpad fanfiction much ease play cool games sighted people seem addicted to also cant watch youtube videos way since listen see im getting full experience makes sense memes gifs instagram feel really excluded everything especially since live era instagram food pics selfies memes reaction gifs feel like punished birth blindness even though thats case all mention im technically high school dropout since never finished senior year was supposed graduate couple months ago quit really isnt hope mei feel like nothings ever going right cant anything change circumstances fucking hate life id rather die keep living misery