im fucking seething right now hey long read really want someone hear this please give time today mom threw science project she knew working on notified like okay okayy really snarky tone asked apologize said well mess stuff never apologize stood fuck snapped back like lightning tell one time something stuff failed apoligize looked speechless  seconds since wrong could admit yelled get fuck room really glad stood bullshit one time weeks ago remember asked dishwasher  minutes got call friend angry yelled threw cd case me always makes breakfast morning whole week afterward stopped making breakfast lunch kind developing ed severely affected ate nothing except dinner one night using moms phone set alarm presentation next day guess saw set alarm every day am pm labeled maki dishwasher late breakfast lunch confronted actually said tell something it wait  minutes talk bullshit friends answer me left room cut later day good thing is today stood her didnt cut myself