really wish courage itthats really reason already done it people miss anything friends never relationship social skills garbage live places people age hangout see changing anytime soon im bullied time anyway lets know im utter failure human being parents say it know see disappointment wish different child know im suicidal refuse acknowledge anything theres one really cares im going through passions ambitions theres job would enjoy doing doubt theres job without screwing up want here peoples responses pretty negative feel like end it hope get courage soon