think im starting feel depressed dont know anything dont know dont know dont know go dont know anything know always lose always fall  like myth sisiliphus pushes massive rock cliff fall idk keep telling next time good one next time ill make never and never like way  wish like rest people wish human  wish could like rest world destined anyway  trade social life happiness  future never even accomplish sell life able physics earlier rest people  sell whole life nothing feels like bought burrito dropped floor figure mess eat hating every second walk restaurant  forever forget mistake  go rest life idk  idk idk idk idk king hate fucking hate hate everything please need someone talk