friend suicidal dohi friends reddit one closest friends feeling depressed suicidal long time over  years last night confided getting much worse recently feeling absolutely hopeless thing holding back much would destroy younger sister went it lie bed day wishing could stop existing one knows feels right now parents suspect therapist probably too already tried commit redflag before tell anyone else fears reactions mother quite forceful father complete opposite feels uncomfortable talking a stranger her therapist older sister aggressive loves younger sister much potentially upset her feels like burden family strongly believes putting they to were  right help us around gone university study parents tried force go university past two years friend interest whatsoever trying get job now stays bed day interest either ive depression though nearly long completely different reason tell ridiculously lazy family thinks lack even get morning constantly panicking paranoid everything although always show it im glad feels comfortable enough talk i person knows anything remotely similar know except listen try convince people love her etc i even know right thing do reliant pills always wishing pill cure cure that told every solution comes pillform looking back may cleverest thing say im bit lost person talk to want best friend possibly her so dearest redditors help greatly appreciated thanks lot hugs everyone