tiredmy partner trying best make feel better took long fill something school owe money cant blame anyone just genuinely think cant get job think could handle im scared leave house im unemployed school family also unemployed good one suppose go somewhere high like seven selling nudes easy nothing me good quality attractive features im charasmatic enough use able think right anything everything went shit want give think would kill partner tries take care dumb bipolar suicidal self sit room day alone day day im tired im lonely im trying find good way go wrong wish could go back normal