im ugly inside outim fucking failure whats point even living mediocre life  even family dont understand im feeling like say everything thing im disgusting looking cant even look mirror cant die already  know people care me cant even self harm anymore im constantly crying reason hate useless worthless ugly self dont want live everyday life seeing miserable face people care dont even care least wont care long want disappear nobody remembering me im worthless human even good look talented lot people way worse im still complaining makes even pathetic hope today itll work