one decision ruined life dont wanna live anymore i took  pills xanax still alive really ruined lifesomeone like doesnt ever deserve live happy life story im  yrs old engaged beautiful virgin supposed get married  years friends convinced go party play around married later wont able shit ofcourse dumb fucking follower protected sex random couple months later diagnosed incurable std  hpv warts fucking ruined life im piece garbage shit put family put everything swear god end disease me someone reading please dont listen fucking friends say ofc go ahead get married except damage goods  goodbye