people say pain temporary pain isthis isnt theres healing growing past this me pain head someone escape pain without dying thing causes pain themselves answer theres one way escape thats death way act way look talk think oh god way think one biggest sources pain nah cant escape that way thoughts jump one thought next like youre skipping tv channels fast complete nonsense try think get random clips songs past events stories quotes noises static pictures movement always moving completely still time theres escaping that toxic personality victimising narcissistic personality craves attention cant stand spot light pulling pushing away people ruining everyones lives causing drama completely unnecessary unnecessary thats it unnecessary weak god damn pathetic im dark see things move around little shadows grow big move towards me everything goes black go cold cant see theyre everywhere blocking in cant move make sound because tbh scare me longer look trapped feel lay eyes closed dont look else get you im probably tired hear feel heart beating im sorry