try help many people im fucked insidei really hope single person tried help read this lot medication nerve pain an label use anxiety mood stabilizing ive drank way much taken way many pills fractured tailbone already today boyfriend should even call boyfriend anymore know think broke up thats doing thats raised narcissistic parent thinking deserve nothing well take drug abusing parent know im fucked head enough know deserve living   month dosage neurotin originally nerve pain label use mood stabilizing anxiety  high dosage xanax clonodine sleeping aid prescribed cant bothered going purse find name one month  worth dosage shit load alcohol it think slow breathing trick helping others used help me kind of know anymore boyfriend asked ill see get home said maybe hell see me doubt see other