final try tho im still depressedi stopped new low saturday night took g aspirin one sitting went bed next partner love entire heart went bed hoping ill die sleep woke morning partially deaf nauseous lightheaded sick stomach done rushed er  driving placed icu almost immediately ended staying  nights  days hospital took various blood tests worried internal bleeding  brain swelling etc denied redflag attempts avoid psych ward said took headache lovely girlfriend going hard hit hard even though didnt know attempt im heartbroken ill never attempt