mum wants houseobviously extra expletives interspersed here crux shouting wouldnt mind thought id done well today  looked asd brother  hours made stew coming work spent four hours fixing washing machine getting numerous cuts probably need tetanus jab blazing row erupted wanted wash morning announced last night apparently need mind reader sister also unaware nevertheless cut bath ten minutes could wallow hour perhaps im shallow wanted least thank unpaid labour id given instead hear im lazy freeloader disappointment need leave bear mind physical disability makes moving lower body impossible unless want agony every step spoiler alert it according her im actually depressed  instead simply make rest household depressed wants out lack trying behalf last attempt thought huffing reality id collapsed kitchen am dragging bed spent next twelve hours vomiting overdose time ive gone different ive taken crazy pills should downed bottle two wine attacked wrist injected  units slow acting insulin tomorrow night hopefully problems disappeared