so mlive alone foreign country past  yearsfamily girlfriend back home seen since christmas  thanks rona life pretty much broken record stuck repeat wake up go work get home eatplay gamesread go sleep every time try something new get bored couple hoursday shitton unfinished stuff properly taken care apartment weeks cleaning gets indecent started smoking occasionally quitting couple years backliterally thing keeping going couple weeks every  months get se family gf past year destructive mental health know see therapist cannot bring it lack interest stuff extends welli probably sleep its am get  hours so comment ill try ti reply morning nice dayeveningnight rant bit