everything gets worsti came home worst emotionally draining semester college friday supposed fresh start transferred schools left horrible shitty friends behind blocked them everything got worst friends spent semester stealing me ripping work taking advantage stupid fucking personality car put  fried sister top coolant weeks destroyed engine cannot afford new car live town public transit job process background check cannot find another job applied thirty  bank account cannot afford prescriptions new glasses rent also lost  scholarships due administrative fluke old university im tired dont understand nothing runs smoothly even moderately okay im sick feeling like dont exist