never bend never break ive known  years school weve hung couple times got drunk together stayed late friends etc shes really cool person asked last year got rejected big time im fine position friend she keen staying friends block contact covid school started havent time talk irl ive asked wanted hang take walk easiest things plan get of live walking distance apart every time try suggest plan things ghosts me text im fine denied rejected please tell truth always answers something like mb didnt see message im sorry next time suggest dumb shit activities th cycle repeats making feel needy know im not trying hang friend havent seen catch up ive texted dont like texting im sick planning stupid activities wont answer seemed really sincere apology explaining doesnt know whats going on shes confused blablabla know irl believe intentions  pure rejection makes feel like shit sadness keeps making better shape less confident shape etc do block contact go house demand talk her idk guys feeling stressed