got institution redflag attempt boyfriend immediately broke mei posted several days ago boyfriend replacing me ended telling needed go mental institute receive help wanted get better mentally one went actually lead trauma it cheap institute handled terriblyi put violent wing crisis got prescribed antidepressants help battle depression anxiety im facing soon got out let rant rave much missed him happy see talk him much loved him thinking entire time reason stayed okay there broke and replaced person afraid replacing im absolutely heartbroken really want commit redflag cant cant go back there cant go back path im trying stay on want badly dont know