think redflag wrong certain contextsin certain situations see redflag logical choice anyone loves you friends job etc choice hurt anyone else whos say hurts you fact is know happens die could hell could nothing could greatest dreams come life risk sure think better current life which maybe do personally feel ethical stopping you keep mind context described above thats mention people terminal illnesses like anyways thoughts going it maybe maybe theres something better maybe ill family loves me maybe ill meet lover best friend again even dont see reason stay anymore ive battling thoughts  years think ive finally reached conclusion makes sense