byei go prestigious college northeast kind ironic since were known rampant student redflags even knew coming care drank koolaid going ivy id set life went well yeah marketing bullshit im still miserable here im  miles away home one gives two shits me still get rejected internship positions regularly despite  math cs tons shit resume work hs work now fucking nothing people lot less programming experience credentials get spots apple facebook spend hours classwork homework studying etc  way healthy barely sleep yet still barely pull average slightly aboveaverage grades everything fucking curved social anxiety cant talk girls im also pretty short good looking girls really talk either so basically im good anything never happy successful aspect life fucking bother even alcohol really make feel better anymore matter much drink know almost one care enough read point are id like say bye really many regrets ending misery sooner hope get life did