get class major next quarter im killing myself yes know stupid soundsi know stupid sounds look big picture second year computer science student next quarter school zero open seats class relevant field im very far away waitlist right now somewhere around th classes hold  people im taking gen ed classes next quarter obviously notoriously easy classes honestly think handle it reason ive able hold together college far love major pour heart classes perform really well im im going go mind boredom mention tuition parents paying k fucking nothing make  progress major basically sit waitlist already hate it ive got nothing ge classes theyre necessary nice filler taking really hard classes im already burnt out motivation keep going hate here want quit now theres reason keep going anyways