im losing iti love girl much get led left comes back happens driving insane cant stop letting love much im  ive gone much girl cant her lifes fuxked schooling gone shit try make music never good enough nobody cares enough help friends stab back constantly use friends since day one quit job girl spend time cant get part time job sell weed got money doesnt feel right drink drink trying numb doesnt work smoke weed gives horrible anxiety cant feel im turning emotionless dont know im going life cant end family cant im struggling hard fuck everything up feel like options everything fails nothing left cant talk people problems feel bad dont wsnt that one understand girl think multiple personalities admits fucks bad help