brother wants commit redflag doim  brother  stuck killing himself broke make enough money get by doesnt health insurance couldnt afford talk psychiatrist see doctor says hes depressed wants life end already talks now wants find easy way kill wants nothing life world terrible place wants buy gun much heroin says hes recovering heroin addict lately ambition drive hobbies nothing dont know help him try telling think would make happy work towards goals always something negative say doesnt want it wants dead