talk meim gonna post mostly posted rdepression day added effect wanting miserable life end one annoying symptoms ive got right now really really would love die idk symptom depression anxiety whatever something wanna talk about always like think something makes feel someone happy feel like gives meaning really prominent like theres massive noticeable change mood im thinking it theres always something whether im thinking gym seeing gains whether job ive applied for im always thinking keep happy often not forget it weird literally think im trying remember actually is forget is feel completely lost like meaning right really cant think something thats giving meaning really pissing annoying me sorry walk text probably makes sense whatsoever heres hoping someone understands mean idk wanna die lol