getting closecrying everyday cutting often can climax think weeks left maybe days get better now ill miss friends think leave know feeling working really hard like  hours straight finally get home take shower hop bed first time feet alllllll day cover sheets feel like cloud fall asleep like baby imagine thats feel right now feels like im working  hours straight strenuous physical labor going home taking shower standing front bed watching it im tired want lay down want just drift off love much think voice thats tugging shirt finally gonna take me