im tiredim tired life im  years old feel like ive experienced good experience life im good boyfriend guess relationships like me im much loner off small dick boot sex nothing great want able enjoy peoples company cant cant drink alcohol heart starts racing face turns red fuck eyes feel like theyre going pop head new years eve pretty sad me sat home kind  year old goes party drink get invited anything anyways life gets hard people turn substances ease it weed alcohol part yet cant that sober entire life take life without help cold fuck job outside hate cold around  fahrenheit day here miserable fuck winter started im lot shitty days im tired life im lonely im good maintaining relationships lot good looking girls never chance talk to im tired