dog went heart failure holiday weekend vet could take her find emergency clinic told  dollars fill  minutes paperwork dog even seen estimated k possibly save life most likely ending putting anyway congestive heart failure died  minutes getting phonecould taken emergency vet night thought cough occasional cough dryness desert thought bad since acting like herself even eating drinking otherwise next morning woke gagging choking clinging life rest endfeel immensely guilty may saved her poor broke cannot even afford get remaining dog another companion dogs size cost  two three months rent have cannot get shelter dog due apartments rules pass vet check extensive behavioral opinion vet cannot bring home dog questionable backgroundseparation redflag due strict are review approve everythingmatter fact cannot even get dog breeder complex needs full vet exam follower  business day decision allow dog breeders bring puppy litter basic check enough responsible full vet check possessioni feel depressed remaining dog clings leave side leave house  minutes sits ball front door returni cannot even get bed pet died broke take emergency vet