screwed upits okay nobody says anything think im awful too early morning im alone one awake talk im overwhelmed experiencing extreme anxiety basically screwed up took relationship long distance have sexually assaulted when tried report shut down afterward started seeing someone else even though relationship justified know handle well know im piece shit talked him ended breaking soon possible months ago tell aforementioned stuff ive cheated wish never knew still care started texting talked him asked confessed hates totally understand want give now im tired sad heart chest hurts bad ive tried something glad attempts unsuccessful cant deny urge again