easy painless way kill selfmy schizophrenia reached limits cant anything all head always keeps hurting always thinking always family willing help always turn head ask them brother stopped talking  years ago sister little friends schizophrenia when growing up people always thought weird avoided me spent rest year sitting front pc schizophrenics also social anxiety disorder body muscle starts hurt thing pc cant use illness my brain mentally stops me please please tell easy way finish please head always thinking alwaysi cant sleep want stop please help