first world problems im happy lifefirstly compared lot people subreddit bad all im broke friends goalshobbies im extremely ugly either really much life wanted it stuff ive done make mom happy im child parent tell happy me im taking sweet time trudging grad school putzing around jobs unrelated field money hobbies want stressed iron firsted asian parent never really coddled me really something talk her last time hugged her probably  tell also quite jealous sisters daughters gotten married even first boyfriend yet ive made attempts dating sake boring me thing last night got really drunk especially depressed kind started making plans assets would go really good goals kind want end it feel like great things going me feels empty meaningless 