friend committed redflagim junior high school exactly week ago friend committed redflag extremely close her saw everyday talked her ive known  years used brothers girlfriend last summer want get thoughts dont want talk anyone best friend went house getting alarming message boyfriend ambulance already saw take hospital next day heard coma went go see her seeing broke heart couldnt stop crying held hand im religious prayed miracle happen passed away next day cant sleep want interact anyone friend closer was cant stop thinking her every time close eyes see hospital bedas person whos diagnosed depression suicidal thoughts hurtsme even know felt parents wanted small private funeral today still go school cant pay attention schoolwork anyone give advice moving on least able daily tasks