tomorrow medepression something  years everyday like many people fight get bed even get up everyone around tears down never receive compliments goes right negative always everything wrong last weekend thought monday would day killed told wanted one last good weekend saw boyfriend went dinner got hotel argued whole time wanted couple good memories went nothing happy nothing day happy yesterday fell unconscious heard man saying  stay me asking what name is could hear wanted let go let go unconsciousness peaceful everything black like blind see anyone anything hear falling falling want feeling time want wake up side note redflag attempt yesterday medical problems sometimes get weak past wherever am really know point post is wanna die want head misery cant anything right barely hold job afford make ends meet everyone talks one tries boost point anymore therapist even told regressing know help anymore im lost