fucked even though im  younger sister finally pissed enough push say wanted beat crap her shes  blames panic disorder jerk despite never taking initiative better matter much help gets always yelling parents timequarantine made worse bad shes even nuttier half year locked in today stood told shes made life miserable thinks makes rest family stick neck make perfect even though stuff go through continued scream call asshole saying im older brother dont get say anything goes around me say god want beat crap push her even though would love said id much happier since least id get rage since shes going shape anyway wasnt actually going that wanted scared enough quit bitch course changed mind things matter second happened tried pull youre adultact age even though shes acting like toddler able go anywhere claims hit rib thoughts