may concernto may concern letter explain choose take life  years old easiest times dad left  years ago stole life savings meaning forced take loan get university little money im studying like students made worse fact know dad took money pissed wall past  months probably hardest ive encountered life want see doctor cannot  months verge tears sad upset reason hard next months get worse see light end tunnel girlfriend breaking point im ready go pretty much mum great person cancer depression dad left leaving care look best could mum done amazing job mostly sister well way success enjoying rest life pursuing dream unfortunately think achieve this know feel doesnt know  scars ive done relieve pain away home ups downs like said summer comes leave go home things get worse im ready go want think concidered seeing doctor many times im either embarrassed think get rut friends time great friends go people best mourn passing grieve better place even afterlife heaven better planet know go take last breath breath coming soon within next weeks people took piss bullied said anything succeed fuck you thank x