hate hate kind word detestability selfinflict upon myself traitor mind wanting betray heart usurp throne purloined soul left empty vessel take heed salvation fear death fear life mercenary cruel unjust bishop shall condemn purgatory unpayable debt shall never reimburse shall yield shall executioner however fight kick scream writhe like woman labour fateful day shall meet hooded apparition embrace kin shall burned pit unending torment last soldier precipice hope shall defend unending hoard shall clad armour steely stubborn will greaves protect falling ambition chasm inhibition shall wear pair formfitted yet gaped gauntlets wield blade desperation fight inevitable damnation endowed eternal hate knowis fate pessimist disappointed optimist vent poem