yesterday disciplining son things productive hoped for looked support husband response  well annoying could stop it get car drive lake would us favor know antidepressants stuff would like stop making lives miserable would hurry along responded husband notsuicidal was would tellsomeone drive car lake concerned husband plotting death  know bit extreme like said suicidal think husband wants dead turn dead want people think me understand right place know turn friends confide want someone know turn dead me husband playing mind games 