sad go hospital wontwell last night feeling awful took tylenol sleep aid mg clonzepam bad kill obviously fall asleep right away ignore world worked well woke extremely dizzy okay thats pointless backstory really want kill myself ever before today seems like great day money house mess friends s km away one would even notice days im tired alive dealing unfair im done course cant kill oding drugs awful id probably throw up alive impossible cruel case wondering reason im edge right girl im good friends went date last night know care like like that made upset jealous top off kept secret knew would upset me alive deserve want be edit umm hi guys clue anyone see this im alive worry im honestly surprised many people messaged commented appreciate lot im feeling bit better every day struggle guess yesterday much thanks again