fucked girl love going die aloneso last month posted facebook saying going deactivating social media pm numbers friend  years really hung much lately always real close kinda hard explain think close friends see often due adulting  anyways messaged number asked doing started talking back forth week nye hits ask plans put guest list band like actually work band sold show wanted see her things going good nye got drinks hung around whole time one following around gave long hugs told loved i assume platonically intimate assume due alcohol show am nye hugged goodbye told going backstage asked could come told allowed wasnt got home around am night sent text saying good seeing hang out adding preferably tomorrow think may came strong eh drunk message aggressive all really overly friendly get reply it would assume may hungover read morning she may asleep falling asleep sent message sent another message  days later mutual friends art museam opened casually saying proud theyre well asked yet get reply  days pass started get bothered wondering doid anything wrong today sent following message  hours ago hey realized may ass dipping backstage end show want think flake want hang out im sorry text maybe weirdly worded dip backstage early kinda told goodbye went backstage end show big deal since reply assume may mad try go somewhere show know either way selfish dick over want fix it id give anything fix it love her over