want attempt redflag least feel somethingi want attempt redflag im miserable live thats fine thats also fine maybe someone care then want show people im pain im danger feel like one takes seriously like one knows much pain im in nobody understands want make know need show them people care theyll see maybe ill feel something ive miserable years want kill everyday every hour ive never able attempt im weak pathetic feel like im lying myself end week im going try wether live die im it