parents expectations high let preface saying post reddit frequently anymore im sorry somewhat place needed vent frustrations group hopefully support me thats way parents driving wall lately constantly talk getting sat scores apush grades up driving insane reference ive already gotten  sat far away enough get moderately decent college enough go school want attend want get music engineering degree theyre insistent get degree whatever engineering make sure im successful want college happy live life see fit need making  figures long enough live ill perfectly fine cant seem understand that theyve turned criticizing whenever im anything schoolwork spare time like jesus christ let hobbies live life peace point im starting want live expectations show content life without following perfect step step plan fulfillment cant fucking deal anymore im sure guys delt too im wondering fuck managed deal it thanks coming ted talk