fuckim fat ugly im never eating again need get skinny girlfriend meets me ever misfortune so wish hundred pounds thatd sexy cut first time weeks think dont even keep track anymore always end making resorting back pathetic self destructive ways dads right im attention whore teenage girl tantrum want shoot front him want mentally fuck up everything hes done times called fat times said acted like mom times called whore dyke times beat times pushed stairs times threw drink times hed lock room fucking everything deserves deserves it still want stab myself right fat fucking thigh dont know why need to