sorry thisheya guys hope well idk anymore anything throwaway account hard communicate whats going head while first year uni going hot honest high class family people organized naturally smart someone odd duck right well guess thats place feel like everything complete joke failure fuck point could even say life hour ago put pipe top door wedged couldnt move put belt tried pushing head through couldent succeed lot harder looks movies even one would assume self hanging would go went sat chair held samurai sword stomach thought could pull one samurai moves no much work guess im strong minded fuck ok sorry guys butchered post disorganized hard follow kinda like mind thought process reminds song paranoid black sabbath fit rage paranoia im scared talk family friends canada redflag service help anymore help happy thanksgiving fellow canadians way