redflag pact time commit redflag year know life improvei made pact  life doenst get better time hit  commit redflag  realize good gets way going get worse out one storm worth whethering quality girlfriend two closish friends within one year im going end it cant tolerate loneliness anymore world cheapskate city feel like owe loyalties hang there tried already feel like ive experienced last vestiges life offer beyond endless sea torment waves longer enjoy life people beneath me feel like ive placed wrong age redflag seems reasonable years time nothing improves