im ready go fuck many things leave behindthe realization one cares alive dead hits hard im like toy used play children one theyve forgotten about moved from one left shelf randomly thrown cardboard box left rot decay forever buried underneath tower cardboard boxes like landscape beige mountains ive always remembered them hoping probably vain that one day light flood casket ill feel fingers wrap around again hold tight somewhere buried deep inside me know truth im forgotten one cares im alive dead one cares enough nothings ever enough me hate it hate thing inside head manipulating everything make look like selfish monster takes takes takes never gives anything back im like that yet finding starting believe it going fuck everything im completely isolated unloved consuming whatevers left blackened soul along way kill me redflag end thats itll look like yes itll murder ill murdered head bully crushed soul gave monster im tired fighting im tired living people care me maybe hang myself still care dont thing stopping it knowing im going leave behind fuck lives badly love them always distant intimate connection them another burden busy lives need me theres plethora people turn im gone thats whats sad replaceable could disappear tomorrow one would blink everyone would continue lives been cant then ampxb sorry bit long even know anymore one read this ill forgotten somewhere normal now