tonight might nighti think anyone really gives shit care anymore im currently sitting desk staring math homework understand slightest sobbing fucking eyes out im fucking fed shit every fucking day get treated like dirt every single fucking person life professors boss parents even friends treat like fucking trash im sick it ive tried reaching people give single fuck either theyre busy lives im paying them feel human anymore im fucking lonely girl ever loved left  years ago day gone day without crying her last heard said going porn find job want hold never happen need fucking hug need somebody tell ill okay want things go back way used young clueless im college even know fuck im doing im fucking stupid really get anything done right im fucked right need help