shit sucks last  days lost wife child house car job next financial stabilitythis first time able charge phone last month liver probably going fail kill myself first time remember drunk excluding thisall started rape accusation enough shit stacked almost found guilty something god knows do wife divorced found unfit parent lost job could afford car anymore nothing clothes phone which plan donating shortly this backpack suppliesim known pedophile area nobody go to money even leave nothing leftall life end see happens next god know iti feel need privacy anymore since got morphine willing answer questions poverty crime suicide