well hey reddit well couple months ago got first girlfriend past months amazing ive never happier yesterday was fun told join discord got really happy since played minecraft together lot thats said horrible words im going give straight im lesbian now nothing wrong lgbtq kind stings first girlfriend thought things going really well guess not asked realized explanation follows mean slow process basically november basically privately decided wasnt really interested dating men came along like ok nvm like started feeling like something off like every reason happy relationship something missing talking one friends lesbian started talking ended realizing suddenly clicked found missing really need advice deal since really fucking sucks ngl