pointthere point life anymore cant get job im  live parents boyfriend constantly tries help me telling need get job know need fucking hard im worthless human being past days ive tired alive want get life already im exhausted since last night pressure chest hard breathe get sudden waves bursting tears im much coward myself cant it want live finally confessed bf im tired alive told want like this want gf like this said i problems well see ending life im crying much everything thinking ending life stupid support one takes seriously say im fucking depressed want die never amount nothing end like parents  working paycheck paycheck trying make ends meet dreams stupid boyfriend probably hates leave find someone prettier happier point