lied myselfi told id never get point failed causes follows a failed math part tsi could cause get college program want already took remedial math still failed cant get program literally never happy absolutely want life b fucking bed bugs nasty rash bites c watch husbands family put brothers wives pedestal treat well husband tossed aside religous belief theirs d laws never gave us wedding gift card literally told us happy wedding yet day acted like greatest day life hate fake people e friends live far away jusy drive see starting become extremely lonely f politics g someone thought friend using me h husband family claims family everything yet obviously theyre not family literally bat shit insane cant stand makes sad basically us world im literally tired exhausted cant go on want end right here im tired trying im tired failing im tired feel bad im gone would husband bur time maybe would favor