well boss officially hates mei work last week last week doctors office building absolutely one here meanwhile everyone else vacation  weeks except me stay dreadful office  hours think thats fair im struggling significantly mental health   pm came office late times got  cause barely get sleep nightmares hallucinations today came late im anything answering phones sitting  hours boss angry talk im late hired here definitely convinced full hates me suspected know everyone literally hates meall family thats zero friends im school cant even focus anymore depression thoughts getting bad im really ready now