one lieeverything ive thought anything big delusion know sounds angsty big lie pretending happy everyone thinks im better ever ive never alone empty entire life im still broken im better hiding it sort selfrespect realize friends people life last couple years hate guts completely act like want real yet everything feels empty time worse ever makes fucking sick people tell im good guy anything jerks even ive got really good living complete lie feel like actual self im hollow completely gone ive autopilot long know genuine anymore almost miss dying inside feeling compared dead inside feeling