dont hate things mess upi wanted new new year last year everything shit surprised didnt kill last year plans new forgot get pass move on want be good job awesome boss i work home helps playing crossfit n mma planing ask girl my fiance left mnths ago course life bitch work much get little hours we r small company got make much behind many bills i laid months be got job everything adding n cant take anymore cant afford gyms cuz bill stuff ontario expensive im afraid asking girl cuz much trust issues home get bossed around told everything even pay major bills really wished ended life last year really didnt want feel like year  days feel cane back kicked nuts