advice pleasei psych ward due redflag attempt essentially police officer detained brought hospital hospital assessed trying vague trying kill try dodge questions bit first told honest thought dishonest told best way get tell happened never anyone talk talked samaritans wanted kill gave every detail problem told involved told bit suicidal time happened without mental illness ended redflag watch psych ward every detail told psychiatric record every doctor nurse assess ashamed personal also worried redflag watch hospital would ruin career opportunities cause troubles life future every conversation recorded trust ppl need somone talk expect open anymore im tired need get kill asap realised living sample observed want know going kill im discharged not problem made felt suicidal personal never told anyone problem happened since last months unfair involved problem even know someone tried kill herself opposite bed said doesnt want apparently gonna make things worse need fake want get advice please need advice suicidal quite already thought got someone talk getting things chest first trying plan get back feet get much