fault snd cant take anymoreeverything fault diagnosed crohns disease teen husband knew sick married me entire time dated never flare knew sick never seen it fast forward  years flares high risk pregnancyour daughter teen crohns become bad cannot work sick work sick enough disability last two years flares almost back back last month hospitalized worst ischemic stroke suffered illness vastly exceeded fmla lost employment caused us lose house forced us move family several auto withdrawals set working tried put stop pay two still cleared causeing overdrafts husband mad talking me may better yelling silence also painful maintains silence even front daughter blames everything able pay bills worked losing house moving family overdrafts fault never misses opportunity tell me large life insurance policyhe would never worry money always said would rather money says nothing maybe time solve problem me permanently means plani know supposed do know right thing is death would probably fault too