thank making  bearable god begin think went lot crap year loved ones dying isolation friends family  kinda shit show ive suffering mental illness past four years year pushed lot thought could handle therapist dumped beginning year felt lost id working two years part felt like id betrayed bounced around lot different therapists programs everything online really get close enough anyone really feel comfortable working them started new school beginning year transferring senior year difficult especially pandemic cant form kinds tight relationships classmates person burned lot bridges old school found feeling alone hopeless people could interact family lets honest go well constant arguments inability go often id like felt suffocated hopeless everything going hell around you theres one life trust enough talk it option seems like redflag joined reddit year half ago much began spend time home started spend time reddit joined rteenagers maybe two months ago started posting get whole lot interaction posts interaction got enough help get shitty year messaged redditors got added discords commented posts helped remind world small seems alone none us ever truly alone matter finding right communities join thank getting year giving something live for heres less shitty  love luisa