fuck yallill delete hours reading fuck you scared think theres better life anywhere think cant anything know what want deserve live yet here go around ill kill myself ill kill depression something chose care doctor psychiatrist told anxiety adhd whatever bullshit want hear excuse seek attention ability read this thats it posses enough find yourself know care im sick im making fun even though looks like am im sure im breaking tons rules right now want say fuck comment things like wrong real medical condition yeah mothers friends diagnosed heavy stages cancer none died cus knew wont believed believed doctors know english sentences grammatically wrong fuck fuck fuck