suicidal thoughts lately health issuesit started  initially heathy good sudden developed frequent urination along kicked health redflag took months finally got it year good got acidity issue later developed tinnitus devastating phase life lost girl loved anything this cut social areas year say entire  went recovering that finally feeling better started moving on bamm another issue popped up allergiesthen dealing point got severe upper respiratory infection medsnow that took vaccine see pigmentation buccal mucosa dentists saying normal dermatologists stated oral lichen planus idk do diseases noncurable coming me fault suffer thesenow scared cancer gives heath redflag time really feel hopeless feel like body supporting me scared angry frustrated notthis suicidal thoughts came mind idk dodoctors helping much accurate diagnosis feel like loop experiencing bad events need help