late expect spelling mistakes this story references  written spoilers guess   trench whistle called night sergeant shouted men lined walls would soon go top would soon go running field barbed wires dead bodie infront machineguns jim filled andrenaline waiting for finally get fight rot dirty trench weeks months lets go get germans jim shouted men stood ready charge responded shouting hussah loudest could bravery mostly false save like jim afraid be knew likely shot even get trench few almost relieved years bleeding starving freezing place called the western front place never changed likely finally free place suffering place like frozen time even though different thoughts went different peoples mind would matter wanted happen reached german trench got slaughtered way thing one could know soon enough call came whistles rang out men shouted like feared hope fell first seconds others rushed straight towards enemy trench among ran jim know running wanted save world wanted hero simply everyone else did answer question now time think now another whistling sound spread across muddy broken fields sound knew well sound artillery look everyones face same look horror even though got used hit relative safety trench field machineguns rifles artillery aiming directly different tried running even fell feeling pride left jim what fuck here thought i need get away now amount men behind made impossible run back could continue thing frightened jim guns firing prepared this always thought would brave go top now nobody was nobody would ever be everyone tried hide it nobody wanted seen weak mentality showing weakness got forward bullet struck jim matter brave trenches love life bravery accept fact shot tried get back up couldnt please help me cried please love god leave here nobody heard him continued cry help words never left tongue continued try fight death couldnt is everyone feels die thought jim given trying get help answer no everyone dealt last time differently people like mikhail died accepting point trying fight it others like sam died without ever getting chance think it died like jim trying fight it end everyone dies dies home beds others muddy field france everyone matter believe in matter done through finds eternal sleep eternal peace