e next week think time leavei going say im near end rope ive since lost rope years ago still going actually keeps here well one method readily available quick method that much kept tethered besides people dog ive lost almost enjoyment things loved im tired bone all the time andi see benefit here ever frustrate piss people off even closest friends deserve someone like me deserve someone better im pathetic cant anything right live fantasies time order cope oppressive thoughts many reasons want die needed get here