m social life complete loserdont really know begin this put simply im  im fucking loser ive always guy without many friends guy without social life spends time infront computer why know maybe bullied pretty much middle school maybe bother sign sports younger maybe fact im attractive shit personality hate going instagram snapchat seeing people usually  years younger living fucking life people proper social lives actually become something grow up mean friends also gamers like also shit besides sitting day know ive wanting vent since  never really it maybe still hopes future ive tried selfimprovement never really seems work maybe people pay attention that give bad impression am really go bed really get head first im sorry seems like im rambling thanks