fucking hate lifeeverybody fucking hates me family mocks trying desperately cling onto friends met online take fucking joke want kill myself killed somebody else hide computer fear posts rredflagwatch found want keep posting place canvent everything sucks high school sucks face sucks fucking art sucks life sucks want happy but may better solution make others happy notice everything goes well around maybe keep way hell lose friends any pets fucking avoid try bite fingers off despite love care family hate me mock me want throw fucking curb hell even born and god real many others like feel way i dont fucking want feel way  me ugly bullied care others myself why world cruel falling apart caused it want diejustto die