shitty teenager want kill myself need helphi first time rredflagwatch last tried commit redflag almost  times failed them unfortunately  years old yes young people feel like young want live surely want to want to shitty childhood shitty everything  years old kissless virgin likes videos games animemanga one interested me probably mocked back interesting one ever interested me course reason want kill myself life painful get hurt hurt others useful even am one cares one gives flying fuck please give reasons kill myself already know experience love literally unlikable probably alone single also dying alone want live anymore destroy me erase existence