cant anymoreim tired everything everyone anything life offer one cares help me trust anyone anymore experiences old friends constantly stay bad friendships pushing away anyone whose nice head thats good true want trust anyone seems like good friend know able bear hurt again already cant bear anything else dont wanna bring anyone else apparently thats here im done dont want anymore friends havent pushed away yet im hiding everything them know problems im acting think im improving cant continue burdening anyone although wish strength keep myself know dont everythings getting worse dont know much longer handle for nothings worth it try