dear future wifehey right now feeling lonely am happy arms another man hope latter im sorry stay you im sorry go ever even meeting you im really sure wouldve looked like sounded like felt like ok know wouldve loved till last breath will last breath car doubt redflag exhaust works pistol still maybe fate wanted us together fate gave miserable lonely crippling sad life know wouldve done anything see smile make happy truly hope guy thats fate im gone love like shouldve hope god loves unconditionally forever happiness matters me make god make life happiest be im willing put pistol lords head need be want happy be im sorry darling hope happy without me