need yalls advice apology hey rteenagers need advice apology already sent girl hurt past would guys mind take look it thoughts would appreciated  apology listen dont really know got point across march apologized last done really hard thinking past several months believe me summer one hardest portions this constantly thinking past wrong except times friends side then like that nothing mattered days got back home thought everything more venting ashton tonight actually scared thinking gonna myself entirely intention swear wouldnt him gone through stemmed back one problem havent able get past multiple years now frankly starting affect much dont know feel same quarantine changed everything im politically motivated somewhat fit kinda ironic ngl considering state affairs last spoke starting delve theology starting better myself thought maybe maybe repair seventh grade pride spiteful attitude time respectively trying hurt spite  anger lack pride since regained guess point telling life specifics happened ashton past hours feel like screwed everyones including my lives process whatever happened seventh grade wish part group again made peace ryan admittedly big step considering pure hatred past unsubstantiated all wish us least speaking terms more miss had friendship mean cried first time long time tonight long night recalling terrible things selfish arrogant ass past truly brings name shame names siblings came me majority honour actions years ago again truly sorry truly horrid things put seventh grade hope youll forgive maybe could friends least speaking terms im sorry super lengthy get everything chest yknow ive carrying burden years decided time release all youre really good person heart seems like much changed since last spoke friendly terms still good artist again sorry things you arrogance pride got better me hope maybe speaking terms friends group kinda misses you know miss friendship that formally apologize several years ago