bad person ruined relationship best friend zoey literally best friends hung pretty much every day talked deep stuff things wouldnt tell anyone ended telling shit going life deserves better said cant sleep night feels like life isnt going anywhere doesnt care happy not feels numb constantly told mentally exhausted was wish could catch breath parents alcoholics dont make much money emotionally abusive high expectations grades motivation work even though felt like trying really hard still made bs cs really close let really personal stuff like weed overdosing melatonin birth control reason btw hate people weed shes literally  family history addiction like dont understand whats going head lmao convinced teenagers felt empty her burden normal couple times cried talking things like breakups stuff got down lasted long time cried boy longer relationship lasted couldnt take anymore loved much let convince deserves feel constant pain tried talking solutions said think could think talking school guidance counselor know theres stigma guidance counselors end day professionally trained deal exact situation course would never talk behind back force talk them offered write email them myself mention name see first steps could make did let read email take parts didnt want share like weed thing lol felt really good it told me understood cant hurt reach someone next day guidance counselors literally pulled class sat talk her without her fine first wanted didnt want talk scary ask help understood that guidance counselors talked lot stuff went well opinion said right thing good friend her shouldnt let get caught personal life said job speak her kinda agreed one point brought something talking parents said didnt think would good idea said get it ended asking name made mistake giving them know told zoey wouldnt sounded like gonna help her ended it mind probably know better me want name probably good reason apparently used name look student contact files immediately called parents told zoey personal shit even said grounds take away parents at least zoey told said that course dont condone anyone taken away family got really angry blamed commotion said parents really mad saying personal stuff home life told shes attention needs stop told thought parents assholes because are intention never call agree shouldve checked zoey giving name counselors moment seemed like right thing over seemed like things calmed again said shes sorry overreacting still loves me good again apologized genuinely told never meant happen wanted happy week later came again said something got heated argument angry selfdiagnosed even though literally showed every symptom ruined life told obvious never meant happen never said anything without permission except name moment thought right thing do im sorry kept yelling me reason couldve gotten taken parents replied and gets nasty dont believe said that doesnt make sense sure literally suck parents doesnt mean get taken away say that probably said fucking reason thats said dont ever talk blocked me havent spoken since angry moment said things definitely didnt mean wished guidance counselors never called stupid parents couldve worked own told talk parents told didnt want share name asked anyways called anyways everythings mess wanted fucking happy guess shouldve left alone dont think anyone deserves feel like burden life pointless fair her deserves better im ok never wants talk again get it wish could see fog realize intention never happen wanted happy terrible person done instead help someone situation