redflag letter would sound something like thisplease take moment understand depression real isnt saying want kill rather something pushed move really accepting time really didnt want live people anymore sometimes dark time gets dark redflag may feel like thing person get hurt constantly battle selfhate low self esteem following reasons dear people world first thing would say become good person stop assuming people going understand you even tell do means parents family friends heres say used live life lot pain carry onto now past wanted live one else live everyone else rather myself causes good amount hurt carry along hurt thoughts well suffering causing person feels like one understands everyone sick hearing shit hard understand lot people assume able certain things age mom came today told handle pain young dad cant old excuse mom cant handle pain body went throught chemo reformed this time ill let pass mom really love love try get scared whats come see life robbed you young age taken away country told marry guy did much it that exploded cried broke got lost remember telling stories end day forgot rest started see good ugliness remember one time mom saved life right watched mrs doubtfire learned heimlech maneuver scene movie remember day vividly fainted right mint ball flew out white red stripes already wore off today told forget give person couldnt handle stress fucking tired hearing shit beat cancer  carrying around pain long finally starting see straight people always assume im problem okay thats fair say im fucking problem doing need figure way isolate peoples worries pain makes sense need always involved hurt came accept became crazy  yo kid sense purpose father er failed choose accept one another supposed give cant handle stress day knife slit wrist first time see thats problem society people tend assume dont know someone elses pain brings carries fact do feel way us act stronger others would redflag letter would isnt giving up caring anymore living world people dont seem understand failing understand itthem feel like prison thoughts really understanding life taught stop always giving kinda sad im writng complete opposite redflag letter now given everything life want die makes sense  yo im given anything explode try figure shit tend always failure people even tell someone please hurts ask it do start see inner good order get shit hole youre in people remain humble safe place times god forgotten people suffering add pain world bleeding everyones sorrow born alone die alone world comes existence soon never exist one day live anything love