gonna second birthday days able celebrate health want stopmay  everything went perfect happier ever life great friends great home fullfilled dream passing test art school got place one weekend working hotel working backoffice like usual hot working hard nothing unusual past weeks already experienced little symptoms blurred vision headaches weight loss high blood sugar low potassium pain side hospital gave potassium tablets point still alright suddenly went downhill dinner felt incredibly nauseaus mouth got sore almost every touch bruises mouth resulting got infected stomach got worse worse despite medication felt incredibly sick hot cold nauseaus time dizzy times felt like dying dragged doctor almost collapsing waitingroom said fever probably kind flu sent back weeks passed condition got worse day went again another blood test everything alright potassium low again prescribed potassium could take due overly sensitive stomach tried eat raisins contain lot potassium one day lie anymore got vitamin b complex pills condition improved parts hope went another doctor mother told would always bit weird head doc laughed claimed would simply stick finger throat simply eat switched doctors more told everything sent hospital gastroscopy colonoscopy severe gastritis despite acid blockers hplyori allergies tested negative apparent reason inflammation got pantoprazole take day done shit got back doc waiting weeks hoping pantoprazole would something ran another blood test vitamin low b potassium aswell again tsh high got b injection since burning mouth disappeared symptoms stayed months passed sent different hospital another gastroscopy gastritis onlymild now still there ran blood tests aswell see them thing able catch blood sugar  eaten  hours gave find anything either tested diseases like aids parasites aswell negative went back doc final blood test tsh  high ultrasound neck thyroid gland know english turned normal sized said nothing would wrong must mental issue months already sat several times meditating listening therapy cds hopeless trying find cause problems life aside current health sent therapist go since months now get along pretty well yeah feels like trying find something yet exist also seems bit clueless now weeks ago friend sent article woman almost exact symltoms story turned magnesium deficiency filtered several internet sites tried find trustworty information sounded plausible magnesium important body tied potassium also connection insulin resistance also year beforeni moved taken magnesium supplements regularly always slight problems magnesium deficiency stopped taking moved here started taking mg magnesium every morning stomach could handle suddenly able sleep night without waking numb arms could sleep  hours frequent headaches completely disappeared could finally dream again heartburn got less frequent muscle cramps bad anymore thought finally solved puzzle problem could handle mg stomach searched alternative supplement could take better found one woukd absorbed differently apparently upset stomach much ordered it days passed took mg day condition got worse again day day understand still dont switched back old supplement quickly felt better again take  mg upsets stomach mother allow doctor visits thinks focus therapy soon move boyfriend work less frequently improve mental health problem family situation matter say listen act like crazy almost  years passed now watch friends go life young lifes successful two important years got wasted optimistic recently just know anymore see way anymore feel like someone stole  years life still stop without reason behind it could turn time back know would change know causes this never really believed god prayed end many times now least know bad god sick this pain nausea sickness explaining every day even though nobody take serious anywaywhen started  days amgonna  want life back want healthy again nothing else cant live like anymore another year month week want find way bad film trapped in