people care late im sick everything probably drown sea comments please overlook mei accepted people care im gone bad people care all kind like people subreddit posted sub yesterday saying going kill myself decided push another day seemed like chore maybe today ill it maybe day idk yet look see fake humans everywhere cringe nobody truly cares people may shrivel care me ive pushed away ruined bond fake love hurts way bump bruise ended dying yesterday honest someone like use world reason alive ive tried soul searching ive tried looking passion nothing ever work nothing gives joy theres way death least peace im still alive still hate that im good anything never good anything energy anything productive feed peoples lives sleep schedule diet eternally broken mindset never changed im horrible stubborn human cannot change care progressing life get anywhere deeper inside hole suicidal ideation comfort fact always wildcard killing makes relieved feeling low cannot last forever need end point likely end death