im tired anythingim sorry im rambling hard understand im awful words im exhausted energy anything im failing behind school one friend family seem care much me im two year behind high school im supposed graduating year im sophomore third year row im gonna pass year really stressing parents helping mention im online school because social anxiety too pathetic fail one friend who met online seem care much me im someone talk friends paying attention them parents ignored two times reached out talked school counselor freshmen year first sophomore year told suicidal selfharming times called parents times theyve never brought me make fun cutting myself needless say reached parents since let get professional help anyway im failure child would spend anymore money me im sick alone im sick never good enough anyone im sick everything want sleep day id get yelled at ive tried kms three times really want try