girlfriend  years left facebook im insecureshe emotionally made manipulated meinto solely dependant her ive long  years mom died guilt grief nobody came around id notice little things like shed tell nobody else cares bunch things along lines nobody care me slowly started fully believe recently blaming stress im going psychtherapy trying better best can broke today facebook asking tell itll okay woke nightmare i get night terrors really bad nightmares possible ptsd conflicting illness feel really suicidal right im starting comprehend maybe blame pressed issue typing simple words box happened im lost really want live anymore