feel like antidepressants working im lazyi take medication prescribed feel anything doctor tells something along lines stuff depressed medication alone make feel better improved life without medication probably need it improve life without medication im lazy never anything get medication put work feel better im lazy end day fault im depressed none medication ive tried worked fault marketable skills get real job fault go seek skills worst part also fault killed yet means know it certainly get left alone long enough pull off still reason im damn lazy cant even take easy way