think quote least correct wrong sticking past days depression started  years ago bullied school staff surface sound bad treatment went genuinely left permanent scar me emotional turmoil put young age saw quote twice day kept sticking realized true feel like emotionally matured past point young happened stuck past  years still throw tantrums fear alone naivete even methods self harm childish still feel like child literally feel process emotions like child does know even move past trauma think will emotional state including depression everything brought it changed  years maybe things feel like getting worse dealing bigger problems able emotionally handle older get biting chew  year old problems alot different almost  year old problems want get help bad even know start myself let alone financially stuck here you emotionally mature past age traumatized at