rough weeki never really thought id here right im lying bed unable sleep heroin withdrawal really really really cant find motivation get tomorrow go class suffer through it cant help think much easier would anything ive been hit hard week im crippling awful debt decades leave school whether cliche loved girl loved to then didnt that ive gotten girls before could again feels like straw broke camels back would much fucking easier give up get drunk shoot get high every single night help escape boredom shit thing over really responsibility listen this anybody else gives damn feel right now im kind of venting guys know want die tell want give up feelings work money drugs life guess dying way that know