go doctors go doctorsso basically im pretty sure anxiety depression lot stress im mainly depressed stressed past like  years im   girl live uk ive whole therapy thing million different people never really helped feel fine im talking ive left room feel always shitty havent seen therapist year hate it hate speaking answering questions hate telling stupid life story reading load files hate everything it like really nice people dont hate hate therapy really doesnt help me basically want try taking medication im  dont know whether prescribe anything ive given pills sleep even though didnt really need problem wasnt couldnt get sleep avoided completely past week ive basically slept day watched netflix night havent really gone all want try pills see help want kill almost day dont want go doctor tell feel talk someone months dont know tbh cant deal bullshit anymore oh yeah also im actually diagnosed things thats part problem bc idk actually diagnosed first what