thanksi everything im unhappy spite that lol feeling ashamed that also feel bad opportunities have cry think suffering world enough think myself know do im basically bad person ive always selfish arrogant live compassion others want love want carefree spread hate sorrow worry nothing help fellow human beings parents siblings many victims doings world even here right live way others suffering yet distribute options ampxb know do ill write new farewell letter take time think end thank listening last selfish act best know long great joy im sorry im sorry could help anyone ive hurt many im sorry im sorry good apologize here even real life please waste time help others here crawl attention