dont know get better hello age  location uk gender male diagnosed with psychotic depression anxiety im much medication dont seem getting better getting worse medications are  mirtazapine mg daily night  duloxitine mg daily morning  quetiapine mg daily night  diazepam mg prn panic attacks im suicidal im self harming cutting myself im hearing phone whispering again im paranoid police coming arrest me im anxious go outside im depressed want lay bed day drug big sleep im stuck rock hard place tell psychiatrist know put adult mental health hospital im terrified happening dont tell anyone probably end killing mixed feelings redflag moment anyone give advice do thanks replies