finally ready dieive come realization life me im meant find love im meant meanigful friendships anyone im supposed alive enjoy anything anymore nothing makes happy people lie make feel better nothing genuine always someone better im always one left out im always one deal alone accept it im tired accept fucking alone fuck everyone else passing blame onto anyone tried tried meet people long time now ive tried daily cant shit anymore im tired fucking excuses im sick overall life gives fuck anymore hope left heart im done torturing self therapy work meds work extracurricular actives help nothing helps ive tried much cope feel better life end day im alone one fucking person life tosses fuck aside chance fucking gets im tired it im fucking tired lies much anyone elses dont care iwant fucking die dont care hurt fucking process