update  old habits die hardprevious post herehttpswwwredditcomrredflagwatchcommentscabhupdate_im_still_alive utm_sourceshareamputm_mediumios_app last  days think day posted original post millionaire debt k managed start company selling services made around k first two weeks guess did used leveraged longed bitcoin got liquidated again keep going back exact act brought knees maybe hope might able recover funds trade again cant seem get system feel disgusted still services going generating cash flow save slowly cant seem fight urge inside keeps telling trade dont feel sad depressed right now feel really empty confused