redflag worth itii dont really wanna get problems dont feel like life worth living more usual guess im  live turkey ive felt like years ive anger issues since kid ive scared years might kill anger attack something recently though ive thinking redflag calm methodic kind way im really scared right dont know want die yet like fuck yeah life meaningless meaning try give doesnt seem genuine dont think ill ever happy modern society wanted ask redflag worth it obviously guys say nooo dont kill theres much live whats point nothing changes live die maybe cat would miss family would sad friends would clueless actually one would know dont feel like strength keep living seek professional help dont know im scared death feel like death would better living rest ofmy life