days ago realization want die like ever thought keeping night crying sucks die think nothing matters going die cannot anything it think fair ask born could another human born maybe accept dying better me whole lives basically chosen us mean knows maybe overthinking like really dying scared after both die it feel like body shut completely forever thoughts feelings morelife mean yeah none us really know happens death people think reincarnation things coping mechanism used think like really thought it mean definitely open minded thought definitely still there things think happen actually happen mean actually reincarnate even sun going explode eventually take us rightwhy dying hard accept know inevitable let us talk death