im tired living im alone im sick it one listeningim  years old im tired living im tired seeing people around happy successful im sitting around waiting die im sad shy awkward man deserves ones respect im talented person people made me wreck deserves die one remember me ive suffered depression long now ive shy awkward asshole since  friendships nothing special ive never girlfriend nobody loves me family shown love me told too im tired trying ive always wanted live longer live dreams hopeless never going happen get dreams know fuck im going life laze home nothing cry im useless waste space wish could die right now hanging getting shot getting run car truck care want die want talk guest know much going convince im worth it