hello everyone father suffered severe depression aggressive behaviour since father passed away things started get worse worse time time want go specialist get treatment treating family like garbage today told siblings fuck  tired living us un happy  feel bad guilty want feel better everytime try  pushes away hurts lot treats like shit ny father cannot leave way want know do want accept professional help blaming us unhappy also controlling want us social media keeps threatening mom leaving us plays victim everytimei sad depressed seeing family like sad need advicewhat make see faults behave better even go therapy help person depression 