im done ive hung way long waiting things get better dontim tired dependent mom im massive fuck up im never going able support tried every treatment therapy half life theres hope left us werent meant world theres fixing ive already systematically cutting people life dont think anyone going hurt bad ive honestly never felt control happy moment made decision last paycheck isnt even enough cover fraction bills going towards supplies right things get rid of harddrives clear thats pretty much it im going miss anyone truly part motivation want people hurt think did undecided thing im going elderly dog wish could go together im thinking carbon monoxide anyone good info properly advice tying loose ends please send message