helloeverything life going crap studying entrance exam something always worked hard going terrible bf  years best friend move another town randomly may get fired job boss wanted work full time even though stated interview could part time cus studying exami broke well bills pay sucks typically always self motivated determined person bro really fckn tired everything  motivation life even want basic human activities anymore  mentally tired   nothing seems motivate anymore  plus point die anyways  cannot  cannot  sad life falling apart want crawl hole forever