friend may kill soon unsure doi good friend met online  years ago finally met person last year really connected much deeper level suicidal onandoff much life due bad case crohns disease stress anxiety depression fortunately good place suicidal ideation months which first me one serious attempt  almost succeeded anyways friend struggling chronic depression severe anxiety much life well neuropathic pain disc degeneration spine large number different medications nothing helped significantly tried various therapies seen many psychiatrists psychologists therapists nothing substantially helped him last couple years particularly hard him really struggling point seems decided going commit redflag point near future could days married partner  years im sure do capacity needs me listen offer suggestions try distract help devise strategies make day provide perspective emotionally difficult try commit redflag which failed faltered plan due second thoughts regrets told partner  somewhat controlling not way abusive  high strung  would disaster think suspect might make things worse suggestions committed psych ward night due severe issues sleeping according him said worst night life would never want put position again either keeps waiting universe hand miracle sign purpose think universe works way think go make purpose course severely depressed getting bed overwhelming effort suggestions  perspective would much appreciated