looking goodat least now looking good know priorities exams stuff also other priorities like looking summer job looking good honest might end unemployed summer i mean ive always jobless lol like happened last year fighting boss hard really far exams concerned im fine guess worries stuck rest summer basically nothing money anything all stupid fuck focus studies continues creep me feeling left situation were in really worry im penniless now ive spent everything have groceries essential shit survival shit there know im going post honest but upsets me exams lean onto now comes after remains mystery me still hope stay alive then ive tried freelancing jobs online im still trying translations proofreading stuff like since thats line work response them looking good either page upwork fiverr empty despite lowering prices lol looks likes slavery tbh one reaching via mail even old clients serious letdown honestly know im ever going survive upcoming summer know im going want stay alive exams feel useless im sorry rant needed vent take weight shoulders im sorry know do needed someone listen thanks reading