please help me cant help myselfmy fathers voice head  years told worthless am stupid am ill always failure much hates me much regret was moved away miles miles away voice still head every time fail something hear him every time im proud shoots down tells cut tells im attention im insane locked away im shame him cant related him voice telling even deserve live voice telling easy would die im  please help me please ive wanted die never bad think would feel cant sleep please anyone even care need something keep living for