please againi feeling kind okay past days suddenly today hit sucks slowly start go back dark place nothing clear know matter time youre back warning im crying seeing people go life suffer makes cry even harder im sorry anyone feel like this im sorry dont deserve it hurts much im sorry someone else hurting like hurts like bitch shouldnt hard much pain hate hate hate many people feel like this dont want dark place anymore dont know want die dont know want live shouldnt hard make decision im exhausted swear im much pain cant help cry cry cry give headache