im doneso keep trying everything make feel better none works im turning  today still living parents still finished college fucking hate life tried address issues family half ass try help day revert back previous behavior ex mom drinks often ends talking shit people yelling going therapist bit gave nothing changed months also mom straight told therapy going help drugs useless well try activities supposed make happy nothing works thought lot stress coming school thats done semester passed everything ive tried numerous antidepressants made feel worse ive heard let go another day ive better part two years now fucking work nothing works im miserable time one friend trust stuff getting tired me im tired dealing shit know life actually really fucking good emotional brain gives zero fucks feel even shittier think this