want fucking stress inside stop think one way outits constant day day pressure cant fucking take shit anymore ive popped pills thrown up want fucking stress stop feels like im hit ground freefalling every fucking second cant fucking go doctor tell shit fault fault hands know care maybe realized good thing ever get rid nobody ever deal again nothing ever turn right afraid going im impatient it im getting violent myself imagine good itll feel finally over ive got gun im teething end god damn barrel hate fucking much never getting abtter fucking worth it cant fucking take it