rooftopim rooftop right taking cat walk always like place mostly lonely calm see city around im really sad right now like imagine jumping splatting ground again shooting here ive even chosen spot want sit shoot myself like fantasize moment people going find me loud going be much going hurt probably brain ground come everyday take cat walk like imagine silence fantasize world without people suddenly everyone disappeared earth come every night see stars moon shadow like imagine ghost afterlife sometimes specially bad days climb fence think cat going take it one going take care im gone die hunger go back wish could talk anyone tire people understandable cannot expect anyone put shit problems wish anybody either sometimes go online listeners sometimes cant freely talk freely think either call cops ban certain way speech sites wish kind robot ai talk feel like im burden everyday even one says see getting tired everyday talk not im like scratch record like many people least talk hear even one reads feel like im getting little bit