end ropei woke m wife f crying complimenting women messages gave props them flirt offer form relationship sexual interest jas going  years now year done shit before honestly marriage sexless romance lacking since infant son died  threatened leave looking women yes know bad husband blah blah trying explain someone else go one left would literally reason living would lose stepdaughter love stepkid much full blood son lose them almost certainly join son next life attractive man nothing offer anyone else world lose family itll end me cant stop panic attacks way nagged cheating  years without much glancing another woman done before would again never stop this killing stay ill die go