update supposed nowabout month ago posted wanting commit redflag and well did drank bottle peroxide threw bunch went er im college student missed half semester came back proceeded skip two weeks worth classes depressed face world now ill probably fail out im still beyond depressed medicated least hide home every day cant homework cant focus anything except silent hill which beaten three times point cannot connect people family anyone really think redflag almost daily days better others horrible experience hospital want go back im terrified dying know would mess offing myself see work depression enough get place okay