im even  yet im thinking redflagbefore telling im edgylisten storyi group like  friendsi parted ways year bcs bullying somethimes made overthink like crazy losing thembut thats problemthe problem came after classmatemy best friend could sayand stopped talking group friends began talking lot himwe talked rarely pointbut still best friendsand first thought wouldnt crap like thatbut am weeks started talking him im overthinking everything point nothing makes feel satisfied alive anymoreim basically cramped corner everyone knowand im afraid someday wont friends left parents would think im complete failureplease give adviceim feeling hopeless