im gonna list stuff hate hopefully make feel better hate myself month march sad distance fact dont anyone near cuddle without serious effort body torso specifically height fact cant pierce ears fact im still scared ordering clothes want fact cant think straight sad seasons milk isnt  bad caesar dressing too creamy vinegary size ribs long ness torso fact one laying rn school grade teachers grades capitalism copy pasted personality applies many people around age homework im behind on director life experiences lack thereof shitty lungs tall ass head flat ass hair much say without saying anything meaningful skinny arms non functional adhesives led lights cold weather hot weather waking am people directly shaming instead giving really specific indescribable looks football its boring looking colleges want go detail