tell someone friend i suffer depression idea redflag ongoing since  im   feels almost normal im used used patterns last year suffer mostly anxiety drift feel somewhat control im happy with ive never really told friends seem never get bar one  shes best friend witn  years lately ive noticed mood low  asked broke completely broke said dosnent know always anxious etc one thing seemed make clear topic way redflag horrible left behind imagine etc thats worry  low points would say similar things yet thinking would kill later night   feel lost help  shes private person feel something important let slide  tell another friends im breaking trust even tho didnf tell tell anyone given  ive sent pages use anxiety help still feel like know  advice would much appreciated