hopeless aloneto much going once every one know depressed unhappy life seems able think anything make better try everybody need help one go since htings important life im trying best end ive suicidal six years recently alway least someone there im used gone moved away others mean im worhtless im drowning medical bills frm surgary wher hospital month relized friends left came since sight mind true ive failed everything wasted space woth living one miss time works history proven probably work hard talk anyone know since ust liek disregard it apolizise typos hard see straight though tears ive left lots things happending life interested ask seems hopless never get better hasnt years think reason start