hifirst time posting honestly distraught read rules crying almost  hours big jag six hours work seriously triggered today ended welfare bunch well meaning time consuming friends boss toxic cant think permanent no redflag ay out ive grappled depression years proactive learning new strategies today much long story boss wanted write details child rape molestation  years later asked schedule change detailed major reasons such currently trying abuser prosecuted felt write mass email coworkers get someone swap class me job hes even changed classes teach two days school started before say people give fuck even education glad struggles ptsd used play victims card ask schedule change talked union legal got upset made stupid comments boss called welfare check police didnt take away request leave psychiatrist denied well least schools dont really believe mental health supporting pediatric sex victims yay