everything feels shitim  year old male suicidal told mom stepdad depressed laughed said wasnt ive also told friends one thought said joke  friends depressed get help from depressed since  turned  got suicidal feel lonely think kill im school im eating etc almost never sleep  hours per night makes tired school sleep class really good reason suicidal except hate way everyone lives wake up go work get paid go home eat sleep starts again also feel like im dick towards everyone care anything anymore people annoyed negativity towards everything alive pain suffering ive almost stopped feeling emotions all feel empathy towards people anymore animals school ive started pretending everything alright someone said emo something like hard be happy