officially  well good luck figuring need information wanna say reddit really helpfull great distraction shit mind oh boy shouldve known badly year would effect mental health cares going ignore birthday lowkey hope someone remember what probably isnt case covid good reason excuse giving sweet  party mean nobody wouldve come anyway wont awkward low key hope find girlfriend actual real non toxic friends become  something would really help loneliness mean understand hated tho yea told year ago fucked year would probably already killed myself wish get lot happier social next year happy birthday wont be ill working spend rest time alone room thats fine guess used oh happy birthday  people saw sub share birthdays ima gonna sleep