yever feel like cant anything lost motivation let vent sec school sucks hate it good part friends like two fun teachers online fcked doggy style im missing like thirty assignments motivation went im failing like three classes matter many times turn computer go canvas work brain shuts down laziness or least thats like tell myself last ive felt super empty bunch stuff used love playing guitar try ill get one two practices month loved making art everytime open program lose spark feel tired time motivation anything lying bed listening music hours hard take care myself hard eat hard clean room hard get bed im basically walking corporal husk yeah im thriving please help whats wrong lol