know dofirst off im sweden well story is month ago wife left me wanted divorce signed papers since sweden think six months divorce get  least children together late february next year divorce real love wife technically still wife im love well since ive done really stupid stuff  put debts things things really regret would differentely thousand times  cant trust cant live anymore thing is told could try later  get life together job apartment things told engaged different dating sites internet also dating groups facebook trying find guy trust love im cant get anyone talk this weekend wrote lot interesting women single one replied me cant start conversation strangers out well may think irony want wife dating sites am im mostly try get wife see takes me stated  im unemployed hate live im living filthy room friends apartment close every single day im crying eyes out hoping someone shoot endure misery want get wife or ive said friends want wife back die see much reason living all sorry rant kinda