poting post rcasualconverstion got delited_________i wanna cut wrists english nd language words may spelled wrongim currently bed typing this parents never come room lately sience school started ive seeing frends school wich brings bit joy gives lot anxaeaty say wrong word anywhere wich makes wanna curl ball die dont think depression may do dont think so thing takes mind pain wheter ist poking pen point penetrate skin biting hand point blood starts coming out sence im teenager parents putting lot pressure me tasks chores school on mom even making fun pandemic friends scholl back cant hang anyone im always buisy stepdad instead explaining tasks gives me lectures bad everything gives anxaety im constantly paranoid evrything want eberything stop read instead cutting wrists draw it didnt help wanna cut hands let blood bleed out anyone reddit this please sugestions do please