hate family hate sisters father father argues fights everytime tell normal even normal fight everytime traveling somewhere everytime go countryside even fighting writing this never beach hotel every holiday even holiday go village here born city want g there every fucking holiday go village fight traveling mother broke pc father mother let something fun one day father came park friends slapped front friends home said do talk girls wtf cannot talk girls get it want new friends let me whatever find something angry me home tell go out outside tell go home cannot close door cannot use headset cuz say  hear us call you wanted hear damned voice would take headset want nornal family want go holiday want friends let girlfriend fucking care enough me