need something week know what something needs happenive posted before im typically hit report cps school care family care friends need something happen either need run away or really hoping are options kill myself know do moms narcissist literally waiting kill say i tried everything able fixed cant really successfully runaway told mom that laughed said shed police track within hour option think killing myself im scared so obviously one issue many issues deal with not locked quarantine people im tired act calm reporting cps cps care send home whole world telling kill myself yet able it yet now info saying not possible get help people love you options