im loser virgin mid s world favor dieeven people may say otherwise people favor killing soon absolute loser work low paid job failed school im retard ive single friend entire life im also s tried dating made fun women especially made life shit growing up glad hear ive finally removed world blame honest ive different types therapy years nothing made even one second bearable must die ensure nobody acknowledge disgusting existence anymore kind thing die make sure cause pain disgusting existence trust me people knew child right treat like shit loser pathetic piece shit myself treat worthless turd anything better is im glad everybody knew treated like garbage garbage treated people even told kill myself agree wish could cause pain wanted die end life