lost  meim fucking idiot ive ruined everything tonight im  unemployed friends career nothing ive betting sports trading markets betfair etc well going well made k it enjoyed honestly reason woke morning well ive fucking ruined all bet k horse place hedged betfair another k arent aware hedging betting opposite effectively canceled  small profit fuck unknown bet places   hedge  as custom course tthe horse comes rd find places  count mentioned betting page slimy fucking cunts fucked ruined me terms conditions wont able argue it fault checking closely im fucked basically savings gone me dont know anymore ill probably kill tonight  nothing live for bet consider starting dont fucking bother betting last thing hanging onto honestly fucking decent it im fucked now money bet dont even want shit feel like dumbest cunt ever one fucking understand this cant talk anyone fuck