yall ever get sad realize nice bubbly kids went elementary middle school depressed alcoholics nicotine addicts maybe me shift th th grade shift th grade th kinda scary feel like middle school people discovered nic raging nicotine addictions   things normalized care dad nicotine addict hes dealing  years know hes tried quit multiple times lifetime avail makes sad peers cant enjoyable anymore middle school went stealing parents ecigs sipping vodka personal device bottles beds highschool im trying shame anyone addiction either let make clear mind nothing help friends peers since brush concerns rumors flavored juiced banned friends saying theyll switch cigs desperately want see happen