feel like lost myselfthis past year really hard started straight student failing classes one likes me people around money job know everyone hates me im exaggerating anything common fact nearly overdosed cocaine got caught prostitution drug production ive last track friends im surrounded people want use me let anyone else know escape all week im getting draco feel lost mess anyone turn to family kicked  gang thing years leave im leaving people years bailed jail took care oded know theyre cause bring digits everything feels blurry im going turn draco myself