failed medical student probably wont live see next monthi dont know even bother posting here itll help me story wasted last  years life trying go medicine went university high school got bachelors bio medical school fail returning medical leave feel like ive wasted  years life several thousand dollars soon nothing show it im  years old already life dead ended cant get good job bachelors bio good job prospects fail out sacrificed health social life well ill fat friends several thousand debt life direction hope left week reason hesitate die cuz im fucking coward id leaving parents debt