think might morally obligated commit redflagim rapist murderer pedophile anything crazy like that im pretty average person lot issues often cause emotionally depend hurt people bpd know disdained people like dont really blame people it ive often abuser life havent easy life thats excuse way am explanation im emotional leech might call black hole now know bpd get better treatment thats always response get say think kill myself get better disappear relapse symptoms finishing therapy even then finishing therapy take long time sometimes years see improvement youre telling continue live agony causing nothing pain worry others possibly years come even get treatment treatment works me sounds like lot hoops jump get realization theres essentially hope doesnt everyone wish less bad people world hate bad people turn around tell kill myself ive never heard actual good argument redflag dont think ever will feasible morally ambiguous option would isolate others much possible isolation would make kill myself anyway getting harder harder convince isnt right choice