financial crisis evicted house lost lighti feel like everythings gone shit fam financial problems years roll on one day evicted cant shake feeling restlessness since need take care mum time back then lost girl bcs that got college that like reason think shot this spent less time her going back almost always weekends whenever free time serious since family knew abt visited others place holidays everything went shit now miss lot year still feel yesterday tried go feel burnt out seems happy friends lost world friends mine too mind keep telling long happy cant foolmyself longer peace home studies always feel like somethings going down cant sleep want things like before go home see smile