parents seem understand support niece  so im suicidal years family never talk emotional problems ever ever try to mum especially guilt trip make seem victim want listen side actually thought normal recently im problem family moment niece  self harming go hospital eating disorder refusing eat time suicidal something really knew mum knew something me blamed told im making worse etc knows psychologist asked behaviours sleeping constantly sad ended calling redflag line saw doctor mental health crisis team came house make sure im planning killing myself parents know im suicidal  approve all finding every excuse try put blame me say fault making like this constantly ask im suicidal assumed im suicidal im worried niece obviously worried  im suicidal tell thats reason im suicidal say im making excuses up mum late s dad  hearing good speak loudly knowing im room hear every word say heard talk bout say strange im suicidal also annoys me situations went my niece self harming  im worried her im always ill anything want im suicidal hes probably making up everyone worried my niece getting much attention wants asked noticed eating lot said its happened my niece gets diagnosed eating disorder eating enough year gets diagnosed it im attention get help secret want anyone family know wanted attention id go around telling everyone posting facebook day which niece does ive depressed long time around  ive seen point living long time parents deny been told nurse recent thing niece gets hospitalised back february  bullshit regret getting help done made worse made look bad keep getting evil looks brother i think parents made stuff told them entire family think im attention seeker thought would happened did made even harder kill im watched time see gp regret day much could go back id never see her fuck