struggling life need someone talk tobeen struggling depression  years far mom always yelling im bad school lot people better think waste time useless brat like me cant even get straight as everyone else know does good stuff hightech phones fast computer potato computer mom took away privileges need someone talk online cant limits mom always wanted change study hard keep trying work me im losing trust within real life peers seems theyve betrayed cant feel im feeling suck everything thing im good games impress mom anyone one else im running options im getting point might end misery kill myself