earth doomed even live leave legacy behind one around see itthe last months one hardest ive experienced recently ive feeling well bits depression tonight felt need come back im overwhelmed feeling impending doom also every living thing planet also go extinct know life meaningless existential terms become even meaningless well truly doomed perdition even making true progress future were slaves rich die thing free will live every moment waiting death wish could child forever state nostalgic fever cant wake from despise everything now things enjoy ive become extremely bitter person ive really changed attitude views lot things better availi still feel hopeless