want end it im tired hurting everybody lovei left boyfriend broke  years major issues untreated mental illness still talked month breakup acting like still together therapy week ago truly left good made really horribly mean comment angry regret saying it every right leave good it  years together havent heard since happened telling needs space saying permanently broken wants together need fix our mental illnesses dont know anymore planning get married next yeari regret leaving badly saying things mean literally worthless every man ive ever always left horrible things say know problem think end cant hurt anyone anymore im tired hurting people everyone love always end ruining want go badly want eternal peaceful sleep chicken  always 