nothing left hereim dyspraxic learn drive job skills towards getting one driving kind like sex either high school amp experienced amp reaping benefits that missed never able it incidentally never relationship either partially due insecurities relationships home life growing im female btw fwiw im gonna spend life adult baby cant go trips everyone else seems going on mountains exciting new towns etc instead im stuck home id never matured past middle school fuck that thats fucking me care making ppl sad crying help though im sorry make anyone sad want out