cant believe feel like againi felt suicidal long time teens due parents custody battle mom eventually went jail six months time served killed infant brother yeah still cant believe either fast forward  years later shit good shit cash money even know high praise nice apartment nice girlfriend pets baby way hes born incredible lose job due downsizing says move back state family is last week takes child randomly kidnaps police anything files custody child support  hours away after man im gonna go almost exactly dad did think redflag bad words pass maybe even read theyll glossed everything continue should evidently missed childs first steps today mutual friends told me posting facebook decided tell me reason id consider killing son cat courts going side mom anyways prolong it even knows cat likes me lmao life fucking awesome sometimes see beauty maybe me missed remember me however great times weird peaceful kind aura feels like washed last days think ive come terms luck amp everything ok gone