love left keeps threatening break up parents killed cat friends left me im alone gym thinking deathyah fucking week love life keeps threatening break  hes  mad dont know career want even then hes mad wont sahm mom recently went killed cat wasonly  years old said tired hair getting everywhere put sleep im college  min away could found one told me clean house go over ever guess then friends left called girl egotistical rant better everyone else life ive depressed years now keeps getting worse socially thought worst fall got raped brutally family friend nope god damn thoughts want end it im going end it im going write big fuck letter everyone know laughing dead grave