doim going try summarize much can apologize wording things clearly know potential create great things never time keep discovering barriers people build prevent kind overall progression sake personal gain spend slow periods work  programming ways completely automate certain tasks see jobs done programmatically people know possible  how could computer person does start every project question how person it how achieved life see fairly clearly advances accessible technology make peoples lives much fulfilling including drastically improving quality life disabilities still flipping burgers cant people see in us building walls keep actually getting anything done  whoever builds wall makes little bit money everyone must climb it cant people stop trying make money nothing spending downtime work learning working projects own spending time home working still give little hope pointless tasks carry day day job exist for obvious advantagous learning every day is become disgusting material people be feel also background design spent quite long time also learning build whatever needed several different forms something broke make new one learn works piece element mean much you make new one x y z making gain valuable skills bring even value thing already cherish much see explosive potentialthat know everyone absolutely incredible things future humanity cant people see money equal time spent working time spent working directly equal money spend things distract much dislike work never felt work meaningless seems options either take advantage others money taken advantage of im tired rat race tired it longer bothered people cause disruption society cutting line swerving traffic screaming children clearly taught  screaming childs ears matter anymore think got point life point try best make right decision based past experiences victims circumstance happens longer feel obligated feel negativity towards people never amount anything unless find solution open eyes this fucking beautiful world fingertips every moment day cant make see this use quarrel know reveal world people know get cycle workwork greater goodbe interrupted workworkmaintain sanityworkwork greater good loop nothing would make happier dedicating entire life writing programs help nerve damage amputees even paralysis able explore wonders using brain computer interfacing take back control lives nothing would make happier kissing cutting edge ai machine learning even spending time writing code assist tedious jobs know easy would someone write code making role much easier fulfilling focused nothing would make happier designing delivering little science projects kits required colaborative problem solving door door help communities realize need hide inside day nothing would make happier able help us realize solve problems life  need keep prisoner playing bullshit guessing games toying others minds order move forward nothing would make happier waking every morning problem idea solve determination discipline ideal view future would give fuel keep pushing forward im  years ive told things get better years ive making predictions myriad little evils churn society greedy engine cant help see now every prediction made true know convince someone find greater happiness outside whole world told operate really clue starting believe never able find solution problem nothing ever made afraid need help know anymore im losing meaning ive come learn