cant anymoremy anxiety gets worse day day feel like black cloud circles around never get out cry cry cant anything it talked doctors therapists im anti anxiety anti depressants dont help im scared eat sleep fear get sick matter many times say irrational stupid cant get thoughts head know cant kill self id never able fuck cant say want live much longer like this recent thing too irrational fears dumbest stuff taken life feel like cant anymore dont know ok post im planning taking life someone talk would nice