im donehad anaphylactic allergic reaction job april  unemployed since forced terminate bc locations city use chemical im allergic couldnt relocate me sept  cant seem find anyone hire me ive applied  places past two months alone im thinking maybe look state work find something could take loan cut lease early currently am move id leave boyfriend five years two cats furniture belongs boyfriend wouldnt even bed figure dont need one actually find job need place stay income boyfriend hates idea i like relationship smooth sailing ever since ive unemployed wouldnt stressful unemployment would pay system fucking confusing idk many documents got mailed tried keep everything needed order qualify took initial class got resume reviewed someone works state class supposed approved getting paid since forced leave job reasons beyond control hate idea going unemployment tried theyre giving hard time get paid actually harder workers comp system receiving payments them wanna meet truly evil people file workers comp claim insurance companies wanted dead jobs ive applied worked called back interview end using chemical im allergic to im allergic epoxy resin matters apparently manufacturing jobs love using shit places called back far come back tell use facilities work id go thru anaphylactic shock again tha fuck grandparents dads side got divorced last summer shitty messy one broke nose shortly thankfully hardly broken didnt move like hairline fracture still took  months heal shortly lost job parents got divorced months that even nastier grandparents dads side traumatic entire family dont wanna go details even tho longer speak either parents dont wanna like  lawyers  anyone knows us situation potentially see this feel like dont home fall back dont im freaking fuck out know wanna it update later sorry boyfriend