would better overhave ever thought killing yourself sweet relief pain comes living world worrying girls school paying bills thoughts past trauma worries future trauma ever wonder life would better without youre burden people would better without you ever wish terrible things youve done would go away pain would subside nothingness ever wish couldnt feel anymore life much part life though suppose yes theres bad comes good too friends family overall enjoy life im thinking hard would take care cat would parents friends feel leave world matter never feel never know pain caused losing me thats though want everyone happiness others brings happiness me suppose bring joy one sole earth stick around never know maybe life turn alright