fed everythingthats it im done tomorrow im thrown parents house psychotic bitch mother cant homelessness why job enough try find new one according her father knows nothing this im scared ask talk down cant put  hours week one singular task like wants to especially wants also work around house yet somehow thinks taking away literally resources get job get said job somehow enough make get one completely utterly detrimental able find hold job think shed antime able open though asexual transgirl supposed connect bigoted anything cishet evil leads straight hell mentality mother im scared shed try ever told im son thinks am want able accept daughter raised son though know never will whats point trying im ever going get hurt letting true self out shove deeper deeper try survive fights back tears apart inside one thing keeping back killing boyfriend made promise anything harm myself hes gone left without much goodbye spit everything were promises ever words never cared nobody ever has nothing left reason stay goodbye reddit goodbye world time go