cant anymore dont know whats gonna stop timeshit never get better never get better im enough anyone im enough myself hot enough smart enough diligent enough athletic enough smooth enough lets face im fucking failure honestly people around better without around im done hope left gone college ur gonna fail relationships ur gonna fail life rollercoaster never fucking end unless myself everything bleak damp dark prison mind fucking fault ill leaving soon enough ruin people cannot stand never good them ruin everybody everything cant think cant care soon wont breathe im something drastic one ever understand help eternal extra plot others throwaway line two dont matter im thought all im joke im meme im mocked ridiculed rightfully so cant shit college hope thats fucking erased gonna drive away get fuck good start new life got damn way never happy bc look back things negatively subconsciously every remotely positive memory always dashed people tell problems im one venting like dont time me dont matter anyone thats ever wanted asked help millions times like one cares make much fucking worse ive lonely long like cant bring talk anyone anymore imma go kill now nice knowing u