fuck title cant even see straight breathei really fucking wish stronger one minor thing didnt think would affect drag far did im full rage huge hole heart done needed do saw something broke me didnt expect see that god damn cant stop crying even worse one go support wish could pull bestfriends house get hug get distracted friend none everything happens go own deal everything alone fucking hurts cant breathe havent eaten day im going sick want fucking disappear all go sleep never wake up anything fucking kill already gone theough pain thought it thought didnt care suddenly heart breaks again fuck shit