dont know anymore someone wants listeni  years old huge list mental problems ive hospitalized twice drug overdose within last year stacked shit fucking life story long tell it im pathological liar narcissist possible sociopath much more ive gotten expelled school beating woman reason got away  years prison deemed unstavle drug overdose shortly after dont know im allowed walk among general public horrible self confidence issues friends spend fucking day computer unemployed pretending im happy ive blown rehab therapy many services years im overall fucking finished mental healthcare north america im also fucking crazy think schizophrenia believe insane shit anr implement daily life mean maybe real dont know wether trust stupid fucking norm call reality ideation spiritual studies im also super insecure dont like taking part non manly activities due insecurities neglect family image head super cool rockstar mafia man fucking reason cant accept stupid fucking biological father am  saturday night balling eyes bathroom fucking reason thinking mortality shit family one day fucking die oh lost best friend  years made story  made werid plot acted real life scared blocked without trace im even gonna try save friendship im worried ego happen guys