found  friends  years one real life friends know why tried find friends since   years literally count many friends had   friends feel lonely one ever wrote sms call invite hang needed something me also speak new school completely new country need find least  friends lose mind there new school moved year ago new school everyone giving compliments funny im everyone wanted hangout wanted sport team never wanted friends group completely ignored lunch always alone class girls new school girls gave lots attention know least  girls crash lots weird things attract attention two even told refused im interested them online friends online friends  always want play them im really good game nice funny words redflag option no redflag never option even never someone would support lonely life ive never tried redflag ive learn self motivate escape stress decided find friends lost friend meaned much me like real life friend lost her never find someone showed someone care me actually ive never friend cared much cant find feel like brake tears literally cant live without now im idiot want friend first time fucking life thats weird usally want one life one mattered me one person stick heart her