last goodbyeim kicked home phone disconnected last chance goodbye ill ever have many things gone wrong life hard know begin everybody know however fault bad decision making laziness inability even get bed real reason life mess is reason im home ive never job see parents sick theyre kicking drive even common courtesy bother helping around house bring money contribute anything im lazy piece shit lingers bed every day ive never date ive never felt satisfaction succeeding ive never motivation try im street ill look place die couple ideas would kill sure itll perfect end  selfish end selfish existence misery feel every day crushing cant take anymore know im running away like ever faced demons begin with guess since parents spoiled entire life probably part making am said still fault never evolving growing person truly truly future life left lead im choosing easy way out frankly deserve death person broken selfish deserve place begin with regret point born feel like ive dead years body want stop years im finally gathering courage see through cant wait release responsibility pain anything thats want anymore want read life feel free trawl post history theres alot alot well written is mind place right now anyways guess time finally up finally rest sometime soon thank guys help board theres truly nothing left now guess goodbye