quit telling never give upjust let die quit relying me anything else give you understand thing gave life meaning gave life purpose coming back shell never come back right leave to fools sticking around blind cant see man knew dead long time im him im corpse im rotted remains friend stupid staying longer stay painful itll you im weak tired anything this im gonna like finally bite bullet tie rope end pitiful joke life look around were exact situation year ago gonna end way except time fail kill myself leave now im already dead anyways like ill them problems need also checking every  minutes make sure thrown bridge again happens literally everytime start anything new last time got new job months ago soon really real everything starts happening get hit overhwhelming feeling give now kill yourself gonna end last time get now theres seriously point keep fighting swear all ill kill th birthday idiot kill new year haha idiot like could actually change