steady goeshey sw sorry kept quiet account long came guys  months ago regarding kind paralysis well managed handful bs gasp a things smoother semester academic wise though end sem exam rush hit yet  heads april xd hope mature enough time round rosy pic the following going sound like ripped bollywood soapopera movie religion  noncommital hindu please excuse really else go  yesterday kind relapsed grades anything came home studying  hours straight safety schools study rooms  pleased  yay dsp finally form control come home normal things go internet redditing such go eat dinner parents start longwinded talk buying plane tickets to india money education that mother started arguing father job lack pay fairly common indian households gross generalization happens friends houses too yes get it abject poverty loaded either want circular argument leads nowhere working ass school get everyday going broken record going continue even graduate get job put arguments fighting ever since  years old tired enough already detest crying seem often lately hell family happy school even care people like happy parents saying  curfew  live singapore fraks sake life going listening parents argue next  years like ive done past  years really want continue future look forward to point planning move graduate get job something happens parents stuck forever now know looker anything like dad wants stage elaborate play get married something  status worried about speculating future even likely want stop stop im going school  back   hrs time