anyone else get feeling brain literally rotting days go byi honestly never ever felt worse entire life feels like nothing live thing keeping alive fear death itself keep feeling depressed day ive also getting headaches unusual me sick recently could explain it could fact spend time front screen still doesnt help fact feels like brain literally rotting head every day feels like im passing chance make things better point dont know helped guess posts make better momentarily since theres usually someone could talk without feeling guilty feel like im bother everyone know dont really even anymore feel like redflag going end inevitable really scary knows really