look guys really bad place keep getting sectioned time tried killing toaster bathtub failed electric tripped went mile walk sectioned past months picked could walk back cannot live anymore know tried hard drown demons adage goes know swim damn good struggling guys know probably last port call fair try again life sick joke sick man killing living anyway comes cannot bad it like sure got better shit show currently find everything feels like sitcom power hungry idiots trying hard stay level difficult really someone could help would forever grateful somebody help please