closer every dayim m always edge now bipolar  diagnosed since   mom  though mostly manic last couple years honestly hard mom talk since look much like dad  kinda forgets   time  im him used see psychiatrist therapist  ever call always get confused  shes says im going  hurry stop wasting time money  every time ask therapist number make appointment glock hiding ac vent trying figure im counselor summer finishes  cuz doubt kids remember go missing  made new account friends know reddit name dont want stay behind college cuz