damned tryingive wanted bad long im good im barred every profession ive wanted im bipolar im stuck half degree way afford finishing it minimum wage jobs require psych evals im poor mentally ill alone means every bit related legislature us bent me tried get medicare denied kids apparently makes worth saving im becoming inclined agree obama care still expensive free program area mental health closed case warning reason im left sell body parts afford fucking healthcare hey could donate enough plasma afford least maintenance healthcare need god damn doctors note say im stable enough donate guess cant get god fucking damn doctor im wits end im done bpdnos wins im taking life husband goes work im clearly worth trouble taxpayer money keep alive ill nip gets worse