giving upive bed day missed school im  aspergers dont see point trying anymore never explain emotions feelings nobody understands try explain something know slitting wrists easy mess feel much pain inside want over doesnt work ill hang slowly suffocate myself feel hopeless nothing for even family pets music nothing one friend ive dealing  years wont stop im never happy dont see point school cant recognize mirror never anything good say myself friends coming today feel bad cause forgot ive probably ruined it want gone want end life im tired overworked stress going make go insane ive tried therapy counselling im always back feeling like absolute shit guess say im fucking done