 years old feel like im right back wasabout year half ago suicidal friend convinced get help prescribed zoloft began seeing therapist got lot better went emptiness happy met nice guy started going out last fall felt zoloft longer working put cymbalta well birth control guess looking back always knew cymbalta working past daysweeks gotten increasingly worse im suicidal skipped school today drove around two hours coming starbucks plan till library opens little less hour im hoping becoming engrossed book stop anything ive grown extremely clingy broke boyfriend week ago order try become independent again factors break up guess main one im pretty sure drove away one best friends thus clinging him smoked last night helped guess ive tried working done much used look forward future really care see point anymore feel like mess cant get things straightened out