know si wrong subreddit want express myselfso know girl like think likes ewery time comes feel like paralysed cant ewen hug her dont know do knows hawe depression probably giving me sometimes think im soo boring dont know girl sees me every time im friends feel normal im alone feel like cant even talk her every time alone barely think talk about want hawe girlfriend think would girlfriend would regret first days im sooo boring past days im feel like shit suicidal thoughts crying almost ewey day dont know do think im going end without friends depression shit know im going kill pas  days every day im thinking that sorry