whats point princess bridei really think like wesley said pb life pain ampxb life sucks hurts live get better joy temporary think people happy successful fulfilled lives thats cards me wish dead every day keep wishing dead go bed wanting wake up think various ways commit redflag looks like accident ive settled single vehicle car accident bridge brick wall telephone pole note cant say suicde accident hiking mountain  live lot mountains hiking places accidently fall of already like hike bc suspicious ampxb look like accident insurance reasons kids want thinking okay ampxb hate passionately want die