know talk  so hate world little lonely piece shit got friends friends talked like year one left call best friend one really understands me every time try go school friends always feel left out one girl really understood me started crush her fucking messed up previous school lot socalled friends found used me homeworks especially maths used share everyone found stopped sharing homework quarantine started one ever messaged even said hi way kept sane year learning programming expertised arduino python mum always says go out fucking one go out foreigner poland whenever went classmates would talk polish understand much fucking hate world also want friends want homeworks want go them maybe play sports play videogames together go movies