feel like dont place worldtoday rough ive struggled years due narcissistic parents bullied experiencing childhood sexual assault ive carried scars past years ive never able move past it ive started therapy recently feel like im broken even attempt get help ive struggled speaking up assertive setting boundaries trusting people majority life dont see could value world self confidence self esteem self worth feel stupid immature incompetent compared friends coworkers people around me people tell self confidence constantly tell work seriously dont try things im used ignored one take interest thoughts never anyone believe me hard would world better without me compare much everyone work feel lost 