partner may end life tonight goes goi made post earlierhttpwwwredditcomrdepressioncommentsxzei_nearly_destroyed_a_year_relationship_i_feel cheated partner  years several times alright last night well today wasnt talking tonight started feel better started feel worse found stole valium potassium work contemplating ending life overdosing waking up know without him love him despite badly ive fucked up want stay him thought wanted stay me takes life likely too im numb scared whole ton emotions right now please help