hi all really know do would appreciate helping hand working dohi everyone im  full time trader spent around  weeks working really hard managed make x initial investment well usually really good managing losses today lost  account  money pretty much dropped college really dedicated making work friends partner i aspergers hard time socialising such genuinely feel like ending everything almost money trade experience mentally scarred away ever considering trading again qualifications would enable get job would enjoy really struggling mentally anyway never happy even lot money lack social happiness overrode highs got making lots money short space time genuinely see way forward anymore would like open one talk to thank you 