loseri  year old female achieved nothing life unemployed year law degree law make lawyer uk process complex seeing people age getting married moving new cities becoming famous big things thier lives like getting elected member parliament forbes  list feel like loser  live world young successful society evaluates you never boyfriend still virgin society thinks something wrong virgin age unemployed living home wanted make world better place relationship man deeply loved me going kill dont want see next  years future due recession covid older get less attractive men wish died covid  seeing people died wish me much live wheras dont suicidal years life  dont belong world