fed everythingi pre defense monday presented research paper get ba degree defense academic advisor said everything fine members committee criticise me worry presented research committee member knows quite lot general area research though specific topic said revise paper apparently got things wrong point sent parts research academic advisor never mentioned things committee member criticised might postpone ba defense though allowed defend it cant stop thinking fault though tried really hard also feel bad ill tell relatives manage graduate year know able stand such smart girl pity comments similar thing happened last year worked hard still rewrite research im good nothing really studied hard though ive started correcting research result still good enough cant go like that