upon time everything greati like everyone else young innocent naive all friends good grades happiness felt nothing could go wrongsuddenly present moment depression washed upon like tidal wave began total loss concentration loss interest anything everything would wake go back bed againi would consume packs junk food life depended iti would constantly feel like memory trash language skills deteriorated voices head telling failed friends laughed called crazymy family kept taking themself thier pain thier life thier strugglesbut me needed most friends family disappeared slowly began descent madness poem depression