nothing works nothing work im resigned fateyou name it ive tried it therapy useless meds useless around family friends useless talking feelings useless exercise eating healthy useless going useless spending time dog useless hobbies give pleasure satisfaction fulfillment person ever loved ruined perspective relationships people dating go dropped school find education path could connect least get job im lazy parasite truly incompatible life im posting catharsis giving pityparty like always father describes it lots people subreddit reached me unfortunately cant helped ive recently secluding apartment that even pay for im worthless pathetic lazy able support financially slowly rotting away intentionally taking care hopefully die young