hate vagina hate physically female advice hey im yo agender afab ive recently struggling lot dysphoria surrounding genitals im looking removed soon even soonest like month want genitals surgery goes well ill nothing smooth crotch like doll with hole urine currently ive struggling dysphoria lot feel like im deformed like im constantly forced dress like girl like open wound legs seriously super hard functioning right now often distressing masturbate change use toilet shower genitals body day subway bacame acutely aware fact genitals aware felt i wearing underwear could fault pants incredibly painful even express people subway one many examples weird get turned see girls vagina im distressed own anyone advice deal it theres ways im able cope genitals right now