job makes want die well weightplease help understand get terrible anxiety going work first would like explain fat  year old female works grocery chain bakery department everyday work hate more customers really mean small things like donuts things packaged hurt feelings constantly want cry work im stuck taking counter cleaning open close options time either work am  pm  coworkers get angry quickly atmosphere gets tense want crawl hole get passive aggressive mad cant take every customer weight try lose weight impossible living dad buys pizza junk food time shop hard ignore temptations gained fifty pounds six months so sad hate working tight uniform matter gets tighter even newer uniform replaced old one tight im sure never please think redflag work lot want end im home tend feel better hate public places scared want work anymore hard even get dressed morning all quit job pay car insurance thats basically im working im going college thats already prepaid thanks parents worry books could maybe take loans idea job made hate much want die everyday work