tw suicide self harmampxbampxbampxbampxbhi really need help friend recently making lot jokes suicide today confirmed plan means carry out friend self harms currently week clean often says knows last parents emotionally manipulative neglectful according her aware cutting nothing it seen therapists before claims made things worse us  years old seem want help said one day might wake gone issues suicidal thoughts triggering hear suicidal thoughts struggled past cannot talk like want to said text screenshots told me know really afraid please help me friend actively suicidal