feel like shit personback february hypomanic state cheated ive deeply regretted ever since huaband trying work it ive getting help trying meds trting get stable even hypomanic state oh diagnosed bipolar right messed up ever since ive nightmares flashbacks sometimes im messed nightmares flashbacks feel physically sick cannot bear husband touching me therapist told monday im suffering trauma my hypomanic affair said affecting life might want talk doctor something called prazosin drug ptsd affecting life cant sex husband hes getting real upset hurt it taking personally got done flipping me told would take drug wanted to response oh yeah go say are pills make want touch husband again seem want go couples therapy it say hell anyone it hes taking personally think anything change wish faith though cant blame feeling like this god feel like disappearing feel like shit often cant stand hurting anymore