hey guys need advice help idk something manpersonal responsibility believe personal responsibility believe hole im dug possible climb duty find way parents wont get help though live household parents hoarders step trash become hoarder too although im high school keep giving adhd medicine father doctor mother nurse tried antidepressants made feel flat didnt like them think running away ending time ive hit wall ive always looked subreddit im sorry thought yes men support show weak need help hurts idk do wont get counselor mother calls crazy think suffer bipolar disorder reddit