ranting relationship cringe alert ive always weird standpoint relationships like always weird tastes made nit fit mostly fine friend mine really sweet helpful  rarely talked remember made difference  used hug  treated like people school would  eventually people like paired groups  left alone dont feel like connect  dont feel like connect anyone  like weird things try fit norm but start feeling bored really  dont bond makes feel like belong anywhere  really bond someone start slipping away stop talking  know fault really weird but hard see everyone used love doesnt even bother talk thats everyone school  feel like like really anything important  people wont talk unless forced  dont care made friend gf  id like say shes friend gf also girl girlfriend rate tend imagine world talk  live happily  know dont worry appearance  know would love either way problem feel like lying  super high expectations  go back life way anything like ever happing  try talk old friends  nothing  try happy nothing one plan left but dont know like because fails fails catastrophically  moving another place schoolcountry one school gives fuck  maybe would school  maybe find another girl like  girlfriend  setting super high standards  especially look shitty standards judge be least quite cute   sense humor  fits mine better bond have something common  things better be little mature  like dont one tiktok girls feel like robots anything fit norm  furthest thing norm  wouldnt like but also little silly  fun  sweet really lie  quite high standards beauty like example not trying racist way  dont feel attracted black people  even like tanned sorry offended anyone dont  uh actually think  damm sound really racist  actually found girl the girl talked begging  changed school although try talk rant  sry bad english btw