say therapist found outso therapist survey thought know answers honest one questions asking thoughts redflag answered yes well got flagged knows asked it lied past thoughts since uncomfortable talking let go said might bring again probably thinks help cant one day commit redflag see life would rather die grow old wrong body redflag way out choice want open therapist really nice cares lot feel terrible lying her want get locked hospital somewhere tell family said wouldnt works suicidal people know sure commit redflag makes situation different cant sure something want tell this much tell her safe tell her never needed ever