every day one day less cant keep justifying existencei really know put putting effort seems little contradictory im gaining traction anymore cant find job even getting fucked  dollars hour seem like life changing move im fucking ready this think least  times day ive already called party supply store helium tank irony lost me nothing seems matter change anything longer sit trying scrape together choices less find scrape together every morning one day less like im running clock cant keep this im wasting everyones time money