f diagnosed depression  borderline personality disorder  comes goes bad bad things going amazing life moment also particularly bad either feel like serious slumpi tried therapy multiple times last  years multiple different therapists approaches honestly never done anything alli many different medications throughout years finally one helps others still fully nobody family deals mood disorders understanding go slumps feel like taken seriously one truly understands bad feeli also want try therapy simple fact cannot afford it make much medicaid even good insurance paying almost  pocket twice month therapy alone including general appointments medicationi really  people talk to one boyfriend  years supportive helpful be given fact hes never struggled himself really understand best friend honestly greatest friend general feel like bother talk her last person sister picks chooses wants listenhelpi hate burdening people issues feel do also feel like going lose mind really know anymore