terrible place typical relationship issueim bad place redditers think need help ive drinking non stop wrote redflag notes followed with went  gpa average college student failing classes quarter relationship thought best her played wasnt planning proposing june things took turn worst ended things breakup wrecking me recently met trip los angeles im broken know let slip hands feel terrible going much heartbreak wanting kill want cause harm people told never date ever get married usually id think im crazy feel like want disappear world worst part still trying talk her get mine love feel like making harder move on  year old male ready leave world one needs here do