stop feeling overwhelmed hopelessive dealing depression suicidal feelings long time im trying get life together less miserable feel like cant make progress area life im scattered cant pick one thing focus feel like problems everywhere interdependent finish school feel depressed cant focus work work seems hopeless anyway chose study english know ill never make decent amount money anyway want make friends im depressednot fun around much money go out stay lonely depressed cant drive either hard get around town want get drivers license really bad anxiety driving cant afford lessons theres one around would able teach me want get job make money need finish school first stay worried financial situation house needs repairs cant afford weighs ability nice environment in im depressed house time house messfalling apart every problem try work bunch problems attached it cant make move positive direction im spinning bunch plates going nowhere ambition work creative field realized lack talent drive connections that im depressed that feel like complete failure feel old anything value feel like im going miserable rest life feelings make wonder bother anythingnothing help rearranging deck chairs titanic im drowning know get water