think timei think time leave world behind me boyfriend two years recently kicked vacation broke me caused move back familys house always caused want kill self  caused mental illnesses depression etc gotten worse worse month cant anymore mother absolutely psychotic cant bear anymore im fucking depressed im gonna bring dog back shelter mother obsessed laying fifteen wee wee pads lovely   room share cant even afford anymore barely works doesnt pay anything pay food phone bill anything need  shes fucking psychotic shell lash telling worthless forgot clean fucking dog cage cooked us changed ten pads hour got home took piss god fucking forbid right obsession refuses walk past dog snaps claims sure shell wake hours night pick dog put minuscule fucking bed havent slept month anything goes wrong life fault show emotion im worthless want world know fault dont support friends friends coworkers see work im allowed go dog cry dont license cant afford fix car go take road test one let borrow car take test dont hang anyone cant take classes support family three  cant learn anyone cant hang anyone everyone work doesnt support anymore telemarketers supposed fake til ya make everyone drinks koolaif everyones solution get fuck get fucking money dno license cant rent dog anxiety cries eats carpet im home dog fucking depressed send back shelter ill fucking lose wont live myself need die truly fucking way out like wheel keeps turning god damn head like many times going interrupt many times gonna make want die today selfish gonna today rude going others around make uncomfortable cant anymore cant anymore cant anymore cant anymore cant anymore cant anymore cant anymore cant anymore