 already feeling tired life take moreright need talk reddit one talk real life whole life shit im german grew america  years left friends there make new friends germany left  years go papua new guinea parents till last year friends still america im germany right nobody talk to im  problems im fat overly uglybut feeling worthlessness cannot get rid of really getting job social phobias go gym least amount people there dont get much cuz havent found new friends germany feel like cant anything theres constant fear failing people think really really starting tire emotionally need advice deal this ive tried redflag pussied outhow gain confidence deal life hopeless