update covid wrecking lifei got phone call boss shes daughter owner nice shes called apologiz almost entire main office furloughed im fired things come back im hired back last paycheck friday insurance paid april theyre going help file mass unemployment im going talk landlord rent im going ask friend couch surf case im assuming worst may pack bag amp live street eventually even unemployment ill likely lose every possession outside ever clothes carry im going look gold card mhmra medication come monday im going go person both theyre screening virus both athsma issues a symptom virus likely ill turned away life ended need figure best way kill now theres hope ideas best way