im thinking ending allthis second post here come reddit time need simply feel last hope want end life now seems easy give let relief death overtake me would longer suffer moments sorrow would free stress responsibility would longer worry people think things would much easier despair dread feel every waking moments torture me im  years age yet already sufferer extreme anxiety normal comingofage anxiety anxiety plagued mind since could first grasp human interaction emotion traumas ive experienced certainly contributed well also suffer minor form depression although told life would get better easier things seem going steadily downhill things dont seem getting better ive decided post last sliver hope something someone convince life isnt bad seems wanted voice heard anyone ends reading message thank getting point