ready give upim junior college completely miserable depression anxiety since high school parents never understood problems helicoptertiger parents ive therapy medication recently went one best mental hospitals state luck used ambitious person really well school im failing courses motivation continue im major chosen parents hate feel motivated start again friends resources therapistspsychiatrists incredibly booked get appointment soon want withdraw school know ill do especially go live parents hate everything life cant picture getting better future many people told almost every year gets better gotten worse me know want live depressionanxiety anymore especially one talk to reason attempted redflag yet im scared fail know anymore