therapists never understand am see walking diagnosis person everything say symptom believed im never person could possibly normal reactions im ill brain damaged low iq ffsfuck all fuck all bipolar bpd ptsd turned believe ptsd claim gave me months long withdrawals drug put took horrendous flashbacks till day ends breakdowns oh no cannot that must anxiety opinion im manifesting symptoms illness way withdrawals bad f fuck them im thankful support benzobuddiesorg im also done life tried  yrs im dead inside waiting pets go could never live without them