nothing live foras title says simply nothing left live for family zero friends social life all also talents worthwhile skills fact im pretty sure people would care gone would workplace theyd hire someone new easy peasy forget me want continue life sucks nowadays wake up watch youtube videos go reddit go work eat shower rinse repeat like everyday exact same girl likes guy whos socially isolated anxious depressed anyone makes life worth sticking around for literally feel like prisoner isolation cell apartment thats lonely am wish could meet people social anxiety fucks course cannot name one reason stick around for life sadness live sadness decades could end pain early ive tried many times better physically mentally fall flat face every time told give up options slim ambition energy goals actually felt happy before know went wrong tried get help people said need toughen up im just lazy lol wish simple case lazy also wish real friends see people want friends me im monster would drag too needed get march gates eternal darkness reading tough spot sincerely hope find happiness ive tried many times still nothing changes think god whoever created telling time go really wanna die want pain existence end anyways peace