never accepted familyhello random persons decided read this im fucking done im done life everything else thats happening ive officially given up never loved accepted family longer around dont want around me cause im gay ive tried always best fit come out cause knew would happen shit gone fucking drain someone family outed me along time ago affected negatively beyond comprehension trust issues cause it changed drastically person one action im longer happy longer enjoy things used to feel shitty cant anything wanna something family extremely homophobic longer around small children family cause think ill give homosexual disease cant literally wear rainbows anything pastel colored manner thats gay propaganda dislike much cause im gay hurts really does im finally done im gonna relieve burden shoulders mine like gonna miss anyway im gonna finally free finally feel happy time im gonna go find gun shot myself quick painless im gonna buy ammo gun tomorrow made here thanks reading appreciate it love every one you yall better family have thanks supporting goodbye