gd grant strengthfirst all title shit dont even believe god god dont believe ability rule fucking suck digressim say dont deserve here hurt people wish brave enough hurt badly one else would suffer me dont ever harm anyone physicallybut im jaded bitter fucked head anyone gets close singed heat rage dont even know fuck im angry at guess everything abused child every way imagine literally hate myself hate feeling dirty useless pathetic even defend myself hurt ppl im worth anyones love ppl always leave me deserve it it im trash wish brave wish god grant strength end myself sadlyits me im god