nan beloved friend writing mail several internal battles right thing gotten email ever since hesitating write dont want feel sorry believe everyone die someday name k bakri widower former oil investor dubai uaei diagnosed ideopathic pulmonary fibrosis terminal illness affects lungs cure destined leave world moment particularly lived life well never really cared anyonenot even business though rich never generous always hostile people focused business thing cared regret know life wanting make money world believe god gives second chance come world would live life different way lived god called willed given property assets immediate extended family members well close friends want god merciful accept soul decided give also charity organizations want one last good deeds earth far distributed money charity organizations sudanindonesianorwaynetherland health deteriorated badly anymore asked members family close one accounts distribute money charity organization united states america refused kept money hence trust anymore seem contended left last money one knows huge cash deposit eight million five hundred thousand dollars8500000 security company abroad want make next kinbeneficiary diplomatic box kept security company collect money stashed diplomatic box thereafter distirbute money less priviledged hungry health failing nothing much towards achieving last wish mineall bedridden state hospital set aside 30 timeservice expenses nbmy beloved friend please perform task please hesitate write metelling passion help lessfortunate faster response god k bakri bakrih10dynamixmailcom nan hestitate read