nan dear brothersister read mail dont want feel sorry desearve die pay wickedness evil doings believe us must die name saeed ahmedi rich wealthy oil buiness man united arab emiratesuae right write youi diagnosed esophageal cancer doctors say die soon illness eaten deep body system doctors say months live cancer refused forms medical treatment top doctors medical experts think god punishing wicked arroganti sorts bad things rich successful business man didnt care people particularly family membersi carrying lots womencommitting adulteryfunicationsdrinkingi also hostile family members friendsthis sickness made realise money everything earth believe god gives second chancei live good life regreting right great pains presently going made repent turn arround evil doings decided give propertiesassets cash money immediate extended family members also close friends satisfy themi want god mercy accept soul finally die decided give money charity organisations uae famil members refused give money charity organisations poor people taking everything also asked family members close one accounts distribute money charity organisations pakistanand tsunami affected countrys kept money moment trust anymorethe last money one knows except seeking help cash deposit 46m dollars four millionsix hundred thousand us dollars deposited financesecurity company london uk 46m dollars parked coded way 2 big boxes shipped securuty company safe keeping talk youthe security company know 2 boxes contain cash moneyi told boxes contain photographic materials want help collect 2 boxes 46m dollars distribute money charity organisationspoor people tsunami affected countrysi want take 10 46m dollars time helpi want one way choosen reconcile differences god forgive save soul perishing give contact security company london contact claim boxes get reply ready help memay god bless help great task ahead diei await fast reply go back bed continue bear pains going moment waiting kind reply saeed ahmed send instant messages online friends httpukmessengeryahoocom nan cancer die soonpls help last wish die