text_combined: jaron abbas jaron_abbassyahoode hello sorry embarrass email mean intrude privacy peculiar situation found read dont feel sorry destiny everyman die someday jaron abbas business merchant based scotland diagnosed esophageal cancer defiled forms medical treatment right months live according medical experts regret particularly lived life well never really cared anyone even trade though well never open handed always hostile people regarded like never hopes becoming successful know lot life prosperity believe given second chance come world would live life different way lived death imminent willed given belongings immediate extended family members well close friends want god merciful accept soul hence decided support charity work want remembered far able reach charity organizations singapore algeria malaysia health deteriorated badly anymore asked members family aid giving alms organizations catering less privileged bulgaria pakistan refused kept resources hence trust anymore seem contempt left last belonging one knows huge deposit two million five hundred thousand us dollars safe keeping company abroad want secure bestow charity organizations reach email address jaron_abbassyahoode jaron abbas fri 07 sep 2007 135217 0600 private message