woman 5 little children and then take her away. I cyah Male expression of And people in church like bacchanal, so I is understand that! grief Gender just stay home. socialization R: Has this affected your relationship with God? Kinda. I does pray, I does cry. I does pray, I does cry. J.A: And like the more I pray, the worse things get. I feel God too busy. It have World war going on in some countries. I just here Loss of faith with my problem and I try not to make it into a big problem. ‘lil Is He trying to show me something? I don’t know……… R: Any thoughts here, St.V.? Sometimes I get vex with I miss my St.V: God, ‘cause mother the most, and I just stop praying. My Muslim Music as a medium for brother is tell me not to think so. grief release What St.V. said, that is happen to me too. I miss him a N. Ki: lot (her father) and I question myself I question Him….and as to why it happen now, just Rationalization; so….. existential belief I does say that I do something wrong for this to happen. Car.: Like is my fault (very that my friend die. tearful) Loss of faith R: What about you, Cin? (Cin. shakes her head). I believe that everything happens for a reason. She Ch.R: out of her pain. She not in pain anymore. I think everything happens for a reason. Che.R: When I in my grieving moments, I question God. Why he take my mummy? And then you get the feeling that she is sometimes there. You see her, in sight or in flesh can’t Loss of faith; but you get the feeling that she is still there. I feel her in Unresolved grief
woman 5 little children and then take her away. I cyah understand that! And people in church like bacchanal, so I is just stay home. R: Has this affected your relationship with God? J.A: Kinda. I does pray, I does cry. I does pray, I does cry. And like the more I pray, the worse things get. I feel God too busy. It have World war going on in some countries. I just here with my ‘lil problem and I try not to make it into a big problem. Is He trying to show me something? I don’t know……… R: Any thoughts here, St.V.? St.V: Sometimes I get vex with God, ‘cause I miss my mother the most, and I just stop praying. My Muslim brother is tell me not to think so. N. Ki: What St.V. said, that is happen to me too. I miss him a lot (her father) and I question Him….and I question myself as to why it happen now, just so….. Car.: I does say that I do something wrong for this to happen. Like is my fault (very tearful) that my friend die. R: What about you, Cin? (Cin. shakes her head). Ch.R: I believe that everything happens for a reason. She out of her pain. She not in pain anymore. I think everything happens for a reason. Che.R: When I in my grieving moments, I question God. Why he take my mummy? And then you get the feeling that she is sometimes there. You can’t see her, in sight or in flesh but you get the feeling that she is still there. I feel her in Male expression of grief Gender socialization Loss of faith Music as a medium for grief release Rationalization; existential belief Loss of faith Loss of faith; Unresolved grief
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