<s>[INST] Based on the book the bell jar by sylvia plath, what is the reason for her struggle for independence and wayfinding.
Based on Chapters 1-9 of the TED books, I think the narrator, Esther Greenwood, struggles with independence and wayfinding due to her conflicting desires to pursue a career and personal ambitions, while also satisfying her societal expectations to conform to traditional roles as a woman.

She gratefully accepts the offer and starts working on her fashion feature, but she writes that she initially suspected that Ethel wanted merely to buy her loyalty via a free lunch. Environmental expectations and pressures, shaped by societal norms, are central to Esther's indoctrination. When Esther learns from Lenny and Carl Johannesen that an intellectually sincere women marrying a so-called "superman" is essentially the same as committing intellectual suicide - leaving her to cop-animage?[/INST]