我之前也是 想要主动和那个人亲近 因为感觉好像自己也会变得正常一点 好像自己不会那么难受。现在看看自己真的是蠢和可怜
I've been trying to get close to that guy before, because it's like I'm normal, like I'm not that sad. Now look at me as stupid and pathetic as I am.