她最终发现自己上了个大当。她尊敬，崇拜的一切，都是恶毒，虚伪的，不论是文学，还是老师，甚至是父母，都是骗子。她无遮挡地奉献了自己，而他们只是利用她。当她在深渊里呼救时，他们只是冷酷，冷漠，到最后的最后，她还发现，他们恶劣的，令人失望的行为都是符合社会规则的，是受到社会文化支持的。
She finally found herself in a terrible position. She respected and worshipped everything that was evil, hypocritical, whether literary, or teacher, or even parent, and she was a liar. She gave herself unshieldedly, and they used her. When she called for help in the abyss, they were cold, cold, and at the end, she found that their bad, disappointing behaviour was in keeping with social rules and supported by socio-cultural support.