but it's also linked, i mean the other thing that i've got at the back of my mind, is a kind of nightmare, is that when we were talking about the festival around about march  that you know, we spoke to ingy er you know as a group and then that was all fine and we kept er going along and then, and then there was that sort of dreadful phone call i had from linda along the lines as i'm not sure if i've got any describers