i get to kiss him and hug him when i walk in the door and that, that brings me so much joy it's been one of the biggest blessings of my life, i've met such wonderful people, it made me such a stronger person to be gay and there's nothing i would do nothing i would do to change that now don't let anyone tell you you're less than zero just because you're gay there are lots of people out there who care about you and want to see you live so please stay strong and stay in it, it gets better tell yourself over and over again that you're ok because you are and know that... that no matter how hard things can seem that you're connected to everybody else going through that same thing you will find your place and it will get better, i promise