i can definitely tell you and i didn't believe it, i didn't think it would ever get better but it really really does get better focus on the future, don't focus on the problems that you're going through right now focus on the greatness of your life that is going to become find someone, anyone that you can confide in that you think will support you and help you and love you unconditionally and if that person is not helpful then drop them immediately and go to another person know that somewhere out there you can make a connection with someone else who feels just like you do similar to how you do and wants you around and wants to give you a big hug and tell you that everything is alright and that it does get better if i could just come through the screen right now and just give you a big hug and tell you it get better