so y y y you, you, you, you've got at least three things which are all sort of brewing up there and you think good grief what a, what a, what a state to be in because the poor doctor doesn't know what on earth to do, poor jan doesn't know, well it's worse for jan cos she's sitting there thinking i'm going potty or, you know, can't stand properly or you know is leaning over or, or  numb down one side of her face or, or  or  whatever it was, it was i i it was the, the dizziness i think actually which  which was most alarming.