ha was influenced by the works of sigmund freud, carl gustav jung, immanuel kant and søren kierkegaard. ha experienced spiritual progression recognizing the importance and meaning of human existence, and the 'despair' of kierkegaard and the 'reason' of kant became a less serious issue to his life and study. at the end of 12th grade, ha had a mystical religious experience that made him confess that god is the only answer to his quest for meaning. ha then became a christian.