alan proceeds to write his book, which is highly critical of gays and their lifestyle. however, when the manuscript brings an offer for a two-book deal, he doesn't want to sign the contract, as by then he realizes his own feelings for tommy and rejects his old ideas about the gay community. against his better judgment, he signs the contract, persuaded by attorney peter, that it's a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. moments later, tommy comes back to alan's apartment to confront him about the phone calls and tell him he doesn't want to hear from him again. alan takes a chance, grabbing tommy and kissing him. it begins what will be a 4-year relationship.