"i believe i have just written dreadful nonsense; but there’s no time for correcting, as i said before. besides that, i have made myself a promise not to alter a single word of what i write in this paper, even though i find that i am contradicting myself every five lines. i wish to verify the working of the natural logic of my ideas tomorrow during the reading whether i am capable of detecting logical errors, and whether all that i have meditated over during the last six months be true, or nothing but delirium.