"i don’t love you, lef nicolaievitch, and, therefore, what would be the use of my coming to see you? you are just like a child you want a plaything, and it must be taken out and given you and then you don’t know how to work it. you are simply repeating all you said in your letter, and what’s the use? of course i believe every word you say, and i know perfectly well that you neither did or ever can deceive me in any way, and yet, i don’t love you. you write that you’ve forgotten everything, and only remember your brother parfen, with whom you exchanged crosses, and that you don’t remember anything about the rogojin who aimed a knife at your throat. what do you know about my feelings, eh?" (rogojin laughed disagreeably.) "here you are holding out your brotherly forgiveness to me for a thing that i have perhaps never repented of in the slightest degree. i did not think of it again all that evening; all my thoughts were centred on something else "