'cause that's a request that only you can meet whether people can't do that they can't make it so if you don't know how to read it for yourself for freedom you won't have that we met um unfeeling expressed it because i didn't notice ended everything is a strategy in other words mine is indeed for anesthetic environment but underneath that there's a need for serenity and my serenity doesn't come from the environment so this entire request starting it is the strategy to get something cults serenity okay that's the need to have a need for certain pieces of the isn't there a need to know for certain aesthetic fruit loop but they did it crumbles the house of cards for me of wanting this sink not filled with dirty dishes we understand that what with the uh... if you have a need for serenity serenity just come from a clean sick okay then we haven't got to the right need them or the right that it's not that you want to spend distinctly but i'm projecting that need onto this sink that's onto a behavior someone else we have a person's behavior to be getting in the weight of are needed the dishes and could be some means of years about being that bad when you have to identify what that means either not kidding and not sure and grammar i'm really not sure that i'm not basing my and as sumption that by having that same cleaned and a half serenity and i think it's falls distinction