i suppose looking back on what i said at the time it was true and i did really love you and i still do  but  now it's not sexual  or romantic, it wasn't sexual then because my mind was too pure and partly because you were such a huge chunk of my life, one seventh, and i think i always will  don't know what that's su oh it's love you i suppose   for you it must have been such a small thing and at fifteen stroke sixteen you can probably only just remember me  i was fourteen actually  i was the middle son who wasn't properly blond unlike the brothers and hung around near you far too much.