"but after all, what is it? is it possible that i should have just risked my fate by tossing up?" he went on, shuddering; and looked round him again. his eyes had a curious expression of sincerity. "that is an astonishing psychological fact," he cried, suddenly addressing the prince, in a tone of the most intense surprise. "it is... it is something quite inconceivable, prince," he repeated with growing animation, like a man regaining consciousness. "take note of it, prince, remember it; you collect, i am told, facts concerning capital punishment... they told me so. ha, ha! my god, how absurd!" he sat down on the sofa, put his elbows on the table, and laid his head on his hands. "it is shameful though what does it matter to me if it is shameful?