"if this ‘explanation’ gets into anybody’s hands, and they have patience to read it through, they may consider me a madman, or a schoolboy, or, more likely, a man condemned to die, who thought it only natural to conclude that all men, excepting himself, esteem life far too lightly, live it far too carelessly and lazily, and are, therefore, one and all, unworthy of it. well, i affirm that my reader is wrong again, for my convictions have nothing to do with my sentence of death. ask them, ask any one of them, or all of them, what they mean by happiness! oh, you may be perfectly sure that if columbus was happy, it was not after he had discovered america, but when he was discovering it! you may be quite sure that he reached the culminating point of his happiness three days before he saw the new world with his actual eyes, when his mutinous sailors wanted to tack about, and return to europe! what did the new world matter after all? columbus had hardly seen it when he died, and in reality he was entirely ignorant of what he had discovered. the important thing is life life and nothing else! what is any ‘discovery’