"however admit the fact! admit that without such perpetual devouring of one another the world cannot continue to exist, or could never have been organized i am ever ready to confess that i cannot understand why this is so but i’ll tell you what i do know, for certain. if i have once been given to understand and realize that i am what does it matter to me that the world is organized on a system full of errors and that otherwise it cannot be organized at all? who will or can judge me after this? say what you like the thing is impossible and unjust!