but now they're all set up and i'm left alone and the children, three of them, haven't got time to look after me  to give me what i, what i need and especially one in the truth, that one is less getting in touch with me than the ones that told me the truth, boys ring me, twice, three times a week, julia rings every, every night, but ted rings twice or three times a week, three times i could go, the one