Well here’s another solution if you have really given up on life buy a plane ticket and go the the DIGNITAS clinic in Switzerland. There if you are sure you want to go through with it they will euthanise you, but before they provide therapy to ensure you want to go through with it
Sorry for the way it was written I’ll just sum it up here
If you really want to die hop on a plane to Switzerland, money won’t matter if you’re dead, and go to the DIGNITAS clinic to be euthanised