I've been a daily smoker for past 7 years and had plans to quit for past 5 years or so but I can't do it for more than a month.Since the pandemic started and I was able to work from home Ive been smoking from morning untill I fall asleep.  
I just can't get the willpower to say no. 
Generally I have my life in place. 
I make good money working as a developer, I also have programming as my hobby and do it in my free time. I live in my own apartment with girlfriend who is not a smoker.The thing is that I feel completely unmotivated and depressed in the morning. After smoking i feel fine and can start the day.Because I smoke so much I don't feel like socializing much. So I feel kinda trapped in this circle where I feel like shit if I don't smoke and after I smoke I feel fine but I'm just very lazy to go outside and be activeI know this isn't the place to ask these questions but I feel like I might find someone who went through phase like this.