An Update On Dianna's Health

Simone hosting this video is a reminder to the genuine gravity of how cruel things like this can be when such wonderful and bright people are affected by adverse conditions that threaten their lives. Of course, so few people lead a life deserving of these struggles, but it's particularly painful when it afflicts those that have so much passion for something good that they dedicate themselves to sharing it with the world. It's a threat to the few sources of light in a world prone to darkness. This is all super corny, and I'm sorry haha.

Like with Simone, I hope for recovery - not only to health, but to a normal mental and cognitive state. Since having COVID around August of 2021, I've struggled with a complete loss of interest and drive, with a lifelong, uh, "partnership" with depression suddenly turning into increasing submission. To the point where one day things just snap in my mind and my nihilism goes from "it's funny cause it's true lol" to "let's cry for 40 minutes because you're expected to live and witness decay in everything around you for another few decades un-lol. Also, you're now suddenly terrified of your bed because bed means going to sleep, which means you wake up to experience the horror all over again. K, see you tomorrow byyyyyeeeeee!" 
After 2/3 of 2022 being like that and trying different medications, I've either finally found one that works or that all-time low naturally passed ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Either way, I've been so changed from that that my perception of reality is forever altered and I'm forced to try and ignore it by binging YouTube day-in and day-out, aaand my bed is still covered in boxes and actual dust because I formed a phobia over it that I'm afraid to find may still exists, shattering whatever calm facade I've managed to build in the last few months of "recovery."

ANYWHO, point being that while I can't assuredly attribute such a radical alteration of my psyche to COVID, I _do_ know it wreaks all kinds of different havoc on the nervous system, and cognitive/depressive issues are relatively common after "recovery" from infection; and I just hope that this doesn't happen with Dianna. Or anyone, for that matter.