Yes, you're 100% right. There's absolute no denial in what you're saying. But feelings of guilt aren't always right. I know I'm looking WAY too much into it and I'm overly hypothesizing. But that just shows how much cautious I'm being about my own mental health. If she does suicide, I will KNOW it was not my fault, from day 1. But what about my feelings? Maybe I'll have to take counseling for a bit until I actually REALIZE it really wasn't my fault. I don't wanna go through that shit just for this girl man... I know I look like that Omoi Naruto character who read a lot into things lol.