Hi everyone.I have been working as a software dev for the last 3yrs. This is my first job.I am not sure why, but for like almost 80% of the time (last 3yrs) in my job, I feel like leaving the job. I don't have a plan or maybe the risk appetite to follow the plan, and that's the only reason why I am still continuing with the job.It's not that I don't like software dev. Although I don't consider myself as one of those people who does it as hobby and are super awesome developer. And sometime thinking about that competition also makes me depressed. I might be wrong in interpreting my feelings but for now I feel like I don't like the job because its a large organization and the work I do I don't see it getting used by the public. For me its only a job where I spend 9-5 doing the work, and once workhour is over I don't feel like thinking about it. I kind of dread waking up in the morning knowing that I still have to do the same job. Not sure if joining a early stage startup will improve the situation.Also, I hardly have anything to show in my resume or github. Another reason why I now a days feel like wasting my time doing the job, and badly want to improve the current situation of my life.Apologies if it feels like a rant or it's too long. But it will be very helpful for me if you guys can give your point of views and suggestion.PS: This is my first time posting to HN, so I might not be aware of some rules/guidelines of posting questions. Sorry if that's the case.