I think you are in the middle of some massive grief. You’re not even a month after your father passing....you’re experiencing so many emotions: pain, anger, resentment, loss, sadness. As a therapist, I can tell you most, if not all the clients I see who start therapy within 1-2 months of someone’s passing are some of the most incredibly but rewarding clients to counsel.


I had a client who’s mother passed from breast cancer about 2 months prior. They were best friends, everything. The client was extremely depressed but also angry at her sister for her belief that her mother being present for a family physical attack making her stress and caused the cancer to spread. After acknowledging that her mother chose to be around her sister and knew the potential for stress, she then became angry and blamed the doctors for performing a surgery for a secondary health issue during her cancer as shortened her lifespan. My point is, early stages of grief are complex. You need at least 6 months before making major decisions.