Thank you for your kind words. Honestly I want to forgive it, I was willing to if she at least apologized, or told my girlfriend’s step sister the truth in the very least, because she was a good friend before that, now... she will still talk to me but it’s forced, like she feels obligated to stay friends. I don’t know what it’s like to lose a child, but I did watch the love of my life slowly succumb, and the last thing I wanted was to cause her any pain, which is why I didn’t confront her mom while she was still alive, because best case scenario she sees through the lies, and if she saw through it, it would have devastated her worse than her mom was doing to her. I do want to forgive, but I can’t, not with how things are