Seeing this always makes me wonder what the cops and paramedics felt like when my dad died unexpectedly in his sleep 4 years ago when I was 18. My sister was 22.

 I remember we were both just crying thinking what the fuck just happened. And then I remember sitting there at the top of the stair case against the wall with my head in my hands just crying as this cop just stood a couple feet from me. At the time I remember thinking he probably felt awkward, but it makes me wonder if he too felt some of the pain?