i am a depressive person nearly three year. my life energy is draining and i think suicide is only way last few days.i am 22 year old, alone ( no friends, no family ), financially awful and drowned in debts. i can't work, i can't sleep, i can't enjoy from life.i was freelancing in android & linux area till this month but i can't continue to this because i don't even want to write a single line of code.
trying to do anything is backfiring to me and make everything worse than before.i do not know how to overcome this situation by mentally and financially. i need solution to this and different view to world for gaining back life energy.sorry for my bad english, english is not my native language. 
feel free to reach me privately on getsession.org with session id 05ffd8c2ee85f3b4d1dbb3343397ef5c0636f9a80dc2bb4ba4631d7df89b2b4927