I hate people who use mental illness as an “uwu aesthetic-~.” Depression isn’t cute. Bipolar disorder is not cute. Borderline personality disorder is not a game. Asperger’s is not fun. Mental illness is not a switch you turn on and off at your leisure. It’s a constant worry of trying to keep yourself under control and worrying if you’re gonna have a passable day. It’s constant anxiety at the smallest of screw ups. It’s hoping that you don’t come off too creepy and studying other people so you know what’s socially acceptable.