Nope. I loved a sociopath too. Felt amazing! He was perfect in the beginning. Was certain he was obsessed with me. Never ever doubted his sincerity. After 3 years of a "perfect" relationship i found out he had been lieing to me about key things in his life and was chronically cheating on me. He basically pretended to be a different person. Hes a totally different identy now. Just talked to his ex wife a few years ago...they are divorced he did the exact same thing to her. She thought she was special to him too.