Sending such good thoughts your way. I’m so glad you were not physically harmed. I hope you are doing as well as you possibly can be psychologically, but please be kind to yourself since you have been through something so traumatic, and the trauma doesn’t end when the event itself does. Please forgive a stranger giving you advice (I know that’s annoying) but please please please take advantage of whatever mental health care opportunities you feel like you may need. Pulling for you and so sorry that you are having to go through this.