I'm an above average looking guy (not by much) and get a decent amount of attention from women.  I also have a long history of major depressive disorder/severe anxiety and am a stable, but emotional person.  I mention this because I don't really act neurotic or anything.

Women fucking love me when I keep my mouth shut and make sly remarks and remember things about them.  The second I drop my deadpan act and get excited, or share something personal they get visibly repulsed.  Basically like an "uhhhhh yeah, sure" reaction.  

It's unfortunate because I really want to be expressive and share things about myself, but women are so fucking hard on men.  It's hardwired into them to be for the survival of our species.  It's not the fact that they're like this that bothers me, it's the fact that society grooms us from the time we're children to be super nice to women, be sensitive/charming and thoughtful and they'll love you, but it's just not the case.  I'm annoyed because we're lied to.

Even my therapist who's a pretty cool woman (and is good looking) constantly tells me I need to be more vulnerable, and I've explained to her so many times that it's not how it works for men.

&gt;I don't know when exactly it started happening, but I have been noticing many things about Women that seem to be off lately. Maybe I changed, maybe they have always been like that but I just never noticed.. I don't know.

I never thought I'd be mentioning this openly, but fuck it.  Around 2014 I started reading trp and got into it quite a bit because I knew what I'd been taught wasn't lining up with reality.  I never really bought into being some calculating alpha that has tons of sex, that shit's lame and I'm not into casual sex that much, but I'm somewhat ashamed to admit that I still think much of the stuff written on female nature is spot on.  When I read it initially it explained so much of the fucked up shit women in my life had pulled on me.

I don't endorse the sub.  I fucking hate the people on there and think they're a bunch of pieces of shit that exaggerate how alpha they are, but they get a lot right, and it hurts to accept.