&gt;I want to be with her on it but I feel like I'm at the point where I have to decide to walk away or stick with it but it's like how many times.

As much as your heart tugs for you to support her through these nightmarish times, it isn't your duty. You need to think what is best for yourself right now as you've already done your fair share of helping throughout this relationship without her showing any lasting POSITIVE results- and at this point in time, anything she says are empty promises as the use of alcohol will make her do more "almost cheating" actions. Eventually she'll end up cheating if she has another relapse, which from what I'm reading... is likely to happen.

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At this current point in time... she needs to work on herself and is not ready for a serious long-term relationship, and I'm sure you see this yourself. If you decide to stick with her, you'll end up as collateral when shit hits the fan- and it'll most definitely hit the fan since all relationships (even healthy ones) will have their hardships. You've done your best, and now you know better in terms of what alcohol does to people. Use this to find yourself a healthier relationship.