"Then, Asumu-san gave birth to Battler-kun. ...But I had a miscarriage. ......I think about it, sometimes. What if Asumu-san had had the miscarriage...and I had been the one to give birth? ...Would Rudolf-san have broken off his engagement and married me? ...But I couldn't give birth to my child. So until Asumu-san died, and until I got pregnant with Ange, I cursed Asumu-san and was jealous."