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 == Filipacci again == 

 I guess the most recent issue is one I have brought on myself. Still, I feel that no one is recognizing how hurtful it was that I was called sexist and subject to other personal attacks. The most objectionable line is ""if those personal attacks are supported by outside sources, you need to go after those sources outside of wikipedia."" Basically it seems that I have to show deference to anyone who has an article on wikipedia, but other editors can insult me all they want if they are using ""outside"" sources. This feels like a double-standard, which is what began this. It all started when I tried to mock the double standard of people making waves about the American women novelist category, and ignoring the American women philosophers category. The whole thing is very frustrating. Maybe I am just letting it get to me, but it seems like no matter how much I try to build peace all I get is war.  "