He was too afraid of my rugger-square father to use either of those words, at least I know that now, but at the time I believed he meant what he said.
1	He	he	PRON	PERS-P3SG-NOM	Case=Nom|Gender=Masc|Number=Sing|Person=3|PronType=Prs	4	nsubj	_	_
2	was	be	AUX	PAST	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	4	cop	_	_
3	too	too	ADV	_	_	4	advmod	_	_
4	afraid	afraid	ADJ	POS	Degree=Pos	0	root	_	_
5	of	of	ADP	_	_	8	case	_	_
6	my	I	PRON	P1SG-GEN	Number=Sing|Person=1|Poss=Yes|PronType=Prs	8	nmod:poss	_	_
7	rugger-square	rugger-square	NOUN	SG-NOM	Number=Sing	8	compound	_	_
8	father	father	NOUN	SG-NOM	Number=Sing	4	obl	_	_
9	to	to	PART	_	_	10	mark	_	_
10	use	use	VERB	INF	VerbForm=Inf	4	advcl	_	_
11	either	either	PRON	IND-SG	Number=Sing|PronType=Ind	10	obj	_	_
12	of	of	ADP	_	_	14	case	_	_
13	those	that	DET	DEM-PL	Number=Plur|PronType=Dem	14	det	_	_
14	words	word	NOUN	PL-NOM	Number=Plur	11	nmod	_	SpaceAfter=No
15	,	,	PUNCT	Comma	_	19	punct	_	_
16	at	at	ADP	_	_	19	advmod	_	_
17	least	little	ADV	SPL	Degree=Sup	16	fixed	_	_
18	I	I	PRON	PERS-P1SG-NOM	Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	19	nsubj	_	_
19	know	know	VERB	PRES	Mood=Ind|Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Fin	4	parataxis	_	_
20	that	that	PRON	DEM-SG	Number=Sing|PronType=Dem	19	obj	_	_
21	now	now	ADV	_	_	19	advmod	_	SpaceAfter=No
22	,	,	PUNCT	Comma	_	28	punct	_	_
23	but	but	CCONJ	_	_	28	cc	_	_
24	at	at	ADP	_	_	26	case	_	_
25	the	the	DET	DEF	Definite=Def|PronType=Art	26	det	_	_
26	time	time	NOUN	SG-NOM	Number=Sing	28	obl	_	_
27	I	I	PRON	PERS-P1SG-NOM	Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	28	nsubj	_	_
28	believed	believe	VERB	PAST	Mood=Ind|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	19	conj	_	_
29	he	he	PRON	PERS-P3SG-NOM	Case=Nom|Gender=Masc|Number=Sing|Person=3|PronType=Prs	30	nsubj	_	_
30	meant	mean	VERB	PAST	Mood=Ind|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	28	ccomp	_	_
31	what	what	PRON	WH	PronType=Int	33	obj	_	_
32	he	he	PRON	PERS-P3SG-NOM	Case=Nom|Gender=Masc|Number=Sing|Person=3|PronType=Prs	33	nsubj	_	_
33	said	say	VERB	PAST	Mood=Ind|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	30	ccomp	_	SpaceAfter=No
34	.	.	PUNCT	Period	_	4	punct	_	_
