I enjoyed looking at her in a way that was forbidden to me, this self on self, self as desirer and desired, had a frankness to it I had not been invited to discover.
1	I	I	PRON	PERS-P1SG-NOM	Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	2	nsubj	_	_
2	enjoyed	enjoy	VERB	PAST	Mood=Ind|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	0	root	_	_
3	looking	look	VERB	ING	Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Part	2	xcomp	_	_
4	at	at	ADP	_	_	5	case	_	_
5	her	she	PRON	PERS-P3SG-ACC	Case=Acc|Gender=Fem|Number=Sing|Person=3|PronType=Prs	3	obl	_	_
6	in	in	ADP	_	_	8	case	_	_
7	a	a	DET	IND-SG	Definite=Ind|PronType=Art	8	det	_	_
8	way	way	NOUN	SG-NOM	Number=Sing	3	obl	_	_
9	that	that	PRON	REL	PronType=Rel	11	nsubj:pass	_	_
10	was	be	AUX	PAST	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	11	aux:pass	_	_
11	forbidden	forbid	VERB	PASS	Tense=Past|VerbForm=Part|Voice=Pass	8	acl:relcl	_	_
12	to	to	ADP	_	_	13	case	_	_
13	me	I	PRON	PERS-P1SG-ACC	Case=Acc|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	11	obl	_	SpaceAfter=No
14	,	,	PUNCT	Comma	_	16	punct	_	_
15	this	this	DET	DEM-SG	Number=Sing|PronType=Dem	16	det	_	_
16	self	self	NOUN	SG-NOM	Number=Sing	26	nsubj	_	_
17	on	on	ADP	_	_	18	case	_	_
18	self	self	NOUN	SG-NOM	Number=Sing	16	nmod	_	SpaceAfter=No
19	,	,	PUNCT	Comma	_	20	punct	_	_
20	self	self	NOUN	SG-NOM	Number=Sing	16	conj	_	_
21	as	as	ADP	_	_	22	case	_	_
22	desirer	desirer	NOUN	SG-NOM	Number=Sing	20	nmod	_	_
23	and	and	CCONJ	_	_	24	cc	_	_
24	desired	desire	ADJ	POS	Degree=Pos	22	conj	_	SpaceAfter=No
25	,	,	PUNCT	Comma	_	20	punct	_	_
26	had	have	VERB	PAST	Mood=Ind|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	2	parataxis	_	_
27	a	a	DET	IND-SG	Definite=Ind|PronType=Art	28	det	_	_
28	frankness	frankness	NOUN	SG-NOM	Number=Sing	26	obj	_	_
29	to	to	ADP	_	_	30	case	_	_
30	it	it	PRON	PERS-SG	_	28	nmod	_	_
31	I	I	PRON	PERS-P1SG-NOM	Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	35	nsubj:pass	_	_
32	had	have	AUX	PAST-AUX	Mood=Ind|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	35	aux	_	_
33	not	not	PART	NEG	_	35	advmod	_	_
34	been	be	AUX	PERF	Tense=Past|VerbForm=Part	35	aux:pass	_	_
35	invited	invite	VERB	PASS	Tense=Past|VerbForm=Part|Voice=Pass	28	acl:relcl	_	_
36	to	to	PART	_	_	37	mark	_	_
37	discover	discover	VERB	INF	VerbForm=Inf	35	xcomp	_	SpaceAfter=No
38	.	.	PUNCT	Period	_	2	punct	_	_
