I had been carrying myself like a gun, cocked, alert, ready for trouble, fearing it.
1	I	I	PRON	PERS-P1SG-NOM	Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	4	nsubj	_	_
2	had	have	AUX	PAST-AUX	Mood=Ind|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	4	aux	_	_
3	been	be	AUX	PERF	Tense=Past|VerbForm=Part	4	aux	_	_
4	carrying	carry	VERB	ING	Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Part	0	root	_	_
5	myself	I	PRON	RFL-SG	Case=Acc|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs|Reflex=Yes	4	obj	_	_
6	like	like	ADP	_	_	8	case	_	_
7	a	a	DET	IND-SG	Definite=Ind|PronType=Art	8	det	_	_
8	gun	gun	NOUN	SG-NOM	Number=Sing	4	obl	_	SpaceAfter=No
9	,	,	PUNCT	Comma	_	10	punct	_	_
10	cocked	cock	VERB	PASS	Tense=Past|VerbForm=Part|Voice=Pass	4	amod	_	SpaceAfter=No
11	,	,	PUNCT	Comma	_	12	punct	_	_
12	alert	alert	ADJ	POS	Case=Nom	10	conj	_	SpaceAfter=No
13	,	,	PUNCT	Comma	_	12	punct	_	_
14	ready	ready	ADJ	POS	Degree=Pos	10	conj	_	_
15	for	for	ADP	_	_	16	case	_	_
16	trouble	trouble	NOUN	SG-NOM	Number=Sing	14	nmod	_	SpaceAfter=No
17	,	,	PUNCT	Comma	_	18	punct	_	_
18	fearing	fear	VERB	ING	Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Part	10	conj	_	_
19	it	it	PRON	PERS-SG	_	18	obj	_	SpaceAfter=No
20	.	.	PUNCT	Period	_	4	punct	_	_
