In that way only it seemed to me I could keep my hold on the redeeming facts of life.
1	In	in	ADP	_	_	3	case	_	_
2	that	that	DET	DEM-SG	Number=Sing|PronType=Dem	3	det	_	_
3	way	way	NOUN	SG-NOM	Number=Sing	6	obl	_	_
4	only	only	ADV	_	_	3	advmod	_	_
5	it	it	PRON	PERS-SG	_	6	nsubj	_	_
6	seemed	seem	VERB	PAST	Mood=Ind|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	0	root	_	_
7	to	to	ADP	_	_	8	case	_	_
8	me	I	PRON	PERS-P1SG-ACC	Case=Acc|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	6	obl	_	_
9	I	I	PRON	PERS-P1SG-NOM	Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	11	nsubj	_	_
10	could	could	AUX	PAST-AUX	VerbForm=Fin	11	aux	_	_
11	keep	keep	VERB	INF	VerbForm=Inf	6	ccomp	_	_
12	my	I	PRON	P1SG-GEN	Number=Sing|Person=1|Poss=Yes|PronType=Prs	13	nmod:poss	_	_
13	hold	hold	NOUN	SG-NOM	Number=Sing	11	obj	_	_
14	on	on	ADP	_	_	17	case	_	_
15	the	the	DET	DEF	Definite=Def|PronType=Art	17	det	_	_
16	redeeming	redeeming	ADJ	POS	Degree=Pos	17	amod	_	_
17	facts	fact	NOUN	PL-NOM	Number=Plur	11	obl	_	_
18	of	of	ADP	_	_	19	case	_	_
19	life	life	NOUN	SG-NOM	Number=Sing	17	nmod	_	SpaceAfter=No
20	.	.	PUNCT	Period	_	6	punct	_	_
