And for the first few days / couple of weeks I felt really anxious, really scared, really worried, because my initial reaction was, and still now, I'm a bit like, I'm not old enough for this.
1	And	and	CCONJ	CC	_	12	cc	12:cc	Discourse=joint-list_m:33->10:3
2	for	for	ADP	IN	_	6	case	6:case	_
3	the	the	DET	DT	Definite=Def|PronType=Art	6	det	6:det	Entity=(31-time-new-cf3-4-sgl
4	first	first	ADJ	JJ	Degree=Pos|NumType=Ord	6	amod	6:amod	_
5	few	few	ADJ	JJ	Degree=Pos	6	amod	6:amod	_
6	days	day	NOUN	NNS	Number=Plur	12	obl	12:obl:for	Entity=31)
7	/	/	SYM	SYM	_	8	cc	8:cc	_
8	couple	couple	NOUN	NN	Number=Sing	6	conj	6:conj:slash|12:obl:for	Entity=(32-time-new-cf4-1-sgl
9	of	of	ADP	IN	_	10	case	10:case	_
10	weeks	week	NOUN	NNS	Number=Plur	8	nmod	8:nmod:of	Entity=32)
11	I	I	PRON	PRP	Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	12	nsubj	12:nsubj|14:nsubj:xsubj|17:nsubj:xsubj|20:nsubj:xsubj	Entity=(2-person-giv:act-cf1*-1-ana)
12	felt	feel	VERB	VBD	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	0	root	0:root	_
13	really	really	ADV	RB	Degree=Pos	14	advmod	14:advmod	_
14	anxious	anxious	ADJ	JJ	Degree=Pos	12	xcomp	12:xcomp	SpaceAfter=No
15	,	,	PUNCT	,	_	17	punct	17:punct	_
16	really	really	ADV	RB	Degree=Pos	17	advmod	17:advmod	_
17	scared	scared	ADJ	JJ	Degree=Pos	14	conj	12:xcomp|14:conj	SpaceAfter=No
18	,	,	PUNCT	,	_	20	punct	20:punct	_
19	really	really	ADV	RB	Degree=Pos	20	advmod	20:advmod	_
20	worried	worry	VERB	VBN	Tense=Past|VerbForm=Part	14	conj	12:xcomp|14:conj	SpaceAfter=No
21	,	,	PUNCT	,	_	26	punct	26:punct	_
22	because	because	SCONJ	IN	_	26	mark	26:mark	Discourse=attribution-positive:34->36:1
23	my	my	PRON	PRP$	Case=Gen|Number=Sing|Person=1|Poss=Yes|PronType=Prs	25	nmod:poss	25:nmod:poss	Entity=(33-event-new-cf2-3-sgl(2-person-giv:act-cf1*-1-ana)
24	initial	initial	ADJ	JJ	Degree=Pos	25	amod	25:amod	_
25	reaction	reaction	NOUN	NN	Number=Sing	26	nsubj	26:nsubj	Entity=33)
26	was	be	VERB	VBD	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	12	advcl	12:advcl:because	SpaceAfter=No
27	,	,	PUNCT	,	_	28	punct	28:punct	_
28	and	and	CCONJ	CC	_	33	cc	33:cc	Discourse=joint-list_m:35->34:0
29	still	still	ADV	RB	Degree=Pos	30	advmod	30:advmod	_
30	now	now	ADV	RB	_	33	advmod	33:advmod	SpaceAfter=No
31	,	,	PUNCT	,	_	30	punct	30:punct	_
32-33	I'm	_	_	_	_	_	_	_	_
32	I	I	PRON	PRP	Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	33	nsubj	33:nsubj	Entity=(2-person-giv:act-cf1*-1-ana)
33	'm	be	VERB	VBP	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Fin	26	conj	12:advcl:because|26:conj:and	_
34	a	a	DET	DT	Definite=Ind|PronType=Art	35	det	35:det	_
35	bit	bit	NOUN	NN	Number=Sing	33	obl:npmod	33:obl:npmod	_
36	like	like	ADP	RP	_	33	compound:prt	33:compound:prt	SpaceAfter=No
37	,	,	PUNCT	,	_	41	punct	41:punct	_
38-39	I'm	_	_	_	_	_	_	_	_
38	I	I	PRON	PRP	Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	41	nsubj	41:nsubj	Discourse=causal-cause:36->33:0|Entity=(2-person-giv:act-cf1*-1-ana)
39	'm	be	AUX	VBP	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Fin	41	cop	41:cop	_
40	not	not	PART	RB	Polarity=Neg	41	advmod	41:advmod	_
41	old	old	ADJ	JJ	Degree=Pos	33	ccomp	33:ccomp	_
42	enough	enough	ADV	RB	Degree=Pos	41	advmod	41:advmod	_
43	for	for	ADP	IN	_	44	case	44:case	_
44	this	this	PRON	DT	Number=Sing|PronType=Dem	41	obl	41:obl:for	SpaceAfter=No
45	.	.	PUNCT	.	_	12	punct	12:punct	_
