For him it summed up all his insecurities and fears about his own cruelty, ignorance, and the possibility that he was, in reality, not a good person.
1	For	for	ADP	IN	_	2	case	2:case	Discourse=elaboration-additional:54->53:0
2	him	he	PRON	PRP	Case=Acc|Gender=Masc|Number=Sing|Person=3|PronType=Prs	4	obl	4:obl:for	Entity=(1-person-giv:act-cf1*-1-ana)
3	it	it	PRON	PRP	Case=Nom|Gender=Neut|Number=Sing|Person=3|PronType=Prs	4	nsubj	4:nsubj	Entity=(36-abstract-giv:act-cf2-1-ana)
4	summed	sum	VERB	VBD	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	0	root	0:root	_
5	up	up	ADP	RP	_	4	compound:prt	4:compound:prt	_
6	all	all	DET	PDT	PronType=Tot	8	det:predet	8:det:predet	Entity=(63-abstract-new-cf3-3,5-sgl
7	his	his	PRON	PRP$	Case=Gen|Gender=Masc|Number=Sing|Person=3|Poss=Yes|PronType=Prs	8	nmod:poss	8:nmod:poss	Entity=(1-person-giv:act-cf1*-1-ana)
8	insecurities	insecurity	NOUN	NNS	Number=Plur	4	obj	4:obj	_
9	and	and	CCONJ	CC	_	10	cc	10:cc	_
10	fears	fear	NOUN	NNS	Number=Plur	8	conj	4:obj|8:conj:and	_
11	about	about	ADP	IN	_	14	case	14:case	_
12	his	his	PRON	PRP$	Case=Gen|Gender=Masc|Number=Sing|Person=3|Poss=Yes|PronType=Prs	14	nmod:poss	14:nmod:poss	Entity=(64-abstract-new-cf6-3-sgl(1-person-giv:act-cf1*-1-ana)
13	own	own	ADJ	JJ	Degree=Pos	14	amod	14:amod	_
14	cruelty	cruelty	NOUN	NN	Number=Sing	8	nmod	8:nmod:about	Entity=64)|SpaceAfter=No
15	,	,	PUNCT	,	_	16	punct	16:punct	_
16	ignorance	ignorance	NOUN	NN	Number=Sing	14	conj	8:nmod:about|14:conj:and	Entity=(65-abstract-new-cf7-1-sgl)|SpaceAfter=No
17	,	,	PUNCT	,	_	20	punct	20:punct	_
18	and	and	CCONJ	CC	_	20	cc	20:cc	_
19	the	the	DET	DT	Definite=Def|PronType=Art	20	det	20:det	Entity=(66-abstract-new-cf4-2-sgl
20	possibility	possibility	NOUN	NN	Number=Sing	14	conj	8:nmod:about|14:conj:and	_
21	that	that	SCONJ	IN	_	31	mark	31:mark	Discourse=elaboration-attribute:55->54:0
22	he	he	PRON	PRP	Case=Nom|Gender=Masc|Number=Sing|Person=3|PronType=Prs	31	nsubj	31:nsubj	Entity=(1-person-giv:act-cf1*-1-ana)
23	was	be	AUX	VBD	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	31	cop	31:cop	SpaceAfter=No
24	,	,	PUNCT	,	_	23	punct	23:punct	_
25	in	in	ADP	IN	_	26	case	26:case	_
26	reality	reality	NOUN	NN	Number=Sing	31	obl	31:obl:in	SpaceAfter=No
27	,	,	PUNCT	,	_	26	punct	26:punct	_
28	not	not	PART	RB	Polarity=Neg	31	advmod	31:advmod	_
29	a	a	DET	DT	Definite=Ind|PronType=Art	31	det	31:det	Entity=(67-person-new-cf5-3-sgl
30	good	good	ADJ	JJ	Degree=Pos	31	amod	31:amod	_
31	person	person	NOUN	NN	Number=Sing	20	acl	20:acl:that	Entity=67)66)63)|SpaceAfter=No
32	.	.	PUNCT	.	_	4	punct	4:punct	_
