So that also then helped me to make the decision that I do want to document this, but I'm probably going to do it, like, with hindsight, so I check in every now and again and just let you know how I've been feeling.
1	So	so	ADV	RB	_	5	advmod	5:advmod	Discourse=causal-result:108->88:5
2	that	that	PRON	DT	Number=Sing|PronType=Dem	5	nsubj	5:nsubj	Entity=(48-abstract-giv:act-cf2-1-ana)
3	also	also	ADV	RB	_	5	advmod	5:advmod	_
4	then	then	ADV	RB	PronType=Dem	5	advmod	5:advmod	_
5	helped	help	VERB	VBD	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	0	root	0:root	_
6	me	I	PRON	PRP	Case=Acc|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	5	obj	5:obj|8:nsubj:xsubj	Entity=(2-person-giv:act-cf1*-1-ana)
7	to	to	PART	TO	_	8	mark	8:mark	_
8	make	make	VERB	VB	VerbForm=Inf	5	xcomp	5:xcomp	_
9	the	the	DET	DT	Definite=Def|PronType=Art	10	det	10:det	Entity=(49-event-giv:inact-cf6-2-coref
10	decision	decision	NOUN	NN	Number=Sing	8	obj	8:obj	_
11	that	that	SCONJ	IN	_	14	mark	14:mark	Discourse=elaboration-attribute:109->108:0
12	I	I	PRON	PRP	Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	14	nsubj	14:nsubj|16:nsubj:xsubj	Entity=(2-person-giv:act-cf1*-1-ana)
13	do	do	AUX	VBP	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Fin	14	aux	14:aux	_
14	want	want	VERB	VB	VerbForm=Inf	10	acl	10:acl:that	_
15	to	to	PART	TO	_	16	mark	16:mark	_
16	document	document	VERB	VB	VerbForm=Inf	14	xcomp	14:xcomp	Entity=(69-event-new-cf3-1-disc
17	this	this	PRON	DT	Number=Sing|PronType=Dem	16	obj	16:obj	Entity=(14-event-giv:inact-cf5-1-ana)69)49)|SpaceAfter=No
18	,	,	PUNCT	,	_	23	punct	23:punct	_
19	but	but	CCONJ	CC	_	23	cc	23:cc	Discourse=elaboration-additional:110->108:1
20-21	I'm	_	_	_	_	_	_	_	_
20	I	I	PRON	PRP	Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	23	nsubj	23:nsubj|25:nsubj:xsubj	Entity=(2-person-giv:act-cf1*-1-ana)
21	'm	be	AUX	VBP	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Fin	23	aux	23:aux	_
22	probably	probably	ADV	RB	Degree=Pos	23	advmod	23:advmod	_
23	going	go	VERB	VBG	Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Part	5	conj	5:conj:but	_
24	to	to	PART	TO	_	25	mark	25:mark	_
25	do	do	VERB	VB	VerbForm=Inf	23	xcomp	23:xcomp	_
26	it	it	PRON	PRP	Case=Acc|Gender=Neut|Number=Sing|Person=3|PronType=Prs	25	obj	25:obj	Entity=(69-event-giv:act-cf3-1-coref)|SpaceAfter=No
27	,	,	PUNCT	,	_	28	punct	28:punct	_
28	like	like	INTJ	UH	_	31	discourse	31:discourse	SpaceAfter=No
29	,	,	PUNCT	,	_	28	punct	28:punct	_
30	with	with	ADP	IN	_	31	case	31:case	_
31	hindsight	hindsight	NOUN	NN	Number=Sing	23	obl	23:obl:with	Entity=(70-abstract-new-cf7-1-sgl)|SpaceAfter=No
32	,	,	PUNCT	,	_	35	punct	35:punct	_
33	so	so	ADV	RB	_	35	advmod	35:advmod	Discourse=mode-manner:111->110:0
34	I	I	PRON	PRP	Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	35	nsubj	35:nsubj|43:nsubj	Entity=(2-person-giv:act-cf1*-1-ana)
35	check	check	VERB	VBP	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Fin	23	parataxis	23:parataxis	_
36	in	in	ADP	RP	_	35	compound:prt	35:compound:prt	_
37	every	every	DET	DT	PronType=Tot	38	det	38:det	_
38	now	now	ADV	RB	_	35	advmod	35:advmod	_
39	and	and	CCONJ	CC	_	40	cc	40:cc	_
40	again	again	ADV	RB	Degree=Pos	38	conj	35:advmod|38:conj:and	_
41	and	and	CCONJ	CC	_	43	cc	43:cc	Discourse=joint-list_m:112->111:0
42	just	just	ADV	RB	_	43	advmod	43:advmod	_
43	let	let	VERB	VBP	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Fin	35	conj	35:conj:and	_
44	you	you	PRON	PRP	Case=Acc|Number=Sing|Person=2|PronType=Prs	43	obj	43:obj|45:nsubj:xsubj	Entity=(1-person-giv:inact-cf4-1-ana)
45	know	know	VERB	VB	VerbForm=Inf	43	xcomp	43:xcomp	_
46	how	how	SCONJ	WRB	PronType=Rel	45	obj	45:obj	_
47-48	I've	_	_	_	_	_	_	_	_
47	I	I	PRON	PRP	Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	50	nsubj	50:nsubj	Entity=(2-person-giv:act-cf1*-1-ana)
48	've	have	AUX	VBP	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Fin	50	aux	50:aux	_
49	been	be	AUX	VBN	Tense=Past|VerbForm=Part	50	aux	50:aux	_
50	feeling	feel	VERB	VBG	Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Part	46	advcl:relcl	46:advcl:relcl	SpaceAfter=No
51	.	.	PUNCT	.	_	5	punct	5:punct	_
