Have to admit that this sounds a lot like myself. 
I actually dropped out of uni 4 times or so, because I just couldn&#x27;t deal with having to sit in class focus or hand in homework in time. I was still interested in the subject and _wanted_ to learn, but this wasn&#x27;t the way for me.<p>I could go on about my work experience - which was also similar to yours despite I let myself go - but when I start raging it&#x27;s hard to stop and afterwards I often feel worse than before. ;)<p>I learnt that I get mostly motivated by projects I come up myself, so I try stick to my own stuff for a while to level up my skills. (I _need_ an outlet for all my creativity...) 
And try to connect with people who are also building interesting things (and aren&#x27;t assholes) and from whom you can learn new things. DIY scene is pretty nice place to be in really.<p>I try not to focus so much on work and career for now, because to be honest - working at that last office left me a bit with a trauma and I came to realize that I only have one life and I don&#x27;t want to have to waste it with doing something I hate or that makes me feel like s<i></i>*. So no more offices for me at the moment.<p>About the meds and therapy - it is a slow process, yes. And I actually had to try seven or so different kinds of meds until I found the right one that helped. It still makes me feel a bit weird and dull (sometimes annoying), but so much better than before...<p>I&#x27;m also 28, unemployed, in debt. 
But meh, still could be worse.