<p><pre><code>  &gt; But to this day I struggle with relationships. I have a hard time connecting with people, even in a non-romantic context.
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Practice with your coworkers. Practice with everyone. Make a joke to the cashier at the checkout counter. Practice just opening up to people, and seeing what is beautiful in them.<p>I was in a similar situation, and you can get over it with time and practice.