Take a step back, man.  This is a very dark, negative path you&#x27;re contemplating.  It doesn&#x27;t make you a bad person to have these kinds of thoughts (it&#x27;s part of our neurobiology, basically).  But please don&#x27;t act on them.<p>Rather, accept the fact that you&#x27;re basically being blackballed (look up the term if you&#x27;re not familiar with it), and that these are the preliminary signs that you&#x27;re about to be fired.<p>Whether you deserve it (or even partially deserve it) or not doesn&#x27;t matter (very much) at this stage.  These things happen.  What does matter is that you accept the rejection <i>gracefully</i> rather than look for ways to fight against it.  Which (if they&#x27;re of the form you&#x27;re contemplating) might very well backfire.