I finally was able to start my software development career in my early 30s and I found happiness working on a small team where there&#x27;s a lot of work that needs to be done.<p>I can&#x27;t necessarily do things the best way every time, but we have enough difficult problems to solve and its always appreciated when we make the marketing team&#x27;s job easier. I love that my work either directly translates into more cash coming in or saves us a bunch of cash.<p>I&#x27;m a mediocre developer and okay with that I guess. I know that my potential is way higher, but I also feel like there&#x27;s some greater calling out there in my life that is not my job&#x2F;career.<p>It takes the edge off that feeling you&#x27;re experiencing -- I definitely felt the exact same way in previous jobs.<p>Love the Ren &amp; Stimpy reference in your name btw.