I love your story. I hate that can&#x27;t tell if I should wait for that or &quot;settle&quot; for the feeling others describe of &quot;just well comfortable&quot;. I keep waiting for, searching for, your style of relationship but all I find, generally, is the &quot;this is comfortable&quot; style which while pleasant is also mostly &quot;take it or leave it&quot; kind of feeling for me. For lack of a better way it&#x27;s nice while together but it&#x27;s mostly &quot;out sight out of mind&quot;.