I&#x27;ve been browsing your comments in this thread some more and just have to reply to this point:<p>&gt; In any case of my condition being real, I have a fear of dependency. I&#x27;m scared that if I finally do submit and take medication, I will become dependent on it.<p>One of the hallmarks of unmedicated ADHD is poor impulse control and addiction. Getting proper medication makes a world of difference, be wary of inadvertently making your life worse due to internal bias.