I struggled with similar emotions for a few years after turning 40 but lately I&#x27;m content to enjoy life and new experiences and continue to hone my skills as a programmer. I&#x27;m writing the best code of my life, traveling around the world, and taking everything one day at a time. I&#x27;m a lot happier since I outgrew the idea that I need to erect some kind of monument to myself in order to validate my existence.