My family before me experienced sibling death in a similar prime. I only know about it as a child of one of the surviving siblings but it haunted that entire generation. Knowing all I do about how it affected my parent in their younger years I will say that you&#x27;re very strong to claim your own identity. Do not use your brother as a yardstick to measure the worth of your own life because they cannot measured to each other and don&#x27;t let anyone else do it to you. Your post made me very happy Noah Swartz and hope it leads you down a better path than the one I&#x27;ve learned of.