I should be very happy. Oh! I live in misery.<p>I have some bums I know that can testify the same: having time and no money sux.<p>I have written Klines of codes in a lot of language, but writing big brother software that impoverish people even if my boss gives me extra time for my life balance makes me sad.<p>These studies focus on biased population that don&#x27;t experience poverty, nor seems to care about the others either by ignorance or by convenience (which is worse).<p>I am ruined, anxious, not(happy) (which is different from unhappy) ... but I still have the will to be able to help people suffering more than me... and worst of all I cannot even donate my blood, I come from Europa in Canada.<p>But not being happy does not mean being down. I am superficially unhappy, I will find a way to make things better for both me and people I meet.<p>Happyness is like rain, boring and cold. But it makes you enjoy the sun.<p>I am not happy and I am angry. It makes me feel as alive as when I wed with the one I love. Being told that not being happy is negative, is the same as if I was told to cut my balls because dick is so much more important.<p>Sorry, I like them both.