I&#x27;ve been around where you are. Around the same age, though my circumstances were different - My spouse had a suicide attempt, new bipolar&#x2F;schizo affective diagnosis, nearly lost all income and had to move back to my parents place. It took some time for me to work out of it and wound up leaving him, but I am ever so happy that I did so. Life isn&#x27;t perfect now, but much more happy. It isn&#x27;t too late to start or change life. 
   First things first, take care of your housing. It&#x27;ll be an uncomfortable talk with your parents. Admit things, regardless of embarassment, and either tell them your plans or admit to your own confusion. This will take some of your worries away.
   Second, money. Any job will do. Try to do well at it, and find bits you like with it. The reality is that you might not be able to support yourself, by yourself - As in, countless people and their families are in the same situation. It is an unfortunate new reality, and easier on the mind if you view your situation as more normal than not. I oddly wound up with a retail job at a pharmacy and thrived: I&#x27;m currently taking language classes (I&#x27;m now an immigrant) that have a focus on health care terms so that when I re-job, I&#x27;ll like it better. 
    Third, give yourself a break. You are still reeling from the breakup, plus the life situations. Friends - I&#x27;ve always struggled to have friends. I tend to have very few, but I get my social needs met between that, any job&#x2F;school&#x2F;volunteering and the internet. Get active somehwere, anywhere - to get your mind off things.