I dunno why, but I&#x27;ve trouble connecting with women and even if I do connect, at some point I&#x27;m afraid I&#x27;ll get bored. And I&#x27;ve never seen much reason to get kids myself. So perhaps in that aspect, I&#x27;m more of a machine.<p>I&#x27;m 34 now. I&#x27;ve dealt with some heavy stuff. Lost my parents and a sister in a car accident when I was ~20 years old.<p>I agree that the future comes faster than one might think, which is why I&#x27;m in such a hurry to achieve my dream future before I&#x27;m 40 years old, so I got still plenty of time to enjoy it. My little sister certainly didn&#x27;t get the chance to live her dream future.