&gt;Maybe you should join the counter-terrorism forces or intelligence community instead to help your country, if that what you&#x27;re actually after, not just blind revenge<p>I posted it further below, but the reserve corps are not what you seem to think they are.  Reservists patrol cities, especially airports and train stations.<p>I&#x27;m not going to war; I just want to be on the front lines when the war comes to me, because someone has to be the trigger-man and I&#x27;m <i>capable</i> of doing it.  I should add that I have no desire to kill another human being, even a daesh soldier.  From what I&#x27;ve heard it&#x27;s a burden you carry for the rest of your life.  But, I&#x27;d rather do that then do nothing for a <i>third</i> time.