&gt; Well, of course, all of us deal with pride and so part of my motivation to type up the story is that I&#x27;m proud of what I&#x27;ve accomplished, yeah.<p>What&#x27;s there to be proud of? Seems like your &quot;accomplishments&quot; are pretty mediocre, and not anywhere the level of your siblings. More like a story of wasted&#x2F;neglected born-with talents (smarts).