I&#x27;m a 22 year old independent contractor that is going through some similar things. Best advice I can give is to get out of the box. We think in such technical structured manners and it is super stressful to our simple emotional brains. Find your buddies or go by yourself and step away from the screen, your room, get away from home. Walk. Keep walking. Get lost. Adventure. It not only opens up your perspective but it loosens your senses and flexes your emotional cognitions with the world and yourself. Do this often too. Be free. It may be good to break from programming for awhile if it feels right to do so. Take care friend