I&#x27;d suggest a therapist, honestly.<p>If it was just work, I&#x27;d say it was certainly just burnout. However, when its pretty much your whole life [it sounds like], it could be depression.<p>I&#x27;m always motivated to do at least a good chunk of my &quot;after work&quot; activities, every week. But yeah, work, ehhhhhhh I&#x27;m just not happy unless I&#x27;m working on something I&#x27;m proud of and that comes along maybe once every 18 months.