Dude, you got shit on, but your entire post screams unprofessional. If you want to be a professional, and be treated like a professional, you need to act professional. Harsh perhaps but that&#x27;s the truth.<p>If this is a serious job solicitation and not just catharsis you are doing it all wrong. Starting with how desperate you are, how proud you made your mom, and how shitty you&#x27;ve been doing and been treated does not make the hirers of desirable jobs want to hire you. If nothing else, go google &quot;just-world hypothesis.&quot;<p>I&#x27;m not in a hiring position right now (although I know plenty of hiring managers itching for referrals) but if I were I wouldn&#x27;t touch you with a 10-foot pole even if on some level you make your plight sympathetic. Why? Because your post radiates &quot;danger, high risk, unprofessional, possibly unstable individual who does not know how to behave in a business setting.&quot;<p>Scrub this and start over.